Hallelujah: Leonard Cohen, a Journey, a Song (2021) Movie Script

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Yeah, I've heard that
There was a secret chord
That David played
And it pleased the Lord
But you don't really
Care for music
Do you?
Well, it goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall
The major lift
The baffled king composing
Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
The word
"Hallelujah," of course, is so rich.
It's so abundant in resonances.
People have been
singing that word
for thousands of years,
just to affirm
our little journey here.
I did my best
It wasn't much
I couldn't feel
So I tried to touch
I've told the truth
I didn't come to fool you...
I just love the whole song
'cause it seems to me to sum up
so much of what Leonard is.
This relationship with God
that he struggled with
so much...
He's taking one part Biblical,
one part the woman
he slept with last night.
Hallelujah...
He expresses that
being alone with the divine
is what can redeem us.
He was
always a spiritual seeker.
And that gave him a dimension
that most rock stars
couldn't even fathom.
Hallelujah
Hallelu...
...jah
It's nice of you
to greet my records so warmly.
You've been doing this
for a long time.
Oh, yeah.
They always suggest writers
and I always say,
"Get Larry Sloman to do this,
he's the only one who gets it."
In some respects,
I was Patient Zero
in this virus that became
"Hallelujah."
So four years ago,
I'm sitting in your house
and what amazed me was
when you showed me your books.
The documentation of these songs
and how these songs go through
this amazing process.
Especially with a song like
"Hallelujah."
I mean, book after book
after book with verses.
Well, I always thought
that I sweated over this stuff.
But I had no idea what
sweating over this stuff meant
until I found myself
in a shabby room
at the Royal ton Hotel,
trying to finish "Hallelujah"
and not being able to finish it.
And I remember being in
my underwear, on the carpet,
banging my head
against the floor,
and saying,
"I can't do it anymore."
"It's too lonely,
it's too hard."
Do you think everybody takes
this much care with a pop song?
You know, you can't
begin to understand "Hallelujah"
without investigating
the long, winding path
that got Leonard to a place
where he could tackle
a song like that.
I-I mean, Leonard didn't really
even start writing songs
until he was about 30.
This month, a new
book was published in Canada,
the title Beautiful Losers,
the author Leonard Cohen.
There are those of the audience
who know Leonard Cohen
perhaps primarily as a poet.
His eyes through my eyes
Shine brighter than love.
O send out the raven
Ahead of the dove.
Leonard, in
fact, wishes not to be a poet
but a kind of modern minstrel.
He's become very excited
by the music of the mid '60s.
And recently, his joys
and sorrows of living
have come forth
as simple, beautiful
and sometimes sad songs.
Let's listen to one of them.
It's true
That all the men you knew
Were dealers who said
They were through
With stealing every time
You gave them shelter...
That was the very
first time he sang on television.
The novel was coming out.
And then they said,
"He's going to sing too."
And we said, "Oh, sure. Why not?
And then we'll talk
about the novel."
You must admit that, for
other people looking at you,
Leonard Cohen,
the poet, the novelist,
the scion of a Jewish family
from Montreal,
pop singer
and writer of pop songs...
All of these things, um,
they may certainly add up
to Leonard Cohen,
but they do look
rather complex at first.
Well, I think, that, uh,
you know, the, um...
The borders have... Have faded
between a lot of endeavors,
like the poet or the singer.
All those kinds of expression,
I think are
completely meaningless.
They don't mean anything to me.
It's just a matter
of what your hand falls on.
And if you can make
what your hand falls on sing,
then you can just do it.
I didn't
know him very well then.
I didn't know whether he would
hang in there with it.
After all, I knew,
and everybody did know,
that he came from
a wealthy family in Montreal,
that he'd grown up
in a lot of privilege,
and was he a dilettante?
Was he going to drop this
and say,
"Maybe I'll study law"?
Or whatever.
And leaning
On the window sill
He'll say one day
You caused his will to weaken
With your love and warmth
And shelter
And then taking
From his wallet
An old schedule of trains
He'll say, "I told you when I
came I was a stranger"
"I told you when..."
I came down to New York
and I visited some agents,
and they'd say:
"Turn around, kid, aren't you
too old for this game?"
I was 32 at the time.
And I didn't have
very much success
in getting the ear of anyone.
Please welcome with me
a great songwriter, poet,
novelist and friend,
Leonard Cohen.
So, Judy,
how did you and Leonard Cohen
wind up on this stage together?
Oh, my...
Well, Leonard came to me
in 1966,
and he said, "I can't sing
and I can't play the guitar",
and I don't know if this
is a song." And then he...
He sang me "Suzanne."
And I said, after he finished:
"Well, that is a song
and I'm recording it tomorrow."
It's a great thing,
because I had played it
for somebody in Montreal,
and they said:
"No, there's a lot of songs
like that."
Suzanne takes your hand
She leads you to the river
She's wearing
Rags and feathers
From Salvation Army counters
And the sun pours down
Like honey
On our Lady of the Harbor...
It was on an
album of mine calledln My Life.
And "Suzanne" was the one that
kind of drove it over the top.
So I said, "Well, you can't
hide in the shadows anymore.
You have to come sing
in public."
And I had a date here.
And, uh, it was a big fundraiser
for WBAI.
Everybody was here, I think
Jimi Hendrix was on the show.
It was a whole bunch of people.
Judy kind of
talked me into doing this.
She invited me out on stage,
and I started singing,
and the guitar
was completely out of tune,
and I was scared anyways.
So rather than humiliate
myself, I left.
He said, "I just can't do this."
And he walked off the stage.
Terror. Ha-ha.
Sheer terror,
and everybody loved it.
I mean, they all love you
when you fall apart.
You know, they have...
They get so excited.
You want to travel blind...
So I came back with him,
and then we finished
"Suzanne" together.
For she's touched
Your perfect body
With her mind
The audience was
generous. It was just nerves.
So that was the first time,
and after that, you know,
he became known for his voice
and singing his own songs.
Standby. Take 2.MAN: Okay.
Just a sec.
I think you're starting
a little slow, Leonard.
Right. HAMMOND: Standby, please.
There was a friend of mine
that said,
"John, there's this poet
from Canada,
he's a wonderful songwriter,
but he doesn't read music,
and he's sort of very strange.
I don't think Columbia would
be at all interested in him,
"but you might be."
So I listened to this guy and...
Lo and behold,
I thought he was enchanting.
John Hammond brought Leonard
Cohen to see me and.
I do remember that meeting.
Maybe it's our common Jewish
ancestry, but I related to him.
And John said,
"Leonard is an original."
Take four.
That he's a poet and
that he will make his own way
in a special way
that's unique to him.
Just a sec. Leonard,
excuse me. That's over 20 seconds.
I don't think the introduction
should be more...
No, I wasn't
thinking of it that long.
I just want to get into it
before I started singing.
I didn't have it,
in terms of an introduction.
Take five.
He was Leonard Cohen.
No one walked in his path.
He didn't walk
in anybody else's path.
Bravo, Leonard.
Would you like to listen to it?
Yeah.
People are always telling me:
"Why don't you do something
like you did two records ago?"
I just don't want
to repeat myself.
To me, the only really
exciting thing
about the work
is finding new forms.
So I will keep on trying
to find new forms.
I met Leonard in Montreal
in 1972.
I was performing in Montreal
at the Hotel Nelson,
and it was like a happening.
Everyone in town was there.
The place was exploding.
We were there for a week,
and it was sold out.
They were lined up
around outside.
And this quiet guy comes over
in a black suit
and stands there,
one hand in his pocket.
We started talking,
he was very complimentary
about how exciting
the music was.
Would I be interested
in talking with him
about recording?
I said, "I'm heading back
to my place in New York."
"Well, I'll come down."
I was 22?
I was unknown.
But we hit it off.
And he played me
some great songs.
And immediately I sensed that
these songs were different.
Leonard's songs
felt cinematic to me.
I remember you well
In the Chelsea Hotel
You were talking so brave
And so sweet
Givin' me head
On an unmade bed
While the limousines
Wait in the street...
And right away, I said:
"Boy, we could record these
and sort of drape them
in a dream, like every one
is a vignette of life."
And he sort of liked that idea,
so within a couple of months,
we recorded, I guess it was
eight or nine songs.
I asked my father
I said
"Father, change my name..."
This was New
Skin for the Old Ceremony.
It was the first thing
that I did with Leonard.
Covered up with fear and filth
And cowardice and shame...
In terms of the actual
musical style of the record,
a great deal of it
is due to John Lissauer.
He's a very young man
and certainly the most
interesting musical mind
that I've come across
in many years.
Lover, lover, lover
Lover, lover, lover
Come back to me...
We finished the record
and put together a band
and went on tour.
It was a small band,
just the five of us.
And we did a lot of cities.
We did all of Europe.
And then, after we toured
for about nine months or so,
Leonard asked me
if maybe I'd like to co-write
an album with him.
I said, "How do you
want to do it?
You want to sit around together,
or do you want me
to take your poetry
and essentially set them
to music?"
And he said,
"Well, let's do that."
And he said, "I'm gonna be
in L.A. for a couple of weeks.
Why don't you come join me?
We'll go to the Chateau Marmont,
get a couple of rooms
and write."
I came so far for beauty
I left so much behind...
So I flew out there,
and he had a piano in the room.
We came up with six songs.
It was gonna be an album
called Songs for Rebecca.
It was thrilling.
We had rough vocals
on everything
and arrangements on everything.
It was in pretty good shape.
And he said, "All right,
I'm going to go to Hydra
for a couple of weeks.
I'm working on a book of poetry,
this and that
I'll call you when I get back,
and we'll finish up."
And I didn't hear from him,
for eight years.
Hello? SLOMAN: Leonard?
Yeah. Hi, this is Larry Sloman.
I was a young reporter for
Rolling Stone Magazine in '74,
and I got the plum assignment
of doing a piece on Leonard.
Leonard? Yeah.
What's your schedule
gonna be like?
Let's make
a definite appointment
for tomorrow morning.
Do you get up early,
or do you...?
No, I usually sleep pretty late.
I'll tell you what, I'll
probably stay in Queens today
'cause I have my stereo
out at my parents' house.
Shall I call you or...?
I don't have a phone.
Tell me what time you get up.
I usually get up around 11.
So I'll probably
get into the city around,
let's say, 1:00 tomorrow.
Okay, I'll see you then. Good.
I became
almost like an obsessive.
I mean, I literally stalked
him for three days.
And after the first night
of the first show,
went back to his hotel room,
just kept peppering him
with questions for two hours,
and he was so gracious.
He was, I think, 40 at the time.
He said,
"Wouldn't it be wonderful
if I could just keep
doing this?"
'Cause, you know, we never see
the mature man
chronicling his life.
He says, "It'd be great to hear
that experience on the stage,
and really, you know,
my goal is to become an elder."
Leonard was thinking about
those issues when he was 40
because he was exploring
his Jewish roots.
And in Jewish tradition, I think
you could start studying
Kabbalah when you're 40.
You have to wait till you're 40
to have that life experience
to be able to understand
Kabbalistic thought.
Who by fire
Who by water
Who in the sunshine
Who in the nighttime
Who by high ordeal
Who by common trial...
I was so touched as a child
by that kind of charged speech
that I heard in the synagogue,
where everything was important.
The world was created
through words,
through speech in our tradition.
Who in these realms
Of love...
When we were young,
Leonard would say very proudly
that his grandfather
could take a pin
and put it through the Torah
and know every word
it touched on every page.
Who shall I say
Is calling...
Leonard Cohen
once told an interviewer
that he was thinking
of changing his name.
When you're a famous Jew,
you change your name.
So that's the deal is,
you don't want to be too Jewish
'cause you'll get in the way
of your fame.
Have you ever
thought of changing your name?
Yeah, I was gonna change
my name to September.
I beg your pardon?
I was gonna change my name
to September
when I started writing songs
and singing them.
Leonard September? No, September Cohen.
Oh.
But Cohen
is such a standard name.
Yeah, well, September
is pretty standard too.
Not for a first name.
No. Well, I thought that, uh...
You know,
I always had this feeling
that new things are beginning.
And I thought
that I would change my name
and get a tattoo.
September is how you say Elul
to a non-Jew
'cause Elul is the month
of Rosh Hashanah, Yom Kippur.
This is...
This is the deepest time
when God's on the throne
and we're down here,
and we come to God
with broken hearts
and God's mercies heal us.
So I think he wanted to say
Leonard Elul.
You know, Leonard,
the man who's immersed
in the world
of the month of Elul.
Who by brave assent...
When I was standing
beside my tall uncles in the synagogue,
and the cantor would catalog
all the various ways
that we've sinned and died,
that moved me very much.
Who by his lady's command
Who by his own hand...
When my father died,
after his funeral,
I found myself
writing some words to him.
Then I took
one of his formal ties
and I slit it open
with a razor blade,
and I put this little note,
this little poem into the tie,
and I buried it in the garden.
Who by high ordeal...
I think that was the first time
I ever used language
in a sacramental way.
Who in your merry, merry
Month of May
Who by very slow decay...
Unlocking the mysteries of life
was his primary preoccupation.
So if you had any questions
along those lines,
he was... He was the guy
to talk to.
I had been
working in Los Angeles
as a session singer,
and then Leonard invited me
to go on the road with them
for the Field Commander
Cohen tour.
I was the other singer
with Jennifer Warnes.
Like a baby stillborn
Like a beast with his horn
I have torn...
I was, you know,
very, very young.
But I came in and felt an
immediate warmth from Leonard.
So we spent a lot of time
talking about his overall
philosophy of life.
I swear by this song
I swear by all
That I have done wrong...
He was very attuned to human
suffering around the world,
even though he was
relatively comfortable in life.
And he was constantly aware
of everyone in the world
who isn't comfortable.
I saw a beggar
He was standing there...
When you see the
world and you see the laws
of brute necessity
which govern it,
you realize that the only way
that you can reconcile
this veil of suffering,
the only way you can
reconcile it to sanity
is to glue your soul to prayer.
A pretty woman leaning
In her darkened door...
He was really on a quest
to find his path,
his spiritual path,
and he tried a million things.
Well, I've been studying
with an old Japanese gentleman
for many years.
Roshi had a
Zen center over in Europe,
so he came out and he rode
with us on the bus.
There were
a lot of wonderful things
in my own culture,
my own training,
but always
in the back of my mind
was some kind of resonating
presence in my heart.
I have tried...
Some sense that there was
something that could be healed.
To be free
I remember once
I was musing on purgatory,
and I was fearful of it.
And he said:
"This is purgatory."
And he meant the whole scene,
what we're living.
And at the same time,
he would say
what an amazing experiment
this is.
We were very young then.
Even then,
it was about the brokenness
of the community
that we both had come out of.
They had a lot of rules.
You went to school,
you got married.
You had children, you lived
in a nice house in West mount.
That was written for us.
This is a song based on
my extremely boring
and pathetic life at West mount
High School in Montreal,
and it's a song that I wrote
a couple of years ago
with Phil Spector.
Ooh-wah-ooh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Ooh-wah-ooh
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Frankie Laine
He was singing "Jezebel"
I pinned an iron cross
To my lapel...
I'd been hearing that Leonard
was going to record
with Phil Spector.
Leonard's
experience with Phil Spector...
That whole thing, I think,
was Marty Ma chat,
who was Leonard's manager
at the time, also managed Phil.
So he put them together.
I always got the
sense that Marty didn't like me,
I was too young,
it was something I just sensed.
Maybe Marty didn't like my hair.
And so when Spector came along,
he was a legendary producer,
he might have been the most
famous producer in the world.
It was record producer as star.
So I said, "Boy, I guess
they got the real guy."
"Enough work with this kid,
we're gonna get
the real pop ringer."
I know you're hungry
I can hear it in your voice
And there are
Many parts of me to touch
You have your choice
How did
you feel about the album?
Oh, the album is a disaster.
The songs are good, but
Tina Turner should have sung it.
Or-or Bill Medley.
And working with Phil Spector
was a little tricky.
Spector imposed
his "Wall of Sound" on Leonard.
But don't go home
With your hard-on
It will only
Drive you insane...
It had bombastic orchestration,
and a lot of people
thought that the music
was competing with the lyrics.
And, you know, with Leonard,
you gotta hear the lyrics.
That happened,
uh, at a curious time in my life
because I-I was
at a very low point.
My family was breaking up,
I was living in Los Angeles,
which was a foreign city to me,
and I'd lost control
of my work and my life.
I think the breakup
of his relationship with Suzanne
was a very painful process.
Leonard,
talk a little about "Gypsy's Wife."
In a sense, the song
was written for my gypsy wife.
And where
Where is my gypsy wife?
But, uh, in another way,
it's just a song about, uh,
the way men and women
have lost one another.
That, uh, men and women have
wandered away from each other
and have become gypsies
to each other.
I said where...
"Suzanne,"
I've got to ask you about
because there was
a Suzanne in your life,
and she's the mother
of two children.
But you wrote a song called
"Suzanne,"
and someone told me today that
that was not about her.
No, I had written the song
before I met
this particular lady.
I guess I summoned her.
So it was another Suzanne?
It was another Suzanne, yeah.
She says your body
Is the light
Your body...
You have a
great reputation that goes before you,
and perhaps in your wake as
well, for being a ladies' man.
Is it well-earned?
You know,
I'm the last one to ask.
No,
you're the only one I can ask.
So where...
I would have
jumped off a bridge for Leonard.
I would have done anything
because I adored him.
I didn't have
a love affair with him.
I mean, he was wonderful.
Handsome
intelligent, mysterious,
dangerous.
I mean, once you're past 25,
you sort of know.
So I knew that.
I knew dangerous when I saw it.
It's too early
For the rainbow
It's too early
For the dove...
Leonard had a way
of putting women on a pedestal.
He, I think, saw women
as part of the path
to some kind of righteousness
or enlightenment.
And there is no man
There is no woman
That you can't touch...
We are irresistibly
attracted to one another.
We are irresistibly lonely
for each other.
And we have to deal with this.
And the other side of that is
the same appetite
for significance in the cosmos,
where each of us understands
his solitude in the cosmos
and longs for some affirmation
by the maker of the cosmos,
by the creator.
Where is my gypsy wife
Tonight?
One of the reviews
I was reading said that...
Leonard's whole career
has been pulled
between holiness and horniness.
So let's talk about women.
What was your first love?
My first love?
Childhood sweetheart?
Sixth grade? An older aunt?
You never change, do you?
I was 50 years old
when I'd first fallen in love.
Fifty?
I never knew
what it meant before.
I'm going to be 70 next year.
No way.Yeah.
It's not funny. Don't laugh.
If you want a lover
I'll do anything
You ask me to
And if you want
Another kind of love
I'll wear a mask for you
If you want a partner
Take my hand
Or if you wanna
Strike me down in anger
Here I stand
I'm your man
I feel that
when there is an emotion
strong enough
to gather a song about it,
there's something
about that emotion
that is indestructible.
When I asked
him, he said that he'd been working
two years already
on "Hallelujah."
Then he wrote a part in Paris,
you know?
When he was staying in Paris.
And a part in my house.
You know, he was often starting
with this song.
In the morning, first thing,
coffee, then working on
"Hallelujah."
I really love when Leonard's
doing a work that is really...
Bringing you
all sort of emotions
and breaking your heart,
and filling your heart
after it's broken.
You know, I don't know,
it's just beautiful to...
To be able to hear such poetry
with such beautiful music,
you know?
Would he try verses out on you?
Asking me?
No, he was never asking,
but he was playing
in front of me.
But I was not really
like somebody at a concert.
He was working.
I was working a lot.
We were both working a lot.
So I'm part of that landscape.
I feel it like that.
You are just a person,
or you could be the dog
or the cat at the moment
where there was inspiration.
It's so mysterious.
"Hallelujah" is like
a symbolist poem, you know?
It's obscure. It's very obscure.
I always see "Hallelujah"
like a bird
that is flying in a room,
and sometimes touching
the walls of the culture.
It's like a... a riddle.
Ratso knows more than me.
Oh, yeah, yeah. Of course.
The last time we talked, we were
talking about "Hallelujah."
And this is something...
You've been working on this
for as long as I've known you.
Yeah, yeah, I've
been working on that song.
And I think I-I have notes
in my present collection
of-of notebooks.
Oh, okay, here, here.
"When David played
His fingers bled."
He wept for every word he said.
You hear him still.
You hear him singing to you...
Endless variations.
Even here, it says:
"Baby, I've been here before
I know what rooms like this
Are for".
"Baby, I've been here before
I know this room
This crooked floor".
And "Baby I've been here before
I know this room
I've walked this floor"
I mean...
These are all
the "Hallelujah" songs.
Did he ever mention
how many verses he might've written?
For some reason,
the number 180 comes to mind.
It might've been 150,
but it was a lot of verses.
Sometimes I think
that I would go along
with the old Beat philosophy:
"First thought, best thought."
But it never worked for me.
There hardly is a first thought.
It's all sweat.
No, but, I mean, you are kind of
transmitting the experience,
or passing it along
to another generation.
What is the experience?
It's the experience of, uh
of work,
and of failure.
And, uh...
You just try to lay it out
as accurately as you can.
I hadn't
seen him in eight years,
'76 to '84.
And so my Leonard days
were done.
Except in 1984,
I get a phone call.
"Hey, John. How are you?"
He said, "Do you want
to make a record?"
Going back to Lissauer
to produceVarious Positions,
that may have been occasioned by
the excesses of working
with Phil Spector.
Lissauer, the arrangements
were much more subtle
and much more elegant,
and it really, I thought,
brought out the nuances
of the lyrics much better.
It was very surprising but oddly
uh, comforting
at the same point.
I must have always known
that we weren't done.
Hello?
Now, at this point,
he was in New York
on a semi-regular basis,
and he was staying
at the Royal ton.
So he said,
"Come on up to my room.
I'll play you some songs."
So I'm in the Royal ton,
and he's got his guitar out,
but he also has a little device
on his table in front of him.
Not quite as many cymbals,
but he goes.
I'm saying, "What is this?"
So I'm saying, "Jeez.
That's kind of like
Kurt Weill meets, um...
You know, it's Berlin
in the '30s or something."
And at first I thought that
he was sort of putting me on.
I mean, it's a Leonard Cohen
album, it's... It's, uh
tactile and acoustic and serious
and deep and historic.
I said, "This electronic stuff,
that's just like
a post-disco thing."
I remember
studio sessions with Leonard,
and John.
I remember their relationship,
they were laughing a lot.
Leonard is very intense
but with no show-off
of the intensity, you know?
He's, like, producing
this incredible performance
without intending to say,
"Oh, look at me.
I'm going to do something
great and difficult.
Please, I want concentration."
It's a real creativity.
Dance me
Through the curtains
That our kisses
Have outworn...
Columbia had
asked that we do a record
that would put Leonard
on the American map.
And we had this song,
"Hallelujah,"
which was pop song-like,
and it reached out more.
It just had
a more contemporary
possibility to it
than a lot of his stuff.
Hallelujah...
I could see how great it was.
And as soon as I sat at the
piano and we started to do...
Again, kind of a gospel 6/8
feel, which eventually is...
And my favorite spot
is the big hole in the end
where it goes...
The last time through it,
really just,
you think,
"Oh, please do something."
Now, I've heard there was
A secret chord
That David played
And it pleased the Lord
But you don't really
Care for music
Do you?
When I first heard it,
it had the verses
that are on the record.
And that was it.
And I never, ever asked him
about his lyrics.
I didn't ever say,
"Explain this to me,"
or, "Does this have
two meanings?"
All the things
that people wanna know.
"Jeez, what did he...?"
...composing Hallelujah
I wanted to be the audience.
I wanted to make of the lyrics
what they were to the listener.
I didn't want to know too much.
And I didn't want to
I think it's insulting in a way
to ask someone
to explain his art.
It has to explain itself.
Hallelujah
We're all thrilled
with this record.
And there's so much to it.
There's three
unbelievably great songs
on this album,
and I said, "We've done it.
This is really good."
And I think Columbia
is gonna like this.
They're gonna be happy.
They had their anthem
and they had a pop tune
in "Dance Me."
And it had stuff that could
catch on all over the place.
And I said, you know,
"This is it."
And, boy, was I wrong.
Sit down, my friend.
Now, your album
is called Various Positions.
I know it's available
in England, I found out.
But why can't we get it
in America?
Columbia Records
didn't want to bring it out.
Why? What happened?
They have a transorbital
frontal lobotomy?
It was time to present
the record.
Uh...
And they brought it
into the new head of Columbia,
Walter Yetnikoff.
Yetnikoff was not a Leonard guy.
And he pretty much
hated it, heh.
I visited the chief executive
of Columbia Records.
And?
First of all,
he reviewed my suit.
Then he said:
"Leonard, we know you're great,
but we don't know
if you're any good."
Really?
That record album
never came out in the States, did it?
No, Columbia Records
refused to put it out.
Why? He said, "I don't like the mix."
I said, "You mix it,
Mr. Yetnikoff.
If that's what's going to stop
you putting out the record,
you just mix it and put it out."
To me, that was so disgusting
and terrible and heartbreaking.
Yeah. Yeah.
TheVarious Positions
is the positions of the little will.
We sense that there is a will
that is behind all things.
And we're also aware
of our own little will
to succeed, to dominate,
to influence, to be king.
And from time to time,
things arrange themselves
in such a way that
that tiny will is annihilated.
I remember
that he was crushed after that.
All his work
that had been so intense
and doing something so precise
and so beautiful,
and then they say, "Oh, no, no.
We're not interested in this."
It's horrible. It's horrible.
It was like The Twilight Zone
for me.
You do something you're
absolutely sure is one thing,
and someone else sees it
as reversed as possible.
I said, "Boy, I must have
no sense of the music world"
"to be this wrong."
And suddenly,
everyone thought it was wrong.
And Marty made me feel
that I had somehow
ruined Leonard's record career.
He walked in, thinking it was
the greatest thing ever,
and he came out
and it was my fault.
My record career with Columbia
was pretty much done.
So I basically stopped making
records with this album.
At some point, someone said:
"Yeah, you're not working
in this town again, kid."
To me, that
was such a Philistine move.
I mean, it-it just symbolized
everything that's wrong
with those assholes
who run music labels.
I don't think
that the rejection of an album
after it's paid for
happens that often.
That's pretty extreme, yeah.
I have no idea
why Walter rejected it.
Obviously,
the album included one classic.
The work is done.
And it's really good, man.
It is impeccable.
The stuff's down
in black and white.
Whether it comes out
or whether it's seen.
I'm telling you,
this is all for the books.
I feel I have a huge posthumous
career ahead of me, you know?
My estate will swell.
My name will flourish...
I mean, you know.
Look, "Courage
is what others can't see",
what is never affirmed.
It is made
of what you have thrown away
"and then come back for."
I don't think
that Leonard ever believed
that he was not any good.
I don't think
he ever believed that.
I don't think,
no matter who told him,
what titan of the record
industry told him,
or what sales figures
they could show him,
he would ever believe
that he wasn't any good.
Now I look for her always
I'm lost in this calling
And I'm tied to the roots
Of some prayer
I don't
think he would let anybody
destroy him in that way.
I think he always knew
that he was very strong.
And the night comes on
And it's very calm
I want to cross over
I want to go home
But she says, "Go back "
Go back to the world"
The album eventually came out
on some dipshit label
out of New Jersey.
It came out
in a very tiny company.
We had to scurry around
to find somebody
just to print the records.
SoVarious
Positions and "Hallelujah"
had gone completely unheralded
and unrecognized.
There's a lot of stuff
that's really good,
nobody really is
turned up to, you know?
Most of the things
that you're exposed to
are just the things
you hear on the radio.
Nobody heard
of "Hallelujah" at that time.
Except Dylan.
And Dylan was singing the song
in some of his concerts,
which was
a wonderful affirmation.
You say
there was A secret chord
That David played
And it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care
For music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall
And the major lift
I've had many conversations
with Bob about Leonard's work.
So "Hallelujah" is a song
right up Bob's alley.
Why?
Because it's, um
Bob is another
spiritual seeker. Bob...
Heh, I mean, you know,
Bob is a spiritual chameleon.
Hallelujah
What impact
did Bob Dylan have on you personally?
The last time Mr. Dylan and I
met was at a caf
in the 14th Arrondissement
in Paris, France,
a day after Mr. Dylan's
triumphant concert there.
It was a pleasant conversation,
a conversation that could be
described as "shop talk,"
in which we traded lyrics,
both of us astounded
at the other's genius.
I've heard a lot of
different versions of the Paris caf.
One version of it goes that Bob
said how much he liked
"Hallelujah."
And Leonard said, "Yeah,
it took me seven years
to write that song."
I said it was a couple of years.
Actually, it was more than that.
But I was ashamed to tell him
exactly how long it took,
and then,
the conversation went on,
and I praised
one of the songs he wrote.
It was called "I and I"
from an album called Infidels.
I asked him how long
he took to write it.
He said, "15 minutes."
Bob was kidding.
He also once said that
he wrote the Lenny Bruce song
in the back of a taxicab.
There are
people that write great songs
in the back of taxicabs,
but my songs take a long time
to bring to completion, and I
don't know what the process is.
But I know that perseverance
is the essential element.
I love that.
I love the fact that he worked
hard for those words...
It-it, uh...
It makes us feel better
about ourselves.
Dylan was like, "Yeah, I wrote
it in the back of the cab."
It's like, yeah, okay, okay,
you probably did, but come on.
You know.
Come down to earth, you know.
Come down, stand among us
for a moment, you know.
It is a gift.
Of course, you have to keep
your tools sharp,
and you have to keep your skill
in a condition of operation.
But the real song,
where that comes from,
no one knows.
That is grace. That is a gift.
And, uh...
That is...
That is not yours.
If I knew where songs came from,
I would go there more often.
If it be your will
That I speak no more...
One time when we
really talked about creative process,
Leonard acknowledged there's
something called the Bat Kol,
which in the Talmud is
the, uh...
The feminine voice of God
that extends into people.
The Bat Kol arrives,
and if you're in her service,
you write down what she says.
And then she goes away.
So the baffled king is:
"I just wrote the secret chord
and I don't even know
how I got it.
But what I think I did is I made
myself open to the Bat Kol."
If a voice be true...
Refine yourself enough
that the Bat Kol
recognizes that you're open.
She arrives.
I will sing to you...
You speak.
She departs. And you polish it.
All your praises
They shall ring
Various
Positions is the name of the album.
And at the same time, same
year, we have Book of Mercy.
How did Book of Mercy
come about?
It's a book of prayer.
If it be your will
If there is a choice
The songs are related,
of course.
I think everybody's work
is all of one piece.
Let your mercies
Spill on all
These burning hearts in hell
If it be your will
To make us well...
At one point, I think
you say, perhaps at more than one point,
you say,
"Though I don't believe."
I say that a couple of times:
"Though I don't believe,
I come to you now
and I lift my doubt
to your mercy."
In our rags of light...
That kind of conversation
with eternity,
oh, it certainly is deep
in the Jewish tradition
of questioning God.
And I think
it's a legitimate concern.
If it be your will
If it be your will
I guess it was 1988,
Leonard goes on tour and
he starts singing "Hallelujah,"
and all of a sudden
new lyrics.
Is there any verse
that actually
no one has ever heard of
that you could tell us?
There are. I don't know
how distinguished they are.
But there are a lot of verses
to the song "Hallelujah."
They go like this:
"Baby, I've been here before
I know this room
I've walked this floor"
You see I used to live alone
Before I knew you
I said, "Wait a minute.
We're not
in the Old Testament anymore."
I've seen your flag
On the marble arch
But love...
It's more secular.
It's like
a completely different song.
And I'm saying to myself,
"What the fuck?"
It's a broken Hallelujah...
You said some
interesting things about
the reason you rewrote
some of these songs
because you felt
that it was inauthentic
to write religious songs
anymore.
In and of itself,
there's nothing wrong with it.
It's whether
you can get behind it.
I had the King David song.
It was easy for me
to use that Biblical metaphor
until the time came
when I choked on the words
because it simply
wasn't direct enough.
There was a time
You let me know
What's really Going on below
But now you never
Even show it to me, do you?
But I remember
When I moved in you
Yes, and the Holy Dove
She was moving too
Yes, and every single breath
That we drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
I wanted to push the
song deep into the secular world,
into the ordinary world.
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
"Hallelujah" was a
word that you don't really get to use
without sounding too religious.
Leonard pulled that word
out of the sky
and pulled it down to the earth,
and made the word okay again.
And hip again and usable again,
you know?
Thank you so much, friends.
Fast-forward a couple of years
and I was hanging out
at Leonard's office,
and his then-manager
told me that, uh, they were
doing a tribute album.
It was going to be
a tribute album
to Leonard calledl'm Your Fan.
Could I suggest people
to be on it?
And I had worked for years
with John Cale,
writing lyrics with John.
And John loves Leonard's work.
So I said, "Yeah,
Cale would be perfect."
Sunday morning...
We welcome
John Cale to the studio today.
One of the founders
of the Velvet Underground,
worked with Nico and Lou Reed,
and pretty much everybody else
you'd care to think of
during an extraordinary
50-year career,
at the forefront of innovation
in rock and pop music.
John Cale joins us.
One of the things I thought
we'd have to discuss
is the role that you played
in reviving
Leonard Cohen's "Hallelujah."
How did you cotton on
to the potential,
the power of
Leonard Cohen's song
long before other solo artists
recorded it?
Well, I remember
seeing Leonard doing it
at the Beacon in New York.
I hadn't heard it before,
and it just knocked me sideways.
So I thought, I could do this
as a solo piano thing.
This is an experiment.
This song was written
by Leonard Cohen.
I heard there was
A secret chord
That David played
And it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care
For music, do you?
I remember
John Cale covering that song.
I remember going,
"Wow, what a deep cut.
You've just picked a song
of Leonard's that I know,
but not a lot of people
know that tune."
Then I called up John and said:
"John, there's different verses.
There's the song
that's on the album,
and then there's the song
he's doing live.
See if you can get
all the verses."
Hallelujah...
Well, I got a ton of
verses that are really gorgeous.
But some of them
I couldn't sing myself.
Some of them were about religion
and reflecting
Leonard's background.
So I took the cheeky verses.
There was a time
You let me know
What's really Going on below
But now you never show it
To me, do you?
I remember
When I moved in you
And the Holy Dove
Was moving too
And every breath
We drew was Hallelujah
Hallelujah
The spareness of that version
was beautiful to me.
Hallelujah...
John has a real talent
for pulling away
all of the unnecessary stuff.
Maybe there's a God above
But all I ever learned
From love...
And it was great that
he was combining the spiritual
and the secular versions
of that song.
Cale really owned that song.
He really made it personal.
It's not somebody
Who's seen the light...
But again,
that's because, you know,
Cale's a guy like Leonard
who's been through the wars.
So, you know.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
I do not remember
the first time I heard "Hallelujah."
But I'm pretty sure
that the first time
I heard "Hallelujah,"
Leonard wasn't singing it.
I think I must have heard
Jeff Buckley?
The first version
of "Hallelujah"
I heard was Jeff Buckley.
Jeff Buckley.
I don't know, the Jeff Buckley
seems to be the version
because I'm even shocked
sometimes,
even when you go
on the Internet,
and sometimes you see
people on television, they say:
"Now I'm going to sing a song
by Jeff Buckley."
And it's "Hallelujah."
Hi, I'm Mick Grondahl.
And I'm Jeff Buckley.
And you're watching
120 Minutes on MTV.
Jeff Buckley and "Hallelujah"
probably wouldn't have
come together
were it not for St. Ann's.
How did that happen?
Oh, heh.
By accident.
You know, "Arts at St. Ann's"
was a music theater series
in this important
landmark church.
And we were just starting
to do these multi-artist shows
that investigated somebody's
body of work.
And Hal Willner and I
were doing this homage
to Tim Buckley.
You turn and run away
Janine and I got in touch
with Tim Buckley's manager,
Herb Cohen.
He said,
"You know he has a son."
Or someone said, "He has a son."
I went, "Is he good?"
He went,
"He's better than his father."
Let me sing a song
I've always played music,
I just have never pursued
the music business.
I never sent a tape to anyone
or shopped myself.
And then the beautiful people
at St. Ann's,
they asked me to come.
And when he
walked into the church that day,
he was obviously the type
that you could put
in any situation to do anything.
You could just tell.
It's just an instinctual thing,
hearing him sing three notes,
watching him play guitar,
talking to him about
the different music he liked.
He was a magic man.
Once I was a soldier
And I fought
On foreign sands for you...
And then at the very end,
Jeff's guitar string broke.
So he sang it a cappella.
Do you ever...
And you could see
the full range of his voice.
...remember me
Something had
been unleashed, you know.
So he stuck around.
You can be
heard performing live at the Sin-.
Oh, yeah.
He came in looking for a gig.
And things developed
very quickly.
I believe it was Hal Willner,
actually, told him to come in.
He started playing once a week.
That was his workshop.
And he would just play
whatever songs he was learning.
He wasn't playing any originals.
I figured to
pick my favorite artists
and artists that move a lot
of people, or just move me.
Jeff would
play music for me a lot,
and it was a very natural thing
for me to share "Hallelujah"
with him
because we'd been doing projects
at St. Ann's with John Cale.
And I had heard John's version
of "Hallelujah,"
which I loved.
Hallelujah...
And somewhere in there,
I played John's song for him.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
"Hallelujah"
is a Leonard Cohen song.
Yeah, but, baby
I've been here before...
I do the John Cale version.
And I've walked
This floor...
I just learned it one night
before a gig at Sin-.
Before I knew you...
It's a great song.
I wish I wrote it.
I didn't know the song.
I knew it when he sang it.
That was my introduction to it.
It was amazing, and everybody
knew it was amazing.
Everybody knew he was amazing.
So he's on his way.
So I brought the A&R guy,
Steve Berkowitz,
down there to see him.
The first time
that I heard about Jeff was...
Hal and I are walking
across St. Mark's Place.
He said, "Buckley's kid plays
in here sometimes."
And he points at this
little dusty club called Sin-.
And, um, we looked in the window
and there he was.
After, like, one or two songs,
I just grabbed Hal by the arm.
"Am I hearing everything
I think I'm hearing?"
And he goes, "Yeah, you are."
"Hallelujah,"
which is so emotional and spiritual
and so open to feeling
and interpretation...
Good choice for Jeff Buckley.
Jeff was an instrument
of Leonard's and that song
to turn it into something else.
His guitar playing on that
is astounding.
People always talk about
his voice, which obviously...
But his guitar playing is,
like, crazy good.
I think,
musically, he made it his own.
Leonard wrote a beautiful song,
and then Jeff made it sound
like an angel was singing it.
Your faith was strong
But you needed proof
You saw her bathing
On the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight
Overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne
And she cut your hair
And from your lips
She drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Jeff didn't
make it a better song.
It was already a great song.
You know, Leonard wrote it.
But he did elevate the plateau
of visibility for that song
to the rest of the world
in a more popular vein
and maybe a less forbidding way
than those dark, grumbly voices
of those older guys
who had done it,
whether it was Cale
or Leonard or Dylan.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
I did see him end
the show often with that song.
It was so effective.
It's just him.
Hall...
And it's very exposed.
Hall...
And he did make it
sort of overtly sexual, um,
which, I think,
was really fun for him to do.
Iujah
Hallelujah
What was the question?
It was about Leonard Cohen.
Do you know
whether he's heard...?
I hope he never hears it.
Why?
'Cause...
Uh
I don't know.
To me, it sounds more
like a boy singing it.
Jeff didn't live
to see "Hallelujah"
becoming the song it did.
But after he died, of course,
a lot of people came
to his version of that song.
This song was
played by a gentleman that
is probably one
of my biggest influences
and a number of other people's
as well.
We owe a great debt
to Mr. Jeff Buckley.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
The question is,
if he hadn't died,
would that song have
taken the place it did?
To Jeff Buckley.
"Hallelujah"?
Is that what you're saying?
All right, what the hell.
For me, Jeff
Buckley's "Hallelujah"
is paramount
to why I sing and how I sing.
Hearing those lyrics
come out of his mouth
was the first time
it really got me.
I became immediately obsessed
with it.
I would put it on repeat
next to my head
when I'd go to sleep.
I had a little
boom-box CD player.
And just listen to it
all night long.
And it kind of informed
a lot of my dreams and visions.
It was what was causing me
to reconcile my faith
and my sexuality at the time.
It was what was helping me
feel a part of that narrative.
Well, darling
I've been here before
I've seen this room
I've walked these floors
You know I used to live alone
Before I knew you...
It evokes some of the most
primitive human desires.
And it marries it with a concept
that so many of us
struggle with,
which is spirituality.
It's a cold
And it's a broken
Hallelujah...
Leonard Cohen somehow understood
that "Hallelujah"
wasn't a church song,
but that it was actually
a moment of realization that
life can be desperately hard.
And for me, that was just
something I really wanted to say
every day to myself,
as I was going through
that phase of coming-of-age
and trying to understand, um
what it meant to be young,
faithful and gay.
Hallelujah
Hey, Hallelujah
Thank you very much!
You're watching
an in-concert profile of me.
I don't want to say
too much about myself
because most of you
don't know who I am,
and those of you who do
already know something
about my curious career
and my marginal presence
on the edge of the music scene
for the past 30 years.
One reason
I've hung around so long
is it takes me four or five
years to do an album.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Maybe there's a God above
As for me
All I ever learned from love
Is how to shoot at someone
Who outdrew you...
I had a great
sense of disorder in my life,
of chaos, of depression,
of distress.
I had no idea
where this came from,
and the prevailing
psychoanalytic explanations
didn't seem to address
the things I felt.
A broken Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
At a certain point,
I'd finished the tour,
and I'd been drinking a lot,
which became progressively
more distressing.
And I didn't see much more
future in show business.
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
I did my best
I know it wasn't much
I could not feel that is why
I learned to touch
You've been spending
a lot of time outside of Los Angeles.
That's right.
There's a Zen monastery
that I've been living at
on Mount Baldy,
about 6500 feet up.
I visited him up at Mount Baldy.
It was a primordial rock pile.
It was not a comforting place.
Well, Zen practice
isn't comforting either.
It's, uh...
It's not for the meek.
It's a rigorous life.
It's designed to overthrow you.
If it isn't a matter
of survival,
of life and death,
of healing or sickness,
then I don't think anyone
in their right mind
would undertake
this kind of training.
So it's almost
like medicine for you, then?
Well, it's a very
careful and precise investigation
into the self
that was urgent for me.
If you're sitting
in a meditation hall
for four or five hours a day,
you kind of get straight
with yourself.
So this is not on the level
of a religious conversion.
It's closer to science
than religion.
Do you
find it inspiring as a writer?
I think it's like peeling
away the layers of the onion,
which is the process
I've always used
in writing anyways.
You keep discarding the stuff
that is too easy
or too much of a slogan.
Yeah, this kind of practice
is valuable,
but there's no guarantee
that any kind of training
or environment or situation
results in a good song.
He told me that
when he sat in Zazen,
he was writing songs.
That's not exactly
what one would think
you're doing in Zazen.
In Zazen,
you would clear your mind.
The birds They sang
At the break of day
Start again
I heard them say
Don't dwell
On what has passed away
Or what is yet to be
Why did you leave Mount Baldy?
I felt I'd been
there long enough,
and I found myself
saying to Roshi
that I think it's time to go
down the hill for a while.
The Holy Dove
She will be caught again
Bought and sold
Then bought again
The Dove is never free...
There is a crack
A crack in everything
That's how the light Gets in
That's how The light gets in
"Hallelujah," you
know, obviously had wings,
but what was the thing
that really broke it?
When was
the first movie version?
It was just Cale,
then Buckley...
And then...
And then Shrek. Shrek.
So Shrek really broke it.
I have not seen Shrek.
And I actually just need
to check, is that a cartoon?
The years start comin'
And they don't stop comin'
Fed to the rules
And I hit the ground runnin'
Didn't make sense
Not to live for fun...
This was the first of its kind.
They weren't traditional
fairytale characters.
And the music was different.
It just reflected
our comedic aesthetics and
what would keep us,
keep our butts in a seat
watching a movie.
And I'd been a fan
of Leonard Cohen
since the early '90s.
I heard there was
A secret chord...
I came across him
throughl'm Your Fan,
and John Cale's version
of "Hallelujah."
I just played that
over and over and over again.
And one of the first jobs
I was given,
as a newer director
on the movie,
was "figure this moment out."
Baby, I've been here before
I know this room
I've walked this floor...
It's just this interesting,
complex mix of feelings
that you don't often see
in a family movie.
But we all agreed we loved it.
And Aron Warner,
our producer, said:
"Okay, that's great.
Go figure it out."
So I worked with the lyrics,
trimming down the song
to edit out the naughty bits
and get the song down to,
you know, a couple of minutes.
What are the naughty bits?
Oh, "Tied
you to a kitchen chair,"
and all of the very
personal lyrics
that had to do with the specific
sexual aspect
of the relationship.
And we trimmed down choruses
and then re-storyboarded
to that version.
John Cale asked
me for a bunch of lyrics.
Is his in Shrek
or is that Rufus Wainwright's?
That's a good question.
I think it's Rufus's.
What's interesting
about my relationship to "Hallelujah"
is that I didn't know
the song at all.
I didn't know
Jeff Buckley's version.
I didn't know
Leonard Cohen's version.
I heard there was
A secret chord...
But what occurred was that
I was on Dream Works Records,
and Dream Works was also making
the movie Shrek.
And there was some kind
of backroom deal...
That was struck
between the powers that be
at the animation studio
and the record company.
So I recut John Cale's version
in the studio,
assuming that it would be
in the movie.
But then they came back to us
and they said:
"Unfortunately, the filmmakers
have decided to keep
John Cale's version in."
'Cause they thought his voice
matched Shrek more, heh-heh!
Yes, it was rejected
for the movie.
And that was just me.
Sorry, I'm really sorry.
I love John Cale's version.
John Cale is one of my
all-time favorite artists,
but I can see how there's more
of a kind of Welsh,
sour quality, which I could see
would work better with Shrek
than my gorgeous,
you know, 22-year-old tenor.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
Look, I love Rufus
Wainwright. He's fantastic.
And it's a beautiful,
beautiful version.
But it always felt
too young to me.
It felt like someone's
first heartbreak.
Baby, I've been here before
I know this room
And I've walked this floor
I used to live alone
Before I knew you
So I just put my foot down.
But the caveat that was arranged
was that my version
would be on the soundtrack.
Shrek. Music
from the original motion picture.
Wow!
Hallelujah
And as the years went by,
watching any of the talent
shows on TV,
somebody would sing it
and somebody would play it
with a ukulele.
And it was always
the, you know, Shrek version,
the shortened version that has
all the naughty bits taken out.
So just give us
a little background,
why this song for Lee?
I like him as a person.
And I wanted him to do something
which shows that he's got the
potential to be a great artist.
That's why I chose this song,
I love this song.
Singing live for your votes,
here's "Hallelujah."
Baby, I've been here
Before...
I've seen this room
And I've walked this floor...
I used to live alone
Before I knew you...
Now I've heard there was
A secret chord that...
And it pleased the Lord...
Maybe there's a God above...
All I've ever learned
From love...
Is how to shoot somebody
Who outdrew you...
Hallelujah Hallelujah
Hallelujah Oh, Hallelujah
Hallelujah Hallelujah
Hallelujah
That was just.
I mean, seriously, incredible.
Thank you, Simon. COWELL: You've gotta win.
If you want the winner's single
to be released by Alexandra,
you have to vote for her.
Leonard Cohen,
let me ask you about "Hallelujah."
It took on a whole new energy
this past Christmas.
It appeared Number 1
and Number 2
on the UK bestseller charts.
And your version from 1984
was also in the top 40.
What did you make of that?
Well, of course,
there were certain ironic
and amusing sidebars,
you know, because the record
that it came from
wasn't considered good enough
for the American market.
It wasn't put out,
so there was a certain sense of
a mild sense of revenge
that arose in my heart.
What is
the magic of "Hallelujah"?
I don't know.
You know, one is always trying
to write a good song and
like everything else,
you put in your best effort,
but you can't
command the consequences, so...
Of course, I was happy
that the song was being used,
but I think people ought to stop
singing it for a little while.
Leonard was kidding. You think?
Yes, yes. You know
I mean, I think
he was tickled pink
that everybody and their sister
were singing this song.
You don't really care
For music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall...
What a song can do
when it gets out into the world,
despite its challenges,
is really, really fascinating.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
"Hallelujah"
really beat the odds
in that it's its own thing now.
It's its own person,
and it has its own life.
Hallelujah...
People love it for their
weddings and their engagements.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
And their dark times.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
It always feels like
every time you hear the song
that something big
has just happened.
You don't just hear the song
and pass by the song
and move to the next song.
I love that it doesn't matter
if you're agnostic
or Christian or Jewish
or whatever...
There's parts of the song
that apply to you.
And they're all right,
none of them are wrong.
I'm going to try something here.
This could go bad.
I was at Red Rocks,
and earlier in the day,
I was listening to a mix.
And by chance, Jeff Buckley's
"Hallelujah" came on my iPod.
I had never played the song,
but I had a little slot
that was kind of a question-mark
slot on the set list.
I didn't say anything
to the band beforehand.
They didn't know
I was gonna do it.
I heard there was
A secret chord
That David played
And it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care
For music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall
The major lift
The baffled king
Composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
What I didn't anticipate,
'cause I'm still pretty new
to this song,
I didn't anticipate
the way the crowd would react.
I mean, there are 10,000 people
between two rocks
in-in what looks
like a cathedral.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah...
And for me, that was
one of those nights that,
when it's all said and done
and all over,
I'm not gonna remember
a lot of things, probably,
but I'm going to remember
singing "Hallelujah,"
night one at Red Rocks,
no doubt.
And I'll remember the people,
and I'll remember
the way they responded
to the song.
It was
just like being in church.
In my secret life...
So where are you now?
You know,
nothing's over till it's over,
but I find myself
in a graceful moment.
So the depressions that you
suffered from very much
in your earlier days?
They've lifted.
They've lifted completely.
I saw you this morning
It's not so much that I...
You were moving so fast...
I got what I was looking for,
but the, um
the search itself dissolved.
It sounds like
you had an amazing moment of clarity
or revelation or whatever.
It wasn't as dramatic
as that, there were no bright lights
but something did happen,
and God knows
I want to celebrate it.
But I certainly know
that any analysis of it
would be futile.
Right.
And we're still making love
Oh-oh-oh-oh In my secret life
In my secret life
I smile when I'm angry...
We were working on new material.
So he was coming over
to my studio and...
One day he came over
and he said:
"You know, I went to the ATM
and there's no money.
I've been ripped off."
I want to
make sure I've said this clearly,
you found out
that your business manager
had basically stolen
all your money,
the money that had been made
from selling
your song publishing,
and your retirement funds.
That's true.
Yes, that's the way it was.
He really turned
everything over to his assistant.
He signed everything off to her.
She could do anything she wanted
with everything that he had.
Something that.
Apparently is very dangerous.
It was enough
to put a dent in your mood,
you know what I mean?
Is there a feeling that,
"Now I better get back to work?"
Sure.
But I joke about
the economic pressures.
I really did have to get back
to work for that reason,
but there's also
another kind of pressure.
You know, 70 is indisputably
not youth.
I don't say
it's extreme old age,
but it is the foothills
of old age,
and that urgent invitation
to complete one's work
is very much in my life.
And it's more urgent
than the economic necessity.
That the two coincide
is just a coincidence.
Great talking to you. SLOMAN: Yeah!
I haven't spoken
to you for a long time.
I remember last time
we talked, you were worrying about
what was a dignified position
for an old guy like you,
going from coffee shop to
coffee shop with your guitar?
Right.
So are you gonna, uh, tour?
I may because it's a
good solution to old age and death.
Just play till you drop. SLOMAN: Right.
And you keep your work alive,
and your chops
get better and better.
It's a matter
of establishing priorities.
So Leonard came out again.
But I think he was
kind of apprehensive
in how, you know,
he'd be received
'cause it'd been so long.
He wasn't at all confident
that it was going to work.
And that's why we started
the tour in a very small venue.
You know, even when I
was in the monastery at Mount Baldy,
there were times
when I would ask myself:
"Are you really never going
to get up on a stage again?"
The idea of performing
was always unresolved.
I don't mean to suggest
I'm not at all anxious.
But fortunately,
this band is so good.
We jelled in the rehearsal hall.
We rehearsed for a long time.
An unusually long time.
Three months, I think.
Leonard really honored
his audiences.
He said every night
before the show:
"We're gonna give you
everything we've got."
Now my friends are gone
And my hair is gray
I ache in the places
Where I used to play
And I'm crazy for love
But I'm not comin' on
I'm just paying my rent
Every day
In the Tower of Song
I was born like this
I had no choice
I was born with the gift
Of a golden voice
And 27 angels
From the Great Beyond
Yeah, they tied me
To this table right here
In the Tower of Song
It's been a long time
since I stood out here.
It was about, uh, 14 years ago.
I was 60 years old,
just a kid with a crazy dream.
Now you can say
That I've grown bitter
But of this You may be sure
The rich have got
Their channels
In the bedrooms Of the poor
And there's a mighty judgment
Coming
But I may be wrong
You see, I hear
These funny voices
In the Tower of Song
Don't stop.
Sublime.
Thanks so much, friends.
It's been a real privilege
and honor
to play for you tonight.
And then, of
course, it just grew from there.
They kept booking concerts
and they kept being sold out.
It was like, "Oh, okay,"
and we just kept going.
This is Fresh Air,
I'm Terry Gross,
back with Leonard Cohen.
The great songwriter
and singer is back on the road,
doing his first tour
in 15 years.
When they said They said
Repent Repent
Repent Repent
I wonder what they meant
When they said They said
Repent Repent
Repent Repent
One of the
remarkable things about Leonard
is how much he throws himself
into whatever he does.
Of the ancient Western...
Look at him, close to 80.
People his age are more worried
about getting to
the early-bird dinner special.
And a white man dancing...
I mean, Leonard is on-stage
for three hours
jumping up and down,
and skipping off
at the end of a three-hour set.
Here we go.
What have you
learned being back on-stage
for the first time in 15 years?
Learned? I... I don't know,
it's hard to teach an old dog
new tricks, as you know.
I don't know if I've learned
anything, but I've been, um
I've been grateful
that it's going well.
Because
you never know
what's gonna happen
when you step on the stage.
Now I've heard
There was a secret chord
That David played
And it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care
For music, do you?
The only way
you can sell a concert
is to put yourself at risk.
And if you don't do that,
people know,
and they go home with a feeling
that they liked the songs,
but, you know, they prefer
to listen to them at home.
Hallelujah...
But if you can really stand
at the center of your song,
if you can inhabit that space
and really stand
for the complexity
of your own emotions,
then everybody feels good.
The musicians feel good
and you feel good
and the people who've come
feel good.
Well, your faith was strong
But you needed proof
You saw her bathing
On the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight
Overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne
And she cut your hair
And from your lips
She drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah...
When people hear "Hallelujah,"
it must be something
so universal.
It's really, really powerful.
Now, that's a big deal.
We don't get to be involved
in very many things that
hit people as strongly
as that does.
Well, maybe
There's a God above
As for me, all I ever learned
From love is
How to shoot at someone
Who outdrew you
But it's not a cry
That you hear tonight
No, it's not some pilgrim
Who claims
To have seen the light
It is a cold
And a very broken
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
I was doing my
first-ever solo show at Coachella,
and I remember looking
at the lineup and going:
"Oh, my God! Leonard Cohen."
Seeing Leonard Cohen felt
like a beautiful, holy moment,
to be outside with all
of those people watching him.
It was a church moment.
You get this feeling
of having a modern prayer.
I think that's why people were
coming to the shows so much
because they were
getting that feeling.
Even how he thanked everybody,
everybody in the crew,
and all the different jobs
that people did
to put together the show.
It was like
an instruction manual
on how to be in the world.
It's like you can be this good,
you really can.
I did my best It wasn't much
I couldn't feel
So I learned to touch
I've told the truth
I did not come here
To Coachella to fool you
And even though...
People who
respond to him in the way they do,
and they respond to him
all over the world, of course,
are responding to something
that is different.
You're getting things that
are so deep and so resonant
in your own spiritual journey,
that you are benefitting
from his.
And that's of course
the highest compliment
to a poet or a songwriter.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Leonard closed his
2009 tour with an emotional concert
on September 24th at the Ramat
Gan Stadium near Tel Aviv.
It was three days
after his 75th birthday.
Leonard made a plea
for Israeli-Palestinian
reconciliation,
then raised his hands
and gave
the priestly benediction.
So, dear friends...
God bless
you. Good night, friends.
I think it was
Tennessee Williams said:
"Life is a fairly
well-written play
except for the third act."
The beginning of the third act,
in my case,
seems to be very,
very well-written.
But the end of the third act,
of course, when the hero dies,
that, generally speaking,
from what one can observe,
can be rather tricky.
Should I read a couple of these?
"Ducking away to write
and write feverishly,
if two words a day
constitutes a fever."
"Many pressing concerns,
but ignoring most of them
in favor of a finished lyric."
"Not interested
in anything else,
and this interest
fairly fragile also."
"Another beautiful day."
It's the broken Hallelujah.
I don't need a reason
For what I became
I've got these excuses
They're tired and lame
I don't need a pardon
No, no, no, no, no
There's no one left To blame
I'm leaving the table
I'm out of the game
I heard there was
A secret chord
David played
And it pleased the Lord but
You don't really care
For music, do you?
Well, it goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall
The major lift
The baffled king
Composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hal...
...lelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelu...
...lujah
You look around and you see
a world that is impenetrable,
that, uh, cannot
be made sense of.
You either raise your fist,
or you say, "Hallelujah."
I try to do both.
You got me singing
Even though the news is bad
You got me singing
The only song I ever had
You got me singing
Ever since the river died
You got me thinking
Of the places we could hide
You got me singing
Even though the world
Is gone
You got me thinking
That I'd like to carry on
You got me singing
Even though
It all looks grim
You got me singing
The Hallelujah hymn
You got me singing
Like a prisoner in a jail
You got me singing
Like my pardon's In the mail
You got me wishing
Our little love would last
You got me thinking
Like those people
Of the past
You got me singing
Even though
The world is gone
You got me thinking
That I'd like to carry on
You got me singing
Even though
It all went wrong
You got me singing
The Hallelujah song
Singing the Hallelujah song