Basketball Diaries, The (1995) Movie Script

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Go fuck yourself,
you son of a bitch. Bastard!
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The Lord is my shepherd.
I shall not want.
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Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come.
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Thy will be done, you fuck!
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Give us this day our daily bread, as we
forgive those who trespass against us.
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Jesus,
Jesus the Nazarene.
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Jesus, the nazarene.
Go to hell. Go to hell. Go to hell.
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Hell! Hell! Hell! Hell!
Hell! Hell!
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Jim, you're not going to waste
the whole day lying around, are you?
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Ma, I'm up.
The loony alarm went off.
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Well, close the blinds. Don't look
at her and don't listen to her.
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How could I not?
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Jesus the Nazarene.
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Mary the whore.
Mary the hairdresser.
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Mary the hairdresser.
Our Father, Who art...
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Hey, lady!
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Shut up!
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[Jim]
When I was young, about 8 or so,
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I tried making friends with God--
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by inviting him to my house
to watch the World Series.
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He never showed.
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Wham]
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[Bell Rings]
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Too bad, Father.
I was just starting to enjoy myself.
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We can do it again tomorrow
if you like, Mr. Carroll.
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You okay, Jim?
Does it hurt?
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You want to
rub it for him, Pedro?
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Jim, give it a rest.
You'll never beat him.
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The guy's a pervert.
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Did you hear him?
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"We can do it again tomorrow
if you like, Mr. Carroll."
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Let's cut out of here.
Come on.
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j& I was born in a pool j&
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j& They made my mother stand j&
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j& I spat on that surgeon j&
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j& And his trembling hand j&
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j& When I felt the light j&
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j& I was worse than bored j&
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j& I stole a doctor's scalpel j&
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j& And I slit the cord j&
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j& I was a Catholic boy j&
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j& I was redeemed through pain j&
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j& Not through joy j&
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j& I was two months early j&
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j& They put me under glass j&
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j& I screamed and cursed their children j&
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j& When the nurses passed j&
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j& I was convicted of theft j&
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j& As I slid from the womb j&
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j& They led me straight from my mother j&
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j& To a cell in the tombs j&
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j& I was a Catholic boy j&
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j& Redeemed through pain j&
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j& Not through joy j&
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j& They starved me for weeks j&
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j& They thought
they'd teach me fear j&
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j& I fed on cellmates' dreams j&
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j& It gave me fine ideas j&
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j& When they cut me loose j&
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j& The time had served me well j&
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j& I'd made allies in heaven j&
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j& Comrades in hell j&
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j& I was a Catholic child j&
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j& The blood ran red j&
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j& The blood ran wild j&#
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Why, you little prick!
This is my new...
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Shit, guys, gotta get outta here.
I threw up on somebody.
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I'll get ya!
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You little prick!
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I'll fucking throw you
in the fucking river if i catch ya--
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[Boat Horn Blows]
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Hey!
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What about the four of us
versus Wilt Chamberlain?
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He was the greatest of all time.
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Four of us?
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What are you gonna do, Pedro?
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tie his shoes together
when he ain't looking?
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All right... How'bout the three
versus Wilt Chamberlain?
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No problem.
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You're kidding,
right, Mickey?
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No. He can't cover all of us
at the same time.
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You guys don't miss open jumpers.
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And you know who will be there
for the rebounds.
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Rebounds?
That freak is, like, 7 feet tall.
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Jim, I can rebound with anybody.
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You're sniffing too much of that shit,
that's what you're doing.
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Chamberlain would destroy all of us.
End of story.
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Alright. All we got to do
is move the ball around.
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There's no way we don't win.
Will you tell this kid?
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Hey, Mickey, I think you could
beat him yourself.
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I don't think you need us.
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Perfect example... confidence.
I know I could beat him.
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Holy shit! Look at this place.
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I tell you what,
if our school was this nice,
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I'd go more than once a week.
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You?
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We got a game today, gentlemen.
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Who's ready to play
some roundball?
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I said, who's ready
to play some ball?
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You give me that laid-back,
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"I'm doing my own thing, Jack"
attitude out there today,
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and you're going to find yourself
watching the game from the bench.
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No smoking, lggy...
stunts your growth.
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You want to be big and strong
like me, don't you?
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Out.
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No smoking,
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and no pulling your peckers
before a game.
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Swifty, do you mind?
I'm taking a dump. Get outta here!
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Something die in there?
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iWhen we play our game.../i
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-- so Pedro vomits
on his head, right?
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It goes all over his hair,
trickles down his neck.
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Some gets in his eye.
He went nuts--
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Don't lie about it, either.
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What are you doing?
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We're signing a ball for Bobby.
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Can I sign?
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Yeah.
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"We're holding
your spot for you, kid.
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Swifty."
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All right.
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This one's for Bobby.
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All right.
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Who's better than we are?
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Nobody!
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Alright! Go ahead.
Do some warm-ups.
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Pedro, you're in charge.
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You're my eyes and ears.
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- Hey, Jim?
- Yeah?
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That's a nice thing
you're doing for Bobby.
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Oh, thanks.
Thanks.
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You seen Neutron?
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I think he's talking to a scout from Saint
John's, as a matter of fact, upstairs.
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You want to play
college ball, don't you?
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Yeah. Someday, I hope.
You know.
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Yeah.
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Scouts are sniffing
you out already.
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They like them young.
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I'll tell you what.
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You come by sometime, and
we'll go over the schools together.
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Yeah. All right.
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Yeah. We'll get a pizza,
and we'll make a night of it.
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Um... actually, my nights are
kind of busy right now.
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Yeah.
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Homework
and all, huh?
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Yeah. Yeah.
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[Cheering]
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We were the hottest Catholic
high school team in New York City,
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on our way to the championship.
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We felt like nothing could stop us.
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iYeah! Yeah!/i
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Yes!
We're on our way.
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We're on our way.
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Let's go.
Let's go.
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Hands up.
Show me some defense.
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Show me
some defense.
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Good steal.
Put it in. Put it in.
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Yeah!
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[Cheering]
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All right. All right.
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Way to go.
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Aw, geez.
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All right, Neutron.
Yes! Yes!
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To the hole, Jim.
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[Whistle Blows]
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Whoa! Whoa!
What's going on?
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Break it up!
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Come on. Hit him!
Beat that motherfucker!
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[Whistle Blows]
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i- Whoa, whoa, whoa!
- He fucking held me!/i
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This dude blows the whistle...
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Slow it down!
Slow it down!
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[Whistle]
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[Cheering]
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You got to have presence
on the court...
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presence like a cheetah
rather than a chimp.
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They both got it,
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but chimpy got to jump
his nuts around all day to get it.
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Shy cheetah just moves
in total nonchalance
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a sec or two in his sexy, slow strut.
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Me, I play like a cheetah.
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[Cheering]
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iLet's go, Rangers--/i
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let's go!
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Let's go, Rangers, let's go!
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[Cheering]
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Yeah! Ooh!
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You got it!
It's ours. It's ours.
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Oh!
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Yeah!
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[Crowd]
9, 8,
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7,
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6,
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5,
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4,
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3,
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2,
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1!
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Yay, Jim!
Oh, shit.
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That's my team!
That's my team!
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[Crowd Cheering]
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There's only two things
Swifty forbids...
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using the word "motherfucker"
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and stealing from the other team,
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as long as they're white.
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How much for that
group of winners over there?
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It's $34.90.
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$34.90?
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Changed the prices
or something?
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No.
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Uh...
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I'm a little short.
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Do me a favor.
Here. Take my watch,
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and I'll come back later
with the rest of the money.
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No.
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What do you mean, no?
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I'm sorry, sir.
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Those burgers are worth
more than the watch is.
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I'll be right back.
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I told you one burger each,
didn't I?
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It takes at least eight of these
to get filled up.
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Yeah. C'mon, Swifty.
We're growing boys.
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Growing boys?
We're hungry motherfuckers.
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Funny, huh?
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I'm not driving you guys home.
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How's that for laughs?
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[Knock On Window]
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You ripped them off,
didn't you?
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We're even now.
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Swifty, come on. How are
we going to get home?
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Face the music, pricks.
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What are we going to do?
They got the door blocked off.
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You afraid of these pussies?
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I ain't afraid of anybody.
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What's the problem?
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I'm going to ask you
this once. All right?
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Where's the stuff you stole from me?
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What are you
talking about?
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No, no, no. You're not going
to fuck with me, all right?
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Now, somebody stole my father's
ring from my locker, motherfucker.
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You want me to cut you?
Is that what you want, there?
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There's no problem here.
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Hey, guys! Let's
get out of here, c'mon!
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You need a fucking army, huh?
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Come on! Come on!
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Oh. Nice.
That from Bobo?
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Ha ha ha!
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That's his father's ring.
261
00:13:35,149 -- 00:13:38,194
Hey, fellas.
Any of you looking for a date?
262
00:13:38,653 -- 00:13:40,239
Yeah. Me, sweetheart.
263
00:13:40,239 -- 00:13:42,032
Little horsy ride
in Central Park,
264
00:13:42,032 -- 00:13:43,116
maybe candlelight dinner?
265
00:13:43,993 -- 00:13:46,329
Why don't we skip right
to dessert, huh, baby?
266
00:13:46,329 -- 00:13:47,915
About $15?
267
00:13:47,915 -- 00:13:50,835
Fifteen bucks? I'll give you a quarter.
Let Pedro suck your tits.
268
00:13:51,669 -- 00:13:53,504
You don't have to be rude.
269
00:13:53,504 -- 00:13:55,090
Oh, I'm sorry.
270
00:13:55,423 -- 00:13:57,217
How about you, handsome, huh?
271
00:13:57,217 -- 00:14:00,554
You got $15... for a little head?
272
00:14:01,723 -- 00:14:03,891
Diane, do I look like
I need to pay for it?
273
00:14:03,891 -- 00:14:05,769
Yeah...
274
00:14:05,769 -- 00:14:06,979
you do.
275
00:14:07,396 -- 00:14:09,107
If it's worth it.
276
00:14:09,107 -- 00:14:10,775
Jimmy...
277
00:14:10,775 -- 00:14:14,362
Jimmy, I know you want some, honey.
278
00:14:15,405 -- 00:14:19,494
$15. I'll do you so good
you'll never forget it, baby.
279
00:14:20,078 -- 00:14:21,121
Hey, hey!
280
00:14:21,121 -- 00:14:22,288
Ooh!
281
00:14:23,332 -- 00:14:24,166
That's a deal.
282
00:14:24,166 -- 00:14:25,793
Bargain from there.
283
00:14:26,711 -- 00:14:28,755
What do you say, guys?
You want to do it? All four of us?
284
00:14:29,630 -- 00:14:30,507
- Yeah.
- It's a deal.
285
00:14:30,507 -- 00:14:31,592
All four of us.
286
00:14:33,970 -- 00:14:36,013
Aw, shit. This is all I got, Diane.
287
00:14:38,100 -- 00:14:39,184
Here, have a pretzel.
288
00:14:40,060 -- 00:14:41,854
- Get out of here.
- Beat it.
289
00:14:41,854 -- 00:14:43,147
Yeah, fuck you!
290
00:14:44,148 -- 00:14:46,568
Fucking dopehead.
You see what that shit does to you?
291
00:14:47,569 -- 00:14:49,238
Wow. Speaking
of dopeheads,
292
00:14:49,238 -- 00:14:52,075
is that Pedro's mother over there
slinging her wares again?
293
00:14:56,038 -- 00:14:57,164
It is!
294
00:14:58,999 -- 00:15:00,418
Hey, Peepee,
where you going?
295
00:15:01,043 -- 00:15:02,963
Why do you have to be
such an asshole all the time, huh?
296
00:15:03,797 -- 00:15:05,965
Why is the little shoe
crying anyway?
297
00:15:05,965 -- 00:15:08,135
His mother's a sneaker.
His father's a loafer.
298
00:15:08,677 -- 00:15:10,388
Somebody's got to be a heel.
299
00:15:12,473 -- 00:15:13,600
Jim, where you going?
300
00:15:15,102 -- 00:15:16,228
Hey, Jim!
301
00:15:19,023 -- 00:15:20,316
Jim.
302
00:15:20,316 -- 00:15:22,027
Hey. Hey, man.
303
00:15:22,652 -- 00:15:23,528
What's up?
304
00:15:23,737 -- 00:15:25,823
You don't recognize me
with my new hairdo?
305
00:15:25,823 -- 00:15:28,576
It's nice. It's nice.
I like it.
306
00:15:29,411 -- 00:15:30,453
What's going on?
307
00:15:30,453 -- 00:15:31,914
- How are you?
- Good.
308
00:15:32,581 -- 00:15:34,833
Wow. Look at that.
309
00:15:34,833 -- 00:15:36,002
You like it?
310
00:15:36,002 -- 00:15:38,087
Yeah, I'll tell you what.
When you get out of here,
311
00:15:38,087 -- 00:15:40,215
we'll all shave our heads and
look like a gang of skinheads.
312
00:15:40,632 -- 00:15:41,716
It's a deal.
313
00:15:41,758 -- 00:15:42,802
All right.
314
00:15:42,593 -- 00:15:44,136
I got something
for you here.
315
00:15:44,136 -- 00:15:45,012
Yeah.
316
00:15:46,264 -- 00:15:48,016
Everyone on the team.
317
00:15:48,558 -- 00:15:50,728
Look right here...
even Swifty signed it.
318
00:15:51,604 -- 00:15:52,938
Thanks, man.
319
00:15:55,441 -- 00:15:58,987
You remember when I dunked on
that spade in Riverside Park?
320
00:15:58,987 -- 00:16:01,074
You always had good ups.
321
00:16:01,449 -- 00:16:02,408
Yeah.
322
00:16:02,950 -- 00:16:05,120
Oh. I got something to
show you. Hold on.
323
00:16:05,162 -- 00:16:06,288
What?
324
00:16:09,625 -- 00:16:11,586
Pedro got these
out of some lady's purse.
325
00:16:15,007 -- 00:16:17,634
- She's doing it with a donkey.
- Oh, Jesus!
326
00:16:17,634 -- 00:16:19,512
Look at that schlong.
Look at that one.
327
00:16:20,346 -- 00:16:21,973
Oh, I beat your record.
328
00:16:22,683 -- 00:16:24,142
How many times
you choke it?
329
00:16:24,142 -- 00:16:25,435
Seven times.
330
00:16:25,435 -- 00:16:26,521
Bullshit.
331
00:16:26,521 -- 00:16:28,230
Seven times.
332
00:16:28,230 -- 00:16:29,941
My mom thinks I have
a cold year-round
333
00:16:29,941 -- 00:16:32,110
because of all the tissues
around the house.
334
00:16:40,871 -- 00:16:42,748
You can keep those
if you want.
335
00:16:43,665 -- 00:16:45,585
They're pumping
so much junk in me,
336
00:16:45,585 -- 00:16:48,755
I can't even get
a decent chubby.
337
00:16:54,386 -- 00:16:55,764
I got an idea.
338
00:16:58,475 -- 00:17:00,102
Come on. Let's go.
339
00:17:00,686 -- 00:17:01,770
Where we going?
340
00:17:02,188 -- 00:17:03,564
I'm getting you out of
this place, man. C'mon!
341
00:17:04,440 -- 00:17:06,902
What are you, crazy, man?
I can't go anywhere.
342
00:17:06,902 -- 00:17:08,487
Here you go.
343
00:17:08,904 -- 00:17:12,408
I've known Bobby since I was 3.
He's my best friend.
344
00:17:13,243 -- 00:17:15,412
He was the best player
on our basketball team.
345
00:17:15,412 -- 00:17:17,832
Two years ago,
he got leukemia.
346
00:17:18,666 -- 00:17:20,377
He keeps fighting it off.
347
00:17:21,086 -- 00:17:22,670
I know Bobby's
going to beat it.
348
00:17:23,463 -- 00:17:25,215
He could beat anything.
349
00:17:26,091 -- 00:17:27,302
Watch!
350
00:17:29,387 -- 00:17:31,640
Jim, you're going
to kill me, man.
351
00:17:31,640 -- 00:17:33,308
If you let go,
I swear...
352
00:17:34,519 -- 00:17:36,270
I swear
I'll kill you, man.
353
00:17:36,937 -- 00:17:38,148
Watch the bump!
354
00:17:38,523 -- 00:17:40,567
What the hell happened
to forty deuce?
355
00:17:40,567 -- 00:17:44,154
Last time I was here, that theater
was playing Sperminator II.
356
00:17:44,154 -- 00:17:45,573
Oh, yeah.
I remember that.
357
00:17:46,574 -- 00:17:49,620
No, man. This whole block has been
done over by all these new artists.
358
00:17:50,245 -- 00:17:51,330
It's pretty cool, huh?
359
00:17:51,330 -- 00:17:52,623
Yeah.
360
00:17:55,042 -- 00:17:56,962
They should put
your stuff up there.
361
00:17:58,463 -- 00:17:59,757
Yeah. Right.
362
00:18:00,591 -- 00:18:03,470
Still scribbling stuff in that
notebook of yours, ain't you?
363
00:18:04,095 -- 00:18:05,430
Of course.
364
00:18:06,556 -- 00:18:08,058
You bring anything for me?
365
00:18:08,892 -- 00:18:09,935
What, like to read?
366
00:18:10,227 -- 00:18:11,604
No, like to eat.
367
00:18:11,604 -- 00:18:13,231
What do you think?
368
00:18:13,981 -- 00:18:17,736
Yeah. I mean, I got this,
but it's not a big deal.
369
00:18:17,736 -- 00:18:20,322
I don't even remember writing it,
to tell you the truth.
370
00:18:20,322 -- 00:18:23,118
Yeah, Yeah. I'll be
the judge of this.
371
00:18:25,996 -- 00:18:27,915
"Little kids shoot marbles
372
00:18:28,499 -- 00:18:30,585
"where branches break the sun
373
00:18:31,461 -- 00:18:33,338
"into graceful shafts of light.
374
00:18:39,888 -- 00:18:41,807
I just want to be pure.
375
00:18:49,149 -- 00:18:50,651
All right.
376
00:18:52,569 -- 00:18:54,113
j& What a life j&
377
00:18:55,865 -- 00:18:58,368
Nothing like the real thing to
float your boat, huh, Bobby?
378
00:18:58,368 -- 00:18:59,411
j& What a life j&
379
00:19:04,041 -- 00:19:06,461
j& Didn't know where,
didn't know when... j&
380
00:19:07,420 -- 00:19:08,714
That's nice.
381
00:19:09,256 -- 00:19:11,675
j& Said that I'll go...
go learn j&
382
00:19:11,675 -- 00:19:14,429
j& Put up my hand,
wait my turn j&
383
00:19:14,429 -- 00:19:16,557
j& But it never comes,
I have to shout out j&
384
00:19:16,557 -- 00:19:17,891
j& That's life j&
385
00:19:17,891 -- 00:19:19,269
j& And that's
what it's all about j&
386
00:19:20,186 -- 00:19:22,438
j& So through the comfort
and the strife j&
387
00:19:23,357 -- 00:19:25,775
j& What a life... j&
388
00:19:32,367 -- 00:19:34,119
Get me out of here, Jim.
389
00:19:34,119 -- 00:19:36,330
What are you talking
about, man?
390
00:19:37,206 -- 00:19:38,958
This was a stupid idea.
391
00:19:38,958 -- 00:19:40,418
I don't feel so good.
392
00:19:44,256 -- 00:19:46,092
Well, can we wait
till the end of the show?
393
00:19:46,092 -- 00:19:49,096
Did you hear what I said?
I said get me the hell out of here!
394
00:20:17,421 -- 00:20:18,756
Hey, Bob, man...
395
00:20:20,007 -- 00:20:22,677
I'm really sorry, you know?
Next time, we'll go somewhere...
396
00:20:22,677 -- 00:20:24,388
Ain't gonna be
no next time, Jim.
397
00:20:40,156 -- 00:20:41,658
I love it this way...
398
00:20:41,991 -- 00:20:45,329
my feet against the tar,
which is soft from the spring heat,
399
00:20:45,746 -- 00:20:48,541
the slight breeze that runs
across your entire body,
400
00:20:48,541 -- 00:20:50,127
especially your crotch.
401
00:20:51,461 -- 00:20:54,882
You feel an incredible power
being naked under a dome of stars
402
00:20:54,882 -- 00:20:59,137
while a giant city is dressed, dodging
cars all around you five flights down.
403
00:21:01,098 -- 00:21:03,726
I don't think of anything
while I'm doing the actual tugging,
404
00:21:03,726 -- 00:21:08,107
least of all the heavy sex fantasies
I have to resort to indoors.
405
00:21:09,441 -- 00:21:12,278
Just my own naked self
and the stars breathing down,
406
00:21:13,321 -- 00:21:14,865
and it's beautiful.
407
00:21:15,741 -- 00:21:18,243
Time sure flies when you're young
and jerking off.
408
00:21:20,663 -- 00:21:23,875
[Woman Reads With Difficulty]
"Camp summer position.
409
00:21:23,875 -- 00:21:25,961
Driver... taxi."
410
00:21:25,961 -- 00:21:30,049
Hey, that might be good.
You could get your license this summer.
411
00:21:31,259 -- 00:21:32,970
Oh, yeah, Mom.
That sounds really great.
412
00:21:32,970 -- 00:21:35,681
Hey, get your own job,
413
00:21:36,014 -- 00:21:37,850
and if you don't
get it this summer,
414
00:21:37,850 -- 00:21:40,353
you're coming to work
with me at the hotel.
415
00:21:40,353 -- 00:21:42,647
Mom, please. Why are you
so worried about this?
416
00:21:42,647 -- 00:21:43,941
Do I even ask you for money?
417
00:21:43,941 -- 00:21:45,693
No. I'm not worried
about the money.
418
00:21:45,693 -- 00:21:48,488
I want you to have
responsibility.
419
00:21:48,488 -- 00:21:51,408
I don't want you running
around the streets of New York.
420
00:21:51,408 -- 00:21:55,204
Idle time is
the devil's plaything, Jim.
421
00:21:55,204 -- 00:21:56,956
The devil's plaything, huh?
422
00:21:56,956 -- 00:21:58,542
Mm-hmm.
423
00:21:58,542 -- 00:22:01,545
That might be a cool title
for my first book. Thanks!
424
00:22:02,630 -- 00:22:05,592
What are you talking about?
What are you writing?
425
00:22:06,718 -- 00:22:07,844
Here.
426
00:22:10,014 -- 00:22:11,306
Ooh. Um...
427
00:22:11,890 -- 00:22:14,018
Ma, I'm not really that
hungry this morning, alright?
428
00:22:14,018 -- 00:22:16,187
- Come on. You got to eat something.
- I know...
429
00:22:16,270 -- 00:22:17,314
Where you going?
430
00:22:17,314 -- 00:22:18,857
I'm going to shoot
some hoops.
431
00:22:19,691 -- 00:22:22,278
Sometimes I feel like
something's chasing me,
432
00:22:22,278 -- 00:22:24,656
like there's some whacko
on a roof somewhere
433
00:22:24,656 -- 00:22:26,157
who could snuff me out
at any moment.
434
00:22:26,157 -- 00:22:29,620
And I feel this horrible fear.
Will I have time to finish--
435
00:22:29,620 -- 00:22:31,581
the poems breaking loose
in my head?
436
00:22:34,960 -- 00:22:36,170
Hey, white boy,
437
00:22:36,170 -- 00:22:38,006
you ready
for your beating?
438
00:22:38,006 -- 00:22:41,050
Don't let your mouth get you into
something your ass can't handle.
439
00:22:41,927 -- 00:22:43,678
I'll shoot you for it.
440
00:22:47,975 -- 00:22:49,644
So it's going to be
like that, huh?
441
00:22:51,563 -- 00:22:52,857
I...
442
00:22:52,857 -- 00:22:54,566
don't think so.
443
00:22:56,319 -- 00:22:57,278
Yeah!
444
00:22:57,278 -- 00:22:58,196
All right,
so you made one.
445
00:22:58,196 -- 00:23:00,532
Big deal.
You made one shot.
446
00:23:00,532 -- 00:23:01,742
Make another.
447
00:23:01,742 -- 00:23:05,163
j& The days are muzzled
in a vibe j&
448
00:23:05,163 -- 00:23:08,875
j& I swing back
from time to time j&
449
00:23:08,875 -- 00:23:12,880
j& There's a Camaro,
rusty red j&
450
00:23:12,880 -- 00:23:17,135
j& That all
my best friends drive in j&
451
00:23:17,135 -- 00:23:20,681
j& Can you smell
the summer air? j&
452
00:23:20,681 -- 00:23:24,811
j& Take me where
they left the light on j&
453
00:23:24,811 -- 00:23:28,566
j& Getting close,
almost there j&
454
00:23:28,566 -- 00:23:31,068
j& If that fuzzy silver badge j&
455
00:23:31,068 -- 00:23:35,115
j& Don't greet us there j&
456
00:23:37,826 -- 00:23:40,622
j& My head's dizzy,
and I'm taking... j&#
457
00:23:40,622 -- 00:23:43,000
Yo, Jim! What's the score?
Come on. We got to go.
458
00:23:43,000 -- 00:23:44,251
They don't keep score
in this game.
459
00:23:45,586 -- 00:23:47,797
Jim, come on.
We're losing the sun.
460
00:23:51,510 -- 00:23:53,846
He's being a dick. You want me
to put a charge in his ass?
461
00:23:53,846 -- 00:23:54,680
Whatch this.
462
00:23:54,680 -- 00:23:55,765
Oh, look it, right here...
463
00:23:58,059 -- 00:24:01,355
Jim's secret diary
he's always writing in.
464
00:24:01,355 -- 00:24:03,565
Bet you he wrote
some shit about me.
465
00:24:05,944 -- 00:24:07,111
Oh, right here.
466
00:24:07,362 -- 00:24:08,614
"Spring... Mickey."
467
00:24:09,364 -- 00:24:12,577
Hey, there I am, Jim says.
468
00:24:12,577 -- 00:24:15,872
"Mickey takes out a bottle
of carbonic cleaning fluid
469
00:24:15,872 -- 00:24:18,291
and suggests we do
a little sniffing to get high."
470
00:24:18,833 -- 00:24:19,835
Whoo!
471
00:24:19,835 -- 00:24:23,506
"After four deep whiffs,
we're sailing someplace else."
472
00:24:23,506 -- 00:24:24,757
Mickey,
what are you doing?
473
00:24:24,757 -- 00:24:26,510
"Bells ringing
through my ears,
474
00:24:26,510 -- 00:24:28,846
little lights
flashing through my eyes."
475
00:24:28,846 -- 00:24:30,890
Mickey, put that down,
all right?
476
00:24:30,890 -- 00:24:32,225
"I pictured myself
477
00:24:32,225 -- 00:24:34,311
"paddling across a river
with black water,
478
00:24:34,311 -- 00:24:36,813
"only the canoe was going
backwards instead of forwards,
479
00:24:36,813 -- 00:24:40,526
"with clouds that had faces.
Laughing, spooky, fun-house laughs..."
480
00:24:40,526 -- 00:24:42,445
- Give it back, alright?
- What is that shit?
481
00:24:42,445 -- 00:24:44,615
Why do you have to be
such a schmuck, Mickey?
482
00:24:44,615 -- 00:24:45,783
What are you
talking about?
483
00:24:45,783 -- 00:24:48,161
Don't you ever touch that again.
It's private.
484
00:24:49,495 -- 00:24:50,705
What's your problem?
485
00:24:50,705 -- 00:24:52,249
I'm... I'm sorry.
486
00:24:53,208 -- 00:24:56,629
He's writing about me,
I can't read about it? Jesus!
487
00:24:56,629 -- 00:24:58,339
Hey, Jim, come on.
We're gone.
488
00:24:58,339 -- 00:24:59,841
Yo, we got a cab!
489
00:24:59,841 -- 00:25:01,927
Hey, cabby! Hey, swami!
490
00:25:01,927 -- 00:25:03,971
So, Shakespeare,
491
00:25:03,971 -- 00:25:05,472
you going to finish the game?
492
00:25:06,182 -- 00:25:08,351
C'mon, Reggie, you know
this game never ends.
493
00:25:09,102 -- 00:25:10,354
See you later,
all right?
494
00:25:12,606 -- 00:25:15,902
Every crowd has its little games
to prove if you're a punk or not.
495
00:25:16,694 -- 00:25:18,697
My cousin in Jersey
plays chickie,
496
00:25:18,697 -- 00:25:20,950
which is two cars
heading towards each other
497
00:25:20,950 -- 00:25:22,743
at about 80 miles per hour.
498
00:25:23,452 -- 00:25:26,456
First driver to swerve
out of the way is, of course, chicken.
499
00:25:28,250 -- 00:25:29,210
In Brooklyn,
500
00:25:29,210 -- 00:25:31,421
they make you press
a lit cigarette into your arm
501
00:25:31,421 -- 00:25:33,548
and have it burn all the way
down to the filter
502
00:25:33,548 -- 00:25:35,801
without the slightest flinch.
503
00:25:37,219 -- 00:25:38,512
Us, Manhattan boys,
504
00:25:38,512 -- 00:25:41,224
we jump off cliffs
into the Harlem River,
505
00:25:41,224 -- 00:25:45,520
which is literally shitty, because half a
million toilets flush into it every day.
506
00:25:45,687 -- 00:25:47,398
Whoo-oo!
507
00:25:47,690 -- 00:25:48,774
[Whistles]
508
00:25:48,774 -- 00:25:50,860
Yeah!
509
00:25:53,530 -- 00:25:54,573
Oooh!
510
00:25:54,573 -- 00:25:56,074
Yeah!
511
00:25:57,118 -- 00:25:58,286
Hey, y'all, I carried the clothes up,
512
00:25:58,286 -- 00:26:00,246
but I ain't carrying them down.
513
00:26:00,246 -- 00:26:01,415
Peepee, this is you...
514
00:26:01,415 -- 00:26:03,667
all 33 pounds of you,
gone with the wind.
515
00:26:06,420 -- 00:26:08,173
Wow. That's
a long way down.
516
00:26:08,173 -- 00:26:11,927
Devil's toe is no big deal.
We've all done it a million times.
517
00:26:12,761 -- 00:26:14,138
I never done it.
518
00:26:14,680 -- 00:26:15,974
You never did it?
519
00:26:17,934 -- 00:26:19,353
Pedro, you never
do nothing.
520
00:26:20,687 -- 00:26:22,231
You know who was awesome
on this rock?
521
00:26:22,231 -- 00:26:24,942
Bobby. That kids would do
back flips off this rock.
522
00:26:26,361 -- 00:26:27,237
Hey, Mickey.
523
00:26:28,405 -- 00:26:29,532
What?
524
00:26:29,949 -- 00:26:31,575
Don't talk about him
like he's dead.
525
00:26:32,451 -- 00:26:33,620
He's not dead.
526
00:26:36,999 -- 00:26:39,376
There goes the circle line.
Check it out.
527
00:26:39,960 -- 00:26:41,296
[Horn Blows]
528
00:26:42,296 -- 00:26:43,047
Whoo!
529
00:26:43,047 -- 00:26:43,882
Full moon!
530
00:26:43,882 -- 00:26:45,217
Whoo!
531
00:26:45,217 -- 00:26:46,551
Hey, yo!
532
00:26:46,551 -- 00:26:47,678
Whoo!
533
00:26:47,678 -- 00:26:49,221
Hey, circle this!
534
00:26:49,221 -- 00:26:50,139
[Whistle]
535
00:26:52,517 -- 00:26:54,019
Hey, I'm going.
Watch out, watch out...
536
00:26:54,019 -- 00:26:55,688
I'm going to show you
how to do it.
537
00:26:56,063 -- 00:26:59,275
Ye-ea-ah!
538
00:27:10,789 -- 00:27:12,082
That was a good jump.
539
00:27:12,082 -- 00:27:13,251
Oh, he's nuts.
540
00:27:17,255 -- 00:27:18,465
Hey, I'm going
to walk down.
541
00:27:18,465 -- 00:27:20,467
What you talking about?
You can't walk down.
542
00:27:20,467 -- 00:27:22,136
There's no way
to walk down.
543
00:27:22,136 -- 00:27:23,303
I ain't jumping.
544
00:27:23,303 -- 00:27:25,682
Pedro, your clothes are down there.
How you gonna get your clothes?
545
00:27:25,682 -- 00:27:27,476
You going to walk around
naked all day?
546
00:27:28,060 -- 00:27:30,354
Pedro, if you don't jump,
Mickey's going to tease you so bad--
547
00:27:30,354 -- 00:27:33,024
You might as well just jump
and get it over with. Feel better.
548
00:27:34,985 -- 00:27:36,486
What the hell, right?
549
00:27:39,406 -- 00:27:40,866
Oh...
550
00:27:40,866 -- 00:27:42,077
shit...
551
00:27:42,077 -- 00:27:43,161
Pedro!
552
00:27:43,161 -- 00:27:44,287
Bad form.
Bad form.
553
00:27:44,287 -- 00:27:47,124
Oh... My God!
554
00:27:47,124 -- 00:27:48,710
Oh, shit. Is he all right?
555
00:27:48,710 -- 00:27:50,586
Pedro,
you all right?
556
00:27:52,756 -- 00:27:54,091
You ready?
557
00:27:54,091 -- 00:27:55,342
Yeah.
558
00:27:55,342 -- 00:27:57,094
Listen, don't tell
the other guys,
559
00:27:57,094 -- 00:27:59,305
but when we leave here,
I got a surprise for you.
560
00:27:59,305 -- 00:28:01,016
Tell me what it is.
561
00:28:01,016 -- 00:28:03,936
It's a surprise. Trust me, all right?
Ouch, don't mess around, man...
562
00:28:05,062 -- 00:28:06,563
Alright, you ready?
Come on! You ready?
563
00:28:06,563 -- 00:28:09,150
- Let's jump.
- On three. Ready?
564
00:28:09,150 -- 00:28:10,109
Uh-huh.
565
00:28:10,569 -- 00:28:11,737
1,
566
00:28:12,070 -- 00:28:13,238
2,
567
00:28:13,780 -- 00:28:14,824
3.
568
00:28:27,213 -- 00:28:28,465
Come on. Let's go.
569
00:28:31,218 -- 00:28:32,595
What's up, Manny?
How you doing?
570
00:28:32,595 -- 00:28:34,055
Fine.
Thank you, sir.
571
00:28:34,764 -- 00:28:36,141
This is
my friend Jim.
572
00:28:36,141 -- 00:28:37,017
How you doing?
573
00:28:37,017 -- 00:28:39,227
I can't believe
I hit my head on that rock.
574
00:28:39,227 -- 00:28:40,563
It's killing me.
575
00:28:57,124 -- 00:28:59,544
Jim, um,
this is Winkie.
576
00:28:59,544 -- 00:29:00,670
- Hi.
- How you doing?
577
00:29:00,670 -- 00:29:02,005
Good.
578
00:29:04,090 -- 00:29:06,177
And this...
579
00:29:06,177 -- 00:29:07,845
this is Blinkie.
580
00:29:08,722 -- 00:29:09,764
- Hi.
- Hi.
581
00:29:10,473 -- 00:29:13,811
j& I lost my heart j&
582
00:29:13,811 -- 00:29:16,689
j& Under the bridge j&
583
00:29:17,815 -- 00:29:18,900
j& That little girl... j&
584
00:29:19,067 -- 00:29:21,028
I've seen you
play ball, Jim.
585
00:29:21,653 -- 00:29:24,031
You're a very
beautiful player.
586
00:29:24,907 -- 00:29:26,910
Very zen.
587
00:29:26,910 -- 00:29:28,620
j& And now I moan j&
588
00:29:28,662 -- 00:29:32,374
j& And now I holler j&
589
00:29:33,543 -- 00:29:35,420
j& She'll never know j&
590
00:29:37,172 -- 00:29:40,092
j& Just what I found j&
591
00:29:41,052 -- 00:29:43,346
j& That blue-eyed girl j&
592
00:29:43,346 -- 00:29:46,308
lt'll make you
fuck like Superman.
593
00:29:46,308 -- 00:29:47,184
j& She said no more j&
594
00:29:48,978 -- 00:29:51,105
Faster than
a speeding bullet...
595
00:29:51,105 -- 00:29:54,692
j& Became blue-eyed whore... j&
596
00:29:54,692 -- 00:29:57,404
More powerful
than a locomotive...
597
00:29:57,404 -- 00:29:58,489
j& Down by the water j&
598
00:29:58,489 -- 00:29:59,574
j& Down by the water... j&
599
00:29:59,991 -- 00:30:02,326
Able to, um...
600
00:30:03,871 -- 00:30:06,958
I can't think of anything
with a single bound.
601
00:30:07,542 -- 00:30:09,502
j& See her again j&
602
00:30:09,502 -- 00:30:12,339
j& See her again... j&
603
00:30:21,392 -- 00:30:22,768
Do you have
any protection?
604
00:30:22,768 -- 00:30:23,810
Yeah.
605
00:30:26,898 -- 00:30:30,360
This one's, uh, ribbed
for extra pleasure.
606
00:30:33,531 -- 00:30:35,117
So what are you
waiting for?
607
00:30:35,117 -- 00:30:36,618
What do you mean?
608
00:30:38,036 -- 00:30:40,039
Take off
your clothes.
609
00:30:41,957 -- 00:30:43,293
Well, uh...
610
00:30:44,377 -- 00:30:46,088
could we shut off
the lights first?
611
00:30:46,505 -- 00:30:49,384
j& Little fish, big fish j&
612
00:30:49,384 -- 00:30:51,302
j& Swimming in the water j&
613
00:30:51,302 -- 00:30:53,305
j& Come back here, man j&
614
00:30:53,305 -- 00:30:55,098
j& Give me my daughter j&
615
00:30:55,098 -- 00:30:57,310
j& Little fish, big fish j&
616
00:30:57,310 -- 00:30:59,270
j& Swimming in the water j&#
617
00:31:01,022 -- 00:31:03,859
White ship disappears in the
wave machine this morning.
618
00:31:05,069 -- 00:31:07,530
Your eyes got shut
with secret chains
619
00:31:08,823 -- 00:31:11,118
that pillow armies
eventually set free...
620
00:31:13,662 -- 00:31:16,249
like soft horses
through toy deserts.
621
00:31:35,021 -- 00:31:36,272
I love this mansion,
622
00:31:37,399 -- 00:31:39,568
though it's
too many windows...
623
00:31:40,778 -- 00:31:42,822
to open halfway
each morning...
624
00:31:44,699 -- 00:31:46,701
to close halfway
each night.
625
00:33:00,498 -- 00:33:01,958
I looked at his body,
626
00:33:02,625 -- 00:33:04,961
and it was death
for the first time.
627
00:33:06,463 -- 00:33:09,508
His face was thin and wrinkled,
almost apelike.
628
00:33:10,427 -- 00:33:13,722
His hair, just gray patches
on his scalp.
629
00:33:14,640 -- 00:33:18,228
He looked 60 years old,
and he was 16.
630
00:33:19,145 -- 00:33:21,482
Couldn't believe
how skinny he was...
631
00:33:21,732 -- 00:33:24,526
much skinnier than he was
in the hospital.
632
00:33:26,195 -- 00:33:29,866
It was like having the skeleton of someone
you knew put right in front of you.
633
00:33:33,204 -- 00:33:37,792
I felt dazed, like I'd just come out
of a four-hour movie I didn't understand.
634
00:33:39,962 -- 00:33:42,047
I kept thinking
about his face...
635
00:33:43,675 -- 00:33:44,967
and death...
636
00:33:45,510 -- 00:33:48,096
what a cheat the
whole thing was.
637
00:33:49,806 -- 00:33:51,100
Hey, you guys remember
that Halloween
638
00:33:51,100 -- 00:33:53,729
when Bobby filled that
paper bag with dog shit,
639
00:33:53,729 -- 00:33:56,106
lit it on fire and put it outside
Father Dunne's door,
640
00:33:56,106 -- 00:33:57,900
and we all hid
behind the dumpster?
641
00:33:57,900 -- 00:33:58,859
Yeah.
642
00:33:59,735 -- 00:34:01,029
I could picture
Father Dunne
643
00:34:01,029 -- 00:34:04,407
comming outside, stepping on that shit.
Picture him in the john--
644
00:34:04,407 -- 00:34:06,076
scraping the shit
off his shoe like this.
645
00:34:07,869 -- 00:34:09,497
You think that'll
keep him out of heaven?
646
00:34:09,497 -- 00:34:11,917
Are you kidding?
Jesus Christ himself
647
00:34:12,125 -- 00:34:14,836
would have laughed at that.
It was hilarious!
648
00:34:14,836 -- 00:34:16,630
What about the time
at the formal
649
00:34:16,630 -- 00:34:18,382
when Bobby got caught
in the bathroom
650
00:34:18,382 -- 00:34:20,552
with Mary Ann Dugan
651
00:34:20,552 -- 00:34:23,597
and McNulty came in
and busted him?
652
00:34:23,597 -- 00:34:25,307
He was, like,
"Father, I swear.
653
00:34:25,307 -- 00:34:26,309
We weren't
doing anything."
654
00:34:26,309 -- 00:34:27,977
Meanwhile she's got
a giant wad of cum
655
00:34:27,977 -- 00:34:29,813
hanging off her face.
656
00:34:31,273 -- 00:34:33,943
I tell you, that kid
was definitely a pisser.
657
00:34:36,195 -- 00:34:37,697
It was weird
seeing him today, man.
658
00:34:37,697 -- 00:34:41,535
He was all shriveled up and wrinkled.
He looked like my grandfather.
659
00:34:43,579 -- 00:34:44,706
I'll tell you what,
though.
660
00:34:44,706 -- 00:34:46,916
That kid was
in so much pain,
661
00:34:46,916 -- 00:34:49,002
it's better off
he died.
662
00:34:52,590 -- 00:34:54,217
How the hell
would you know, Mickey?
663
00:34:56,553 -- 00:34:58,054
Did you go
and visit him?
664
00:34:58,973 -- 00:35:00,182
Huh?
665
00:35:01,434 -- 00:35:03,228
Any of you guys
go and visit him?
666
00:35:06,815 -- 00:35:08,776
All right.
Then shut the fuck up.
667
00:35:09,359 -- 00:35:12,530
Hey, Jim. Look at my brother's
girlfriend in the park.
668
00:35:12,530 -- 00:35:13,824
She's sitting there, eating a sandwich.
669
00:35:13,824 -- 00:35:15,284
Next thing you know,
she's shot in the head.
670
00:35:15,284 -- 00:35:17,036
She's dead.
It's over.
671
00:35:17,286 -- 00:35:18,746
What about little Teddy Rayhill?
672
00:35:18,746 -- 00:35:20,540
Perfect example.
673
00:35:20,540 -- 00:35:22,209
Remember that night
he was up on the roof,
674
00:35:22,209 -- 00:35:25,880
and he was doing poppers, having
a great time, laughing his ass off
675
00:35:25,880 -- 00:35:27,131
He started
walking backwards...
676
00:35:27,131 -- 00:35:30,260
Boom! He fell right off
the goddamn roof.
677
00:35:31,219 -- 00:35:32,554
It was meant to be,
right?
678
00:35:33,472 -- 00:35:35,892
Fuck that, you guys!
679
00:35:36,059 -- 00:35:38,979
Bobby was the best fucking
guy around, you know that?
680
00:35:40,397 -- 00:35:42,150
What are you,
a bunch of idiots?
681
00:35:45,361 -- 00:35:47,364
You don't even understand,
do you?
682
00:35:59,503 -- 00:36:01,130
Jim, you all right?
683
00:36:02,507 -- 00:36:03,759
Huh?
684
00:36:06,595 -- 00:36:10,057
Listen, maybe you should talk
to one of the priests.
685
00:36:10,766 -- 00:36:13,478
I don't know. Maybe...
Maybe they can help you out.
686
00:36:13,478 -- 00:36:14,980
Help me out?
687
00:36:15,898 -- 00:36:18,651
I wouldn't ask one of those
cocksuckers for directions.
688
00:36:20,611 -- 00:36:22,072
You know what?
689
00:36:22,072 -- 00:36:24,574
You guys need to
lighten the fuck up, all right?
690
00:36:24,574 -- 00:36:26,953
Let bygones
be fucking bygones.
691
00:36:26,953 -- 00:36:29,539
Shitty fucking world.
692
00:36:44,932 -- 00:36:47,686
Live life to the fucking fullest.
You know what I mean?
693
00:36:49,438 -- 00:36:50,605
Shit happens, man.
694
00:36:50,605 -- 00:36:52,525
Shit fucking happens.
695
00:36:55,445 -- 00:36:56,946
[Thunder]
696
00:36:57,238 -- 00:36:58,699
Come on.
Let's go.
697
00:36:59,992 -- 00:37:01,285
Jim, come on.
698
00:37:01,786 -- 00:37:03,288
You're growing up,
699
00:37:03,288 -- 00:37:06,250
and rain sort of remains
on the branches of a tree
700
00:37:06,250 -- 00:37:08,001
that will someday
rule the earth.
701
00:37:10,171 -- 00:37:11,631
And that's good
that there's rain.
702
00:37:12,632 -- 00:37:16,554
Clears the month of your
sorry rainbow expressions.
703
00:37:18,889 -- 00:37:21,851
And it clears the streets
of the silent armies
704
00:37:22,894 -- 00:37:24,521
so we can dance.
705
00:37:26,815 -- 00:37:28,985
j& Ted sniffing glue
He was 12 years old j&
706
00:37:29,026 -- 00:37:31,655
j& Fell from the roof on east 2-9 j&
707
00:37:31,697 -- 00:37:34,242
j& Cathy was 11
when she pulled the plug j&
708
00:37:34,283 -- 00:37:37,078
j& 26 reds and a bottle of wine j&
709
00:37:37,286 -- 00:37:38,955
j& Bobby had leukemia,
14 years old j&
710
00:37:38,955 -- 00:37:40,707
j& He looked like 65
when he died j&
711
00:37:40,707 -- 00:37:42,251
j& He was a friend of mine j&
712
00:37:42,251 -- 00:37:44,420
j& Those are people
who died, died j&
713
00:37:44,586 -- 00:37:46,673
j& Those are people
who died, died j&
714
00:37:47,632 -- 00:37:49,134
j& Those are people
who died, died j&
715
00:37:49,843 -- 00:37:51,887
j& Those are people
who died, died j&
716
00:37:51,887 -- 00:37:53,848
j& They were all my friends j&
717
00:37:53,848 -- 00:37:55,308
j& They just died j&
718
00:37:57,477 -- 00:37:59,689
j& Those are people
who died, died j&
719
00:37:59,939 -- 00:38:02,274
j& Those are people
who died, died j&
720
00:38:02,483 -- 00:38:04,527
j& Those are people
who died, died j&
721
00:38:04,819 -- 00:38:07,323
j& Those are people
who died, died j&
722
00:38:07,323 -- 00:38:13,246
j& They were all my friends
and they died j&#
723
00:38:24,426 -- 00:38:27,304
Did I ever tell you about
the first time I did heroin?
724
00:38:34,396 -- 00:38:36,274
I went down
to Pedro's basement.
725
00:38:37,108 -- 00:38:40,237
All sorts of characters were in the
storage-room shooting gallery.
726
00:38:41,571 -- 00:38:43,240
I was just going to
sniff a bag,
727
00:38:44,408 -- 00:38:45,618
but a guy says,
728
00:38:46,327 -- 00:38:50,207
"If you're going to sniff,
might as well pop it,
729
00:38:51,417 -- 00:38:55,046
and if you're going to pop it,
might as well mainline."
730
00:38:56,214 -- 00:38:57,299
I was scared of needles,
731
00:38:57,758 -- 00:38:59,468
but I gave in.
732
00:39:05,392 -- 00:39:07,811
It was like a long heat wave
through my body.
733
00:39:08,979 -- 00:39:14,611
Any ache or pain or sadness or guilty
feeling was completely flushed out.
734
00:39:35,803 -- 00:39:40,058
Look, Ma, I'm not in the mood for your
dime-store psychology, all right?
735
00:39:40,058 -- 00:39:41,894
Could you just please
leave me alone?
736
00:39:41,894 -- 00:39:43,186
I got a little sick,
all right?
737
00:39:43,186 -- 00:39:45,356
We're not going to
live like this, Jim.
738
00:39:45,356 -- 00:39:48,819
We're not going to live like this.
I'm warning you! I'm telling you.
739
00:39:48,819 -- 00:39:49,986
Oh, God, Mom.
740
00:39:49,986 -- 00:39:51,656
You're always warning me,
aren't you?
741
00:39:51,656 -- 00:39:54,825
Blah, blah, blah.
You're always in my fucking ear.
742
00:39:54,825 -- 00:39:58,204
Blah, blah, blah.
You don't know anything.
743
00:39:58,204 -- 00:39:59,665
What are you
talking about?
744
00:39:59,665 -- 00:40:01,834
Go clean toilets or whatever
the hell it is you do.
745
00:40:01,834 -- 00:40:03,711
When you're done,
clean this one.
746
00:40:04,295 -- 00:40:05,713
Don't talk like that!
747
00:40:05,713 -- 00:40:07,716
What's the matter with you?
748
00:40:11,554 -- 00:40:13,306
Gee whiz, Ma,
you know...
749
00:40:13,306 -- 00:40:16,309
we got to have these
heart-to-heart talks more often.
750
00:40:16,309 -- 00:40:18,229
They're really
good for us.
751
00:40:19,355 -- 00:40:20,440
I don't know you.
752
00:40:22,900 -- 00:40:25,237
I don't believe
this is you, Jim.
753
00:40:26,363 -- 00:40:28,616
Please, Jim.
I don't know who you are.
754
00:40:28,616 -- 00:40:31,787
Yeah, I know. I was such
a good little boy, right...
755
00:40:31,787 -- 00:40:33,830
with such potential,
wasn't that it?
756
00:40:33,830 -- 00:40:35,958
Is that what
you're going to say?
757
00:40:42,758 -- 00:40:45,720
Oh, Jim.
What's happening?
758
00:40:45,720 -- 00:40:47,722
Jim, what's happening?
759
00:40:49,349 -- 00:40:52,477
First, it's
a Saturday-night thing,
760
00:40:52,477 -- 00:40:55,481
and you feel cool,
like a gangster or a rock star.
761
00:40:56,441 -- 00:40:58,526
It's just something
to kill the boredom, you know?
762
00:40:59,361 -- 00:41:01,947
They call it a chippie,
a small habit.
763
00:41:02,781 -- 00:41:06,202
It feels so good,
you start doing it on Tuesdays,
764
00:41:06,202 -- 00:41:08,080
then Thursdays.
765
00:41:09,331 -- 00:41:10,707
Then it's got you.
766
00:41:11,250 -- 00:41:13,294
Every wise-ass punk
on the block says
767
00:41:13,294 -- 00:41:14,503
it won't happen to them,
768
00:41:15,130 -- 00:41:16,465
but it does.
769
00:41:21,387 -- 00:41:22,514
Go do it!
770
00:41:22,514 -- 00:41:24,015
I ain't doing it.
I always do it!
771
00:41:26,060 -- 00:41:27,519
I'll do it.
I'll do it.
772
00:41:30,106 -- 00:41:33,819
Excuse me, ma'am. Could you tell me
the fastest way to the subway?
773
00:41:34,653 -- 00:41:38,949
Yeah. That's the "B" train.
Go to this corner and make a left.
774
00:41:38,949 -- 00:41:39,826
It's right there.
775
00:41:40,202 -- 00:41:41,786
What are you doing?
Let go! Let go!
776
00:41:42,495 -- 00:41:44,248
Let go of that!
777
00:41:44,373 -- 00:41:46,542
Oh, my God!
What? Oh!
778
00:41:47,752 -- 00:41:50,213
- Help! No! No!
- What are you doing?
779
00:41:51,382 -- 00:41:52,508
Let's go!
780
00:42:00,642 -- 00:42:01,894
Come on!
781
00:42:05,982 -- 00:42:07,525
I don't feel like going in today.
782
00:42:09,612 -- 00:42:13,366
Father, is it all right
if I don't go in today?
783
00:42:13,700 -- 00:42:16,203
Why? What are you
scared of?
784
00:42:16,495 -- 00:42:19,247
Nothing. I just don't
feel like it, that's all.
785
00:42:19,624 -- 00:42:24,546
I imagine you have more to confess
than anybody here.
786
00:42:24,546 -- 00:42:26,214
Unburden yourself.
787
00:42:35,517 -- 00:42:38,104
Bless me, Father,
for I have sinned.
788
00:42:38,104 -- 00:42:42,150
It's been about four months
since my last confession.
789
00:42:42,484 -- 00:42:44,778
Yes, my son?
790
00:42:46,697 -- 00:42:48,449
Well, I don't know
where to start, Father.
791
00:42:50,201 -- 00:42:52,621
Have you taken the name
of Jesus Christ in vain?
792
00:42:52,746 -- 00:42:55,082
Yeah. Yeah, I have.
793
00:42:55,082 -- 00:42:57,168
Have you disrespected
your mother and father?
794
00:42:57,168 -- 00:42:58,419
Uh-huh.
795
00:42:58,419 -- 00:43:01,048
Have you stolen
or cheated your fellow man?
796
00:43:03,217 -- 00:43:05,136
Yeah, but I'm
not proud of it.
797
00:43:05,136 -- 00:43:06,470
Have you had
impure thoughts
798
00:43:06,470 -- 00:43:09,015
or engaged
in impure deeds?
799
00:43:09,015 -- 00:43:10,726
Oh, Father, you have no idea.
800
00:43:10,726 -- 00:43:14,230
Is there something else that you
want to tell me in your own words?
801
00:43:15,857 -- 00:43:18,610
I've done all kinds
of crazy shit.
802
00:43:18,610 -- 00:43:20,696
Oh, excuse me, Father.
803
00:43:20,863 -- 00:43:22,407
Fuck, I'm s...
804
00:43:23,324 -- 00:43:24,618
Christ, I have
a dirty mouth.
805
00:43:24,618 -- 00:43:26,161
Look, I'm...
I'm sorry about that.
806
00:43:26,953 -- 00:43:28,498
Will you just go on?
807
00:43:29,123 -- 00:43:30,374
10 Hail Marys,
808
00:43:30,708 -- 00:43:33,003
five Our Fathers.
809
00:43:35,923 -- 00:43:37,091
What do you mean?
810
00:43:37,091 -- 00:43:38,217
And that's it?
811
00:43:38,217 -- 00:43:39,594
That's my punishment?
812
00:43:44,057 -- 00:43:45,767
You know something?
813
00:43:46,728 -- 00:43:49,230
My friend Bobby,
he was the best,
814
00:43:49,855 -- 00:43:51,441
and he's dead.
815
00:43:54,070 -- 00:43:56,405
This sucks! You know that?
This really sucks.
816
00:43:57,115 -- 00:43:58,450
It's not fair, Father.
817
00:44:01,620 -- 00:44:03,330
Your nose is running,
818
00:44:03,330 -- 00:44:05,250
your stomach cramps,
819
00:44:05,250 -- 00:44:07,460
your legs feel like
they've played
820
00:44:07,460 -- 00:44:09,796
six straight games
on top of each other,
821
00:44:10,505 -- 00:44:13,092
and the voice is always there
in the back of your head...
822
00:44:13,884 -- 00:44:17,013
"Just one more time.
then we'll stop."
823
00:44:36,620 -- 00:44:39,623
Quick to the ball. Quick to the ball.
Two hands. Good, Ignatius.
824
00:44:39,832 -- 00:44:42,919
Good. Good. Quick to the ball.
Two hands. Right behind you.
825
00:44:42,919 -- 00:44:44,630
Sir, all right if I use
the bathroom, Coach?
826
00:44:44,630 -- 00:44:46,006
Jim, you got a bladder
like a woman.
827
00:44:46,006 -- 00:44:47,091
Let's go. Again.
828
00:44:47,926 -- 00:44:49,636
There we go. Right behind him.
829
00:44:49,636 -- 00:44:50,553
Right behind him.
830
00:44:50,553 -- 00:44:52,431
Quick to the ball.
Two hands. Two hands.
831
00:45:20,590 -- 00:45:21,674
Jim?
832
00:45:25,136 -- 00:45:26,638
I thought you were
taking a piss.
833
00:45:26,638 -- 00:45:27,890
Oh.
834
00:45:27,890 -- 00:45:29,475
What are you doing in here
every practice?
835
00:45:36,024 -- 00:45:37,734
Have you been
waiting for me, Jim?
836
00:45:38,778 -- 00:45:40,404
Giving me some kind
of a signal?
837
00:45:42,449 -- 00:45:44,493
What are you
talking about, Swifty?
838
00:45:45,703 -- 00:45:47,038
Don't act surprised.
839
00:45:54,338 -- 00:45:55,839
Do we understand
each other?
840
00:45:59,927 -- 00:46:02,139
It's not going to
happen, Swifty.
841
00:46:02,139 -- 00:46:03,641
Put the money away.
842
00:46:03,891 -- 00:46:05,142
You want more?
843
00:46:06,936 -- 00:46:08,563
Here.
844
00:46:09,731 -- 00:46:11,192
Just let me do it.
845
00:46:11,192 -- 00:46:13,319
Get the fuck
out of my face!
846
00:46:14,654 -- 00:46:15,822
Take it easy, Jim.
847
00:46:15,822 -- 00:46:17,740
You can't blame me
for trying.
848
00:46:19,868 -- 00:46:21,036
I made a mistake,
all right?
849
00:46:22,080 -- 00:46:24,207
Let's just pretend
it never happened.
850
00:46:24,207 -- 00:46:26,668
Things will go back to exactly
how they were before.
851
00:46:26,668 -- 00:46:27,919
Okay?
852
00:46:28,295 -- 00:46:31,132
Okay? Here,
keep the money.
853
00:46:31,882 -- 00:46:33,426
Keep the money.
854
00:46:34,135 -- 00:46:36,138
Just don't tell anybody,
all right?
855
00:46:39,016 -- 00:46:40,685
Good. Tell anybody
you want!
856
00:46:40,685 -- 00:46:43,439
Nobody's going to believe
a drughead like you, anyway.
857
00:46:43,439 -- 00:46:45,440
You think we don't know
what you've been doing?
858
00:46:50,404 -- 00:46:51,531
Give me
the fucking money
859
00:46:51,531 -- 00:46:52,949
and get the fuck
out of here.
860
00:46:52,949 -- 00:46:54,910
Get the fuck--
Get the fuck out here!
861
00:46:55,119 -- 00:46:56,912
Come on!
Get out of here!
862
00:47:04,213 -- 00:47:06,341
And you want to stop.
You really do.
863
00:47:06,341 -- 00:47:08,134
But it's like a dream.
864
00:47:08,134 -- 00:47:10,220
You can't stop dreams.
865
00:47:10,220 -- 00:47:13,140
They move in crazy pieces,
any way they want to,
866
00:47:13,140 -- 00:47:16,895
and suddenly,
you're capable of anything.
867
00:47:57,902 -- 00:47:59,195
Ha ha ha!
868
00:48:21,722 -- 00:48:23,891
No!
869
00:48:39,160 -- 00:48:42,204
Wake up, Mr. Carroll!
It's later than you think.
870
00:49:03,313 -- 00:49:04,565
Oh. All right!
871
00:49:05,733 -- 00:49:07,401
- I need a lift.
- All right.
872
00:49:07,401 -- 00:49:08,612
What do you got?
873
00:49:09,529 -- 00:49:11,949
Three different pills.
Which are the ups?
874
00:49:12,950 -- 00:49:14,952
I never asked. I thought
one of youse would know.
875
00:49:14,952 -- 00:49:15,995
Oh, great.
876
00:49:15,995 -- 00:49:17,789
We look like
pharmacists?
877
00:49:17,789 -- 00:49:20,167
I don't know
what to take.
878
00:49:20,167 -- 00:49:21,251
What do we take?
879
00:49:21,251 -- 00:49:22,252
Let me see.
880
00:49:22,252 -- 00:49:24,046
The blacks and the reds
are the ups.
881
00:49:26,174 -- 00:49:28,093
I think the pink ones
are the ups.
882
00:49:28,093 -- 00:49:29,219
Why?
883
00:49:29,219 -- 00:49:31,764
'Cuz I associate pink
with lightness, you know?
884
00:49:33,057 -- 00:49:35,351
The black ones seem like
they'd knock you on your ass.
885
00:49:35,351 -- 00:49:37,146
They might be
faded seconals.
886
00:49:38,105 -- 00:49:39,314
No, they're not faded.
887
00:49:39,314 -- 00:49:40,775
They'd be sticky.
They're not.
888
00:49:41,567 -- 00:49:42,944
That's bullshit.
889
00:49:42,944 -- 00:49:44,780
- Fuck your mother.
- My what?
890
00:49:45,781 -- 00:49:47,157
All right!
Calm down.
891
00:49:47,157 -- 00:49:48,451
Don't ever talk
about my mother.
892
00:49:48,451 -- 00:49:50,786
Don't ever hit me
like that again.
893
00:49:50,786 -- 00:49:53,665
Come on! Alright!
Give me your hat.
894
00:49:53,665 -- 00:49:54,959
We got a game to play, alright?
895
00:49:54,959 -- 00:49:56,543
Just give me something.
896
00:49:57,294 -- 00:49:58,630
Hi, Neutron.
897
00:49:58,630 -- 00:49:59,797
Let me ask him.
898
00:50:00,423 -- 00:50:02,551
Neutron, you know
which ones are the ups?
899
00:50:04,595 -- 00:50:07,348
I think you should put that shit away
before Swifty comes in here.
900
00:50:08,182 -- 00:50:10,102
Why you acting like
such a square ass?
901
00:50:10,102 -- 00:50:11,853
Screw you, Mickey.
902
00:50:11,853 -- 00:50:14,690
Screw you, too,
Tough guy. Man.
903
00:50:14,690 -- 00:50:18,528
I'm just going to
take the black.
904
00:50:19,195 -- 00:50:20,197
You sure?
905
00:50:20,197 -- 00:50:22,241
Mm-hmm.
You got a better idea?
906
00:50:22,241 -- 00:50:25,411
Nope. Your guess
is as good as mine, Jimbo.
907
00:50:27,706 -- 00:50:30,167
It's on today.
50 rebounds.
908
00:50:30,751 -- 00:50:32,336
Good.
909
00:50:32,336 -- 00:50:33,963
Come on.
Let's go.
910
00:50:33,963 -- 00:50:36,758
I'm your friend now,
right?
911
00:50:36,758 -- 00:50:38,260
What, I got to smack
you again, c'mon!
912
00:50:43,641 -- 00:50:45,268
Yeah, take your
little rat with you.
913
00:50:46,979 -- 00:50:48,480
- What's up, man?
- Hey, what's up?
914
00:50:48,480 -- 00:50:49,857
Why are you
acting like that?
915
00:50:49,857 -- 00:50:51,776
You know what's wrong.
916
00:50:51,776 -- 00:50:54,529
Used to be about getting high
and playing basketball.
917
00:50:54,529 -- 00:50:55,864
Now it's just about
getting high with you.
918
00:50:55,864 -- 00:50:57,325
You're blowing it, Jim.
919
00:50:57,325 -- 00:50:59,493
Oh, come on. I don't need to
hear this from you, Neutron.
920
00:50:59,743 -- 00:51:03,832
Yeah, you do, Jim! Listen, no, Jim!
I'm really proud of you, man.
921
00:51:03,832 -- 00:51:06,168
Everything's cool.
You look great.
922
00:51:06,168 -- 00:51:08,129
I'll see you
in the NBA.
923
00:51:17,306 -- 00:51:19,601
[Crowd Cheering]
924
00:51:45,799 -- 00:51:47,718
j& Riders on the storm j&
925
00:51:50,555 -- 00:51:52,724
j& Riders on the storm j&
926
00:51:54,226 -- 00:51:57,270
j& Into this house
we're born j&
927
00:51:59,106 -- 00:52:02,027
j& Into this world
we're thrown j&
928
00:52:03,778 -- 00:52:06,574
j& Like a dog
without a bone j&
929
00:52:06,574 -- 00:52:08,284
j& In fact we're all alone j&
930
00:52:08,284 -- 00:52:11,538
j& Riders on the storm j&
931
00:52:13,082 -- 00:52:15,877
j& There's a killer
on the road j&
932
00:52:17,587 -- 00:52:20,841
j& His brain is squirming
like a toad j&
933
00:52:22,843 -- 00:52:26,097
j& Take a long holiday j&
934
00:52:27,807 -- 00:52:30,352
j& Let your children play j&
935
00:52:32,104 -- 00:52:34,482
j& If you give
this man a ride j&
936
00:52:34,482 -- 00:52:36,651
j& Sweet family will die j&
937
00:52:36,651 -- 00:52:40,072
j& Killer on the road j&
938
00:52:40,072 -- 00:52:41,908
j& Yeah j&#
939
00:53:10,942 -- 00:53:11,985
Did you find it?
940
00:53:11,985 -- 00:53:14,071
No, Father. It's clean.
There's no drugs in there.
941
00:53:15,030 -- 00:53:15,990
Thank you, Officer.
942
00:53:15,990 -- 00:53:17,742
I told you
we didn't have nothing.
943
00:53:25,334 -- 00:53:28,672
You boys think you're
awfully smart, don't you?
944
00:53:28,672 -- 00:53:32,093
Well, you're both
suspended for a week!
945
00:53:32,093 -- 00:53:34,136
Ooh...
946
00:53:34,220 -- 00:53:36,598
And you'll never play
basketball here again.
947
00:53:36,598 -- 00:53:37,974
That you can count on.
948
00:53:38,766 -- 00:53:40,936
You can't kick me
off the team, Swifty.
949
00:53:40,936 -- 00:53:43,565
Oh? Why is that?
950
00:53:44,565 -- 00:53:46,527
'Cause I quit the team...
951
00:53:49,154 -- 00:53:52,575
and the school and this whole
faggot-ass scene, that's why.
952
00:53:54,619 -- 00:53:56,121
I could second
that motion.
953
00:53:56,121 -- 00:53:58,457
Your resignations
are accepted!
954
00:54:01,294 -- 00:54:03,296
Neutron, you coming with us?
955
00:54:04,047 -- 00:54:05,382
Huh?
956
00:54:07,134 -- 00:54:08,594
Yeah. That's
what I figured.
957
00:54:08,594 -- 00:54:10,721
Come on, man.
I'm fucking out of here.
958
00:54:14,768 -- 00:54:17,271
Don't worry, Swifty.
I'm not going to rat you out.
959
00:54:21,401 -- 00:54:23,529
And in the next
life, Father,
960
00:54:23,529 -- 00:54:25,697
I'm going to have the paddle!
961
00:54:25,697 -- 00:54:27,158
Get out!
962
00:54:28,326 -- 00:54:30,245
Thanks a lot,
Neutron.
963
00:54:30,245 -- 00:54:31,788
Thanks, man.
964
00:54:45,555 -- 00:54:47,641
I can't believe this,
you know?
965
00:54:47,641 -- 00:54:50,561
I know.
What happened to the pills?
966
00:54:50,561 -- 00:54:53,189
We got kicked out
of the school, Mickey.
967
00:54:53,189 -- 00:54:55,359
Who cares, man? We lost the pills.
The cops took them--
968
00:54:55,359 -- 00:54:57,778
We can't
play ball anymore.
969
00:54:59,947 -- 00:55:01,907
Jim, who cares
about school, man?
970
00:55:01,907 -- 00:55:04,869
We just lost $40 worth
of pharmaceuticals.
971
00:55:06,163 -- 00:55:07,706
I know what
happened to them, too.
972
00:55:07,706 -- 00:55:09,834
The cops, they take
that all the time.
973
00:55:10,376 -- 00:55:12,628
They either
pop them themselves
974
00:55:12,628 -- 00:55:13,797
or they sell them.
975
00:55:13,797 -- 00:55:15,966
What's my mom going
to say, man? When I go home?
976
00:55:16,843 -- 00:55:18,553
She ain't
gonna say nothing.
977
00:55:18,553 -- 00:55:21,139
You just tell her you're going
to school every day in the morning.
978
00:55:21,139 -- 00:55:23,099
Let's get out
of here, man...
979
00:55:26,103 -- 00:55:27,856
Go get into something.
980
00:55:29,274 -- 00:55:32,152
You never sold any pills
at the schoolyard?
981
00:55:32,152 -- 00:55:33,237
No.
982
00:55:33,487 -- 00:55:37,325
So it's all a big conspiracy
against you. Right, Jim?
983
00:55:37,325 -- 00:55:39,077
Yeah. Maybe it is.
984
00:55:39,077 -- 00:55:40,954
Maybe it's not.
985
00:55:41,455 -- 00:55:43,374
You been missing these?
986
00:55:43,374 -- 00:55:46,461
What are you going to tell me...
they're vitamins?
987
00:55:47,921 -- 00:55:49,632
Oh, fuck you, Ma.
988
00:55:49,632 -- 00:55:50,799
What?!
989
00:55:51,383 -- 00:55:53,094
Get out of my house!
990
00:55:53,094 -- 00:55:55,013
Oh, is that
what you want, Ma?
991
00:55:55,013 -- 00:55:58,392
Get out! You don't
talk to me that way!
992
00:55:58,392 -- 00:56:00,687
If that's what you want,
I'm fucking out of here. All right?
993
00:56:01,604 -- 00:56:03,231
What are you doing?
994
00:56:03,231 -- 00:56:05,025
I'm leaving!
What do you think?
995
00:56:05,025 -- 00:56:07,653
I wan you to take all your shit!
I'll help you. Here!
996
00:56:09,405 -- 00:56:10,364
You want me to leave?
997
00:56:10,364 -- 00:56:11,157
Yes. Get out!
998
00:56:11,157 -- 00:56:13,284
I'm out of here.
Get the fuck out of my way!
999
00:56:13,284 -- 00:56:15,871
This garbage is
going to kill you, Jim!
1000
00:56:15,871 -- 00:56:17,081
I'm gone!
1001
00:56:17,081 -- 00:56:18,666
Gonna to kill you!
1002
00:56:23,630 -- 00:56:26,801
Don't you understand? I can't
watch you kill yourself?
1003
00:56:26,801 -- 00:56:30,597
Ma, you're never going to
fucking see me again, alright?
1004
00:56:30,597 -- 00:56:32,015
Just remember that.
1005
00:56:32,015 -- 00:56:34,685
Don't say that, Jim.
Don't say that!
1006
00:56:35,979 -- 00:56:37,856
It was a dream,
not a nightmare...
1007
00:56:39,232 -- 00:56:41,235
a beautiful dream
I could never imagine
1008
00:56:41,235 -- 00:56:42,903
in a thousand nods.
1009
00:56:44,405 -- 00:56:45,948
I saw this girl
next to me
1010
00:56:45,948 -- 00:56:49,077
who wasn't beautiful
until she smiled,
1011
00:56:50,663 -- 00:56:52,540
and I felt that smile
come at me
1012
00:56:52,540 -- 00:56:54,125
and heat waves following,
1013
00:56:54,584 -- 00:56:58,172
soaking through my body
and out my fingertips
1014
00:56:58,172 -- 00:56:59,840
in shafts of color.
1015
00:57:01,133 -- 00:57:02,552
And I knew
somewhere in the world...
1016
00:57:03,553 -- 00:57:05,848
somewhere...
that there was love for me.
1017
00:57:28,458 -- 00:57:30,001
We just got to
raise enough cash
1018
00:57:30,001 -- 00:57:31,420
to keep our heads straight.
1019
00:57:35,841 -- 00:57:38,094
Luckily, finding money
in New York
1020
00:57:38,094 -- 00:57:41,307
is like getting laid
at the prom... easy.
1021
00:57:51,276 -- 00:57:53,696
- Fuck it, Pedro!
- What's the matter with you?
1022
00:57:53,696 -- 00:57:57,159
Jesus! Watch the road.
You could kill us all, c'mon!
1023
00:57:57,159 -- 00:57:59,078
I get 1,500 bucks
for this car.
1024
00:57:59,078 -- 00:58:00,788
If it's whacked up,
it's worth nothing.
1025
00:58:00,788 -- 00:58:02,999
We should
buy shit in bulk, man
1026
00:58:02,999 -- 00:58:05,126
We'll put it on the street
and make real money.
1027
00:58:05,168 -- 00:58:06,587
That's 500 bucks a piece.
1028
00:58:06,587 -- 00:58:08,756
We'll be on for days,
nights, weeks.
1029
00:58:08,756 -- 00:58:11,134
Yeah, man.
I'd love to go to Puerto Rico,
1030
00:58:11,134 -- 00:58:13,804
soak up some rays,
you know?
1031
00:58:13,804 -- 00:58:15,180
See my bitch?
1032
00:58:15,180 -- 00:58:17,266
That's what
I'd like to do.
1033
00:58:17,266 -- 00:58:18,935
- What are you talking about?
- What bitch?
1034
00:58:18,935 -- 00:58:20,561
We haven't seen
a picture or nothing.
1035
00:58:20,561 -- 00:58:22,439
She's 500 pounds, Jim.
1036
00:58:22,439 -- 00:58:24,442
She got a mustache
thicker than her father.
1037
00:58:24,442 -- 00:58:27,361
No. That's your
mother, Mickey.
1038
00:58:27,361 -- 00:58:29,823
She does not exist.
Don't fool yourself.
1039
00:58:29,823 -- 00:58:31,950
Be careful.
I'm about to whack.
1040
00:58:35,371 -- 00:58:37,165
Oh, shit, man.
1041
00:58:41,294 -- 00:58:43,631
My brother's going to take care
of us and this car.
1042
00:58:46,718 -- 00:58:49,137
Pedro,
wake the fuck up!
1043
00:58:49,930 -- 00:58:51,056
Pedro, come on, man!
1044
00:58:51,056 -- 00:58:53,518
You're going to get us killed,
what are you doing?
1045
00:58:53,518 -- 00:58:54,519
I got it, man.
1046
00:58:55,144 -- 00:58:56,479
You want me to drive?
1047
00:58:56,479 -- 00:58:59,024
Mickey, you better drive the car.
I'm serious, man.
1048
00:58:59,024 -- 00:59:02,278
Just don't blow my high. If there's a
scratch in the car, my brother'll kill me.
1049
00:59:33,190 -- 00:59:34,316
Yo, get out of the booth!
1050
00:59:37,487 -- 00:59:38,863
Get out the booth, huh?
1051
00:59:39,822 -- 00:59:40,991
Get out.
1052
00:59:41,909 -- 00:59:43,243
Fucking...
1053
00:59:44,037 -- 00:59:44,787
What's up? What's up?
1054
00:59:44,787 -- 00:59:46,080
Come on, I'm in a hurry.
Where's the car?
1055
00:59:46,080 -- 00:59:48,417
It's good to see you, too.
It's over here.
1056
00:59:48,417 -- 00:59:51,295
It's nice.
It's smokin'.
1057
00:59:51,295 -- 00:59:52,505
You tell me that?
1058
00:59:52,505 -- 00:59:53,714
It's everything
you wanted.
1059
00:59:53,714 -- 00:59:55,884
Get your hands off.
You guys look like shit.
1060
00:59:55,884 -- 00:59:58,596
Oh, my God.
1061
00:59:59,430 -- 01:00:00,722
They're taking the car.
1062
01:00:00,722 -- 01:00:02,517
Show me the sign, man!
1063
01:00:02,517 -- 01:00:04,060
Show me
the freaking sign!
1064
01:00:04,060 -- 01:00:05,854
It's right there.
You see?
1065
01:00:05,854 -- 01:00:07,481
It says "tow-away." Huh?
1066
01:00:08,440 -- 01:00:09,817
You scumbags even read?
1067
01:00:09,817 -- 01:00:11,485
I should kick
all your punk asses!
1068
01:00:11,485 -- 01:00:12,821
Goddamn it!
1069
01:00:12,821 -- 01:00:13,905
I can get you
another car tonight.
1070
01:00:13,905 -- 01:00:16,282
Yeah? John Halligan is
waiting for this car.
1071
01:00:16,282 -- 01:00:17,785
I got him out
of bed with his wife.
1072
01:00:17,785 -- 01:00:19,328
You know how this
makes me fucking look?
1073
01:00:19,328 -- 01:00:20,205
Kenny, get off.
1074
01:00:24,001 -- 01:00:25,586
You're too stupid
to be my brother!
1075
01:00:26,461 -- 01:00:27,338
You're too stupid!
1076
01:00:28,339 -- 01:00:29,674
You want a piece
of me, Carroll?
1077
01:00:29,674 -- 01:00:31,635
Back off! Back off!
1078
01:00:33,011 -- 01:00:34,680
- Kenny, no more!
- Mr. Tough Guy.
1079
01:00:35,389 -- 01:00:37,808
- Kenny, no more!
- Huh? Tough guy?
1080
01:00:47,278 -- 01:00:48,404
Give me a sip
of your soda.
1081
01:00:58,208 -- 01:01:00,169
You wipe off the bottle
before you take a sip?
1082
01:01:00,461 -- 01:01:03,255
You don't even think twice
about sharing works with Mickey.
1083
01:01:04,340 -- 01:01:06,009
You think you'll catch something
from the bottle
1084
01:01:06,009 -- 01:01:07,553
you're not catch
from a needle?
1085
01:01:07,803 -- 01:01:10,138
You mistake me for somebody
who gives a shit.
1086
01:01:11,224 -- 01:01:13,851
Headquarters...
home on and off
1087
01:01:13,851 -- 01:01:15,854
to every down-and-out
junkie and wino
1088
01:01:15,854 -- 01:01:18,190
from 14th Street
to the Bowery.
1089
01:01:19,066 -- 01:01:20,985
It's like a fucking
all-star team.
1090
01:01:20,985 -- 01:01:22,487
Jimmy, the other day,
1091
01:01:22,487 -- 01:01:24,239
my mother's been
ragging on me,
1092
01:01:24,239 -- 01:01:26,242
"Jesus, Mary, and Joseph.
1093
01:01:26,242 -- 01:01:28,577
"You've tried every other way.
Go to church.
1094
01:01:28,577 -- 01:01:30,330
Put yourself
in Christ's hands."
1095
01:01:30,330 -- 01:01:33,417
So I do it, man.
I figure, give it a shot.
1096
01:01:33,417 -- 01:01:34,459
I dig Jesus.
1097
01:01:34,459 -- 01:01:38,214
So, I go, man. High mass...
a choir and everything.
1098
01:01:38,214 -- 01:01:40,967
The first thing I see
on the right, the side altar,
1099
01:01:40,967 -- 01:01:44,388
are those little candles
in the red glass
1100
01:01:44,388 -- 01:01:46,808
that we used when
it was windy in the park
1101
01:01:46,808 -- 01:01:47,851
to cook up.
1102
01:01:48,476 -- 01:01:51,522
And then, this altar boy,
he's coming down the aisle
1103
01:01:51,522 -- 01:01:53,607
with this 6-foot candle.
1104
01:01:53,607 -- 01:01:57,320
I envision this
huge spoon above it, man,
1105
01:01:57,320 -- 01:02:00,407
with, like, shopping bags
full of dope inside of it.
1106
01:02:00,407 -- 01:02:02,660
And then the kicker
comes, man.
1107
01:02:02,660 -- 01:02:05,330
The priest, he starts doing
the thing with the incense.
1108
01:02:05,330 -- 01:02:07,248
You know,
starts wafting out.
1109
01:02:07,248 -- 01:02:08,918
I'm in the back.
It finally hits me.
1110
01:02:08,918 -- 01:02:11,587
"Where do I know
this smell from, man?
1111
01:02:11,587 -- 01:02:13,756
My room, man."
1112
01:02:13,756 -- 01:02:16,135
It's the smell exactly
1113
01:02:16,135 -- 01:02:19,430
of really primo dope
cooking up.
1114
01:02:19,430 -- 01:02:20,890
Yeah?
1115
01:02:20,890 -- 01:02:23,935
Exactly the same.
1116
01:02:23,935 -- 01:02:25,729
So what
happened next?
1117
01:02:25,729 -- 01:02:27,606
At that point, I split.
1118
01:02:27,606 -- 01:02:28,899
I went home,
1119
01:02:30,277 -- 01:02:32,821
I went inside my closet,
1120
01:02:32,821 -- 01:02:35,908
I got my stash out
of the inside pocket
1121
01:02:35,908 -- 01:02:38,870
of my sharkskin
easter suit,
1122
01:02:39,579 -- 01:02:42,833
and I got stoned.
1123
01:02:42,833 -- 01:02:43,917
Ba bing...
1124
01:02:43,917 -- 01:02:46,295
ba bang.
1125
01:02:48,548 -- 01:02:50,425
I love a ritual.
1126
01:02:53,179 -- 01:02:55,347
Oh, Mary, if you can hear me...
1127
01:02:57,433 -- 01:03:02,272
I need you to fill
Jim's heart with love
1128
01:03:02,272 -- 01:03:05,735
because he really
needs it now.
1129
01:03:10,449 -- 01:03:12,034
Oh, God...
1130
01:03:13,745 -- 01:03:16,539
please watch over my son.
1131
01:03:18,250 -- 01:03:20,627
He needs you now.
1132
01:03:24,591 -- 01:03:26,301
Just take care of him, okay?
1133
01:03:26,301 -- 01:03:28,012
I'll be okay.
1134
01:03:38,315 -- 01:03:40,610
I love you, Jim.
1135
01:03:40,610 -- 01:03:43,072
I love you.
1136
01:03:44,740 -- 01:03:48,161
Hey, you holding?
You straight, man?
1137
01:03:48,161 -- 01:03:49,913
Get out of here.
1138
01:03:49,913 -- 01:03:50,455
Come on.
1139
01:03:50,455 -- 01:03:51,873
No.
1140
01:04:03,762 -- 01:04:05,515
Hey, have you
seen Falco?
1141
01:04:05,890 -- 01:04:08,810
Come on, man.
Are you holding anything?
1142
01:04:08,810 -- 01:04:11,522
Hey, Diane...
Come here, Diane.
1143
01:04:12,565 -- 01:04:14,233
- I'll take care of you, babe.
- Yeah?
1144
01:04:14,608 -- 01:04:18,071
Yeah. How about
some of this? Ha ha!
1145
01:04:18,071 -- 01:04:22,034
I wouldn't do you for a bag,
you fucking piece of shit.
1146
01:04:36,092 -- 01:04:37,678
Jim.
1147
01:04:37,678 -- 01:04:39,513
Jimmy.
1148
01:04:42,058 -- 01:04:43,978
You're looking good.
1149
01:04:43,978 -- 01:04:46,397
Who's your embalmer?
1150
01:04:47,816 -- 01:04:50,109
I want some
of what you got.
1151
01:05:22,064 -- 01:05:23,482
Shh.
1152
01:05:33,077 -- 01:05:34,580
Check everything
in this place.
1153
01:05:34,580 -- 01:05:38,710
Wow. I always wanted
to use these syrup pumps.
1154
01:05:42,422 -- 01:05:44,424
And these professional
ice-cream scoopers.
1155
01:05:53,435 -- 01:05:55,104
Oh, my God.
1156
01:06:13,000 -- 01:06:14,419
Don't make me do it!
1157
01:06:14,419 -- 01:06:16,212
I'll do it!
I swear to God!
1158
01:06:23,346 -- 01:06:24,138
Jim, watch out.
1159
01:06:28,476 -- 01:06:30,271
Come on!
1160
01:06:32,816 -- 01:06:33,858
It's not opening.
1161
01:06:33,858 -- 01:06:35,693
They don't make them
like this anymore.
1162
01:06:35,693 -- 01:06:37,780
You got to get it
from the side.
1163
01:06:38,447 -- 01:06:39,574
I got it!
1164
01:06:39,574 -- 01:06:40,658
Oh, cool.
1165
01:06:41,284 -- 01:06:42,577
Change!
1166
01:06:42,577 -- 01:06:44,246
Shit!
1167
01:06:44,830 -- 01:06:46,081
Let's get
out of here.
1168
01:06:46,791 -- 01:06:48,459
It's locked.
We got to go out the back.
1169
01:06:48,459 -- 01:06:50,169
Pedro,
let's get out of here!
1170
01:06:51,546 -- 01:06:53,632
What am I,
hallucinating here?
1171
01:06:53,632 -- 01:06:55,551
Pedro, you'll
get us caught.
1172
01:06:55,551 -- 01:06:57,303
The cops are
going to come.
1173
01:07:00,640 -- 01:07:03,102
Oh, you want to
be tough, huh?
1174
01:07:03,102 -- 01:07:06,981
Go ahead... take another sip so I can blow
your fucking head all over the counter!
1175
01:07:07,190 -- 01:07:09,192
Go ahead, Pedro! Go ahead!
1176
01:07:09,860 -- 01:07:11,403
Come on, guys! Let's go.
1177
01:07:11,403 -- 01:07:13,864
Put that gun away!
1178
01:07:13,864 -- 01:07:14,990
Don't fuck with me,
motherfucker!
1179
01:07:14,990 -- 01:07:16,451
What the hell
are you doing, Mickey?
1180
01:07:16,451 -- 01:07:18,995
What the hell
did you do that for?
1181
01:07:18,995 -- 01:07:20,414
Let that little
spic rot, man!
1182
01:07:20,414 -- 01:07:21,582
He'll get us caught.
1183
01:07:21,582 -- 01:07:24,169
Jim, the cops are coming.
Come on!
1184
01:07:24,961 -- 01:07:26,004
Jim!
1185
01:07:28,006 -- 01:07:29,383
Jim!
1186
01:07:30,259 -- 01:07:31,511
Pedro! Pedro!
1187
01:07:37,351 -- 01:07:38,686
Jim!
1188
01:07:41,022 -- 01:07:42,357
Freeze! Freeze!
1189
01:07:42,357 -- 01:07:44,527
On your stomach!
On your stomach!
1190
01:07:44,527 -- 01:07:47,279
I didn't do anything,
I'm telling you!
1191
01:08:21,737 -- 01:08:23,447
This is it, man.
1192
01:08:23,447 -- 01:08:25,992
That Jew got to keep
the money under his pillow.
1193
01:08:28,746 -- 01:08:31,039
Hey, Jim, I know
you're still mad about Pedro.
1194
01:08:31,039 -- 01:08:32,959
I couldn't
do nothing, man.
1195
01:08:32,959 -- 01:08:33,960
He was going to
get us caught.
1196
01:08:34,460 -- 01:08:36,630
Definitely shouldn't have
went that far.
1197
01:08:38,215 -- 01:08:40,301
What happened to you?
Your mother kick your ass?
1198
01:08:41,844 -- 01:08:43,013
Yeah, real funny.
1199
01:08:43,013 -- 01:08:45,181
Bring us a couple of Cokes,
will you?
1200
01:08:47,601 -- 01:08:48,978
You all right?
1201
01:08:48,978 -- 01:08:51,147
Hey, bartender,
move out of the way.
1202
01:08:51,356 -- 01:08:54,359
Jim, I'm getting sick.
I got to get some money to cop.
1203
01:08:58,031 -- 01:08:59,115
Jim.
1204
01:08:59,448 -- 01:09:00,909
You with me here?
1205
01:09:04,080 -- 01:09:05,247
What the hell
are you wa...
1206
01:09:05,247 -- 01:09:07,792
Oh, shit.
1207
01:09:07,792 -- 01:09:09,210
That's Neutron.
1208
01:09:09,210 -- 01:09:11,672
That's the all-American
high school game?
1209
01:09:12,965 -- 01:09:14,675
We could have played
in that game.
1210
01:09:16,553 -- 01:09:17,970
Who gives a shit?
Come on.
1211
01:09:17,970 -- 01:09:20,349
I'm waiting to hear back on a
scholarship from Saint John's...
1212
01:09:20,349 -- 01:09:22,060
I'm not sure about it, but
hopefully it will work out.
1213
01:09:22,101 -- 01:09:24,729
Jim, I'm starting to jones.
Gotta get out there. We need some money.
1214
01:09:26,106 -- 01:09:28,149
Jim, don't dwell on
these dreams, man.
1215
01:09:28,149 -- 01:09:29,235
Will you come on?
1216
01:09:31,737 -- 01:09:34,908
Meet you outside, man.
I'm getting sick.
1217
01:09:35,283 -- 01:09:36,744
You want to meet me
out there?
1218
01:09:36,744 -- 01:09:38,537
Is it okay if I say
hi to my mom?
1219
01:09:39,371 -- 01:09:40,498
Hi, Mom.
1220
01:09:41,165 -- 01:09:42,875
- Thanks.
- Thanks a lot.
1221
01:09:45,671 -- 01:09:52,971
j& You don't know it,
but you're coming right along j&
1222
01:09:55,933 -- 01:10:03,400
j& Please be strong j&
1223
01:10:03,400 -- 01:10:12,077
j& You don't know it,
but you're coming right along j&#
1224
01:10:20,254 -- 01:10:21,839
Hey, you! Stop!
You can't go in there! Stop!
1225
01:10:34,145 -- 01:10:35,021
What do you want?
1226
01:10:35,021 -- 01:10:36,773
You realize
what time it is?
1227
01:10:36,773 -- 01:10:39,568
Yeah. Um... is Winkie
and Blinkie here?
1228
01:10:39,568 -- 01:10:41,362
Who the hell
are Winkie and Blinkie?
1229
01:10:41,362 -- 01:10:42,572
Hey, guys.
1230
01:10:42,572 -- 01:10:44,741
Lisa, Mel,
you know this boy?
1231
01:10:45,159 -- 01:10:46,493
No, Daddy.
1232
01:10:47,369 -- 01:10:48,537
Come on.
1233
01:10:48,537 -- 01:10:49,664
All right.
1234
01:10:49,664 -- 01:10:51,832
Come on.
Get out of here.
1235
01:10:52,834 -- 01:10:55,504
- I'm sorry, Mr. Rubin. He got past me.
- Don't let it happen again.
1236
01:10:55,504 -- 01:10:56,922
It won't happen again.
Get out of here!
1237
01:11:00,969 -- 01:11:02,303
What? What?
1238
01:11:04,473 -- 01:11:05,641
Asshole.
1239
01:11:05,641 -- 01:11:07,852
Hey, fuck-up,
get fucking up, man!
1240
01:11:07,852 -- 01:11:10,898
- What's your problem, man?
- What's YOUR problem, mam?
1241
01:11:10,898 -- 01:11:12,482
You sold my girlfriend
some shit the other day.
1242
01:11:12,482 -- 01:11:14,610
You almost killed her.
What was it... rat poison?
1243
01:11:14,610 -- 01:11:16,988
It's not my fault your girl
can't handle her drugs.
1244
01:11:16,988 -- 01:11:19,324
I want my fucking
$20 back, man.
1245
01:11:19,324 -- 01:11:22,578
Look, there's no money-back guarantees.
I'm not selling refrigerators here.
1246
01:11:22,912 -- 01:11:23,454
Oh, yeah?
1247
01:11:23,454 -- 01:11:26,666
I'll cut you a dynamite
deal on mexican shit.
1248
01:11:26,666 -- 01:11:28,877
Give me my $20,
or we'll go outside.
1249
01:11:29,878 -- 01:11:31,797
If we go outside, one of us
is going to get hurt.
1250
01:11:38,847 -- 01:11:41,225
I told you one of us
would get hurt.
1251
01:11:41,225 -- 01:11:42,268
Is that right?
1252
01:11:53,406 -- 01:11:56,201
It's been hard...
the writing... lately.
1253
01:11:57,453 -- 01:12:01,958
Terrible numbness,
then suddenly it comes...
1254
01:12:03,251 -- 01:12:07,006
in beautiful fragments
or terrible dreams...
1255
01:12:08,132 -- 01:12:09,551
like nods...
1256
01:12:11,427 -- 01:12:13,639
so high.
1257
01:13:16,630 -- 01:13:18,216
Uh!
1258
01:13:26,851 -- 01:13:29,312
Reggie, is that you?
1259
01:13:30,272 -- 01:13:32,149
Who the fuck
do you think it is?
1260
01:13:35,570 -- 01:13:37,447
Ohh...
1261
01:13:41,326 -- 01:13:42,579
Don't worry,
1262
01:13:43,496 -- 01:13:45,540
you're not dead yet.
1263
01:13:59,515 -- 01:14:01,393
It's not bad.
1264
01:14:03,478 -- 01:14:04,730
Hey, give me that.
1265
01:14:13,448 -- 01:14:15,034
How come it's all wet?
1266
01:14:15,743 -- 01:14:18,371
Because you
pissed on it.
1267
01:14:19,414 -- 01:14:21,458
I didn't say
you could read this.
1268
01:14:22,501 -- 01:14:24,628
What, have you been
digging through all my stuff?
1269
01:14:31,720 -- 01:14:34,390
I need... I got
to get out of here.
1270
01:14:35,725 -- 01:14:36,727
Where's my jacket?
1271
01:14:36,727 -- 01:14:38,895
You're welcome.
1272
01:14:43,693 -- 01:14:45,528
What the hell am I
thanking you for?
1273
01:14:45,987 -- 01:14:49,825
Because you was frozen in the snow
like a goddamn creamsicle.
1274
01:15:04,801 -- 01:15:06,595
Where is it?
1275
01:15:08,013 -- 01:15:09,641
What?
1276
01:15:10,975 -- 01:15:13,979
You know what the fuck I'm
talking about, Reggie! Where is it?
1277
01:15:17,316 -- 01:15:19,527
You mean this?
1278
01:15:21,530 -- 01:15:23,449
Huh?
1279
01:15:25,451 -- 01:15:26,953
Give it to me.
1280
01:15:29,956 -- 01:15:33,419
I'll cut your fucking throat, Reggie!
Give it to me, all right?
1281
01:15:33,877 -- 01:15:34,963
Just give it to me!
1282
01:15:45,350 -- 01:15:46,852
Oh, give it to me!
1283
01:15:46,852 -- 01:15:48,353
Give it to me!
I'm serious!
1284
01:15:48,353 -- 01:15:49,855
Give me it!
1285
01:15:51,148 -- 01:15:52,442
Give it to me!
1286
01:15:53,359 -- 01:15:54,611
Goddamn it!
1287
01:16:01,661 -- 01:16:03,580
I'll make you
an incredible offer.
1288
01:16:03,580 -- 01:16:06,082
I'm going to save your life
twice in one day, understand me?
1289
01:16:09,336 -- 01:16:12,132
You should have left me
in the fucking snow, man.
1290
01:16:14,301 -- 01:16:16,470
Give me the money
for my dope, too.
1291
01:16:18,806 -- 01:16:21,643
I'm not gonna suck your dick,
all right? Put that away.
1292
01:16:21,643 -- 01:16:23,478
Who the hell wants you
to suck their dick?
1293
01:16:23,478 -- 01:16:25,189
Goddamn it!
1294
01:16:25,189 -- 01:16:27,441
Look at yourself!
Just look at yourself.
1295
01:16:41,083 -- 01:16:42,709
Oh, Reggie...
1296
01:16:42,709 -- 01:16:44,587
it's okay.
1297
01:16:44,587 -- 01:16:46,380
Why are you doing this?
1298
01:16:46,380 -- 01:16:50,511
Because once upon a time, somebody helped
me, and I always pay what I owe.
1299
01:16:56,101 -- 01:16:57,394
Reggie.
1300
01:16:59,104 -- 01:17:01,774
Reggie,
I just need a taste.
1301
01:17:03,109 -- 01:17:05,863
I just need a little
something, Reggie.
1302
01:17:07,572 -- 01:17:09,367
You don't understand.
1303
01:17:10,201 -- 01:17:11,661
It hurts, Reggie!
1304
01:17:14,289 -- 01:17:15,625
Ow!
1305
01:17:19,254 -- 01:17:21,256
Reggie, I got to go.
1306
01:17:21,256 -- 01:17:24,259
I got to go see my mom.
1307
01:17:24,259 -- 01:17:26,846
You got to let me
get out of here, Reggie.
1308
01:17:28,014 -- 01:17:29,765
Reggie!
1309
01:17:30,726 -- 01:17:34,021
It hur...
It hurts.
1310
01:17:36,774 -- 01:17:39,235
Aah! Shit!
1311
01:17:42,198 -- 01:17:44,451
Oh, boy...
1312
01:17:50,541 -- 01:17:53,336
j& Touch the taste
and taste the smell j&
1313
01:17:53,336 -- 01:17:55,964
j& Smell the scent, all the gifts
you gave to me, baby j&
1314
01:18:00,136 -- 01:18:04,474
j& The food of your brain j&
1315
01:18:04,474 -- 01:18:07,603
j& The room is spinning round j&
1316
01:18:07,603 -- 01:18:10,315
j& I never come down j&
1317
01:18:18,074 -- 01:18:20,494
j& The room is spinning round j&
1318
01:18:20,494 -- 01:18:23,705
j& I never come down... j&
1319
01:18:31,757 -- 01:18:33,092
Reggie.
1320
01:18:34,176 -- 01:18:35,845
you got to give me it.
1321
01:18:35,845 -- 01:18:38,222
You got to
give me it, Reggie.
1322
01:18:39,099 -- 01:18:41,226
Please! Oh!
1323
01:18:41,226 -- 01:18:43,729
Reggie, come on!
1324
01:18:59,247 -- 01:19:04,838
j& I remember you, too j&
1325
01:19:06,756 -- 01:19:09,552
j& I blew my mind j&#
1326
01:19:10,344 -- 01:19:13,014
Wake up.
Can't sleep all day.
1327
01:19:15,225 -- 01:19:17,102
Oh. Thanks.
1328
01:19:29,075 -- 01:19:30,702
Jesus Christ.
1329
01:19:31,494 -- 01:19:32,997
What happened to you?
1330
01:19:32,997 -- 01:19:35,249
What does it look like?
Motherfucker shot me.
1331
01:19:35,249 -- 01:19:37,418
Woke my black ass up.
1332
01:19:38,920 -- 01:19:40,506
Shit.
1333
01:19:40,506 -- 01:19:42,966
Look, uh... l'll be back
in the morning, Jim.
1334
01:19:42,966 -- 01:19:44,594
You just stay cool.
1335
01:19:44,594 -- 01:19:46,053
You start
to get panicky,
1336
01:19:46,053 -- 01:19:48,807
write about me
in that book of yours.
1337
01:19:48,807 -- 01:19:51,102
Actually, I was a little hurt
I wasn't mentioned.
1338
01:19:53,187 -- 01:19:55,315
You really like my writing,
huh, Reggie?
1339
01:19:55,315 -- 01:19:57,233
Damn, man, I told you
four times already.
1340
01:19:57,233 -- 01:19:59,945
What do you want me to do?
Bend over and kiss your ass?
1341
01:20:05,619 -- 01:20:08,121
Hey, Reg,
do me a favor.
1342
01:20:08,121 -- 01:20:10,291
While you're out,
pick me up a bag.
1343
01:20:19,761 -- 01:20:22,180
j& The room is spinning round j&
1344
01:20:23,222 -- 01:20:27,520
j& I may never come down j&
1345
01:21:07,818 -- 01:21:09,278
I am alone.
1346
01:21:12,740 -- 01:21:14,034
Not just me.
1347
01:21:15,285 -- 01:21:16,328
We're alone...
1348
01:21:17,663 -- 01:21:19,623
alone forever.
1349
01:21:21,793 -- 01:21:24,504
And who's at the end of that
forever tunnel I run through,
1350
01:21:25,089 -- 01:21:27,716
up Fifth with the wallpaper
of skyscrapers?
1351
01:21:35,475 -- 01:21:38,271
I'm thinking, after all
those beautiful trips,
1352
01:21:40,857 -- 01:21:42,777
that this is one
of those bad ones.
1353
01:21:44,987 -- 01:21:46,280
Diane?
1354
01:21:47,490 -- 01:21:48,741
Hey!
1355
01:21:51,245 -- 01:21:53,205
Jim. Remember me?
1356
01:21:55,166 -- 01:21:56,417
Man, you look great.
1357
01:21:56,417 -- 01:21:58,420
Yeah, thanks.
1358
01:21:59,921 -- 01:22:01,883
Good to see somebody
from the old neighborhood...
1359
01:22:01,883 -- 01:22:04,051
What do you want, Jim?
1360
01:22:08,057 -- 01:22:09,975
- You holding anything?
- No.
1361
01:22:09,975 -- 01:22:11,811
Just like
a 5 or something?
1362
01:22:12,729 -- 01:22:14,439
Just to tide me over,
you know?
1363
01:22:15,315 -- 01:22:16,942
Please, Diane?
Come on.
1364
01:22:18,360 -- 01:22:21,155
Yeah. For an old friend?
Why not?
1365
01:22:21,155 -- 01:22:23,617
I've been looking
all over for this.
1366
01:22:23,617 -- 01:22:26,077
Oh, you know what?
I only got a 20.
1367
01:22:26,787 -- 01:22:28,080
A 20 is good.
1368
01:22:28,080 -- 01:22:29,456
- Yeah?
- Yeah!
1369
01:22:29,456 -- 01:22:32,001
A 20 is great, yeah.
That would help me out a lot.
1370
01:22:32,502 -- 01:22:34,004
- You want a 20?
- Yeah.
1371
01:22:34,755 -- 01:22:38,760
Why don't you go buy yourself
some pretzels, you asshole.
1372
01:22:39,302 -- 01:22:42,681
You bitch!
You're nothing but a whore!
1373
01:22:42,681 -- 01:22:44,475
I don't give a shit
about your clothes!
1374
01:22:44,475 -- 01:22:46,435
You're still
a whore to me!
1375
01:22:46,435 -- 01:22:50,774
Yeah? Shut up. Look at you.
Oh, are you desperate now, baby?
1376
01:22:50,774 -- 01:22:52,026
Who's a whore now?
1377
01:22:52,026 -- 01:22:53,944
Don't talk to me like that,
you bitch!
1378
01:22:53,944 -- 01:22:56,448
Ha ha.
Who's laughing, stupid?
1379
01:22:57,949 -- 01:23:00,494
Don't play a game with me!
I know you!
1380
01:23:03,539 -- 01:23:04,790
Ah!
1381
01:23:08,545 -- 01:23:09,797
Shit.
1382
01:23:09,797 -- 01:23:11,382
Oh, man.
1383
01:23:15,720 -- 01:23:16,931
Shit.
1384
01:24:27,097 -- 01:24:38,527
Ha ha ha!
1385
01:25:08,856 -- 01:25:10,190
Mickey.
1386
01:25:10,190 -- 01:25:12,317
Mick,
what's up, man?
1387
01:25:12,317 -- 01:25:13,403
Hey, what's up, man?
1388
01:25:13,403 -- 01:25:14,862
Did you
get anything?
1389
01:25:14,862 -- 01:25:16,198
No, not a dime.
You score?
1390
01:25:16,198 -- 01:25:17,783
Yeah,
I got something.
1391
01:25:18,283 -- 01:25:19,076
What'd you get?
1392
01:25:19,076 -- 01:25:20,870
About 35 bucks.
1393
01:25:20,870 -- 01:25:23,373
35? Where'd you
get it?
1394
01:25:25,166 -- 01:25:27,211
I robbed some fucking asshole
on the "D" train.
1395
01:25:28,045 -- 01:25:30,840
Dude, 35 will keep us on
for, like, two days.
1396
01:25:30,840 -- 01:25:34,011
Well, could we get some stuff, man?
I'm fucking... my head is...
1397
01:25:34,011 -- 01:25:36,555
I see some spics. I think we can score.
You wanna check it out?
1398
01:25:36,555 -- 01:25:40,017
- Yeah, alright.
- Come on. They're over here.
1399
01:25:40,017 -- 01:25:42,813
Why the fuck do we have to cop
on the street all the time?
1400
01:25:43,313 -- 01:25:45,650
My fucking nuts are
itching like crazy.
1401
01:25:45,650 -- 01:25:46,817
Think this is him?
1402
01:25:49,613 -- 01:25:51,114
Is your name Pino?
1403
01:25:52,741 -- 01:25:54,743
Listen... could we
get us some dope?
1404
01:25:54,743 -- 01:25:56,996
The dude over there
said you could help.
1405
01:25:56,996 -- 01:25:58,831
You want to cop some shit?
1406
01:25:58,831 -- 01:26:00,209
Let me see some cash.
1407
01:26:00,209 -- 01:26:01,209
I got it here.
1408
01:26:01,209 -- 01:26:02,794
Let me see.
1409
01:26:02,794 -- 01:26:04,463
Hey, no money
without no taste.
1410
01:26:05,047 -- 01:26:06,842
You want a taste?
1411
01:26:06,842 -- 01:26:10,053
Don't worry.
Don't worry.
1412
01:26:10,053 -- 01:26:11,222
Hurry, man.
1413
01:26:11,222 -- 01:26:12,431
Come on.
There's fucking cops all over.
1414
01:26:12,431 -- 01:26:15,268
That's good, man.
That's good.
1415
01:26:15,268 -- 01:26:17,438
All right, listen...
4 for 35.
1416
01:26:17,438 -- 01:26:19,064
4 for 35, man?
1417
01:26:19,064 -- 01:26:20,315
Come on, man.
$5.00 short.
1418
01:26:20,315 -- 01:26:21,401
What's the big deal?
1419
01:26:21,401 -- 01:26:24,153
Ta bien, chico...
Toma, toma.
1420
01:26:24,153 -- 01:26:26,323
- You got four?
- Yeah.
1421
01:26:28,451 -- 01:26:29,827
We should taste this.
1422
01:26:29,827 -- 01:26:31,328
Where are we
going to cook it up?
1423
01:26:31,328 -- 01:26:32,581
I don't know
about his guy.
1424
01:26:32,581 -- 01:26:34,165
No, he's cool.
1425
01:26:35,626 -- 01:26:36,710
Fuck, man!
1426
01:26:36,710 -- 01:26:38,212
What's the matter?
1427
01:26:38,212 -- 01:26:40,548
- Just taste it! Come on.
- What do you mean? I tasted it.
1428
01:26:42,091 -- 01:26:44,344
He beat us.
He fucking beat us.
1429
01:26:44,344 -- 01:26:45,595
I swear to fucking God...
1430
01:26:45,595 -- 01:26:46,597
Put that away!
1431
01:26:46,597 -- 01:26:47,932
I'm gonna
kill this mother--!
1432
01:26:47,932 -- 01:26:49,267
- Come here, motherfucker!
- Put it away!
1433
01:26:53,981 -- 01:26:55,900
I'm going to fucking
kill you, you motherfucker!
1434
01:26:57,360 -- 01:26:59,904
Motherfucker, you're fucking dead,
you hear me?
1435
01:27:32,944 -- 01:27:34,237
Dude, don't
make me do it.
1436
01:27:34,237 -- 01:27:35,155
Where's the money?
1437
01:27:39,493 -- 01:27:39,493
I want the money.
I want the money and the bags.
1438
01:27:39,493 -- 01:27:40,829
Where's
the fucking money?
1439
01:27:40,829 -- 01:27:42,372
The fucking money!
I want it!
1440
01:27:42,372 -- 01:27:45,751
Aah!
1441
01:27:45,793 -- 01:27:48,546
No!
1442
01:27:50,506 -- 01:27:52,718
-Oh, shit!
- We fucking killed him!
1443
01:27:52,718 -- 01:27:54,469
What the fuck
do you mean, we?
1444
01:27:54,469 -- 01:27:55,930
I didn't
fucking touch him!
1445
01:27:55,930 -- 01:27:57,890
Don't put
that shit on me!
1446
01:27:57,890 -- 01:28:01,102
He beat us, man!
He deserved it!
1447
01:28:01,102 -- 01:28:03,939
You went too far, Mickey!
Oh, shit!
1448
01:28:04,148 -- 01:28:05,190
Is he dead?
1449
01:28:05,190 -- 01:28:07,360
Of course he's fucking dead!
He fell six stories!
1450
01:28:07,360 -- 01:28:08,486
Jim, come on.
1451
01:28:08,486 -- 01:28:12,366
Come on! Will you come one?
Jim, don't make me leave you here!
1452
01:28:15,828 -- 01:28:17,581
Oh, shit.
1453
01:28:28,886 -- 01:28:30,054
j& Star j&
1454
01:28:31,222 -- 01:28:33,349
j& I'll reach you if I try j&
1455
01:28:34,685 -- 01:28:36,395
j& Show me the truth, yeah j&
1456
01:28:37,938 -- 01:28:39,148
j& Star j&
1457
01:28:40,024 -- 01:28:41,985
j& I'll reach you if I try j&
1458
01:28:44,112 -- 01:28:46,157
j& Show me the truth, yeah j&#
1459
01:28:47,491 -- 01:28:50,662
Come on, get back up!
Come on!
1460
01:29:03,260 -- 01:29:05,638
Get off of me!
What are you doing?
1461
01:29:20,113 -- 01:29:21,406
Who is it?
1462
01:29:21,908 -- 01:29:24,619
Ma... let me in.
1463
01:29:26,997 -- 01:29:28,958
Ma, let me in!
1464
01:29:44,559 -- 01:29:46,353
Please, Ma.
1465
01:29:53,445 -- 01:29:56,198
Ma? Hey, Ma?
1466
01:29:57,116 -- 01:29:57,783
Are you in there, Ma?
1467
01:29:59,035 -- 01:30:00,578
Ma, is that you?
1468
01:30:00,578 -- 01:30:01,538
Yeah.
1469
01:30:01,538 -- 01:30:04,041
Ma? Ma?
1470
01:30:05,752 -- 01:30:07,378
- Are you there?
- Yeah.
1471
01:30:07,378 -- 01:30:08,839
Hi.
1472
01:30:11,258 -- 01:30:13,135
Hi, Ma.
1473
01:30:13,135 -- 01:30:16,348
Hi. Hi.
1474
01:30:17,891 -- 01:30:20,686
Listen, I need you to
help me out, all right?
1475
01:30:22,020 -- 01:30:23,606
I need you to
give me some money.
1476
01:30:24,607 -- 01:30:26,484
Okay?
1477
01:30:27,194 -- 01:30:29,863
I need you to give me,
like, five doll...
1478
01:30:29,863 -- 01:30:32,241
Like, $20,
something like that
1479
01:30:32,241 -- 01:30:33,492
because I'm
in some trouble.
1480
01:30:36,997 -- 01:30:38,457
Ma?
1481
01:30:38,457 -- 01:30:40,209
Do you hear me, Ma?
1482
01:30:40,209 -- 01:30:42,796
Yeah, I hear you.
I can't help you.
1483
01:30:42,796 -- 01:30:43,796
Okay, listen,
1484
01:30:43,796 -- 01:30:46,425
what you got to do is give me
some money, okay?
1485
01:30:46,884 -- 01:30:48,553
Jim, I can't do that.
1486
01:30:49,762 -- 01:30:50,805
Why not?
1487
01:30:50,805 -- 01:30:54,684
Mom, you know I'm not
going to do anything with it.
1488
01:30:54,684 -- 01:30:57,480
I just need to go out of town
for a little while
1489
01:30:57,480 -- 01:30:59,023
'cause I got
into some trouble,
1490
01:30:59,023 -- 01:31:00,108
and I need some help.
1491
01:31:01,359 -- 01:31:03,571
Okay? So, you got to
give me some money, Mom.
1492
01:31:04,029 -- 01:31:05,614
Can you hold my hand?
1493
01:31:05,614 -- 01:31:07,909
Yeah, I'll hold your hand.
1494
01:31:07,909 -- 01:31:10,245
Mom, can you give me
some money, please?
1495
01:31:11,497 -- 01:31:13,498
Mom, can you give me
some money, please?
1496
01:31:13,498 -- 01:31:15,459
Stop fucking around!
1497
01:31:15,459 -- 01:31:16,627
I can't.
1498
01:31:16,627 -- 01:31:20,006
Mom, give me some
fucking money, please!
1499
01:31:20,006 -- 01:31:22,426
What are you doing?
I'm your son!
1500
01:31:22,426 -- 01:31:23,928
I don't have any.
1501
01:31:23,928 -- 01:31:26,222
Mom, don't fuck
around like this!
1502
01:31:26,222 -- 01:31:28,016
Give me some money!
1503
01:31:28,016 -- 01:31:29,560
Mom!
1504
01:31:31,270 -- 01:31:35,359
Come on! Let me in
the fucking door!
1505
01:31:37,861 -- 01:31:40,114
Oh, God.
1506
01:31:43,368 -- 01:31:46,288
Oh, fuck.
1507
01:31:50,168 -- 01:31:52,420
Let me in.
1508
01:31:53,547 -- 01:31:55,966
I need some money.
1509
01:31:56,591 -- 01:31:58,886
I need some money
real bad.
1510
01:31:58,886 -- 01:32:00,513
Ohh...
1511
01:32:00,513 -- 01:32:04,602
Oh, God.
1512
01:32:05,436 -- 01:32:07,939
Someone's breaking
into my apartment.
1513
01:32:09,065 -- 01:32:10,817
They have a knife.
1514
01:32:10,817 -- 01:32:12,361
Oh!
1515
01:32:12,361 -- 01:32:14,530
Mom!
1516
01:32:17,742 -- 01:32:20,662
You don't understand, Mom.
1517
01:32:21,705 -- 01:32:25,376
You don't know what
you're fucking doing to me.
1518
01:32:27,087 -- 01:32:29,673
Mom, I'm in pain.
1519
01:32:30,591 -- 01:32:34,929
How could you do this
to your son, you bitch?
1520
01:32:34,929 -- 01:32:38,350
You fucking bitch!
1521
01:32:38,350 -- 01:32:39,810
Ah!
1522
01:32:50,406 -- 01:32:53,535
Oh, let me in!
1523
01:32:54,369 -- 01:32:59,334
I'll do anything!
I'll be a good boy!
1524
01:33:00,293 -- 01:33:02,838
I'll be a good boy, mom,
1525
01:33:02,838 -- 01:33:05,590
if you let me in.
1526
01:33:06,467 -- 01:33:07,927
Get off me!
1527
01:33:08,844 -- 01:33:10,263
Get off!
1528
01:33:11,014 -- 01:33:12,015
No!
1529
01:33:13,642 -- 01:33:14,602
No!
1530
01:33:15,978 -- 01:33:17,480
You fuckers!
1531
01:33:17,772 -- 01:33:20,066
You're not going to do this!
Fuck you!
1532
01:33:20,943 -- 01:33:23,403
Ma! Don't do this!
1533
01:33:24,155 -- 01:33:25,281
Ma!
1534
01:33:30,537 -- 01:33:31,956
Ma!
1535
01:33:37,462 -- 01:33:38,714
Ma!
1536
01:33:42,010 -- 01:33:44,220
I got six months
in Riker's Island
1537
01:33:44,762 -- 01:33:47,432
for assault, robbery,
1538
01:33:48,225 -- 01:33:51,062
resisting arrest,
and possession of narcotics.
1539
01:33:52,063 -- 01:33:54,107
I sweated out
a horrible cure
1540
01:33:54,107 -- 01:33:56,234
and stayed clean
the whole stretch
1541
01:33:56,234 -- 01:33:58,863
even though it's been easier
to get good junk in here
1542
01:33:58,863 -- 01:34:00,782
than it is on the street.
1543
01:34:01,908 -- 01:34:03,535
Shit, it's been hard, man.
1544
01:34:03,535 -- 01:34:05,579
All I've been doing
is reading these diaries
1545
01:34:05,579 -- 01:34:07,749
and wondering how the hell
I'm still alive,
1546
01:34:08,583 -- 01:34:10,376
and even if I care.
1547
01:34:11,587 -- 01:34:13,088
Suffice to say
that I'm finished
1548
01:34:13,088 -- 01:34:15,591
with the asshole bandits
of shower-room rape,
1549
01:34:15,591 -- 01:34:18,303
and suffice to say
that those swine guards
1550
01:34:18,303 -- 01:34:20,347
won't draw blood
from my ankles again.
1551
01:34:21,056 -- 01:34:23,767
Suffice to say that I've been
just thinking about dumb stuff
1552
01:34:24,810 -- 01:34:29,483
like what a nice concept it is to have
a godmother and a godfather,
1553
01:34:29,983 -- 01:34:32,820
wondering who
my godparents might be.
1554
01:34:34,530 -- 01:34:35,990
My mom won't visit me here,
1555
01:34:36,283 -- 01:34:39,494
so I guess I'll just have to wait
till I get home to ask.
1556
01:34:47,087 -- 01:34:48,380
Jim?
1557
01:34:49,256 -- 01:34:50,299
Who's there?
1558
01:34:53,594 -- 01:34:54,847
It's me.
1559
01:34:56,181 -- 01:34:57,682
Pedro?
1560
01:34:59,977 -- 01:35:01,563
What's up, man?
1561
01:35:02,189 -- 01:35:03,398
Nothing. You know.
1562
01:35:03,398 -- 01:35:05,943
l... I hear you come here.
1563
01:35:05,943 -- 01:35:07,278
I just came by to say hi.
1564
01:35:07,278 -- 01:35:08,697
I'm sorry about that night
1565
01:35:08,697 -- 01:35:11,032
at the candy store
and everything.
1566
01:35:11,032 -- 01:35:13,202
It's all right. Reform school
turned out to be real cool,
1567
01:35:13,827 -- 01:35:15,579
so don't sweat it.
1568
01:35:17,540 -- 01:35:19,166
Did you hear about Mickey,
that scumbag?
1569
01:35:19,166 -- 01:35:21,086
He went and threw
some chump off a roof.
1570
01:35:22,254 -- 01:35:24,382
He's getting
5 to 15 years, man.
1571
01:35:24,382 -- 01:35:26,550
They tried him
like an adult.
1572
01:35:27,219 -- 01:35:29,304
Shit.
1573
01:35:30,180 -- 01:35:32,349
I got a present
for you, Jim.
1574
01:35:34,435 -- 01:35:36,604
A bag of the finest dope
1575
01:35:36,604 -- 01:35:37,940
in Manhattan.
1576
01:35:39,107 -- 01:35:40,233
You know, me and you?
1577
01:35:40,942 -- 01:35:42,278
Like old times?
1578
01:35:45,907 -- 01:35:47,492
I can't.
1579
01:35:49,662 -- 01:35:51,247
Come on.
It would be dynamite.
1580
01:35:53,249 -- 01:35:54,751
I got this thing to do.
1581
01:35:55,919 -- 01:35:58,088
Why don't you come
check it out?
1582
01:35:59,006 -- 01:36:01,134
No. I'm going to go,
then, you know?
1583
01:36:02,176 -- 01:36:03,720
You know how it is.
1584
01:36:05,889 -- 01:36:07,808
Take care of yourself,
little man.
1585
01:36:25,580 -- 01:36:27,123
Know this.
1586
01:36:28,166 -- 01:36:30,335
There's different types
of users of junk.
1587
01:36:31,211 -- 01:36:32,963
You got your rich
dilettante square-ass
1588
01:36:32,963 -- 01:36:34,465
who dabbles now and then
1589
01:36:35,342 -- 01:36:37,719
and always has enough money
to run off to the Riviera
1590
01:36:37,719 -- 01:36:40,347
if he feels he's fucking around
to the danger point.
1591
01:36:41,974 -- 01:36:44,644
Street junkies
hate these pricks,
1592
01:36:45,269 -- 01:36:48,273
but they're always suckers,
and their money makes them tolerable.
1593
01:36:49,817 -- 01:36:51,694
Then you got
your upper-middle-class
1594
01:36:51,694 -- 01:36:53,320
Westchester preppies...
1595
01:36:54,114 -- 01:36:55,865
same as the others,
basically.
1596
01:36:56,658 -- 01:36:59,578
What they're good for is opening
their mommy and daddy's eyes
1597
01:36:59,578 -- 01:37:01,039
to this social virus
1598
01:37:01,039 -- 01:37:02,790
and putting pressure
on the government
1599
01:37:02,790 -- 01:37:04,668
to do something about it.
1600
01:37:07,087 -- 01:37:08,756
Then there's us street kids.
1601
01:37:09,420 -- 01:37:12,510
Start fucking around
very young,
1602
01:37:14,000 -- 01:37:15,900
13 or so...
1603
01:37:17,930 -- 01:37:20,270
We think we all
got it under control
1604
01:37:20,270 -- 01:37:23,200
and won't get strung out.
1605
01:37:24,230 -- 01:37:26,200
This rarely works.
1606
01:37:27,320 -- 01:37:29,320
I'm living proof.
1607
01:37:30,900 -- 01:37:34,370
But in the end,
you just got to see the junk
1608
01:37:34,370 -- 01:37:36,080
as another 9-to-5 gig.
1609
01:37:38,500 -- 01:37:42,350
The hours are just a bit more
inclined to shadows.