Really Happy Someday (2024) Movie Script
1
- Z,
we'rereadyforyou.
- Hi,howareyou?
- Hi,howareyou?
- I'mOK.Yes.
Sojuststraightthrough.
Like,nocutsoranything.
Justkindalike.
Hi.
IshereOKforyouguys?
- Yep.
- Justwhenever?
- Wheneveryou'reready.
Onmyown
Pretendinghe's
Sorry,canIdothat...
I'msosorry.
CanIjustgoonemore
timefromthetop,please?
- Yep.
Onmyown
Pretendinghe'sbesideme
Allalone
Iwalkwith
- Thankyou.
We'veseenenough.
- OK,thankyou,thank
you.Thankyousomuch.
Thanks.
Thankyouforseeingme.
God!
"PartofTGIF."
Comeon,You'regood
atthiskindofthing.
- It's.
- Ohshit.OK.
Youandyouracronyms.
- Iknow.Efficiency.
- OK.
- Whyusemanyword
whenlessword-
- Ican't-
Mm-hmm,mm-hmm.
- Littlehunter-gatherer.
- Hey,Ithink
Iknowthisone.
- Um,howdiditgo?
Areyougonnatellme,orwhat?
- What?
- ArewegoingtoNewYorkCity?
- Oh.
Yes,possibly.
- Yes!
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
Yes.
"Travelerinboxcars."
- Mm.
- Porter.No.
- No,that's-
That's,like,anemployee.
- Yeah,yeah,yeah.
- Uh,likea
train
person.
- Morning.
- Morning.
Thankyou.
- You'rewelcome.
- Therewego.
Hey,Elena.
- Hey,Z.
SoIjustheardback,
andunfortunatelythey
wentwithsomeoneelse.
- Yeah,Ifigured.
- Theygaveme
somefeedback.So...
let'sfindatimetochatabout
agameplangoingforward.
- K.Soundsgood.
- Yeah.Benji
willemailyousometimes.
- OK.Bye.
Hey.
- Hey.
Yourskinissosoft.
It's,like,slippery.
- Like
inabadwayway?
- No.
It'sjustdifferent.
- Yeah,Iwaslike,
Idon'tcareiftheserobots
arekillingeverybody
onthefloor,
becauseIcanturn
ablindeyetothat.
Icansmellthatpromotion.
Itisaroundthecorner.
- Hell,yeahitis.
- Thingsthatshouldbe
coveredinchocolate.
- Ooh!Alright.
- Coveredinchocolate.
- Mm-hmm.
- Zmightbegetting
apromotionofsorts.
Comeon.
- Oh.
- Whatdoyoumean?
- After
yearsofwaiting,
acoupleweeksago,Z
finallygotthechance
toauditionfor"Les
Mis"onBroadway.
- Shutup!
- Yup!
- Z,That'samazing.
- Yeah.
- Thankyou.Yeah.
- Ohmygod!
- Ohmygoodness.
- Ohmygod.
Canyoupleasemovethereso
thatwecancomevisityou?
- Mmhmm
- Please?
IrememberwhenI
sawyouinithere,
"OnMyOwn"mademe
actuallybawl,fulltears.
- "OnMyOwn"always
makesyoubawl,though.
- Ijustkeep
imaginingleavingwork
andwalkingdowntowatch
myloveonBroadway.
Oh,it'ssofreakinghot.
- Canyoupleasesingitforme?
- Yeah!
- Prettyplease?
- No,Idon'tthink
that'sreally-
- Yes,babe,please.
- themoodthat'sgoingon.
- Well,ifyoudon't,Iwill,
andtheydon'twannahearthat.
- Alright,
we'redoingitnow.
- Wedon'tneedtohearthat.
- Stop.
- OK.
- Stop!
Ididn'tgetit,OK?
What'vewegot?Hmm?
- Uh,OK,um...
Uh,Thecardis,um,
"Thingsthatshouldbe
coveredinchocolate."
- Z.
Yes,Dani.Ididn't
getthepart,OK?
I-I-Ifuckingwentin
thereandmyvoicecracked,
'causethat'swhatit
does,socanwejust...
OK,thingsthatshould
becoveredinchocolate.
Whathavewegot?Let'ssee.
Cookies.
Oh.
Balls.
OK.
Sowhat'sthegameplanthen?
- Yeah,well,
what-whatdoyouwant?
- Togooutformusicals.
I-that'swhatIdo.
- Robertatoldmethatthey
hadtostopyoumid-audition
becauseyourvoicewas
crackingrepeatedly.
Wecan'thaveyououtthere
auditioninglikethat.
- Youwerejustsayingthat
weshouldkeeppushing.
- Thatwasbeforeyou
ruinedyourbeautifulvoice.
- Yeah,soIdidn't
fuckingkillmyself.
- OK,Ithinkweshouldjust
lookatsomefilmandTV,
takeitfromthere.
Ijustdon'tthink
youhaveacareer
inmusicaltheater
whileyou'reonT.
- We'redone.I'm-
Whycan'ttheyseeme
Whycan'ttheysee
WhenI'mrighthere
I'mrighthere
WhenIgetback
Highinthebath
Letthewatercoverme
Downmybackandinmybeak
I'mfreeatlast
ButwhereI'mclipped
Itdon'tbothermeabit
WhenIdon'tstop
tothinkofit
- Dani!
Hey.
- Hey.
- Hey.
Here.
Drink.
We'regonnadoa...
Acheers,OK?
We'redrinking-
- Whatareyou...
- We'redrinkingtothe
endofmydreams.
Hey.
Whenyouwerealittlekid,
whatwasthething
thatyoudidforfun?
- Idon'tknow.
- YouknowwhatIdidforfun?
Isang,Dani.
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah,Isaw"Cats."
Isaw"Cats"onPBS,
andIgotadishtowel
likethisfromthekitchen,
andI,
Iputitdownthe
backofmypants,
- andIsang"MagicalMr.
- Mistoffelees."
It'sstupid.
It's'causeifIwassinging,
thenallthisjust...
ButthenIstartedT,right?
SothenI...
Ididn'tknowyou...
Ididn'tyoujust
youcouldfeel
likeyourbodywas...
Well,youcan,you
can.No,youcan.
But
yougottalose
theonlythingyouevertrusted.
Sothat's...
Hmm.
Solet'sdoatoast,
yeah?Wannadotoast?
- No.
- Please.Comeon.
Tonewbeginnings.
Andtoendings.
- OK,babe.
- Life'sallabout
beginningsandendings.
Mm-hmm.
Here.Igottwoshotglasses.
Beginnings.
- Idon't
wantashot,Z.
- Andendings.
- Juststopit.
Juststop.
- Doyouwant-Doyou
wannagoupstairs?
- Yeah,let'sgotobed.
Doyouwantmetostay
homefromworktoday?
- No,no,no,go.I'mfine.
- Doyourjob.
Iloveyou.
- Iloveyoutoo.
Areyousure?
- Yes.Go.
- OK.
- You'remyhero.
- Iknow.
- Fuckit.
- Next
stop,CollegeStreet.
- Oh,hey.
- Hey.
- CanIhelpyouwithsomething?
- Uh,yeah.Isawyouguys
werehiringforbartender.
- Oh,yeah,yeah,yeah.
Uh,myname'sSanti.
- I'mZ.
- Nicetomeetyou.
- Yeah,youtoo.
That'smyresume.
- OK.
- No,Iknow.
It'snotalotof
applicablestuffonthere,
butIamareallyhardworker,
andIlearnreallyfast,
andIreallyneedajob.
- Yeah,yeah,noworries.
Um,I'llletyouknow.
- Thankyou,yeah.
- Yeah,noworries.
- Haveagoodday.
Hey.
- Hi.
Youbeenoutherelong?
- Nope.Juststarted.
- Oh.Justintime.
- Mm-hmm.Howwasyourday?
- Good,good,good.Howareyou?
- I'mgood.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
Betternow.Holdon.
Yup?
Yeah,Icandotomorrow.
Yeah,forsure.
Thankyou,yeah.OK,bye.
- Whatwasthat?
- Job.
- Likeajobjob,or...
- Squirly's,youknow,bar,
lookingforanewbartender.
Soyouarelookingat'em.
- OK.
Ithoughtyouweregonna
keeplookingforanewagent.
- Biggerglasses.
Wegotthegoblets
here,asyou'llsee.
Pintglassesdown
there,aswellashere.
This,thesinkdoesn't
work.
- OK.Alright.
- Howyoufeeling?
- Yeah,let'sdoit.
- Yougotthis.
Yougotthis.Don'tworry.
- Well,nowI'mworried,
'causeyousaid,"Don'tworry."
- Cheers,buddy.
- Thankyou.
Oof!
- Niceonetoday.
- I'lltakeit.
- Sowhyabar?
- Idon'tknow,Ijustwanna
dosomethingdifferent,
youknow?
- Comeon.
- Well,um,ifyoumustknow,
musicaltheaterworkkinda
driedupformelately.
- Anythingto
dowithyoubeingonT?
Eightyears.
- Fuckoff!
- Yep.
Whataboutyou?
- Ninemonths.
- What?
- Yeah.
- Iwould'vesaidlike
ayearandahalf.
- Really?Why?
- Mm-hmm.
- Oh,youpass,man.
- Seriously?
- Yeah.Adam's
apple'skillingit.
- Thankyou.
- Soisthatwhy?
- Uh,yeah.
Yeah,Imean,Ican't
singfuckinganything.
Myagentbasicallydropped
me.So,yeah,that'swhy.
- Soyou'rejustgonnagiveup?
- No,I'mnotgonnagiveup.
I'mjust,Ican't
doitrightnow,
soI'mbeingrealisticaboutit.
- Yeah.That's,like,the
definitionofgivingup.
- OK.
- Doyouliketheater?
- Yes,Iliketheater.
Ifuckingloveit.
Itjustdoesn'tloveme.
- Youclearlyaresomebody
whofoughttobewhotheyare.
Sofightforyourvoice
ifthat'swhatyoulove.
- Areyoumyboss
ormytherapist?
- Yeah,OK,I
gotit.I'llbackoff.
- Whatdidyousay,eightyears?
- Eightyears.
- Iwouldnot-
- Iknow.Iwasababy.
- Wow!
Fuckyou!
- Andthisjustcame
ininthelast,like,
like,three,fouryears.
- Don'ttellmethat.
- Yeah.
- I'mlike,please,please.
Notlong.
- Oneday,please.
- Yeah.Just,like,one
littlehairwillbefine.
- Iknow,andthe
firstoneyouget-
- Oh,it'ssowiry.
- It's,like,soexciting.
Yeah,yeah,Iknow.
- Oh,man.
- Thenitstarts
comingindownhere.
- Oh,OK,alright.
Whataboutthenose
hairs?Isthatreal?
- Oh,it'swild,man.
Earhairs.Areyoukiddingme?
Ugh.
Ineverthought-
- Earhairs.
- Yeah,yeah,OK.
Onmyown
Pretendinghe'sbesideme
Allthelights
Aremistyintheriver
AndIknow
It'sonlyinmymind
ThatI'mtalkingtomyself
Andnottohim
Withoutme
Hisworldwillgoonturning
Aworldthat's
fullofhappiness
ThatIhaveneverknown
- Z!
- Hi.
- Hi.
- Hi.
- Welcome.
- Nicetomeetyou,Shelly.
Thankyou.
- Justfollowme.These
areAngela'sexercises.
Andthey'rewonderful
forgettingthebody
andthevoiceandthe
breathalltogether.
- Alright.
- Areyouready?
- Yes,yes.
- Placeyourvoice
whereveryouwant.
Itdoesn'thavetobe
whereIputmine,OK?
Andyoucandotheoctavebelow.
OK?
- Yep.
Mimimimimimimimi
mimimimimimimimi
- Breathe.Nice,
big,openbreath.
Ma
- Niceandclear.
Alotmorerelaxed.
And,uh,addalittle
morepelvic,uh,floor.
Andthencomeover
totheotherside.
Breathethroughthemouthtoo.
Ma
- Good.
- Woo!
- Yeah.
- Woo!
- Reallyengagethe
wholeinstrument.
- Yes.
- OK?
Ni-ahni-ahni-ah
ni-ahni-ah-ni
Ni-ahni-ahni-ah
ni-ahni-ah-ni
Ni-ahni-ahni-ah
ni-ahni-ah-ni
- Doyou
haveanotherone?
- Wecantry.
Ni-ahni-ahni-ahni-ah
Ni-ah-Ni
- Ah!
AlowF!
- It'ssoweird!
It'ssoweird!
- Howdidthat
feeltobesolow?
- It'shardtoknow
thatit'sme,youknow?
Like,it'shardto...
Iknowit'sme,butit-it-it-
It'slikelisteningtosomeone
else.Notinabadway.
Like,it'sthesoundthat
youwant,thatI-Iwant.
It'sjustfunny.
- Sonew.
- Yeah.
- Sonew.
- It'sfunny,andto
figureouthowto...
Yeah.
It'slikeadifferent
umm,thingentirely.
Ifeel-IfeellikeIhaveto
saysorry,'causeIknow...
Like,Iknowthatitdoesn't...
Iknowit'sbad,
andIknowthatyoudon'tknow
whatIsoundedlikebefore,
soyou'reonlyjudgingoff
ofrightnow,andI-I...
- I'mnotjudgingyou,
sojustletthatgo.
- No,no,no.
- Itwassobad.
- Don'tworryaboutit.
Becauseyou'vegottatry,
you'vegottatryyournewrange,
anditactuallysounds
prettydarngood.
Yeah.
ButIknowthatit
canfeelveryforeign,
andsomaybeit'sjust
allnewsensations.
Somaybelet'stalkabout
howitfeelsinyour
bodyandinyourvoice.
- Ikeepthinkingthat
it'slikeastaircase,
whichIfeelisgonnasound
reallydumbifItellyou.
- Ilove
dumb,sobringiton.
Comeon.
- OK,OK.
OK,soifyouareina
houseoraplacethathas...
OK,soyouknow,ifyou
knowaplacereallywell,
youcangodownthe
stairsatnight,
orhaveyoureyes
closed,andyoudon't...
Youdon'tneedtoseewhere
you'regoing.Youjustknow.
Like,yourbodyknows
whatthenextstepis.
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.
- Sothat's
howsinging
kindaalwaysfeltlike.
Ididn'tneedtolookfor
thenextstep,youknow?
Itwasjust...
Andthen,
nowit'slike,
putmyfootouttosteponthe
nextstep,andit'slike...
Youknow,thatfeeling
whenyoumissastep,
butit'snotthere,and
you'relike,"Ohno!"
Yourstomachkindaflips.
You'relike,"Ohno!"
- Soscaryyoumightfall.
- Yes!
- Youmighthurtyourself
- Becauseitshouldbethere.
Like,youknowit's
there,butit'snot.
It'sjust...
- It'sanalien-
- Yeah!
- Feeling.
- Completely.Completely.
- Firstofall,the
staircaseideaisnotdumb.
It'sprettycool.
Andsecondofall,
Ithinkweshould,
wecouldrebuildthatstaircase
andgiveyouanew
frameworktoworkwith.
It's-it'sverygoodtohave
goals,solet'smakegoal.
- OK.
- Dreamworld.
OK?
- Dreamworld.
- What-whatsongcouldyoudo?
- OK.
Dreamworld,dreamworld?
- Yeah.
- I...
Ilove"FavoritePlaces"
from"OrdinaryDays."
- Ohyeah.Yeah,
thatwouldsoundgreat.
- Notnow,though.
Idon'tthinkIcan.
- Youcouldtotallydothat.
- Really?
- Yeah,withthe
rangethatyou'reinrightnow.
- No!
- Yeah.
Youcoulddothat.
- OK.Uh,OK.
- Sowehave-
- "FavoritePlaces."
- Wehaveagoal.
Um,andIthinkweknow
wherewe'reheaded.
Z.
Ta-da
Let'sgo!
- OK.
- OK.
Hi.Howareyou?
- Hey.Good.
- CanIhelpyouwith
somethingtodrink?
- Yeah.Iwouldlikeabeer.
- Justanything?
- Yeah,whateveryouhave.
- Alright,alright.OK.
- Cheap.
Places,places
ThatI'veneverbeen
Places
Pla-
Places,places
Onthisblock,
there'sagarden
Tuckedawaybehind
thiscarriagehouse
Icanseeit
throughmywindow
Stretchingtowards
thesidewalk
AndthoughIlook
thereeveryday
I'veneverfound
theentrance
Tothisperfectlittleplace
Iwanttogo
Andstill
It'soneofmy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymostfa-
Fav-
- OK.
Youcandoit.
W-whathappenedthere?
- Itdoesn'twork.
- OK.Did
yousetituptowork?
- Well,IguessIthoughtI
did,butIguessIdidn't.
- Didyou?
What-whatwashappening?
- No,Iwasfreaking
out.Iwasfreakingout.
- OK,so
whathappensif...
'Causeyourbodycloses
downwhenyouhearit,
whenyouknowit'scoming,
solet'sgotheopposite
waywiththebody.
Soyou'regonnajust,Iwant
youtojust,like,dowhatever.
Choreograph.
- Arms?
- Yeah,justopen.
Feelyourbody.
Acceptthatnoteandthatjump.
Andwhenyou're
goingforthejump,
really
leanintothebody.
Givethesoundtoyourbody.
- OK.
- OK?
OK.
- Solet'sjustdofrom,
Butstill
Uh...
Butstill,it'sone
- OK.
- OK.
- Anddoall
thearms,Shelly?
- Yeah,yeah.Just
openitrightup.
- OK.
Butstill,it'soneofmy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymost
Favoriteplace
OK,OK,OK,OK.
I'msorry.
- Alright.Alright.
- OK,yeah.
Imagine
Imaginedalltheseplaces
Yeah,it'sgottabe-
Imaginedalltheseplaces
Eachandevery
blueprintinmymind
- Okmusicaltheater,
thatsoundsamazing.
- Ididnotthink
youwerehereyet!
- Iwashere.
- No!
Ohmygod!
Sorry!
- No,keepgoing!
- No,notifyou'relistening!
Judgingbyyourrecords,you
gotsomemajordadenergy,eh?
- Ithinkdad's
mygender,forsure.
OK,Ihavebeer,
uh,whiskey.
- Yeah,no,Iwoulddowhiskey.
- Suchastereotype.
- What?
- Thebrooding
artistdrinkingwhiskey.
- Youjustofferedittome!
- Itinspiresmywork.
- Ohmygod,give
thattome.Thankyou.
- Noproblem.
Cheers,homie.
- Yeah,cheers.Thankyou.
Mm.
- What?
- Jawlinegoals.
- Oh.
You'llgetthere.Lookatthis.
Ittakestime.
- Yeah.
- Youdon'tbecome
daddyovernight.
- Oh,soit'sdaddynow,eh?
- Dad,daddy,dadvibes.
- Oh.
- Idoallofthem.
- Yeah.
- Youknowhowitis.
- No,Idon'tknowhowitis.
Enlightenme.
Hey.
- Hey.
- God,you'resosexy.
- Areyoudrunk?
- What?No!
What?
- Anychanceyou
mightwanna,youknow?
- Well,Ididjustfinish
watching"Charlie'sAngels,"
andyouknowhowK
Stewgetsmefiredup.
- Oh,everytime.
- Everytime.
- Thankyou.
- Oh!Oh!
- What?
- Readit.
Readit.
- Yourvisawasapproved.
- NewYorkCity,
herewecome,baby.
OK,Iknowwhatyou'rethinking.
Andwiththeclients
Ihavelinedup,
Icancoverusforalittlebit
whileyoufigurethingsout.
Comeon!
NewYorkwithyour
sugarmomma.
- Ihaveajob,Dani.
Ican'tjust...
- Yeah,atabar.
I'mprettysurethere's,like,
amillionofthoseinNewYork.
Z,we'vebeenwaitingfor
thisfor,like,twoyears.
Iknowit'snotexactly
whatyoupictured,butlike,
Igotthevisa,let'sgo.
Youcantakeyourtime,and...
Youcanfindanagent
whenwe'rethere.
- OK.
- Right?
It'llallworkout.
Right?
Right?
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
- Congratulations.It'shuge.
- Thankyou.
NowwecanseewhatAliciaKeys
andJay-Zweresingingabout.
- Ohmygod!
Youwouldlikethat.
- Yeah,Iwould.
- Thatwouldbethe
reasonyougotavisa.
- Areyouready?
- Yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah.
- Alright,wegotsix.
- OK.
- Plus
four.
- Yeah.10ofthose.
- Eight.
- Mm-hmm.
- Plus
- So24.
- 26.
- Shit,you'reright.
You'regoodatnumbers,eh?
- Mymomalways
saidIshouldbeanengineer,
but,like,fuck9:00to5:00.
- Right?
- Areyou,uh,areyou
closewithyourmom,or...
- Wewere.
- Andthen?
- Shepassedaway,like,
fouryearsagonow.
- Shit,I'msorry.
- No,no,no.
It'sallgood,it'sall
good,it'sallgood.
Um,itwasn't
suddenoranything.
Areyouclosetoyourfamily?
- Uh,yeah,notreally.I
don'tseethemallthatmuch.
Um,Igrewupinthis
reallysmalltowninBC.
- OK.
- Ididn'texactly
fitinthere,youknow,
soIcametoToronto
assoonasIcould.
- Doyouevermissit?
- Themountains.
Yeah.
Imean,youjust,youfeelso
atpeaceoutthere,youknow?
- Forme,it'stheocean.
Ifuckingmisstheocean.Oh!
- Wehavealake,though.
- Itisnotthesame.
- DidIoffendyou?
- Yeah,I'moffended.
- Wateriswater.
- Notevenclose.
- No?OK.
- Wow.
We'lltakeyourBClicenseaway
forthatone.
- Imean,comeon.
- Alright,tequila.
Ma
ThatwasOK.
- Thatfelteasy!
- It'sstillnot
thebest,though.
Like,itcouldbealot-
- OK,comeon.
We'llkeepworkingonit.
- OK,OK,OK.
- OK.Nextone.
Gouponemore.
- OK.
Ma
Thatwasactually
prettygood.Yes.
Gosh,Iactually.
OK,onemore,one
more.
- Happybirthday,Aisha!
- Happybirthday!
- Loveyou!
- Happybirthday,Aisha!
- Thankyou,all.
- Shots,shots,shots!
- Didyougetit?
- Yeah.
- Whoa!
- OK,youhaveto
tellmehowyoumet.
- OK,well,doyouremember
thelesbiannights
atTheBeaver?
- RIP
- Iknow.
Well,onetimeIwent
withthisothergirl,
andIsawZouton
thedancefloor,
andIwaslike,"Who
thefuckisthat?"
- Iwaitedforthatgirl
tograbanotherdrink,
andthenIslidrightinthere.
- Ohmygod,you
guysaresocute.
Itwasjust,like,meanttobe.
- Irememberthatnight
andthatfeeling
sovividly.
- Metoo.
- You'renotcomingto
NewYorkwithme,areyou?
- Thisismysong!
Ohmygod.
Youguyshavetostopbeing
soobsessedwitheachother,
andcomeanddance
withmerightnow.
Comeon,Danielle.Come
on,comeon,comeon.
Excellent.
K,turnitup!Shots!
- Well.
- You'regonna
killitoutthere.
- Iloveyou.
- Yeah,Iloveyoutoo.
- OK.
- Doyouwantmeto-
- No,no,Igotit.
- Bye.
- Oh!Niceone!
- OK.
- OK.
- Onemore.
- Ican't.No.
- Whynot?
- Ihavetoworktomorrow.
Mybossisliterally
rightthere.
- Mm,I'mprettysure
thatyou'reabartender,
soA,youdon'thavetowork
tomorrowuntil,like,night,
andtwo,I'mpretty
surebeinghungover
iswithinyourjobdescription.
Soletmedothisforyou.
Santi!
- Yep?
- Twotequilaplease.
- I'llberightover.
- Sorry.
- It'snothing,nothing.
- Don'tapologize.It'shisjob.
Mm,mm,mm.
Depressionlooksgoodonyou.
- Ohmygod!Fuckoff!
- Don'tfightit,
babe.Comehere.
Mm-hmm.
- You'retheworst.
- Mm-hmm.
- You'retheabsoluteworst.
- Look,thebest
waytogetoversomeone
istogetunderneath
someoneelse.
Solet'sjustfind
youahotchick.
LaurenandIknowplenty.
- No,IthinkI'mgood.
- Ladiesbytheplenty.
- Thankyousomuchfor
youroffer.It'sverykind.
- OK,tequilatime!
- Oh,actually...
- Youtoo.
- You'rekillingme.
- No!
- You'rekillingme.
- Howisitgonnakillyou?
- Santi.
- Uh-huh?
- Canyoupleasetell
mylovelyfriendZhere
thatIamthebestwingman,
andIwillgethim
laidinasecond?
- Like,whoareyou?
- Imean,Ididjustmeet
Aisha,butthattracks.
- Yesitdoes,Daddy.Woo!
Alright,let'sdoit.
- OK.OK.
- Eyes,eyes,eyes,eyes.
- Eyes,eyes,eyes,eyes,eyes.
- IsweartoGod,
I'mgonnakillyou.
- Sevenyearsbadsex
ifyoudon'tdoit.
- Ohmygod!
- Woo!
- Yup,yup.
Yup,it'stequila.
- Butnotbadsexforyou,baby.
Let'sstart.Hey,
you'resingle,right?
- No!
- Hi,Z.It'sElena.
Iknowwehaven't
talkedinawhile,
butaseriesregular
rolejustcameup.
It'saqueersoccerplayer.
Itsayswoman,butIthink
you'dbeperfectforit.
Sojustletmeknow
whatyouthink.
Wejustneedyour
tapebytomorrow.
Lookingforwardto
hearingfromyou.
Saveme
I'llmakeittothedeepend
Definitelyinevitable
Soobsessedwith
selfcontrol
Andherewego
AndIwantyoutolay
yourheadbesideme
butyou're
leavingherewithme
Couldyouletsomeone
else
Atasteonthelips
doesn'tmakeyoumissme
Thenyou'llbefree
Letfategoreckless
Justonelustandit
leavesmebreathless
Youknowwhatthey
say
- Doyouwannadoashot?
Freeshot?
- OK.
- Yeah!
Comeon.
Oh.
Ohshit.It'sOK.
OK,ready?
OK,thankyou.
Oh!
Yes,freeshot.It
tastesbetter,right?
Iusedtodothis,youknow?
Well,notlikethis.
Like,Ididmusicals.
ButIwas...
Iwasreallyfuckinggood.
AndIwantyouto
layinbedbesideme
- Iwas,like,really
fuckinggood,youknow?
Hey,let's...
Wannadoanothershot.Comeon!
Doyouwannadoashot?
- No,thanks.
- Yeah,I'mdoingashot.
Therewego.Yousure?
Lastchance.Alright.
Thenyou'llbefree
Letfategoreckless
- Youseethisgirl,right?
Mediocrecisgirl,right?
Buttheconfidence.
Igotnoneofthatnow,but
Igotshots.Wannadoashot?
- No,no,no,no,no.
- Like,onemoreshot.
Everybodycandoashot.
- No,no!
- Yes,it'sOK.
- Hey,outside.Now.
- Yeah,man.
- You'regoing.
I'msorry.I'msorry.
AreyouOK?
- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
Whoa.
- Your
favoriteexercise.
Lui,lui,lui,lui,
lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
- Breathe.
Lui,lui,lui,lui,
lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
Lui,lui,lui,lui,
lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
- Releaseyour
breath.Herewego.
Lui,lui,lui,lui,
lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
Lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
HowamIfuckingworse?
HowdoIgetworse?
Like,Ijustkeepgettingworse.
- Your
voiceischanging,Z.
Sometimestherangeexpands.
Sometimesitgetssmaller.
It'sunpredictable.
It'saprocess.
- No,Ifuckedup.
Ifuckedup.Ifuckedup.
Imadethewrongchoice.Idid.
Mywholelifeis
fucked.
Idon'twannahave...
Idon'twannahaveto
takeTtobewhoIam.
Idon'twannahaveto
fuckingdothat,butIdo,
andthenIlosethe
onlythingIever,
like,theonething
Ifuckingtrusted.
Howisthat-howis
thatfuckingfair?
- Iknowitdoesn'tfeelfair,
butIalsoknowthat
it'sgonnagetbetter.
- It'snotgonnagetbetter.
It'snot,notlikeitwas.
- Butisn'tthat
kindofthepoint?
- Idon'tknow.
- You'recreating
awholenewvoice.
AreyousomeoneIonceknew
Doyouhidetheway
ThatIdo
Orareyouastranger
- Sage,right?
- Z!
Where'sDanielle?
- Oh,thatisnolonger
athing,actually.
- That'stoobad.
- Oh!
Dartsanddirt
Andhellonhigh
Wearegonnaburn,
anditsuitsmefine
Somebodygimmeahand
Iwannagiveherashow
Runandjump,and
Ichaseherhome
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
IknowsheknowsIneedthis
Iknowsheknows,
Iknowsheknows
Iknowsheknows
whatIneedis
Iknowsheknows,
Iknow,Iknow
Let'sgiveitago
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklike
mykind,mykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
- Ineedtoknowif
youknowathree-letterword
forloftypeak.
I'msostucktoday.
- No.
Definitelynot.
Areyou,like,a
bigcrosswordfan?
- Mm.
- Oh.
- You?
- No,no.
Notevenalittlebit.
Daniwas,soit,like,kind
ofbecameourthing,but...
Youknow,I-Isuckat'em.
Itmadeherreally
happythough,youknow?
Wewoulddothem
together,soIjust...
Ididit.
Therewas,like,alotofthat.
Shejust...
Ah.
Shehadallthese
plans,youknow?
Iwentalongwith
them.Like,Itried.
No,I-I-Ireally
fuckingtried.
Ijust...
IthinkI'm...
IthinkI'mjustdonewith
tryingforalittlebit.
Youknow?
- Youjustgottadoyou,babe.
- Ohmygod.IsthatZ?
Itis!
Z!
Hey!
Ohmygod!
Hi!
Howisitthough?
- Uh,yeah,no,Ihave
threeroommates,youknow,
soitkindoffeels
likeI'minuni.
ButIcanaffordlifeagain.
- Yeah,that'sgreat.
- That'sisapro.
- It'swhatwewant.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- Youknow,Iwaskindajust
bleedingmoneysinceDanileft.
- Ifyouwantabreakfrom
yourthreecollegeroommates-
- They'renotincollege.
Itjustmakesmefeel
likeI'mincollege.
- Theymayaswellbe,'cause
honey,it'sgivingcollege.
- It'strue.
- Youcancomethrough.
- Youdon'tevenknow.
- Come,hang.
- Yeah,we'llcookforyou.
- Really?
- What?
- Youcancook?
- Well,like,we'lltry.
- We'lltry.
- We'lltry.
- Till'sclosed.I'mgood
togowheneveryouare.
- Um,Istillhavetogo
downstairsanddothebathrooms,
butIgotmykey,
soyoucango.
- Allgood?
- Yeah.
Yeah.
What?
Haveagoodnight,OK?
- OK.Seeyoutomorrow?
- Yeah.
- Night.
- Night!
OK.
Couldn'ttell
youhowIknewit
Somethingabout
thebreathyoutake
Andthereisno
waytoundoit
Nowaytomake
aheartunbreak
AndsometimesI
thinkaboutit
AndsometimesIcan'trecall
Butthereisno
wayaroundit
ThewritingI
seeonthewall
Mirror,mirror
- One.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
- Hmm.
- Hey,Ishould
pee,Ishouldpee.
Hi,uh,yeah,Ijust
wantedtocheckandsee
ifIhadanyrefills
onmyprescription.
Uh,ZanettaCordova.
Uh,testosterone.Yeah.
Uh,Iknow,butI,uh,
thebottleactuallybroke,
soIneedtogetsome
moreassoonaspossible.
Yeah,Idroppedit.
Yeah.
Fivetosev-
Ican't...
OK,Ican'tactually
waitthatlong,though.
Ikindaneedit.
Well,canyou,c-can
yougiveme,like,
atemporarysomething,or...
No,I,uh...
OK,OK.OK,thankyousomuch.
Yep,no,thankssomuch.
Haveagoodday.Bye.
Hey.
CanIhavesomeofyourT?
- Howlonghasitbeen?
- Hmm...
Twoorthreeweeks.
- Uh,you'reon
cypionate,right?
- Mm-hmm.
- I'monDelatestryl.
SoIthinkthat's,like,
doubletheconcentration.
We'lljusthavetodohalfof
whatyounormallytakethen.
- Oh,OK,so,like...
Soyoudo0.2ifIdo0.4?
- Yeah,OK.Perfect.
- I'venever,um,doneit
infrontofsomeonebefore.
- I-Ican
gotothenextroom.
- No.Couldyou
actuallyjustdoit?
- Yeah.Yeah.
Um,where-wherewould
youlikemetodoit?
Rightthere?
OK.
Ready?
OK.
Hereyougo.
Youfreetonight?
It'samazing,yeah?
- Yeah!
Let'sgogetadrink.Comeon.
- Yeah,OK.
Ijustneedyou
Ijustneedyou
Ineedyou,oh,oh
Holdme
Nooneknowsmelikeyoudo
I'mspinin,out
Holdmedown
- Comeon,Z,getready.
- Where'dyougo?
- Surprise.
- Whatdidyoudo?
- Listen,it'sasecret.
- Whatdidyoudo?
- It'sasecret?
- Whatdidyoudo?
- You'llfindoutright
now.Watch,watch,watch.
Ijustneedyou
Ineedyou,oh,oh
Thankyou.
- Nextupforthis
karaokeextravaganza,
Santiwith"Savanna."
- Whatareyoudoing?
- I'mgonnagoslaythis,
butyoushouldjoinme.
Justsaying.
- Oh.
- Justsaying.
- Havefun!
Youknowthis.
- Ohmygod.
Stonecold
Don'tyouknowyou
aremyheartache
AndIgo
Foolingaroundand
chasingoldmistakes
You'llbescreaming
outformore
WhenI'mhalfway
outthedoorsomeday
Givemetillthe
countoffour
'CauseIknowyou'll
wannahearmesay
AndIgo
Ooh
Ooh
Yes!
Ooh
Ooh
Coldone
Takealookat
whatyou'remissing
Ha-ha!
Justtakeoffyour
clothes,ohyeah
Andtouchthoselips
thatyou'vebeenkissing
'Causeyou'llbe
screamingoutformore
WhenI'mhalfwayout
thedoor,baby,yeah
Giveyoutill
thecountoffour
'CauseIknowI'm
gonnahearyousay
- One,two,three,four!
- Ha!
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
- Oh,thispart.
Idon'tknowthis.
Hidingupmysleeve
Oh,don'tyouknow
yougotaholdonme
Ohyeah,yougotmenow
Ohyeah,yougotmenow
- Yes!
Yes,bitch,I
dowhatIwanna
Yes,bitch,Ido
whatIwanna,boo
Soyunapatrona
Yes,bitch,I
dowhatIwanna
Yes,bitch,IdowhatI
wanna,yes,bitch,Ido
- Hey,I'mJet.Can
wechatforasec?
- Yeah,forsure.
- I'mproducinganewmusical,
andI'dlovetohave
youauditionforit.
- Thankyousomuch.I'm
notinterestedatthistime.
- OK.
- Look,I-I-Igetit.
Iknowwhoyouare,Z.
IsawyouplayEponine.
Butthisisn'tthat.
- OK,thankyou.
Andthentheygavemetheir
businesscard,andIguess
I'msupposedtotalktothem.
- Dude,that'swicked.
You'regonnasayyes,right?
Ohmygod.Pleasetell
meyou'regonnasayyes.
- Yeah.
- Uh-huh,yeah.
Forgetyoursinging.Your
actingisshit.
Thankyoufortoday.
Ofcourse.
I'myourboss.
- Fuckyeah.
- Let'sjusthave
funtonight.Yeah?
- I'mhavingfun.
- OK,let'sgodance.
- OK,OK.
Ifonlyyoucould
seewhatIsee
Isee,Isee,Isee,Isee
Ifonlyyoucould
seewhatIsee
Isee,Isee,Isee,Isee
Ifonlyyoucould
seewhatIsee
Isee,Isee,Isee,Isee
Ifonlyyoucould
seewhatIsee
Isee,Isee,Isee
Soyoukeeponpushing
- Hey!You'renot
scheduledtoday.
- Uh,yeah.Ijustwanted
togiveyoumytwoweeks.
- Whatareyoudoing?
- I'mgonnaaudition
forthatmusical.
IknowI'mnotgonna
reallygiveitmyall
ifI'mstillworking
here,sodoyouacceptit?
- Imean...
Yeah,yeah.
- Cool.
- I'mgonnamissyou.
- Alsointwoweeks,
doyouwannamaybe...
Doyouwannagoout
onadatewithme?
- Yeah.
- OK.
- Yeah,Ido.
- Withme,tobeclear.
- Yes,Igotthatmuch.
- Forasecondthere,yourface.
- Yeah,no,that
wouldbereallynice.
- Cool.
OK.I'mleaving.
- Getthehellouttahere.
- I'mgone!
- Ohmygosh.
- Whatwasitliketosing
infrontofhumansagain?
- Itwas...
Itwasactually,
like,superfun.
- Ah!That'ssogood!
Let'smakemorefun.Let's
havesomefunoverhere.
Let'sdo...
Let'sdoafunwarmup,
andbringsomefun
backintoyoursinging.
OK.
Ready?
- Yeah.
Chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Yourhair'sinyourface
MayImoveit
Andyoucanrestyour
headuponmybody
Aswelistentothemusic
- Isthatforme?
- Yeah.
- What?
Ihateyou.
Bringinginluck?Ithought
youjustthrewitaway.
- No,Ididnot.Really,really.
- Wow.
- Ohyes!
- Doesitwork?
- Yeah,itworks.
OK,OK,OK,holdon.
Oh,you'resosweaty.
No,it'sgoodnow.
Iwannaknowifyourcheeks
areassoftasIimagined
AndIcanonly
imaginefornow
ButinmyheadI
knoweverything
Iwannabecloseenoughto
feelyourheartbeatwithmine
Wecan'tslowdownthetime
- Thatwasmyfirst
realbreathin,like,amonth.
- Iknow.It'ssofresh.
- Yeah.
- Don'tworry,Iam
notgonnaaskyou
ifit'sasprettyastheocean.
Ilearnedthatlesson.
Ijustthoughtitmight
beanicesubstitute.
- It'saprettygood
substitute,yeah.
- Oh,it'sprettygood,eh?
- It'saprettygoodsubstitute.
- OK,OK,whatever.
- Oh!Ohmygod!
- Thatonewentright
throughyourshirt!
- Oh,you'resobrave!It's
freezinginhere.
Ohmygod.
- No,youdidnot!
- No,man!
CanIkissyou?
Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.
Fuck.
- Yeah,you'retrouble.
Well,like,the
goodkind,right?
Yeah.
No,no.Santi,no!
- Oh,OK.
Soone,onesec.
- What?
- IsthereanythingIshould
knowaboutwhatyoulike,
orwhatyoudon'tlike?
Oh,thatfeelsgood.
- Oh,Ilike,uh,anything.
- Anything?
- Mm-hmm.
- OK.
Oh!
Oh.
- Anything?
- Hmm?Ilikethis.
- Yeah,metoo.
- Good.
Oh,fuck,yourchest
issofuckingsexy.
- Yeah,itfeelsgoodthere.
- Oh,good.
- CanItouchyourchest?
- Please.
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
- Fuck.
Yeah.
- Ah!Mm,thatfeelsgood.
- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
- Ohfuck.
Yeah.Keepgoing.
I'mgonnacum.I'mgonnacum.
Ah,shit.Oh.
Howdareyou?Howdareyou?
- Howdareyou?
- OK.Sotake
anicedeepbreath.
Bringthejoyin.
Onthisblock,
there'sagarden
Tuckedawaybehind
thiscarriagehouse
Icanseeitfrommywindow
Stretchingtoward
thesidewalk
ThoughIlook
thereeveryday
I'veneverfound
theentrance
Tothisperfectlittle
placeI'dliketogo
Butstill,it'soneofmy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymost
favoriteplaces
Apatchofgreen
I'veonlyseen
Frommuchtoofaraway
Ah.
OK.
So,um...
WhenIwasfiveorsix
Istarteddrawingthese
crayoncoloredpictures
Ofthismagicland
thatfloatedhigh
abovethetreetops
Andeverynight,
I'dgotosleep
AnddreamthatI
couldflythere
ThatI'dbuiltthis
magickingdominthesky
Andstill,Itry
'Causeitisoneofmy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymost
favoriteplaces
Buthere'sthetwist
Itcan'texist
SowhydoIkeep
thinkingthatitdoes
Allmylife
I'veimagined
alltheseplaces
Tracingeachandevery
blueprintinmymind
AndallIwant
Issomeonewhocanhelpme
Findtheseplaces
thatIdreamabout
Andneverseemtofind
Becauseallofmy
Favoriteplaces
Allofmymost
favoriteplaces
Areplacesthat
Ihaveneverbeen
Iwakeuptothatwoman
Sleepingwell
intothemorning
Ilikewatching
howthesunlight
Tricklesdownhershoulder
AndthoughI've
triedsomanytimes
Totellher
ThatIloveher
Ihaven'tfoundaway
Intoherheart
Anditisonemy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymost
Favoriteplaces
Onemorefavoriteplace
I'venever
Been
Yeah.
- Woo!
- Yeah!Ah!
- Oh!
Thatwasbeautiful.
Justgointotheaudition-
- Yeah.
- Thankyou,Shelly.
- You'vegotthis.
- Thankyou.
- Z.
Pickingup,pickingupspeed
Pickingup,picking
upthepieces
Thesunisup,thesunisup
AndIamfeeling
allthethings
ThatIpretended
didn'thauntme
Walkingdown,walking
downanewroad
Itrytogivealittle
graceforallIchose
Andnowthespaceahead
Toshowmealifethat
Ididn'tknowexisted
- Z,
we'rereadyforyou.
- Hi,howareyou?
- Hi,howareyou?
- I'mOK.Yes.
Sojuststraightthrough.
Like,nocutsoranything.
Justkindalike.
Hi.
IshereOKforyouguys?
- Yep.
- Justwhenever?
- Wheneveryou'reready.
Onmyown
Pretendinghe's
Sorry,canIdothat...
I'msosorry.
CanIjustgoonemore
timefromthetop,please?
- Yep.
Onmyown
Pretendinghe'sbesideme
Allalone
Iwalkwith
- Thankyou.
We'veseenenough.
- OK,thankyou,thank
you.Thankyousomuch.
Thanks.
Thankyouforseeingme.
God!
"PartofTGIF."
Comeon,You'regood
atthiskindofthing.
- It's.
- Ohshit.OK.
Youandyouracronyms.
- Iknow.Efficiency.
- OK.
- Whyusemanyword
whenlessword-
- Ican't-
Mm-hmm,mm-hmm.
- Littlehunter-gatherer.
- Hey,Ithink
Iknowthisone.
- Um,howdiditgo?
Areyougonnatellme,orwhat?
- What?
- ArewegoingtoNewYorkCity?
- Oh.
Yes,possibly.
- Yes!
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
Yes.
"Travelerinboxcars."
- Mm.
- Porter.No.
- No,that's-
That's,like,anemployee.
- Yeah,yeah,yeah.
- Uh,likea
train
person.
- Morning.
- Morning.
Thankyou.
- You'rewelcome.
- Therewego.
Hey,Elena.
- Hey,Z.
SoIjustheardback,
andunfortunatelythey
wentwithsomeoneelse.
- Yeah,Ifigured.
- Theygaveme
somefeedback.So...
let'sfindatimetochatabout
agameplangoingforward.
- K.Soundsgood.
- Yeah.Benji
willemailyousometimes.
- OK.Bye.
Hey.
- Hey.
Yourskinissosoft.
It's,like,slippery.
- Like
inabadwayway?
- No.
It'sjustdifferent.
- Yeah,Iwaslike,
Idon'tcareiftheserobots
arekillingeverybody
onthefloor,
becauseIcanturn
ablindeyetothat.
Icansmellthatpromotion.
Itisaroundthecorner.
- Hell,yeahitis.
- Thingsthatshouldbe
coveredinchocolate.
- Ooh!Alright.
- Coveredinchocolate.
- Mm-hmm.
- Zmightbegetting
apromotionofsorts.
Comeon.
- Oh.
- Whatdoyoumean?
- After
yearsofwaiting,
acoupleweeksago,Z
finallygotthechance
toauditionfor"Les
Mis"onBroadway.
- Shutup!
- Yup!
- Z,That'samazing.
- Yeah.
- Thankyou.Yeah.
- Ohmygod!
- Ohmygoodness.
- Ohmygod.
Canyoupleasemovethereso
thatwecancomevisityou?
- Mmhmm
- Please?
IrememberwhenI
sawyouinithere,
"OnMyOwn"mademe
actuallybawl,fulltears.
- "OnMyOwn"always
makesyoubawl,though.
- Ijustkeep
imaginingleavingwork
andwalkingdowntowatch
myloveonBroadway.
Oh,it'ssofreakinghot.
- Canyoupleasesingitforme?
- Yeah!
- Prettyplease?
- No,Idon'tthink
that'sreally-
- Yes,babe,please.
- themoodthat'sgoingon.
- Well,ifyoudon't,Iwill,
andtheydon'twannahearthat.
- Alright,
we'redoingitnow.
- Wedon'tneedtohearthat.
- Stop.
- OK.
- Stop!
Ididn'tgetit,OK?
What'vewegot?Hmm?
- Uh,OK,um...
Uh,Thecardis,um,
"Thingsthatshouldbe
coveredinchocolate."
- Z.
Yes,Dani.Ididn't
getthepart,OK?
I-I-Ifuckingwentin
thereandmyvoicecracked,
'causethat'swhatit
does,socanwejust...
OK,thingsthatshould
becoveredinchocolate.
Whathavewegot?Let'ssee.
Cookies.
Oh.
Balls.
OK.
Sowhat'sthegameplanthen?
- Yeah,well,
what-whatdoyouwant?
- Togooutformusicals.
I-that'swhatIdo.
- Robertatoldmethatthey
hadtostopyoumid-audition
becauseyourvoicewas
crackingrepeatedly.
Wecan'thaveyououtthere
auditioninglikethat.
- Youwerejustsayingthat
weshouldkeeppushing.
- Thatwasbeforeyou
ruinedyourbeautifulvoice.
- Yeah,soIdidn't
fuckingkillmyself.
- OK,Ithinkweshouldjust
lookatsomefilmandTV,
takeitfromthere.
Ijustdon'tthink
youhaveacareer
inmusicaltheater
whileyou'reonT.
- We'redone.I'm-
Whycan'ttheyseeme
Whycan'ttheysee
WhenI'mrighthere
I'mrighthere
WhenIgetback
Highinthebath
Letthewatercoverme
Downmybackandinmybeak
I'mfreeatlast
ButwhereI'mclipped
Itdon'tbothermeabit
WhenIdon'tstop
tothinkofit
- Dani!
Hey.
- Hey.
- Hey.
Here.
Drink.
We'regonnadoa...
Acheers,OK?
We'redrinking-
- Whatareyou...
- We'redrinkingtothe
endofmydreams.
Hey.
Whenyouwerealittlekid,
whatwasthething
thatyoudidforfun?
- Idon'tknow.
- YouknowwhatIdidforfun?
Isang,Dani.
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah,Isaw"Cats."
Isaw"Cats"onPBS,
andIgotadishtowel
likethisfromthekitchen,
andI,
Iputitdownthe
backofmypants,
- andIsang"MagicalMr.
- Mistoffelees."
It'sstupid.
It's'causeifIwassinging,
thenallthisjust...
ButthenIstartedT,right?
SothenI...
Ididn'tknowyou...
Ididn'tyoujust
youcouldfeel
likeyourbodywas...
Well,youcan,you
can.No,youcan.
But
yougottalose
theonlythingyouevertrusted.
Sothat's...
Hmm.
Solet'sdoatoast,
yeah?Wannadotoast?
- No.
- Please.Comeon.
Tonewbeginnings.
Andtoendings.
- OK,babe.
- Life'sallabout
beginningsandendings.
Mm-hmm.
Here.Igottwoshotglasses.
Beginnings.
- Idon't
wantashot,Z.
- Andendings.
- Juststopit.
Juststop.
- Doyouwant-Doyou
wannagoupstairs?
- Yeah,let'sgotobed.
Doyouwantmetostay
homefromworktoday?
- No,no,no,go.I'mfine.
- Doyourjob.
Iloveyou.
- Iloveyoutoo.
Areyousure?
- Yes.Go.
- OK.
- You'remyhero.
- Iknow.
- Fuckit.
- Next
stop,CollegeStreet.
- Oh,hey.
- Hey.
- CanIhelpyouwithsomething?
- Uh,yeah.Isawyouguys
werehiringforbartender.
- Oh,yeah,yeah,yeah.
Uh,myname'sSanti.
- I'mZ.
- Nicetomeetyou.
- Yeah,youtoo.
That'smyresume.
- OK.
- No,Iknow.
It'snotalotof
applicablestuffonthere,
butIamareallyhardworker,
andIlearnreallyfast,
andIreallyneedajob.
- Yeah,yeah,noworries.
Um,I'llletyouknow.
- Thankyou,yeah.
- Yeah,noworries.
- Haveagoodday.
Hey.
- Hi.
Youbeenoutherelong?
- Nope.Juststarted.
- Oh.Justintime.
- Mm-hmm.Howwasyourday?
- Good,good,good.Howareyou?
- I'mgood.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
Betternow.Holdon.
Yup?
Yeah,Icandotomorrow.
Yeah,forsure.
Thankyou,yeah.OK,bye.
- Whatwasthat?
- Job.
- Likeajobjob,or...
- Squirly's,youknow,bar,
lookingforanewbartender.
Soyouarelookingat'em.
- OK.
Ithoughtyouweregonna
keeplookingforanewagent.
- Biggerglasses.
Wegotthegoblets
here,asyou'llsee.
Pintglassesdown
there,aswellashere.
This,thesinkdoesn't
work.
- OK.Alright.
- Howyoufeeling?
- Yeah,let'sdoit.
- Yougotthis.
Yougotthis.Don'tworry.
- Well,nowI'mworried,
'causeyousaid,"Don'tworry."
- Cheers,buddy.
- Thankyou.
Oof!
- Niceonetoday.
- I'lltakeit.
- Sowhyabar?
- Idon'tknow,Ijustwanna
dosomethingdifferent,
youknow?
- Comeon.
- Well,um,ifyoumustknow,
musicaltheaterworkkinda
driedupformelately.
- Anythingto
dowithyoubeingonT?
Eightyears.
- Fuckoff!
- Yep.
Whataboutyou?
- Ninemonths.
- What?
- Yeah.
- Iwould'vesaidlike
ayearandahalf.
- Really?Why?
- Mm-hmm.
- Oh,youpass,man.
- Seriously?
- Yeah.Adam's
apple'skillingit.
- Thankyou.
- Soisthatwhy?
- Uh,yeah.
Yeah,Imean,Ican't
singfuckinganything.
Myagentbasicallydropped
me.So,yeah,that'swhy.
- Soyou'rejustgonnagiveup?
- No,I'mnotgonnagiveup.
I'mjust,Ican't
doitrightnow,
soI'mbeingrealisticaboutit.
- Yeah.That's,like,the
definitionofgivingup.
- OK.
- Doyouliketheater?
- Yes,Iliketheater.
Ifuckingloveit.
Itjustdoesn'tloveme.
- Youclearlyaresomebody
whofoughttobewhotheyare.
Sofightforyourvoice
ifthat'swhatyoulove.
- Areyoumyboss
ormytherapist?
- Yeah,OK,I
gotit.I'llbackoff.
- Whatdidyousay,eightyears?
- Eightyears.
- Iwouldnot-
- Iknow.Iwasababy.
- Wow!
Fuckyou!
- Andthisjustcame
ininthelast,like,
like,three,fouryears.
- Don'ttellmethat.
- Yeah.
- I'mlike,please,please.
Notlong.
- Oneday,please.
- Yeah.Just,like,one
littlehairwillbefine.
- Iknow,andthe
firstoneyouget-
- Oh,it'ssowiry.
- It's,like,soexciting.
Yeah,yeah,Iknow.
- Oh,man.
- Thenitstarts
comingindownhere.
- Oh,OK,alright.
Whataboutthenose
hairs?Isthatreal?
- Oh,it'swild,man.
Earhairs.Areyoukiddingme?
Ugh.
Ineverthought-
- Earhairs.
- Yeah,yeah,OK.
Onmyown
Pretendinghe'sbesideme
Allthelights
Aremistyintheriver
AndIknow
It'sonlyinmymind
ThatI'mtalkingtomyself
Andnottohim
Withoutme
Hisworldwillgoonturning
Aworldthat's
fullofhappiness
ThatIhaveneverknown
- Z!
- Hi.
- Hi.
- Hi.
- Welcome.
- Nicetomeetyou,Shelly.
Thankyou.
- Justfollowme.These
areAngela'sexercises.
Andthey'rewonderful
forgettingthebody
andthevoiceandthe
breathalltogether.
- Alright.
- Areyouready?
- Yes,yes.
- Placeyourvoice
whereveryouwant.
Itdoesn'thavetobe
whereIputmine,OK?
Andyoucandotheoctavebelow.
OK?
- Yep.
Mimimimimimimimi
mimimimimimimimi
- Breathe.Nice,
big,openbreath.
Ma
- Niceandclear.
Alotmorerelaxed.
And,uh,addalittle
morepelvic,uh,floor.
Andthencomeover
totheotherside.
Breathethroughthemouthtoo.
Ma
- Good.
- Woo!
- Yeah.
- Woo!
- Reallyengagethe
wholeinstrument.
- Yes.
- OK?
Ni-ahni-ahni-ah
ni-ahni-ah-ni
Ni-ahni-ahni-ah
ni-ahni-ah-ni
Ni-ahni-ahni-ah
ni-ahni-ah-ni
- Doyou
haveanotherone?
- Wecantry.
Ni-ahni-ahni-ahni-ah
Ni-ah-Ni
- Ah!
AlowF!
- It'ssoweird!
It'ssoweird!
- Howdidthat
feeltobesolow?
- It'shardtoknow
thatit'sme,youknow?
Like,it'shardto...
Iknowit'sme,butit-it-it-
It'slikelisteningtosomeone
else.Notinabadway.
Like,it'sthesoundthat
youwant,thatI-Iwant.
It'sjustfunny.
- Sonew.
- Yeah.
- Sonew.
- It'sfunny,andto
figureouthowto...
Yeah.
It'slikeadifferent
umm,thingentirely.
Ifeel-IfeellikeIhaveto
saysorry,'causeIknow...
Like,Iknowthatitdoesn't...
Iknowit'sbad,
andIknowthatyoudon'tknow
whatIsoundedlikebefore,
soyou'reonlyjudgingoff
ofrightnow,andI-I...
- I'mnotjudgingyou,
sojustletthatgo.
- No,no,no.
- Itwassobad.
- Don'tworryaboutit.
Becauseyou'vegottatry,
you'vegottatryyournewrange,
anditactuallysounds
prettydarngood.
Yeah.
ButIknowthatit
canfeelveryforeign,
andsomaybeit'sjust
allnewsensations.
Somaybelet'stalkabout
howitfeelsinyour
bodyandinyourvoice.
- Ikeepthinkingthat
it'slikeastaircase,
whichIfeelisgonnasound
reallydumbifItellyou.
- Ilove
dumb,sobringiton.
Comeon.
- OK,OK.
OK,soifyouareina
houseoraplacethathas...
OK,soyouknow,ifyou
knowaplacereallywell,
youcangodownthe
stairsatnight,
orhaveyoureyes
closed,andyoudon't...
Youdon'tneedtoseewhere
you'regoing.Youjustknow.
Like,yourbodyknows
whatthenextstepis.
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.
- Sothat's
howsinging
kindaalwaysfeltlike.
Ididn'tneedtolookfor
thenextstep,youknow?
Itwasjust...
Andthen,
nowit'slike,
putmyfootouttosteponthe
nextstep,andit'slike...
Youknow,thatfeeling
whenyoumissastep,
butit'snotthere,and
you'relike,"Ohno!"
Yourstomachkindaflips.
You'relike,"Ohno!"
- Soscaryyoumightfall.
- Yes!
- Youmighthurtyourself
- Becauseitshouldbethere.
Like,youknowit's
there,butit'snot.
It'sjust...
- It'sanalien-
- Yeah!
- Feeling.
- Completely.Completely.
- Firstofall,the
staircaseideaisnotdumb.
It'sprettycool.
Andsecondofall,
Ithinkweshould,
wecouldrebuildthatstaircase
andgiveyouanew
frameworktoworkwith.
It's-it'sverygoodtohave
goals,solet'smakegoal.
- OK.
- Dreamworld.
OK?
- Dreamworld.
- What-whatsongcouldyoudo?
- OK.
Dreamworld,dreamworld?
- Yeah.
- I...
Ilove"FavoritePlaces"
from"OrdinaryDays."
- Ohyeah.Yeah,
thatwouldsoundgreat.
- Notnow,though.
Idon'tthinkIcan.
- Youcouldtotallydothat.
- Really?
- Yeah,withthe
rangethatyou'reinrightnow.
- No!
- Yeah.
Youcoulddothat.
- OK.Uh,OK.
- Sowehave-
- "FavoritePlaces."
- Wehaveagoal.
Um,andIthinkweknow
wherewe'reheaded.
Z.
Ta-da
Let'sgo!
- OK.
- OK.
Hi.Howareyou?
- Hey.Good.
- CanIhelpyouwith
somethingtodrink?
- Yeah.Iwouldlikeabeer.
- Justanything?
- Yeah,whateveryouhave.
- Alright,alright.OK.
- Cheap.
Places,places
ThatI'veneverbeen
Places
Pla-
Places,places
Onthisblock,
there'sagarden
Tuckedawaybehind
thiscarriagehouse
Icanseeit
throughmywindow
Stretchingtowards
thesidewalk
AndthoughIlook
thereeveryday
I'veneverfound
theentrance
Tothisperfectlittleplace
Iwanttogo
Andstill
It'soneofmy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymostfa-
Fav-
- OK.
Youcandoit.
W-whathappenedthere?
- Itdoesn'twork.
- OK.Did
yousetituptowork?
- Well,IguessIthoughtI
did,butIguessIdidn't.
- Didyou?
What-whatwashappening?
- No,Iwasfreaking
out.Iwasfreakingout.
- OK,so
whathappensif...
'Causeyourbodycloses
downwhenyouhearit,
whenyouknowit'scoming,
solet'sgotheopposite
waywiththebody.
Soyou'regonnajust,Iwant
youtojust,like,dowhatever.
Choreograph.
- Arms?
- Yeah,justopen.
Feelyourbody.
Acceptthatnoteandthatjump.
Andwhenyou're
goingforthejump,
really
leanintothebody.
Givethesoundtoyourbody.
- OK.
- OK?
OK.
- Solet'sjustdofrom,
Butstill
Uh...
Butstill,it'sone
- OK.
- OK.
- Anddoall
thearms,Shelly?
- Yeah,yeah.Just
openitrightup.
- OK.
Butstill,it'soneofmy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymost
Favoriteplace
OK,OK,OK,OK.
I'msorry.
- Alright.Alright.
- OK,yeah.
Imagine
Imaginedalltheseplaces
Yeah,it'sgottabe-
Imaginedalltheseplaces
Eachandevery
blueprintinmymind
- Okmusicaltheater,
thatsoundsamazing.
- Ididnotthink
youwerehereyet!
- Iwashere.
- No!
Ohmygod!
Sorry!
- No,keepgoing!
- No,notifyou'relistening!
Judgingbyyourrecords,you
gotsomemajordadenergy,eh?
- Ithinkdad's
mygender,forsure.
OK,Ihavebeer,
uh,whiskey.
- Yeah,no,Iwoulddowhiskey.
- Suchastereotype.
- What?
- Thebrooding
artistdrinkingwhiskey.
- Youjustofferedittome!
- Itinspiresmywork.
- Ohmygod,give
thattome.Thankyou.
- Noproblem.
Cheers,homie.
- Yeah,cheers.Thankyou.
Mm.
- What?
- Jawlinegoals.
- Oh.
You'llgetthere.Lookatthis.
Ittakestime.
- Yeah.
- Youdon'tbecome
daddyovernight.
- Oh,soit'sdaddynow,eh?
- Dad,daddy,dadvibes.
- Oh.
- Idoallofthem.
- Yeah.
- Youknowhowitis.
- No,Idon'tknowhowitis.
Enlightenme.
Hey.
- Hey.
- God,you'resosexy.
- Areyoudrunk?
- What?No!
What?
- Anychanceyou
mightwanna,youknow?
- Well,Ididjustfinish
watching"Charlie'sAngels,"
andyouknowhowK
Stewgetsmefiredup.
- Oh,everytime.
- Everytime.
- Thankyou.
- Oh!Oh!
- What?
- Readit.
Readit.
- Yourvisawasapproved.
- NewYorkCity,
herewecome,baby.
OK,Iknowwhatyou'rethinking.
Andwiththeclients
Ihavelinedup,
Icancoverusforalittlebit
whileyoufigurethingsout.
Comeon!
NewYorkwithyour
sugarmomma.
- Ihaveajob,Dani.
Ican'tjust...
- Yeah,atabar.
I'mprettysurethere's,like,
amillionofthoseinNewYork.
Z,we'vebeenwaitingfor
thisfor,like,twoyears.
Iknowit'snotexactly
whatyoupictured,butlike,
Igotthevisa,let'sgo.
Youcantakeyourtime,and...
Youcanfindanagent
whenwe'rethere.
- OK.
- Right?
It'llallworkout.
Right?
Right?
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
- Congratulations.It'shuge.
- Thankyou.
NowwecanseewhatAliciaKeys
andJay-Zweresingingabout.
- Ohmygod!
Youwouldlikethat.
- Yeah,Iwould.
- Thatwouldbethe
reasonyougotavisa.
- Areyouready?
- Yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah.
- Alright,wegotsix.
- OK.
- Plus
four.
- Yeah.10ofthose.
- Eight.
- Mm-hmm.
- Plus
- So24.
- 26.
- Shit,you'reright.
You'regoodatnumbers,eh?
- Mymomalways
saidIshouldbeanengineer,
but,like,fuck9:00to5:00.
- Right?
- Areyou,uh,areyou
closewithyourmom,or...
- Wewere.
- Andthen?
- Shepassedaway,like,
fouryearsagonow.
- Shit,I'msorry.
- No,no,no.
It'sallgood,it'sall
good,it'sallgood.
Um,itwasn't
suddenoranything.
Areyouclosetoyourfamily?
- Uh,yeah,notreally.I
don'tseethemallthatmuch.
Um,Igrewupinthis
reallysmalltowninBC.
- OK.
- Ididn'texactly
fitinthere,youknow,
soIcametoToronto
assoonasIcould.
- Doyouevermissit?
- Themountains.
Yeah.
Imean,youjust,youfeelso
atpeaceoutthere,youknow?
- Forme,it'stheocean.
Ifuckingmisstheocean.Oh!
- Wehavealake,though.
- Itisnotthesame.
- DidIoffendyou?
- Yeah,I'moffended.
- Wateriswater.
- Notevenclose.
- No?OK.
- Wow.
We'lltakeyourBClicenseaway
forthatone.
- Imean,comeon.
- Alright,tequila.
Ma
ThatwasOK.
- Thatfelteasy!
- It'sstillnot
thebest,though.
Like,itcouldbealot-
- OK,comeon.
We'llkeepworkingonit.
- OK,OK,OK.
- OK.Nextone.
Gouponemore.
- OK.
Ma
Thatwasactually
prettygood.Yes.
Gosh,Iactually.
OK,onemore,one
more.
- Happybirthday,Aisha!
- Happybirthday!
- Loveyou!
- Happybirthday,Aisha!
- Thankyou,all.
- Shots,shots,shots!
- Didyougetit?
- Yeah.
- Whoa!
- OK,youhaveto
tellmehowyoumet.
- OK,well,doyouremember
thelesbiannights
atTheBeaver?
- RIP
- Iknow.
Well,onetimeIwent
withthisothergirl,
andIsawZouton
thedancefloor,
andIwaslike,"Who
thefuckisthat?"
- Iwaitedforthatgirl
tograbanotherdrink,
andthenIslidrightinthere.
- Ohmygod,you
guysaresocute.
Itwasjust,like,meanttobe.
- Irememberthatnight
andthatfeeling
sovividly.
- Metoo.
- You'renotcomingto
NewYorkwithme,areyou?
- Thisismysong!
Ohmygod.
Youguyshavetostopbeing
soobsessedwitheachother,
andcomeanddance
withmerightnow.
Comeon,Danielle.Come
on,comeon,comeon.
Excellent.
K,turnitup!Shots!
- Well.
- You'regonna
killitoutthere.
- Iloveyou.
- Yeah,Iloveyoutoo.
- OK.
- Doyouwantmeto-
- No,no,Igotit.
- Bye.
- Oh!Niceone!
- OK.
- OK.
- Onemore.
- Ican't.No.
- Whynot?
- Ihavetoworktomorrow.
Mybossisliterally
rightthere.
- Mm,I'mprettysure
thatyou'reabartender,
soA,youdon'thavetowork
tomorrowuntil,like,night,
andtwo,I'mpretty
surebeinghungover
iswithinyourjobdescription.
Soletmedothisforyou.
Santi!
- Yep?
- Twotequilaplease.
- I'llberightover.
- Sorry.
- It'snothing,nothing.
- Don'tapologize.It'shisjob.
Mm,mm,mm.
Depressionlooksgoodonyou.
- Ohmygod!Fuckoff!
- Don'tfightit,
babe.Comehere.
Mm-hmm.
- You'retheworst.
- Mm-hmm.
- You'retheabsoluteworst.
- Look,thebest
waytogetoversomeone
istogetunderneath
someoneelse.
Solet'sjustfind
youahotchick.
LaurenandIknowplenty.
- No,IthinkI'mgood.
- Ladiesbytheplenty.
- Thankyousomuchfor
youroffer.It'sverykind.
- OK,tequilatime!
- Oh,actually...
- Youtoo.
- You'rekillingme.
- No!
- You'rekillingme.
- Howisitgonnakillyou?
- Santi.
- Uh-huh?
- Canyoupleasetell
mylovelyfriendZhere
thatIamthebestwingman,
andIwillgethim
laidinasecond?
- Like,whoareyou?
- Imean,Ididjustmeet
Aisha,butthattracks.
- Yesitdoes,Daddy.Woo!
Alright,let'sdoit.
- OK.OK.
- Eyes,eyes,eyes,eyes.
- Eyes,eyes,eyes,eyes,eyes.
- IsweartoGod,
I'mgonnakillyou.
- Sevenyearsbadsex
ifyoudon'tdoit.
- Ohmygod!
- Woo!
- Yup,yup.
Yup,it'stequila.
- Butnotbadsexforyou,baby.
Let'sstart.Hey,
you'resingle,right?
- No!
- Hi,Z.It'sElena.
Iknowwehaven't
talkedinawhile,
butaseriesregular
rolejustcameup.
It'saqueersoccerplayer.
Itsayswoman,butIthink
you'dbeperfectforit.
Sojustletmeknow
whatyouthink.
Wejustneedyour
tapebytomorrow.
Lookingforwardto
hearingfromyou.
Saveme
I'llmakeittothedeepend
Definitelyinevitable
Soobsessedwith
selfcontrol
Andherewego
AndIwantyoutolay
yourheadbesideme
butyou're
leavingherewithme
Couldyouletsomeone
else
Atasteonthelips
doesn'tmakeyoumissme
Thenyou'llbefree
Letfategoreckless
Justonelustandit
leavesmebreathless
Youknowwhatthey
say
- Doyouwannadoashot?
Freeshot?
- OK.
- Yeah!
Comeon.
Oh.
Ohshit.It'sOK.
OK,ready?
OK,thankyou.
Oh!
Yes,freeshot.It
tastesbetter,right?
Iusedtodothis,youknow?
Well,notlikethis.
Like,Ididmusicals.
ButIwas...
Iwasreallyfuckinggood.
AndIwantyouto
layinbedbesideme
- Iwas,like,really
fuckinggood,youknow?
Hey,let's...
Wannadoanothershot.Comeon!
Doyouwannadoashot?
- No,thanks.
- Yeah,I'mdoingashot.
Therewego.Yousure?
Lastchance.Alright.
Thenyou'llbefree
Letfategoreckless
- Youseethisgirl,right?
Mediocrecisgirl,right?
Buttheconfidence.
Igotnoneofthatnow,but
Igotshots.Wannadoashot?
- No,no,no,no,no.
- Like,onemoreshot.
Everybodycandoashot.
- No,no!
- Yes,it'sOK.
- Hey,outside.Now.
- Yeah,man.
- You'regoing.
I'msorry.I'msorry.
AreyouOK?
- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
Whoa.
- Your
favoriteexercise.
Lui,lui,lui,lui,
lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
- Breathe.
Lui,lui,lui,lui,
lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
Lui,lui,lui,lui,
lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
- Releaseyour
breath.Herewego.
Lui,lui,lui,lui,
lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
Lui,lui,lui,lui,lui
HowamIfuckingworse?
HowdoIgetworse?
Like,Ijustkeepgettingworse.
- Your
voiceischanging,Z.
Sometimestherangeexpands.
Sometimesitgetssmaller.
It'sunpredictable.
It'saprocess.
- No,Ifuckedup.
Ifuckedup.Ifuckedup.
Imadethewrongchoice.Idid.
Mywholelifeis
fucked.
Idon'twannahave...
Idon'twannahaveto
takeTtobewhoIam.
Idon'twannahaveto
fuckingdothat,butIdo,
andthenIlosethe
onlythingIever,
like,theonething
Ifuckingtrusted.
Howisthat-howis
thatfuckingfair?
- Iknowitdoesn'tfeelfair,
butIalsoknowthat
it'sgonnagetbetter.
- It'snotgonnagetbetter.
It'snot,notlikeitwas.
- Butisn'tthat
kindofthepoint?
- Idon'tknow.
- You'recreating
awholenewvoice.
AreyousomeoneIonceknew
Doyouhidetheway
ThatIdo
Orareyouastranger
- Sage,right?
- Z!
Where'sDanielle?
- Oh,thatisnolonger
athing,actually.
- That'stoobad.
- Oh!
Dartsanddirt
Andhellonhigh
Wearegonnaburn,
anditsuitsmefine
Somebodygimmeahand
Iwannagiveherashow
Runandjump,and
Ichaseherhome
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
IknowsheknowsIneedthis
Iknowsheknows,
Iknowsheknows
Iknowsheknows
whatIneedis
Iknowsheknows,
Iknow,Iknow
Let'sgiveitago
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklike
mykind,mykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
Youlooklikemykind
- Ineedtoknowif
youknowathree-letterword
forloftypeak.
I'msostucktoday.
- No.
Definitelynot.
Areyou,like,a
bigcrosswordfan?
- Mm.
- Oh.
- You?
- No,no.
Notevenalittlebit.
Daniwas,soit,like,kind
ofbecameourthing,but...
Youknow,I-Isuckat'em.
Itmadeherreally
happythough,youknow?
Wewoulddothem
together,soIjust...
Ididit.
Therewas,like,alotofthat.
Shejust...
Ah.
Shehadallthese
plans,youknow?
Iwentalongwith
them.Like,Itried.
No,I-I-Ireally
fuckingtried.
Ijust...
IthinkI'm...
IthinkI'mjustdonewith
tryingforalittlebit.
Youknow?
- Youjustgottadoyou,babe.
- Ohmygod.IsthatZ?
Itis!
Z!
Hey!
Ohmygod!
Hi!
Howisitthough?
- Uh,yeah,no,Ihave
threeroommates,youknow,
soitkindoffeels
likeI'minuni.
ButIcanaffordlifeagain.
- Yeah,that'sgreat.
- That'sisapro.
- It'swhatwewant.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- Youknow,Iwaskindajust
bleedingmoneysinceDanileft.
- Ifyouwantabreakfrom
yourthreecollegeroommates-
- They'renotincollege.
Itjustmakesmefeel
likeI'mincollege.
- Theymayaswellbe,'cause
honey,it'sgivingcollege.
- It'strue.
- Youcancomethrough.
- Youdon'tevenknow.
- Come,hang.
- Yeah,we'llcookforyou.
- Really?
- What?
- Youcancook?
- Well,like,we'lltry.
- We'lltry.
- We'lltry.
- Till'sclosed.I'mgood
togowheneveryouare.
- Um,Istillhavetogo
downstairsanddothebathrooms,
butIgotmykey,
soyoucango.
- Allgood?
- Yeah.
Yeah.
What?
Haveagoodnight,OK?
- OK.Seeyoutomorrow?
- Yeah.
- Night.
- Night!
OK.
Couldn'ttell
youhowIknewit
Somethingabout
thebreathyoutake
Andthereisno
waytoundoit
Nowaytomake
aheartunbreak
AndsometimesI
thinkaboutit
AndsometimesIcan'trecall
Butthereisno
wayaroundit
ThewritingI
seeonthewall
Mirror,mirror
- One.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
- Hmm.
- Hey,Ishould
pee,Ishouldpee.
Hi,uh,yeah,Ijust
wantedtocheckandsee
ifIhadanyrefills
onmyprescription.
Uh,ZanettaCordova.
Uh,testosterone.Yeah.
Uh,Iknow,butI,uh,
thebottleactuallybroke,
soIneedtogetsome
moreassoonaspossible.
Yeah,Idroppedit.
Yeah.
Fivetosev-
Ican't...
OK,Ican'tactually
waitthatlong,though.
Ikindaneedit.
Well,canyou,c-can
yougiveme,like,
atemporarysomething,or...
No,I,uh...
OK,OK.OK,thankyousomuch.
Yep,no,thankssomuch.
Haveagoodday.Bye.
Hey.
CanIhavesomeofyourT?
- Howlonghasitbeen?
- Hmm...
Twoorthreeweeks.
- Uh,you'reon
cypionate,right?
- Mm-hmm.
- I'monDelatestryl.
SoIthinkthat's,like,
doubletheconcentration.
We'lljusthavetodohalfof
whatyounormallytakethen.
- Oh,OK,so,like...
Soyoudo0.2ifIdo0.4?
- Yeah,OK.Perfect.
- I'venever,um,doneit
infrontofsomeonebefore.
- I-Ican
gotothenextroom.
- No.Couldyou
actuallyjustdoit?
- Yeah.Yeah.
Um,where-wherewould
youlikemetodoit?
Rightthere?
OK.
Ready?
OK.
Hereyougo.
Youfreetonight?
It'samazing,yeah?
- Yeah!
Let'sgogetadrink.Comeon.
- Yeah,OK.
Ijustneedyou
Ijustneedyou
Ineedyou,oh,oh
Holdme
Nooneknowsmelikeyoudo
I'mspinin,out
Holdmedown
- Comeon,Z,getready.
- Where'dyougo?
- Surprise.
- Whatdidyoudo?
- Listen,it'sasecret.
- Whatdidyoudo?
- It'sasecret?
- Whatdidyoudo?
- You'llfindoutright
now.Watch,watch,watch.
Ijustneedyou
Ineedyou,oh,oh
Thankyou.
- Nextupforthis
karaokeextravaganza,
Santiwith"Savanna."
- Whatareyoudoing?
- I'mgonnagoslaythis,
butyoushouldjoinme.
Justsaying.
- Oh.
- Justsaying.
- Havefun!
Youknowthis.
- Ohmygod.
Stonecold
Don'tyouknowyou
aremyheartache
AndIgo
Foolingaroundand
chasingoldmistakes
You'llbescreaming
outformore
WhenI'mhalfway
outthedoorsomeday
Givemetillthe
countoffour
'CauseIknowyou'll
wannahearmesay
AndIgo
Ooh
Ooh
Yes!
Ooh
Ooh
Coldone
Takealookat
whatyou'remissing
Ha-ha!
Justtakeoffyour
clothes,ohyeah
Andtouchthoselips
thatyou'vebeenkissing
'Causeyou'llbe
screamingoutformore
WhenI'mhalfwayout
thedoor,baby,yeah
Giveyoutill
thecountoffour
'CauseIknowI'm
gonnahearyousay
- One,two,three,four!
- Ha!
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
- Oh,thispart.
Idon'tknowthis.
Hidingupmysleeve
Oh,don'tyouknow
yougotaholdonme
Ohyeah,yougotmenow
Ohyeah,yougotmenow
- Yes!
Yes,bitch,I
dowhatIwanna
Yes,bitch,Ido
whatIwanna,boo
Soyunapatrona
Yes,bitch,I
dowhatIwanna
Yes,bitch,IdowhatI
wanna,yes,bitch,Ido
- Hey,I'mJet.Can
wechatforasec?
- Yeah,forsure.
- I'mproducinganewmusical,
andI'dlovetohave
youauditionforit.
- Thankyousomuch.I'm
notinterestedatthistime.
- OK.
- Look,I-I-Igetit.
Iknowwhoyouare,Z.
IsawyouplayEponine.
Butthisisn'tthat.
- OK,thankyou.
Andthentheygavemetheir
businesscard,andIguess
I'msupposedtotalktothem.
- Dude,that'swicked.
You'regonnasayyes,right?
Ohmygod.Pleasetell
meyou'regonnasayyes.
- Yeah.
- Uh-huh,yeah.
Forgetyoursinging.Your
actingisshit.
Thankyoufortoday.
Ofcourse.
I'myourboss.
- Fuckyeah.
- Let'sjusthave
funtonight.Yeah?
- I'mhavingfun.
- OK,let'sgodance.
- OK,OK.
Ifonlyyoucould
seewhatIsee
Isee,Isee,Isee,Isee
Ifonlyyoucould
seewhatIsee
Isee,Isee,Isee,Isee
Ifonlyyoucould
seewhatIsee
Isee,Isee,Isee,Isee
Ifonlyyoucould
seewhatIsee
Isee,Isee,Isee
Soyoukeeponpushing
- Hey!You'renot
scheduledtoday.
- Uh,yeah.Ijustwanted
togiveyoumytwoweeks.
- Whatareyoudoing?
- I'mgonnaaudition
forthatmusical.
IknowI'mnotgonna
reallygiveitmyall
ifI'mstillworking
here,sodoyouacceptit?
- Imean...
Yeah,yeah.
- Cool.
- I'mgonnamissyou.
- Alsointwoweeks,
doyouwannamaybe...
Doyouwannagoout
onadatewithme?
- Yeah.
- OK.
- Yeah,Ido.
- Withme,tobeclear.
- Yes,Igotthatmuch.
- Forasecondthere,yourface.
- Yeah,no,that
wouldbereallynice.
- Cool.
OK.I'mleaving.
- Getthehellouttahere.
- I'mgone!
- Ohmygosh.
- Whatwasitliketosing
infrontofhumansagain?
- Itwas...
Itwasactually,
like,superfun.
- Ah!That'ssogood!
Let'smakemorefun.Let's
havesomefunoverhere.
Let'sdo...
Let'sdoafunwarmup,
andbringsomefun
backintoyoursinging.
OK.
Ready?
- Yeah.
Chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate,
chocolate,chocolate
Yourhair'sinyourface
MayImoveit
Andyoucanrestyour
headuponmybody
Aswelistentothemusic
- Isthatforme?
- Yeah.
- What?
Ihateyou.
Bringinginluck?Ithought
youjustthrewitaway.
- No,Ididnot.Really,really.
- Wow.
- Ohyes!
- Doesitwork?
- Yeah,itworks.
OK,OK,OK,holdon.
Oh,you'resosweaty.
No,it'sgoodnow.
Iwannaknowifyourcheeks
areassoftasIimagined
AndIcanonly
imaginefornow
ButinmyheadI
knoweverything
Iwannabecloseenoughto
feelyourheartbeatwithmine
Wecan'tslowdownthetime
- Thatwasmyfirst
realbreathin,like,amonth.
- Iknow.It'ssofresh.
- Yeah.
- Don'tworry,Iam
notgonnaaskyou
ifit'sasprettyastheocean.
Ilearnedthatlesson.
Ijustthoughtitmight
beanicesubstitute.
- It'saprettygood
substitute,yeah.
- Oh,it'sprettygood,eh?
- It'saprettygoodsubstitute.
- OK,OK,whatever.
- Oh!Ohmygod!
- Thatonewentright
throughyourshirt!
- Oh,you'resobrave!It's
freezinginhere.
Ohmygod.
- No,youdidnot!
- No,man!
CanIkissyou?
Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.
Fuck.
- Yeah,you'retrouble.
Well,like,the
goodkind,right?
Yeah.
No,no.Santi,no!
- Oh,OK.
Soone,onesec.
- What?
- IsthereanythingIshould
knowaboutwhatyoulike,
orwhatyoudon'tlike?
Oh,thatfeelsgood.
- Oh,Ilike,uh,anything.
- Anything?
- Mm-hmm.
- OK.
Oh!
Oh.
- Anything?
- Hmm?Ilikethis.
- Yeah,metoo.
- Good.
Oh,fuck,yourchest
issofuckingsexy.
- Yeah,itfeelsgoodthere.
- Oh,good.
- CanItouchyourchest?
- Please.
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
- Fuck.
Yeah.
- Ah!Mm,thatfeelsgood.
- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
- Ohfuck.
Yeah.Keepgoing.
I'mgonnacum.I'mgonnacum.
Ah,shit.Oh.
Howdareyou?Howdareyou?
- Howdareyou?
- OK.Sotake
anicedeepbreath.
Bringthejoyin.
Onthisblock,
there'sagarden
Tuckedawaybehind
thiscarriagehouse
Icanseeitfrommywindow
Stretchingtoward
thesidewalk
ThoughIlook
thereeveryday
I'veneverfound
theentrance
Tothisperfectlittle
placeI'dliketogo
Butstill,it'soneofmy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymost
favoriteplaces
Apatchofgreen
I'veonlyseen
Frommuchtoofaraway
Ah.
OK.
So,um...
WhenIwasfiveorsix
Istarteddrawingthese
crayoncoloredpictures
Ofthismagicland
thatfloatedhigh
abovethetreetops
Andeverynight,
I'dgotosleep
AnddreamthatI
couldflythere
ThatI'dbuiltthis
magickingdominthesky
Andstill,Itry
'Causeitisoneofmy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymost
favoriteplaces
Buthere'sthetwist
Itcan'texist
SowhydoIkeep
thinkingthatitdoes
Allmylife
I'veimagined
alltheseplaces
Tracingeachandevery
blueprintinmymind
AndallIwant
Issomeonewhocanhelpme
Findtheseplaces
thatIdreamabout
Andneverseemtofind
Becauseallofmy
Favoriteplaces
Allofmymost
favoriteplaces
Areplacesthat
Ihaveneverbeen
Iwakeuptothatwoman
Sleepingwell
intothemorning
Ilikewatching
howthesunlight
Tricklesdownhershoulder
AndthoughI've
triedsomanytimes
Totellher
ThatIloveher
Ihaven'tfoundaway
Intoherheart
Anditisonemy
Favoriteplaces
Oneofmymost
Favoriteplaces
Onemorefavoriteplace
I'venever
Been
Yeah.
- Woo!
- Yeah!Ah!
- Oh!
Thatwasbeautiful.
Justgointotheaudition-
- Yeah.
- Thankyou,Shelly.
- You'vegotthis.
- Thankyou.
- Z.
Pickingup,pickingupspeed
Pickingup,picking
upthepieces
Thesunisup,thesunisup
AndIamfeeling
allthethings
ThatIpretended
didn'thauntme
Walkingdown,walking
downanewroad
Itrytogivealittle
graceforallIchose
Andnowthespaceahead
Toshowmealifethat
Ididn'tknowexisted