Nashville s05e19 Episode Script

You Can't Lose Me

1 Previouly on Nashville - You know Jessie Caine? - Yeah for along time.
Nice to see you.
- You want to sign her.
- I got a feeling about her.
You're close with Rayna's daughter, Maddie, aren't you? I got a song I think would be great for her.
I'm happy to pass it along.
She just doesn't think that it's quite right for her.
What if I record the song and I put it on my album.
- Give me your wallet.
- Here's my wallet.
You too.
Look what you've done, those are my shoes! Get on your knees.
- Morning.
- Morning.
Thank you for staying over.
Sure.
- How's your head? - It really got hit hard.
Oh, it's fine.
Don't worry about me.
You all right? E.
M.
T.
said I was fine, so - Listen, the station called - I really think we should You go ahead.
Um, yeah The station called, they wanted us to come back in, and look at some photos.
They caught the guy? Yeah, a suspect, so I mean, not that that's amazing, I just didn't think we'd have to see him ever again.
Makes my stomach turn.
Now, listen, you stay here.
I'll go.
You shouldn't' have to go through all that again.
I got a better look at him anyway.
Thank you.
All right, can we go? I want to be early.
I never seen anybody in such a hurry to get to summer school.
They hang out before class.
That includes your boyfriend? What boyfriend? Flynn? Flynn is not my boyfriend! Well, that's good.
'Cause if he was, I would need to have a long talk with that young man about his intentions.
Oh, God, please be kidding.
Claybourne, it's Hank Morris.
I heard through the grapevine you're talking about singing Jessie Caine.
Any truth to that? Call me.
Who's that? Uh, just a manager looking for my advice on something.
Who would want your advice? You know, I think I might walk you into school today.
Oh, no, you won't! J, I bow to you.
"Water Rising" is on fire.
50,000 downloads since Monday and still climbing.
Back on top.
Knew you could do it.
I think we all knew I could do it, but whatever.
Well, the promo party on Friday is going to be insane.
We have Rolling Stone, Entertainment Weekly.
Pitchfork, CMT Hey! Hey.
Sorry.
Am I interrupting? - No, not at all.
- Oh, hey! I asked Maddie to pop in.
Because I kind of got a crazy idea on my run this morning.
And I wanted to pitch it to both of you.
So Maddie is singing at the Wildhorse Saloon tonight.
And I know it's a little bit last minute, but what if Juliette were to drop by for a little guest appearance? That would be amazing.
That would be great.
Yeah? I was just thinking just a short moment near the end of the set, and maybe you two sing "Water Rising" together.
Oh um, yeah, I mean, I love that song.
It's just, it's Juliette's, really, I don't know if I could it much justice.
What are you talking about? Of course, you can.
We can sing it together.
Okay! That's such a dream to do that song with you.
You should meet Travis Stroud, the writer.
He is fantastic.
You're gonna be at the promo party Friday night, right? - Of course.
- Okay.
All right, I should go.
But I will see you guys tonight.
All right.
Thanks for coming in, Maddie.
Awesome.
That's gonna be cool.
Thank you so much for that.
You're welcome.
All right, take care.
Hey, sweetie? Tell Flynn I said hi.
Hello? - Jessie? It's Deacon.
- Hi.
I got a call from this manager, Hank Morris.
Wanted the scoop on you.
Oh, okay So what's the scoop on me? Ha, you tell me.
When's your next show? Um, I'm actually playing The Bluebird tonight.
- But it's just a small - No, that's perfect.
I'll just tell his office to get in touch for tickets then, okay? Deacon, that's thank you.
It's nothing.
All right, take care.
Nothing.
He's not there.
Are you sure? Trust me, I'd know that little punk's face anywhere.
Okay.
Well, good morning, sunshine.
Hello? Scarlett, what's wrong? Scarlett? Scarlett! In here! Okay, okay, I got you.
I got you, I got you.
It's okay.
Let's go, let's go.
- Want me to call Gunnar? - No.
No, I don't want to freak him out.
And I don't want him to freak me out.
Besides, a bunch of these sites are saying that bleeding can happen.
It doesn't necessarily mean anything's wrong.
O'Connor? Hey, you two.
- Look, Mommy's home! - Hi, baby! What are these? From Travis.
Huh.
Hey, Juliette, what's up? I wanted to thank you for the gorgeous flowers.
The least I could do for the gal that made "Water Rising" a hit.
Hey, you're a Beck fan, right? Or am I thinking about someone else? No, that's me.
He's one of my all-time heroes.
Well, you know that he's playing at The Ryman on Friday night? What? I had no idea.
I have a Google alert on him and everything.
I think it was a last-minute thing.
But I'm pretty sure I can get you in if you want.
Are you serious? Juliette, that would be amazing.
But wait.
Isn't your party that night? It's gonna be so boring.
Please, I wouldn't go if I didn't have to.
Well, as long as you don't mind.
Oh, I don't mind.
I know it's hard.
Just try to relax.
Is she okay? I'm so sorry.
Your baby's heart has stopped beating.
Oh.
No, no.
You can see there's no motion.
I'm gonna have my colleague come and confirm it to be absolutely certain.
- No, no.
- Hey.
Shh I don't know what to do.
- Is she all right? - She will be.
I can't believe this.
Take a breath, all right? She's hanging in there, but if she sees you falling apart I won't, I won't.
You got this.
Just go be with her.
Be strong.
Scarlett? I'm okay, It's okay.
What happens now? I've got to wait here until she comes out.
- I'm so sorry.
- It's okay.
- How are we doing in here? - The same.
Hi.
I'm Doctor Pine.
Is this 'cause of last night? Isn't it? Last night? I told the ER nurse what happened.
We were robbed.
There was a guy with a gun.
He knocked her down.
I'm so sorry that happened.
When you fell, was it on your stomach or were you hit there? - Not there.
- I was just terrified.
Of course.
It must have been awful.
But it wouldn't affect your pregnancy.
How could it not? I know it may be hard to believe, but it's true.
I've seen many patients through this ordeal.
Patients who are sure a certain event caused the miscarriage.
And I have to tell them that's not how it works.
Why? It's difficult to pinpoint the exact cause.
Often it's a chromosomal problem.
If you'd like, we can do a test to see if that was the case.
But I can tell you, it's not because of anything you did or didn't do.
Can you give her something? - Scarlett knows her options.
- I don't want anything - But you're in pain.
- Okay, I'm sorry.
I need you to go.
And take Deacon with you.
I can't have either of you in the room.
I need to do it on my own.
Don't ask me why.
It's what I need.
Please? Okay.
I'm not going home, though.
I'll be right outside.
Okay.
Thank you.
- Hey.
- Jessie, I am so sorry.
I never got a chance to call Hank.
Something came up.
It was an emergency.
Is everything okay? My niece, Scarlett, I had to take her to the ER.
She's pregnant she was pregnant.
- Oh, no.
- I'm sorry.
I wasn't even supposed to tell you that.
She doesn't want the girls to know.
No, that's okay.
That's That's heartbreaking.
Yeah.
And her mom is gone.
I'm her only family and trying to be there for her.
But I don't know what to say, you know.
Dad, come here.
Listen, I got to go.
But I will call Hank, all right? - I promise.
- No, no.
That's okay, really.
And thank you.
You don't have to do that.
It's okay.
There are clean sheets in the Yeah, I know.
What is it? Alyssa wanting to talk details about the Women's Clinic fundraiser.
Don't worry about that, okay? I'll just tell her we can't do it.
Thank you.
Do you need anything? Water or juice or something? I just need to be alone.
I don't feel right just leaving you here.
It's what I need.
Okay.
Thank you.
Gunnar? Please don't tell Alyssa about the baby.
I don't want anybody to know yet.
Of course.
Thank you.
Ooo I wanna wake up here holding you darling I wanna wake up feeling you Feeling you breathe I know there's nothing about you that's real But I keep on believing and seeing you You and me in this beautiful dream Thank you, guys.
Thank you so much.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Okay, guys, I am so excited for this next song.
We got someone really special here tonight.
An artist I have admired since I was old enough to download my own music.
Please welcome Juliette Barnes! When it's swim or sink When trouble's up ahead And there ain't nothing left But gut instinct To get you out alive No time for second guessin' Ain't even a question Hey when the water's risin' When the flood gates open Ain't no slowin' You're the one I'm findin' Hey when the sun ain't shinin' When it's over my head As dark as it can get You're the silver linin' When the water's risin' When the water's risin' When the water's risin' So what's going on with the cops? - They find the guy? - Nope.
Bastard's just gonna get away with it.
Yeah.
I know how that feels.
When those guys jumped in Jackson Park, I was on edge for weeks.
It sucks, but it'll get better.
It's not like what happened with you, man.
This was a stupid kid.
I could have taken him! You said he had a gun.
Yeah, but I could've gotten it away from him.
I saw it all in my head, right? I use my left hand to make sure the gun's away from Scarlett.
I smash his nose with my right.
I grab him and move Yeah, I saw that movie too.
I don't think it works that way in the real world.
Yeah, I should have at least tried, man.
- You had her to think about.
- Yeah, exactly.
He could have done anything to her.
I just stood there too scared to move.
You did what anyone would do.
And he didn't do anything to hurt her that's the point.
You did the smartest thing you could possibly do in that situation.
And truth is, you both got out of it okay.
Never mind.
You weren't there.
- Gunnar? - I'm going to bed.
Get on your knees.
Excuse me? Oh, gosh.
I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to bother you.
- Do I know you? - No, um You're Jessie Caine.
Hi.
I have two of your albums.
Oh, thank you.
Um I've been talking about signing with your uncle.
Oh, okay, I got it.
He actually doesn't live here anymore.
Sorry.
Right, I know.
I'm so sorry.
I was just gonna leave that and go.
Deacon had mentioned that you weren't feeling well.
And I just wanted to do something.
But it was really stupid.
And I'm just gonna go Deacon told you? He did not mean to, really.
It slipped out.
And, um It's just I I have been through that myself, twice.
And there were certain things that actually helped.
Like there's some raspberry leaf tea in there.
Iron and calcium tables.
Oh, I included the new "Ghostbusters" DVD just for like a distraction.
But, anyway, I'm gonna stop talking now.
I'm really sorry, again.
Wait.
You said this happened to you twice? Once when I was 20.
And then again, when my husband and I were trying to start a family, and it was so hard and lonely.
I guess I just hated the idea of somebody else feeling that way.
But I truly did not mean to bother you.
You want to come in? So I fall back and I instantly know I'm gonna be the guy who died trying to crowd surf.
But they caught me, thank God.
I'm just jealous of the folks who got to put their hands all over you.
I wish I could be there to celebrate you tonight.
Not me.
I am doing just fine without you.
Hey, J? Maddie's here.
- Okay.
Can I call you back? - Sure.
Will you give us a minute, please? - Hey! - Hey.
Sorry, is this a bad time? I know you're getting ready.
Not at all.
What's up? I just it's about my show the other night.
It was so awesome of you to do that.
I don't want you to ever feel like pressured into it.
You've just done so much for me, and I don't want it to ever seem like I'm using you or anything.
Stop.
You don't have to do this.
I was thrilled to do your show.
Really? You just left kind of quickly, so I didn't know.
No, I'm just preoccupied with doing the new album, and everything like that.
Yeah.
It must be crazy right now.
But we should sit down and talk soon.
Really talk.
Is everything okay? Everything's fine.
Just want you to know how important you are to me.
Well, I would love that.
Just let me know whenever you're not busy.
Which, clearly, you are right now.
So I'll see you at the party.
Thanks for stopping by.
I didn't think I knew anyone this had happened to.
And then I found out my mom, my sister-in-law, and a girl I went to high school with all went through it, but they just hadn't talked about it.
None of my family know except Deacon.
And I just can't bear to think of the looks on their faces when I got to tell them that word.
Miscarriage, like you dropped something.
Yeah, like you're supposed to do something right and you couldn't.
Might as well just call it failure.
I was convinced that it was my fault for sleeping on my stomach.
And I treated myself like a criminal.
And it was my mom who finally got through to me.
And she said to take some of that love that I felt for my baby boy, and turn it in towards myself.
Like, show myself some of that tenderness.
Of course, it wasn't that simple.
- And it took a really long time.
- Yeah.
But I do think that I had to forgive myself before I could actually start grieving.
I got no memories.
I never even got to tell her her name.
All I got is the blanket they wrapped her in when they handed her to me, because I asked to see her.
Sorry.
No, don't say sorry.
I get it.
And, I don't know, it's hard to know how to say goodbye to somebody that you've never met.
And I wish that there was some magic words of wisdom that I could share with you.
Oh, no, it's okay.
There's no reason for you to think that you're not gonna become a mom.
Yeah, the doctor said that.
Sure.
My doctor told me that too.
But I was not able to hear it.
So I'm telling you, okay? And don't be like me and go on WebMD at three in the morning, and convince yourself that you've got an incompetent cervix.
A what? Yeah.
Probably the most insulting medical term - in the world, right? - That ain't a thing.
- It is a for real medical term.
- Oh, my goodness! All I can think of is a little cervix sitting in the corner with a little dunce cap on.
- Hey.
- Hi.
Hey.
Get off me! - Remember me, huh? - Get off me! What you got now? Come on, man! You don't wanna do this! You too scared to fight like a man? You know what you did? You know what you did, you son of a bitch? No, please! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Please don't hurt me! Please don't hurt me! - Go ahead.
- What? Say what you want to say.
I'm just surprised, that's all.
You always drop in on people like that? I was not dropping in.
I left something for her.
I was walking away.
She came out.
We got to talking.
I get it, yeah.
So you think I shouldn't have come.
- Didn't say that.
- But You don't think she might have felt a little invaded or angry over that at all? She wasn't supposed to see me.
Yeah, well, you left something, A.
- And, B, she did see you, so - Okay.
Well, I don't think that she would have invited me in if she were angry.
I'm not talking about her being angry with you, Jessie.
I'm talking about her being angry with me, for sharing her private business with a complete stranger.
Well, I explained that you didn't mean to tell me.
And I'm sorry.
I don't understand why you would reach out over something that's so personal.
Because it's personal to me too, Deacon.
I've lost pregnancies and I wanted her to know that someone out there understood.
- I'm sorry, Jessie.
- I didn't I'm sorry.
- It's fine.
- You didn't know.
- But I gotta go.
- Jessie You know, I had it in my head that you and I were more than just strangers.
I was starting to think of you as a friend.
You know, I think for all of us, we just wanted to have fun with this new album.
And get past all the pain and celebrate.
- Your evolution.
- Something like that.
Oh, my God.
Are you the Man in Black in the commercial? That's me! Oh, you and that dog are so cute.
Well, the dog was cuter.
Well, that dog wouldn't stop humping my leg.
Excuse me for a minute, please.
Travis! Hey! What are you doing here? Oh, the Beck show finished early.
And I just wanted to come say thank you again.
Oh, that is so sweet! I think you need a cocktail.
They made a specialty one tonight called Watermelon Rising.
How cute is that? And then we'll catch up later, okay? - Hey girl! - Hey! Are you having fun? Yeah, so much fun.
- You feel all right? - Yeah, why? You look a little flushed.
You don't have the thing that's been going around, do you? Oh, God, I hope not.
You feel a little warm to me.
- Really? - Yeah.
Have you been getting enough sleep? Probably not.
You know what? I love that you have come to support me.
But you need to take care of yourself, especially with everything that you have coming up.
- Just go home and get some rest.
- Okay.
Honestly, my feet have been killing me anyways.
I feel you, girl.
- Well, I love you.
- Love you.
- Congratulations again.
- Thank you.
Thank you.
- Maddie Jaymes? - Travis Stroud.
Hi.
Oh, my gosh, so nice to meet you.
You have written some of my favorite songs.
Well, as long as you keep flattering me, I guess I can forgive you for passing on this one.
- Wait.
Sorry.
What? - I'm kidding.
J said it didn't light your fire I get it.
I'd love to work with you one of these days, though.
All right, squeeze in.
Let someone with longer arms do this.
How could you? I knew something was off.
And you convinced me it was all in my head! Because you're so preoccupied, right? Maddie, please, can we just talk about this outside? No! There's nothing to talk about, liar.
Hi.
Thought you needed to be alone.
I did I do, but I know you're hurting too, and you didn't answer phone, I just had to come and see if you were okay.
Well, I'm not.
All I want to do is be there for you, Scarlett.
But I can't even do that.
And I need to know why? Why won't you let me take care of you? Let me in like you did before? - Gunnar - And it's my fault! How am I supposed to be okay when it's my fault? Hey, hey, Gunnar.
Look at me.
You look at me.
It was not your fault.
It was not.
It just happened.
What about us? Not my fault, but that just happened? I know this has been really hard on you.
Being pregnant made me question everything about my future.
Suddenly I was thinking about spending the rest of my life with you.
And raising a family together.
I was so scared of making the wrong choice.
I'm scared too, but we can get through this together.
You're everything to me.
That's what makes it so hard.
A lot of the time it feels like I am the only thing that keeps you happy.
And then I can't be what you want me to be.
And I make you miserable.
- And then I hate myself - Scarlett, you I know I can't carry that weight anymore.
I can barely carry myself.
I hardly know which way is up, let alone what I want.
I can't let you wait around while I figure it out 'cause It hurts too much.
Hey.
Hey, man.
Where are you now? Uh, New Orleans.
It's been a blast.
Heading to Texas.
Sounds great.
How's everything? How's it going? Sorry dude, Will asked you to call, didn't he? Well, he's worried about you.
Join the club.
Gunnar, come on, man.
What's going on? - Talk to me.
- Where do I start? I haven't slept in three days.
Scarlett and I are taking some time.
Whatever the hell that means.
Oh, man, I'm sorry.
I don't know.
I just I don't know what to do with myself.
I feel like I'm going crazy.
Come to Texas.
- Shut up.
- No, I'm serious.
You could play some shows with us.
Or just come along for the ride.
Change of scenery might do you good.
Oh, no, she didn't! Sparks and cocktails flew at Juliette Barnes' single release event this weekend when up and comer Maddie Jaymes attacked Barnes with a drink We have to address it.
And what, tell them that I took the song for myself? That I'm a heartless bitch.
But one thing is clear The good news is she hasn't gone to the press yet.
Nobody knows what actually happened.
So if you two can bury the hatchet, maybe we can keep it that way.
It's open.
Figured I should come and get some of my stuff.
Okay.
I can not be here if you prefer.
You can be here.
Oh, I did want to ask you.
I was thinking I might actually would like to do the fundraiser.
But I know we haven't talked about how we're gonna do shows.
And I didn't want you to feel like you had to You should do it.
Without you? Is that okay? It's gonna have to be, yeah.
I'm going to Texas.
Texas? I'm gonna join Avery on the road.
Got my own stuff to figure out.
You know, you were right.
I've been so wrapped up in us for so long.
I need to figure out who I am.
Hey.
Hey babe.
Is Maddie here? Sorry.
She's not available right now.
I know she's angry.
And she has every right to be.
I can't even explain why I did what I did.
When I heard that song, I felt like it had to be mine.
And Maddie already had a hit, a big one.
And I felt like that song was my ticket back.
I knew what I was doing, and I did it anyway.
There's no excuse.
Just really sorry.
I'll give her the message.
Okay.
She seems like she really means it.
You wanna tell me about it? It was nothing.
I was just upset about something.
You must have been pretty upset, because I don't recall you ever throwing a drink - in someone's face before.
- Dad, please.
Look, sweetheart, I know how Juliette can get, all right? So just tell me what she did.
I really think this is something I need to handle on my own.
Okay.
- Hey.
- Hey.
Just so you know, Scarlett invited me here.
I'm not just dropping by.
Okay, yeah, I deserve that.
I do.
I'm sorry, okay? Forget about it, really.
No, I blew it all out of proportion.
You're there, you're doing this nice thing, - and I do that - It was too much.
You confided in me about your niece.
And the next thing you know, I'm bringing her tea.
What kind of weirdo does that? A kind weirdo? I just think I blurred the lines between professional and personal.
Which, you know, has worked out great for me in the past.
- But, uh - It wasn't just you, Jessie.
I shouldn't have said anything about Scarlett or No, it was good that it happened that way.
Because it made me realize that I don't think I should sign with Highway 65 even if you wanted me to.
Just wanting to keep some work boundaries if that makes any sense.
I think so, yeah.
- Oh, here you are.
- Thank you.
- Maddie? Daphne? - This is Jessie.
- Hi.
- Hey.
She's an artist that Zach and I have been talking with, and a friend.
Awesome.
Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you too.
I love your necklaces.
- Thank you.
I love yours.
- Thank you.
There's Scarlett.
Bye.
It was nice to meet you.
Nice meeting you.
- They're lovely.
- Jessie! - Yeah, they are.
- Oh, I'm gonna go.
- Yeah, sure, okay.
- A friend over there.
- See you in a little bit.
- Talk to you later.
Oh, my God, it's been so long.
How are you? How is the baby? Um I got to tell you guys something.
And now the moment you've been waiting for.
Put your hands together for Scarlett O'Connor of The Exes! Hello, everybody.
Thank you so much for coming tonight.
It really does mean a great deal to me.
When I was in school, we had a class about the birds and the bees.
And basically the lesson in that class was just don't do it.
Nothing about when things got more complicated.
Because, of course, birth control and STls were just too taboo to talk about.
And that never set well with me, which is how I ended up in the principal's office.
That kind of stigma leaves us in the dark.
Our medical needs become this dirty secret.
So when we need help, we often ourselves struggling alone.
But we're not alone.
And that is why it is so important to fight for our rights, and to share our stories.
Be a really scary feeling to say out loud that I have an STI.
Or I'm pregnant and I don't know what to do.
Or I had a miscarriage.
I had a miscarriage one week ago.
So in a way, I am here saying this for her, for my daughter, because I imagined a future for her that was absolutely limitless.
And the only way we can get there is to strip away the secrecy and the shame.
Because that is what makes us stronger.
Follow the wonder in your heart Let love heal the broken parts Drink up the sun, breathe in the air Carry hope everywhere Keep keep me close Hold hold me tight Keep keep me close As the days go by Life is right before our eyes We say hello we say goodbye But we will always be together For you for me forever Let your light Shine shine shine You'll always be Mine mine mine Life is right before our eyes We say hello we say goodbye But we will always be together It all happens so fast Let's make this moment last For you for me Forever
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