All That We Never Were (2026) Movie Script
Honey, I'm still waiting
your gift list.
I don't need anything, mom.
Whatever you want.
And me?
Don't I have to make a gift list?
If you always ask yourself
colorful socks...
And some strange things for the garden.
It's true, you don't need a list.
Speaking of the garden,
Leah, I told you...
What does a gardener say?
to another gardener?
About five thousand times?
Dad!
Everything can change in an instant.
- Good morning.
- Hey...
Aren't you leaving soon today?
Yes, but since I liked dinner so much,
I wanted to try breakfast.
It's buff.
If I repeat the dish, someone
He's going to be left without a gift tonight.
- Oh, yes? What's happening tonight?
- It's Christmas Eve, fool.
What?
Hello, mom.
Merry christmas.
Why didn't you pick up my phone,
son?
- I thought you had drowned.
- You always putting yourself in the best.
Is there room in the freezer?
Aren't they cold?
- Axel, honey, you were in charge.
- I know, I know.
Open the refrigerator and look
on the first shelf.
I think there is room.
I already told you it was better
that I would buy it.
- I don't know why we ordered anything from him.
- You know ice exists, don't you, dad?
- And Merry Christmas.
- I don't know what's so happy about him.
- For me, as if we didn't celebrate.
- Please, don't start.
What today is going to be
a difficult night for everyone.
Huh?
Come on, take this to your brother
to the living room. I'm done with this.
-Yes?
- Yes.
Okay.
Okay.
Like this.
Not a second at home...
and already pissing off dad.
Yours is amazing.
Hello, how are you?
I don't understand how
You haven't gotten tired of my brother yet.
I have great single friends.
- I can introduce them to you, if you want.
- Well look, no, I don't change it.
Love is blind, of course.
And even more so with that sweater.
And this year you have not brought
to any of your friends for dinner?
No, you scare them
with your brother-in-law jokes.
Yeah, that's going to be what scares them.
Go open it, go ahead,
and we do this.
- Hello.
- Hello.
The food is ready
and the drink almost cold.
Okay.
How is my favorite person?
Our lives changed
20 years ago, when the Joneses...
appeared since
the other side of the world...
to become
in part of our family.
Since we were children, Oliver and I
we have been inseparable...
but that accident
that ended the lives of his parents...
united us forever
unwaveringly.
Are you ready?
- Everything was great, Miriam.
- Thank you very much, honey.
I have done what I could,
but without your mother, no...
It hasn't been the same, but oh well.
As you know...
we have been many years
celebrating Christmas...
like a single family.
Today more than ever...
We miss your parents.
I toast to them
and because this will always be your home.
- Leah. Leah, wait.
- I'm going.
Damn, dad.
You sure know how to liven up a party, huh.
No, that's what you're here for,
that you never take anything seriously.
He had taken me seriously
the Christmas spirit...
but the Grinch is among us.
"You can stop now,
that we are celebrating?
Yes, and your brother is the clown.
Dad, please, stop it.
Let's have the party in peace.
We are not going to have the party in peace.
Leave. Dinner was bad for me.
Axel, please!
I'm going for him.
Not at all, mom.
No, it wasn't your fault.
We decided together...
which was the best,
but seen what has been seen...
It was not a good time to celebrate anything.
- And Oliver is angry?
- What's up, he's with me at home.
We came to have something to drink.
Then he'll go after Leah, okay?
Okay, honey.
Here we are.
Okay. I love you, mom.
Don't worry.
Good morning.
I feel that my father
I gave you a hard time, man.
No problem.
It has to be difficult for him too.
Well, what were you going to tell me?
You've left me scratched before. What's wrong?
What have they offered me?
a promotion at work.
But, that's fucking cool.
When were you planning to tell me?
- It's not that simple.
- Oh, yes? Why?
You have to do
a special job for your boss?
If I accept it,
It's nine months in Berlin.
And where is the problem?
I can go see you in Berlin.
You know the music they play there.
Already.
The problem is Leah.
What's wrong with Leah?
What's going to happen?
I can't take her, man.
It's not fair to take it out
of everything he knows.
Maybe a change of scenery is good for you.
I don't know.
I don't know...
It's costing him a lot
and repeat course.
And next year, I want...
let him go to a university,
and a good one.
Like my parents did with me.
But, for that to happen,
I need more money.
I have been working for a year
half day...
to spend more time with her,
and the account begins to notice it.
If you need pasta...
You just have to tell me.
You already know it.
No, what's up.
No.
It's a lot of money, Axel.
So, how can I help you?
The other day I thought about options.
I don't know, it occurred to me
that maybe he can stay with you.
-Who? Leah?
- Yes.
He can't stay with your parents.
Look at the one who got involved before.
Surely not with those.
and with your brother
I don't have the confidence.
They let me telework
one week a month from here...
so you would just have to take care of her
the weeks that I am not there.
I see you have everything thought out, huh.
I know it is a huge favor...
but I need the job.
I have no more options.
Oliver, man, no...
You are the one I admire most in the world
and who do I trust the most...
and I wouldn't ask you
if it wasn't important.
Come on, come on... I understand.
It's not fair to burden you with a brown man like that.
I'm being selfish.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
Would you do it for me?
I would cut off my arm for you.
Well that's it.
Really?
You knew I was going to say yes.
You are my brother.
Thanks, uncle.
- You will take care of her.
- Of course, damn it.
- Well, I'm going down to pick her up.
- Yes, I'm going down too.
He had stayed with Elena
after dinner.
Oh, yes?
- Are you serious?
- What's up?
We have a cool relationship, nothing more.
We don't ask for explanations.
Yeah, and she knows it?
- You already know her, she is a free soul.
- Well, great. Brilliant.
We'll talk next week
and we agree?
- Yes, come on.
- Okay, let's go.
Ready?
You will see how everything will be fine.
In a couple of days, you'll be
Delighted to live in a place like this.
And don't put it on
very difficult for Axel, okay?
That you are doing us a huge favor.
- When are you leaving?
- In a couple of hours.
- Do you have everything ready?
- Yes.
Very good.
- How's everything?
- Good.
I don't think I have had
the cleanest house in my life.
Leah, here.
It's an old work phone.
So you can call me whenever you want.
Come on, give me one last hug.
You can stay and
I'm going to Berlin.
At this rate you lose your flight.
Yes, yes.
Okay, okay.
I'm going home,
I still have to leave the car.
Well this is my lair.
Normally it is not so organized, it is...
Well, you are at home.
You can use and touch whatever you want.
There are a lot of books, music...
There is a record player.
Have you ever used one?
Well, it's cool.
Ah!
There's a little bit of everything in the fridge...
but if you miss something,
or do you want...
something in particular, let's buy it.
And your room, of course.
Look, over here.
It was my storage room.
I had it upside down.
I thought we could go later
to town to eat, if you feel like it.
Well.
I leave you alone
so you can settle in.
Whatever, I'm out, okay?
Sorry for making you come.
I didn't know it would get complicated
so the afternoon.
- Don't worry.
- Hey, greetings to your brother.
Since she got married you haven't seen her hair.
Of course, I tell him that I have seen you.
Bye.
Leah?
I ordered pizza, do you want some?
Leah?
I GO DOWN TO THE BEACH.
I'LL BE BACK IMMEDIATELY
Leah had always been
a girl for me...
until Oliver and I came back
4 crazy years...
living on campus
of the University.
- Bye, kids. Good luck with the waves.
- Thank you, Douglas.
What?
Did you take the keys to the motorcycle?
- Didn't you have them?
- No. Damn, they'll be in the jacket!
Okay.
Have you done that?
Yes.
Is it bad?
No, quite the opposite.
It's... different.
- You're kidding, huh?
- Not at all.
Why do you think that?
Because my father asked me
to paint this vase...
and I have done this,
that doesn't look like anything.
It's... your own version.
Do you really believe it?
- I have them! Let's go!
- I'm coming!
I have to go.
Keep it up.
I had forgotten
who had a roommate.
I don't want to bother.
Disturb?
But, if you must
be starving
I don't know how many hours you've been
in your room.
Do you want an avocado toast?
- It's really good, huh.
- No, thanks.
"You shouldn't be preparing
to go to the Institute?
It's just that I slept badly.
And I made excuses
so bad not to go.
If you don't want to go, nothing happens.
- Don't go, you can stay home.
- Now I get dressed.
Shall I approach you by car?
Or do you prefer to go by bike?
Hello, Leah.
How are you?
You're going to class, huh?
- Leah, wait.
- I'm late, Beln.
Just a minute, please.
What...
I'm so sorry you had
to repeat last year's course.
I have found out that...
your brother has gone to work outside
and you are living with Axel.
If you need anything,
anything, even if we take...
a year without seeing each other,
that you still have me here.
Okay?
- Okay, thank you.
- We could meet up some day.
Although it's not the same as before.
- Could be.
- Well, then... something new.
Can.
- Okay, well, I'll call you when you get out.
- I don't have a phone anymore.
Leah.
Leah?
Leah, wake up.
There are wonderful waves.
You have to come try them.
It will do you good.
I don't feel like it, but thanks.
At first it's a little lazy,
but then you will see that it is worth it.
Leah, look.
You and me...
You and I are
like a tribe of Indians, okay?
Like the ones that appear in the movies.
And I am the chief of the tribe.
Okay? And the chief of the tribe says
that you have to surf in the mornings.
But why do you want me to go?
And why do you want to stay?
Tribe chief wait outside.
You won't be long.
There everything was silence, calm.
I finally felt
safe from memories.
Of the life I no longer had.
Sit down, sit down.
Breathe well.
Calm down, breathe.
Breathe.
Breathe, calm down.
- Okay?
- Okay.
Breathe.
That is.
That is.
Damn, Leah.
What just happened?
What are you doing? What...
No, Leah, no...
Don't worry, forgive me.
Peaceful.
Peaceful.
Breathe.
Ya, ya, ya...
Breathe.
Breathe with me.
Breathe.
That's it, breathe.
Breathe.
Calm down, okay?
Breathe, take a breath.
Loose, calm.
There it is.
That is.
That is.
That is.
- That's it.
- Sorry.
- I'm sorry, sorry. Sorry.
- That's it.
That's it.
I'm going to change.
Are you feeling better?
Thank you.
I'm going to rest, okay?
No, wait.
I want us to talk. Come, please.
Is it necessary?
Tomorrow Oliver comes,
and I will leave you alone.
Yes, but you're coming back
next week.
You and I are going to spend
a lot of time together...
and there are many things I don't know about you...
and that I would have them for you
what to have asked...
but I haven't known how to do it.
Do you have friends?
- Just kidding, huh?
- No not at all.
people your age
He doesn't stop relating...
with each other.
Do you have friends or not?
- I know I have.
-And why do I never see you with them?
Because I don't want to.
Oh.
Until when?
I don't know.
How about in class?
Well normal, I guess.
- Do you suppose or do you know?
- I know.
And why never
I see you doing homework or studying?
- That's none of your business.
- Leah.
Your brother hasn't left...
more than two thousand
kilometers away...
to be scratching
the belly, right?
What if he is in Berlin...
it's so you can go
to university next year.
He's going out of his way for you.
So you can move forward.
We have to tell him
what just happened on the beach.
- Why?
- Because it's important.
- But, it was nothing.
- What has been nothing?
Leah, you've been everything.
and I can't load
with that responsibility, you understand?
Yes, but that's it.
I'm fine now.
I remember perfectly
the day I became aware...
of what it meant
being in love with Axel.
- I have them! Let's go!
- I'm coming!
I have to go.
Keep it up.
- Come on, shall I take it?
- Yes.
Platonic loves are like that.
No matter how far they go,
They stay with you forever.
Although my head was getting worse
to get that feeling out...
at the push of my heart.
I'm going to go out and get some fresh air.
Now I'm back.
I'll accompany you.
Although he had been living alone for years...
used to driving
time and space at my whim...
for the first time I felt
that the house was empty.
I missed
the mystery that surrounded her.
It had been more than a year
feeling selfish and worthless...
unable to move forward,
hidden under a raincoat...
to prevent the pain
I could get wet...
but Axel had made a hole in it
in just three weeks.
Hello.
Hey, everything okay?
Yes.
- Can I sit down?
- Yes, of course.
You are in your house.
I'm going to ask you a question.
Brilliant.
Whatever you want.
Are you happy?
What if I'm happy?
Yes, you could say yes.
And you?
I think it was before.
Do you believe it... or were you?
Sometimes it's hard for me to remember
how it was before.
Do you think it will be again?
Of course you will be.
Do you want?
I miss you, Leah.
What?
I miss
to the girl you were before.
The one who enjoyed painting.
The one who laughed all the time.
But, I'm sure he'll come back.
And meanwhile, I'm going to make dinner,
because I'm eating a cow.
We have forgotten the pancakes.
I'm about to come back, huh?
Leah!
What a coincidence!
Hello. I'm Belen.
Although, well, we already know each other.
- Nice to see you...
- Bethlehem.
- Belen, that's it.
- Yes.
How are you?
Shopping?
Yes.
I was going now to the Peach
to have something
They are still doing
the banana smoothies you liked.
We could repeat it someday.
If you feel like it, of course.
Yes, of course he wants to.
Also, I invite you. Come on.
Yes.
And return the car.
Well, how are you doing?
live with Axel?
Good.
Well, and your brother has
It's going great in Berlin, huh?
Yes.
And...
Do you still have feelings for Axel?
No.
Sorry.
Sorry,
I shouldn't have asked.
How far away that time seemed...
in which it happened to me
all day with Beln...
playing at being older...
and talking to him about how much
who loved Axel.
And how about hospitality school?
Good.
Very good.
Although, well,
Sometimes I come home exhausted...
so many hours standing
They are a little tiring, but...
It's what you've always wanted to do,
huh?
Yes.
I know it is, and I love it.
Do you remember
How did I leave the kitchen to my mother?
What destruction, huh.
By the way, in a month I celebrate...
my 20th birthday
in a super cool place.
In case you want to come.
I don't think I can.
Well, nothing happens.
I had a good time!
Why have you done this to me?
Could you be a little more specific?
Wait, wait.
When you were with your friend...
I have taken leave
to buy you something. It's behind.
It's a surprise.
Don't look, okay?
Don't look, huh?
Okay, you can go out now!
Ready?
What do you think?
No.
No?
Can't.
It was only in a few moments.
But, I felt
something lighter inside me.
And that scared me...
because it meant
that something could change.
- hello!
- How are you, Beln?
- Very good. I'm glad you came.
- Yes.
I also want to celebrate
here is my birthday.
Yeah, it's incredible.
It belonged to my grandparents...
and now my father
He rents it for events.
Very cool, I'll ask you for your phone number.
Well, I'll be back in two hours...
I'm going to town.
A.
I'm leaving, and I'll be back in two hours.
And if you need anything, let me know, okay?
- Come on, have a good time.
- Bye.
Shall we pass?
Don't worry, huh,
everyone is calm.
Do you want one?
I haven't offered you.
- I didn't know you smoked.
- Well, just once in a while.
Do you remember?
Yes, of course.
You keep it, it was your idea to do it.
One day, when you're ready,
We have to keep making the list.
Okay.
I'm sorry I disappeared
all this time.
Don't worry, Leah.
The important thing is that you are here now.
Do you mind if I give you a hug?
No.
I pee.
Will you accompany me?
I'm going to get something to drink
and I'm going to look for you, okay?
Okay, let's go.
Come on.
Oh, thank you very much!
Let's see...
- No!
- Do you like it?
- Thank you very much!
- Nothing, you deserve it!
How beautiful!
Hello.
What are you doing alone?
I see you prefer to be alone.
Or would you like to have something to drink?
- Excuse me, do you have a fire?
- I don't feel it.
Hey, I know you.
You are the one who has the house upstairs,
in the mountains, huh?
Yes, it's me.
That place is
to have a good party.
If you ever feel like it, I have
a friend who has a trailer...
who uses it as a DJ set,
which is the host.
So he hooks it to the car
and he can go ride it wherever he wants.
- Amazing music is coming out.
- Wait.
- Hey! What are you doing, man?
- What do I do?
- What the hell are you doing, turkey?
- How soon you came, eh?
- Come on.
- What's wrong? Is he your boyfriend or what?
Or is he your father?
You can know
what the hell were you thinking?
I wasn't doing anything wrong, I just wanted...
feel again.
But, not like that, Leah, damn it.
Not with someone you don't know at all.
I'm not feeling very well, sorry.
Hey, hey...
Hey, come on.
Come on.
Leah.
Okay, calm down, calm down.
- Go take a shower.
- I'm sorry.
It will be good for you.
Come on.
I'll pick it up, okay?
Don't worry. Come on.
- I'm sorry.
- Don't worry.
Why have you never noticed me?
Mom...
What is self-love?
And that question?
Well I don't know, it's something
that I don't quite understand.
Self love...
It is above all your own freedom.
It is letting go of everything that is not for you,
without fear of losing it forever.
It's leaving,
even when you would like to stay.
It's recognizing your power...
without needing to see it
in another look than yours.
Self-love, daughter,
It is not giving up everything you deserve.
It's listening to yourself before everyone else.
It is recognizing your value,
without needing to know...
Yes, others see it around you.
That's why self-love is so powerful.
You decide the value you give yourself...
and give yourself the love you deserve.
Does what I say make sense?
I think so.
My smart girl.
Are you painting?
I wanted to ask your forgiveness...
and I couldn't think of any other way.
- It's...
- It's horrible.
No, it's great.
It means a lot to me
that you have painted again.
You left this here.
I haven't left it.
It's like that.
Oh.
Leah, we can't confuse things.
Yesterday wasn't good.
We have to forget it, okay?
For me, from this moment,
What happened last night didn't happen.
Is this yours?
Maybe it got a little wet,
that was in the washing machine.
I don't know if what I had written
has been deleted. Is it important?
Well, a little, yes.
What is it?
Let's see.
- Ah, can't I see it?
- No.
- And why is that?
- Why not.
Well go.
It's a list I made with Beln
a long time ago.
How interesting.
What was it?
Of the purchase?
No, funny.
a list of things
that made us happy.
And what's on that list?
that I can't read?
Well I don't know, I don't remember,
and now it has been deleted.
Did you do them all?
I don't remember either.
That has an easy solution.
Let's do another one.
Let's see.
- Now?
- Yes. Do you have something better to do?
Well, have dinner, I'm hungry.
We do it and then
I'll prepare dinner for you.
I promise you.
Come on. One:
"Eat cookies...
soaked...
in a glass of milk."
Okay?
But, lots of cookies.
Imagine a porridge
of cookies, you know? Like...
a pal of cookies, there all together,
overflowing the glass of milk.
Do you know what I mean?
- Yes, but does that make you happy?
- You don't know how much.
But, with chocolate?
Or just milk?
Wow, it's that with chocolate
I'm dying of pleasure.
It's your turn.
I don't know.
Let's see, jump on the couch.
No, jump on the bed.
Or... dance, without any kind of rhythm.
Total arrhythmics, like robots.
Super uncoordinated.
Yes.
Well I don't know, Axel.
It's hard for me, honestly.
Do you find it difficult to think about what makes you happy?
Yes.
No, well... I don't know.
I don't know.
Come.
- How?
- Follow me.
- Where?
- Let yourself go. Leave that.
- Now?
- Come on, yes. Come on.
Come on, this way.
- It's night, Axel.
- Come on.
- Come on.
- I'm going barefoot... Look.
Here.
Stop here.
Close your eyes.
- What?
- You close your eyes.
How heavy...
Okay, tell me what you're feeling.
I don't know.
How can you not know?
Close your eyes.
Concentrate.
What do you feel around you?
I feel my feet.
The wet grass
that tickles me.
The light of the headlight in my face.
That is.
Continue.
The breeze that comes from the sea.
Your hand.
With all this water on my face.
Shit.
Stop feeling, run! Run!
God.
What?
Nothing, nothing.
It's been good, huh?
Yes.
I've gotten hungry too.
I'm going to take the lasagna out of the freezer.
- What do you think? Do you set the table?
- Okay. Do you want a beer?
No, better a glass of wine.
- This moment must be celebrated.
- Can I have another one?
We are at home, nothing is going to happen.
I'm not going to screw it up again
like at the party.
It's okay, you're of legal age.
I'm nobody to stop it.
Your brother was in front
to protect me...
and he took the blow on the nose.
- No!
- And I almost knew it.
- Really?
- Yes, but he saved me. That's right.
I love your stories.
No, and we have a thousand of those.
Everything has happened to us. Of everything.
Do you want that one for yourself?
Come on, finish it.
No, no, I'm going to burst.
Can't.
- Me too, but it's so good.
- Already.
- Pass me that. Let's continue, come on.
- Okay.
- Let's see.
- Let's see.
"Walking barefoot...
in the middle of the night...
and let it start to rain."
- That's it.
-Check.
Your turn, and there are no excuses.
Okay.
Dance with your eyes closed.
I like it.
What else?
Well...sail on a boat?
The furthest I've been from the shore
It was with the surfboard.
- It was my turn.
- Oh, sorry.
No, but I like it.
and I have a friend
who has a sailboat. We can...
- Oh, yes?
- Yes.
Come on, what else?
You're on a roll. Go on.
I want to get drunk.
But, if you already are.
It's true,
but you too a little bit.
No, come on, come on.
It has to be more special.
Search within yourself.
A kiss... yours.
- Now.
- Leah...
- It's not that big of a deal.
- No, I know it's a big deal. Come on.
- But, it's your game.
- Yes, but it's an absurd game.
Forget it.
Come on.
Okay.
I forget.
What did that come for?
I want to know what it is like.
- Also, if you kiss anyone.
- Yeah, but you're not just anyone.
- Ask a friend.
- No.
Surely no one kisses like you.
That's for sure.
So, I'm right.
I was just being honest, nothing more.
Well okay,
I am left with doubt forever.
That's it.
Okay.
- It's okay. Just a kiss, okay?
- Really?
Just one.
And tomorrow neither of us
He's going to remember this.
Of course not.
Close your eyes.
- What is that?
- That's it, what did you expect?
- Well, a proper kiss.
- Leah, don't fuck with me, okay?
Are you afraid?
Or is it that you don't kiss as well as you say?
Leah...
You should go to bed.
You have class first thing tomorrow morning.
Axel.
I'm going out.
You have dinner in the fridge.
Can we talk about what happened?
Last night was a fucking aberration.
You don't mean it.
Yes, I'm serious, yes.
You asked me for a kiss,
I gave it to you, and you screwed up.
What I couldn't imagine
It's just that you were going to confuse things like that.
I haven't confused anything.
I know you have confused, yes.
But, it's my fault.
It was real.
The kiss was real.
Admit it.
- Are you okay?
- Yes, yes, yes.
Are you sure?
No... I don't feel very well.
Okay, calm down.
Shall we go to bed?
Good morning.
How are you?
Are you better?
- Have you been able to rest?
- Yes.
Are you in a hurry?
I was going to prepare a delicious breakfast.
Another better day, okay?
What's wrong with you?
Nothing.
Axel, I'm not stupid.
Is something wrong with Leah?
What? No.
Are you fucking her?
Are you losing it or what?
Yes, I'm losing my mind.
Yes, the pot. I don't know who is worse,
be a liar or coward.
You could have warned
that you didn't come to sleep.
I told you I was going out.
Well yes, but not until so late.
I was worried.
Well, I'm here now.
Where have you been?
At Elena's house.
Have you slept with her?
No, we've been playing Par-Patch.
Fuck you.
- Hey, little one!
- Hello.
- Wow, what about that sweatshirt? I love it.
-Yes? Thank you. Let's go?
Yes?
Hey, what about Axel?
- I think he's sleeping.
- Oh, okay.
- Well, let's go.
- Was. I was asleep.
- Hey!
- How are you?
- Wow... Wow, man.
- Yeah, I haven't slept very well.
What have you done to him?
You will be taking care of him.
- Of course.
- Okay.
We're leaving.
See you tomorrow at your parents.
- We've all met to eat.
- It's true.
- Okay. Come on.
- Come on.
- Give me.
- Thank you.
Come on, here I bring something
to chop while cooking the meat.
What a look, mother.
It's been a long time since
You didn't make salad.
Yes, let's see how it goes.
Without peas, just the way you like it.
Thank you, mom.
Oliver, tell us,
Any news in Berlin?
No, nothing.
counting the days
to return home.
I can imagine. us too
We look forward to having you here again.
Do you want?
By the way, the time
horrible out there, huh? I imagine.
I wear leggings all day
under the suit, so imagine.
- Honey, do you want?
- Yes, thank you.
Hey, Axel...
What they have written to me from the University,
uncle
In a couple of weekends
These are open days.
If it doesn't hurt, you can take Leah,
you give him a tour of the campus...
- Yes, of course, no problem.
- Okay.
You're going to love it, shorty.
But,
Don't say you know these two.
Surely they have left
a corpse out there.
No.
- It's not that big of a deal, huh.
- I'm going to the bathroom for a moment.
Yes, okay.
Come on, I'm sure they have pictures.
there placed at the entrance.
Are you leaving?
I'm going for a walk.
Tomorrow we have a visit to the University.
You have to leave with time,
It's two hours.
Can't.
I'll go with Oliver next week.
Leah,
Are you going to stay angry forever?
You know you're behaving
like a little girl?
- Oh, yes?
- Yes.
Do you really believe it?
Yes.
You don't even know what's wrong with me.
You tell me.
What's wrong with you?
You think I'm like this
because the kiss you gave me...
It meant something to me...
and the next day you fucked another,
huh?
Well you're wrong.
And then, what is all this about?
that I always
I have been in love with you.
I think it's nonsense...
let's keep pretending
that we don't know.
Leah, don't say that.
But, I fell in love
of the brave Axel.
The one who did what he wanted,
without thinking about the consequences.
The one who was guided by his instinct
and for what he felt at the time.
I loved that about you.
Because it was real.
I'm not going to deny that it hurt me
that you will sleep with someone else, but...
I can bear that.
I have already lived it for many years.
The kiss you gave me
I know it meant something to you.
I know it and you know it.
You are right.
Of course it meant something.
It meant that you put me
very horny, Leah.
that I had to contain myself
so as not to rip off your clothes right there.
It meant I didn't know
that a kiss like that could exist.
But, it can't be.
It can never be, Leah.
For many reasons, for many people.
Do you understand it?
Axel!
Tomorrow we go to the University...
but I don't plan to get up early,
which is sunday
It seems to me
the best place to spend 4 years.
And more doing what one likes.
I just don't want to come alone.
You will see that after five minutes
Upon arriving, you make friends.
Look, the best years of my life...
have been here,
and your brother's too.
It scares me a little, honestly.
Leah, it's normal
may you feel that way at first.
But then you will see
that everyone is like you.
For them it is also
the first time they leave their homes.
Yeah, that doesn't relieve me.
Okay.
I'm going to take you somewhere else.
But don't tell him
to your brother that we have gone.
- Okay.
- Okay?
And what exactly did you learn here?
Here you learn to live.
Don't learn anything from this.
Man, Ramon!
I thought they had retired you.
And I thought I would never see you again.
It's only going to be a while,
don't worry.
Yeah, that's what you always say.
- Is everything okay?
- Everything perfect. And you?
Very good.
What do I put for you?
See that cocktail over there,
the one that says "The Artifact"?
Your brother and I created it...
by the scientific method
trial and error.
I don't get it.
- Nobody catches it.
- Intelligent humor, okay?
What is this?
It's an evolution.
Don't you like it?
No.
Health.
- I like it.
- Do you like it?
Mamihlapinatapai.
How?
"Silent understanding
between two people...
what are they thinking
or wishing for the same."
It's a word
of the natives of Patagonia.
And it is considered...
one of the words
most concise in the world.
Is that what just happened to us?
Could be.
Axel, I'm sorry I complicated everything.
You had enough with your problems
and with putting up with me in your house, and...
now with all this.
"Trouble" is my middle name.
This song...
She was Beln's favorite.
And mine.
Do you know her?
No.
When I stayed to sleep
At home, we played it at full volume.
And one of us played a kid...
and we danced imagining ourselves
what would it be like to do it...
with our Prince Charming.
Wow, what a pair of babies.
Do you want to dance?
Are you serious?
Dancing with your eyes closed was...
one of the things that
they appeared on your list.
It's true, yes.
- Okay.
- Okay.
Let's see... Let's see.
Come on, close your eyes.
Let it happen.
Leah... I can't.
Look how well he is.
Do it to me now, please.
You're going to be my downfall, Leah.
I'm ready.
"Surely you don't want to
what brings you closer?
No, it's not necessary.
I go by bike.
Okay?
- Okay.
- Go.
I have left you lunch prepared.
Thank you.
Don't you forget anything else?
This is all a bit strange.
It's strange.
But not.
- Goodbye.
- Goodbye.
Do you think it can happen?
around the world with this boat?
Of course yes.
In fact,
Edgar brought it from the Dominican Republic.
Oh, yes?
It took a month, and everything happened to him.
But, yes, he did it.
Then you can ask him,
so that I can tell you.
Leah, can we talk?
of what is happening?
We can not talk.
That's not an option.
Well let's talk then.
What have you thought?
What are we going to do?
I have no fucking idea.
You have it very clear, huh.
No, seriously, no...
I don't know, I think...
What can we continue to give ourselves?
a time like that.
Knowing each other,
without taking false steps.
And then, well... I have no idea.
I don't have any plan, really.
I don't want to think about it too much either.
so as not to go crazy.
Let's not think about it then.
You don't get the idea
how fucked up this is for me.
I'm sorry.
No, no, on the contrary.
You don't have to feel anything.
If so...
This has never happened to me.
But, you have been with a thousand girls.
Leah, I promise
This has not happened to me with anyone.
For me this is new.
And I don't want to let go.
It's for you.
for having taken me out
from that ugly place I was in.
Thanks for helping me
to be myself again.
I love you, Leah.
I love you, Axel.
Hello my love.
I called you, but you have it turned off.
We arrived a little late...
that your father had not
poured gasoline...
for a change.
"But who remembered?"
from your sketchbook?
Let's see, you had it on one side.
For a change too.
Leah, I'm painting
a wonderful thing.
I know you're going to like it.
It's something different.
Very much your style.
By the way, I have opened
the boats that I bought you new.
I hope you don't mind.
For a change too.
Honey,
In the end we three go...
to buy things
Christmas dinner.
You are very pretty, little sister.
You too, little brother.
No, seriously.
When I left here, I was screwed.
I didn't know how we were going to get out of this.
But, every time I come back...
you are better
You've done it, shorty.
I may have learned
to value the present.
You sound like Axel.
Well yes, a lot of time with him.
Leah...
Do you dream about them?
With dad and mom?
No.
I think not.
I had never thought about it, honestly.
Me neither.
And I try.
I go to sleep every night
thinking about them...
Let's see if I can do it.
But, nothing.
Do you know the latest
What did dad tell me in the car?
A joke.
- A joke?
- Yes.
"You know what he says
a gardener to another gardener?"
- "Let's enjoy it while we can."
- "Let's enjoy it while we can."
That.
I would do anything to see them sometimes.
Me too.
I'm going to have something.
Are you coming?
No, calm down,
I have met Beln at her house.
- Okay.
-Yes?
- I'll pick you up later, huh.
- Okay.
Let's enjoy it while we can.
Let's enjoy it while we can.
Not anymore.
Is he free?
Oli!
Oh, what a joy to see you!
-How are you?
- Very good, how are you?
Good.
Are you visiting or
Are you staying here already?
No, I still have three months left outside.
But, my sister seems to be doing better,
so it's not so hard for me to leave anymore.
Already.
Sit down.
Thank you.
What are you doing here?
There's cold beer in the fridge.
How could you do this to me?
Oliver...
I love her.
What the fuck is that?
- Do you realize what you have done?
- I really love her.
"If you wanted it,
You wouldn't have allowed it!
Do you know what he told me?
That he doesn't want to go to university.
That he wants to stay here with you.
I've been away from her for a year...
working like a fucking crazy,
so that now you can come and fuck it up.
Have you thought about the consequences?
What's going to happen
when things get complicated...
and leave her like you leave everything in your life?
and that I have
than go and pick up the pieces.
I have never felt
what I feel for her.
Don't tie her to you, Axel.
He is 19 years old.
He has to live.
He has to go to university...
meet people, experience things,
live what you have to.
If you really love her,
Don't take that away from him.
I don't know if I can.
You owe me.
I trust you.
I asked you to take care of her.
Leah is the most important thing in my life.
And the only thing I have left.
Nothing has turned out as we thought.
No.
Leah...
You and I didn't know each other
an ordinary day in a bar.
I didn't ask for your phone number.
We've never had a date.
We have not walked
down the street hand in hand.
I haven't waited for you...
at the door of your house
to give you a kiss.
Our problem is...
everything we never were.
and I don't want to be
the person who separates you from your brother.
I don't want to condemn you
that you have to live my life.
You are wrong.
It is I who would condemn you.
I would become a backpack...
of which never
Would you dare to let go?
Or at least without hurting us.
I don't lose anything by staying here.
Oliver loves me...
and over time I would accept
that I would stay with you, but...
I don't think I would forgive you
if that were to happen.
And now...
To finish my process, I will have to...
go away from here...
get away from places, from...
memories...
for maybe someday...
enjoy again
of this place again.
I'm going to miss you a lot.
Me too.
Thank you for teaching me how to feel.
No.
Thanks to you.
If I'm here, like this...
It's thanks to you.
We have helped each other a lot.
I love you very much, you know that?
I will never be with anyone
how I have been with you.
I'm not even going to feel anything like this.
I know.
Because I won't be able to do it either.
Leave.
I stay.
My mother had been preparing me
for a moment like this.
had given me the power
to decide for myself...
what I'm worth
and the love that I deserve...
without needing to see it
in another look than mine.
Now I start a new life...
far from everything that was
and what I wanted...
without knowing if he will be able
to forget Axel...
my platonic love...
my first love
your gift list.
I don't need anything, mom.
Whatever you want.
And me?
Don't I have to make a gift list?
If you always ask yourself
colorful socks...
And some strange things for the garden.
It's true, you don't need a list.
Speaking of the garden,
Leah, I told you...
What does a gardener say?
to another gardener?
About five thousand times?
Dad!
Everything can change in an instant.
- Good morning.
- Hey...
Aren't you leaving soon today?
Yes, but since I liked dinner so much,
I wanted to try breakfast.
It's buff.
If I repeat the dish, someone
He's going to be left without a gift tonight.
- Oh, yes? What's happening tonight?
- It's Christmas Eve, fool.
What?
Hello, mom.
Merry christmas.
Why didn't you pick up my phone,
son?
- I thought you had drowned.
- You always putting yourself in the best.
Is there room in the freezer?
Aren't they cold?
- Axel, honey, you were in charge.
- I know, I know.
Open the refrigerator and look
on the first shelf.
I think there is room.
I already told you it was better
that I would buy it.
- I don't know why we ordered anything from him.
- You know ice exists, don't you, dad?
- And Merry Christmas.
- I don't know what's so happy about him.
- For me, as if we didn't celebrate.
- Please, don't start.
What today is going to be
a difficult night for everyone.
Huh?
Come on, take this to your brother
to the living room. I'm done with this.
-Yes?
- Yes.
Okay.
Okay.
Like this.
Not a second at home...
and already pissing off dad.
Yours is amazing.
Hello, how are you?
I don't understand how
You haven't gotten tired of my brother yet.
I have great single friends.
- I can introduce them to you, if you want.
- Well look, no, I don't change it.
Love is blind, of course.
And even more so with that sweater.
And this year you have not brought
to any of your friends for dinner?
No, you scare them
with your brother-in-law jokes.
Yeah, that's going to be what scares them.
Go open it, go ahead,
and we do this.
- Hello.
- Hello.
The food is ready
and the drink almost cold.
Okay.
How is my favorite person?
Our lives changed
20 years ago, when the Joneses...
appeared since
the other side of the world...
to become
in part of our family.
Since we were children, Oliver and I
we have been inseparable...
but that accident
that ended the lives of his parents...
united us forever
unwaveringly.
Are you ready?
- Everything was great, Miriam.
- Thank you very much, honey.
I have done what I could,
but without your mother, no...
It hasn't been the same, but oh well.
As you know...
we have been many years
celebrating Christmas...
like a single family.
Today more than ever...
We miss your parents.
I toast to them
and because this will always be your home.
- Leah. Leah, wait.
- I'm going.
Damn, dad.
You sure know how to liven up a party, huh.
No, that's what you're here for,
that you never take anything seriously.
He had taken me seriously
the Christmas spirit...
but the Grinch is among us.
"You can stop now,
that we are celebrating?
Yes, and your brother is the clown.
Dad, please, stop it.
Let's have the party in peace.
We are not going to have the party in peace.
Leave. Dinner was bad for me.
Axel, please!
I'm going for him.
Not at all, mom.
No, it wasn't your fault.
We decided together...
which was the best,
but seen what has been seen...
It was not a good time to celebrate anything.
- And Oliver is angry?
- What's up, he's with me at home.
We came to have something to drink.
Then he'll go after Leah, okay?
Okay, honey.
Here we are.
Okay. I love you, mom.
Don't worry.
Good morning.
I feel that my father
I gave you a hard time, man.
No problem.
It has to be difficult for him too.
Well, what were you going to tell me?
You've left me scratched before. What's wrong?
What have they offered me?
a promotion at work.
But, that's fucking cool.
When were you planning to tell me?
- It's not that simple.
- Oh, yes? Why?
You have to do
a special job for your boss?
If I accept it,
It's nine months in Berlin.
And where is the problem?
I can go see you in Berlin.
You know the music they play there.
Already.
The problem is Leah.
What's wrong with Leah?
What's going to happen?
I can't take her, man.
It's not fair to take it out
of everything he knows.
Maybe a change of scenery is good for you.
I don't know.
I don't know...
It's costing him a lot
and repeat course.
And next year, I want...
let him go to a university,
and a good one.
Like my parents did with me.
But, for that to happen,
I need more money.
I have been working for a year
half day...
to spend more time with her,
and the account begins to notice it.
If you need pasta...
You just have to tell me.
You already know it.
No, what's up.
No.
It's a lot of money, Axel.
So, how can I help you?
The other day I thought about options.
I don't know, it occurred to me
that maybe he can stay with you.
-Who? Leah?
- Yes.
He can't stay with your parents.
Look at the one who got involved before.
Surely not with those.
and with your brother
I don't have the confidence.
They let me telework
one week a month from here...
so you would just have to take care of her
the weeks that I am not there.
I see you have everything thought out, huh.
I know it is a huge favor...
but I need the job.
I have no more options.
Oliver, man, no...
You are the one I admire most in the world
and who do I trust the most...
and I wouldn't ask you
if it wasn't important.
Come on, come on... I understand.
It's not fair to burden you with a brown man like that.
I'm being selfish.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
Would you do it for me?
I would cut off my arm for you.
Well that's it.
Really?
You knew I was going to say yes.
You are my brother.
Thanks, uncle.
- You will take care of her.
- Of course, damn it.
- Well, I'm going down to pick her up.
- Yes, I'm going down too.
He had stayed with Elena
after dinner.
Oh, yes?
- Are you serious?
- What's up?
We have a cool relationship, nothing more.
We don't ask for explanations.
Yeah, and she knows it?
- You already know her, she is a free soul.
- Well, great. Brilliant.
We'll talk next week
and we agree?
- Yes, come on.
- Okay, let's go.
Ready?
You will see how everything will be fine.
In a couple of days, you'll be
Delighted to live in a place like this.
And don't put it on
very difficult for Axel, okay?
That you are doing us a huge favor.
- When are you leaving?
- In a couple of hours.
- Do you have everything ready?
- Yes.
Very good.
- How's everything?
- Good.
I don't think I have had
the cleanest house in my life.
Leah, here.
It's an old work phone.
So you can call me whenever you want.
Come on, give me one last hug.
You can stay and
I'm going to Berlin.
At this rate you lose your flight.
Yes, yes.
Okay, okay.
I'm going home,
I still have to leave the car.
Well this is my lair.
Normally it is not so organized, it is...
Well, you are at home.
You can use and touch whatever you want.
There are a lot of books, music...
There is a record player.
Have you ever used one?
Well, it's cool.
Ah!
There's a little bit of everything in the fridge...
but if you miss something,
or do you want...
something in particular, let's buy it.
And your room, of course.
Look, over here.
It was my storage room.
I had it upside down.
I thought we could go later
to town to eat, if you feel like it.
Well.
I leave you alone
so you can settle in.
Whatever, I'm out, okay?
Sorry for making you come.
I didn't know it would get complicated
so the afternoon.
- Don't worry.
- Hey, greetings to your brother.
Since she got married you haven't seen her hair.
Of course, I tell him that I have seen you.
Bye.
Leah?
I ordered pizza, do you want some?
Leah?
I GO DOWN TO THE BEACH.
I'LL BE BACK IMMEDIATELY
Leah had always been
a girl for me...
until Oliver and I came back
4 crazy years...
living on campus
of the University.
- Bye, kids. Good luck with the waves.
- Thank you, Douglas.
What?
Did you take the keys to the motorcycle?
- Didn't you have them?
- No. Damn, they'll be in the jacket!
Okay.
Have you done that?
Yes.
Is it bad?
No, quite the opposite.
It's... different.
- You're kidding, huh?
- Not at all.
Why do you think that?
Because my father asked me
to paint this vase...
and I have done this,
that doesn't look like anything.
It's... your own version.
Do you really believe it?
- I have them! Let's go!
- I'm coming!
I have to go.
Keep it up.
I had forgotten
who had a roommate.
I don't want to bother.
Disturb?
But, if you must
be starving
I don't know how many hours you've been
in your room.
Do you want an avocado toast?
- It's really good, huh.
- No, thanks.
"You shouldn't be preparing
to go to the Institute?
It's just that I slept badly.
And I made excuses
so bad not to go.
If you don't want to go, nothing happens.
- Don't go, you can stay home.
- Now I get dressed.
Shall I approach you by car?
Or do you prefer to go by bike?
Hello, Leah.
How are you?
You're going to class, huh?
- Leah, wait.
- I'm late, Beln.
Just a minute, please.
What...
I'm so sorry you had
to repeat last year's course.
I have found out that...
your brother has gone to work outside
and you are living with Axel.
If you need anything,
anything, even if we take...
a year without seeing each other,
that you still have me here.
Okay?
- Okay, thank you.
- We could meet up some day.
Although it's not the same as before.
- Could be.
- Well, then... something new.
Can.
- Okay, well, I'll call you when you get out.
- I don't have a phone anymore.
Leah.
Leah?
Leah, wake up.
There are wonderful waves.
You have to come try them.
It will do you good.
I don't feel like it, but thanks.
At first it's a little lazy,
but then you will see that it is worth it.
Leah, look.
You and me...
You and I are
like a tribe of Indians, okay?
Like the ones that appear in the movies.
And I am the chief of the tribe.
Okay? And the chief of the tribe says
that you have to surf in the mornings.
But why do you want me to go?
And why do you want to stay?
Tribe chief wait outside.
You won't be long.
There everything was silence, calm.
I finally felt
safe from memories.
Of the life I no longer had.
Sit down, sit down.
Breathe well.
Calm down, breathe.
Breathe.
Breathe, calm down.
- Okay?
- Okay.
Breathe.
That is.
That is.
Damn, Leah.
What just happened?
What are you doing? What...
No, Leah, no...
Don't worry, forgive me.
Peaceful.
Peaceful.
Breathe.
Ya, ya, ya...
Breathe.
Breathe with me.
Breathe.
That's it, breathe.
Breathe.
Calm down, okay?
Breathe, take a breath.
Loose, calm.
There it is.
That is.
That is.
That is.
- That's it.
- Sorry.
- I'm sorry, sorry. Sorry.
- That's it.
That's it.
I'm going to change.
Are you feeling better?
Thank you.
I'm going to rest, okay?
No, wait.
I want us to talk. Come, please.
Is it necessary?
Tomorrow Oliver comes,
and I will leave you alone.
Yes, but you're coming back
next week.
You and I are going to spend
a lot of time together...
and there are many things I don't know about you...
and that I would have them for you
what to have asked...
but I haven't known how to do it.
Do you have friends?
- Just kidding, huh?
- No not at all.
people your age
He doesn't stop relating...
with each other.
Do you have friends or not?
- I know I have.
-And why do I never see you with them?
Because I don't want to.
Oh.
Until when?
I don't know.
How about in class?
Well normal, I guess.
- Do you suppose or do you know?
- I know.
And why never
I see you doing homework or studying?
- That's none of your business.
- Leah.
Your brother hasn't left...
more than two thousand
kilometers away...
to be scratching
the belly, right?
What if he is in Berlin...
it's so you can go
to university next year.
He's going out of his way for you.
So you can move forward.
We have to tell him
what just happened on the beach.
- Why?
- Because it's important.
- But, it was nothing.
- What has been nothing?
Leah, you've been everything.
and I can't load
with that responsibility, you understand?
Yes, but that's it.
I'm fine now.
I remember perfectly
the day I became aware...
of what it meant
being in love with Axel.
- I have them! Let's go!
- I'm coming!
I have to go.
Keep it up.
- Come on, shall I take it?
- Yes.
Platonic loves are like that.
No matter how far they go,
They stay with you forever.
Although my head was getting worse
to get that feeling out...
at the push of my heart.
I'm going to go out and get some fresh air.
Now I'm back.
I'll accompany you.
Although he had been living alone for years...
used to driving
time and space at my whim...
for the first time I felt
that the house was empty.
I missed
the mystery that surrounded her.
It had been more than a year
feeling selfish and worthless...
unable to move forward,
hidden under a raincoat...
to prevent the pain
I could get wet...
but Axel had made a hole in it
in just three weeks.
Hello.
Hey, everything okay?
Yes.
- Can I sit down?
- Yes, of course.
You are in your house.
I'm going to ask you a question.
Brilliant.
Whatever you want.
Are you happy?
What if I'm happy?
Yes, you could say yes.
And you?
I think it was before.
Do you believe it... or were you?
Sometimes it's hard for me to remember
how it was before.
Do you think it will be again?
Of course you will be.
Do you want?
I miss you, Leah.
What?
I miss
to the girl you were before.
The one who enjoyed painting.
The one who laughed all the time.
But, I'm sure he'll come back.
And meanwhile, I'm going to make dinner,
because I'm eating a cow.
We have forgotten the pancakes.
I'm about to come back, huh?
Leah!
What a coincidence!
Hello. I'm Belen.
Although, well, we already know each other.
- Nice to see you...
- Bethlehem.
- Belen, that's it.
- Yes.
How are you?
Shopping?
Yes.
I was going now to the Peach
to have something
They are still doing
the banana smoothies you liked.
We could repeat it someday.
If you feel like it, of course.
Yes, of course he wants to.
Also, I invite you. Come on.
Yes.
And return the car.
Well, how are you doing?
live with Axel?
Good.
Well, and your brother has
It's going great in Berlin, huh?
Yes.
And...
Do you still have feelings for Axel?
No.
Sorry.
Sorry,
I shouldn't have asked.
How far away that time seemed...
in which it happened to me
all day with Beln...
playing at being older...
and talking to him about how much
who loved Axel.
And how about hospitality school?
Good.
Very good.
Although, well,
Sometimes I come home exhausted...
so many hours standing
They are a little tiring, but...
It's what you've always wanted to do,
huh?
Yes.
I know it is, and I love it.
Do you remember
How did I leave the kitchen to my mother?
What destruction, huh.
By the way, in a month I celebrate...
my 20th birthday
in a super cool place.
In case you want to come.
I don't think I can.
Well, nothing happens.
I had a good time!
Why have you done this to me?
Could you be a little more specific?
Wait, wait.
When you were with your friend...
I have taken leave
to buy you something. It's behind.
It's a surprise.
Don't look, okay?
Don't look, huh?
Okay, you can go out now!
Ready?
What do you think?
No.
No?
Can't.
It was only in a few moments.
But, I felt
something lighter inside me.
And that scared me...
because it meant
that something could change.
- hello!
- How are you, Beln?
- Very good. I'm glad you came.
- Yes.
I also want to celebrate
here is my birthday.
Yeah, it's incredible.
It belonged to my grandparents...
and now my father
He rents it for events.
Very cool, I'll ask you for your phone number.
Well, I'll be back in two hours...
I'm going to town.
A.
I'm leaving, and I'll be back in two hours.
And if you need anything, let me know, okay?
- Come on, have a good time.
- Bye.
Shall we pass?
Don't worry, huh,
everyone is calm.
Do you want one?
I haven't offered you.
- I didn't know you smoked.
- Well, just once in a while.
Do you remember?
Yes, of course.
You keep it, it was your idea to do it.
One day, when you're ready,
We have to keep making the list.
Okay.
I'm sorry I disappeared
all this time.
Don't worry, Leah.
The important thing is that you are here now.
Do you mind if I give you a hug?
No.
I pee.
Will you accompany me?
I'm going to get something to drink
and I'm going to look for you, okay?
Okay, let's go.
Come on.
Oh, thank you very much!
Let's see...
- No!
- Do you like it?
- Thank you very much!
- Nothing, you deserve it!
How beautiful!
Hello.
What are you doing alone?
I see you prefer to be alone.
Or would you like to have something to drink?
- Excuse me, do you have a fire?
- I don't feel it.
Hey, I know you.
You are the one who has the house upstairs,
in the mountains, huh?
Yes, it's me.
That place is
to have a good party.
If you ever feel like it, I have
a friend who has a trailer...
who uses it as a DJ set,
which is the host.
So he hooks it to the car
and he can go ride it wherever he wants.
- Amazing music is coming out.
- Wait.
- Hey! What are you doing, man?
- What do I do?
- What the hell are you doing, turkey?
- How soon you came, eh?
- Come on.
- What's wrong? Is he your boyfriend or what?
Or is he your father?
You can know
what the hell were you thinking?
I wasn't doing anything wrong, I just wanted...
feel again.
But, not like that, Leah, damn it.
Not with someone you don't know at all.
I'm not feeling very well, sorry.
Hey, hey...
Hey, come on.
Come on.
Leah.
Okay, calm down, calm down.
- Go take a shower.
- I'm sorry.
It will be good for you.
Come on.
I'll pick it up, okay?
Don't worry. Come on.
- I'm sorry.
- Don't worry.
Why have you never noticed me?
Mom...
What is self-love?
And that question?
Well I don't know, it's something
that I don't quite understand.
Self love...
It is above all your own freedom.
It is letting go of everything that is not for you,
without fear of losing it forever.
It's leaving,
even when you would like to stay.
It's recognizing your power...
without needing to see it
in another look than yours.
Self-love, daughter,
It is not giving up everything you deserve.
It's listening to yourself before everyone else.
It is recognizing your value,
without needing to know...
Yes, others see it around you.
That's why self-love is so powerful.
You decide the value you give yourself...
and give yourself the love you deserve.
Does what I say make sense?
I think so.
My smart girl.
Are you painting?
I wanted to ask your forgiveness...
and I couldn't think of any other way.
- It's...
- It's horrible.
No, it's great.
It means a lot to me
that you have painted again.
You left this here.
I haven't left it.
It's like that.
Oh.
Leah, we can't confuse things.
Yesterday wasn't good.
We have to forget it, okay?
For me, from this moment,
What happened last night didn't happen.
Is this yours?
Maybe it got a little wet,
that was in the washing machine.
I don't know if what I had written
has been deleted. Is it important?
Well, a little, yes.
What is it?
Let's see.
- Ah, can't I see it?
- No.
- And why is that?
- Why not.
Well go.
It's a list I made with Beln
a long time ago.
How interesting.
What was it?
Of the purchase?
No, funny.
a list of things
that made us happy.
And what's on that list?
that I can't read?
Well I don't know, I don't remember,
and now it has been deleted.
Did you do them all?
I don't remember either.
That has an easy solution.
Let's do another one.
Let's see.
- Now?
- Yes. Do you have something better to do?
Well, have dinner, I'm hungry.
We do it and then
I'll prepare dinner for you.
I promise you.
Come on. One:
"Eat cookies...
soaked...
in a glass of milk."
Okay?
But, lots of cookies.
Imagine a porridge
of cookies, you know? Like...
a pal of cookies, there all together,
overflowing the glass of milk.
Do you know what I mean?
- Yes, but does that make you happy?
- You don't know how much.
But, with chocolate?
Or just milk?
Wow, it's that with chocolate
I'm dying of pleasure.
It's your turn.
I don't know.
Let's see, jump on the couch.
No, jump on the bed.
Or... dance, without any kind of rhythm.
Total arrhythmics, like robots.
Super uncoordinated.
Yes.
Well I don't know, Axel.
It's hard for me, honestly.
Do you find it difficult to think about what makes you happy?
Yes.
No, well... I don't know.
I don't know.
Come.
- How?
- Follow me.
- Where?
- Let yourself go. Leave that.
- Now?
- Come on, yes. Come on.
Come on, this way.
- It's night, Axel.
- Come on.
- Come on.
- I'm going barefoot... Look.
Here.
Stop here.
Close your eyes.
- What?
- You close your eyes.
How heavy...
Okay, tell me what you're feeling.
I don't know.
How can you not know?
Close your eyes.
Concentrate.
What do you feel around you?
I feel my feet.
The wet grass
that tickles me.
The light of the headlight in my face.
That is.
Continue.
The breeze that comes from the sea.
Your hand.
With all this water on my face.
Shit.
Stop feeling, run! Run!
God.
What?
Nothing, nothing.
It's been good, huh?
Yes.
I've gotten hungry too.
I'm going to take the lasagna out of the freezer.
- What do you think? Do you set the table?
- Okay. Do you want a beer?
No, better a glass of wine.
- This moment must be celebrated.
- Can I have another one?
We are at home, nothing is going to happen.
I'm not going to screw it up again
like at the party.
It's okay, you're of legal age.
I'm nobody to stop it.
Your brother was in front
to protect me...
and he took the blow on the nose.
- No!
- And I almost knew it.
- Really?
- Yes, but he saved me. That's right.
I love your stories.
No, and we have a thousand of those.
Everything has happened to us. Of everything.
Do you want that one for yourself?
Come on, finish it.
No, no, I'm going to burst.
Can't.
- Me too, but it's so good.
- Already.
- Pass me that. Let's continue, come on.
- Okay.
- Let's see.
- Let's see.
"Walking barefoot...
in the middle of the night...
and let it start to rain."
- That's it.
-Check.
Your turn, and there are no excuses.
Okay.
Dance with your eyes closed.
I like it.
What else?
Well...sail on a boat?
The furthest I've been from the shore
It was with the surfboard.
- It was my turn.
- Oh, sorry.
No, but I like it.
and I have a friend
who has a sailboat. We can...
- Oh, yes?
- Yes.
Come on, what else?
You're on a roll. Go on.
I want to get drunk.
But, if you already are.
It's true,
but you too a little bit.
No, come on, come on.
It has to be more special.
Search within yourself.
A kiss... yours.
- Now.
- Leah...
- It's not that big of a deal.
- No, I know it's a big deal. Come on.
- But, it's your game.
- Yes, but it's an absurd game.
Forget it.
Come on.
Okay.
I forget.
What did that come for?
I want to know what it is like.
- Also, if you kiss anyone.
- Yeah, but you're not just anyone.
- Ask a friend.
- No.
Surely no one kisses like you.
That's for sure.
So, I'm right.
I was just being honest, nothing more.
Well okay,
I am left with doubt forever.
That's it.
Okay.
- It's okay. Just a kiss, okay?
- Really?
Just one.
And tomorrow neither of us
He's going to remember this.
Of course not.
Close your eyes.
- What is that?
- That's it, what did you expect?
- Well, a proper kiss.
- Leah, don't fuck with me, okay?
Are you afraid?
Or is it that you don't kiss as well as you say?
Leah...
You should go to bed.
You have class first thing tomorrow morning.
Axel.
I'm going out.
You have dinner in the fridge.
Can we talk about what happened?
Last night was a fucking aberration.
You don't mean it.
Yes, I'm serious, yes.
You asked me for a kiss,
I gave it to you, and you screwed up.
What I couldn't imagine
It's just that you were going to confuse things like that.
I haven't confused anything.
I know you have confused, yes.
But, it's my fault.
It was real.
The kiss was real.
Admit it.
- Are you okay?
- Yes, yes, yes.
Are you sure?
No... I don't feel very well.
Okay, calm down.
Shall we go to bed?
Good morning.
How are you?
Are you better?
- Have you been able to rest?
- Yes.
Are you in a hurry?
I was going to prepare a delicious breakfast.
Another better day, okay?
What's wrong with you?
Nothing.
Axel, I'm not stupid.
Is something wrong with Leah?
What? No.
Are you fucking her?
Are you losing it or what?
Yes, I'm losing my mind.
Yes, the pot. I don't know who is worse,
be a liar or coward.
You could have warned
that you didn't come to sleep.
I told you I was going out.
Well yes, but not until so late.
I was worried.
Well, I'm here now.
Where have you been?
At Elena's house.
Have you slept with her?
No, we've been playing Par-Patch.
Fuck you.
- Hey, little one!
- Hello.
- Wow, what about that sweatshirt? I love it.
-Yes? Thank you. Let's go?
Yes?
Hey, what about Axel?
- I think he's sleeping.
- Oh, okay.
- Well, let's go.
- Was. I was asleep.
- Hey!
- How are you?
- Wow... Wow, man.
- Yeah, I haven't slept very well.
What have you done to him?
You will be taking care of him.
- Of course.
- Okay.
We're leaving.
See you tomorrow at your parents.
- We've all met to eat.
- It's true.
- Okay. Come on.
- Come on.
- Give me.
- Thank you.
Come on, here I bring something
to chop while cooking the meat.
What a look, mother.
It's been a long time since
You didn't make salad.
Yes, let's see how it goes.
Without peas, just the way you like it.
Thank you, mom.
Oliver, tell us,
Any news in Berlin?
No, nothing.
counting the days
to return home.
I can imagine. us too
We look forward to having you here again.
Do you want?
By the way, the time
horrible out there, huh? I imagine.
I wear leggings all day
under the suit, so imagine.
- Honey, do you want?
- Yes, thank you.
Hey, Axel...
What they have written to me from the University,
uncle
In a couple of weekends
These are open days.
If it doesn't hurt, you can take Leah,
you give him a tour of the campus...
- Yes, of course, no problem.
- Okay.
You're going to love it, shorty.
But,
Don't say you know these two.
Surely they have left
a corpse out there.
No.
- It's not that big of a deal, huh.
- I'm going to the bathroom for a moment.
Yes, okay.
Come on, I'm sure they have pictures.
there placed at the entrance.
Are you leaving?
I'm going for a walk.
Tomorrow we have a visit to the University.
You have to leave with time,
It's two hours.
Can't.
I'll go with Oliver next week.
Leah,
Are you going to stay angry forever?
You know you're behaving
like a little girl?
- Oh, yes?
- Yes.
Do you really believe it?
Yes.
You don't even know what's wrong with me.
You tell me.
What's wrong with you?
You think I'm like this
because the kiss you gave me...
It meant something to me...
and the next day you fucked another,
huh?
Well you're wrong.
And then, what is all this about?
that I always
I have been in love with you.
I think it's nonsense...
let's keep pretending
that we don't know.
Leah, don't say that.
But, I fell in love
of the brave Axel.
The one who did what he wanted,
without thinking about the consequences.
The one who was guided by his instinct
and for what he felt at the time.
I loved that about you.
Because it was real.
I'm not going to deny that it hurt me
that you will sleep with someone else, but...
I can bear that.
I have already lived it for many years.
The kiss you gave me
I know it meant something to you.
I know it and you know it.
You are right.
Of course it meant something.
It meant that you put me
very horny, Leah.
that I had to contain myself
so as not to rip off your clothes right there.
It meant I didn't know
that a kiss like that could exist.
But, it can't be.
It can never be, Leah.
For many reasons, for many people.
Do you understand it?
Axel!
Tomorrow we go to the University...
but I don't plan to get up early,
which is sunday
It seems to me
the best place to spend 4 years.
And more doing what one likes.
I just don't want to come alone.
You will see that after five minutes
Upon arriving, you make friends.
Look, the best years of my life...
have been here,
and your brother's too.
It scares me a little, honestly.
Leah, it's normal
may you feel that way at first.
But then you will see
that everyone is like you.
For them it is also
the first time they leave their homes.
Yeah, that doesn't relieve me.
Okay.
I'm going to take you somewhere else.
But don't tell him
to your brother that we have gone.
- Okay.
- Okay?
And what exactly did you learn here?
Here you learn to live.
Don't learn anything from this.
Man, Ramon!
I thought they had retired you.
And I thought I would never see you again.
It's only going to be a while,
don't worry.
Yeah, that's what you always say.
- Is everything okay?
- Everything perfect. And you?
Very good.
What do I put for you?
See that cocktail over there,
the one that says "The Artifact"?
Your brother and I created it...
by the scientific method
trial and error.
I don't get it.
- Nobody catches it.
- Intelligent humor, okay?
What is this?
It's an evolution.
Don't you like it?
No.
Health.
- I like it.
- Do you like it?
Mamihlapinatapai.
How?
"Silent understanding
between two people...
what are they thinking
or wishing for the same."
It's a word
of the natives of Patagonia.
And it is considered...
one of the words
most concise in the world.
Is that what just happened to us?
Could be.
Axel, I'm sorry I complicated everything.
You had enough with your problems
and with putting up with me in your house, and...
now with all this.
"Trouble" is my middle name.
This song...
She was Beln's favorite.
And mine.
Do you know her?
No.
When I stayed to sleep
At home, we played it at full volume.
And one of us played a kid...
and we danced imagining ourselves
what would it be like to do it...
with our Prince Charming.
Wow, what a pair of babies.
Do you want to dance?
Are you serious?
Dancing with your eyes closed was...
one of the things that
they appeared on your list.
It's true, yes.
- Okay.
- Okay.
Let's see... Let's see.
Come on, close your eyes.
Let it happen.
Leah... I can't.
Look how well he is.
Do it to me now, please.
You're going to be my downfall, Leah.
I'm ready.
"Surely you don't want to
what brings you closer?
No, it's not necessary.
I go by bike.
Okay?
- Okay.
- Go.
I have left you lunch prepared.
Thank you.
Don't you forget anything else?
This is all a bit strange.
It's strange.
But not.
- Goodbye.
- Goodbye.
Do you think it can happen?
around the world with this boat?
Of course yes.
In fact,
Edgar brought it from the Dominican Republic.
Oh, yes?
It took a month, and everything happened to him.
But, yes, he did it.
Then you can ask him,
so that I can tell you.
Leah, can we talk?
of what is happening?
We can not talk.
That's not an option.
Well let's talk then.
What have you thought?
What are we going to do?
I have no fucking idea.
You have it very clear, huh.
No, seriously, no...
I don't know, I think...
What can we continue to give ourselves?
a time like that.
Knowing each other,
without taking false steps.
And then, well... I have no idea.
I don't have any plan, really.
I don't want to think about it too much either.
so as not to go crazy.
Let's not think about it then.
You don't get the idea
how fucked up this is for me.
I'm sorry.
No, no, on the contrary.
You don't have to feel anything.
If so...
This has never happened to me.
But, you have been with a thousand girls.
Leah, I promise
This has not happened to me with anyone.
For me this is new.
And I don't want to let go.
It's for you.
for having taken me out
from that ugly place I was in.
Thanks for helping me
to be myself again.
I love you, Leah.
I love you, Axel.
Hello my love.
I called you, but you have it turned off.
We arrived a little late...
that your father had not
poured gasoline...
for a change.
"But who remembered?"
from your sketchbook?
Let's see, you had it on one side.
For a change too.
Leah, I'm painting
a wonderful thing.
I know you're going to like it.
It's something different.
Very much your style.
By the way, I have opened
the boats that I bought you new.
I hope you don't mind.
For a change too.
Honey,
In the end we three go...
to buy things
Christmas dinner.
You are very pretty, little sister.
You too, little brother.
No, seriously.
When I left here, I was screwed.
I didn't know how we were going to get out of this.
But, every time I come back...
you are better
You've done it, shorty.
I may have learned
to value the present.
You sound like Axel.
Well yes, a lot of time with him.
Leah...
Do you dream about them?
With dad and mom?
No.
I think not.
I had never thought about it, honestly.
Me neither.
And I try.
I go to sleep every night
thinking about them...
Let's see if I can do it.
But, nothing.
Do you know the latest
What did dad tell me in the car?
A joke.
- A joke?
- Yes.
"You know what he says
a gardener to another gardener?"
- "Let's enjoy it while we can."
- "Let's enjoy it while we can."
That.
I would do anything to see them sometimes.
Me too.
I'm going to have something.
Are you coming?
No, calm down,
I have met Beln at her house.
- Okay.
-Yes?
- I'll pick you up later, huh.
- Okay.
Let's enjoy it while we can.
Let's enjoy it while we can.
Not anymore.
Is he free?
Oli!
Oh, what a joy to see you!
-How are you?
- Very good, how are you?
Good.
Are you visiting or
Are you staying here already?
No, I still have three months left outside.
But, my sister seems to be doing better,
so it's not so hard for me to leave anymore.
Already.
Sit down.
Thank you.
What are you doing here?
There's cold beer in the fridge.
How could you do this to me?
Oliver...
I love her.
What the fuck is that?
- Do you realize what you have done?
- I really love her.
"If you wanted it,
You wouldn't have allowed it!
Do you know what he told me?
That he doesn't want to go to university.
That he wants to stay here with you.
I've been away from her for a year...
working like a fucking crazy,
so that now you can come and fuck it up.
Have you thought about the consequences?
What's going to happen
when things get complicated...
and leave her like you leave everything in your life?
and that I have
than go and pick up the pieces.
I have never felt
what I feel for her.
Don't tie her to you, Axel.
He is 19 years old.
He has to live.
He has to go to university...
meet people, experience things,
live what you have to.
If you really love her,
Don't take that away from him.
I don't know if I can.
You owe me.
I trust you.
I asked you to take care of her.
Leah is the most important thing in my life.
And the only thing I have left.
Nothing has turned out as we thought.
No.
Leah...
You and I didn't know each other
an ordinary day in a bar.
I didn't ask for your phone number.
We've never had a date.
We have not walked
down the street hand in hand.
I haven't waited for you...
at the door of your house
to give you a kiss.
Our problem is...
everything we never were.
and I don't want to be
the person who separates you from your brother.
I don't want to condemn you
that you have to live my life.
You are wrong.
It is I who would condemn you.
I would become a backpack...
of which never
Would you dare to let go?
Or at least without hurting us.
I don't lose anything by staying here.
Oliver loves me...
and over time I would accept
that I would stay with you, but...
I don't think I would forgive you
if that were to happen.
And now...
To finish my process, I will have to...
go away from here...
get away from places, from...
memories...
for maybe someday...
enjoy again
of this place again.
I'm going to miss you a lot.
Me too.
Thank you for teaching me how to feel.
No.
Thanks to you.
If I'm here, like this...
It's thanks to you.
We have helped each other a lot.
I love you very much, you know that?
I will never be with anyone
how I have been with you.
I'm not even going to feel anything like this.
I know.
Because I won't be able to do it either.
Leave.
I stay.
My mother had been preparing me
for a moment like this.
had given me the power
to decide for myself...
what I'm worth
and the love that I deserve...
without needing to see it
in another look than mine.
Now I start a new life...
far from everything that was
and what I wanted...
without knowing if he will be able
to forget Axel...
my platonic love...
my first love