Disappear (2020) Movie Script
The facts, even when beaded on
a chain, still did not have real order.
The facts were separate
and haphazard and random;
No sense of events
unfolding from prior events.
[static noise]
[static club noise]
[more static club noise]
[static club music]
[loud club music]
[more loud club music]
[club music playing through speaker]
I knew we'd end up hating each other.
We all knew.
We just didn't really know.
Or we didn't know yet.
This might bore you.
But you don't have to listen.
I always knew it would be like this.
But in those days
we were the best friends
anyone could ever have.
[camera shuffling noises]
DISAPPEAR
[train moving]
I'm gonna miss you.
Teo
we both knew this
had an expiration date.
You knew it the first time you kissed me.
And I knew it too.
You go back to your country and I...
- Anne-So, I...
- Don't say anything.
Don't make promises you can't keep.
It's fine.
[rising train noises] It's fine.
[rising train noises]
I. LET ME BE THE ONE TO FALL ASLEEP FIRST.
[phone dialing]
[hangs up phone]
[train passes by]
How does this record, bro?
- At the top.
- Ah, okay, there.
There you go.
!Hey! What's up, guys?
What's up?
- Today... reporting.
- I'm out of the frame!
- Today is my birthday!
- Now I'm in frame!
You know who you can poke your finger into?
Your mama!
Kiss me, bro!
- Go away!
- Enough!
I love you a lot - Guys, enough!
- What's wrong?
- Hold the steering wheel!
No!
This is not funny!
Esther, kiss me.
Hey, seriously, thank you very much.
Hey, give me the fucking beer!
- Enough!
- You're drunk, man..
Thank you very much for the party.
Wait! Turn up the volume!
Crank it up!
[music from radio gets louder]
[music from radio continues]
Hey guys, seriously I do love you.
Time for surprises! Open the glove box.
- Open the glove box.
- The glove box?
- Esther...
- Focus it on the glove box!
- Make a line!
- You do it and I'll
- give you a present.
- You're driving too fast.
[car screeches, crashes]
[tumbling]
Good evening - What's up?
Hey, seriously, thank you
very much for the party.
[phone ringing]
[phone dialing]
[phone ringing]
[somber music]
[phone continues ringing]
My sad heart drools on the prow.
Under the jeerings of the
soldiers who break out laughing.
My sad heart drools on the prow,
my heart covered by the ropes.
Standing phallic and soldier-like.
In the twilight they draw frescoes
Standing phallic and soldier-like.
Look ahead. Where are you?
My heart?
Standing phallic and soldier-like.
A lot of beautiful people there.
Happy birthday, enjoy...
How shall I act, Oh stolen heart?
There will be Bacchic hiccups then.
When they have finished chewing their
quids I shall have stomach heavings then.
I can swallow my heart.
Hurry up!
- Teo.
- Mum.
Here already?
Tell me everything! You've
redecorated the house...
What's your town like?
You know those roundabouts on the road
that lead to nowhere
which are just for turning back?
Seriously, what's it like?
I don't know... it's hard to say.
It's a non-place..
What were you like before you came here?
I don't remember who I was anymore.
I can't handle everything, Teo.
My head is
exploding.
If I take the job, we'll have to move.
You have to call Grandma, Teo.
She asks me Every day.
How's he doing? Where is he?
[cheerful music plays]
II. DYING IS EASY.
- May I?
- Come in.
- Morning.
- Hello.
- How's he doing?
- He's going to have surgery.
Careful.
Go get a coffee.
We've traveled all the way so...
Come on dad, go.
-Take it easy.
- Go for a coffee!
Long journey?
A pain in the ass... A
lot of train and then a taxi.
But then, my mom drove me here.
This is disgusting!
What's the time?
It's almost time.
- This is my first...
- Where's Alex?
Not coming?
When my mom came to fetch us
he was at home.
He must be on the way, don't worry.
[sobbing]
[finishes sobbing]
Guys, we gotta go.
Shall we?
[Happy Birthday recording plays]
Happy Birthday!
- Come on, cut the crap.
- Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday dear Mauro!
Happy Birthday to you!
Thanks, you guys are great!
What's up, bro?
Fucking hell! Seriously?
Alex bro, you gotta be kidding.
Long live love!
I'm coming for you.
-I'll be right back, ok?
-Ok.
I brought a little surprise.
- I'm dying!
-You fucker!
Try, It is ok.
- I give it to you.
- No.
Luis is shooting.
[people talking in the background]
Penis, penis, penis...
(repeats over and over)
Alejandro.
[clock ticking]
I need you to talk to be able to help you.
I need you to tell me.
I know you are legally
required to be here and so on,
but it's for your own good.
I already have the pills.
You know what?
I was fucking his girlfriend.
What does Freud say about that?
So, here I am.
I don't know why I'm doing this.
I thought it was bullshit when you said it.
What do you want?
What do you want, huh?
Watching us suffer?
Record our miseries?
Our grief?
What for?
-Happy birthday!
-Thanks!
Happy birthday! Cut it!
Happy birthday!
- Happy Birthday dear Mauro!
- Give me a break.
Mauritius!
Happy Birthday!
Hey, I want to show you something.
I've learned to cry.
Do you remember what we talked about?
Wait... I have to concentrate.
Maybe I can't do it now.
When there is nothing sad I can't do it.
I'm going to try to think
about something sad, OK?
I can't do it.
I can't do it.
[hospital bed adjusting]
[door knocking]
[door clicks]
[door creaks]
[door closes]
You still don't have a TV card?
No.
[{chair drags on floor]
How are you?
Better... I think. I don't know.
The nurses weigh me
two or three times a day,
and they don't have
the worried face anymore.
So I suppose I'm getting better.
Seems these walls are protecting me.
Lucky you.
It would have been better if
the 3 of us had died together.
Alex, be careful with what you say.
It's not right to keep broken toys.
I can break too.
If you don't treat me carefully.
[cheerful music]
[typewriter typing]
You're my best friend But then you died
When I was 23 and you were 25
Fuck!
You're my best friend But then you died
And how will I survive
Survive, survive, survive...
And every day I waited
for you on the top of your car
Every day I waited...
Let's go!
I have to be the one to get angry, don't I?
- Stay out of it!
- Natalia gets pissed off...
You're not going like this.
We are.
Do whatever the fuck you want!
A Kinder Bueno for Sofa.
Ice.
-Tobacco?
- We still have.
[doorbell ringing]
Alex, What are you doing here?
I'm tired, I don't feel
like doing anything.
- Let me in.
- Alex, Go away.
I'm not in the mood.
- Fuck!
- Let me in.
[somber music]
You still don't have a TV card?
No.
[chair dragging on floor]
I need to smoke.
You can't open the windows here.
Just in case I want to
jump off.
[somber music continues]
Alex and I don't talk.
Sometimes... But not really talk.
I don't ask him why
he's back in the hospital,
and he doesn't ask
me why I stopped eating.
Things work better that way.
Without asking too many questions.
Good morning.
Good morning.
III. THE SURVIVOR SYNDROME (FROM
WIKIPEDIA, THE FREE ENCYCLOPEDIA)
Another joint? Come here.
- I can't believe it, Sofia.
- I'm just watching.
- You're out of control!
- I'm just watching!
I do not want to watch you!
Look at her greedy face!
What a face!
Holy shit, Sofia, the look on your face...
Stop it!
[cat purring]
Well.
He's the only one who listens to me.
Hello, Mu.
He knows if I'm sad,
or not.
When I feel like a little girl.
I wanted to tell you on tape how I am.
How I feel.
You know?
[breathes in]
I always listen.
I listen to all of you, I
always listen to Natalia.
I listen
how you are... Teo... everybody, but...
Nobody cares about how I feel.
I'm telling you, I got here later.
- Good, right?
- Yes, sure.
No, no...
They think their dicks
give them power.
- To rule the world.
-What is it about?
- About your penis enlarger.
- Fuck you!
Show it to us!
- This year with Fernando...
- Hey girls, any ice left here?
Nope. Look, this is Natalia.
Hey - She's a classmate.
Nice to meet you.
- Psychology?
- Yes.
Fuck, there's nothing left.
- Yeah...
- See you later.
Ok, I'll hold your bag.
What's up?
I'm ok, you?
Fine, here... How was France?
Good... short.
Sure it was intense.
Short.
You look different.
You too.
You remind me of a girl I met,
and possibly fell in love with.
You "possibly" fell in love?
Yes.
[laughs]
Why didn't you fall in love?
There was no time for it.
There was no time to continue
something that was going nowhere.
There's always time for that.
That's what love is all
about, taking chances.
Well, that's what I
tell myself, but then...
I see. How's it going with Luis?
[tsking]
Good. 8 months already.
Since you left.
- You look good.
- Yes
- Sorry.
- It was my fault.
[somber music]
I'd like to go with you.
But if you're going to
take it as if it's big deal.
I go by myself.
I love when you get bossy.
Take it back!
Take it back!
What if I don't, huh?
- Take it back!
- Ok...
I take it back.
[dial tone ringing]
[dial tone ringing]
[dial tone ringing]
[distant music playing]
[somber music]
[laughter]
What a shock, huh?
Without knowing you at all.
Don't film me anymore!
Luis, this is a shitty idea.
Well, here goes.
I guess this is for us to talk about
Mauro.
How important he was in our lives.
How cool he was now that he's gone.
[exhales]
I can't find myself here.
Not any more.
It's not just that Mauro died.
It's everything.
I miss her.
I didn't know I'd miss her so much.
But she's gone.
And Mauro too.
You guys are here, but nothing changes.
Everything still
smells like shit, as always.
[whispering] What the
fuck is wrong with men?
What the fuck is wrong with fucking men?
Look.
I'm going to relax and speak my mind.
I think I'm surrounded by brats.
Too many brats. Yes, too fucking many.
Whining
about our problems.
XXI century, in the West.
In Spain.
What a great sadness!
I understand.
Let me be clear.
I understand that death is a shock.
People need to mourn.
But I also understand
that we're already grown up, you know?
If you are a fucking spoiled brat
who's never suffered anything.
Come on.
This is your big chance.
It's your big chance to be
the poor victim of the world.
Let's see who suffers most of all.
Let's see who's more fucked up.
I've learned to cry, look.
Maybe I can't do it now.
When there is nothing sad I can't do it.
I'm going to try to think
about something sad, OK?
I can't do it.
It's not funny!
[car screeching repeating]
[vomiting]
Teo?
[coughing]
[toilet flushes]
- I'm out of touch.
- Luis will have to clean.
Right.
We should plan to go
to Pirineo Sur. Festival.
We're not going, are we?
Not me.
Orange?
No way.
Orange?
- Blue?
- I don't want.
Nata, give me a light.
So...
Give it to me.
- You make me sick.
- Give it to me.
Feed him the fucking candy.
Guys.
I've been thinking.
It might help us if
you use my camera.
To
I don't know
record yourselves and let off steam.
As a secret.
I won't do anything with the tapes.
You can record as much as you like.
Do whatever.
Nobody's gonna see it.
Are you kidding me?
Just to blow off steam.
Well, I'm leaving.
- Stay.
- Leaving already?
Natalia, stay.
- I don't feel like it.
- Stay a while.
You really feel like partying?
I'm not in the mood.
Stay a while.
Natalia.
Fuck.
Don't take it wrong,
but it's a shitty idea.
Not necessarily.
Luis, bro, this...
I thought it was a good idea.
Look on the bright side.
- She left me the couch.
- Asshole.
It is a good idea
Anything creative is healing.
You shouldn't have said it in front of her.
- I think it's good.
- I know he meant well, but...
Flanagan.
It's a shitty idea.
Let's stop.
[droning noise]
Enough.
It's all right.
We all miss the shot sometime.
Well, shall we go?
- Let's go.
- Come on.
- Let's dance.
- I'll stay, ok?
I'll sleep on the couch.
Call me if anything.
- Have rest.
- Yeah, stay.
I'm staying too.
- Really?
- Yeah.
- C'mon...
- I'm not in the mood.
I'll go to your room.
I want to sleep.
- As you wish.
- Ok.
The camera is there.
See you.
- Enjoy!
- Bye.
[camera beeps]
[whispering] Hell is other people.
And me
the drama is in me.
Not the others.
You take responsibility!
You take the fucking bull by the horns.
You're used to the
band-aids, to not suffering.
Welcome to the club!
[somber music]
[camera beeps]
[birds chirping]
Are you all right?
Are you... feeling better?
Yes, the pills
help.
I see.
Anyway
I didn't feel like coming, but
since you left so determinedly,
and no one else wanted to follow
I said to myself, I go.
Don't you feel like
rethinking things or focusing on
something you really like?
I already do what I like.
[laughing]
No rush.
Yup.
Otherwise, you end up becoming
someone you don't want to be.
Things heal
over time.
But you never leave them behind.
They chase you, and
if you don't face them
they grow big.
They end up being bigger than you.
And you get caught.
And they eat you.
I don't think you're really aware
of the whirlwind of
shit we're trapped in.
I don't know if you're really aware.
Remember
I was driving the fucking car.
Alex.
That's what it's all about.
We are searching for meaning.
But I can't find it.
If there was a God
I could shout "it's
all your fucking fault!"
I feel guilty for existing.
For being here
doing nothing.
[breathes in]
Mauro's got it worse.
IV. LOVE MAKES ME HATEFUL.
[bar music playing]
This is fucking empty.
What the hell?
You chose it.
I didn't choose, we all did.
- Luis?
- Upstairs.
Let's order!
I don't know why I'm here.
Boys' night out, as usual.
Can we have three shots?
Rum.
- What did you order?
- Rum.
- I want vodka.
- Everybody rum!
Waiting for the toilet?
Let's go.
Three more, please.
- Three more?
- What's wrong?
Three more.
Hey! What's up?
- Cool, you?
- How are you?
Not many people.
- Not many.
-Will be full later.
In a while it will be full... Thanks!
You been out long?
No, when you called me.
Let's do a shot!
We order drinks,
and we go with my friends.
Chill.
He always does this!
Why are you angry, then?
- I'm leaving.
- Nope.
- Your drink.
- Thanks
Yours... And this is for me.
- Hello, I'm Andrea.
- Natalia.
Sorry, Natalia, this is Andrea.
Nice to meet you - Same here, honey.
Honey.
- Shots?
- Yeah.
- I'm going to order.
- I'll go with you.
- How's it going?
- Good, and you?
- Very good.
- Are you friends...?
or just met?
I was going to ask you the same.
How do you know him?
We met here, some time
ago - Oh, some time ago.
Your friend's calling you.
- Give me a minute.
Will you let us finish talking, please?
Thanks.
Nata, what's wrong?
Let's drink - Yeah.
One after the other. Thanks, beauty.
- You're beautiful.
- Yeah, she is.
- Your friend is cute.
- So am I, right?
- You too.
- Ah, ok.
I don't know... she is all around you.
We are just friends.
- Just friends?
- Nothing else.
Trust me.
We are just friends.
She's so nice!
Do you like her?
- Yeah.
- That's why I called her.
- I love her cleavage.
- You do?
Hey, sorry.
Can I have 2 shots?
- One for you and one for me.
- I can't drink at work.
Just a shot!
- Just one shot!
- Ok.
One shot and I'll leave you alone.
Can I have another one?
- Hers later.
- If you'll let me have it with you.
What time do you close?
Not sure.
Late, I guess.
Cool.
[somber music]
When I was a teen
drunk at a party
I fell with a glass in my hand.
They pulled glass shards
for hours out of my hand.
I felt really dumb then.
I only remember about it
when I hold on too tight.
Every time I propose something to them
it's always put on hold.
Well, they don't tell me.
They don't tell me "we're not interested."
Do they pay well at least?
- Well...
- I see.
Why don't you quit?
Well, because
you never know, right?
Now I'm just copying tapes but
maybe later on I'll get a chance.
I mean, I'm already in.
I don't like it, but...
If you believe in what
you do you should go for it.
I guess so.
Or you'll end up burned out.
Do you mind if
I put on my glasses?
No.
I'm not using them
just to pretend to be
cool, but I'm fucking blind.
- You don't need to ask.
- I know.
[coughing]
Nata!
It's ok.
Come here.
Nata.
Nata, look at me.
Say something!
- Fuck, Nata.
- Go away!
- I'll take you home.
- It's all your fault.
It's your fucking fault!
[sobbing]
[rising heartbeat]
V. THE SILENCE COMES
TO GREET US TO THE DOOR.
[door opening]
- May I?
- Hello! How are you?
Come on in.
Hello.
- How are you doing?
- Very well.
Really?
- Hello.
- Hello.
How are you?
We're fine.
- What did the doctor say?
- That I have to eat more.
Oh well
I can also be a doctor then.
Guys
you aren't looking at a corpse.
I'm fine.
- Asshole.
- It's all right.
How long are you going to be here?
I don't know.
- How about you guys?
- We're fine.
Good.
I want to make one thing clear.
My problems with food
they didn't start because of
a cosmetic thing.
They didn't start because
I wanted to look like a model.
Or to be a size 34.
My problems with food
were...
You've had your cast off.
I'm willing to share your silence.
Alex
you know you can't smoke here.
Are we done for the day?
Yes.
How are you?
Fine.
Fine, fine
we already know each other.
I'm fine.
And you?
Better.
[somber music]
[laughing]
I'm recording this because
since no one's asking me
how I'm doing,
or they take it for granted,
because I think people don't really ask
how you're doing,
or when they ask
a sick person
people don't want a real answer.
They just want to hear "I'm fine".
If you ask, you run the risk of
them answering that they're not fine.
[somber music]
Hello Nata.
What do you want?
I don't know. Just to know about you.
We miss you.
The guys want to see you.
I want to see you.
I don't think that's a good idea.
No.
Teo's having a party.
Please come.
We will see.
Ok?
I have to go.
[rock music playing]
Stop it, fuck!
[somber music]
Morning.
Morning.
I wanted to make
breakfast but there's nothing.
Tea?
Thanks.
How did you sleep?
Good.
You know you talk in your sleep?
Yes.
You seemed to be partying tonight
with some guys called Mauro and Alex.
You woke me up.
It sounded interesting.
What was it all about?
Please, leave.
I mean it.
Leave... please.
- But...
- Get out!
That's it.
Please.
[somber music]
[sobbing]
Teo.
I'm forgetting his face.
Yes.
I love you.
Good Morning.
No cocoa?
I forgot to buy.
I had a horrible dream.
A nightmare.
I was dreaming that my parents
they had a fight,
and it went really South.
Horrible, really.
Did you dream?
I don't know... No.
No.
Don't you remember what you dreamt?
No.
Are you ok?
I'm fine.
I'm ok, I mean it.
Don't worry, I'm fine.
I don't know when you're
serious and when you're not.
I'm fine.
Let's try
you're siblings this time.
Thank you.
(mumbling)
What the hell!
(mumbling)
How are you?
Fine.
Fine.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Fine... I don't know.
I asked him,
for some time.
I don't feel it's right.
Not this way.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Nothing to say?
I like the way you make me feel, but...
Take off the glasses.
[somber music]
[loud bird noises]
VI. RUSSIAN DOLLS MADE OF GLASS.
[wine glass clinking]
You came alone?
Do we need anyone else?
Teo?
Must be at home.
With this mood
in between
meditative and whiny.
Like a kitten
right after you rescue it.
Rita and the others aren't coming?
I don't know.
I haven't seen Rita for days.
The plan was to gather all of us.
[toy gun firing]
Don't bug me Flanagan.
Crap.
Look!
What's this?
Are you scared?
Are you scared of the boogeyman?
Are you scared, Flanagan?
- Be quiet, Alex!
- Are you afraid?
- What's the bat for?
- Stop it.
For nothing at all.
- Give it to me!
- Look.
- I tell you.
- Be quiet!
Give me the bat!
Go away. Right now
It was just touching it it and
I'm feeling like
- smashing things.
- Are you stupid?
Will you put the bat down, please?
Ok, sorry.
[cans kicked around]
Can you behave like a normal person?
Sit down.
Leave the bat, we wait for the rest,
- and then we leave.
- I sit, but I'm not leaving the bat.
When do they arrive?
- I don't know!
- I'm getting bored here with you!
You're not bad company...
What?
- But going out with just you...
Do you have a problem?
I don't want to go out
with you alone either!
Why? Take a look!
- I'm amazing.
- Where did you get
- this costume?
- I'm amazing.
Why the hat, bro?
Get up, they're ringing the bell.
[phone ringing]
Go!
- Where are you going?
- To open the door.
Nope.
I can tell you're not a party animal.
The host has to
make people beg.
[phone ringing]
Let them ring!
[phone ringing]
Alex, open the door?
I'm not opening it, and neither are you.
Is it going to open by itself?
I don't think so.
[phone ringing]
Be still.
You're a pain in the ass.
Hello?
Sorry, wrong number.
Sure, I'll let you in.
[intercom buzzes]
How's it going?
- Well...
- Hey, butt-face!
Hello, piece of shit.
I love you too.
Teo?
It seems he's not coming.
- Why?
- Must be crying at home.
Crying? What's going on?
Lately he's being
I mean, it's normal.
He came back... sadder
- older.
- Well
like.
- Like a fucking whiner.
- Not a whiner, but... beaten.
He's in process.
Who are you?
- Guido.
- Guido.
Welcome to my home.
I don't care if it's your house.
I didn't ask.
Take note, Flanagan!
It's like if I tell you I'm Roberto
these are my shoes.
We have one of these days.
Special.
Are you ok?
I don't buy it!
With that bad-fuck face of yours!
It's your lifestyle
it's the energy you transmit to women.
I like this guy.
Cool down.
- To the party!
- Cheers, to the party!
To the party!
To the party!
- Shall we smash a lamp?
- We're not smashing anything!
- Party!
- Alex, enough!
Your victories are our losses, Flanagan...
I can feel the bitterness.
Yes.
Something is bugging you.
- He's restless.
- Yes.
I'm ok.
- Let it out, it's ok!
- Stop this.
I'm alright.
I just met...
That's all. It's just
- nothing.
- What do you mean?
Flanagan, you're blushing.
I'm not blushing.
- You're blushing.
- I'm not!
You are fucking blushing, drunkard.
Maybe, but
I will get better, not like you.
[sighs]
You know what I have that is pink?
Enlighten me.
- Do you need a map?
- Guys!
Let's have the party
in peace, we drink up,
and leave.
Eh, Flanagan!
No, Alex!
We're leaving, period.
The problem
is
Flanagan
is
being Flanagan!
- Stop calling me Flanagan!
- Why do you say that?
Why the hell are you calling me Flanagan?
Leave me alone, what
the fuck have I done to you!
Don't bother.
It's just his twisted way
of feeding his ego.
So, what happened yesterday?
- Happened?
- Yeah, yeah!
What Happened? Nothing.
Are you getting in trouble? Look at me!
You're getting in trouble.
Luis...
Wait... what about Sofa?
Is it your problem?
Are you an idiot? What's your problem?
[droning noise]
Luis.
Did you heard about quantum physics?
For every thing you think, the universe
it will help
and...
Do you know these theories?
Get the hell out of my house right now.
What's going on?
It's that chick?
Yes, it's that chick
- Fuck, Luis.
- Fuck, Rita.
- What's with you and that chick?
- Nothing.
Why the hell did you
talk about it in front of Alex?
Man...
Man... what?
You know he'll use anything
to mess with me and
you just give him that.
Sorry, Luis, I didn't think.
Are you telling me or not?
Did you fuck her?
Look at me... You fucked her.
- Are you still seeing her?
- No.
This is a one-time thing, right?
- What?
- I phoned her.
- The other day.
-Fuck, Luis.
I'm a mess.
Is that Teo?
Or Alex?
You would've noticed Alex.
He would be screaming.
Scratching the walls.
What's wrong with Alex?
What?
Chemicals, that's what.
If you take 20 pills,
and alcohol.
Do you get it?
No more ice? Is it finished?
- Alex, let's go to the gas station.
- It's very close.
- You're not driving like that.
- Alex is just drinking beer.
- I'm fine.
- It's very close.
You're fucking-A! You're
not going anywhere.
- Keep playing the guitar.
- Hey, Natalia...
Let's go.
This fixes everything.
Come here.
Turn it off!
[somber music]
[screams]
[heavy breathing]
[screams]
[heavy breathing]
I thought this would
lead into something good.
Write again.
Write something decent.
Something good.
But not even that.
And the worst thing is
the pills that were
supposed to help me
did the opposite.
So I tossed them away.
I'm fine.
Better than ever.
[cereal poured into bowl]
[phone vibrates]
[phone texting sound]
[phone hits floor]
[sighs]
Wanna have a drink?
I can call Sergio and get some stuff.
Ok.
[guys singing]
Fuckers!
[laughter]
Sure!
Why did you take that?
Why are you going out with the dildo?
- Put it away.
- Do you need it?
Don't fucking touch me!
Do you really need to
touch me all the time?
Teo, don't jump!
I'm already over Anne-Sophie.
-It's ok...
- You can talk to me.
I'm over it.
Don't give him a chance,
he'll get all weepy!
What!
You almost kicked me!
- Idiot!
- Come on!
See you!
Hey, Ivan.
Hey, what's up?
[pee hitting wall]
Great party, right?
Yeah, man.
Let's finish it in style.
- We can finish it in style..
- What?
What I say.
I'm not gay.
That's what they all say.
[somber music]
You're a good kisser, but it's weird.
After what happened between you and me
I still have no one to talk.
To talk about how I feel.
All I have is this way.
Maybe it is silly
to do it this way.
Maybe I'll delete it.
This had to happen between you and me.
Things happen
to make way for something better.
Take care, Luis.
[door knocking]
[pills shaking in bottle]
Stop it!
Still with the pills?
If I take them, I feel better.
I know.
- How about you?
- I'm ok.
I want to go out.
And to eat normally!
That liquid thing they
give me is disgusting.
Wait.
Are you telling me you want to leave...?
and eat?
Let's call the nurse.
- You're cured!
- You're such a fool!
Her number?
I hope she's hot.
And we kill two birds with one stone.
- I wanted to check you're ok.
- Ok.
- Take care.
- Sure.
Let's see if you can get
out before your birthday.
- Want some?
- No.
How's Esther?
I didn't go see her again.
Why?
I wasn't in the mood.
Why?
I...
You have your reasons, period.
If you don't feel like it, that's it.
Maybe you can join me.
Me?
[pop music plays]
Give me some.
- Esther, to you!
-To me.
- I have to introduce you...
- We were waiting for you!
I have to go.
It can't be!
Finally, cutie!
- Good.
- I'm so happy you're out.
What about me?
- How are you?
- Fine.
Where are the others? Sofa, Luis...
- Where's the people?
- Sofa went to the toilet.
What do we have?
Me? Not much.
Enough! Fuck!
How long have you been out?
Well
time is relative.
- Just vodka?
- Let's not talk about that.
I'd do anything to
get my dick inside her
That's not what she
wants to hear me say
We're singing John Harvey Kellogg
doesn't want me for a sunbeam
Singing people get
together but we are all alone
So send me an instant message
if you know what that shit means
Cos I'm no longer answering the phone
We're singing John Harvey Kellogg
doesn't want me for a sunbeam
You can teach yourself
the miracles at home
But now I gotta severe case
of being in a real bad place
Won't someone help
me roll away the stone?
[rising droning noise]
[cheerful music plays]
People!
So
now that we all are here.
Or almost.
I have a present.
Since you have not given me anything.
You were my best friend.
And then you died.
When I was 23 and you were 25.
And then you died.
Enough. Get down.
And how will I survive?
Survive, survive...
- Survive, survive...
- Esther, stop!
Esther, enough!
Stop it, artist.
- The show is over.
-Teo, let her be.
What's your fucking problem?
Grow the fuck up once and for all.
- Esther, enough.
- And you?
What's wrong with you?
Suddenly so worried about me.
Why that face?
Are you worried now?
When you were hooking
up with Alex here and there
- you didn't make that face.
- Esther!
Enough.
Do you want me to play it again?
- Esther, stop.
- Enough, please.
What happened to all of you...?
all of a sudden?
This is my fucking birthday and
you haven't even paid attention to me!
Do you realize?
I want beer.
It is enough.
- Leave me!
- Let's go.
- Give me your hand.
- Leave me!
Leave me, fucker!
You all are shit!
[slow pop music playing]
[sighs]
I quit university.
Does Sofa know about it?
No.
And she is spreading the word.
She even invited some girls from our class.
It's gonna be great
once she finds out.
I didn't go for the exams.
Really?
I didn't study so
I invested my time in going out.
This evening I will start
with the group therapy.
And I guess, I won't
understand a shit there either.
Anyway.
If we can cover
the Sun with a finger.
I suppose our troubles are tiny.
VII. SMILE CLENCHING YOUR TEETH (EPILOGUE)
Sorry, guys, I'll pass.
I don't want to play, period.
If nobody says it, I say it!
You just don't want to replace Mauro!
You're replacing him,
period, and if they ask us
Mauro's dead.
We continue playing.
[upbeat music]
Fuck!
Teo!
Fuck's sake.
- Damn!
- I cover her.
Fuck!
How's it going with Luis?
It's been a while since you've told me.
Finally, you ask.
Easy, ok?
Nobody asks me anything, not even how I am.
Join the club.
If I know, I don't ask.
Is complaining-day today?
Fuck, fuck...!
- Shit!
- Fuck!
[upbeat music]
Uploading.
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DISAPPEAR
a chain, still did not have real order.
The facts were separate
and haphazard and random;
No sense of events
unfolding from prior events.
[static noise]
[static club noise]
[more static club noise]
[static club music]
[loud club music]
[more loud club music]
[club music playing through speaker]
I knew we'd end up hating each other.
We all knew.
We just didn't really know.
Or we didn't know yet.
This might bore you.
But you don't have to listen.
I always knew it would be like this.
But in those days
we were the best friends
anyone could ever have.
[camera shuffling noises]
DISAPPEAR
[train moving]
I'm gonna miss you.
Teo
we both knew this
had an expiration date.
You knew it the first time you kissed me.
And I knew it too.
You go back to your country and I...
- Anne-So, I...
- Don't say anything.
Don't make promises you can't keep.
It's fine.
[rising train noises] It's fine.
[rising train noises]
I. LET ME BE THE ONE TO FALL ASLEEP FIRST.
[phone dialing]
[hangs up phone]
[train passes by]
How does this record, bro?
- At the top.
- Ah, okay, there.
There you go.
!Hey! What's up, guys?
What's up?
- Today... reporting.
- I'm out of the frame!
- Today is my birthday!
- Now I'm in frame!
You know who you can poke your finger into?
Your mama!
Kiss me, bro!
- Go away!
- Enough!
I love you a lot - Guys, enough!
- What's wrong?
- Hold the steering wheel!
No!
This is not funny!
Esther, kiss me.
Hey, seriously, thank you very much.
Hey, give me the fucking beer!
- Enough!
- You're drunk, man..
Thank you very much for the party.
Wait! Turn up the volume!
Crank it up!
[music from radio gets louder]
[music from radio continues]
Hey guys, seriously I do love you.
Time for surprises! Open the glove box.
- Open the glove box.
- The glove box?
- Esther...
- Focus it on the glove box!
- Make a line!
- You do it and I'll
- give you a present.
- You're driving too fast.
[car screeches, crashes]
[tumbling]
Good evening - What's up?
Hey, seriously, thank you
very much for the party.
[phone ringing]
[phone dialing]
[phone ringing]
[somber music]
[phone continues ringing]
My sad heart drools on the prow.
Under the jeerings of the
soldiers who break out laughing.
My sad heart drools on the prow,
my heart covered by the ropes.
Standing phallic and soldier-like.
In the twilight they draw frescoes
Standing phallic and soldier-like.
Look ahead. Where are you?
My heart?
Standing phallic and soldier-like.
A lot of beautiful people there.
Happy birthday, enjoy...
How shall I act, Oh stolen heart?
There will be Bacchic hiccups then.
When they have finished chewing their
quids I shall have stomach heavings then.
I can swallow my heart.
Hurry up!
- Teo.
- Mum.
Here already?
Tell me everything! You've
redecorated the house...
What's your town like?
You know those roundabouts on the road
that lead to nowhere
which are just for turning back?
Seriously, what's it like?
I don't know... it's hard to say.
It's a non-place..
What were you like before you came here?
I don't remember who I was anymore.
I can't handle everything, Teo.
My head is
exploding.
If I take the job, we'll have to move.
You have to call Grandma, Teo.
She asks me Every day.
How's he doing? Where is he?
[cheerful music plays]
II. DYING IS EASY.
- May I?
- Come in.
- Morning.
- Hello.
- How's he doing?
- He's going to have surgery.
Careful.
Go get a coffee.
We've traveled all the way so...
Come on dad, go.
-Take it easy.
- Go for a coffee!
Long journey?
A pain in the ass... A
lot of train and then a taxi.
But then, my mom drove me here.
This is disgusting!
What's the time?
It's almost time.
- This is my first...
- Where's Alex?
Not coming?
When my mom came to fetch us
he was at home.
He must be on the way, don't worry.
[sobbing]
[finishes sobbing]
Guys, we gotta go.
Shall we?
[Happy Birthday recording plays]
Happy Birthday!
- Come on, cut the crap.
- Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday dear Mauro!
Happy Birthday to you!
Thanks, you guys are great!
What's up, bro?
Fucking hell! Seriously?
Alex bro, you gotta be kidding.
Long live love!
I'm coming for you.
-I'll be right back, ok?
-Ok.
I brought a little surprise.
- I'm dying!
-You fucker!
Try, It is ok.
- I give it to you.
- No.
Luis is shooting.
[people talking in the background]
Penis, penis, penis...
(repeats over and over)
Alejandro.
[clock ticking]
I need you to talk to be able to help you.
I need you to tell me.
I know you are legally
required to be here and so on,
but it's for your own good.
I already have the pills.
You know what?
I was fucking his girlfriend.
What does Freud say about that?
So, here I am.
I don't know why I'm doing this.
I thought it was bullshit when you said it.
What do you want?
What do you want, huh?
Watching us suffer?
Record our miseries?
Our grief?
What for?
-Happy birthday!
-Thanks!
Happy birthday! Cut it!
Happy birthday!
- Happy Birthday dear Mauro!
- Give me a break.
Mauritius!
Happy Birthday!
Hey, I want to show you something.
I've learned to cry.
Do you remember what we talked about?
Wait... I have to concentrate.
Maybe I can't do it now.
When there is nothing sad I can't do it.
I'm going to try to think
about something sad, OK?
I can't do it.
I can't do it.
[hospital bed adjusting]
[door knocking]
[door clicks]
[door creaks]
[door closes]
You still don't have a TV card?
No.
[{chair drags on floor]
How are you?
Better... I think. I don't know.
The nurses weigh me
two or three times a day,
and they don't have
the worried face anymore.
So I suppose I'm getting better.
Seems these walls are protecting me.
Lucky you.
It would have been better if
the 3 of us had died together.
Alex, be careful with what you say.
It's not right to keep broken toys.
I can break too.
If you don't treat me carefully.
[cheerful music]
[typewriter typing]
You're my best friend But then you died
When I was 23 and you were 25
Fuck!
You're my best friend But then you died
And how will I survive
Survive, survive, survive...
And every day I waited
for you on the top of your car
Every day I waited...
Let's go!
I have to be the one to get angry, don't I?
- Stay out of it!
- Natalia gets pissed off...
You're not going like this.
We are.
Do whatever the fuck you want!
A Kinder Bueno for Sofa.
Ice.
-Tobacco?
- We still have.
[doorbell ringing]
Alex, What are you doing here?
I'm tired, I don't feel
like doing anything.
- Let me in.
- Alex, Go away.
I'm not in the mood.
- Fuck!
- Let me in.
[somber music]
You still don't have a TV card?
No.
[chair dragging on floor]
I need to smoke.
You can't open the windows here.
Just in case I want to
jump off.
[somber music continues]
Alex and I don't talk.
Sometimes... But not really talk.
I don't ask him why
he's back in the hospital,
and he doesn't ask
me why I stopped eating.
Things work better that way.
Without asking too many questions.
Good morning.
Good morning.
III. THE SURVIVOR SYNDROME (FROM
WIKIPEDIA, THE FREE ENCYCLOPEDIA)
Another joint? Come here.
- I can't believe it, Sofia.
- I'm just watching.
- You're out of control!
- I'm just watching!
I do not want to watch you!
Look at her greedy face!
What a face!
Holy shit, Sofia, the look on your face...
Stop it!
[cat purring]
Well.
He's the only one who listens to me.
Hello, Mu.
He knows if I'm sad,
or not.
When I feel like a little girl.
I wanted to tell you on tape how I am.
How I feel.
You know?
[breathes in]
I always listen.
I listen to all of you, I
always listen to Natalia.
I listen
how you are... Teo... everybody, but...
Nobody cares about how I feel.
I'm telling you, I got here later.
- Good, right?
- Yes, sure.
No, no...
They think their dicks
give them power.
- To rule the world.
-What is it about?
- About your penis enlarger.
- Fuck you!
Show it to us!
- This year with Fernando...
- Hey girls, any ice left here?
Nope. Look, this is Natalia.
Hey - She's a classmate.
Nice to meet you.
- Psychology?
- Yes.
Fuck, there's nothing left.
- Yeah...
- See you later.
Ok, I'll hold your bag.
What's up?
I'm ok, you?
Fine, here... How was France?
Good... short.
Sure it was intense.
Short.
You look different.
You too.
You remind me of a girl I met,
and possibly fell in love with.
You "possibly" fell in love?
Yes.
[laughs]
Why didn't you fall in love?
There was no time for it.
There was no time to continue
something that was going nowhere.
There's always time for that.
That's what love is all
about, taking chances.
Well, that's what I
tell myself, but then...
I see. How's it going with Luis?
[tsking]
Good. 8 months already.
Since you left.
- You look good.
- Yes
- Sorry.
- It was my fault.
[somber music]
I'd like to go with you.
But if you're going to
take it as if it's big deal.
I go by myself.
I love when you get bossy.
Take it back!
Take it back!
What if I don't, huh?
- Take it back!
- Ok...
I take it back.
[dial tone ringing]
[dial tone ringing]
[dial tone ringing]
[distant music playing]
[somber music]
[laughter]
What a shock, huh?
Without knowing you at all.
Don't film me anymore!
Luis, this is a shitty idea.
Well, here goes.
I guess this is for us to talk about
Mauro.
How important he was in our lives.
How cool he was now that he's gone.
[exhales]
I can't find myself here.
Not any more.
It's not just that Mauro died.
It's everything.
I miss her.
I didn't know I'd miss her so much.
But she's gone.
And Mauro too.
You guys are here, but nothing changes.
Everything still
smells like shit, as always.
[whispering] What the
fuck is wrong with men?
What the fuck is wrong with fucking men?
Look.
I'm going to relax and speak my mind.
I think I'm surrounded by brats.
Too many brats. Yes, too fucking many.
Whining
about our problems.
XXI century, in the West.
In Spain.
What a great sadness!
I understand.
Let me be clear.
I understand that death is a shock.
People need to mourn.
But I also understand
that we're already grown up, you know?
If you are a fucking spoiled brat
who's never suffered anything.
Come on.
This is your big chance.
It's your big chance to be
the poor victim of the world.
Let's see who suffers most of all.
Let's see who's more fucked up.
I've learned to cry, look.
Maybe I can't do it now.
When there is nothing sad I can't do it.
I'm going to try to think
about something sad, OK?
I can't do it.
It's not funny!
[car screeching repeating]
[vomiting]
Teo?
[coughing]
[toilet flushes]
- I'm out of touch.
- Luis will have to clean.
Right.
We should plan to go
to Pirineo Sur. Festival.
We're not going, are we?
Not me.
Orange?
No way.
Orange?
- Blue?
- I don't want.
Nata, give me a light.
So...
Give it to me.
- You make me sick.
- Give it to me.
Feed him the fucking candy.
Guys.
I've been thinking.
It might help us if
you use my camera.
To
I don't know
record yourselves and let off steam.
As a secret.
I won't do anything with the tapes.
You can record as much as you like.
Do whatever.
Nobody's gonna see it.
Are you kidding me?
Just to blow off steam.
Well, I'm leaving.
- Stay.
- Leaving already?
Natalia, stay.
- I don't feel like it.
- Stay a while.
You really feel like partying?
I'm not in the mood.
Stay a while.
Natalia.
Fuck.
Don't take it wrong,
but it's a shitty idea.
Not necessarily.
Luis, bro, this...
I thought it was a good idea.
Look on the bright side.
- She left me the couch.
- Asshole.
It is a good idea
Anything creative is healing.
You shouldn't have said it in front of her.
- I think it's good.
- I know he meant well, but...
Flanagan.
It's a shitty idea.
Let's stop.
[droning noise]
Enough.
It's all right.
We all miss the shot sometime.
Well, shall we go?
- Let's go.
- Come on.
- Let's dance.
- I'll stay, ok?
I'll sleep on the couch.
Call me if anything.
- Have rest.
- Yeah, stay.
I'm staying too.
- Really?
- Yeah.
- C'mon...
- I'm not in the mood.
I'll go to your room.
I want to sleep.
- As you wish.
- Ok.
The camera is there.
See you.
- Enjoy!
- Bye.
[camera beeps]
[whispering] Hell is other people.
And me
the drama is in me.
Not the others.
You take responsibility!
You take the fucking bull by the horns.
You're used to the
band-aids, to not suffering.
Welcome to the club!
[somber music]
[camera beeps]
[birds chirping]
Are you all right?
Are you... feeling better?
Yes, the pills
help.
I see.
Anyway
I didn't feel like coming, but
since you left so determinedly,
and no one else wanted to follow
I said to myself, I go.
Don't you feel like
rethinking things or focusing on
something you really like?
I already do what I like.
[laughing]
No rush.
Yup.
Otherwise, you end up becoming
someone you don't want to be.
Things heal
over time.
But you never leave them behind.
They chase you, and
if you don't face them
they grow big.
They end up being bigger than you.
And you get caught.
And they eat you.
I don't think you're really aware
of the whirlwind of
shit we're trapped in.
I don't know if you're really aware.
Remember
I was driving the fucking car.
Alex.
That's what it's all about.
We are searching for meaning.
But I can't find it.
If there was a God
I could shout "it's
all your fucking fault!"
I feel guilty for existing.
For being here
doing nothing.
[breathes in]
Mauro's got it worse.
IV. LOVE MAKES ME HATEFUL.
[bar music playing]
This is fucking empty.
What the hell?
You chose it.
I didn't choose, we all did.
- Luis?
- Upstairs.
Let's order!
I don't know why I'm here.
Boys' night out, as usual.
Can we have three shots?
Rum.
- What did you order?
- Rum.
- I want vodka.
- Everybody rum!
Waiting for the toilet?
Let's go.
Three more, please.
- Three more?
- What's wrong?
Three more.
Hey! What's up?
- Cool, you?
- How are you?
Not many people.
- Not many.
-Will be full later.
In a while it will be full... Thanks!
You been out long?
No, when you called me.
Let's do a shot!
We order drinks,
and we go with my friends.
Chill.
He always does this!
Why are you angry, then?
- I'm leaving.
- Nope.
- Your drink.
- Thanks
Yours... And this is for me.
- Hello, I'm Andrea.
- Natalia.
Sorry, Natalia, this is Andrea.
Nice to meet you - Same here, honey.
Honey.
- Shots?
- Yeah.
- I'm going to order.
- I'll go with you.
- How's it going?
- Good, and you?
- Very good.
- Are you friends...?
or just met?
I was going to ask you the same.
How do you know him?
We met here, some time
ago - Oh, some time ago.
Your friend's calling you.
- Give me a minute.
Will you let us finish talking, please?
Thanks.
Nata, what's wrong?
Let's drink - Yeah.
One after the other. Thanks, beauty.
- You're beautiful.
- Yeah, she is.
- Your friend is cute.
- So am I, right?
- You too.
- Ah, ok.
I don't know... she is all around you.
We are just friends.
- Just friends?
- Nothing else.
Trust me.
We are just friends.
She's so nice!
Do you like her?
- Yeah.
- That's why I called her.
- I love her cleavage.
- You do?
Hey, sorry.
Can I have 2 shots?
- One for you and one for me.
- I can't drink at work.
Just a shot!
- Just one shot!
- Ok.
One shot and I'll leave you alone.
Can I have another one?
- Hers later.
- If you'll let me have it with you.
What time do you close?
Not sure.
Late, I guess.
Cool.
[somber music]
When I was a teen
drunk at a party
I fell with a glass in my hand.
They pulled glass shards
for hours out of my hand.
I felt really dumb then.
I only remember about it
when I hold on too tight.
Every time I propose something to them
it's always put on hold.
Well, they don't tell me.
They don't tell me "we're not interested."
Do they pay well at least?
- Well...
- I see.
Why don't you quit?
Well, because
you never know, right?
Now I'm just copying tapes but
maybe later on I'll get a chance.
I mean, I'm already in.
I don't like it, but...
If you believe in what
you do you should go for it.
I guess so.
Or you'll end up burned out.
Do you mind if
I put on my glasses?
No.
I'm not using them
just to pretend to be
cool, but I'm fucking blind.
- You don't need to ask.
- I know.
[coughing]
Nata!
It's ok.
Come here.
Nata.
Nata, look at me.
Say something!
- Fuck, Nata.
- Go away!
- I'll take you home.
- It's all your fault.
It's your fucking fault!
[sobbing]
[rising heartbeat]
V. THE SILENCE COMES
TO GREET US TO THE DOOR.
[door opening]
- May I?
- Hello! How are you?
Come on in.
Hello.
- How are you doing?
- Very well.
Really?
- Hello.
- Hello.
How are you?
We're fine.
- What did the doctor say?
- That I have to eat more.
Oh well
I can also be a doctor then.
Guys
you aren't looking at a corpse.
I'm fine.
- Asshole.
- It's all right.
How long are you going to be here?
I don't know.
- How about you guys?
- We're fine.
Good.
I want to make one thing clear.
My problems with food
they didn't start because of
a cosmetic thing.
They didn't start because
I wanted to look like a model.
Or to be a size 34.
My problems with food
were...
You've had your cast off.
I'm willing to share your silence.
Alex
you know you can't smoke here.
Are we done for the day?
Yes.
How are you?
Fine.
Fine, fine
we already know each other.
I'm fine.
And you?
Better.
[somber music]
[laughing]
I'm recording this because
since no one's asking me
how I'm doing,
or they take it for granted,
because I think people don't really ask
how you're doing,
or when they ask
a sick person
people don't want a real answer.
They just want to hear "I'm fine".
If you ask, you run the risk of
them answering that they're not fine.
[somber music]
Hello Nata.
What do you want?
I don't know. Just to know about you.
We miss you.
The guys want to see you.
I want to see you.
I don't think that's a good idea.
No.
Teo's having a party.
Please come.
We will see.
Ok?
I have to go.
[rock music playing]
Stop it, fuck!
[somber music]
Morning.
Morning.
I wanted to make
breakfast but there's nothing.
Tea?
Thanks.
How did you sleep?
Good.
You know you talk in your sleep?
Yes.
You seemed to be partying tonight
with some guys called Mauro and Alex.
You woke me up.
It sounded interesting.
What was it all about?
Please, leave.
I mean it.
Leave... please.
- But...
- Get out!
That's it.
Please.
[somber music]
[sobbing]
Teo.
I'm forgetting his face.
Yes.
I love you.
Good Morning.
No cocoa?
I forgot to buy.
I had a horrible dream.
A nightmare.
I was dreaming that my parents
they had a fight,
and it went really South.
Horrible, really.
Did you dream?
I don't know... No.
No.
Don't you remember what you dreamt?
No.
Are you ok?
I'm fine.
I'm ok, I mean it.
Don't worry, I'm fine.
I don't know when you're
serious and when you're not.
I'm fine.
Let's try
you're siblings this time.
Thank you.
(mumbling)
What the hell!
(mumbling)
How are you?
Fine.
Fine.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Fine... I don't know.
I asked him,
for some time.
I don't feel it's right.
Not this way.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Nothing to say?
I like the way you make me feel, but...
Take off the glasses.
[somber music]
[loud bird noises]
VI. RUSSIAN DOLLS MADE OF GLASS.
[wine glass clinking]
You came alone?
Do we need anyone else?
Teo?
Must be at home.
With this mood
in between
meditative and whiny.
Like a kitten
right after you rescue it.
Rita and the others aren't coming?
I don't know.
I haven't seen Rita for days.
The plan was to gather all of us.
[toy gun firing]
Don't bug me Flanagan.
Crap.
Look!
What's this?
Are you scared?
Are you scared of the boogeyman?
Are you scared, Flanagan?
- Be quiet, Alex!
- Are you afraid?
- What's the bat for?
- Stop it.
For nothing at all.
- Give it to me!
- Look.
- I tell you.
- Be quiet!
Give me the bat!
Go away. Right now
It was just touching it it and
I'm feeling like
- smashing things.
- Are you stupid?
Will you put the bat down, please?
Ok, sorry.
[cans kicked around]
Can you behave like a normal person?
Sit down.
Leave the bat, we wait for the rest,
- and then we leave.
- I sit, but I'm not leaving the bat.
When do they arrive?
- I don't know!
- I'm getting bored here with you!
You're not bad company...
What?
- But going out with just you...
Do you have a problem?
I don't want to go out
with you alone either!
Why? Take a look!
- I'm amazing.
- Where did you get
- this costume?
- I'm amazing.
Why the hat, bro?
Get up, they're ringing the bell.
[phone ringing]
Go!
- Where are you going?
- To open the door.
Nope.
I can tell you're not a party animal.
The host has to
make people beg.
[phone ringing]
Let them ring!
[phone ringing]
Alex, open the door?
I'm not opening it, and neither are you.
Is it going to open by itself?
I don't think so.
[phone ringing]
Be still.
You're a pain in the ass.
Hello?
Sorry, wrong number.
Sure, I'll let you in.
[intercom buzzes]
How's it going?
- Well...
- Hey, butt-face!
Hello, piece of shit.
I love you too.
Teo?
It seems he's not coming.
- Why?
- Must be crying at home.
Crying? What's going on?
Lately he's being
I mean, it's normal.
He came back... sadder
- older.
- Well
like.
- Like a fucking whiner.
- Not a whiner, but... beaten.
He's in process.
Who are you?
- Guido.
- Guido.
Welcome to my home.
I don't care if it's your house.
I didn't ask.
Take note, Flanagan!
It's like if I tell you I'm Roberto
these are my shoes.
We have one of these days.
Special.
Are you ok?
I don't buy it!
With that bad-fuck face of yours!
It's your lifestyle
it's the energy you transmit to women.
I like this guy.
Cool down.
- To the party!
- Cheers, to the party!
To the party!
To the party!
- Shall we smash a lamp?
- We're not smashing anything!
- Party!
- Alex, enough!
Your victories are our losses, Flanagan...
I can feel the bitterness.
Yes.
Something is bugging you.
- He's restless.
- Yes.
I'm ok.
- Let it out, it's ok!
- Stop this.
I'm alright.
I just met...
That's all. It's just
- nothing.
- What do you mean?
Flanagan, you're blushing.
I'm not blushing.
- You're blushing.
- I'm not!
You are fucking blushing, drunkard.
Maybe, but
I will get better, not like you.
[sighs]
You know what I have that is pink?
Enlighten me.
- Do you need a map?
- Guys!
Let's have the party
in peace, we drink up,
and leave.
Eh, Flanagan!
No, Alex!
We're leaving, period.
The problem
is
Flanagan
is
being Flanagan!
- Stop calling me Flanagan!
- Why do you say that?
Why the hell are you calling me Flanagan?
Leave me alone, what
the fuck have I done to you!
Don't bother.
It's just his twisted way
of feeding his ego.
So, what happened yesterday?
- Happened?
- Yeah, yeah!
What Happened? Nothing.
Are you getting in trouble? Look at me!
You're getting in trouble.
Luis...
Wait... what about Sofa?
Is it your problem?
Are you an idiot? What's your problem?
[droning noise]
Luis.
Did you heard about quantum physics?
For every thing you think, the universe
it will help
and...
Do you know these theories?
Get the hell out of my house right now.
What's going on?
It's that chick?
Yes, it's that chick
- Fuck, Luis.
- Fuck, Rita.
- What's with you and that chick?
- Nothing.
Why the hell did you
talk about it in front of Alex?
Man...
Man... what?
You know he'll use anything
to mess with me and
you just give him that.
Sorry, Luis, I didn't think.
Are you telling me or not?
Did you fuck her?
Look at me... You fucked her.
- Are you still seeing her?
- No.
This is a one-time thing, right?
- What?
- I phoned her.
- The other day.
-Fuck, Luis.
I'm a mess.
Is that Teo?
Or Alex?
You would've noticed Alex.
He would be screaming.
Scratching the walls.
What's wrong with Alex?
What?
Chemicals, that's what.
If you take 20 pills,
and alcohol.
Do you get it?
No more ice? Is it finished?
- Alex, let's go to the gas station.
- It's very close.
- You're not driving like that.
- Alex is just drinking beer.
- I'm fine.
- It's very close.
You're fucking-A! You're
not going anywhere.
- Keep playing the guitar.
- Hey, Natalia...
Let's go.
This fixes everything.
Come here.
Turn it off!
[somber music]
[screams]
[heavy breathing]
[screams]
[heavy breathing]
I thought this would
lead into something good.
Write again.
Write something decent.
Something good.
But not even that.
And the worst thing is
the pills that were
supposed to help me
did the opposite.
So I tossed them away.
I'm fine.
Better than ever.
[cereal poured into bowl]
[phone vibrates]
[phone texting sound]
[phone hits floor]
[sighs]
Wanna have a drink?
I can call Sergio and get some stuff.
Ok.
[guys singing]
Fuckers!
[laughter]
Sure!
Why did you take that?
Why are you going out with the dildo?
- Put it away.
- Do you need it?
Don't fucking touch me!
Do you really need to
touch me all the time?
Teo, don't jump!
I'm already over Anne-Sophie.
-It's ok...
- You can talk to me.
I'm over it.
Don't give him a chance,
he'll get all weepy!
What!
You almost kicked me!
- Idiot!
- Come on!
See you!
Hey, Ivan.
Hey, what's up?
[pee hitting wall]
Great party, right?
Yeah, man.
Let's finish it in style.
- We can finish it in style..
- What?
What I say.
I'm not gay.
That's what they all say.
[somber music]
You're a good kisser, but it's weird.
After what happened between you and me
I still have no one to talk.
To talk about how I feel.
All I have is this way.
Maybe it is silly
to do it this way.
Maybe I'll delete it.
This had to happen between you and me.
Things happen
to make way for something better.
Take care, Luis.
[door knocking]
[pills shaking in bottle]
Stop it!
Still with the pills?
If I take them, I feel better.
I know.
- How about you?
- I'm ok.
I want to go out.
And to eat normally!
That liquid thing they
give me is disgusting.
Wait.
Are you telling me you want to leave...?
and eat?
Let's call the nurse.
- You're cured!
- You're such a fool!
Her number?
I hope she's hot.
And we kill two birds with one stone.
- I wanted to check you're ok.
- Ok.
- Take care.
- Sure.
Let's see if you can get
out before your birthday.
- Want some?
- No.
How's Esther?
I didn't go see her again.
Why?
I wasn't in the mood.
Why?
I...
You have your reasons, period.
If you don't feel like it, that's it.
Maybe you can join me.
Me?
[pop music plays]
Give me some.
- Esther, to you!
-To me.
- I have to introduce you...
- We were waiting for you!
I have to go.
It can't be!
Finally, cutie!
- Good.
- I'm so happy you're out.
What about me?
- How are you?
- Fine.
Where are the others? Sofa, Luis...
- Where's the people?
- Sofa went to the toilet.
What do we have?
Me? Not much.
Enough! Fuck!
How long have you been out?
Well
time is relative.
- Just vodka?
- Let's not talk about that.
I'd do anything to
get my dick inside her
That's not what she
wants to hear me say
We're singing John Harvey Kellogg
doesn't want me for a sunbeam
Singing people get
together but we are all alone
So send me an instant message
if you know what that shit means
Cos I'm no longer answering the phone
We're singing John Harvey Kellogg
doesn't want me for a sunbeam
You can teach yourself
the miracles at home
But now I gotta severe case
of being in a real bad place
Won't someone help
me roll away the stone?
[rising droning noise]
[cheerful music plays]
People!
So
now that we all are here.
Or almost.
I have a present.
Since you have not given me anything.
You were my best friend.
And then you died.
When I was 23 and you were 25.
And then you died.
Enough. Get down.
And how will I survive?
Survive, survive...
- Survive, survive...
- Esther, stop!
Esther, enough!
Stop it, artist.
- The show is over.
-Teo, let her be.
What's your fucking problem?
Grow the fuck up once and for all.
- Esther, enough.
- And you?
What's wrong with you?
Suddenly so worried about me.
Why that face?
Are you worried now?
When you were hooking
up with Alex here and there
- you didn't make that face.
- Esther!
Enough.
Do you want me to play it again?
- Esther, stop.
- Enough, please.
What happened to all of you...?
all of a sudden?
This is my fucking birthday and
you haven't even paid attention to me!
Do you realize?
I want beer.
It is enough.
- Leave me!
- Let's go.
- Give me your hand.
- Leave me!
Leave me, fucker!
You all are shit!
[slow pop music playing]
[sighs]
I quit university.
Does Sofa know about it?
No.
And she is spreading the word.
She even invited some girls from our class.
It's gonna be great
once she finds out.
I didn't go for the exams.
Really?
I didn't study so
I invested my time in going out.
This evening I will start
with the group therapy.
And I guess, I won't
understand a shit there either.
Anyway.
If we can cover
the Sun with a finger.
I suppose our troubles are tiny.
VII. SMILE CLENCHING YOUR TEETH (EPILOGUE)
Sorry, guys, I'll pass.
I don't want to play, period.
If nobody says it, I say it!
You just don't want to replace Mauro!
You're replacing him,
period, and if they ask us
Mauro's dead.
We continue playing.
[upbeat music]
Fuck!
Teo!
Fuck's sake.
- Damn!
- I cover her.
Fuck!
How's it going with Luis?
It's been a while since you've told me.
Finally, you ask.
Easy, ok?
Nobody asks me anything, not even how I am.
Join the club.
If I know, I don't ask.
Is complaining-day today?
Fuck, fuck...!
- Shit!
- Fuck!
[upbeat music]
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