I Am What I Am (2022) Movie Script
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I Am What I Am
I can't help but stare.
And mussels?
Well, they aren't see-through.
We touched, that was super sweet.
Wasn't on purpose!
Totally intentional, right?
It was an accident, I swear!
You touched me, too.
Ms. Sobata...?
Yoo-hoo?
Is this not any fun?
No, I'm having fun. Food's good, too.
So what kind of gesture...
makes your heart
skip a beat, Ms. Sobata?
Good question.
You're quite sly too, huh.
Yeah, a total predator!
I'm asking Ms. Sobata.
I liked how you peered into her face.
Did I do that?
You did! Right?
- Seriously?
- Hey, you glasses.
I liked that.
Huh?
Doesn't it make your heart flutter?
- Yes.
- Yes!
Seriously? You like Sudo too?
I'm actually into you,
Mr. Kashimura.
Seriously?
Why am I being turned down?
- Sorry, man.
- Shut up.
Take it easy.
I'm going to the restroom.
Shut up, jeez.
So what's your type, Ms. Sobata?
My type...?
You're pretty mysterious, huh.
Am I?
What do you do on dates?
Dates...
Normal stuff. Like going to the movies.
You like movies?
Who's your favorite actor?
I only know like Tom Cruise.
That's because you're stupid.
I like War of the Worlds.
The Tom Cruise movie.
Oh, you liked it?
I like the way he runs in it.
In War of the Worlds,
Tom is just a regular old guy.
He's a longshoreman,
and he's really human.
He's not cool at all.
In all the other movies,
he's like this awesome spy and stuff.
Going for a smoke? I'll join you.
So, hey.
Want to go see something together?
Sure, let's all go. Kinuko too.
No, I mean...
Just us.
Why?
You know...
I think I might really like you.
Here's your gyoza.
The egg split, so it's on the house.
Thank you.
Stop that, jeez.
Stop what?
You're insane.
I'm just telling it like it is.
Like it is? Yeah right.
Never in a million years!
Just you wait.
Stop it, I don't want to hear it.
I'm home.
- Hi honey.
- You're crazy, Grandma.
That's the way life is.
She's totally lost it now.
I'm just saying it's possible.
No way. Never.
What is?
That Kento might cheat on me.
I'm pregnant.
Which is exactly why.
Mom.
He's not man enough to have an affair.
He's at headquarters now.
On the fast track.
Then he probably is.
I'll punch you.
I'll punch you back.
When I was pregnant, your grandpa...
Yeah, whatever.
Not gonna happen.
It does happen. That's life.
I never thought
I'd go through three divorces either.
The baby can hear you, shut up.
Old women can't shut up.
That's what makes us old women.
I'm going home.
Yeah? Take care.
Bye.
Why were you so late, Kasumi?
She went to a mixer today.
What, yeah?
I didn't know.
Well, that's something.
How was it?
Someone from work? Any nice boys?
Sure, lots of tall, cute, billionaires.
Kasumi!
- What did you have?
- Pasta.
- And drink?
- Wine.
- What about your bath?
- Later.
What?
Tell me all about the mixer.
Don't sit down.
My back is hurting me recently.
It was just dinner with a friend.
Take good care of that friend.
You're 30 now...
Is this about marriage again?
If you don't want to talk about it, fine.
Seems like Dad's feeling better.
He's going out now, right?
He's even taken up cooking.
Up we go.
Ugh, go buy some more colorful clothes.
Okay, I will, I will.
Take your bath.
Sure, fine. Goodnight.
Get some sleep, okay?
Yes. Yes, of course.
I will be sure to let them know.
Thank you for your call.
Again, my name is Sobata.
Have a nice day.
Remember that guy Kashimura?
The better looking one.
Yeah, you liked him, huh.
Who, me?
Yeah, didn't you?
Give me a break, damn it.
Oops, sorry.
He was the worst, I swear.
The worst, huh?
Times seven.
Think of the worst guy
you could ever imagine.
Got it?
Now multiply that by seven.
Seriously? Dang.
I'm so over him.
I'm really glad I have you. Thanks.
No probs.
You think I should forget about him?
Yeah, forget him.
Hey, you free tomorrow?
Why?
Dinner.
Sorry.
What, you're busy?
Real sorry, I can't.
You don't have to apologize.
Is it wrong for a mother
to take part in the matchmaking process?
Of course not.
Nowadays, parents need to support
their children's matchmaking.
Many happy couples today owe it
to their parents' passionate assistance.
Please help me!
It would be my pleasure.
My daughter is so stubborn.
If I even do so much as bring up
the topic of marriage, she glares at me.
Me, her own mother!
I understand.
Thank you.
So now, this is our...
She went to a mixer the other day.
My, how wonderful.
- This plan...
- You see...
Hey, Dad.
Almost didn't recognize you.
I read an article that said jump roping
works better than antidepressants.
So hey.
When are you going to quit
the call center?
Well, I have to make a living you know.
Yeah.
Almost got it.
Just in. Actor Kazuhiro Uchida
has announced that he got married.
The happy couple
just posted a photo on social media...
- Where were you?
- The beach.
Again?
Did you brush all the sand off?
Hey, move.
Are you going to eat?
Nah.
You're taking me somewhere, right?
Yeah, in a little bit.
Welcome.
Hello.
What is this place?
Our destination.
We're going shopping, right?
Yes, of course.
Ms. Sobata, welcome.
Hello.
Where are we?
Just come.
Please leave your shoes here.
You're hiding something.
I've arranged
a marriage meeting for you.
A marriage meeting.
He'll be here any minute now.
Hold on a sec, what?
You heard me.
I'm leaving.
No, you can't.
Let go!
You have to marry someday.
You said you wouldn't force me.
That was days ago.
You're crazy.
- Then, do you have a boyfriend?
- No.
- In love with someone?
- No!
Then what other choice do you have?
- I don't want to marry!
- If you leave now...
I'm kicking you out.
Your company has arrived.
Up!
- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
Hello.
So... what do you like to do
on your days off?
Go on drives, right?
Uh, yeah.
My, that sounds wonderful.
He takes me for a drive sometimes, too.
What a kind son.
Don't you think?
What kind of food do you like?
Any kind of Japanese food.
Yeah, I like it, too.
It's nice that you like the same foods.
Don't you agree?
I'm sorry.
I'm not used to this stuff.
I don't actually want to get married
right now.
My mother dragged me here
'cos everyone else's getting married.
I'd rather focus on my job right now.
I don't have the headspace
for a relationship.
Right.
I mean, love, marriage...
I don't see what the big deal is.
Why can't she just leave me alone?
I'm sorry, that was rude.
It's fine, really.
Actually, thanks.
I feel exactly the same way.
You do?
My mom dragged me here, too.
She lied and said
we were going shopping.
Oh wow. What a bummer.
I don't give a care
about love and marriage either.
I know, right?
Totally.
Yeah.
Anything to drink?
I'll have an iced coffee.
Two iced coffees please.
Certainly.
What?
Oh, um...
Sorry if I'm wrong.
You've come to my place, haven't you?
I run a ramen place.
Okay?
It's called "Ramen Shibahama."
- Right?
- Yes!
Are you serious?
That's like a miracle, wow!
So it's a "yes"?
I guess.
Awesome!
You're a real trickster,
setting that marriage meeting up.
I almost gave up hope,
but I'm so relieved now.
She's finally ready to marry.
I never said that.
Come on, you like him, right?
He's not your type? Is it the face?
It's not that.
He's pretty hot though.
Who cares about types anymore?
No way, that's totally crucial.
I like Kento's face.
Awe, come on. Tell me more.
Well, your brows...
And your eyes, and that mole...
Who cares?
Brows and moles
don't bring home the bread.
Marriage isn't about that.
I disagree. You've got to marry
someone you really like.
Sis, don't marry him
if you're not feeling it.
Stop it, don't discourage her!
You hadn't changed your strings
in a while now.
How are you feeling?
Feeling strong.
Strong how?
Super strong.
Super strong how?
Super duper strong.
You mean, all over Japan?
Yeah, the good ramen shops
in all 47 prefectures.
Wow, what keeps you going?
I want to spend my time
doing what I love, riding my bike.
Here.
Thanks.
But weren't you scared of
quitting your office job?
Life is short.
I was like, is this what I want?
I sound like a teenager, huh?
Mom was so against it.
Like, "This isn't
what I paid your tuition for!"
Here, let me.
You went to a music university.
So you wanted to get into music?
Yeah, I guess.
It was tough, huh?
I didn't feel like I could do it.
Yeah.
Hey, teach me
how you do that ramen thing.
What?
You know, this.
What is that?
You know. That thing you do.
Sobata?
Yashiro?
Wow, long time no see!
What's that?
Ah, nothing.
I thought you were teaching in Tenryu.
I quit last month and changed jobs.
I see.
How about you?
Housewife?
Don't even have a boyfriend.
- You live around here?
- Yeah.
I'm back at my parents'.
And you?
I live over there.
Later, then.
Sobata.
Are you ever free?
Resume
Ms. Kasumi Sobata.
You went to a music university?
Yes.
Are you good with children?
You love kids.
Yes.
Your other job at the call center...
I'll quit.
I'd like to work full time here.
You're hoping to get licensed someday,
right?
It'd be great if you could come
on weekdays too.
I'd love to give it a try.
All right, you're hired.
Thank you.
Sorry.
Okay everyone, gather around.
Over here, everyone.
Yeah, let's put that book away.
Let me introduce you
to a new staff member.
Ms. Kasumi Sobata.
Right.
Nice to meet you all.
- Hello.
- Hello.
Okay, who has a question for Ms. Sobata?
Nobody? Anything, like what
her favorite animal or fish is.
Anything?
Ms. Kasuga, a phone call.
Can you take it from here?
Let's go back to what we were doing.
Why don't you play
with those children over there?
What are you building?
The parking lot.
Wow, really?
It's Haruto.
Haru...?
What's wrong?
Sakura turned him down.
Sakura...?
Really?
Sakura's with Sota.
Wow, with Sota?
I brought Sakura.
But... why?
She says she likes Sota,
but she also likes Haruto, too.
Isn't that great?
I can't go out with you.
But I still like you.
Hey, wait Sakura!
She likes you.
I had no idea
kids these days were like that.
You'd be surprised.
I'm dead.
This way.
You get those.
I don't get what love is.
You can't avoid it
as long as you're living.
You think so?
Sobata.
Wanna go out with me?
Just kidding.
What the heck, don't scare me.
Take it easy, jeez.
So hey.
What? No more bad jokes.
I'm gay.
Okay.
That's it?
Why?
Weirdo.
I haven't told a lot of people
about being gay.
But I felt like I could tell you.
I got it.
Thanks. I'll take that as a compliment.
I wouldn't have had to move back here
if everyone were like you.
You know how you said you can't
avoid love as long as you're living?
You think that's true?
Back when I was in grade school,
a boy asked me out.
After he said he liked me,
he stood there waiting for me to answer.
He must've been so nervous.
I guess.
So what did you say?
I didn't say anything.
I didn't know how to feel.
I was just confused.
Yeah, I guess that's normal
for kids that age.
I guess...
Where was I going with this?
Don't ask me.
Hey, you know this ramen place
in Chiba called Kuwashima?
Nope.
I heard it's famous.
I'm going with a friend.
All the way to Chiba?
Yeah, it's closing this month.
Took longer than I thought.
Yeah.
I'm still full.
Me too.
But it was good, huh?
I already told you, yes.
- You did.
- Duh.
All right!
Says "baths are warm and ready."
Bring on the warm baths!
Okay, later.
Okay.
A nightcap?
Sure.
What, here?
Or in my room.
Whichever.
Sure, come on in.
Thanks.
What was it
with that girl's line though?
In the beginning, right? I know.
And the ending was so abrupt.
It was just slapped together.
Right?
That movie didn't work for me.
We're leaving early tomorrow morning,
right?
Shouldn't we sleep?
Can I sit next to you?
Sorry.
Gosh, I'm really sorry.
I really like you.
Is that... you mean...
- As a friend?
- As a girl.
So...
I tried to kiss you
because I really meant it.
I wasn't fooling around.
But still... I'm sorry.
Wait, where'd that come from?
...come from?
I mean, we're friends, right?
But we've been seeing each other
for a while now.
And I've really fallen for you.
I feel differently now.
You do?
I thought you liked me, too.
I do.
- Then...
- But it's not like that.
You don't see me like that?
Look.
I... I've always been like this.
I've never been able to...
How do I put it?
Feel love? And sexual...?
Sex...
I've never been able to feel
any sexual interest in others.
You don't like me?
No, that's so not it.
I'm asexual.
You don't have to lie to me.
If you can't see me like that,
just tell me.
That's not it.
I can't see anybody like that.
I don't have any romantic
or sexual interests.
I just don't get it.
Forget it.
I'm sorry.
It's my fault. You liked me, right?
Maybe I shouldn't have let you in?
But you wanted to come in.
I guess I gave you the wrong idea.
I'm real sorry.
Isn't there some way for us
to stay friends?
You think I'm an idiot?
I'm sorry.
I'm home.
- Hi honey.
- Hey.
How was your date?
Come on, tell us.
Lucky you. I want to go on a trip, too.
Look at you.
You have a baby coming, forget it.
I know, but still.
Are you staying for dinner?
Nah, I'll go home.
So, do you and Mr. Kogure
talk about marriage?
We broke up.
Just now.
Why?
No reason.
Did you get in a fight?
Let it go.
As if I could.
You guys were getting along so well.
I'll get married.
That's what you want, right?
But what about Mr. Kogure?
I'm not marrying him,
but who cares who I marry?
Don't say that.
You don't care as long as I get married.
You said that yourself.
You just want me married.
Then fine, I'll get married.
Bring me the next guy.
Want some snacks?
Little cakes.
And cookies.
Gummy and chocolate, too.
Come on, come down from up there.
I got some yummy stuff.
Shut up.
Here. Which one?
So is it really over with Mr. Kogure?
We're not friends anymore.
He won't see me.
I see.
Did Mom send you here?
Nope.
Then why are you here?
Because I felt sorry.
For Mom.
I mean, I get how
she can get on your nerves.
Why can't she just leave me alone?
She feels responsible.
About what?
She thinks you can't get married
because she let you go to music school.
Whatever.
As if that has anything to do with it.
You're right.
But I get how she feels.
I don't.
You just don't want to understand.
What do you really want, Sis?
I'm fine the way I am.
Remember how we got in a fight
over that mirror?
You kept scooting it over to my side.
I wanted more space.
You threw my shelf away
to put that there.
Oh yeah! And I'm the only one
that actually used it.
I've always wanted to live like you,
as if the world didn't concern me.
But that's not how the world works.
No matter how much you hate it.
Sobata?
Um...?
Don't remember me?
It's me, Yonaga.
Yonaga...?
We were in the same class
in junior high.
Wait, oh my gosh!
Yonaga!
What are you doing here?
Um...
I don't know.
Hey.
Are you free next Sunday?
This feels amazing!
Come on!
Ready?
Three!
Two!
One!
I'm putting this here.
Sorry for forcing you to come.
- No, I'm loving it.
- Yeah?
On the count of three.
One, two, three!
One more time, ready?
One, two, three!
I'll help.
Thank you.
Give us a hand!
What?
Get that corner.
Over there.
Thanks.
Anytime.
Push that up.
I'll help.
Got it?
We need to pin this here.
There we go.
This is tight.
You have to put this in there.
Ready?
Grill the corn, too, will ya.
- Want some?
- Thank you.
So you're former classmates
on a camping trip, huh?
Ignore him if he asks for your number.
Got it.
Have we met somewhere before?
Hey.
No, we have not.
Right.
So you guys have boyfriends?
- That's sexual harassment.
- No way.
What about you?
Sorry about him. Ignore him.
No, I don't.
You don't, huh?
Do you have a type?
Seriously, let her be.
Come on, it's just questions.
He just got dumped the other day.
Leave that out of this.
You'll find someone someday.
Which is what I'm trying to do now.
She really was a keeper.
- She was, huh?
- Totally.
So why did you break up?
They lived together. That broke them.
I see.
Ever lived with a boyfriend?
Yeah.
- You too?
- Yeah.
You still do?
No, I'm single now.
That was on purpose.
Why did you ask me to come?
We weren't exactly close, were we?
Nah.
I don't know.
But when I moved back here,
and saw someone
sitting all alone at the beach...
When I realized it was you,
I felt like I had to ask.
You know?
How about you?
Why did you agree to come?
Remember?
How one day the teacher accused me
of straightening my hair
and told me I had to undo it?
You stepped up.
And said, "Hair is a part of our body.
It's our right to do whatever we want."
I said that?
I remember that
whenever I'm having a bad day.
Ah hey, you're home.
Yeah. Where's Mom?
Out with Grandma.
Sorry for worrying you guys.
Stop it.
If someone has to apologize, it's me
for causing you all so much trouble.
You aren't.
In case you ever feel like
playing the cello again,
I wanted to keep it ready.
Hey Dad, what did you want to be
when you grew up?
A rockstar.
Seriously?
I mean, you know.
I was young and in a band.
It was just a wild dream.
Not a cellist?
I quit the cello after high school.
I couldn't become a rockstar...
but that's how I met your mother.
What was she like back then?
She was so pretty.
Everyone wanted to date her.
And you won her over.
She was actually in love
with another guy.
Really?
But he married another girl.
I never knew.
But yeah, I guess.
I guess she was young once, too.
Duh.
I guess I need to grow up, too.
- It's a whale!
- Watch.
I know!
The water from the whale is moving!
That's right.
Hey, I know!
- I want to make one.
- Yeah? Sure.
Let me!
Picture-card shows!
I used to love them.
But kids these days prefer videos.
They don't like picture-card shows.
Is that how it is now?
Unfortunately.
Hey, have you heard of
digital picture-card shows?
The man took off his cloak...
I'd never heard of it before.
Seems like kids are into these now.
I have to make one by next Saturday.
You know how to?
I looked it up online.
And the thing is, I was hoping
you'd narrate it for me.
Narrate?
I like your voice. How about it?
Sure, why not?
Really? All right.
Is that her?
So what is it going to be about?
I'm thinking Cinderella.
Cinderella, huh?
Excuse me.
Are you Claire Satsuki?
Yeah.
Can we have a picture?
Sure.
Really?
Will you...
Ready?
Say cheese.
- Thanks.
- Thank you.
May I shake your hand?
Thank you so much.
May I, too?
Thank you!
I owe you everything, man!
What a great pic.
- Thank you so much.
- No problem.
This place is good.
Wait.
What?
Maybe we should find somewhere quieter.
It's pretty busy in there.
Lots of young people.
I don't care. We can go wherever.
Nobody will notice
I'm a former porn star.
But those boys just did.
It's only once in a while.
May I?
Oh, sorry. Please, go ahead.
But that's amazing.
A star, huh?
I was a "porn" star.
But it's acting, right?
Same thing.
Besides, your career lasted five years.
That's how much people loved you.
That's incredible.
Coming in?
Do you want to?
We can go somewhere else if you want.
Wait.
If it's fine with you,
it's totally fine with me.
- So yes?
- Yes, please.
Thank you.
How's the picture-card show going?
I figured out how to make it.
I'm almost done with the script.
Nice.
This way please.
Thank you.
That's Maho Yonaga's dad.
He's running for assemblyman this year.
This is his district.
Here you go.
Thanks.
"Once upon a time, there was a kind
beautiful girl named Cinderella."
"Cinderella lived with her evil
stepmother and two stepsisters."
I really like your voice.
But... Cinderella, really?
"The glass slipper
fit Cinderella perfectly.
The prince realized
Cinderella was the beautiful girl.
The prince married Cinderella,
and they lived happily ever after.
The end."
It's totally from a guy's perspective.
A guy's perspective?
It's like...
A poor girl being bullied
by her stepmom and stepsisters.
A ball is held
for the prince to find a wife.
She goes, he picks her.
The end. Right?
What the heck?
Is a girl's existence solely dependent
on finding the right guy?
He asks her to marry him
because she's pretty?
That's lookism.
And happily ever after?
Is finding love our only life goal?
Life still goes on, you know.
The worst is yet to come.
I mean, are you kidding me?
Sorry.
No use complaining about a fairy tale.
You're so right.
Let's start recording.
I'll rewrite it.
You're right. I know it.
Cinderella's values are wrong.
I have zero interest
in love and marriage, null.
But everyone forces it on me.
Like I have to, just like them.
I wish I could tell everyone.
You see.
I don't have romantic feelings,
or sexual desires whatsoever.
Nobody believes me.
But it's true.
Okay.
Why not?
Then let's make your Cinderella.
That's who you are, right?
Then why shouldn't there be a Cinderella
just like you?
You think?
Yeah.
Okay.
Let's make a new Cinderella, together.
- You okay?
- Ow...
You're so good at drawing.
- Wow.
- Really?
I like that expression.
It's good, huh?
My fave, too.
Done!
You did it.
Ready?
"Once upon a time,
there was a girl named Cinderella.
After her kind father passed away..."
I feel like it's the night before
a cultural festival.
Here.
Thanks.
You know...
how you told me about
that time I stood up for you at school?
I remembered.
I just hated that teacher.
I got so irritated
watching him go off at you.
I just couldn't stand it, that's all.
I was actually worried
you might've wanted to be left alone.
No, you saved me.
Glad to hear that.
I like the way you're straightforward
about how you feel.
I wish I could be like that, too.
Did you know the cello is the closest
sounding instrument to the human voice?
Really?
When I learned that...
I realized maybe
that was why I chose the cello.
Right.
Okay everyone, listen up.
What? What?
We will now watch
the digital picture-card "Cinderella"
that Ms. Sobata made for you.
Clap, clap!
Over to you.
Are you okay, Ms. Sobata?
Oh, I...
Um... Let's begin.
Cinderella.
Once upon a time,
there was a girl named Cinderella.
After her kind father passed away,
she was bullied every day
by her stepmother and stepsisters.
One day, a letter arrived
for everyone in the country.
It was an invitation for a ball
for the prince to find his princess.
Every girl in the kingdom
wished to be chosen by the prince.
Yet...
Cinderella was feeling unsure.
Why does everybody
want to marry the prince?
That night,
her fairy godmother appeared.
She magically made a beautiful dress,
glass slippers, and a carriage
for Cinderella to attend the ball.
Cinderella thought.
"Huh? Must I attend the ball, too?"
Every girl in the kingdom
was at the ball.
All eyes were on the prince.
The girls cheered and waved,
hoping the prince would look at them.
Cinderella was the only one
doing nothing.
Cinderella thought.
"So many girls
seem so happy to be here."
"Is something wrong with me?"
Just then,
something unbelievable happened.
The prince fell in love at first sight
and asked Cinderella to dance.
Cinderella... reluctantly said yes.
She just didn't want to make
a big deal out of it.
"Cinderella, won't you marry me?"
Cinderella felt her throat tighten.
She feared
she would have to live her life
hiding who she truly is.
Cinderella mustered up her courage
and told the prince.
"I do not wish to marry you!"
"Not everyone's happiness
lies in marrying you."
"We're all different..."
Why?
Huh? Why?
I want to watch it!
Let us see! Come on.
- I apologize.
- We are very sorry.
Well...
This "diversity" as people call it.
We adults can accept that
there are different ways of thinking.
But ingraining peculiar values
at such a young age?
They should learn to deal with such
things after solid values are formed.
Do you not think so?
We are very sorry.
I'm sorry.
See you.
Yeah.
Sobata.
Don't let it get to you.
See ya.
I'm sorry.
I told you, don't worry about it.
It's good that
you overcame the fear inside you.
Besides, we had fun.
Thanks.
But I really confused the parents.
And your dad, too. He...
Ah, I hadn't told you.
He was there since it's his district.
Did he say something?
Tell me.
Said it wasn't right
to ingrain peculiar values in children.
Mom, where is that jerk?
As a nonpartisan candidate,
I can truly represent...
Maho, wait.
Shizuoka Prefecture is...
You're always so good
at putting on a good face.
What do you want?
Hey.
Must the minority stay silent?
- Who are you? Do you know her?
- I...
You don't see us, do you?
Isn't she that porn star?
No pictures, please.
Please step back.
Why do we have to be scared or
embarrassed for expressing how we feel?
Why do we have to feel like
we're abnormal?
What are you...
You don't even know how Mom feels
living with you.
You don't know anything.
You don't even try!
Please do not shout.
You're causing trouble.
Look who's talking, huh?
I'm communicating with the people!
Do something.
Sorry, excuse me.
You know what you are? Huh?
You're...
You're just stupid!
Is she your daughter?
Of course not...
As if.
Vote for Shinichiro Yonaga.
Shizuoka assemblyman...
Thanks.
Sorry for making it all about me again.
You were awesome.
Gosh, I'm so mad.
Hey, Maho?
Wanna live together?
You said you were looking for a place.
Let's find one together.
That's real sudden.
It just hit me.
It'll be so great, you and me.
Let's just run away
from people who don't get it.
I mean, it's just an idea.
You're right.
Really?
Sounds like fun.
What, really? You mean it?
Really?
I like it.
- I know, right?
- Right?
All right.
How about this size? This one's cute.
Look at this one.
Cute.
Here's the living room.
It really fits your description.
How do you feel?
I'll have to ask my friend.
Still can't reach her?
No, I'm sorry.
Excuse me for a minute.
Kasumi, dinner's ready. Let's eat.
Hello?
I'm sorry.
I can't live with you.
Why?
I've decided to get married.
Married?
See, there's this guy I was dating
back in Tokyo.
We broke up before I moved back here.
But we talked the other day.
We've decided to give it another go.
It felt right.
I want to start over with him.
I see...
I really think it would've been so fun
living with you.
I'm so sorry.
I know this isn't the best time.
I feel awful, I'm the worst.
But I had to tell you now
or I'd lose my chance.
I'm so, so sorry
for breaking our promise.
Stop, stop.
Don't apologize.
It's a good thing.
Congrats. I mean it.
Thanks.
Congrats!
Thanks.
Bye.
Bye.
- Bye!
- Bye!
Here's some more. Somebody eat that up.
- Eat up, Kento.
- I am, thank you.
- Eat, eat.
- That one's burnt.
Ah, that's nothing.
Don't waste good meat.
That actor.
Didn't he just get married?
Yeah, it started as an affair, too.
He'll do it again.
I don't get why people cheat.
Don't they have any morals?
They're a different set.
Definitely.
He's in love, let him be.
That's not funny.
- It wasn't supposed to be.
- Whatever.
Yeah, I can't agree either.
Why can't someone you care for
like someone more than you?
Aren't you happy if they're happy?
You can stop trying to act brave.
It's cringy.
What are you talking about?
You're upset Maho broke her promise.
Stop it, Natsumi.
Look, whatever makes Maho happy
makes me happy.
Come on, let's take it easy.
You're cheating, aren't you.
You're cheating. On me.
No, I'm not.
Cheating? Kento?
- Of course not.
- Yes, you are.
Stop it...
What do you mean?
Then what's this?
"Hotel Fairy Love"?
Let me see.
It was in your jacket.
Wait, hold on.
- Calm down.
- I am calm.
Your business trip was with a girl.
It's not like that.
We were just drinking, and we missed
the last train. We had no choice...
I swear, it's nothing. I'll bet on it.
Bet what? Your life?
My life?
Okay, sure.
As if it's worth anything.
"Fairy Love"? What a lame name!
No, it's not...
Runs in the family.
Stop saying that!
Fine, okay! Everyone just calm down!
You too, calm down!
Oh, you want more? Eat, eat.
Why don't you hear him out?
Thank you.
Is that it, Sis?
About what?
I finally figured it out when
you said you were moving in with Maho.
What?
You're a lesbian, aren't you?
That's why you won't date anyone
or anything. I get it now.
Is that true?
- No.
- Come on.
Don't you see?
Nobody here would judge you for that!
I told you, I'm not!
You stubborn little...!
- Don't touch me!
- Sorry.
Are you okay?
What are you thinking?
Maho is my good, good, friend.
It's not about love or that stuff.
I don't want to be in love.
I don't have those feelings.
I can live on my own.
And I'm fine with that.
I don't feel sorry for myself.
It might be weird,
but I am what I am.
What's wrong?
Are you choking?
What's wrong, honey?
I'm sorry about earlier.
About what?
I'm the one to apologize.
I ruined dinner.
You were in second grade when
you first said you wanted to play cello.
You'd never asked for anything
until then.
Not even once. Until then.
You suddenly started begging us.
But...
The first time you played
the first song you practiced.
I was so happy.
Maho asked me to make a speech
at her wedding.
That's amazing.
I'm thinking of playing this instead.
Thanks to you
for keeping it in good condition.
Yeah.
I'm quitting after that.
I'm quitting the cello.
I'm fine now. Thanks.
Okay.
Sure.
It's your choice. I respect it.
I bet Maho will be so happy.
There.
Honey, breakfast's ready.
There now.
You too, Kasumi.
Morning.
Good morning.
Salmon, huh?
Thanks for this food.
- Thanks for this food.
- Thanks for this food.
Yum.
More.
Ah, sure...
I'm quitting my job.
I'll quit being a paramedic.
I'm going to find another job.
What are you talking about?
I've decided to find something
I really want to do.
Oh dear. You remind me.
My third husband quit his job, too.
Said he'd become a cycle racer.
You don't say.
He was hopeless.
Don't sit like that.
That's bad manners.
Stop that, Mother.
Kazuyoshi, Maho. Congratulations.
I wish you a happy life.
Thank you very much.
Next, we have a speech
from the bride, Ms. Maho's friend.
Please welcome Ms. Kasumi Sobata.
Maho, Kazuyoshi, congratulations.
I'm not very good at making speeches.
I was so scared
when she asked me to do a speech.
I didn't think I could do it.
Um, so...
I'd like to play this instead.
Please enjoy.
Ms. Sobata.
Can you go take everyone on a walk?
Sure.
Teach Mr. Tendo what to do.
Okay, let's go on a walk.
Hey, let's play freeze tag.
Okay, sure.
Freeze tag?
Don't trip!
It's Sota.
What's wrong, Sota?
Sakura dumped him.
Where are you going to go?
We haven't decided yet.
Movies at home?
No, that's way too early.
Why not? Go for it.
Any recommendations, Sobata?
War of the Worlds.
- What's that?
- A Tom Cruise movie.
What do you like about it?
The way he runs.
You're crazy.
The way Tom runs for his life, you know?
You're on a first-name basis?
Let's go for a drink.
Oh yeah, we haven't had
a welcoming party for Tendo yet.
Great idea.
Let's drink!
No, um, no thanks.
I don't need a party.
Bye.
Let's drink anyways.
Yeah.
Hello.
Ms. Sobata.
Um...
G7, please.
Sure.
That will be 2,000 yen.
Thank you.
Here's your ticket.
Um. Let's meet here when it's over.
So um...
Why do you like the way he runs
in War of the Worlds?
In all his other movies,
he races towards a fixed goal.
But in War of the Worlds,
he's just running from something.
I can relate to that.
I know, I'm weird.
No.
I think I get it.
You're right.
See ya.
Hey.
Why did you ask me
to go to the movies?
This might sound rude.
But I can't do love and relationships.
Sorry if I'm being narcissistic.
That Cinderella you made.
How do you know?
Ms. Kasuga showed me.
It made me happy.
To know I wasn't alone.
That there was someone like me.
Just knowing someone else out there
was like that was all I needed.
Bye. I'm that way.
Toko Miura
Atsuko Maeda
Marika Ito
Takumi Kitamura
(Special Appearance)
Reiko Tajima
Maki Sakai
Hiroki Miyake
Planned and written by
Atsushi Asada
Directed by
Shinya Tamada
(C)2022 "I am what I am" film partners
I Am What I Am
I can't help but stare.
And mussels?
Well, they aren't see-through.
We touched, that was super sweet.
Wasn't on purpose!
Totally intentional, right?
It was an accident, I swear!
You touched me, too.
Ms. Sobata...?
Yoo-hoo?
Is this not any fun?
No, I'm having fun. Food's good, too.
So what kind of gesture...
makes your heart
skip a beat, Ms. Sobata?
Good question.
You're quite sly too, huh.
Yeah, a total predator!
I'm asking Ms. Sobata.
I liked how you peered into her face.
Did I do that?
You did! Right?
- Seriously?
- Hey, you glasses.
I liked that.
Huh?
Doesn't it make your heart flutter?
- Yes.
- Yes!
Seriously? You like Sudo too?
I'm actually into you,
Mr. Kashimura.
Seriously?
Why am I being turned down?
- Sorry, man.
- Shut up.
Take it easy.
I'm going to the restroom.
Shut up, jeez.
So what's your type, Ms. Sobata?
My type...?
You're pretty mysterious, huh.
Am I?
What do you do on dates?
Dates...
Normal stuff. Like going to the movies.
You like movies?
Who's your favorite actor?
I only know like Tom Cruise.
That's because you're stupid.
I like War of the Worlds.
The Tom Cruise movie.
Oh, you liked it?
I like the way he runs in it.
In War of the Worlds,
Tom is just a regular old guy.
He's a longshoreman,
and he's really human.
He's not cool at all.
In all the other movies,
he's like this awesome spy and stuff.
Going for a smoke? I'll join you.
So, hey.
Want to go see something together?
Sure, let's all go. Kinuko too.
No, I mean...
Just us.
Why?
You know...
I think I might really like you.
Here's your gyoza.
The egg split, so it's on the house.
Thank you.
Stop that, jeez.
Stop what?
You're insane.
I'm just telling it like it is.
Like it is? Yeah right.
Never in a million years!
Just you wait.
Stop it, I don't want to hear it.
I'm home.
- Hi honey.
- You're crazy, Grandma.
That's the way life is.
She's totally lost it now.
I'm just saying it's possible.
No way. Never.
What is?
That Kento might cheat on me.
I'm pregnant.
Which is exactly why.
Mom.
He's not man enough to have an affair.
He's at headquarters now.
On the fast track.
Then he probably is.
I'll punch you.
I'll punch you back.
When I was pregnant, your grandpa...
Yeah, whatever.
Not gonna happen.
It does happen. That's life.
I never thought
I'd go through three divorces either.
The baby can hear you, shut up.
Old women can't shut up.
That's what makes us old women.
I'm going home.
Yeah? Take care.
Bye.
Why were you so late, Kasumi?
She went to a mixer today.
What, yeah?
I didn't know.
Well, that's something.
How was it?
Someone from work? Any nice boys?
Sure, lots of tall, cute, billionaires.
Kasumi!
- What did you have?
- Pasta.
- And drink?
- Wine.
- What about your bath?
- Later.
What?
Tell me all about the mixer.
Don't sit down.
My back is hurting me recently.
It was just dinner with a friend.
Take good care of that friend.
You're 30 now...
Is this about marriage again?
If you don't want to talk about it, fine.
Seems like Dad's feeling better.
He's going out now, right?
He's even taken up cooking.
Up we go.
Ugh, go buy some more colorful clothes.
Okay, I will, I will.
Take your bath.
Sure, fine. Goodnight.
Get some sleep, okay?
Yes. Yes, of course.
I will be sure to let them know.
Thank you for your call.
Again, my name is Sobata.
Have a nice day.
Remember that guy Kashimura?
The better looking one.
Yeah, you liked him, huh.
Who, me?
Yeah, didn't you?
Give me a break, damn it.
Oops, sorry.
He was the worst, I swear.
The worst, huh?
Times seven.
Think of the worst guy
you could ever imagine.
Got it?
Now multiply that by seven.
Seriously? Dang.
I'm so over him.
I'm really glad I have you. Thanks.
No probs.
You think I should forget about him?
Yeah, forget him.
Hey, you free tomorrow?
Why?
Dinner.
Sorry.
What, you're busy?
Real sorry, I can't.
You don't have to apologize.
Is it wrong for a mother
to take part in the matchmaking process?
Of course not.
Nowadays, parents need to support
their children's matchmaking.
Many happy couples today owe it
to their parents' passionate assistance.
Please help me!
It would be my pleasure.
My daughter is so stubborn.
If I even do so much as bring up
the topic of marriage, she glares at me.
Me, her own mother!
I understand.
Thank you.
So now, this is our...
She went to a mixer the other day.
My, how wonderful.
- This plan...
- You see...
Hey, Dad.
Almost didn't recognize you.
I read an article that said jump roping
works better than antidepressants.
So hey.
When are you going to quit
the call center?
Well, I have to make a living you know.
Yeah.
Almost got it.
Just in. Actor Kazuhiro Uchida
has announced that he got married.
The happy couple
just posted a photo on social media...
- Where were you?
- The beach.
Again?
Did you brush all the sand off?
Hey, move.
Are you going to eat?
Nah.
You're taking me somewhere, right?
Yeah, in a little bit.
Welcome.
Hello.
What is this place?
Our destination.
We're going shopping, right?
Yes, of course.
Ms. Sobata, welcome.
Hello.
Where are we?
Just come.
Please leave your shoes here.
You're hiding something.
I've arranged
a marriage meeting for you.
A marriage meeting.
He'll be here any minute now.
Hold on a sec, what?
You heard me.
I'm leaving.
No, you can't.
Let go!
You have to marry someday.
You said you wouldn't force me.
That was days ago.
You're crazy.
- Then, do you have a boyfriend?
- No.
- In love with someone?
- No!
Then what other choice do you have?
- I don't want to marry!
- If you leave now...
I'm kicking you out.
Your company has arrived.
Up!
- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
Hello.
So... what do you like to do
on your days off?
Go on drives, right?
Uh, yeah.
My, that sounds wonderful.
He takes me for a drive sometimes, too.
What a kind son.
Don't you think?
What kind of food do you like?
Any kind of Japanese food.
Yeah, I like it, too.
It's nice that you like the same foods.
Don't you agree?
I'm sorry.
I'm not used to this stuff.
I don't actually want to get married
right now.
My mother dragged me here
'cos everyone else's getting married.
I'd rather focus on my job right now.
I don't have the headspace
for a relationship.
Right.
I mean, love, marriage...
I don't see what the big deal is.
Why can't she just leave me alone?
I'm sorry, that was rude.
It's fine, really.
Actually, thanks.
I feel exactly the same way.
You do?
My mom dragged me here, too.
She lied and said
we were going shopping.
Oh wow. What a bummer.
I don't give a care
about love and marriage either.
I know, right?
Totally.
Yeah.
Anything to drink?
I'll have an iced coffee.
Two iced coffees please.
Certainly.
What?
Oh, um...
Sorry if I'm wrong.
You've come to my place, haven't you?
I run a ramen place.
Okay?
It's called "Ramen Shibahama."
- Right?
- Yes!
Are you serious?
That's like a miracle, wow!
So it's a "yes"?
I guess.
Awesome!
You're a real trickster,
setting that marriage meeting up.
I almost gave up hope,
but I'm so relieved now.
She's finally ready to marry.
I never said that.
Come on, you like him, right?
He's not your type? Is it the face?
It's not that.
He's pretty hot though.
Who cares about types anymore?
No way, that's totally crucial.
I like Kento's face.
Awe, come on. Tell me more.
Well, your brows...
And your eyes, and that mole...
Who cares?
Brows and moles
don't bring home the bread.
Marriage isn't about that.
I disagree. You've got to marry
someone you really like.
Sis, don't marry him
if you're not feeling it.
Stop it, don't discourage her!
You hadn't changed your strings
in a while now.
How are you feeling?
Feeling strong.
Strong how?
Super strong.
Super strong how?
Super duper strong.
You mean, all over Japan?
Yeah, the good ramen shops
in all 47 prefectures.
Wow, what keeps you going?
I want to spend my time
doing what I love, riding my bike.
Here.
Thanks.
But weren't you scared of
quitting your office job?
Life is short.
I was like, is this what I want?
I sound like a teenager, huh?
Mom was so against it.
Like, "This isn't
what I paid your tuition for!"
Here, let me.
You went to a music university.
So you wanted to get into music?
Yeah, I guess.
It was tough, huh?
I didn't feel like I could do it.
Yeah.
Hey, teach me
how you do that ramen thing.
What?
You know, this.
What is that?
You know. That thing you do.
Sobata?
Yashiro?
Wow, long time no see!
What's that?
Ah, nothing.
I thought you were teaching in Tenryu.
I quit last month and changed jobs.
I see.
How about you?
Housewife?
Don't even have a boyfriend.
- You live around here?
- Yeah.
I'm back at my parents'.
And you?
I live over there.
Later, then.
Sobata.
Are you ever free?
Resume
Ms. Kasumi Sobata.
You went to a music university?
Yes.
Are you good with children?
You love kids.
Yes.
Your other job at the call center...
I'll quit.
I'd like to work full time here.
You're hoping to get licensed someday,
right?
It'd be great if you could come
on weekdays too.
I'd love to give it a try.
All right, you're hired.
Thank you.
Sorry.
Okay everyone, gather around.
Over here, everyone.
Yeah, let's put that book away.
Let me introduce you
to a new staff member.
Ms. Kasumi Sobata.
Right.
Nice to meet you all.
- Hello.
- Hello.
Okay, who has a question for Ms. Sobata?
Nobody? Anything, like what
her favorite animal or fish is.
Anything?
Ms. Kasuga, a phone call.
Can you take it from here?
Let's go back to what we were doing.
Why don't you play
with those children over there?
What are you building?
The parking lot.
Wow, really?
It's Haruto.
Haru...?
What's wrong?
Sakura turned him down.
Sakura...?
Really?
Sakura's with Sota.
Wow, with Sota?
I brought Sakura.
But... why?
She says she likes Sota,
but she also likes Haruto, too.
Isn't that great?
I can't go out with you.
But I still like you.
Hey, wait Sakura!
She likes you.
I had no idea
kids these days were like that.
You'd be surprised.
I'm dead.
This way.
You get those.
I don't get what love is.
You can't avoid it
as long as you're living.
You think so?
Sobata.
Wanna go out with me?
Just kidding.
What the heck, don't scare me.
Take it easy, jeez.
So hey.
What? No more bad jokes.
I'm gay.
Okay.
That's it?
Why?
Weirdo.
I haven't told a lot of people
about being gay.
But I felt like I could tell you.
I got it.
Thanks. I'll take that as a compliment.
I wouldn't have had to move back here
if everyone were like you.
You know how you said you can't
avoid love as long as you're living?
You think that's true?
Back when I was in grade school,
a boy asked me out.
After he said he liked me,
he stood there waiting for me to answer.
He must've been so nervous.
I guess.
So what did you say?
I didn't say anything.
I didn't know how to feel.
I was just confused.
Yeah, I guess that's normal
for kids that age.
I guess...
Where was I going with this?
Don't ask me.
Hey, you know this ramen place
in Chiba called Kuwashima?
Nope.
I heard it's famous.
I'm going with a friend.
All the way to Chiba?
Yeah, it's closing this month.
Took longer than I thought.
Yeah.
I'm still full.
Me too.
But it was good, huh?
I already told you, yes.
- You did.
- Duh.
All right!
Says "baths are warm and ready."
Bring on the warm baths!
Okay, later.
Okay.
A nightcap?
Sure.
What, here?
Or in my room.
Whichever.
Sure, come on in.
Thanks.
What was it
with that girl's line though?
In the beginning, right? I know.
And the ending was so abrupt.
It was just slapped together.
Right?
That movie didn't work for me.
We're leaving early tomorrow morning,
right?
Shouldn't we sleep?
Can I sit next to you?
Sorry.
Gosh, I'm really sorry.
I really like you.
Is that... you mean...
- As a friend?
- As a girl.
So...
I tried to kiss you
because I really meant it.
I wasn't fooling around.
But still... I'm sorry.
Wait, where'd that come from?
...come from?
I mean, we're friends, right?
But we've been seeing each other
for a while now.
And I've really fallen for you.
I feel differently now.
You do?
I thought you liked me, too.
I do.
- Then...
- But it's not like that.
You don't see me like that?
Look.
I... I've always been like this.
I've never been able to...
How do I put it?
Feel love? And sexual...?
Sex...
I've never been able to feel
any sexual interest in others.
You don't like me?
No, that's so not it.
I'm asexual.
You don't have to lie to me.
If you can't see me like that,
just tell me.
That's not it.
I can't see anybody like that.
I don't have any romantic
or sexual interests.
I just don't get it.
Forget it.
I'm sorry.
It's my fault. You liked me, right?
Maybe I shouldn't have let you in?
But you wanted to come in.
I guess I gave you the wrong idea.
I'm real sorry.
Isn't there some way for us
to stay friends?
You think I'm an idiot?
I'm sorry.
I'm home.
- Hi honey.
- Hey.
How was your date?
Come on, tell us.
Lucky you. I want to go on a trip, too.
Look at you.
You have a baby coming, forget it.
I know, but still.
Are you staying for dinner?
Nah, I'll go home.
So, do you and Mr. Kogure
talk about marriage?
We broke up.
Just now.
Why?
No reason.
Did you get in a fight?
Let it go.
As if I could.
You guys were getting along so well.
I'll get married.
That's what you want, right?
But what about Mr. Kogure?
I'm not marrying him,
but who cares who I marry?
Don't say that.
You don't care as long as I get married.
You said that yourself.
You just want me married.
Then fine, I'll get married.
Bring me the next guy.
Want some snacks?
Little cakes.
And cookies.
Gummy and chocolate, too.
Come on, come down from up there.
I got some yummy stuff.
Shut up.
Here. Which one?
So is it really over with Mr. Kogure?
We're not friends anymore.
He won't see me.
I see.
Did Mom send you here?
Nope.
Then why are you here?
Because I felt sorry.
For Mom.
I mean, I get how
she can get on your nerves.
Why can't she just leave me alone?
She feels responsible.
About what?
She thinks you can't get married
because she let you go to music school.
Whatever.
As if that has anything to do with it.
You're right.
But I get how she feels.
I don't.
You just don't want to understand.
What do you really want, Sis?
I'm fine the way I am.
Remember how we got in a fight
over that mirror?
You kept scooting it over to my side.
I wanted more space.
You threw my shelf away
to put that there.
Oh yeah! And I'm the only one
that actually used it.
I've always wanted to live like you,
as if the world didn't concern me.
But that's not how the world works.
No matter how much you hate it.
Sobata?
Um...?
Don't remember me?
It's me, Yonaga.
Yonaga...?
We were in the same class
in junior high.
Wait, oh my gosh!
Yonaga!
What are you doing here?
Um...
I don't know.
Hey.
Are you free next Sunday?
This feels amazing!
Come on!
Ready?
Three!
Two!
One!
I'm putting this here.
Sorry for forcing you to come.
- No, I'm loving it.
- Yeah?
On the count of three.
One, two, three!
One more time, ready?
One, two, three!
I'll help.
Thank you.
Give us a hand!
What?
Get that corner.
Over there.
Thanks.
Anytime.
Push that up.
I'll help.
Got it?
We need to pin this here.
There we go.
This is tight.
You have to put this in there.
Ready?
Grill the corn, too, will ya.
- Want some?
- Thank you.
So you're former classmates
on a camping trip, huh?
Ignore him if he asks for your number.
Got it.
Have we met somewhere before?
Hey.
No, we have not.
Right.
So you guys have boyfriends?
- That's sexual harassment.
- No way.
What about you?
Sorry about him. Ignore him.
No, I don't.
You don't, huh?
Do you have a type?
Seriously, let her be.
Come on, it's just questions.
He just got dumped the other day.
Leave that out of this.
You'll find someone someday.
Which is what I'm trying to do now.
She really was a keeper.
- She was, huh?
- Totally.
So why did you break up?
They lived together. That broke them.
I see.
Ever lived with a boyfriend?
Yeah.
- You too?
- Yeah.
You still do?
No, I'm single now.
That was on purpose.
Why did you ask me to come?
We weren't exactly close, were we?
Nah.
I don't know.
But when I moved back here,
and saw someone
sitting all alone at the beach...
When I realized it was you,
I felt like I had to ask.
You know?
How about you?
Why did you agree to come?
Remember?
How one day the teacher accused me
of straightening my hair
and told me I had to undo it?
You stepped up.
And said, "Hair is a part of our body.
It's our right to do whatever we want."
I said that?
I remember that
whenever I'm having a bad day.
Ah hey, you're home.
Yeah. Where's Mom?
Out with Grandma.
Sorry for worrying you guys.
Stop it.
If someone has to apologize, it's me
for causing you all so much trouble.
You aren't.
In case you ever feel like
playing the cello again,
I wanted to keep it ready.
Hey Dad, what did you want to be
when you grew up?
A rockstar.
Seriously?
I mean, you know.
I was young and in a band.
It was just a wild dream.
Not a cellist?
I quit the cello after high school.
I couldn't become a rockstar...
but that's how I met your mother.
What was she like back then?
She was so pretty.
Everyone wanted to date her.
And you won her over.
She was actually in love
with another guy.
Really?
But he married another girl.
I never knew.
But yeah, I guess.
I guess she was young once, too.
Duh.
I guess I need to grow up, too.
- It's a whale!
- Watch.
I know!
The water from the whale is moving!
That's right.
Hey, I know!
- I want to make one.
- Yeah? Sure.
Let me!
Picture-card shows!
I used to love them.
But kids these days prefer videos.
They don't like picture-card shows.
Is that how it is now?
Unfortunately.
Hey, have you heard of
digital picture-card shows?
The man took off his cloak...
I'd never heard of it before.
Seems like kids are into these now.
I have to make one by next Saturday.
You know how to?
I looked it up online.
And the thing is, I was hoping
you'd narrate it for me.
Narrate?
I like your voice. How about it?
Sure, why not?
Really? All right.
Is that her?
So what is it going to be about?
I'm thinking Cinderella.
Cinderella, huh?
Excuse me.
Are you Claire Satsuki?
Yeah.
Can we have a picture?
Sure.
Really?
Will you...
Ready?
Say cheese.
- Thanks.
- Thank you.
May I shake your hand?
Thank you so much.
May I, too?
Thank you!
I owe you everything, man!
What a great pic.
- Thank you so much.
- No problem.
This place is good.
Wait.
What?
Maybe we should find somewhere quieter.
It's pretty busy in there.
Lots of young people.
I don't care. We can go wherever.
Nobody will notice
I'm a former porn star.
But those boys just did.
It's only once in a while.
May I?
Oh, sorry. Please, go ahead.
But that's amazing.
A star, huh?
I was a "porn" star.
But it's acting, right?
Same thing.
Besides, your career lasted five years.
That's how much people loved you.
That's incredible.
Coming in?
Do you want to?
We can go somewhere else if you want.
Wait.
If it's fine with you,
it's totally fine with me.
- So yes?
- Yes, please.
Thank you.
How's the picture-card show going?
I figured out how to make it.
I'm almost done with the script.
Nice.
This way please.
Thank you.
That's Maho Yonaga's dad.
He's running for assemblyman this year.
This is his district.
Here you go.
Thanks.
"Once upon a time, there was a kind
beautiful girl named Cinderella."
"Cinderella lived with her evil
stepmother and two stepsisters."
I really like your voice.
But... Cinderella, really?
"The glass slipper
fit Cinderella perfectly.
The prince realized
Cinderella was the beautiful girl.
The prince married Cinderella,
and they lived happily ever after.
The end."
It's totally from a guy's perspective.
A guy's perspective?
It's like...
A poor girl being bullied
by her stepmom and stepsisters.
A ball is held
for the prince to find a wife.
She goes, he picks her.
The end. Right?
What the heck?
Is a girl's existence solely dependent
on finding the right guy?
He asks her to marry him
because she's pretty?
That's lookism.
And happily ever after?
Is finding love our only life goal?
Life still goes on, you know.
The worst is yet to come.
I mean, are you kidding me?
Sorry.
No use complaining about a fairy tale.
You're so right.
Let's start recording.
I'll rewrite it.
You're right. I know it.
Cinderella's values are wrong.
I have zero interest
in love and marriage, null.
But everyone forces it on me.
Like I have to, just like them.
I wish I could tell everyone.
You see.
I don't have romantic feelings,
or sexual desires whatsoever.
Nobody believes me.
But it's true.
Okay.
Why not?
Then let's make your Cinderella.
That's who you are, right?
Then why shouldn't there be a Cinderella
just like you?
You think?
Yeah.
Okay.
Let's make a new Cinderella, together.
- You okay?
- Ow...
You're so good at drawing.
- Wow.
- Really?
I like that expression.
It's good, huh?
My fave, too.
Done!
You did it.
Ready?
"Once upon a time,
there was a girl named Cinderella.
After her kind father passed away..."
I feel like it's the night before
a cultural festival.
Here.
Thanks.
You know...
how you told me about
that time I stood up for you at school?
I remembered.
I just hated that teacher.
I got so irritated
watching him go off at you.
I just couldn't stand it, that's all.
I was actually worried
you might've wanted to be left alone.
No, you saved me.
Glad to hear that.
I like the way you're straightforward
about how you feel.
I wish I could be like that, too.
Did you know the cello is the closest
sounding instrument to the human voice?
Really?
When I learned that...
I realized maybe
that was why I chose the cello.
Right.
Okay everyone, listen up.
What? What?
We will now watch
the digital picture-card "Cinderella"
that Ms. Sobata made for you.
Clap, clap!
Over to you.
Are you okay, Ms. Sobata?
Oh, I...
Um... Let's begin.
Cinderella.
Once upon a time,
there was a girl named Cinderella.
After her kind father passed away,
she was bullied every day
by her stepmother and stepsisters.
One day, a letter arrived
for everyone in the country.
It was an invitation for a ball
for the prince to find his princess.
Every girl in the kingdom
wished to be chosen by the prince.
Yet...
Cinderella was feeling unsure.
Why does everybody
want to marry the prince?
That night,
her fairy godmother appeared.
She magically made a beautiful dress,
glass slippers, and a carriage
for Cinderella to attend the ball.
Cinderella thought.
"Huh? Must I attend the ball, too?"
Every girl in the kingdom
was at the ball.
All eyes were on the prince.
The girls cheered and waved,
hoping the prince would look at them.
Cinderella was the only one
doing nothing.
Cinderella thought.
"So many girls
seem so happy to be here."
"Is something wrong with me?"
Just then,
something unbelievable happened.
The prince fell in love at first sight
and asked Cinderella to dance.
Cinderella... reluctantly said yes.
She just didn't want to make
a big deal out of it.
"Cinderella, won't you marry me?"
Cinderella felt her throat tighten.
She feared
she would have to live her life
hiding who she truly is.
Cinderella mustered up her courage
and told the prince.
"I do not wish to marry you!"
"Not everyone's happiness
lies in marrying you."
"We're all different..."
Why?
Huh? Why?
I want to watch it!
Let us see! Come on.
- I apologize.
- We are very sorry.
Well...
This "diversity" as people call it.
We adults can accept that
there are different ways of thinking.
But ingraining peculiar values
at such a young age?
They should learn to deal with such
things after solid values are formed.
Do you not think so?
We are very sorry.
I'm sorry.
See you.
Yeah.
Sobata.
Don't let it get to you.
See ya.
I'm sorry.
I told you, don't worry about it.
It's good that
you overcame the fear inside you.
Besides, we had fun.
Thanks.
But I really confused the parents.
And your dad, too. He...
Ah, I hadn't told you.
He was there since it's his district.
Did he say something?
Tell me.
Said it wasn't right
to ingrain peculiar values in children.
Mom, where is that jerk?
As a nonpartisan candidate,
I can truly represent...
Maho, wait.
Shizuoka Prefecture is...
You're always so good
at putting on a good face.
What do you want?
Hey.
Must the minority stay silent?
- Who are you? Do you know her?
- I...
You don't see us, do you?
Isn't she that porn star?
No pictures, please.
Please step back.
Why do we have to be scared or
embarrassed for expressing how we feel?
Why do we have to feel like
we're abnormal?
What are you...
You don't even know how Mom feels
living with you.
You don't know anything.
You don't even try!
Please do not shout.
You're causing trouble.
Look who's talking, huh?
I'm communicating with the people!
Do something.
Sorry, excuse me.
You know what you are? Huh?
You're...
You're just stupid!
Is she your daughter?
Of course not...
As if.
Vote for Shinichiro Yonaga.
Shizuoka assemblyman...
Thanks.
Sorry for making it all about me again.
You were awesome.
Gosh, I'm so mad.
Hey, Maho?
Wanna live together?
You said you were looking for a place.
Let's find one together.
That's real sudden.
It just hit me.
It'll be so great, you and me.
Let's just run away
from people who don't get it.
I mean, it's just an idea.
You're right.
Really?
Sounds like fun.
What, really? You mean it?
Really?
I like it.
- I know, right?
- Right?
All right.
How about this size? This one's cute.
Look at this one.
Cute.
Here's the living room.
It really fits your description.
How do you feel?
I'll have to ask my friend.
Still can't reach her?
No, I'm sorry.
Excuse me for a minute.
Kasumi, dinner's ready. Let's eat.
Hello?
I'm sorry.
I can't live with you.
Why?
I've decided to get married.
Married?
See, there's this guy I was dating
back in Tokyo.
We broke up before I moved back here.
But we talked the other day.
We've decided to give it another go.
It felt right.
I want to start over with him.
I see...
I really think it would've been so fun
living with you.
I'm so sorry.
I know this isn't the best time.
I feel awful, I'm the worst.
But I had to tell you now
or I'd lose my chance.
I'm so, so sorry
for breaking our promise.
Stop, stop.
Don't apologize.
It's a good thing.
Congrats. I mean it.
Thanks.
Congrats!
Thanks.
Bye.
Bye.
- Bye!
- Bye!
Here's some more. Somebody eat that up.
- Eat up, Kento.
- I am, thank you.
- Eat, eat.
- That one's burnt.
Ah, that's nothing.
Don't waste good meat.
That actor.
Didn't he just get married?
Yeah, it started as an affair, too.
He'll do it again.
I don't get why people cheat.
Don't they have any morals?
They're a different set.
Definitely.
He's in love, let him be.
That's not funny.
- It wasn't supposed to be.
- Whatever.
Yeah, I can't agree either.
Why can't someone you care for
like someone more than you?
Aren't you happy if they're happy?
You can stop trying to act brave.
It's cringy.
What are you talking about?
You're upset Maho broke her promise.
Stop it, Natsumi.
Look, whatever makes Maho happy
makes me happy.
Come on, let's take it easy.
You're cheating, aren't you.
You're cheating. On me.
No, I'm not.
Cheating? Kento?
- Of course not.
- Yes, you are.
Stop it...
What do you mean?
Then what's this?
"Hotel Fairy Love"?
Let me see.
It was in your jacket.
Wait, hold on.
- Calm down.
- I am calm.
Your business trip was with a girl.
It's not like that.
We were just drinking, and we missed
the last train. We had no choice...
I swear, it's nothing. I'll bet on it.
Bet what? Your life?
My life?
Okay, sure.
As if it's worth anything.
"Fairy Love"? What a lame name!
No, it's not...
Runs in the family.
Stop saying that!
Fine, okay! Everyone just calm down!
You too, calm down!
Oh, you want more? Eat, eat.
Why don't you hear him out?
Thank you.
Is that it, Sis?
About what?
I finally figured it out when
you said you were moving in with Maho.
What?
You're a lesbian, aren't you?
That's why you won't date anyone
or anything. I get it now.
Is that true?
- No.
- Come on.
Don't you see?
Nobody here would judge you for that!
I told you, I'm not!
You stubborn little...!
- Don't touch me!
- Sorry.
Are you okay?
What are you thinking?
Maho is my good, good, friend.
It's not about love or that stuff.
I don't want to be in love.
I don't have those feelings.
I can live on my own.
And I'm fine with that.
I don't feel sorry for myself.
It might be weird,
but I am what I am.
What's wrong?
Are you choking?
What's wrong, honey?
I'm sorry about earlier.
About what?
I'm the one to apologize.
I ruined dinner.
You were in second grade when
you first said you wanted to play cello.
You'd never asked for anything
until then.
Not even once. Until then.
You suddenly started begging us.
But...
The first time you played
the first song you practiced.
I was so happy.
Maho asked me to make a speech
at her wedding.
That's amazing.
I'm thinking of playing this instead.
Thanks to you
for keeping it in good condition.
Yeah.
I'm quitting after that.
I'm quitting the cello.
I'm fine now. Thanks.
Okay.
Sure.
It's your choice. I respect it.
I bet Maho will be so happy.
There.
Honey, breakfast's ready.
There now.
You too, Kasumi.
Morning.
Good morning.
Salmon, huh?
Thanks for this food.
- Thanks for this food.
- Thanks for this food.
Yum.
More.
Ah, sure...
I'm quitting my job.
I'll quit being a paramedic.
I'm going to find another job.
What are you talking about?
I've decided to find something
I really want to do.
Oh dear. You remind me.
My third husband quit his job, too.
Said he'd become a cycle racer.
You don't say.
He was hopeless.
Don't sit like that.
That's bad manners.
Stop that, Mother.
Kazuyoshi, Maho. Congratulations.
I wish you a happy life.
Thank you very much.
Next, we have a speech
from the bride, Ms. Maho's friend.
Please welcome Ms. Kasumi Sobata.
Maho, Kazuyoshi, congratulations.
I'm not very good at making speeches.
I was so scared
when she asked me to do a speech.
I didn't think I could do it.
Um, so...
I'd like to play this instead.
Please enjoy.
Ms. Sobata.
Can you go take everyone on a walk?
Sure.
Teach Mr. Tendo what to do.
Okay, let's go on a walk.
Hey, let's play freeze tag.
Okay, sure.
Freeze tag?
Don't trip!
It's Sota.
What's wrong, Sota?
Sakura dumped him.
Where are you going to go?
We haven't decided yet.
Movies at home?
No, that's way too early.
Why not? Go for it.
Any recommendations, Sobata?
War of the Worlds.
- What's that?
- A Tom Cruise movie.
What do you like about it?
The way he runs.
You're crazy.
The way Tom runs for his life, you know?
You're on a first-name basis?
Let's go for a drink.
Oh yeah, we haven't had
a welcoming party for Tendo yet.
Great idea.
Let's drink!
No, um, no thanks.
I don't need a party.
Bye.
Let's drink anyways.
Yeah.
Hello.
Ms. Sobata.
Um...
G7, please.
Sure.
That will be 2,000 yen.
Thank you.
Here's your ticket.
Um. Let's meet here when it's over.
So um...
Why do you like the way he runs
in War of the Worlds?
In all his other movies,
he races towards a fixed goal.
But in War of the Worlds,
he's just running from something.
I can relate to that.
I know, I'm weird.
No.
I think I get it.
You're right.
See ya.
Hey.
Why did you ask me
to go to the movies?
This might sound rude.
But I can't do love and relationships.
Sorry if I'm being narcissistic.
That Cinderella you made.
How do you know?
Ms. Kasuga showed me.
It made me happy.
To know I wasn't alone.
That there was someone like me.
Just knowing someone else out there
was like that was all I needed.
Bye. I'm that way.
Toko Miura
Atsuko Maeda
Marika Ito
Takumi Kitamura
(Special Appearance)
Reiko Tajima
Maki Sakai
Hiroki Miyake
Planned and written by
Atsushi Asada
Directed by
Shinya Tamada
(C)2022 "I am what I am" film partners