Billie Eilish: Hit Me Hard and Soft (2026) Movie Script
1
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
Man, am I the greatest?
Whoo!
Oh, my God!
Oh, my God!
To take my love away
When I come back around
Will I know what to say?
Said you won't forget
My name
Not today
Not tomorrow
Kinda strange
Feelin' sorrow
I got change
You could borrow
When I come back around
Will I know what to say?
Not today
Maybe tomorrow
Open up the door
Can you open up the door?
I know you said before
You can't cope with anymore
You told me it was war
You'd show me what's in store
I hope it's not for sure
Can you open up the...
Did you
Take
My love
Away
From me?
Me
Me
Saw your seat at the counter
When I looked away
Saw you turn around
But it wasn't your face
Said, "I need to be alone now
I'm takin' a break"
How come when I returned,
You were gone away?
I don't, I don't know
Why I called
I don't know you at all
I don't
Know you
I don't, I don't know
Why I called
I don't know you at all
I don't know you
Did you
Take
My love
Away
From who?
From me
Me
And that's when
You found me
I was waitin' in the garden
Contemplatin'
I beg your pardon
But there's a part of me
That recognizes you
Do you feel it too?
When you told me
It was serious
Were you serious?
Hmm?
They told me
They were only curious
But now it's serious
Uh-huh.
Open up the door
Can you open up the door?
I know you said before
You can't cope with anymore
You told me it was war
Said you'd show me
What's in store
I hope it's not for sure
Can you open up the door?
Wringing my hands in my lap
And they tell me
It's all been a trap
And you don't know
If you'll make it back
I said
"No, don't say that"
You don't know
If you'll make it back
But I said,
"No, don't say that"
Wringing my hands in my lap
You tell me
It's all been a trap
You don't know
If you'll make it back
Don't say that
I love you!
All right.
Here I go.
- Yeah, we're cool.
- And we're rolling?
One, two, three...
3D!
- See you out there.
- You're a star.
Have a great show, darling.
Great show, Billie darling.
Babes.
Go on, darling.
You all right?
Yeah.
Yeah, let's do it.
It's show time.
Yeah.
Good luck, everyone.
All right, everybody.
Stand by
for start of show in...
five, four, three, two, one.
Go!
I could eat that girl
For lunch
She dances on my tongue
Tastes like
She might be the one
And I could
Never get enough
I could buy her
So much stuff
It's a craving, not a crush
"Call me when you're there"
"I bought you somethin' rare
I left it under"
"Claire"
So now she's comin'
Up the stairs
I'm pullin' up a chair
I'm puttin' up my hair
Baby, I think
You were made for me
Somebody write down
The recipe
Been tryin' hard
Not to overeat
- What?
- You're just so sweet
I'll run a shower for you
Like you want
Clothes on the counter
For you
Try 'em on
If I'm allowed,
I'll help you take 'em off
Come on!
I could eat that girl
For lunch
She dances on my
Tastes like
She might be the one
And I could
Never get enough
I could buy her
So much stuff
It's a craving, not a crush
Oh
She's takin' pictures
In the mirror
My God, her skin's so clear
"Come bring that over"
"Here"
You need a seat?
I'll volunteer
Now she's smilin'
Ear to ear
She's the headlights
I'm the deer
I've said it all before
But I'll say it again
I'm interested in more
Than just being a friend
I don't wanna break it
Just want it to bend
Do you know how to bend
I could eat that girl
For lunch
She dances on my tongue
I know it's just a hunch
But she might be the one
Come on!
I could
Eat that girl for lunch
Yeah, she
Tastes like
She might be the one
I could
I could
Eat that girl for lunch
Whoo!
Yeah, she
Yeah, she
Tastes like
She might be the one
Did you think
I'd show up in a limousine?
No
Had to save my money
For security
Got a stalker walkin'
Up and down the street
Says he's Satan
And he'd like to meet
I bought a secret house
When I was seventeen
Haven't had a party
Since I got the keys
Had a pretty boy over
But he couldn't stay
On his way out
Made him sign an NDA
Mm
Yeah, I made him
Sign an NDA
Once was good enough
'Cause I don't want him
Havin' shit to say
Hm-mm-mm
You couldn't save me
But you can't
Let me
Go
I can crave you
But you don't need
To know
Oh
Did I take it too far?
Now I know what you are
You hit me so hard
That I saw stars
Think I took it too far
When I sold you my heart
How'd it get so dark?
I saw stars
Stars
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
You think
That you're the man
I think, therefore, I am
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
You think
That you're the man
I think, therefore, I am
Stop
What the hell
Are you talking about?
Get my pretty name
Out of your mouth
We are not the same
With or without
Don't talk 'bout me like
How you might know
How I feel
Top of the world,
But your world isn't real
Your world's an ideal
So go have fun
I really couldn't care less
And you can give 'em
My best
But just know
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
You think that
You're the man
I think, therefore, I am
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
You think
That you're the man
I think, therefore, I am
I don't want press to put
Your name next to mine
We're on different lines
So I
Wanna be nice enough
They don't call my bluff
'Cause I hate to find
What?
Articles
Articles, articles
Rather you remain
Unremarkable
Got a lotta
Interviews, interviews
When they say your name
I just act confused
Did you have fun?
I really couldn't care less
And you can give 'em my best
But just know
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
Damn
You think that you're
I think therefore
I am
I'm not your friend
Damn
You think
That you're the man
I think, therefore, I am
- Oh, my goodness.
- Oh, my goodness!
Look who it is!
Hello, Jimothy.
Hi, I'm coming in filming.
Which you would expect.
I couldn't possibly
not see that.
Bring it in.
Oh, hi. I didn't know
what you were doing.
I was like, "Oh, hi, Jim".
Do you mind, for a second,
just talk about
your creative process.
Like, what went into
the creation of the--
of the show?
I see this as your show.
You are the architect
of this show.
You knew what you wanted.
Ever since the beginning,
like, the people that
I've been working with
have really been
very receptive to my ideas.
And they've truly just
listened to me for many years,
and it feels really nice
to have that.
And every single tour
since I started, I--
I sit down
with the lighting techs
and we go over what color
every single song is.
It's so important to me
that the songs at the concert
envelop you
in all of the senses
that it possibly can.
Almost like the best kind
of sensory overload
that you can get.
- Yeah.
- You know?
That's James Cameron.
Yeah.
It comes down
and this is a part of it.
Yeah.
And then it goes off.
It would be really cool
for everyone to see
my experience in that.
Two thumbs-up.
How hard would it be
to get a camera
on the inside
of this box screen?
Great idea.
Okay, good.
We're gonna have to do
a really quick transition
with Trevor
to hand him the guitars.
Right. Can we just look at that
real quick from back there?
I think that's a good frame.
And then basically
the screen goes white,
then that lights up blue.
And then it opens
and then I jump down
through it.
That, we've never seen that.
Yeah.
So, Billie, show us
what you're gonna do.
And...
Okay. Great. Perfect.
If you do that, Cole will
cover you dropping down.
Billie, I think we have this.
It's your show.
It's your creative vision.
It's gonna say,
"Directed by Billie Eilish...
with James Cameron."
Can't wait.
Billie! Billie!
Billie! Billie! Billie!
How you doing?
You want to have some fun?
Things fall apart
And time breaks your heart
I wasn't there
But I know
She was your girl
You showed her the world
But fell out of love
And you both let go
She was cryin'
On my shoulder
All I could do was hold her
It only made us closer
Until July
Now, I know
That you love me
You don't need to remind me
I should put it all
Behind me
Shouldn't I
But I see her
In the back of my mind
All the time
Like a fever
Like I'm burning alive
Like a sign
Did I cross the line?
Mm
Mm-mm
Everybody,
keep those lights up for me.
Well, good things
Don't last
Good things don't last
And life moves so fast
Life moves so fast
But I'd never ask
Who was better
I'd never ask
Who was better
'Cause she couldn't be
Couldn't
More different from me
Different
Happy and free
In leather
And I know that you love me
You don't need to remind me
Wanna put it all
Behind me
But baby I see her
In the back of my mind
All the time
Feels like a fever
Like I'm burning alive
Like a sign
Did I cross
The line?
Oh
Valentine's Day
Cryin' in the hotel
I know you didn't mean
To hurt me
So I kept it to myself
And I wonder
Do you see her
In the back of your mind
In my eyes?
You say
No one knows you so well
But every time you touch me
I just wonder how she felt
Valentine's Day
Cryin' in the hotel
I know you didn't mean
To hurt me
So I kept it to myself
Okay.
This whole tour
I've been doing everything
I can not to get sick.
Because I knew
something would happen.
Something bad.
Here she is.
Classic, good old-fashioned
Billie sprain.
But it's not that bad.
It is not that bad.
I'm supposed to be
walking on it,
so I just have these here...
- For sympathy?
- For sympathy. Yeah.
Good.
You know, and if you're
ever gonna sprain your ankle,
do it the night before
the movie starts filming.
Why not? Why the fork not?
By the way,
this is the sprained ankle.
I get taped on my ankles
every show.
This is every single show.
But before this
even happened, I--
my shins have been hurting
for months.
You told me when we first met
that you carried a lot
of pain with you
throughout the tour.
Yes, correct.
So this is just more of that.
This is just more
of what I-- You know...
What are you gonna do?
Could be worse.
And then, um,
while she does this,
I call my vocal coach, Doug,
on FaceTime.
It's gonna be loud,
just so you know.
Let's add
the little figure 8 nose to it.
Beautiful.
I'm good.
I'm my own makeup artist,
and hair, on these tours.
I've learned that doing that
with eyeliner
makes the line
even sharper than--
It really reads
from a distance.
Okay, so...
For this next song...
I'm gonna be using a loop
on my voice
and singing this little...
- stack of harmonies.
- I love you!
Um, and the thing is, that
for this thing to work,
the room has to be
completely silent
for the duration
of using this loop.
And it's the only time
in the whole show
that I'll ask for silence,
because you know
how much I love all the noise
and all the things you
always do that I love so much.
Um.
But for one minute
we have to be very, very,
very, very quiet. Okay?
Okay.
Shh...
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Don't you know
I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose you
Can't afford to
- Love you!
- I love you!
Tore my shirt
To stop you bleedin'
But nothin' ever
Stops you leavin'
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
Love you!
I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
Very good.
Don't you know
Too much already?
I'll only hurt you
If you let me
Call me friend
But keep me closer
Call me back
And I'll call you
When the party's over
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
And I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
Yeah, I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
But nothin' is better
Sometimes
Once we've both said
Our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you
Go
Quiet when
I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
Don't be afraid of me
I'm what you need
I saw you on the screens
I know we're meant to be
You're starrin'
In my dreams
In magazines
You're lookin' right at me
I'm here around the clock
I'm waitin' on your block
But please don't
Call the cops
They'll make me stop
I just wanna talk
Bet I could save your life
You could be my wife
Could get into a fight
I'll say, "You're right"
And you'll kiss me
Goodnight
I waited on the corner
'Til I saw the sitter leave
Was easy getting over
And I landed on my feet
I came in through the kitchen
Lookin' for something to eat
I left a calling card so
They would know that it was
Me
Aah
I tried to save you
But I failed
Two fifty thousand dollar
Bail
Two hundred
Fifty thousand dollar!
While I'm away
Don't read my mail
Just bring a veil
And come visit me in jail
Visit me in jail!
I'll go back to the diner
I'll write another letter
I hope you'll read it
This time
You better
The cops around the corner
Stopped me
When I tried to leave
They told me I was crazy
And they knocked me
Off my feet
They came in
Through the kitchen
Lookin' for something
Discreet
I left a calling card
So they would know
That it was
Me
That it was me
I memorized your number
Now I call you
When I please
I tried to end it all
But now I'm back up
On my feet
I saw you in the car
With someone else
And couldn't sleep
If somethin' happens to him
You can bet that it was me
Wow.
Yeah, I got you.
The world's a little blurry
Or maybe it's my eyes
The friends
I've had to bury
They keep me up at night
Said I couldn't
Love someone
'Cause I might break
If you're gonna die
Not by mistake
So, where did you go?
I should know
But it's cold
And I don't wanna be lonely
So tell me you'll come home
Even if it's just a lie
I tried not to upset you
Let you rescue me
The day I met you
I just wanted
To protect you
But now I'll never get to
Hurry
I'm worried
Where did you go?
I should know, but it's cold
And I don't wanna be lonely
Was hoping you'd come home
I don't care if it's a lie
White shirt now red
My bloody nose
Sleepin'
You're on your tippy toes
Creepin'
Around like no one knows
Think you're so criminal
Bruises on both my knees
For you
Don't say thank you
Or please
I do what I want
When I'm wanting to
My soul
So cynical
So you're a tough guy
Like it really rough guy
Just can't get enough guy
Chest always so puffed guy
I'm that bad type
Make your mama sad type
Make your girlfriend
Mad tight
Might seduce your dad type
I'm the bad guy
Duh
I'm the bad guy
I like it
When you take control
Even if you know
That you don't
Own me
I'll let you play the role
I'll be your animal
My mommy likes
To sing along with me
But she won't sing
This song
If she reads all the lyrics
She'll pity the men I know
So you're a
Tough guy
Like it really rough guy
Just can't get enough guy
Chest always so puffed guy
I'm that bad type
Make your mama
Sad type
Make your girlfriend
Mad tight
Might seduce your
Dad type
I'm the bad guy
Duh
I'm the bad guy
I am
Duh
I'm only good at bein' bad
Bad
I like when you get mad
I guess I'm pretty glad
That you're alone
You said she's scared of me
I mean
I don't see what she sees
But maybe it's 'cause
I'm wearing your cologne
I'm a bad guy
I am
I'm a bad guy
Bad guy
Set the Wayback Machine to
I think your first show
of the tour was in Quebec,
is that right?
First show was in Quebec.
And Finneas sent you a text.
Yeah. He sent me flowers!
I didn't even read it,
and I'm gonna be--
I'm already crying.
"Almost seven years ago
to the day,
we started your first
headline tour of North America.
It's been the joy of my life
to travel the world with you
and watch you hold
every person
who comes to your shows
in the palm of your hand.
Good luck tonight,
but you don't need it.
No one does it like you do.
Can't wait to see you soon.
Love, Pinch."
Finneas was always
with me, no matter what.
That's the only way
we ever performed.
And so performing
without Finneas was, like,
completely a new region
that I just had never been in.
And very scary.
Yeah, this is gonna
be my first show, um,
ever without him.
So...
Miss you, Finneas.
Ugh!
I'm trying my best
To keep you satisfied
Let you get your rest
While I stayed up all night
And you don't wanna know
How alone I've been
Let you come and go
Whatever state I'm in
Ah
Man, am I the greatest?
My congratulations
All my love and patience
All my admiration
All the times I waited
For you to want me naked
Made it all look painless
Man, am I the greatest?
Hm, oh-oh
Hm
Doing what's right
Without a reward
And we don't have to fight
When it's not worth
Fighting for
Mm
You don't wanna know
Just what I would've done
Hm
Anything at all
Worse than anyone
Ooh
And man, am I the greatest?
My congratulations
All my love and patience
All my admiration
And all the times I waited
For you to want me naked
I made it all look painless
Man, am I the greatest?
The greatest
The greatest
Ah-oh
I, I loved you
And I still do
Just wanted passion
From you
I just wanted
What I gave you
I waited
And waited
Man, am I the greatest?
God, I hate it
All my love and patience
Unappreciated
You said
Your heart was jaded
You couldn't even break it
I shouldn't have to say it
You could've been
The greatest
It's interesting, like,
the day of a show is, is--
for me, it just feels like
any day at all.
I just feel like I'm, like,
going to hang out
with my friends.
They might not really
even be able to see me.
No, they're seeing something.
If I'm having a bad day
or feeling,
you know,
frustrated or resentful or
annoyed that I have to play
a show, I'm like--
I always try to remember, like,
the kid at the top,
you know,
all the way at the top,
in the top row...
...who's just been,
like, dying
for this day.
It is so crazy.
They've been here for days.
I've just been through it.
But with Billie by my side,
through all the trials
and tribulations...
Billie has given me
such confidence
to step out into the world
and the skin
that I have been blessed with.
I was going through
a dark time
throughout middle school
and high school.
I was actually going through
a really tough time in my life
because you know, hormones
and my puberty, and everything.
Just, I got bullied a lot
in middle school.
She's made my life,
like, so much better.
She's helped me
heal over things.
And it made me feel,
like, so much less alone.
It made me feel like
I had a safe space.
It made me feel like
I was just, like,
heard and seen.
Without her music,
I wouldn't have connection
with my family, yep.
Let's see
if they get my notifications.
Oh, my gosh.
She's looking, she's looking.
Yeah.
Yeah, but she can't see anyone.
She's gonna go tell them.
Tell them!
Every time I did hear
that song, I felt like
she was there with me
singing it in my ears.
It just felt like she was
just always somebody there,
no matter what.
Oh-oh.
- Oh.
- Oh, my God.
Parents, therapy,
nothing could compare
to just how pure
those songs felt
and how they just
healed everything,
all the pain that I felt.
She connected in such a way
that just, like,
nobody else could.
See that? Do you think
they can see that?
I wrote "I love you."
Do you think
they're gonna see that?
I'm just so grateful
to Billie and...
I love her so much and
it's, like, helping me so much.
She's made me realize,
like, like,
my mental health
can and will be okay.
Like, the only thing
that kept me going
and made me feel
like I was being heard and...
that was something
worth living for.
She just saves a lot of people,
and I'm grateful for that.
I can't explain.
She means everything to me.
Love you!
I have my dream
to see her one day,
and now today is that day.
And I'm so excited to see her.
Billie Eilish, y'all.
Like, you know what I mean?
Bye!
I feel, like, really
grateful that I have this...
way to be able to connect
with that many people
and, like, be that support
for so many people
all around the world,
in places where they might
not be able to be,
you know,
freely themselves or--
or feel
safe or seen or, you know...
cared for.
And I-- I feel so lucky
that I-- I get to do that.
Even in a small way, you know?
Everyone on this right side
of the room,
are you doing good tonight?
Good.
What about at the end
of the room over there?
You good?
And what about at
that end of the room?
Are you good?
And what about
my left side of the room?
Are you good tonight?
Good.
Everyone, these are my friends
Ava and Jane.
Whoo!
This tour has been so wonderful
and beautiful and amazing,
and it's all because
of you guys.
Thank you for giving us
the privilege of coming here.
I've had such an amazing time
all over the world. Um...
It's been almost a year since
we've been doing this show.
Um, and it's just been
the coolest experience ever.
And, love you guys so much.
If you're in here,
if you're watching this,
you're safe here.
I love you and you're seen.
I hope you feel free
to be yourself
and comfortable and safe and--
Yeah, okay, bye.
Oh-oh
Hm
La-la-la-la-la
Hm
Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose
To change
You might not wanna
Lose your power
But havin' it's so strange
She said
You were a hero
You played the part
But you ruined her
In a year
Don't act like it was hard
And you swear
You didn't know
Didn't know
Didn't know
No wonder
Why you didn't ask
She was sleepin'
In your clothes
In your clothes
In your clothes
But now she's got
To get to class
- How dare you?
- How dare you?
And how could you?
Will you only feel bad
When they find out
If you could
Take it all back
Would you?
Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose
To change
You might not wanna
Lose your power
But havin' it's so strange
I thought
That I was special
You made me feel
Like it was my fault
You were the devil
Lost your appeal
Does it keep you in control
In control
In control
For you to keep her
In a cage
And you swear
You didn't know
Didn't know
Didn't know
You said you thought
She was your age
- How dare you?
- How dare you?
And how could you?
Will you only feel bad
If it turns out
That they kill
Your contract
Would you?
Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose
To change
You might not wanna
Lose your power
But power isn't pain
Ooh
Hmm
Ooh
La-la-la-la-la-la, ooh
Ooh
Hmm, ooh
Hi. You are so precious.
God, Maisie,
this is ridiculous.
She is so precious,
I can't even believe it.
Guys, come in here.
Tour is so brutal
and so, like, taxing, and
I like to have a puppy room
for the guys to
kind of get to, like,
go chill and just have some
oxytocin that they get.
Serotonin, oxytocin.
Is this a normal thing for you
when you're in these towns?
Yeah, we try to,
wherever we go,
to have whatever rescue
organization is around
and available and willing
to bring the dogs
and puppies and babies
that need homes to the venue.
I have two rescues,
my mom has a rescue,
my brother has two rescues.
And multiple people on my crew
have adopted dogs
from tour, from my tour.
I'm doing this
on my next movie
for sure.
Yeah.
Everyone needs some--
some dog love.
Hmm, hmm
I fell in love
For the first time
With a friend
It's a good sign
Feelin' off
When I feel fine
Twenty-one took a lifetime
People say I look happy
Just because I got skinny
But the old me is still me
And maybe the real me
And I think she's pretty
And I still cry
Cry
And you know why
Am I acting my age now?
Am I already
On the way out?
When I step off the stage
I'm a bird in a cage
I'm a dog in a dog pound
And you said
I was your secret
And you didn't get
To keep it
And the Internet is hungry
For the meanest kind of funny
And somebody's
Gotta feed it
Oh
Do you still cry?
Still cry
Ahh
Cry
I
I never did you wrong
And my
My patience is gone
Is gone
And I
I
I never did you wrong
I
I loved you for so long
Hmm
- We love you, Billie!
- We love you!
Billie! Billie!
Billie! Billie! Billie!
Oh, my God!
I don't wanna
Talk right now
I just wanna watch TV
I'll stay in the pool
And drown
So I don't have
To watch you leave
I put on Survivor
Just to watch
Somebody suffer
Maybe I should
Get some sleep
Sinking in the sofa
While they all
Betray each other
What's the point
Of anything?
All of my friends
Are missing again
That's what happens
When you fall in love
You don't have the time
You leave them all behind
You tell yourself "It's fine,
You're just in love"
I don't know
Where you are right now
Did you see me on TV?
I'll try not
To starve myself
Just because
You're mad at me
And I'll be in denial
For at least a little while
What about the plans
We made?
The Internet's gone wild
Watching movie stars
On trial
- While they're
- While they're
- Overturning
- Overturning
- Roe v. Wade
- Roe v. Wade
And now all of my friends
Are missing again
'Cause that's what happens
When you fall in love
You don't have the time
You leave them all behind
And you tell yourself
"It's fine,
You're just in love"
And I don't get along
With anyone
- Maybe I'm the problem
- No, you're not!
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Sing with me.
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Louder!
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I
Baby, I
Baby, I, baby, I
Baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I
Baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I
Baby, I'm the problem
I love the fact that
you're there singing,
one voice.
You don't have
a big bunch of
backup dancers
and all that stuff. It's you...
Yeah, it's basically just...
...and twenty thousand...
...me up there.
...of your--
Right?
Yup.
And they are just
right with you.
You're like a tuning fork,
and they're hitting the same
beats exactly.
I wonder,
what does that feel like?
I mean, you make that happen,
so you must
kind of understand that.
But what does it feel like?
It's a really good
challenge for me because
it's kind of all on me.
And I've always felt this way
because
every time I've toured
it's basically just, like,
me running around
and jumping.
And that comes from,
you know, my love for rap
and hip-hop and how
those were my favorite
performers when I was younger.
I just wanted
the freedom of being
a guy on stage,
you know, shirtless,
running around, jumping.
And the whole crowd
is just, like, in awe
of this one person on stage,
able to make the entire room
jump and mosh and
I had never
seen a girl do that.
It's part of why I don't
want a bunch of people
on my stage.
Because I want to feel
like it's me
and them.
And...
You love that.
I love that.
Billie
What do you want from me?
Why don't you run from me?
What are you wondering?
What do you know?
Why aren't
You scared of me?
Why do you care for me?
When we all fall asleep
Where do we go?
Come here
Say it, spit it out
What is it exactly
You're payin'?
Is the amount
Cleanin' you out?
Am I satisfactory?
Today, I'm thinkin' about
The things that are deadly
The way
I'm drinkin' you down
Like I wanna drown
Like I wanna end me
Step on the glass
Staple your tongue
Ahh
Bury a friend
Try to wake up
Ah-ahh
Cannibal class
Killing the son
Ahh
Bury a friend
I wanna end me
I wanna end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
End me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
What do you want from me?
Why don't you run from me?
What are you wondering?
What do you know?
Why aren't
You scared of me?
Why do you care for me?
When we all fall asleep
Where do we go?
Listen
Keep you in the dark
What had you expected?
Me to make you my art
Make you a star
And get you connected?
I'll meet you in the park
I'll be calm and collected
But we knew
Right from the start
That you'd fall apart
'Cause I'm too expensive
It's probably somethin'
That shouldn't be
Said out loud
Honestly
I thought that I would be
Dead by now
Wow
Calling security
Keepin' my head held down
Bury the hatchet
Or bury a friend right now
The debt I owe
Gotta sell my soul
'Cause I can't say no
No, I can't say no
Then my limbs all froze
And my eyes won't close
And I can't say no
I can't say no
Careful
Step on the glass
Staple your tongue
Ahh
Bury a friend
Try to wake up
Ah-ahh
Cannibal class
Killing the son
Ahh
Bury a friend
I wanna end me
I wanna end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
End me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
Everybody on your feet
right now!
Jump!
Can't take it back
Once it's been set in motion
You know I love
To rub it in like lotion
If you only pray on Sunday
Could you come my way
On Monday
'Cause I like to do things
God doesn't approve of
If She saw us
She couldn't look away
Look away, look away
She'd wanna get involved
Involved, involved
And what would people say
People say, people say
If they listen
Through the wall
The wall, the wall
I can see it clear as day
You don't really
Need a break
Wanna see what you can take
You should really run away
Come on!
I wanna do
Bad things to you
I wanna make you yell
I wanna do
Bad things to you
Don't wanna treat you well
Everybody in this room,
I need you to get down
as low as you possibly
can get right now.
Get low.
All the way
to the top of the room.
Down.
Lower.
Here we go.
One, two...
One, two, three, jump!
I wanna do
Bad things to you
I wanna make you yell
I wanna do
Bad things to you
Don't wanna treat you well
I wanna do
Bad things to you
I wanna make you yell
Gonna do bad things to you
Don't wanna treat you well
Bad things
I can see it clear as day
You don't really need
A break
Wanna see what you can take
You should really run away
Hey, Billie,
are you there?
You wanna guess
The color of my underwear
You wanna know what I got
Goin' on down there
Is it pretty in pink
Or all see-through
Is it showin' off
My brand-new
Lower-back tattoo?
You wanna put 'em
In your mouth
Pull 'em all down south
You wanna
Turn this shit out
That's what
I'm talkin' about
Pu-pu-pu-put 'em
In your mouth
Pull 'em all down south
You wanna
Turn this shit out
That's what I'm talkin' about
Yeah
Try it, bite it
Lick it, spit it
Pull it to the side
And get all up in it
Wear 'em, post 'em
Might remix it
Send 'em to The Dare
Yeah, I think he's with it
Try it, bite it
Lick it, spit it
Pull it to the side
And get all up in it
Four, three, two, one.
It's so delicious
Work it out
Don't have to guess
The color of your underwear
Already know
What you've got
Goin' on down there
It's that lacy black pair
With the little bows
The ones I picked out
For you in Tokyo
I saw them
When you sat down
They were peekin' out
I'm gonna
Tell you right now
They're all
I'm thinkin' about
I wanna try it, bite it
Lick it, spit it
Pull it to the side
And get all up in it
Kiss it, ride it
Can I fit it
Charli likes boys
But she knows I'd hit it
Go crazy with me, come on!
Charli, call me
If you're with it
Yeah, guess, guess
Guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess,
Guess, guess, guess
You wanna guess
What me and Billie
Have been textin' about?
We've been disrespectful
Still tryin' to guess
The password
To my Google Drive
Are you obsessed with me?
You wanna guess the address
Of the party we're at
You know
you're not invited
You wanna guess
If we're serious
About this song
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm bein' honest
It might've been
A nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden
Mm
But nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them
Standing right there
I kinda thought
They might care
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up
I see
- You with me
- You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way
That you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder
Why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said
Would go straight
To my head
What would
They say instead?
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said
Would go straight
To my head
What would
They say instead?
Billie!
I love you, Billie!
Billie! Billie! Billie!
Do you see the scrapes
on my hands?
- That is from the fans.
- Is that from them?
I mean, they literally--
Oh, yeah, it looks bad.
Oh yeah, this is-- this
isn't even the worst of it.
I come from being that fan,
so...
to me...
I'm like...
I-- I understand that,
like, need and the desperation.
If I, when I was younger,
had gotten
up close to anyone
that I was a big fan of,
I can't even imagine
how that would have been.
I can't imagine
what I would have done.
And that's kind of why
I have so much...
empathy for it
and why I do it.
Because I feel like I...
I want to be the artist that
I would want to be a fan of.
Billie!
Don't know what's in store
Open up the door
In the back of my mind
I'm still overseas
What?
A bird in a cage
Thought you were made for me
I try
Yes!
But I'm so blue
But I'm not what you need
I'd like
To mean it when I say
I'm over you
But that's still not true
True
And I'm still so blue
And it's not true
I'm true blue, true blue
I'm true blue
Mm
Mm
Mm
Oh, I hope someday
I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night
Or a hundred years
Need a place to hide
But I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive
Outside I can't fight
My fear
Isn't it lovely all alone
Heart made of glass
My mind of stone
Tear me to pieces
Skin to bone
Hello
Welcome home
Ah!
I love you!
Surprise!
We love you, Finneas!
Ba-da-da-da-da
Love you, Finneas!
Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish
You could feel what you say
Show
Never tell
But I know you too well
Got a mood
That you wish
You could sell
If teardrops
Could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools
Filled by models
Told, "A tight dress
Is what makes you a whore"
If "I love you"
Was a promise
Would you break it
If you're honest
Tell the mirror
What you know
She's heard before
We love you, guys!
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
Ahh-ooh
Anymore
My brother, Finneas.
Hmm-hmm-hmm
Hmm
I've been watchin' you
For some time
I can't stop starin'
At those ocean eyes
Burning cities
And napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside
Your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know
How to make me cry
When you give me
Those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I'm scared
I've never--
Fallen from
Quite this high
Fallin' into
Your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
No fair
You really know
How to make me cry
When you give me
Those ocean eyes
Those ocean
Eyes
It isn't asking for a lot
For an apology
For making me feel like
It'd kill you
If I tried to leave
You said you'd never
Fall in love again
Because of me
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Ooh
You wanted to keep it
Like somethin' you found
'Til you didn't need it
But you should've seen it
The way it went down
You wouldn't believe it
Wanna know what I told her
With her hand
On my shoulder
You were so mediocre
And we're so glad it's over
Now
It's over now
It's over now
It's over now
Camera
Caught on camera
The girls on camera
Your girl's a fan of
And you miss me
Say you miss me
It's such a pity
We're both so pretty
Come on! Dance!
I wanna know
Where did it go
I couldn't tell
I couldn't see
You weren't around
I was alone
You never once
Took care of me
Ohh
You wanted to keep it
But you didn't try
Guess you didn't mean it
Maybe
Maybe your secret
Is you're just a guy
That couldn't complete it
Never got that Ferrari
Never dance at the party
I bet it's still mediocre
I'm just happy it's over
Now
It's over now
Over now
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
I
I wanna know
Where did it go?
I couldn't tell
I couldn't see
You weren't around
I was alone
You never once
Took care of me
Wanna know
It's not that complicated
I wasn't satiated
You weren't that bad
Just lazy
Too self-obsessed
To save me
It's not that complicated
I wasn't satiated
You're looking older lately
Dating another baby
Another baby
Everyone, I want you to make
so much noise
for my incredible band
right here.
This is Andrew Marshall.
This is Solo Smith.
This is Abe Nouri.
This is Tom Crouch.
And my singers,
Ava and Jane Horner.
It's your energy that
your fans are responding to.
And I was just thinking about
something you said
a second ago about how you--
you figured out
how to take that power
and make it a woman
on stage...
Yeah.
...who was doing these things
that you had seen men do.
Yep.
You've empowered yourself,
and then you're the
point person for all of them.
The truth is that,
as a young woman,
before all of this,
I loved performing more than
anything in the world, but
I didn't feel sexy
feeling feminine or--
or, you know,
showing more of my body,
and I felt like,
as a performer,
that was the only way that a
woman was able to be desirable.
I still
have that same feeling
that I've always had of, like,
you know, I am not desirable
if I'm wearing this
because it's not girly
and it's not feminine,
it's not revealing, and--
How is that fair,
that I can't just wear things
that make me
feel comfortable...
without being attractive?
I still have that,
like, feeling.
But you're you.
But I'm me.
I used to float
Now I just fall down
I used to know
But I'm not sure now
What I was made for
I love you!
What was I made for?
Takin' a drive
I was an ideal
Looked so alive
Turns out I'm not real
Just somethin' you paid for
What was I made for?
'Cause I
I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday
I might
Someday, I might
I love you!
When did it end?
All the enjoyment
I'm sad again
But don't tell my boyfriend
It's not what he's made for
What was I made for?
'Cause I
'Cause I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
You sing it!
I don't know how to feel
But someday
I might
Someday, I might
Think I forgot
How to be happy
Somethin' I'm not
But somethin' I can be
Somethin' I wait for
Somethin' I'm made for
Somethin' I'm made for
As women, we feel like
we have to do the thing
that society, or whatever,
want us to do.
And I just want to show
these young girls
that you don't have to do that
to be beautiful
and to be feminine or
just a woman.
I feel really proud and happy
for the young girls
that grow up now and
don't feel those eyes
on them, you know,
judging them for wearing
those kinds
of clothes, like me.
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could
Explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two
To think of
Something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do
Mm-mm
You call me again
Drunk in your Benz
Drivin' home
Under the influence
You scared me to death
But I'm wastin' my breath
'Cause you only listen
To your fuckin'--
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me
This shitty
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk shit
About you on the Internet
Never told anyone
Anything bad
'Cause that shit's
Embarrassing
You were my everything
And all that you did
Was make me fuckin' sad
So don't waste the time
I don't have
And don't try
To make me feel bad
I could talk about
Every time
That you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line
'Cause you never did
Never paid any mind
To my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out
For you
'Cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
You always said
You were misunderstood
You made all my moments
Your own
Just fuckin' leave me alone
Yeah
This is my last song.
I love you so much!
I want you to stay
Till I'm in the grave
Until I rot away
Dead and buried
Till I'm in
The casket you carry
If you go, I'm goin' too
Uh-huh.
'Cause it was always you
All right
And if I'm turnin' blue
Please don't save me
Nothin' left to lose
Without my baby
Sing!
Birds of a feather
We should stick together
I know I said I'd never think
I wasn't better alone
Can't change the weather
Might not be forever
But if it's forever
It's even better
And I don't know
What I'm cryin' for
I don't think I could
Love you more
It might not be long
But baby, I
I'll love you
Till the day that I die
Till the day that I die
Till the light
Leaves my eyes
Till the day that I die
I want you to see
Uh-huh.
How you look to me
You wouldn't believe
If I told ya
You would keep
The compliments
I throw ya
- But you're so full of--
- Shit!
Hmm
Tell me it's a bit
No
Say you don't see it
Your mind's polluted
Say you wanna quit
Don't be stupid
And I don't know what
I'm cryin' for
I don't think I could
Love you more
It might not be long
But baby, I
Everybody!
Don't wanna say goodbye
Till the day that I die
Till the light
Can't change
Leaves my eyes
The weather
Might not be forever
Till the day that I die
But if it's forever
It's even better
I knew you in another life
You had that same look
In your eyes
I love you
Don't act so surprised
My brother, Finneas, everybody!
Thank you so much
for having me.
I love you so much!
Have a good night!
But they could say the same
About me
I sleep about
Three hours each night
Means only twenty-one
A week now
Now
And I could say the same
About you
Born blameless
Grew up famous too
Just a baby
Born blue now
Oh, my God.
So, how did you like the show?
It was so good.
I love Billie so much.
- Bye bye!
- We love you, Billie!
We love you!
We love you! Billie!
We love you so much!
I used to know
Really fun!
We'd get along
But it wasn't so
And it's all I think about
When I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is
Wow.
Isn't that a thrill?
That's got to be a rush.
Oh...
- Billie!
- Love you!
Yeah.
I literally love that.
I never used to leave
the hotel
except to go to the venue.
And so these drives would be
the only time I would,
like, smell fresh air.
And we're so glad it's over
Now
It's over now
It's over now
It's over now
Camera
Caught on camera
The girls on camera
Your girl's a fan of
I can't fall in love
With you
No matter how bad
I want to
I could eat that girl
For lunch
Yeah, she dances
On my tongue
Tastes like
She might be the one
And I could
Never get enough
I could buy her
So much stuff
It's a craving
Not a crush, huh
"Call me when you're there"
Said, "I bought you
Somethin' rare
And I left it under
'Claire'"
So now she's comin' up
The stairs
So I'm pullin' up a chair
And I'm puttin' up my hair
I could eat that girl
For lunch
Yeah, she dances
On my tongue
Tastes like
She might be the one
And I could
Never get enough
I could buy her
So much stuff
It's a craving
Not a crush, huh
I could
I could
Eat that girl for lunch
I should
I should
Tastes like
She might be the one
Man, am I the greatest?
My congratulations
All my love and patience
All my admiration
All the times I waited
For you to want me naked
Made it all look painless
Man, am I the greatest?
The greatest
The greatest
Oh-oh
I
I loved you
And I still do
Just wanted
Passion from you
Just wanted what I gave you
I waited
And waited
Man, am I the greatest?
God, I hate it
All my love and patience
Unappreciated
You said your heart
Was jaded
You couldn't even break it
I shouldn't have to say it
You could've been
The greatest
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
Man, am I the greatest?
Whoo!
Oh, my God!
Oh, my God!
To take my love away
When I come back around
Will I know what to say?
Said you won't forget
My name
Not today
Not tomorrow
Kinda strange
Feelin' sorrow
I got change
You could borrow
When I come back around
Will I know what to say?
Not today
Maybe tomorrow
Open up the door
Can you open up the door?
I know you said before
You can't cope with anymore
You told me it was war
You'd show me what's in store
I hope it's not for sure
Can you open up the...
Did you
Take
My love
Away
From me?
Me
Me
Saw your seat at the counter
When I looked away
Saw you turn around
But it wasn't your face
Said, "I need to be alone now
I'm takin' a break"
How come when I returned,
You were gone away?
I don't, I don't know
Why I called
I don't know you at all
I don't
Know you
I don't, I don't know
Why I called
I don't know you at all
I don't know you
Did you
Take
My love
Away
From who?
From me
Me
And that's when
You found me
I was waitin' in the garden
Contemplatin'
I beg your pardon
But there's a part of me
That recognizes you
Do you feel it too?
When you told me
It was serious
Were you serious?
Hmm?
They told me
They were only curious
But now it's serious
Uh-huh.
Open up the door
Can you open up the door?
I know you said before
You can't cope with anymore
You told me it was war
Said you'd show me
What's in store
I hope it's not for sure
Can you open up the door?
Wringing my hands in my lap
And they tell me
It's all been a trap
And you don't know
If you'll make it back
I said
"No, don't say that"
You don't know
If you'll make it back
But I said,
"No, don't say that"
Wringing my hands in my lap
You tell me
It's all been a trap
You don't know
If you'll make it back
Don't say that
I love you!
All right.
Here I go.
- Yeah, we're cool.
- And we're rolling?
One, two, three...
3D!
- See you out there.
- You're a star.
Have a great show, darling.
Great show, Billie darling.
Babes.
Go on, darling.
You all right?
Yeah.
Yeah, let's do it.
It's show time.
Yeah.
Good luck, everyone.
All right, everybody.
Stand by
for start of show in...
five, four, three, two, one.
Go!
I could eat that girl
For lunch
She dances on my tongue
Tastes like
She might be the one
And I could
Never get enough
I could buy her
So much stuff
It's a craving, not a crush
"Call me when you're there"
"I bought you somethin' rare
I left it under"
"Claire"
So now she's comin'
Up the stairs
I'm pullin' up a chair
I'm puttin' up my hair
Baby, I think
You were made for me
Somebody write down
The recipe
Been tryin' hard
Not to overeat
- What?
- You're just so sweet
I'll run a shower for you
Like you want
Clothes on the counter
For you
Try 'em on
If I'm allowed,
I'll help you take 'em off
Come on!
I could eat that girl
For lunch
She dances on my
Tastes like
She might be the one
And I could
Never get enough
I could buy her
So much stuff
It's a craving, not a crush
Oh
She's takin' pictures
In the mirror
My God, her skin's so clear
"Come bring that over"
"Here"
You need a seat?
I'll volunteer
Now she's smilin'
Ear to ear
She's the headlights
I'm the deer
I've said it all before
But I'll say it again
I'm interested in more
Than just being a friend
I don't wanna break it
Just want it to bend
Do you know how to bend
I could eat that girl
For lunch
She dances on my tongue
I know it's just a hunch
But she might be the one
Come on!
I could
Eat that girl for lunch
Yeah, she
Tastes like
She might be the one
I could
I could
Eat that girl for lunch
Whoo!
Yeah, she
Yeah, she
Tastes like
She might be the one
Did you think
I'd show up in a limousine?
No
Had to save my money
For security
Got a stalker walkin'
Up and down the street
Says he's Satan
And he'd like to meet
I bought a secret house
When I was seventeen
Haven't had a party
Since I got the keys
Had a pretty boy over
But he couldn't stay
On his way out
Made him sign an NDA
Mm
Yeah, I made him
Sign an NDA
Once was good enough
'Cause I don't want him
Havin' shit to say
Hm-mm-mm
You couldn't save me
But you can't
Let me
Go
I can crave you
But you don't need
To know
Oh
Did I take it too far?
Now I know what you are
You hit me so hard
That I saw stars
Think I took it too far
When I sold you my heart
How'd it get so dark?
I saw stars
Stars
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
You think
That you're the man
I think, therefore, I am
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
You think
That you're the man
I think, therefore, I am
Stop
What the hell
Are you talking about?
Get my pretty name
Out of your mouth
We are not the same
With or without
Don't talk 'bout me like
How you might know
How I feel
Top of the world,
But your world isn't real
Your world's an ideal
So go have fun
I really couldn't care less
And you can give 'em
My best
But just know
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
You think that
You're the man
I think, therefore, I am
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
You think
That you're the man
I think, therefore, I am
I don't want press to put
Your name next to mine
We're on different lines
So I
Wanna be nice enough
They don't call my bluff
'Cause I hate to find
What?
Articles
Articles, articles
Rather you remain
Unremarkable
Got a lotta
Interviews, interviews
When they say your name
I just act confused
Did you have fun?
I really couldn't care less
And you can give 'em my best
But just know
I'm not your friend
Or anything
Damn
Damn
You think that you're
I think therefore
I am
I'm not your friend
Damn
You think
That you're the man
I think, therefore, I am
- Oh, my goodness.
- Oh, my goodness!
Look who it is!
Hello, Jimothy.
Hi, I'm coming in filming.
Which you would expect.
I couldn't possibly
not see that.
Bring it in.
Oh, hi. I didn't know
what you were doing.
I was like, "Oh, hi, Jim".
Do you mind, for a second,
just talk about
your creative process.
Like, what went into
the creation of the--
of the show?
I see this as your show.
You are the architect
of this show.
You knew what you wanted.
Ever since the beginning,
like, the people that
I've been working with
have really been
very receptive to my ideas.
And they've truly just
listened to me for many years,
and it feels really nice
to have that.
And every single tour
since I started, I--
I sit down
with the lighting techs
and we go over what color
every single song is.
It's so important to me
that the songs at the concert
envelop you
in all of the senses
that it possibly can.
Almost like the best kind
of sensory overload
that you can get.
- Yeah.
- You know?
That's James Cameron.
Yeah.
It comes down
and this is a part of it.
Yeah.
And then it goes off.
It would be really cool
for everyone to see
my experience in that.
Two thumbs-up.
How hard would it be
to get a camera
on the inside
of this box screen?
Great idea.
Okay, good.
We're gonna have to do
a really quick transition
with Trevor
to hand him the guitars.
Right. Can we just look at that
real quick from back there?
I think that's a good frame.
And then basically
the screen goes white,
then that lights up blue.
And then it opens
and then I jump down
through it.
That, we've never seen that.
Yeah.
So, Billie, show us
what you're gonna do.
And...
Okay. Great. Perfect.
If you do that, Cole will
cover you dropping down.
Billie, I think we have this.
It's your show.
It's your creative vision.
It's gonna say,
"Directed by Billie Eilish...
with James Cameron."
Can't wait.
Billie! Billie!
Billie! Billie! Billie!
How you doing?
You want to have some fun?
Things fall apart
And time breaks your heart
I wasn't there
But I know
She was your girl
You showed her the world
But fell out of love
And you both let go
She was cryin'
On my shoulder
All I could do was hold her
It only made us closer
Until July
Now, I know
That you love me
You don't need to remind me
I should put it all
Behind me
Shouldn't I
But I see her
In the back of my mind
All the time
Like a fever
Like I'm burning alive
Like a sign
Did I cross the line?
Mm
Mm-mm
Everybody,
keep those lights up for me.
Well, good things
Don't last
Good things don't last
And life moves so fast
Life moves so fast
But I'd never ask
Who was better
I'd never ask
Who was better
'Cause she couldn't be
Couldn't
More different from me
Different
Happy and free
In leather
And I know that you love me
You don't need to remind me
Wanna put it all
Behind me
But baby I see her
In the back of my mind
All the time
Feels like a fever
Like I'm burning alive
Like a sign
Did I cross
The line?
Oh
Valentine's Day
Cryin' in the hotel
I know you didn't mean
To hurt me
So I kept it to myself
And I wonder
Do you see her
In the back of your mind
In my eyes?
You say
No one knows you so well
But every time you touch me
I just wonder how she felt
Valentine's Day
Cryin' in the hotel
I know you didn't mean
To hurt me
So I kept it to myself
Okay.
This whole tour
I've been doing everything
I can not to get sick.
Because I knew
something would happen.
Something bad.
Here she is.
Classic, good old-fashioned
Billie sprain.
But it's not that bad.
It is not that bad.
I'm supposed to be
walking on it,
so I just have these here...
- For sympathy?
- For sympathy. Yeah.
Good.
You know, and if you're
ever gonna sprain your ankle,
do it the night before
the movie starts filming.
Why not? Why the fork not?
By the way,
this is the sprained ankle.
I get taped on my ankles
every show.
This is every single show.
But before this
even happened, I--
my shins have been hurting
for months.
You told me when we first met
that you carried a lot
of pain with you
throughout the tour.
Yes, correct.
So this is just more of that.
This is just more
of what I-- You know...
What are you gonna do?
Could be worse.
And then, um,
while she does this,
I call my vocal coach, Doug,
on FaceTime.
It's gonna be loud,
just so you know.
Let's add
the little figure 8 nose to it.
Beautiful.
I'm good.
I'm my own makeup artist,
and hair, on these tours.
I've learned that doing that
with eyeliner
makes the line
even sharper than--
It really reads
from a distance.
Okay, so...
For this next song...
I'm gonna be using a loop
on my voice
and singing this little...
- stack of harmonies.
- I love you!
Um, and the thing is, that
for this thing to work,
the room has to be
completely silent
for the duration
of using this loop.
And it's the only time
in the whole show
that I'll ask for silence,
because you know
how much I love all the noise
and all the things you
always do that I love so much.
Um.
But for one minute
we have to be very, very,
very, very quiet. Okay?
Okay.
Shh...
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Hmm-hmm
Don't you know
I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose you
Can't afford to
- Love you!
- I love you!
Tore my shirt
To stop you bleedin'
But nothin' ever
Stops you leavin'
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
Love you!
I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
Very good.
Don't you know
Too much already?
I'll only hurt you
If you let me
Call me friend
But keep me closer
Call me back
And I'll call you
When the party's over
Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
And I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
Yeah, I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
But nothin' is better
Sometimes
Once we've both said
Our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you
Go
Quiet when
I'm coming home
And I'm on my own
I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
I could lie
Say I like it like that
Like it like that
Don't be afraid of me
I'm what you need
I saw you on the screens
I know we're meant to be
You're starrin'
In my dreams
In magazines
You're lookin' right at me
I'm here around the clock
I'm waitin' on your block
But please don't
Call the cops
They'll make me stop
I just wanna talk
Bet I could save your life
You could be my wife
Could get into a fight
I'll say, "You're right"
And you'll kiss me
Goodnight
I waited on the corner
'Til I saw the sitter leave
Was easy getting over
And I landed on my feet
I came in through the kitchen
Lookin' for something to eat
I left a calling card so
They would know that it was
Me
Aah
I tried to save you
But I failed
Two fifty thousand dollar
Bail
Two hundred
Fifty thousand dollar!
While I'm away
Don't read my mail
Just bring a veil
And come visit me in jail
Visit me in jail!
I'll go back to the diner
I'll write another letter
I hope you'll read it
This time
You better
The cops around the corner
Stopped me
When I tried to leave
They told me I was crazy
And they knocked me
Off my feet
They came in
Through the kitchen
Lookin' for something
Discreet
I left a calling card
So they would know
That it was
Me
That it was me
I memorized your number
Now I call you
When I please
I tried to end it all
But now I'm back up
On my feet
I saw you in the car
With someone else
And couldn't sleep
If somethin' happens to him
You can bet that it was me
Wow.
Yeah, I got you.
The world's a little blurry
Or maybe it's my eyes
The friends
I've had to bury
They keep me up at night
Said I couldn't
Love someone
'Cause I might break
If you're gonna die
Not by mistake
So, where did you go?
I should know
But it's cold
And I don't wanna be lonely
So tell me you'll come home
Even if it's just a lie
I tried not to upset you
Let you rescue me
The day I met you
I just wanted
To protect you
But now I'll never get to
Hurry
I'm worried
Where did you go?
I should know, but it's cold
And I don't wanna be lonely
Was hoping you'd come home
I don't care if it's a lie
White shirt now red
My bloody nose
Sleepin'
You're on your tippy toes
Creepin'
Around like no one knows
Think you're so criminal
Bruises on both my knees
For you
Don't say thank you
Or please
I do what I want
When I'm wanting to
My soul
So cynical
So you're a tough guy
Like it really rough guy
Just can't get enough guy
Chest always so puffed guy
I'm that bad type
Make your mama sad type
Make your girlfriend
Mad tight
Might seduce your dad type
I'm the bad guy
Duh
I'm the bad guy
I like it
When you take control
Even if you know
That you don't
Own me
I'll let you play the role
I'll be your animal
My mommy likes
To sing along with me
But she won't sing
This song
If she reads all the lyrics
She'll pity the men I know
So you're a
Tough guy
Like it really rough guy
Just can't get enough guy
Chest always so puffed guy
I'm that bad type
Make your mama
Sad type
Make your girlfriend
Mad tight
Might seduce your
Dad type
I'm the bad guy
Duh
I'm the bad guy
I am
Duh
I'm only good at bein' bad
Bad
I like when you get mad
I guess I'm pretty glad
That you're alone
You said she's scared of me
I mean
I don't see what she sees
But maybe it's 'cause
I'm wearing your cologne
I'm a bad guy
I am
I'm a bad guy
Bad guy
Set the Wayback Machine to
I think your first show
of the tour was in Quebec,
is that right?
First show was in Quebec.
And Finneas sent you a text.
Yeah. He sent me flowers!
I didn't even read it,
and I'm gonna be--
I'm already crying.
"Almost seven years ago
to the day,
we started your first
headline tour of North America.
It's been the joy of my life
to travel the world with you
and watch you hold
every person
who comes to your shows
in the palm of your hand.
Good luck tonight,
but you don't need it.
No one does it like you do.
Can't wait to see you soon.
Love, Pinch."
Finneas was always
with me, no matter what.
That's the only way
we ever performed.
And so performing
without Finneas was, like,
completely a new region
that I just had never been in.
And very scary.
Yeah, this is gonna
be my first show, um,
ever without him.
So...
Miss you, Finneas.
Ugh!
I'm trying my best
To keep you satisfied
Let you get your rest
While I stayed up all night
And you don't wanna know
How alone I've been
Let you come and go
Whatever state I'm in
Ah
Man, am I the greatest?
My congratulations
All my love and patience
All my admiration
All the times I waited
For you to want me naked
Made it all look painless
Man, am I the greatest?
Hm, oh-oh
Hm
Doing what's right
Without a reward
And we don't have to fight
When it's not worth
Fighting for
Mm
You don't wanna know
Just what I would've done
Hm
Anything at all
Worse than anyone
Ooh
And man, am I the greatest?
My congratulations
All my love and patience
All my admiration
And all the times I waited
For you to want me naked
I made it all look painless
Man, am I the greatest?
The greatest
The greatest
Ah-oh
I, I loved you
And I still do
Just wanted passion
From you
I just wanted
What I gave you
I waited
And waited
Man, am I the greatest?
God, I hate it
All my love and patience
Unappreciated
You said
Your heart was jaded
You couldn't even break it
I shouldn't have to say it
You could've been
The greatest
It's interesting, like,
the day of a show is, is--
for me, it just feels like
any day at all.
I just feel like I'm, like,
going to hang out
with my friends.
They might not really
even be able to see me.
No, they're seeing something.
If I'm having a bad day
or feeling,
you know,
frustrated or resentful or
annoyed that I have to play
a show, I'm like--
I always try to remember, like,
the kid at the top,
you know,
all the way at the top,
in the top row...
...who's just been,
like, dying
for this day.
It is so crazy.
They've been here for days.
I've just been through it.
But with Billie by my side,
through all the trials
and tribulations...
Billie has given me
such confidence
to step out into the world
and the skin
that I have been blessed with.
I was going through
a dark time
throughout middle school
and high school.
I was actually going through
a really tough time in my life
because you know, hormones
and my puberty, and everything.
Just, I got bullied a lot
in middle school.
She's made my life,
like, so much better.
She's helped me
heal over things.
And it made me feel,
like, so much less alone.
It made me feel like
I had a safe space.
It made me feel like
I was just, like,
heard and seen.
Without her music,
I wouldn't have connection
with my family, yep.
Let's see
if they get my notifications.
Oh, my gosh.
She's looking, she's looking.
Yeah.
Yeah, but she can't see anyone.
She's gonna go tell them.
Tell them!
Every time I did hear
that song, I felt like
she was there with me
singing it in my ears.
It just felt like she was
just always somebody there,
no matter what.
Oh-oh.
- Oh.
- Oh, my God.
Parents, therapy,
nothing could compare
to just how pure
those songs felt
and how they just
healed everything,
all the pain that I felt.
She connected in such a way
that just, like,
nobody else could.
See that? Do you think
they can see that?
I wrote "I love you."
Do you think
they're gonna see that?
I'm just so grateful
to Billie and...
I love her so much and
it's, like, helping me so much.
She's made me realize,
like, like,
my mental health
can and will be okay.
Like, the only thing
that kept me going
and made me feel
like I was being heard and...
that was something
worth living for.
She just saves a lot of people,
and I'm grateful for that.
I can't explain.
She means everything to me.
Love you!
I have my dream
to see her one day,
and now today is that day.
And I'm so excited to see her.
Billie Eilish, y'all.
Like, you know what I mean?
Bye!
I feel, like, really
grateful that I have this...
way to be able to connect
with that many people
and, like, be that support
for so many people
all around the world,
in places where they might
not be able to be,
you know,
freely themselves or--
or feel
safe or seen or, you know...
cared for.
And I-- I feel so lucky
that I-- I get to do that.
Even in a small way, you know?
Everyone on this right side
of the room,
are you doing good tonight?
Good.
What about at the end
of the room over there?
You good?
And what about at
that end of the room?
Are you good?
And what about
my left side of the room?
Are you good tonight?
Good.
Everyone, these are my friends
Ava and Jane.
Whoo!
This tour has been so wonderful
and beautiful and amazing,
and it's all because
of you guys.
Thank you for giving us
the privilege of coming here.
I've had such an amazing time
all over the world. Um...
It's been almost a year since
we've been doing this show.
Um, and it's just been
the coolest experience ever.
And, love you guys so much.
If you're in here,
if you're watching this,
you're safe here.
I love you and you're seen.
I hope you feel free
to be yourself
and comfortable and safe and--
Yeah, okay, bye.
Oh-oh
Hm
La-la-la-la-la
Hm
Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose
To change
You might not wanna
Lose your power
But havin' it's so strange
She said
You were a hero
You played the part
But you ruined her
In a year
Don't act like it was hard
And you swear
You didn't know
Didn't know
Didn't know
No wonder
Why you didn't ask
She was sleepin'
In your clothes
In your clothes
In your clothes
But now she's got
To get to class
- How dare you?
- How dare you?
And how could you?
Will you only feel bad
When they find out
If you could
Take it all back
Would you?
Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose
To change
You might not wanna
Lose your power
But havin' it's so strange
I thought
That I was special
You made me feel
Like it was my fault
You were the devil
Lost your appeal
Does it keep you in control
In control
In control
For you to keep her
In a cage
And you swear
You didn't know
Didn't know
Didn't know
You said you thought
She was your age
- How dare you?
- How dare you?
And how could you?
Will you only feel bad
If it turns out
That they kill
Your contract
Would you?
Try not to abuse your power
I know we didn't choose
To change
You might not wanna
Lose your power
But power isn't pain
Ooh
Hmm
Ooh
La-la-la-la-la-la, ooh
Ooh
Hmm, ooh
Hi. You are so precious.
God, Maisie,
this is ridiculous.
She is so precious,
I can't even believe it.
Guys, come in here.
Tour is so brutal
and so, like, taxing, and
I like to have a puppy room
for the guys to
kind of get to, like,
go chill and just have some
oxytocin that they get.
Serotonin, oxytocin.
Is this a normal thing for you
when you're in these towns?
Yeah, we try to,
wherever we go,
to have whatever rescue
organization is around
and available and willing
to bring the dogs
and puppies and babies
that need homes to the venue.
I have two rescues,
my mom has a rescue,
my brother has two rescues.
And multiple people on my crew
have adopted dogs
from tour, from my tour.
I'm doing this
on my next movie
for sure.
Yeah.
Everyone needs some--
some dog love.
Hmm, hmm
I fell in love
For the first time
With a friend
It's a good sign
Feelin' off
When I feel fine
Twenty-one took a lifetime
People say I look happy
Just because I got skinny
But the old me is still me
And maybe the real me
And I think she's pretty
And I still cry
Cry
And you know why
Am I acting my age now?
Am I already
On the way out?
When I step off the stage
I'm a bird in a cage
I'm a dog in a dog pound
And you said
I was your secret
And you didn't get
To keep it
And the Internet is hungry
For the meanest kind of funny
And somebody's
Gotta feed it
Oh
Do you still cry?
Still cry
Ahh
Cry
I
I never did you wrong
And my
My patience is gone
Is gone
And I
I
I never did you wrong
I
I loved you for so long
Hmm
- We love you, Billie!
- We love you!
Billie! Billie!
Billie! Billie! Billie!
Oh, my God!
I don't wanna
Talk right now
I just wanna watch TV
I'll stay in the pool
And drown
So I don't have
To watch you leave
I put on Survivor
Just to watch
Somebody suffer
Maybe I should
Get some sleep
Sinking in the sofa
While they all
Betray each other
What's the point
Of anything?
All of my friends
Are missing again
That's what happens
When you fall in love
You don't have the time
You leave them all behind
You tell yourself "It's fine,
You're just in love"
I don't know
Where you are right now
Did you see me on TV?
I'll try not
To starve myself
Just because
You're mad at me
And I'll be in denial
For at least a little while
What about the plans
We made?
The Internet's gone wild
Watching movie stars
On trial
- While they're
- While they're
- Overturning
- Overturning
- Roe v. Wade
- Roe v. Wade
And now all of my friends
Are missing again
'Cause that's what happens
When you fall in love
You don't have the time
You leave them all behind
And you tell yourself
"It's fine,
You're just in love"
And I don't get along
With anyone
- Maybe I'm the problem
- No, you're not!
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Sing with me.
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Louder!
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I
Maybe I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I
Baby, I
Baby, I, baby, I
Baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I
Baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I
Baby, I'm the problem
I love the fact that
you're there singing,
one voice.
You don't have
a big bunch of
backup dancers
and all that stuff. It's you...
Yeah, it's basically just...
...and twenty thousand...
...me up there.
...of your--
Right?
Yup.
And they are just
right with you.
You're like a tuning fork,
and they're hitting the same
beats exactly.
I wonder,
what does that feel like?
I mean, you make that happen,
so you must
kind of understand that.
But what does it feel like?
It's a really good
challenge for me because
it's kind of all on me.
And I've always felt this way
because
every time I've toured
it's basically just, like,
me running around
and jumping.
And that comes from,
you know, my love for rap
and hip-hop and how
those were my favorite
performers when I was younger.
I just wanted
the freedom of being
a guy on stage,
you know, shirtless,
running around, jumping.
And the whole crowd
is just, like, in awe
of this one person on stage,
able to make the entire room
jump and mosh and
I had never
seen a girl do that.
It's part of why I don't
want a bunch of people
on my stage.
Because I want to feel
like it's me
and them.
And...
You love that.
I love that.
Billie
What do you want from me?
Why don't you run from me?
What are you wondering?
What do you know?
Why aren't
You scared of me?
Why do you care for me?
When we all fall asleep
Where do we go?
Come here
Say it, spit it out
What is it exactly
You're payin'?
Is the amount
Cleanin' you out?
Am I satisfactory?
Today, I'm thinkin' about
The things that are deadly
The way
I'm drinkin' you down
Like I wanna drown
Like I wanna end me
Step on the glass
Staple your tongue
Ahh
Bury a friend
Try to wake up
Ah-ahh
Cannibal class
Killing the son
Ahh
Bury a friend
I wanna end me
I wanna end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
End me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
What do you want from me?
Why don't you run from me?
What are you wondering?
What do you know?
Why aren't
You scared of me?
Why do you care for me?
When we all fall asleep
Where do we go?
Listen
Keep you in the dark
What had you expected?
Me to make you my art
Make you a star
And get you connected?
I'll meet you in the park
I'll be calm and collected
But we knew
Right from the start
That you'd fall apart
'Cause I'm too expensive
It's probably somethin'
That shouldn't be
Said out loud
Honestly
I thought that I would be
Dead by now
Wow
Calling security
Keepin' my head held down
Bury the hatchet
Or bury a friend right now
The debt I owe
Gotta sell my soul
'Cause I can't say no
No, I can't say no
Then my limbs all froze
And my eyes won't close
And I can't say no
I can't say no
Careful
Step on the glass
Staple your tongue
Ahh
Bury a friend
Try to wake up
Ah-ahh
Cannibal class
Killing the son
Ahh
Bury a friend
I wanna end me
I wanna end me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
End me
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna
Everybody on your feet
right now!
Jump!
Can't take it back
Once it's been set in motion
You know I love
To rub it in like lotion
If you only pray on Sunday
Could you come my way
On Monday
'Cause I like to do things
God doesn't approve of
If She saw us
She couldn't look away
Look away, look away
She'd wanna get involved
Involved, involved
And what would people say
People say, people say
If they listen
Through the wall
The wall, the wall
I can see it clear as day
You don't really
Need a break
Wanna see what you can take
You should really run away
Come on!
I wanna do
Bad things to you
I wanna make you yell
I wanna do
Bad things to you
Don't wanna treat you well
Everybody in this room,
I need you to get down
as low as you possibly
can get right now.
Get low.
All the way
to the top of the room.
Down.
Lower.
Here we go.
One, two...
One, two, three, jump!
I wanna do
Bad things to you
I wanna make you yell
I wanna do
Bad things to you
Don't wanna treat you well
I wanna do
Bad things to you
I wanna make you yell
Gonna do bad things to you
Don't wanna treat you well
Bad things
I can see it clear as day
You don't really need
A break
Wanna see what you can take
You should really run away
Hey, Billie,
are you there?
You wanna guess
The color of my underwear
You wanna know what I got
Goin' on down there
Is it pretty in pink
Or all see-through
Is it showin' off
My brand-new
Lower-back tattoo?
You wanna put 'em
In your mouth
Pull 'em all down south
You wanna
Turn this shit out
That's what
I'm talkin' about
Pu-pu-pu-put 'em
In your mouth
Pull 'em all down south
You wanna
Turn this shit out
That's what I'm talkin' about
Yeah
Try it, bite it
Lick it, spit it
Pull it to the side
And get all up in it
Wear 'em, post 'em
Might remix it
Send 'em to The Dare
Yeah, I think he's with it
Try it, bite it
Lick it, spit it
Pull it to the side
And get all up in it
Four, three, two, one.
It's so delicious
Work it out
Don't have to guess
The color of your underwear
Already know
What you've got
Goin' on down there
It's that lacy black pair
With the little bows
The ones I picked out
For you in Tokyo
I saw them
When you sat down
They were peekin' out
I'm gonna
Tell you right now
They're all
I'm thinkin' about
I wanna try it, bite it
Lick it, spit it
Pull it to the side
And get all up in it
Kiss it, ride it
Can I fit it
Charli likes boys
But she knows I'd hit it
Go crazy with me, come on!
Charli, call me
If you're with it
Yeah, guess, guess
Guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess, guess, guess
Guess, guess,
Guess, guess, guess
You wanna guess
What me and Billie
Have been textin' about?
We've been disrespectful
Still tryin' to guess
The password
To my Google Drive
Are you obsessed with me?
You wanna guess the address
Of the party we're at
You know
you're not invited
You wanna guess
If we're serious
About this song
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm bein' honest
It might've been
A nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the Golden
Mm
But nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them
Standing right there
I kinda thought
They might care
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up
I see
- You with me
- You with me
And you say
"As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way
That you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder
Why you hear
'They don't deserve you'"
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said
Would go straight
To my head
What would
They say instead?
If I knew it all then
Would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said
Would go straight
To my head
What would
They say instead?
Billie!
I love you, Billie!
Billie! Billie! Billie!
Do you see the scrapes
on my hands?
- That is from the fans.
- Is that from them?
I mean, they literally--
Oh, yeah, it looks bad.
Oh yeah, this is-- this
isn't even the worst of it.
I come from being that fan,
so...
to me...
I'm like...
I-- I understand that,
like, need and the desperation.
If I, when I was younger,
had gotten
up close to anyone
that I was a big fan of,
I can't even imagine
how that would have been.
I can't imagine
what I would have done.
And that's kind of why
I have so much...
empathy for it
and why I do it.
Because I feel like I...
I want to be the artist that
I would want to be a fan of.
Billie!
Don't know what's in store
Open up the door
In the back of my mind
I'm still overseas
What?
A bird in a cage
Thought you were made for me
I try
Yes!
But I'm so blue
But I'm not what you need
I'd like
To mean it when I say
I'm over you
But that's still not true
True
And I'm still so blue
And it's not true
I'm true blue, true blue
I'm true blue
Mm
Mm
Mm
Oh, I hope someday
I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night
Or a hundred years
Need a place to hide
But I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive
Outside I can't fight
My fear
Isn't it lovely all alone
Heart made of glass
My mind of stone
Tear me to pieces
Skin to bone
Hello
Welcome home
Ah!
I love you!
Surprise!
We love you, Finneas!
Ba-da-da-da-da
Love you, Finneas!
Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish
You could feel what you say
Show
Never tell
But I know you too well
Got a mood
That you wish
You could sell
If teardrops
Could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools
Filled by models
Told, "A tight dress
Is what makes you a whore"
If "I love you"
Was a promise
Would you break it
If you're honest
Tell the mirror
What you know
She's heard before
We love you, guys!
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
Ahh-ooh
Anymore
My brother, Finneas.
Hmm-hmm-hmm
Hmm
I've been watchin' you
For some time
I can't stop starin'
At those ocean eyes
Burning cities
And napalm skies
Fifteen flares inside
Your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
No fair
You really know
How to make me cry
When you give me
Those ocean eyes
I'm scared
I'm scared
I've never--
Fallen from
Quite this high
Fallin' into
Your ocean eyes
Those ocean eyes
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
No fair
You really know
How to make me cry
When you give me
Those ocean eyes
Those ocean
Eyes
It isn't asking for a lot
For an apology
For making me feel like
It'd kill you
If I tried to leave
You said you'd never
Fall in love again
Because of me
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Then you moved on
Ooh
You wanted to keep it
Like somethin' you found
'Til you didn't need it
But you should've seen it
The way it went down
You wouldn't believe it
Wanna know what I told her
With her hand
On my shoulder
You were so mediocre
And we're so glad it's over
Now
It's over now
It's over now
It's over now
Camera
Caught on camera
The girls on camera
Your girl's a fan of
And you miss me
Say you miss me
It's such a pity
We're both so pretty
Come on! Dance!
I wanna know
Where did it go
I couldn't tell
I couldn't see
You weren't around
I was alone
You never once
Took care of me
Ohh
You wanted to keep it
But you didn't try
Guess you didn't mean it
Maybe
Maybe your secret
Is you're just a guy
That couldn't complete it
Never got that Ferrari
Never dance at the party
I bet it's still mediocre
I'm just happy it's over
Now
It's over now
Over now
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh
I
I wanna know
Where did it go?
I couldn't tell
I couldn't see
You weren't around
I was alone
You never once
Took care of me
Wanna know
It's not that complicated
I wasn't satiated
You weren't that bad
Just lazy
Too self-obsessed
To save me
It's not that complicated
I wasn't satiated
You're looking older lately
Dating another baby
Another baby
Everyone, I want you to make
so much noise
for my incredible band
right here.
This is Andrew Marshall.
This is Solo Smith.
This is Abe Nouri.
This is Tom Crouch.
And my singers,
Ava and Jane Horner.
It's your energy that
your fans are responding to.
And I was just thinking about
something you said
a second ago about how you--
you figured out
how to take that power
and make it a woman
on stage...
Yeah.
...who was doing these things
that you had seen men do.
Yep.
You've empowered yourself,
and then you're the
point person for all of them.
The truth is that,
as a young woman,
before all of this,
I loved performing more than
anything in the world, but
I didn't feel sexy
feeling feminine or--
or, you know,
showing more of my body,
and I felt like,
as a performer,
that was the only way that a
woman was able to be desirable.
I still
have that same feeling
that I've always had of, like,
you know, I am not desirable
if I'm wearing this
because it's not girly
and it's not feminine,
it's not revealing, and--
How is that fair,
that I can't just wear things
that make me
feel comfortable...
without being attractive?
I still have that,
like, feeling.
But you're you.
But I'm me.
I used to float
Now I just fall down
I used to know
But I'm not sure now
What I was made for
I love you!
What was I made for?
Takin' a drive
I was an ideal
Looked so alive
Turns out I'm not real
Just somethin' you paid for
What was I made for?
'Cause I
I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday
I might
Someday, I might
I love you!
When did it end?
All the enjoyment
I'm sad again
But don't tell my boyfriend
It's not what he's made for
What was I made for?
'Cause I
'Cause I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
You sing it!
I don't know how to feel
But someday
I might
Someday, I might
Think I forgot
How to be happy
Somethin' I'm not
But somethin' I can be
Somethin' I wait for
Somethin' I'm made for
Somethin' I'm made for
As women, we feel like
we have to do the thing
that society, or whatever,
want us to do.
And I just want to show
these young girls
that you don't have to do that
to be beautiful
and to be feminine or
just a woman.
I feel really proud and happy
for the young girls
that grow up now and
don't feel those eyes
on them, you know,
judging them for wearing
those kinds
of clothes, like me.
When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could
Explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two
To think of
Something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do
Mm-mm
You call me again
Drunk in your Benz
Drivin' home
Under the influence
You scared me to death
But I'm wastin' my breath
'Cause you only listen
To your fuckin'--
I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me
This shitty
You made me hate this city
And I don't talk shit
About you on the Internet
Never told anyone
Anything bad
'Cause that shit's
Embarrassing
You were my everything
And all that you did
Was make me fuckin' sad
So don't waste the time
I don't have
And don't try
To make me feel bad
I could talk about
Every time
That you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line
'Cause you never did
Never paid any mind
To my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out
For you
'Cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
You always said
You were misunderstood
You made all my moments
Your own
Just fuckin' leave me alone
Yeah
This is my last song.
I love you so much!
I want you to stay
Till I'm in the grave
Until I rot away
Dead and buried
Till I'm in
The casket you carry
If you go, I'm goin' too
Uh-huh.
'Cause it was always you
All right
And if I'm turnin' blue
Please don't save me
Nothin' left to lose
Without my baby
Sing!
Birds of a feather
We should stick together
I know I said I'd never think
I wasn't better alone
Can't change the weather
Might not be forever
But if it's forever
It's even better
And I don't know
What I'm cryin' for
I don't think I could
Love you more
It might not be long
But baby, I
I'll love you
Till the day that I die
Till the day that I die
Till the light
Leaves my eyes
Till the day that I die
I want you to see
Uh-huh.
How you look to me
You wouldn't believe
If I told ya
You would keep
The compliments
I throw ya
- But you're so full of--
- Shit!
Hmm
Tell me it's a bit
No
Say you don't see it
Your mind's polluted
Say you wanna quit
Don't be stupid
And I don't know what
I'm cryin' for
I don't think I could
Love you more
It might not be long
But baby, I
Everybody!
Don't wanna say goodbye
Till the day that I die
Till the light
Can't change
Leaves my eyes
The weather
Might not be forever
Till the day that I die
But if it's forever
It's even better
I knew you in another life
You had that same look
In your eyes
I love you
Don't act so surprised
My brother, Finneas, everybody!
Thank you so much
for having me.
I love you so much!
Have a good night!
But they could say the same
About me
I sleep about
Three hours each night
Means only twenty-one
A week now
Now
And I could say the same
About you
Born blameless
Grew up famous too
Just a baby
Born blue now
Oh, my God.
So, how did you like the show?
It was so good.
I love Billie so much.
- Bye bye!
- We love you, Billie!
We love you!
We love you! Billie!
We love you so much!
I used to know
Really fun!
We'd get along
But it wasn't so
And it's all I think about
When I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is
Wow.
Isn't that a thrill?
That's got to be a rush.
Oh...
- Billie!
- Love you!
Yeah.
I literally love that.
I never used to leave
the hotel
except to go to the venue.
And so these drives would be
the only time I would,
like, smell fresh air.
And we're so glad it's over
Now
It's over now
It's over now
It's over now
Camera
Caught on camera
The girls on camera
Your girl's a fan of
I can't fall in love
With you
No matter how bad
I want to
I could eat that girl
For lunch
Yeah, she dances
On my tongue
Tastes like
She might be the one
And I could
Never get enough
I could buy her
So much stuff
It's a craving
Not a crush, huh
"Call me when you're there"
Said, "I bought you
Somethin' rare
And I left it under
'Claire'"
So now she's comin' up
The stairs
So I'm pullin' up a chair
And I'm puttin' up my hair
I could eat that girl
For lunch
Yeah, she dances
On my tongue
Tastes like
She might be the one
And I could
Never get enough
I could buy her
So much stuff
It's a craving
Not a crush, huh
I could
I could
Eat that girl for lunch
I should
I should
Tastes like
She might be the one
Man, am I the greatest?
My congratulations
All my love and patience
All my admiration
All the times I waited
For you to want me naked
Made it all look painless
Man, am I the greatest?
The greatest
The greatest
Oh-oh
I
I loved you
And I still do
Just wanted
Passion from you
Just wanted what I gave you
I waited
And waited
Man, am I the greatest?
God, I hate it
All my love and patience
Unappreciated
You said your heart
Was jaded
You couldn't even break it
I shouldn't have to say it
You could've been
The greatest