Seven Veils (2023) Movie Script
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[ethereal music]
[whoosh]
[dramatic music]
[rope creaking]
[fanfare]
[ethereal saxophone]
[forest sounds]
[birds cawing]
[rope creaking]
[distant thunder rumbles]
[creaking continues]
[forest sounds fade out]
[mysterious score]
[footsteps echo]
[dramatic thud, rumble]
[discordant piano music]
[singing in German]
[film projector whirring]
[singing in German continues]
-I'll be asked
to make this personal.
So I shall.
You are
always looking at her.
You look at her too much.
Something terrible
may happen.
[soft dramatic score]
[siren in distance]
-Hi, I'm Clea.
I work in the props department
here at the opera company.
I'm going to be showing you
how I make the head
of John the Baptist,
uh, who, for those of you
who might not know the story,
he is the biblical prophet
that gets beheaded
by a woman called Salome.
-Woman 1: We welcome back
the wonderful Ambur Dione.
[Woman 1 laughs]
[female patron hoots]
-So great to have you
back home, Ambur.
And welcome to our company
for his first appearance
with us,
Johan Mueller.
We're very excited to have
these two
amazing singers with us
and both are fresh
from a very,
shall we say,
[clears throat]
controversial production
of Salome in Stuttgart.
[laughter]
[murmuring]
Sometime before my husband
passed away last year
he made a very
specific request.
Charles wanted
one of his former students
to direct this remount
of Salome.
I know that Charles worked
very closely with Jeanine
on the original production
and so
I'll let Jeanine
let us know
what she plans to do
in the weeks ahead.
Jeanine, would you
like to come forward
and say a few words?
[applause]
-Working on this production
so many years ago
changed my life.
It was a huge gift.
Just like being invited
to stage this remount is a...
another...
huge gift.
Charles meant the world to me.
Charles meant a lot
to many people.
[suspenseful score]
This morning, I-I...
I took a moment
to find his-his favorite spot
in the theatre,
which is
this rehearsal bridge
that connects the stage
to the audience
just above the orchestra.
It's this--
It's between
these two spaces.
And he lo--
he loved being there.
He... he loved being
in the heart of the action.
And, now, we are here to...
to honor his heart
and his spirit
in the best way
that we can.
So, I will leave you with
with the costume designs
and some images
from the original show
and the maquette.
The changes
that I will be making
for this production
will be small but meaningful.
And if anybody
has any questions
I'd be happy to answer.
Thank you.
[applause]
-That was a crazy production
-Yeah. [chuckles]
-Do you remember
all those long talks
that we had
about the role?
-Ye-yeah,
I remember those talks.
You had a huge impact on me.
-Really?
[gentle violin playing]
[soft conversations]
-And after that,
I-I-I went to study
with this amazing teacher
in London,
but they were really expensive
so I ran outta money really fast
-and I came back.
-And you kept working.
-I've done
a lot of understudy roles.
And I've done
some small things.
-I'm here now.
-Covering John the Baptist.
-And I'm covering Salome.
-Hi.
-Rachel.
-Rachel. Jeanine.
It's so nice to meet you.
-You too.
-My two understudies.
This'll be fun.
-So, here's the basic plot
of the opera:
Salome wants John the Baptist
to pay attention to her.
She's crazy about him,
but he refuses.
He won't even look at her
because he thinks
that Salome's mother
is a whore.
So, then, Salome's stepfather,
King Herod,
he asks her to do
this sexy dance for him
and he offers Salome
anything that she wants
in return.
So, Salome asks for
the head
of John the Baptist,
which is what
I'm working on here.
She demands that her stepfather
chop off John's head
and offer it up to her
so that she may finally
kiss his lips.
I guess you can see
it's a pretty weird love story.
[dramatic piano music]
-Johan! Johan, Johan.
It's important that you
never look at Salome.
From the moment you take
your blindfold off your eyes
you never turn
to look at her.
-That feels strange.
-Well, you're demanding
that-that she repent
and, in order to
get her to do that,
she needs
to feel frightened of you.
You need to let her understand
that you know
the terrible things
that she's done.
The cries of her sinning
are heard by God.
You say that, right?
You need her
to beg for forgiveness
and you're not prepared
to look at her until she does.
-But isn't it
her mother's cries and sinning
I'm talking about?
I think she's a whore.
-They're one and the same
as far as you're concerned.
Like mother, like daughter.
[dramatic score]
Okay, let's continue.
[rope creaking]
[piano playing]
[older woman laughing]
-You have to
blow them out, Granny.
-Where's Daddy?
-Daddy, come. Granny wants
to blow out her candles.
[granny laughs]
-Woman 2: Where'd you find
those candles, Lizzie?
-Daddy brought it.
-They're a little big,
aren't they?
We were gonna use sparklers,
remember?
Let's take this back
and put them on.
-Shouldn't she
blow this out first?
-Then what's the point
of the sparklers? [chuckles]
We need to sing Happy Birthday
as we bring in the cake. Right?
-Can't she just
blow these out?
[laughing]
-Okay, now, help me put
sparklers on the cake
and we can do this properly.
Okay?
-Come on.
-It's okay, honey.
-Woman 2: Yeah.
Sparklers.
[blows air through lips]
-That was weird.
-You think?
-How's the
place you're staying?
-It's nice.
-Some rich opera patron?
-Yeah, they're away.
-Weren't you gonna arrange--
-What were you doing upstairs?
-I was showing Dimitra
your old CD collection.
-Why?
-Where's Harold?
-Harold died
last year, Margot.
-Woman 2: Get ready.
Three, two, one.
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday,
dear Margot...
[tense score]
-I really appreciate
you coming here
and doing this.
I know how busy things are.
-No problem.
-[score fades out]
-So, this is the props room.
This is, like,
one of my favorite places.
You can see pretty much
all the props
from every show
the opera company's ever done.
-It's crazy.
-And, uh, yeah, we've got
a bit of a collection going
of severed heads here
from other productions.
-Cute.
-So, uh, like I said,
the company's asked me
to do this thing about the head
kind of to market the show.
-I get it.
-And, uh, yeah,
I thought it might be cool
to get a few words from you
about what this prop means now
after so many years.
-Okay.
-(softly) Okay.
So, uh, tell me about
working on this production
all those years ago.
-Well, I was
more of an observer.
Like a, like an intern.
-Like an observer...
to the director.
-Yeah, I mean, we had
a lot of conversations.
Uh, but I was still very much
Charles' student back then.
-I gather that he was
a pretty big presence.
-Yes, he was a
very big presence.
Yes, Charles was
a very big presence.
-What can you tell me
about him?
Uh, why do you think
Salome asks for the head
of John the Baptist?
-Well, she says it
in the opera.
She just wanted to--
to kiss his lips
and he wouldn't let her.
-Do you think
that's a little extreme?
-Yes, it's extreme.
But I guess
you need to see it as
the first recorded sex crime
in biblical history.
[dramatic piano music]
-So, Ambur,
at this moment
this is when you can just
collapse onto the swing.
[rope creaking]
Just two hands, slowly,
gently just collapsing
because his voice
is like a drug.
His voice
makes you feel safe.
Yeah. Good.
And, Johan,
can you check the monitor
next to the camera, please?
-Uh...
why is this my issue?
-Well, you have to
position yourself back there,
and we need to see your mouth
in the centre of the frame.
And when you're singing,
you kind of, we lose you.
-But can't the camera
move with me?
-It's on a tripod.
-Is that my problem?
-Yeah, I'm--I, uh,
I'm-I'm, I'm sorry, it is.
-No! My problem,
my job is to sing, right?
You can amplify my voice
or project my lips
but these technical issues
are your problem, not mine!
[sound system screeches]
-He's an asshole.
-[Johan whispers in German]
Did you hear about him
in that production in Stuttgart?
[feedback drones]
It--[sighs]
[phone ringing]
-Hi, it's Paul.
Leave a message after the beep.
[beep]
[intriguing score]
-Does Paul
come to visit you often, Mom?
-[mysterious score]
-Yes. It's nice.
He likes Dimitra.
-Are they up there now?
-Let's see.
Dimitra?
Dimitra?
[door opens]
[door closes]
-I thought you guys
were finished.
-Uh, no. I-I called,
I called back.
Is my husband there?
-Uh, I don't think so.
Let me check upstairs.
-Okay.
-You think
they're fooling around?
[exhales]
-I am amorous of thy body,
John the Baptist.
Thy body is white,
like the snows that lie
on the mountains of Judea
and come down into the valleys.
There is nothing in the world
so white as thy body.
[intriguing score]
Suffer me
to touch thy body.
-Back, daughter of Babylon.
By woman
came evil into the world.
Speak not to me.
I will not
listen to thee.
I listen but to the
voice of the Lord God.
-It's great to
get back to the text.
-The music makes
a big difference.
-But the words.
The words of Oscar Wilde.
Thy body is white
like lilies in a valley.
Thy body is white
like snows
on the mountains of Judea.
Suffer me
to touch thy body.
It's so beautiful.
[rope creaking]
-Beautiful. Beautiful.
[creaking continues]
Just let the peel fall away.
Just let it fall away like that.
Perfect.
Okay, break it up.
And, now,
I want you to taste one.
I want you to really taste it.
Feel how heightened it is
with your eyesight gone.
Feel how, how powerful
the flavor is.
Take away one sense,
all the others
become heightened.
More real.
More intense.
Remember that.
That's your responsibility
as an artist.
[rope creaking]
[crow cawing]
-Salome is overwhelmed
by her wakening desire.
But what is she
being wakened from?
What's at the root
of her crazed enchantment?
-Crazed enchantment.
That's my new favorite line.
-What?
Thanks. What do you think
it means, Lizzie?
-I don't know. I don't know
where you came up with that.
-You don't?
-No.
-When do you find out.
-In a day or two.
I mean, it's a small thing.
-It's not a small thing, Mom.
You're directing a show.
-Yeah, I'm remounting it, baby.
[phone ringing]
-Hello? Yeah, did you hear
what she said?
-Paul: It'd be great if they,
if they publish it.
-Did you read the new draft?
-Not, no, not the whole thing.
But I loved that line
about crazed enchantment.
[dog barking in distance]
-That's the part
I just rewrote.
That's the one
I just read to you.
-Yeah. No. No, no. Like, no.
The line from the play.
-The one, um... [sucks teeth]
[tense score]
that Salome's father says
how he-he loves her too much.
-Jeanine (VO):
You're always looking at her.
You look at her too much.
-Well, that's not my essay.
I didn't write that.
-Yeah, but...
Yeah, but it's in the play.
I mean, you want me to read--
I read the whole thing.
-It's in Oscar Wilde's play.
-Yeah.
-It is dangerous
to look at people
in such a fashion.
Something terrible may happen.
-Have you...
mentioned anything to Lizzie
about this being a separation?
-Lizzie:
No, I guess I'm just scared.
-I, I just...
I told her that it's--
it's different this time.
-Different in what way?
-Just you going off
to do the show, and...
How we're just gonna
see how it feels
to be apart
for this long.
-It--
Don't you think that's a talk
that we should've had together?
-We've had that conversation
-No, the three of us?
-Yeah.
I'll see you tomorrow.
-I think you need to
insist on this, Jeanine.
The-they they have to
put your director's notes
in the program.
I mean, so many ideas
from the show
were inspired by you.
Right?
Crazed enchantment.
All that.
[dog barking in distance]
[piano playing]
-Let's pause real quick.
So, as Salome
is going on in detail
about how she wants to touch
John the Baptist's body
and, and his hair and his lips,
there is
an entirely separate dynamic
that's happening right here.
Uh, could you sing
the second line about how--
how beautiful Salome is?
-Yep.
-At rehearsal six.
[piano playing]
-Thank you. It's all this pain
and-and-and yearning.
It's what--
It's what leads you
to eventually...
-...kill yourself, right?
-Yep.
-Because you can't have her.
Those are the same exact ways
she can't have John the Baptist.
And you have this secret crush
on Narraboth.
And he pays no attention to you.
He doesn't--
You, you don't exist.
It's...
It's her,
and-and-and to hear...
For somebody to hear
a sound like that...
Can you sing it again, please?
To hear a sound like that and,
and know that he...
he's capable of this passion,
but it's not directed at you.
It's not for you,
it's for her.
-Mm-hm.
-It's maddening.
It's just this
crazy mess of-of-of...
This crazy mess of feeling.
Right?
And so as--
while Salome is singing
about how wonderful it would be
to, to, to touch
just touch
John the Baptist's hair,
it-it ignites something in you.
It inspires you
to touch Narraboth's hair.
Okay. Okay, let's, uh,
let's go back to one-oh-one.
[piano playing]
[singing, piano stop]
-We really like the piece.
We just don't think it serves
the purpose, the function
of a director's statement.
-The function? I'm sorry...
So, you're gonna use
Charles's notes from before?
-Yeah, it's still pertinent.
-Okay, seriously?
Nancy, Charles, don't you think
he would want me to have
my director's notes published?
He's the one who invited me
to remount this.
-It's Beatrice's decision.
-Oh, so, it's what
his wife wants.
So, as part of her final wishes
for her husband.
-Yes, like I said,
what Beatrice wants.
Look, even though
we're not gonna publish
in the program officially
as a director's statement
I thought it might
have other outlets.
-Like what?
-Like sharing in interviews.
I've already had a request.
This, um, podcast...
-Okay, sure.
-I also had this idea that you
might wanna create a journal
that we could post on the site
like a, like a diary
of what it means to you
to be working on this
so many years later.
You can shoot it on your phone.
We can help you edit it.
You can even...
make it more personal
if that's what you want.
-More personal than what?
-Than what you've written here.
-You think this is personal?
-Isn't it?
One more thing.
We were a little concerned about
what you said the other day
at the presentation,
wanting to make changes
to the original production.
-As I said, small changes.
-Small, but meaningful.
-That's right.
[suspenseful score]
[deep breath, sigh]
-I've been asked
to make this personal.
So I will.
-That's the whole point.
That he never looks at me.
-This is for you, Charles.
-That's what Salome
is begging him to do
that he never sees me.
-The person
who wanted me here.
-Right, 'cause if he did,
then he would love her.
-Exactly. But do you ever
get the sense that he would?
-Now I'm back.
[discussion continues quietly]
Without you.
Alone.
Alone to watch the understudies
for Salome and John the Baptist
discuss roles
they may never get to play.
Alone to watch
an empty orchestra pit
from your favorite place
in the house.
A bridge between
two different worlds.
Alone to watch someone
try out a swing
that came from somewhere
in my childhood.
Later that night I watch a clip
from the production
you directed
so many years ago.
How perfectly her white dress
flowed into
the unfurling screen.
Like they were both one piece
of magical fabric.
How perfectly
the shadow of my father
was discovered
on the projected home movie
of the girl.
You asked me about
so many details, Charles.
And I willingly
provided them
because you made me feel
so loved.
A girl walking blindfolded
through the forest.
And in the shadow
of her father,
my father,
who you directed
with such meticulous detail
to reach for her.
-Harold: Keep following that.
[dramatic boom, rumbling]
There's a bog coming up
in a little bit.
When I say big step,
you take a big step.
No hesitation.
Keep coming. Big step.
Big step.
There you go.
-HAROLD: The moon
has a strange look tonight.
-Jeanine: The moon
has a strange look tonight.
She is like a madwoman.
-She's like a madwoman.
-Seeking everywhere.
-Seeking.
-My father's words to me,
Charles.
From the play
that haunted you both.
-At first I wanted to try
making the head as a sculpture
as opposed to the more
traditional method
which would just be to make
a cast of the singer's head.
I studied sculpture
in art school
and I really enjoy
this kind of slower method.
Uh, so to start...
I asked Johan to send me
a few photos from Germany
of his face
just to gimme an idea
of the shape of his features.
And I got this started
and, um...
I think it's pretty good.
So, the next step will be to
have Johan come into the studio
and I'll work on getting
the finer details of his face.
[birds cooing]
-This is really strange.
You know, usually,
they make a cast.
-Yeah, I know.
Uh, but the guy who'd normally
be doing that, my boss,
he's sick.
But I find that this is
less invasive for you.
Sometimes singers get
a little freaked out
when there's all this stuff
on their head.
-Hm. So, you are going
old school.
[music plays quietly]
-I mean, I can make a cast.
I know how to, but...
Definitely,
this sculpture should work.
And, uh, these pictures
that you sent me,
these were really helpful.
Kind of gave me a head start.
[Johan laughs]
-A head start on my head.
[laughs]
-Exactly.
-You're so serious suddenly.
What has Ambur told you
about me?
-Why do you think she'd
tell me anything about you?
-Mm, I've heard
you two know each other.
-Yeah, we were,
we were friends a while ago.
-Here?
-Yep.
Before she went off.
[Johan speaks German]
-"And conquered the world."
-Yeah, right.
Yeah, that's Ambur.
Conquer the world.
-I think she has
a pretty high opinion
of herself, yes?
-Well, she's super-confident.
Yeah, she always has been.
-Hm.
-She did tell me
about the last production
that you did in Europe.
-Stuttgart, hm?
-Sounds like it was
pretty intense.
-Did she go into details?
-Just that it was a
different interpretation.
-It was very physical.
Very naked.
She probably told you
that I crossed some lines.
-Well, she, she--
-I know that's what she thinks,
but I was just
following direction.
Doing my job.
-Oh.
Oh, I love this part.
[music gets louder]
-Hm.
-When I first heard this--
[music fades out]
-Hi.
-Hey.
-Jeanine.
-Charlie. Nice to meet you.
-Nice to meet you.
-I'll leave you two alone.
-Thanks, Nancy.
-Thank you.
-Thank you for doing this.
I've really been looking forward
to speaking with you.
-Well, I hear very good things
about your podcast.
-Oh, yeah, yeah.
Singers like to post
their interviews,
helps the fans
get to know them.
-Sure, sure.
-To be honest, I, uh...
don't usually
speak with directors.
-Oh, well,
that's understandable. Right?
-[laughs] Right.
Can I first grab you
a cup of tea?
-Oh, uh...
No, thank you.
I'm okay. I'm good.
-Glass of water?
-Yes. Sure.
-Nice setup.
-Thanks, yeah.
I'll just be a jiff. It might
be a little dirty, actually.
-Ah, thanks. You don't have
to--Mm, okay.
[glass squeaking]
-You're a...
[chuckles]
You're a little bit
overdressed for this.
-I-I didn't know,
I didn't know what to expect
or what you
needed from me, so...
-Oh, did you think
we'd have cameras?
-I don't know.
-Hoping to get filmed?
[both laugh lightly]
I asked for this interview
because, um...
I'm a little bit obsessed
with this production.
-Oh.
-I find it so interesting
that you've come back
to remount it.
I mean, you must have
been so young back then.
-Well, I'm-I'm
probably older than I look.
-Yeah.
Okay, but also...
uh...
you don't direct opera.
I mean, I looked you up, uh...
you do regional theatre, right?
A lot of trade shows?
-Should we start?
I just don't wanna lose...
any time with you
'cuz things are a little hectic.
-Oh, uh, we've already started.
[chuckles]
-Oh.
-We're rolling.
-Okay, great.
-Oh!
Sorry. Almost forgot.
I brought you...
some cookies.
[plate clatters]
[Charlie laughs]
Just careful
not to chomp on 'em.
-Okay.
Thank you so much.
-No crunching while we roll.
-Good?
-Yeah.
-All right.
-It sounds like this
totally insane production.
So, John the Baptist
is all over Salome,
like, the entire time.
Like he's some kind of
sex-starved monster
or cult leader
or something.
And the words that are
coming out of his mouth
have nothing to do
with the way he's behaving,
which is, basically,
groping her naked body
as she's going on and on
about how beautiful his hair
and his skin and his lips are.
[gentle classical piano
plays quietly]
What?
-You didn't know that?
About the production.
-No. No, 'cause it was
in Germany, right?
-Mm.
-Stuttgart.
So, had nothing to do
with our show.
-Yeah, but don't you
stay in touch?
-With Ambur?
-Mm-hm.
-No, of course not.
[Rachel scoffs]
-So, you don't follow her.
-No.
We broke up
a long time ago.
-When she went off
and conquered the world.
-That is so weird
that you would say that.
But that's the
exact same expression
that Johann used
except he said it in German
and then he had to
translate it back to me.
and he pronounced it
concord the world
Rachel...
[chair rattling on floor]
Ambur got very lucky.
There is nothing,
like, nothing...
that I would love more
than to see you on that stage.
It'll happen.
Just watch.
[both mouth "Love you."]
-That's tough.
Covering a role
can be frustrating.
-And-and part of her
is grateful for the work.
And, I mean,
now she knows the role.
-It's in her repertoire.
-Right.
-And, who knows,
if Rachel's lucky,
she might even get to sing it.
-Like, if something
happens to me.
-Yeah, like, if I kill you.
-[scoffs] Nice.
-I mean, it would be
her dream come true.
-That you murdered me?
-That she would get a chance.
-Well, I'm here
to do six performances,
remain healthy...
and not die.
-Of course.
-You're not actually asking me
to give up a performance?
[Johan singing in German
in distance]
[approaching footsteps]
[wooden item
clatters to floor]
Even if I wanted to...
as a favor,
it's not so simple.
I'd have to get
a doctor's note--
-Of course.
-And this is how
I make my living, Clea.
I don't sing,
I don't get paid.
The understudy would get my fee.
-Ambur, of course.
[Ambur laughs]
-Jeanine, you hate that house.
And everything
that happened to you there,
you cringe every time
you set foot in the place.
But that's not
how Lizzie feels.
-We're not
talking about Lizzie.
-I know, we're talking about
your imagination.
-What happened in that house
was not my imagination.
-I know, I know. But...
But what you think is happening
with me and Dimitra is.
-So, you're not,
you're not sleeping with her?
-Not in the house, no.
-Oh, because,
'cause you have boundaries.
-We talked about this.
I-I...
I mean, we're supposed to be
honest with one another.
-Yeah, okay, yeah, not sleep
with each other's friends.
-Well, she's not a friend.
She's a nurse.
-She's my mother's caregiver
and we pay her.
-I know, but this thing with me
and her can end at any time.
And I love you.
And you know that.
We're supposed to be exploring.
Isn't that what you're doing?
Exploring?
We agreed on this.
Uh, uh...
-What you said before
about my mother's house
and all the things that
he did to me... there...
Do--Uh...
What does that have to do
with you and Dimitra?
-No, I wasn't
talking about Dimitra.
I was talking about Lizzie.
-Okay, but we're talking
about Dimitra now.
-Well, she's the person
who takes care of your mother.
-Uh-huh?
[Jeanine sighs]
-I told you...
that this might not be
the best idea
to-to-to be doing this
right now.
You can't go back
into that world,
the opera and your,
your history with Charles
and expect it to
not have effect on you.
And the stuff
with your mom
and your dad dying like that
just last year.
[disquieting score]
-The stuff with my mom...
Which part?
-Harold: Do you
love your mother, Jeanine?
Isn't she special?
This is my love letter to you,
Margot, my beautiful wife,
who's given me
our beautiful angel daughter.
[rope creaking]
So perfect, so intelligent.
So talented.
-Hey, do we have a machete?
-Yeah. Uh, for what?
-For Salome's mother to use.
-To do what?
-To cut off the head.
-Uh, okay, isn't the guard
going to do that with,
um, with the axe?
-Right, well, I want him
to go first with the axe
and then have her mother
follow with the machete.
-So, she beheads
John the Baptist.
-No, that's not clear.
We nev--we never know.
I just had this idea that
she's going to be presenting
John the Baptist's head
to her daughter.
-Okay, and she'll do that
on the platter.
-Um... No.
I think...
Not-not on a platter.
I think in a bowl.
Right? I think in a--
in a clear plastic bowl
that's that size.
And you know what?
I also just want...
I want real tangerines
'cause I want to use them.
-Mm-hm.
-I want them to...
I want there to be action.
-Okay, yeah, so
we're gonna have
a clear plastic bowl
with tangerines in it
and the head in there.
-No, no, the tangerines
are gonna--
So, we're gonna establish
the clear plastic-plastic bowl
(sputters) on the set,
and then we're gonna
use it later for the head.
-Got it.
Okay, uh, yeah, I can...
find a machete
and a bowl
and we'll pick up
some tangerines.
-Great. And I need that all
by tomorrow rehearsal.
-I'll have something.
-Thank you.
-Great. Um, hey,
what do you think of this?
-Is that a cast?
-[score fades out]
-No, I sculpted it.
-Why?
-I just, I wasn't sure
that we needed
to do it that way.
-You might wanna rethink this
because, um...
[sucks teeth]
it's just,
if we're recording this,
this isn't gonna work
because of the closeup.
[pedestal creaks]
-Right.
So, can you just look at it
and kind of describe
what your concerns are
with it?
-Well, I think this is...
You've done really good work,
but it-it's not feeling right.
-Okay. And why is that?
-Because it's, um,
well, it's a sculpture
and a sculpture
changes over time.
It evolves
as you're working on it.
But a cast...
is-is like a photo.
It's a snapshot
of somebody's face
while it's being set in mold,
like a death mask.
-Okay, so, then...
should I give him
any kind of direction
as I'm,
as I'm making the mask?
-About what?
-Like his expression as I'm
putting this stuff on his face.
-That's a good question.
Um...
He's at peace
with the idea.
-Of having
his head chopped off?
-Of knowing that he
needs to be sacrificed.
-Okay, I gotta go. You good?
-Yeah. Thank you.
-Thank you.
Uh, I think it would make sense
if-if, Ambur, you...
scrambled around
trying to pick these up.
-I'd rather stay here
and watch.
-Uh, Jeanine, you can't
just have tangerines
rolling into
the orchestra pit.
-Okay.
-I'm sorry.
I don't understand
what my wife is doing.
Who's chopping the head off?
-Well, that's not clear.
Maybe both of you.
-But... (sputters)
It doesn't take two people
to chop a head off.
Normally there's an axe,
now there's a machete.
They've just sent down a guard
who's been told to do that.
-And now the both of you
have to take full responsibility
for what you're doing.
-I'm sorry,
I don't understand.
-You don't have to understand.
You just have to trust
that this is what
you have to do.
Salome danced because
she had something to say.
Not because she had to
prove anything to anybody.
Not the least of all to you.
[thunder rumbling
in distance]
[quiet tense score]
-The winter storm
has taken down a tree
at the house I'm staying in.
No major damage done.
But the owners will come back
to find it broken.
[shutter clicking]
I send them a picture
to lessen the blow.
[rain patters on windows]
-It's so strange
to be surrounded
by photos
of somebody else's family.
Especially when
I'm thinking about
the family that you promised me.
Did you ever believe
in that family, Charles?
-I try to speak with you,
Charles.
-Were you... really prepared
to leave her for me?
-As though you're beside me.
[woman opera singer
singing in German]
I've been asked
to make this personal.
So I am.
Pretending that
you can hear my words.
I feel my hair
as a singer you directed
so long ago feels his hair.
[singing becomes louder]
I watch how
possessed she became
and remember how
possessed I became.
The crazed enchantment.
How do I bring you back?
[tense score]
Bring what we had back?
[thunder rumbles]
I brought the book
of pictures you made.
I hold it as something sacred.
A faint
and lingering fragrance.
[rustling]
The inhalation of you.
Blurred traces
of your spirit, Charles.
The beautiful dance
of her fingers
as they draw energy
from his lips.
Your lips.
The moon has a
strange look tonight.
[woman continues singing
in German]
She is like a madwoman
seeking everywhere for lovers.
[man sings in German]
I can feel you beside me
as I watch.
The way your fingers
ran over my skin.
The electric shock
of your touch.
[woman sings in German]
Having you inside me.
[man sings in German]
[gunshot]
I wanted you so much.
[dramatic opera music]
And thou did'st
fill my veins with fire.
Wherefore dids't thou
not look at me?
If thou hast looked at me,
thou hast loved me.
[Johan singing in German]
Well, I know that thou
would'st have loved me.
[singing in German continues]
I shoot the new singers
in their costumes
for the first time.
They look just like their
counterparts from back then.
-Jeanine:
You look amazing, Carolyn.
-They laugh nervously
as I tell them
how good they look.
But I know that they'll never
achieve the crazy rapture
you got with your singers
back then.
-Where's my mark?
-Oh, mark there.
-What more can I do
to inspire them, Charles...
to get the same performance
as you did?
-Carolyn?
-[singing, piano stop]
Is there any way you can
move your head up and down?
Because I-I just really wanna--
I want it to--
be very clear as to what...
what you're doing.
And-and if you look at
what Ambur's doing,
I can-I can, I can feel
her desperation
in her entire body.
She's just, and I-and I,
I just wanna feel like, um,
like you have that
exact same need.
So I guess if you just,
like, a little bit more...
movement
in the moment.
-You want me to look at Ambur.
-No, no, no, no, no.
Just [sputters]
you stay with Narraboth.
And with the--more...
-Okay.
-I think we should
maybe... take it back
to the rehearsal room.
-We'll have to get the
intimacy coordinator for this.
She should be around
for this kind of thing.
-The intimacy coordinator.
-Yeah.
-Yeah.
-Was it important to you
back then? And...
is it important to you now?
-I'm sorry, what?
Was what important?
-That it feels like they're
actually having sex on stage.
-Right.
Well, I'm trying to...
-fulfill the original concept.
-Yeah, but it's your show now.
-In some ways.
-And whatever erotic energy
existed back then,
it's not necessarily
what we're dealing
with now. Right?
I mean, you're not
the same person that you were
and he's not the same person
that he was.
-Charles is dead.
-Hm.
Of course.
So he's definitely
not the same person. Hm.
-So, we're gonna go
all the way down.
Long, flat back
and then roll up... Great.
And then do a real, um,
do a really thorough, like,
back bend, like a roll-through.
Kind of like cat cow in...
-[piano, singing]
-Where is he?
-Uh, he just messaged.
He's running late 15 minutes.
-Okay, I don't think
we can do this without him.
And this intimacy coordinator's
not working for me.
-Feels like a waste of time.
-But we have no choice.
We need an intimacy coordinator
for these scenes.
-Mmm... Do we?
-Yes, it's a requirement.
-Okay, Ambur, stop.
[piano, singing stop]
Luke, could you come with me
for a second please?
It's good. It's so good.
The physicality--
working on physicality's great
but it has to be
driven from something, right?
You have to be inspired
by what is happening.
There has to be
something moving you
that's more in your body
and your soul.
So, as she is singing,
about how beautiful
John the Baptist's hair is,
you are using that
as permission
as an opportunity that the music
is also giving you
to then touch him.
Right? So, you--
From the part where
she says his hair is amazing.
[piano chord plays]
So, it's like you suddenly
have this ability
to express through your fingers
everything that Salome
can only sing about.
[low tense score]
[Jeanine speaks German]
It is...
in thy hair...
that I am enamored.
Let me touch thy hair.
Thank you.
[intriguing score]
And then there's this
crazy thing happening downstage.
And, so, everything that
you're doing is unleashed then.
Think of Salome.
She is using
everything in her power
to have this
crazy man beheaded.
[laughs]
So, what is the point
of all this sacrifice
that ends
in the most gruesome thing
that you've ever seen on stage?
Is it passion?
Is it punishment? What is it?
But whatever it is, that emotion
that you're getting from it,
that emotion
is filtering through you.
[laughs]
It's painful
and it's beautiful
and-and-and-and-and, so,
you're not just sucking him off,
you are fully consuming him
so much so that he has...
he has nothing else to do
but pick up the gun,
point it to his head
and shoot himself dead
[score fades out]
just as he's
about to come.
Explosion.
[gentle piano score]
And then Salome
picks up the gun
that he just used
to kill himself
and she walks downstage,
she puts the gun to her head
just like she's going to
shoot herself.
[Herod laughs]
-Jeanine: I don't understand.
Are you... Are you spying on m?
-Of course not.
I'm here to support you
in any way I can.
-Okay, so, I don't understand
what you're saying.
-That management
is a little concerned
about some of the ideas that
you had at the presentation.
-[groans] Beatrice.
-About making changes.
-I said
they are small changes.
-Right, but then you had
this idea about Salome
shooting herself.
-What?
He shoots himself.
Narraboth.
-But then
she picks up his gun and--
-And contemplates it.
[score fades out]
[Kathy sighs]
She doesn't kill herself.
If, if she killed herself,
then the opera
would end right there
and it doesn't. Right?
If she died,
then there wouldn't be
anybody to sing her role.
Like, what,
what's with the head, then?
I mean, what is this all for?
That is ridiculous.
-But now you have this idea
about her mother
and the machete...
I-I have to tell them.
I'm just letting you know that.
-So, you are spying on me.
-Look, we all understand
that you must
feel very conflicted
about all of this, but--
-No, I'm not.
I'm-I'm really not.
Really, when I chose...
When I accepted this job,
I told myself that I was gonna
make the most of it. Okay?
So, you know,
you can tell management
that it was an odd choice
on their part to remount this.
Okay, considering
that everybody
thought that Charles
was difficult, to say the least.
Even though management
happened to be married to him
for 30 years.
-It was Beatrice's decision.
It's a successful show.
-Okay, but she didn't have to
fulfill his stupid wish.
Nobody had to,
to take that request seriously.
It's not like somebody was gonna
sue them if I didn't remount it.
No one needed to know.
I didn't need to know.
We wouldn't even be
having this conversation, Kathy.
[door opens]
[indistinct conversation]
-Look, I should head back.
Everybody's getting
off break now and...
-Yeah. It's fine.
[shuddering breath, exhale]
[door opens]
[tense score]
[sniffle, deep exhale]
-Harold: Your daughter
is going to dance for me.
Will you not dance for me,
Salome?
-Charlie:
That is really enlightening.
-Harold: If you dance for me,
you may ask of me
whatever you wish
and I will give it to thee.
-Charlie: But that leads me
to my next question.
I hear you're making a diary
about the whole experience.
Is that like, um...
like a last letter
to Charles?
[score fades out]
-A journal, uh, yeah,
I was thinking about that.
I was. I think it's a--
It would be nice to...
To-to, um,
to write about my...
my experience as I'm
taking on this production.
Um, I am shooting some footage
behind the scenes
with my iPhone.
I think that's gonna...
turn into something.
I don't know what yet, but
it's important to me to, to...
to have that footage.
-Okay, that sounds
really interesting. And, um...
Can we talk about the
relationship between you two
during the original production?
-What do you mean?
-I mean your relationship
with Charles.
-Our working relationship.
-I mean, didn't it
go beyond that? It's...
kind of common knowledge
around here.
-I-I don't feel comfortable
talking about that.
Okay, if-if we can
not discuss that.
-Of course.
How about
I share something with you?
-I knew Charles.
Charles told me his story once
about how the whole
dance section in the opera
is, um...
based on something
that happened with your father.
In real life.
And I-I had the
absolute privilege
to see the essay that you
wanted to print in the program.
I thought it was
incredibly disrespectful
they didn't want to use it.
But, um...
I was interested
in your fascination
in Herod's line to Salome,
you know?
About loving her too much.
Charles told me that your dad
used to make these crazy videos
about you and you both would go
into the forest when were little
and he would tape you while
you made these bizarre dances.
I mean, how do you feel
about how that has inspired,
-...very clearly...
-[tense score]
a major part
of this whole show?
[thunder rumbling]
[eerie score]
[rope creaking]
-I...
think I need a break.
Excuse me.
-Something wrong?
Beatrice wants
to have a word with you.
Harold: Do you feel
the wind on your skin?
-Young Jeanine: Yeah.
-Yes? It's more sensitive now,
isn't it?
-Jeanine: It is true, Salome.
-Harold: Take away one sense,
all the others
become heightened.
-Your beauty
has troubled me.
-More intense.
Remember that.
-Your beauty
has grievously troubled me.
-That's your responsibility
as an artist.
[sighs]
[dramatic score]
-Jeanine: And I have
looked at you too much.
It may be
that I have loved you too much.
-She's had a good day.
-Is that right, Mom?
-If that's what she says.
-Oh.
-Do you know where I am?
-Doing your work.
-And what is that?
-Making plays.
You've always liked plays.
You like making things up.
[dramatic score continues]
-Are you proud
of your daughter?
-Oh, yes.
-See?
-Proud of the things
I make up?
Do you know how long
I'm gonna be gone, Mom?
-I'm not sure. [laughs]
-Ask Dimitra.
She knows.
Down to the hour.
[Margot laughs]
-'Til the end of the month.
-Oh.
-Yeah. Exactly.
Just enough time.
[Margot laughs]
-She wonders if I know.
This is probably almost exactly
how Beatrice imagined me.
Your wife.
Just a silly little threat.
Another passing fling.
What does she really know about
what has gone on in this house?
I imagine her swinging around
to glance at the family portrat
suddenly frightened
by the story it tells.
How my father
read me so many plays
and made me act out
so many scenes.
His artistic aspirations for me
somehow always as frustrated
as his aspirations for himself.
[score fades out]
-Now that we've abandoned
the sculpture idea,
we're going to try
for the more traditional method.
So the first step in the process
that you're going to see
is I will put a layer of
petroleum jelly on Johan's face,
and then, on top of that,
I'll use a soft alginate gel
which will pick up
the details of his skin.
And for that phase
I'm gonna work really quickly
because it dries super-fast,
like, it's gonna set
in less than ten minutes.
-[calm guitar music]
-So...
I end up being
your guinea pig after all.
-Yeah, I just realized that
there needed to be
a lot more detail in the head.
It's really gotta be lifelike,
especially for the broadcast.
-No worries.
I'm used to this.
It's the way
it's usually done.
-I'm sorry
to have wasted your time.
-Not at all.
I enjoy watching you work.
[man and woman sing along
to gentle guitar]
Can I keep it? I mean...
the sculpture?
-Yeah, I guess.
-I'll give it to the
national gallery back home.
-Okay, I'm gonna put some
on your lips now
so you might
want to stop talking.
-My lips will be sealed.
-Uh, no, no.
-Stop it?
-No, just... Stop!
-Stop!
-[objects clatter onto floor]
-This was unexpected.
-[tense score]
A singer
playing John the Baptist
makes a pass at me.
What's that thing in the Bible
about judge not?
[indistinct conversations
in background]
-Things became...
really complicated.
Like, when you and I were
working on that thing in school
things were...
really intense.
[score speeds up,
becomes more agitated]
-With Charles and you.
-Mmm.
And...
And other things.
-I sensed
something was going on.
-No you didn't.
No.
How?
-I was watching you...
the whole time.
I couldn't
take my eyes off you.
(chuckles) Um, I could tell
you were in a crazy place.
[discordant score]
I wanted to help you
find a way out.
-Jeanine: Somewhere.
Here...
there's an awful
sense of vagueness.
Uncertainty
between what I remember
and what actually took place.
The girl takes off her blindfod
and stares ahead
as he scurries away.
[intermittent drumming]
[film projector sound]
She feels the blindfold
in her hand
rubbing it
as other shadows appear.
[expansive orchestra score
with drumming]
Ravenous men
watching as she dances
for her father.
And for them.
I never agreed with
the way you staged
these dark monsters, Charles.
How you made Salome look
like a stripper in a club
performing for
a bunch of leering customers.
It was never like that.
Not from what I remembered.
Not from what I told you.
They touched her.
They stroked her.
Did she give them permission?
You never made that clear.
This dark doppelganger.
No, it was never like that.
That's not how it felt.
I remember dark fangs and talos
and their terrible wings
as they beat the air around me.
I remember feeling trapped.
But there was nowhere
to escape to.
[film projector whirring]
Now, this time...
I try something different.
-And then, now,
I kind of wanna feel the trees.
I wanna feel
like we're in the forest.
Not deep into it but I just
wanna sense she's in the forest.
-I want the trees
and branches to come alive
with a sense of the horror
they are witnessing.
-I really wanna feel...
-Like their spirits
are being tortured
as Salome performs
her nightmarish
dance of the seven veils.
-And can you
make the body feel like
you're almost
getting younger?
From a woman
into a little girl.
And then I want a scream.
I want a, I want a, just a...
Amazing. Yeah. Okay, perf--
And then she's bigger.
You can get even bigger
and bigger.
[no vocalizing]
-I am Salome.
Daughter of Herodias.
Princess of Judea.
[driving, rhythmic score]
[score diminishes to low tone]
-Jeanine: What does Ambur
really think of the ballerinas?
-I wanna break them.
-Are you serious?
-Mm, very.
Just cover my eyes.
[indistinct conversations]
[Ambur laughs]
[score gets louder]
[score resumes loudly]
[gunshot]
[dramatic score]
-Jeanine: It is thy mouth
that I desire.
It is like a pomegranate
cut in twain
with a knife.
Suffer me
to kiss thy mouth.
-Clea: No...
-Stop! Stop!
-[objects clatter on floor]
[score ends abruptly]
-I don't understand.
Was this staged?
-Uh, what do you mean?
-Did you ask him
to do this?
-No. No, of course not.
I told him to stop.
-Okay, but...
-And he didn't.
-And why are you thinking
of sending this out now?
Didn't this happen
a few days ago?
-Last week
as I was making the cast.
-And you finished
making the cast,
let's be clear on that.
This thing happened
then you went ahead
and finished making the cast.
-It took me a while
to fully absorb it.
You asked me
to document everything
that went into making
the head of John the Baptist.
And this is everything.
-Okay.
But this is also
a recording of, uh,
of an attack. Uh...
[laughs nervously]
A sexual attack.
-And you're making that public.
-That's right.
-Just before we open
this production.
[tense score]
Why?
-I am...
just completing the job
that I was told to do.
I have an email from
the marketing team that says
I can, I can do this
any way that I want to.
That I should make it personal.
And this just got
very personal.
I feel that
I have a responsibility
to make it known.
-We're not obliged
to give our approval.
-Really?
You're not gonna
give me your approval?
Is that the message
that the opera company
wants to put out there
when I decide to
show this anyway?
I just-I don't-I don't think
that is a great idea
to try and ban me
from making this public.
-Does he know?
Johan.
That you're planning to do this?
-Not yet.
-Okay.
[clears throat]
What can we do
to get you to reconsider?
I know this must have been
very traumatic for you, Clea.
I'm not trying to
diminish that.
Is there any way
we can find a solution?
-What is she doing?
-What do you mean?
-Ambur, what is she doing?
Why is she
in a different opera right now?
-Uh, is it the performance?
-I--I...
I don't understand.
I thought...
Can we, like,
pause for one second?
[Kathy laughs]
-Uh, what is it
that you're not happy with?
-Harold: Put your hand
to your face.
Yeah, perfect. Just like that.
It's sensual.
You know that word.
Some people have a problem
with that word.
But it sounds good.
It's not bad.
-I'm sorry, what is she doing?
What is she doing?
-Why is your hand
to your face like that?
Are you playful?
-It's... Stop. Stop.
Sorry.
-Stop. Stop, stop. Sorry.
-I'm sorry. I have one--
-[yelling in German]
-It's my rehearsal. Excuse me.
-I just need a moment.
-It's ridiculous.
-It's very important, okay?
Ambur, there's nothing
mischievous
-...or sly or playful
-Go back into the dance.
-...about any of this.
-Please go back to letter Q.
-You're not a sex kitten.
-Big letter Q with upbeat.
-You're not happy
about this decision.
-We take it with an upbeat.
-This is not something that
you're taking pleasure from.
You did not
dance naked for your father
and allow yourself to be raped
by a gang of strangers
-[orchestra plays]
-for some petulant little game.
You agreed to do
this crazy dance
because you desperately needed
to show John the Baptist
that you love him.
Right? And this monster
is taking advantage of that.
And your mother is just
standing there, watching.
You are taking this action
because you want to, somehow,
liberate yourself
from your father
and everything
that he represents.
You need John the Baptist's head
because you need to prove
that you are worthy
of being loved.
You're not just a plaything
for your father's dark need
that he has to fulfill.
This is something that you
now need to do for yourself.
Right?
Is it, is it gonna
make you feel better?
Is it gonna change anything?
You have no idea
what is going to come
of your actions.
[stirring orchestra music]
(emotional)
Nothing is clear to you
right now except your pain.
[music intensity increases]
[music turns sinister]
-Harold: Dance for me.
Dance for me.
Suffer me to touch thy body.
The moon
has a strange look tonight.
Hasn't she a strange look?
Keep following me.
Keep following my voice.
Keep coming, keep coming,
keep coming.
[orchestra fades out,
resumes frenetically]
[orchestra plays quietly]
Slowly, slowly
you start to collapse.
And as you're doing that,
you hear my words
and you remember these words.
They make you feel safe.
[dramatic music]
[rumbling]
-Why would you ask Dimitra
to do that?
-I'm sorry, I shouldn't have
to explain that to you, Paul.
It's always haunted me.
Okay?
-Okay. It's just so...
-It's what? Is it unnerving?
-It's-it's crazy.
-Yeah, it is crazy.
-You know what's even crazier?
I told Dimitra
that I was okay with
what you guys were doing
as long as she did
this one thing for me.
-And you were
sincere about that?
That if-if she does that
to the painting, then...
then you're cool with
what's happening between us.
-Okay. Um...
Okay.
Can you see that, Margot?
-Wh... Oh, dear.
What's happened
to Harold's face?
-Your daughter
asked me to do that.
-Why?
-Not sure, Margot.
She didn't explain.
-So, why did you do it?
-Because.
She doesn't want to see his face
anymore when she comes to visit.
So, um...
can you think of
a reason why?
-Jeanie thinks
that Harold was a bad man.
[tender score]
-Why?
-He loved her.
-What's wrong with that?
[discordant score]
-He loved her too much.
[sobbing]
-Dimitra: What does that mean?
-What does that mean?
You can leave the painting
like that if you want.
[gentle, shuddering inhale]
[exhale]
-I hurt you.
[Margot sobs]
-How can you expect me
to agree?
-Because, Rachel,
you're gonna get to sing
with a real orchestra.
This is what you
always dreamed of. Shit.
-It's blackmail, Clea.
You've blackmailed the company
into letting me perform.
-I've discussed it with Ambur
and she's agreed to it.
-Well, that's even worse.
-Why?
-Is she still getting paid?
-Well, I mean...
normally it would go to you,
but, in this case...
-But, we'll, just, uh,
pay her something.
-No, we didn't get into
to those details.
-Like a kickback?
-No, it's not like that.
-Or go back
and extort more.
-Okay, why are you
looking at this
as though I've done something,
like, criminal?
-Because it's really
the only way to see it, Clea.
Maybe you even planned it
from the beginning.
[bottle clunks onto table]
[clock ticking quietly]
-Rachel, how could you
say that to me?
(voice shaking)
He made a pass at me.
I didn't plan that.
I said stop and he didn't.
-And you taped it all.
-Yes, because the opera company
told me to.
-And he knew
that the camera was on him?
-Yes.
-He was aware
that he was being taped?
-Yes. I just told you that.
Oh, my God.
You sound just like them.
[Clea sniffles]
[Clea sobs]
[sniffles, sighs]
Rachel... [sniffles]
I am doing this...
for you.
It's not about me.
-Clea....
-It's because I love you.
-How can you say that?
He attacked you.
You-you don't feel
-...anything about that?
-Of course I do.
-You knew
the camera was on him.
You knew that you could
use his actions
to frame him and, then,
the whole time it's happening
you-you have a plan?
-No, the plan
didn't occur to me until
after it happened.
-Clea...
what you are proposing to do
is wrong.
What are you going to do?
With the recording?
[applause,
enthusiastic shouts]
[orchestra plays]
-I don't know.
Shouldn't we
go back to the opening?
-It's only a five-minute walk.
We can head out really soon.
-Right, you have to
take a bow.
-Yeah, I have to
take my big bow.
I just want to take a moment
to celebrate with you.
Just the two of us.
-I had a dream last night
that I got to play the part.
-Like one of those
anxiety dreams?
-What do you mean?
-Like when you open your mouth
and nothing comes out
or you're late for an exam
or you don't know
-...the answers to stuff.
-[cork pops]
Ooh. Incredible.
-No, I, uh, I sang well.
-It's not my house. [laughs]
Well, that's unsurprising.
-[glass clinks]
-Good for you.
-Even after I lost my head,
I kept singing.
-Really? That's handy.
[Luke laughs]
-[glass clinks on bottle]
-It was strange.
-Yeah, I bet. Cheers.
[glasses clink]
-It's the toughest part
of the opera.
-What?
-She sings at the head
way too long
before she kisses it.
-Well, there's nothing we can
really do about that now.
[quiet slurp]
[gentle score]
I wanna kiss thy lips,
John the Baptist.
-I will not look at thee.
Thou art accursed.
-Okay.
It is of thy hair
that I am enamored.
[glass clinks onto table]
There is nothing in the world
like your hair.
When the moon hides her face.
-[frustrated sigh]
-When the stars are afraid.
Let me touch thy hair.
[cell phone dings]
[singing continues]
-Can you fill this?
What is it?
[singing continues]
[energetic orchestra music]
[music, singing continue]
-I thought we had
an understanding.
-We did.
-What, she went ahead anyway?
-Obviously.
-Is this already online?
-Yeah, that's how I saw it.
[dramatic rumbling]
[exhales]
-I apologized after this
and I don't know
what else to do, I-I-I...
-Stop, please stop. Enough.
[orchestra playing]
[Ambur singing]
[Beatrice sighs]
-But, uh...
do I still take
the curtain call?
[Beatrice scoffs]
[dramatic drumming]
-Jeanine: An enraged princess
who would extract her price.
Her stepfather begs her
to change her mind.
I know I have sworn an oath,
he says.
I have always loved.
Perhaps I have
loved you too much.
[applause, cheering]
The conductor leaves his podium
and finds his way to the stage.
As the curtain rises,
Salome is there.
Her dress
splattered in blood.
She waves her red-stained hands
to the cheering crowd.
She expresses her gratitude
to the musicians
in the pit below.
I'm taping this all
fully aware
that I'm supposed to be
backstage now as well.
[applause, cheering continue]
I pan my camera
back to the stage
and see Salome gesturing
for the conductor
to take his applause.
[quiet haunting score]
This is where
I'm supposed to now be.
Taking my bow.
But they realize
that I'm a no-show.
They're still applauding
for you, Charles.
Even with
all the changes I've made.
[theatre sounds fade out]
-Will mine be ready in time?
[score fades out]
-No.
We'll have to use
his head tonight.
-That's a bit of a stretch.
-[quiet score]
-Well, we don't have a choice.
We're gonna work on yours,
but it'll take a while.
We should have it ready
for the recording, though.
-The recording?
So, I'll be doing
the broadcast?
[cape flutters]
Wow.
-You're very lucky.
-[snap clicks]
-What if I'm terrible?
What if I can't see
the conductor?
You know, the whole thing
with the blindfold.
-The blindfold's see-through.
No, you'll be amazing.
I know how seriously
you and Rachel were preparing.
-I'd prefer to do it with her.
With Rachel.
-Well, that's not an option.
[sniffles]
[inhale, exhale]
-I'm sorry.
-I didn't mean to--
-No, it's okay.
I can imagine how brilliant
you and Rachel
would've been together.
[tub down
on wooden table]
And she's gonna get
her chance too.
One day.
[cracking]
-Jeanine:
From our conversation
she knew that a sculpture
wouldn't do.
That a cast
was more accurate.
-Ready?
-Even if it was more invasive.
[tearing, cracking]
-Okay, keep your eyes closed.
Just keep 'em closed.
-Don't open them.
-Why not?
-Because some of the plaster
might have stuck
to your eyelashes
and you don't
want it to hurt.
-No, I don't.
-Little bit more.
Okay.
Now, open them slowly.
Mmm.
-She stares at his face
with a sense of accomplishment.
Proud of how
she's created this...
most magical of mirrors.
Herodias sings that Salome
has made the right choice.
Finally, after years
of witnessing her husband
abuse her daughter,
she's ready to inflict
some crazy justice.
This is my interpretation,
Charles.
I have no idea
what you would've made of it.
[dramatic rumbling]
As the empty bowl
is presented,
she has no more than a minute
to fill it with the fake blood.
The tricky part comes next.
She takes the prop,
places it under her arm.
Then, like a proud mother
nursing her child
she feeds the special formula
that looks so real
into the gaping wound
of the severed head.
She needs to fill the cavity
to capacity
so there's enough blood to drip
onto Salome's white dress
for the entire length
of her final aria.
[Ambur sings in German]
He was so beautiful to her...
that if he had only
looked at her,
he would've loved her too.
That the mystery of love
is greater
than the mystery of death.
[dramatic drumming]
[opera music continues]
[phone buzzing]
-Hi. How'd it go?
-Luke: It's still going.
-I would've loved
to have been there.
-I'm in the dressing room now.
She's kissing my lips.
[Ambur sings tenderly
in German]
-She just said
that the mystery of love
is greater than
the mystery of death.
She's about to say
that love has a bitter taste.
-They're calling me to go.
[dramatic loud orchestra]
-Jeanine: I have kissed
thy mouth, John the Baptist.
I have kissed thy mouth.
[dramatic drumming]
[sustained tremolo by violins]
[woodwinds play haunting melody
over violin tremolo]
[flutes join
with hopeful melody]
[volume rises,
score turns darker]
[triumphant score]
[ascending harp arpeggio]
[other instruments play
ascending arpeggios]
[gentle score]
[brass accent]
[string accent]
[brass fanfare]
[frenetic drumming]
[drum flourishes
as credits disappear]
[fade to silence]
[airy glockenspiel score]
[score fades out]
[forest sounds]
[crow cawing in distance]
[rope creaking]
[crows cawing]
[thunder rumbling]
[all sounds fade out]
[ethereal music]
[whoosh]
[dramatic music]
[rope creaking]
[fanfare]
[ethereal saxophone]
[forest sounds]
[birds cawing]
[rope creaking]
[distant thunder rumbles]
[creaking continues]
[forest sounds fade out]
[mysterious score]
[footsteps echo]
[dramatic thud, rumble]
[discordant piano music]
[singing in German]
[film projector whirring]
[singing in German continues]
-I'll be asked
to make this personal.
So I shall.
You are
always looking at her.
You look at her too much.
Something terrible
may happen.
[soft dramatic score]
[siren in distance]
-Hi, I'm Clea.
I work in the props department
here at the opera company.
I'm going to be showing you
how I make the head
of John the Baptist,
uh, who, for those of you
who might not know the story,
he is the biblical prophet
that gets beheaded
by a woman called Salome.
-Woman 1: We welcome back
the wonderful Ambur Dione.
[Woman 1 laughs]
[female patron hoots]
-So great to have you
back home, Ambur.
And welcome to our company
for his first appearance
with us,
Johan Mueller.
We're very excited to have
these two
amazing singers with us
and both are fresh
from a very,
shall we say,
[clears throat]
controversial production
of Salome in Stuttgart.
[laughter]
[murmuring]
Sometime before my husband
passed away last year
he made a very
specific request.
Charles wanted
one of his former students
to direct this remount
of Salome.
I know that Charles worked
very closely with Jeanine
on the original production
and so
I'll let Jeanine
let us know
what she plans to do
in the weeks ahead.
Jeanine, would you
like to come forward
and say a few words?
[applause]
-Working on this production
so many years ago
changed my life.
It was a huge gift.
Just like being invited
to stage this remount is a...
another...
huge gift.
Charles meant the world to me.
Charles meant a lot
to many people.
[suspenseful score]
This morning, I-I...
I took a moment
to find his-his favorite spot
in the theatre,
which is
this rehearsal bridge
that connects the stage
to the audience
just above the orchestra.
It's this--
It's between
these two spaces.
And he lo--
he loved being there.
He... he loved being
in the heart of the action.
And, now, we are here to...
to honor his heart
and his spirit
in the best way
that we can.
So, I will leave you with
with the costume designs
and some images
from the original show
and the maquette.
The changes
that I will be making
for this production
will be small but meaningful.
And if anybody
has any questions
I'd be happy to answer.
Thank you.
[applause]
-That was a crazy production
-Yeah. [chuckles]
-Do you remember
all those long talks
that we had
about the role?
-Ye-yeah,
I remember those talks.
You had a huge impact on me.
-Really?
[gentle violin playing]
[soft conversations]
-And after that,
I-I-I went to study
with this amazing teacher
in London,
but they were really expensive
so I ran outta money really fast
-and I came back.
-And you kept working.
-I've done
a lot of understudy roles.
And I've done
some small things.
-I'm here now.
-Covering John the Baptist.
-And I'm covering Salome.
-Hi.
-Rachel.
-Rachel. Jeanine.
It's so nice to meet you.
-You too.
-My two understudies.
This'll be fun.
-So, here's the basic plot
of the opera:
Salome wants John the Baptist
to pay attention to her.
She's crazy about him,
but he refuses.
He won't even look at her
because he thinks
that Salome's mother
is a whore.
So, then, Salome's stepfather,
King Herod,
he asks her to do
this sexy dance for him
and he offers Salome
anything that she wants
in return.
So, Salome asks for
the head
of John the Baptist,
which is what
I'm working on here.
She demands that her stepfather
chop off John's head
and offer it up to her
so that she may finally
kiss his lips.
I guess you can see
it's a pretty weird love story.
[dramatic piano music]
-Johan! Johan, Johan.
It's important that you
never look at Salome.
From the moment you take
your blindfold off your eyes
you never turn
to look at her.
-That feels strange.
-Well, you're demanding
that-that she repent
and, in order to
get her to do that,
she needs
to feel frightened of you.
You need to let her understand
that you know
the terrible things
that she's done.
The cries of her sinning
are heard by God.
You say that, right?
You need her
to beg for forgiveness
and you're not prepared
to look at her until she does.
-But isn't it
her mother's cries and sinning
I'm talking about?
I think she's a whore.
-They're one and the same
as far as you're concerned.
Like mother, like daughter.
[dramatic score]
Okay, let's continue.
[rope creaking]
[piano playing]
[older woman laughing]
-You have to
blow them out, Granny.
-Where's Daddy?
-Daddy, come. Granny wants
to blow out her candles.
[granny laughs]
-Woman 2: Where'd you find
those candles, Lizzie?
-Daddy brought it.
-They're a little big,
aren't they?
We were gonna use sparklers,
remember?
Let's take this back
and put them on.
-Shouldn't she
blow this out first?
-Then what's the point
of the sparklers? [chuckles]
We need to sing Happy Birthday
as we bring in the cake. Right?
-Can't she just
blow these out?
[laughing]
-Okay, now, help me put
sparklers on the cake
and we can do this properly.
Okay?
-Come on.
-It's okay, honey.
-Woman 2: Yeah.
Sparklers.
[blows air through lips]
-That was weird.
-You think?
-How's the
place you're staying?
-It's nice.
-Some rich opera patron?
-Yeah, they're away.
-Weren't you gonna arrange--
-What were you doing upstairs?
-I was showing Dimitra
your old CD collection.
-Why?
-Where's Harold?
-Harold died
last year, Margot.
-Woman 2: Get ready.
Three, two, one.
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday,
dear Margot...
[tense score]
-I really appreciate
you coming here
and doing this.
I know how busy things are.
-No problem.
-[score fades out]
-So, this is the props room.
This is, like,
one of my favorite places.
You can see pretty much
all the props
from every show
the opera company's ever done.
-It's crazy.
-And, uh, yeah, we've got
a bit of a collection going
of severed heads here
from other productions.
-Cute.
-So, uh, like I said,
the company's asked me
to do this thing about the head
kind of to market the show.
-I get it.
-And, uh, yeah,
I thought it might be cool
to get a few words from you
about what this prop means now
after so many years.
-Okay.
-(softly) Okay.
So, uh, tell me about
working on this production
all those years ago.
-Well, I was
more of an observer.
Like a, like an intern.
-Like an observer...
to the director.
-Yeah, I mean, we had
a lot of conversations.
Uh, but I was still very much
Charles' student back then.
-I gather that he was
a pretty big presence.
-Yes, he was a
very big presence.
Yes, Charles was
a very big presence.
-What can you tell me
about him?
Uh, why do you think
Salome asks for the head
of John the Baptist?
-Well, she says it
in the opera.
She just wanted to--
to kiss his lips
and he wouldn't let her.
-Do you think
that's a little extreme?
-Yes, it's extreme.
But I guess
you need to see it as
the first recorded sex crime
in biblical history.
[dramatic piano music]
-So, Ambur,
at this moment
this is when you can just
collapse onto the swing.
[rope creaking]
Just two hands, slowly,
gently just collapsing
because his voice
is like a drug.
His voice
makes you feel safe.
Yeah. Good.
And, Johan,
can you check the monitor
next to the camera, please?
-Uh...
why is this my issue?
-Well, you have to
position yourself back there,
and we need to see your mouth
in the centre of the frame.
And when you're singing,
you kind of, we lose you.
-But can't the camera
move with me?
-It's on a tripod.
-Is that my problem?
-Yeah, I'm--I, uh,
I'm-I'm, I'm sorry, it is.
-No! My problem,
my job is to sing, right?
You can amplify my voice
or project my lips
but these technical issues
are your problem, not mine!
[sound system screeches]
-He's an asshole.
-[Johan whispers in German]
Did you hear about him
in that production in Stuttgart?
[feedback drones]
It--[sighs]
[phone ringing]
-Hi, it's Paul.
Leave a message after the beep.
[beep]
[intriguing score]
-Does Paul
come to visit you often, Mom?
-[mysterious score]
-Yes. It's nice.
He likes Dimitra.
-Are they up there now?
-Let's see.
Dimitra?
Dimitra?
[door opens]
[door closes]
-I thought you guys
were finished.
-Uh, no. I-I called,
I called back.
Is my husband there?
-Uh, I don't think so.
Let me check upstairs.
-Okay.
-You think
they're fooling around?
[exhales]
-I am amorous of thy body,
John the Baptist.
Thy body is white,
like the snows that lie
on the mountains of Judea
and come down into the valleys.
There is nothing in the world
so white as thy body.
[intriguing score]
Suffer me
to touch thy body.
-Back, daughter of Babylon.
By woman
came evil into the world.
Speak not to me.
I will not
listen to thee.
I listen but to the
voice of the Lord God.
-It's great to
get back to the text.
-The music makes
a big difference.
-But the words.
The words of Oscar Wilde.
Thy body is white
like lilies in a valley.
Thy body is white
like snows
on the mountains of Judea.
Suffer me
to touch thy body.
It's so beautiful.
[rope creaking]
-Beautiful. Beautiful.
[creaking continues]
Just let the peel fall away.
Just let it fall away like that.
Perfect.
Okay, break it up.
And, now,
I want you to taste one.
I want you to really taste it.
Feel how heightened it is
with your eyesight gone.
Feel how, how powerful
the flavor is.
Take away one sense,
all the others
become heightened.
More real.
More intense.
Remember that.
That's your responsibility
as an artist.
[rope creaking]
[crow cawing]
-Salome is overwhelmed
by her wakening desire.
But what is she
being wakened from?
What's at the root
of her crazed enchantment?
-Crazed enchantment.
That's my new favorite line.
-What?
Thanks. What do you think
it means, Lizzie?
-I don't know. I don't know
where you came up with that.
-You don't?
-No.
-When do you find out.
-In a day or two.
I mean, it's a small thing.
-It's not a small thing, Mom.
You're directing a show.
-Yeah, I'm remounting it, baby.
[phone ringing]
-Hello? Yeah, did you hear
what she said?
-Paul: It'd be great if they,
if they publish it.
-Did you read the new draft?
-Not, no, not the whole thing.
But I loved that line
about crazed enchantment.
[dog barking in distance]
-That's the part
I just rewrote.
That's the one
I just read to you.
-Yeah. No. No, no. Like, no.
The line from the play.
-The one, um... [sucks teeth]
[tense score]
that Salome's father says
how he-he loves her too much.
-Jeanine (VO):
You're always looking at her.
You look at her too much.
-Well, that's not my essay.
I didn't write that.
-Yeah, but...
Yeah, but it's in the play.
I mean, you want me to read--
I read the whole thing.
-It's in Oscar Wilde's play.
-Yeah.
-It is dangerous
to look at people
in such a fashion.
Something terrible may happen.
-Have you...
mentioned anything to Lizzie
about this being a separation?
-Lizzie:
No, I guess I'm just scared.
-I, I just...
I told her that it's--
it's different this time.
-Different in what way?
-Just you going off
to do the show, and...
How we're just gonna
see how it feels
to be apart
for this long.
-It--
Don't you think that's a talk
that we should've had together?
-We've had that conversation
-No, the three of us?
-Yeah.
I'll see you tomorrow.
-I think you need to
insist on this, Jeanine.
The-they they have to
put your director's notes
in the program.
I mean, so many ideas
from the show
were inspired by you.
Right?
Crazed enchantment.
All that.
[dog barking in distance]
[piano playing]
-Let's pause real quick.
So, as Salome
is going on in detail
about how she wants to touch
John the Baptist's body
and, and his hair and his lips,
there is
an entirely separate dynamic
that's happening right here.
Uh, could you sing
the second line about how--
how beautiful Salome is?
-Yep.
-At rehearsal six.
[piano playing]
-Thank you. It's all this pain
and-and-and yearning.
It's what--
It's what leads you
to eventually...
-...kill yourself, right?
-Yep.
-Because you can't have her.
Those are the same exact ways
she can't have John the Baptist.
And you have this secret crush
on Narraboth.
And he pays no attention to you.
He doesn't--
You, you don't exist.
It's...
It's her,
and-and-and to hear...
For somebody to hear
a sound like that...
Can you sing it again, please?
To hear a sound like that and,
and know that he...
he's capable of this passion,
but it's not directed at you.
It's not for you,
it's for her.
-Mm-hm.
-It's maddening.
It's just this
crazy mess of-of-of...
This crazy mess of feeling.
Right?
And so as--
while Salome is singing
about how wonderful it would be
to, to, to touch
just touch
John the Baptist's hair,
it-it ignites something in you.
It inspires you
to touch Narraboth's hair.
Okay. Okay, let's, uh,
let's go back to one-oh-one.
[piano playing]
[singing, piano stop]
-We really like the piece.
We just don't think it serves
the purpose, the function
of a director's statement.
-The function? I'm sorry...
So, you're gonna use
Charles's notes from before?
-Yeah, it's still pertinent.
-Okay, seriously?
Nancy, Charles, don't you think
he would want me to have
my director's notes published?
He's the one who invited me
to remount this.
-It's Beatrice's decision.
-Oh, so, it's what
his wife wants.
So, as part of her final wishes
for her husband.
-Yes, like I said,
what Beatrice wants.
Look, even though
we're not gonna publish
in the program officially
as a director's statement
I thought it might
have other outlets.
-Like what?
-Like sharing in interviews.
I've already had a request.
This, um, podcast...
-Okay, sure.
-I also had this idea that you
might wanna create a journal
that we could post on the site
like a, like a diary
of what it means to you
to be working on this
so many years later.
You can shoot it on your phone.
We can help you edit it.
You can even...
make it more personal
if that's what you want.
-More personal than what?
-Than what you've written here.
-You think this is personal?
-Isn't it?
One more thing.
We were a little concerned about
what you said the other day
at the presentation,
wanting to make changes
to the original production.
-As I said, small changes.
-Small, but meaningful.
-That's right.
[suspenseful score]
[deep breath, sigh]
-I've been asked
to make this personal.
So I will.
-That's the whole point.
That he never looks at me.
-This is for you, Charles.
-That's what Salome
is begging him to do
that he never sees me.
-The person
who wanted me here.
-Right, 'cause if he did,
then he would love her.
-Exactly. But do you ever
get the sense that he would?
-Now I'm back.
[discussion continues quietly]
Without you.
Alone.
Alone to watch the understudies
for Salome and John the Baptist
discuss roles
they may never get to play.
Alone to watch
an empty orchestra pit
from your favorite place
in the house.
A bridge between
two different worlds.
Alone to watch someone
try out a swing
that came from somewhere
in my childhood.
Later that night I watch a clip
from the production
you directed
so many years ago.
How perfectly her white dress
flowed into
the unfurling screen.
Like they were both one piece
of magical fabric.
How perfectly
the shadow of my father
was discovered
on the projected home movie
of the girl.
You asked me about
so many details, Charles.
And I willingly
provided them
because you made me feel
so loved.
A girl walking blindfolded
through the forest.
And in the shadow
of her father,
my father,
who you directed
with such meticulous detail
to reach for her.
-Harold: Keep following that.
[dramatic boom, rumbling]
There's a bog coming up
in a little bit.
When I say big step,
you take a big step.
No hesitation.
Keep coming. Big step.
Big step.
There you go.
-HAROLD: The moon
has a strange look tonight.
-Jeanine: The moon
has a strange look tonight.
She is like a madwoman.
-She's like a madwoman.
-Seeking everywhere.
-Seeking.
-My father's words to me,
Charles.
From the play
that haunted you both.
-At first I wanted to try
making the head as a sculpture
as opposed to the more
traditional method
which would just be to make
a cast of the singer's head.
I studied sculpture
in art school
and I really enjoy
this kind of slower method.
Uh, so to start...
I asked Johan to send me
a few photos from Germany
of his face
just to gimme an idea
of the shape of his features.
And I got this started
and, um...
I think it's pretty good.
So, the next step will be to
have Johan come into the studio
and I'll work on getting
the finer details of his face.
[birds cooing]
-This is really strange.
You know, usually,
they make a cast.
-Yeah, I know.
Uh, but the guy who'd normally
be doing that, my boss,
he's sick.
But I find that this is
less invasive for you.
Sometimes singers get
a little freaked out
when there's all this stuff
on their head.
-Hm. So, you are going
old school.
[music plays quietly]
-I mean, I can make a cast.
I know how to, but...
Definitely,
this sculpture should work.
And, uh, these pictures
that you sent me,
these were really helpful.
Kind of gave me a head start.
[Johan laughs]
-A head start on my head.
[laughs]
-Exactly.
-You're so serious suddenly.
What has Ambur told you
about me?
-Why do you think she'd
tell me anything about you?
-Mm, I've heard
you two know each other.
-Yeah, we were,
we were friends a while ago.
-Here?
-Yep.
Before she went off.
[Johan speaks German]
-"And conquered the world."
-Yeah, right.
Yeah, that's Ambur.
Conquer the world.
-I think she has
a pretty high opinion
of herself, yes?
-Well, she's super-confident.
Yeah, she always has been.
-Hm.
-She did tell me
about the last production
that you did in Europe.
-Stuttgart, hm?
-Sounds like it was
pretty intense.
-Did she go into details?
-Just that it was a
different interpretation.
-It was very physical.
Very naked.
She probably told you
that I crossed some lines.
-Well, she, she--
-I know that's what she thinks,
but I was just
following direction.
Doing my job.
-Oh.
Oh, I love this part.
[music gets louder]
-Hm.
-When I first heard this--
[music fades out]
-Hi.
-Hey.
-Jeanine.
-Charlie. Nice to meet you.
-Nice to meet you.
-I'll leave you two alone.
-Thanks, Nancy.
-Thank you.
-Thank you for doing this.
I've really been looking forward
to speaking with you.
-Well, I hear very good things
about your podcast.
-Oh, yeah, yeah.
Singers like to post
their interviews,
helps the fans
get to know them.
-Sure, sure.
-To be honest, I, uh...
don't usually
speak with directors.
-Oh, well,
that's understandable. Right?
-[laughs] Right.
Can I first grab you
a cup of tea?
-Oh, uh...
No, thank you.
I'm okay. I'm good.
-Glass of water?
-Yes. Sure.
-Nice setup.
-Thanks, yeah.
I'll just be a jiff. It might
be a little dirty, actually.
-Ah, thanks. You don't have
to--Mm, okay.
[glass squeaking]
-You're a...
[chuckles]
You're a little bit
overdressed for this.
-I-I didn't know,
I didn't know what to expect
or what you
needed from me, so...
-Oh, did you think
we'd have cameras?
-I don't know.
-Hoping to get filmed?
[both laugh lightly]
I asked for this interview
because, um...
I'm a little bit obsessed
with this production.
-Oh.
-I find it so interesting
that you've come back
to remount it.
I mean, you must have
been so young back then.
-Well, I'm-I'm
probably older than I look.
-Yeah.
Okay, but also...
uh...
you don't direct opera.
I mean, I looked you up, uh...
you do regional theatre, right?
A lot of trade shows?
-Should we start?
I just don't wanna lose...
any time with you
'cuz things are a little hectic.
-Oh, uh, we've already started.
[chuckles]
-Oh.
-We're rolling.
-Okay, great.
-Oh!
Sorry. Almost forgot.
I brought you...
some cookies.
[plate clatters]
[Charlie laughs]
Just careful
not to chomp on 'em.
-Okay.
Thank you so much.
-No crunching while we roll.
-Good?
-Yeah.
-All right.
-It sounds like this
totally insane production.
So, John the Baptist
is all over Salome,
like, the entire time.
Like he's some kind of
sex-starved monster
or cult leader
or something.
And the words that are
coming out of his mouth
have nothing to do
with the way he's behaving,
which is, basically,
groping her naked body
as she's going on and on
about how beautiful his hair
and his skin and his lips are.
[gentle classical piano
plays quietly]
What?
-You didn't know that?
About the production.
-No. No, 'cause it was
in Germany, right?
-Mm.
-Stuttgart.
So, had nothing to do
with our show.
-Yeah, but don't you
stay in touch?
-With Ambur?
-Mm-hm.
-No, of course not.
[Rachel scoffs]
-So, you don't follow her.
-No.
We broke up
a long time ago.
-When she went off
and conquered the world.
-That is so weird
that you would say that.
But that's the
exact same expression
that Johann used
except he said it in German
and then he had to
translate it back to me.
and he pronounced it
concord the world
Rachel...
[chair rattling on floor]
Ambur got very lucky.
There is nothing,
like, nothing...
that I would love more
than to see you on that stage.
It'll happen.
Just watch.
[both mouth "Love you."]
-That's tough.
Covering a role
can be frustrating.
-And-and part of her
is grateful for the work.
And, I mean,
now she knows the role.
-It's in her repertoire.
-Right.
-And, who knows,
if Rachel's lucky,
she might even get to sing it.
-Like, if something
happens to me.
-Yeah, like, if I kill you.
-[scoffs] Nice.
-I mean, it would be
her dream come true.
-That you murdered me?
-That she would get a chance.
-Well, I'm here
to do six performances,
remain healthy...
and not die.
-Of course.
-You're not actually asking me
to give up a performance?
[Johan singing in German
in distance]
[approaching footsteps]
[wooden item
clatters to floor]
Even if I wanted to...
as a favor,
it's not so simple.
I'd have to get
a doctor's note--
-Of course.
-And this is how
I make my living, Clea.
I don't sing,
I don't get paid.
The understudy would get my fee.
-Ambur, of course.
[Ambur laughs]
-Jeanine, you hate that house.
And everything
that happened to you there,
you cringe every time
you set foot in the place.
But that's not
how Lizzie feels.
-We're not
talking about Lizzie.
-I know, we're talking about
your imagination.
-What happened in that house
was not my imagination.
-I know, I know. But...
But what you think is happening
with me and Dimitra is.
-So, you're not,
you're not sleeping with her?
-Not in the house, no.
-Oh, because,
'cause you have boundaries.
-We talked about this.
I-I...
I mean, we're supposed to be
honest with one another.
-Yeah, okay, yeah, not sleep
with each other's friends.
-Well, she's not a friend.
She's a nurse.
-She's my mother's caregiver
and we pay her.
-I know, but this thing with me
and her can end at any time.
And I love you.
And you know that.
We're supposed to be exploring.
Isn't that what you're doing?
Exploring?
We agreed on this.
Uh, uh...
-What you said before
about my mother's house
and all the things that
he did to me... there...
Do--Uh...
What does that have to do
with you and Dimitra?
-No, I wasn't
talking about Dimitra.
I was talking about Lizzie.
-Okay, but we're talking
about Dimitra now.
-Well, she's the person
who takes care of your mother.
-Uh-huh?
[Jeanine sighs]
-I told you...
that this might not be
the best idea
to-to-to be doing this
right now.
You can't go back
into that world,
the opera and your,
your history with Charles
and expect it to
not have effect on you.
And the stuff
with your mom
and your dad dying like that
just last year.
[disquieting score]
-The stuff with my mom...
Which part?
-Harold: Do you
love your mother, Jeanine?
Isn't she special?
This is my love letter to you,
Margot, my beautiful wife,
who's given me
our beautiful angel daughter.
[rope creaking]
So perfect, so intelligent.
So talented.
-Hey, do we have a machete?
-Yeah. Uh, for what?
-For Salome's mother to use.
-To do what?
-To cut off the head.
-Uh, okay, isn't the guard
going to do that with,
um, with the axe?
-Right, well, I want him
to go first with the axe
and then have her mother
follow with the machete.
-So, she beheads
John the Baptist.
-No, that's not clear.
We nev--we never know.
I just had this idea that
she's going to be presenting
John the Baptist's head
to her daughter.
-Okay, and she'll do that
on the platter.
-Um... No.
I think...
Not-not on a platter.
I think in a bowl.
Right? I think in a--
in a clear plastic bowl
that's that size.
And you know what?
I also just want...
I want real tangerines
'cause I want to use them.
-Mm-hm.
-I want them to...
I want there to be action.
-Okay, yeah, so
we're gonna have
a clear plastic bowl
with tangerines in it
and the head in there.
-No, no, the tangerines
are gonna--
So, we're gonna establish
the clear plastic-plastic bowl
(sputters) on the set,
and then we're gonna
use it later for the head.
-Got it.
Okay, uh, yeah, I can...
find a machete
and a bowl
and we'll pick up
some tangerines.
-Great. And I need that all
by tomorrow rehearsal.
-I'll have something.
-Thank you.
-Great. Um, hey,
what do you think of this?
-Is that a cast?
-[score fades out]
-No, I sculpted it.
-Why?
-I just, I wasn't sure
that we needed
to do it that way.
-You might wanna rethink this
because, um...
[sucks teeth]
it's just,
if we're recording this,
this isn't gonna work
because of the closeup.
[pedestal creaks]
-Right.
So, can you just look at it
and kind of describe
what your concerns are
with it?
-Well, I think this is...
You've done really good work,
but it-it's not feeling right.
-Okay. And why is that?
-Because it's, um,
well, it's a sculpture
and a sculpture
changes over time.
It evolves
as you're working on it.
But a cast...
is-is like a photo.
It's a snapshot
of somebody's face
while it's being set in mold,
like a death mask.
-Okay, so, then...
should I give him
any kind of direction
as I'm,
as I'm making the mask?
-About what?
-Like his expression as I'm
putting this stuff on his face.
-That's a good question.
Um...
He's at peace
with the idea.
-Of having
his head chopped off?
-Of knowing that he
needs to be sacrificed.
-Okay, I gotta go. You good?
-Yeah. Thank you.
-Thank you.
Uh, I think it would make sense
if-if, Ambur, you...
scrambled around
trying to pick these up.
-I'd rather stay here
and watch.
-Uh, Jeanine, you can't
just have tangerines
rolling into
the orchestra pit.
-Okay.
-I'm sorry.
I don't understand
what my wife is doing.
Who's chopping the head off?
-Well, that's not clear.
Maybe both of you.
-But... (sputters)
It doesn't take two people
to chop a head off.
Normally there's an axe,
now there's a machete.
They've just sent down a guard
who's been told to do that.
-And now the both of you
have to take full responsibility
for what you're doing.
-I'm sorry,
I don't understand.
-You don't have to understand.
You just have to trust
that this is what
you have to do.
Salome danced because
she had something to say.
Not because she had to
prove anything to anybody.
Not the least of all to you.
[thunder rumbling
in distance]
[quiet tense score]
-The winter storm
has taken down a tree
at the house I'm staying in.
No major damage done.
But the owners will come back
to find it broken.
[shutter clicking]
I send them a picture
to lessen the blow.
[rain patters on windows]
-It's so strange
to be surrounded
by photos
of somebody else's family.
Especially when
I'm thinking about
the family that you promised me.
Did you ever believe
in that family, Charles?
-I try to speak with you,
Charles.
-Were you... really prepared
to leave her for me?
-As though you're beside me.
[woman opera singer
singing in German]
I've been asked
to make this personal.
So I am.
Pretending that
you can hear my words.
I feel my hair
as a singer you directed
so long ago feels his hair.
[singing becomes louder]
I watch how
possessed she became
and remember how
possessed I became.
The crazed enchantment.
How do I bring you back?
[tense score]
Bring what we had back?
[thunder rumbles]
I brought the book
of pictures you made.
I hold it as something sacred.
A faint
and lingering fragrance.
[rustling]
The inhalation of you.
Blurred traces
of your spirit, Charles.
The beautiful dance
of her fingers
as they draw energy
from his lips.
Your lips.
The moon has a
strange look tonight.
[woman continues singing
in German]
She is like a madwoman
seeking everywhere for lovers.
[man sings in German]
I can feel you beside me
as I watch.
The way your fingers
ran over my skin.
The electric shock
of your touch.
[woman sings in German]
Having you inside me.
[man sings in German]
[gunshot]
I wanted you so much.
[dramatic opera music]
And thou did'st
fill my veins with fire.
Wherefore dids't thou
not look at me?
If thou hast looked at me,
thou hast loved me.
[Johan singing in German]
Well, I know that thou
would'st have loved me.
[singing in German continues]
I shoot the new singers
in their costumes
for the first time.
They look just like their
counterparts from back then.
-Jeanine:
You look amazing, Carolyn.
-They laugh nervously
as I tell them
how good they look.
But I know that they'll never
achieve the crazy rapture
you got with your singers
back then.
-Where's my mark?
-Oh, mark there.
-What more can I do
to inspire them, Charles...
to get the same performance
as you did?
-Carolyn?
-[singing, piano stop]
Is there any way you can
move your head up and down?
Because I-I just really wanna--
I want it to--
be very clear as to what...
what you're doing.
And-and if you look at
what Ambur's doing,
I can-I can, I can feel
her desperation
in her entire body.
She's just, and I-and I,
I just wanna feel like, um,
like you have that
exact same need.
So I guess if you just,
like, a little bit more...
movement
in the moment.
-You want me to look at Ambur.
-No, no, no, no, no.
Just [sputters]
you stay with Narraboth.
And with the--more...
-Okay.
-I think we should
maybe... take it back
to the rehearsal room.
-We'll have to get the
intimacy coordinator for this.
She should be around
for this kind of thing.
-The intimacy coordinator.
-Yeah.
-Yeah.
-Was it important to you
back then? And...
is it important to you now?
-I'm sorry, what?
Was what important?
-That it feels like they're
actually having sex on stage.
-Right.
Well, I'm trying to...
-fulfill the original concept.
-Yeah, but it's your show now.
-In some ways.
-And whatever erotic energy
existed back then,
it's not necessarily
what we're dealing
with now. Right?
I mean, you're not
the same person that you were
and he's not the same person
that he was.
-Charles is dead.
-Hm.
Of course.
So he's definitely
not the same person. Hm.
-So, we're gonna go
all the way down.
Long, flat back
and then roll up... Great.
And then do a real, um,
do a really thorough, like,
back bend, like a roll-through.
Kind of like cat cow in...
-[piano, singing]
-Where is he?
-Uh, he just messaged.
He's running late 15 minutes.
-Okay, I don't think
we can do this without him.
And this intimacy coordinator's
not working for me.
-Feels like a waste of time.
-But we have no choice.
We need an intimacy coordinator
for these scenes.
-Mmm... Do we?
-Yes, it's a requirement.
-Okay, Ambur, stop.
[piano, singing stop]
Luke, could you come with me
for a second please?
It's good. It's so good.
The physicality--
working on physicality's great
but it has to be
driven from something, right?
You have to be inspired
by what is happening.
There has to be
something moving you
that's more in your body
and your soul.
So, as she is singing,
about how beautiful
John the Baptist's hair is,
you are using that
as permission
as an opportunity that the music
is also giving you
to then touch him.
Right? So, you--
From the part where
she says his hair is amazing.
[piano chord plays]
So, it's like you suddenly
have this ability
to express through your fingers
everything that Salome
can only sing about.
[low tense score]
[Jeanine speaks German]
It is...
in thy hair...
that I am enamored.
Let me touch thy hair.
Thank you.
[intriguing score]
And then there's this
crazy thing happening downstage.
And, so, everything that
you're doing is unleashed then.
Think of Salome.
She is using
everything in her power
to have this
crazy man beheaded.
[laughs]
So, what is the point
of all this sacrifice
that ends
in the most gruesome thing
that you've ever seen on stage?
Is it passion?
Is it punishment? What is it?
But whatever it is, that emotion
that you're getting from it,
that emotion
is filtering through you.
[laughs]
It's painful
and it's beautiful
and-and-and-and-and, so,
you're not just sucking him off,
you are fully consuming him
so much so that he has...
he has nothing else to do
but pick up the gun,
point it to his head
and shoot himself dead
[score fades out]
just as he's
about to come.
Explosion.
[gentle piano score]
And then Salome
picks up the gun
that he just used
to kill himself
and she walks downstage,
she puts the gun to her head
just like she's going to
shoot herself.
[Herod laughs]
-Jeanine: I don't understand.
Are you... Are you spying on m?
-Of course not.
I'm here to support you
in any way I can.
-Okay, so, I don't understand
what you're saying.
-That management
is a little concerned
about some of the ideas that
you had at the presentation.
-[groans] Beatrice.
-About making changes.
-I said
they are small changes.
-Right, but then you had
this idea about Salome
shooting herself.
-What?
He shoots himself.
Narraboth.
-But then
she picks up his gun and--
-And contemplates it.
[score fades out]
[Kathy sighs]
She doesn't kill herself.
If, if she killed herself,
then the opera
would end right there
and it doesn't. Right?
If she died,
then there wouldn't be
anybody to sing her role.
Like, what,
what's with the head, then?
I mean, what is this all for?
That is ridiculous.
-But now you have this idea
about her mother
and the machete...
I-I have to tell them.
I'm just letting you know that.
-So, you are spying on me.
-Look, we all understand
that you must
feel very conflicted
about all of this, but--
-No, I'm not.
I'm-I'm really not.
Really, when I chose...
When I accepted this job,
I told myself that I was gonna
make the most of it. Okay?
So, you know,
you can tell management
that it was an odd choice
on their part to remount this.
Okay, considering
that everybody
thought that Charles
was difficult, to say the least.
Even though management
happened to be married to him
for 30 years.
-It was Beatrice's decision.
It's a successful show.
-Okay, but she didn't have to
fulfill his stupid wish.
Nobody had to,
to take that request seriously.
It's not like somebody was gonna
sue them if I didn't remount it.
No one needed to know.
I didn't need to know.
We wouldn't even be
having this conversation, Kathy.
[door opens]
[indistinct conversation]
-Look, I should head back.
Everybody's getting
off break now and...
-Yeah. It's fine.
[shuddering breath, exhale]
[door opens]
[tense score]
[sniffle, deep exhale]
-Harold: Your daughter
is going to dance for me.
Will you not dance for me,
Salome?
-Charlie:
That is really enlightening.
-Harold: If you dance for me,
you may ask of me
whatever you wish
and I will give it to thee.
-Charlie: But that leads me
to my next question.
I hear you're making a diary
about the whole experience.
Is that like, um...
like a last letter
to Charles?
[score fades out]
-A journal, uh, yeah,
I was thinking about that.
I was. I think it's a--
It would be nice to...
To-to, um,
to write about my...
my experience as I'm
taking on this production.
Um, I am shooting some footage
behind the scenes
with my iPhone.
I think that's gonna...
turn into something.
I don't know what yet, but
it's important to me to, to...
to have that footage.
-Okay, that sounds
really interesting. And, um...
Can we talk about the
relationship between you two
during the original production?
-What do you mean?
-I mean your relationship
with Charles.
-Our working relationship.
-I mean, didn't it
go beyond that? It's...
kind of common knowledge
around here.
-I-I don't feel comfortable
talking about that.
Okay, if-if we can
not discuss that.
-Of course.
How about
I share something with you?
-I knew Charles.
Charles told me his story once
about how the whole
dance section in the opera
is, um...
based on something
that happened with your father.
In real life.
And I-I had the
absolute privilege
to see the essay that you
wanted to print in the program.
I thought it was
incredibly disrespectful
they didn't want to use it.
But, um...
I was interested
in your fascination
in Herod's line to Salome,
you know?
About loving her too much.
Charles told me that your dad
used to make these crazy videos
about you and you both would go
into the forest when were little
and he would tape you while
you made these bizarre dances.
I mean, how do you feel
about how that has inspired,
-...very clearly...
-[tense score]
a major part
of this whole show?
[thunder rumbling]
[eerie score]
[rope creaking]
-I...
think I need a break.
Excuse me.
-Something wrong?
Beatrice wants
to have a word with you.
Harold: Do you feel
the wind on your skin?
-Young Jeanine: Yeah.
-Yes? It's more sensitive now,
isn't it?
-Jeanine: It is true, Salome.
-Harold: Take away one sense,
all the others
become heightened.
-Your beauty
has troubled me.
-More intense.
Remember that.
-Your beauty
has grievously troubled me.
-That's your responsibility
as an artist.
[sighs]
[dramatic score]
-Jeanine: And I have
looked at you too much.
It may be
that I have loved you too much.
-She's had a good day.
-Is that right, Mom?
-If that's what she says.
-Oh.
-Do you know where I am?
-Doing your work.
-And what is that?
-Making plays.
You've always liked plays.
You like making things up.
[dramatic score continues]
-Are you proud
of your daughter?
-Oh, yes.
-See?
-Proud of the things
I make up?
Do you know how long
I'm gonna be gone, Mom?
-I'm not sure. [laughs]
-Ask Dimitra.
She knows.
Down to the hour.
[Margot laughs]
-'Til the end of the month.
-Oh.
-Yeah. Exactly.
Just enough time.
[Margot laughs]
-She wonders if I know.
This is probably almost exactly
how Beatrice imagined me.
Your wife.
Just a silly little threat.
Another passing fling.
What does she really know about
what has gone on in this house?
I imagine her swinging around
to glance at the family portrat
suddenly frightened
by the story it tells.
How my father
read me so many plays
and made me act out
so many scenes.
His artistic aspirations for me
somehow always as frustrated
as his aspirations for himself.
[score fades out]
-Now that we've abandoned
the sculpture idea,
we're going to try
for the more traditional method.
So the first step in the process
that you're going to see
is I will put a layer of
petroleum jelly on Johan's face,
and then, on top of that,
I'll use a soft alginate gel
which will pick up
the details of his skin.
And for that phase
I'm gonna work really quickly
because it dries super-fast,
like, it's gonna set
in less than ten minutes.
-[calm guitar music]
-So...
I end up being
your guinea pig after all.
-Yeah, I just realized that
there needed to be
a lot more detail in the head.
It's really gotta be lifelike,
especially for the broadcast.
-No worries.
I'm used to this.
It's the way
it's usually done.
-I'm sorry
to have wasted your time.
-Not at all.
I enjoy watching you work.
[man and woman sing along
to gentle guitar]
Can I keep it? I mean...
the sculpture?
-Yeah, I guess.
-I'll give it to the
national gallery back home.
-Okay, I'm gonna put some
on your lips now
so you might
want to stop talking.
-My lips will be sealed.
-Uh, no, no.
-Stop it?
-No, just... Stop!
-Stop!
-[objects clatter onto floor]
-This was unexpected.
-[tense score]
A singer
playing John the Baptist
makes a pass at me.
What's that thing in the Bible
about judge not?
[indistinct conversations
in background]
-Things became...
really complicated.
Like, when you and I were
working on that thing in school
things were...
really intense.
[score speeds up,
becomes more agitated]
-With Charles and you.
-Mmm.
And...
And other things.
-I sensed
something was going on.
-No you didn't.
No.
How?
-I was watching you...
the whole time.
I couldn't
take my eyes off you.
(chuckles) Um, I could tell
you were in a crazy place.
[discordant score]
I wanted to help you
find a way out.
-Jeanine: Somewhere.
Here...
there's an awful
sense of vagueness.
Uncertainty
between what I remember
and what actually took place.
The girl takes off her blindfod
and stares ahead
as he scurries away.
[intermittent drumming]
[film projector sound]
She feels the blindfold
in her hand
rubbing it
as other shadows appear.
[expansive orchestra score
with drumming]
Ravenous men
watching as she dances
for her father.
And for them.
I never agreed with
the way you staged
these dark monsters, Charles.
How you made Salome look
like a stripper in a club
performing for
a bunch of leering customers.
It was never like that.
Not from what I remembered.
Not from what I told you.
They touched her.
They stroked her.
Did she give them permission?
You never made that clear.
This dark doppelganger.
No, it was never like that.
That's not how it felt.
I remember dark fangs and talos
and their terrible wings
as they beat the air around me.
I remember feeling trapped.
But there was nowhere
to escape to.
[film projector whirring]
Now, this time...
I try something different.
-And then, now,
I kind of wanna feel the trees.
I wanna feel
like we're in the forest.
Not deep into it but I just
wanna sense she's in the forest.
-I want the trees
and branches to come alive
with a sense of the horror
they are witnessing.
-I really wanna feel...
-Like their spirits
are being tortured
as Salome performs
her nightmarish
dance of the seven veils.
-And can you
make the body feel like
you're almost
getting younger?
From a woman
into a little girl.
And then I want a scream.
I want a, I want a, just a...
Amazing. Yeah. Okay, perf--
And then she's bigger.
You can get even bigger
and bigger.
[no vocalizing]
-I am Salome.
Daughter of Herodias.
Princess of Judea.
[driving, rhythmic score]
[score diminishes to low tone]
-Jeanine: What does Ambur
really think of the ballerinas?
-I wanna break them.
-Are you serious?
-Mm, very.
Just cover my eyes.
[indistinct conversations]
[Ambur laughs]
[score gets louder]
[score resumes loudly]
[gunshot]
[dramatic score]
-Jeanine: It is thy mouth
that I desire.
It is like a pomegranate
cut in twain
with a knife.
Suffer me
to kiss thy mouth.
-Clea: No...
-Stop! Stop!
-[objects clatter on floor]
[score ends abruptly]
-I don't understand.
Was this staged?
-Uh, what do you mean?
-Did you ask him
to do this?
-No. No, of course not.
I told him to stop.
-Okay, but...
-And he didn't.
-And why are you thinking
of sending this out now?
Didn't this happen
a few days ago?
-Last week
as I was making the cast.
-And you finished
making the cast,
let's be clear on that.
This thing happened
then you went ahead
and finished making the cast.
-It took me a while
to fully absorb it.
You asked me
to document everything
that went into making
the head of John the Baptist.
And this is everything.
-Okay.
But this is also
a recording of, uh,
of an attack. Uh...
[laughs nervously]
A sexual attack.
-And you're making that public.
-That's right.
-Just before we open
this production.
[tense score]
Why?
-I am...
just completing the job
that I was told to do.
I have an email from
the marketing team that says
I can, I can do this
any way that I want to.
That I should make it personal.
And this just got
very personal.
I feel that
I have a responsibility
to make it known.
-We're not obliged
to give our approval.
-Really?
You're not gonna
give me your approval?
Is that the message
that the opera company
wants to put out there
when I decide to
show this anyway?
I just-I don't-I don't think
that is a great idea
to try and ban me
from making this public.
-Does he know?
Johan.
That you're planning to do this?
-Not yet.
-Okay.
[clears throat]
What can we do
to get you to reconsider?
I know this must have been
very traumatic for you, Clea.
I'm not trying to
diminish that.
Is there any way
we can find a solution?
-What is she doing?
-What do you mean?
-Ambur, what is she doing?
Why is she
in a different opera right now?
-Uh, is it the performance?
-I--I...
I don't understand.
I thought...
Can we, like,
pause for one second?
[Kathy laughs]
-Uh, what is it
that you're not happy with?
-Harold: Put your hand
to your face.
Yeah, perfect. Just like that.
It's sensual.
You know that word.
Some people have a problem
with that word.
But it sounds good.
It's not bad.
-I'm sorry, what is she doing?
What is she doing?
-Why is your hand
to your face like that?
Are you playful?
-It's... Stop. Stop.
Sorry.
-Stop. Stop, stop. Sorry.
-I'm sorry. I have one--
-[yelling in German]
-It's my rehearsal. Excuse me.
-I just need a moment.
-It's ridiculous.
-It's very important, okay?
Ambur, there's nothing
mischievous
-...or sly or playful
-Go back into the dance.
-...about any of this.
-Please go back to letter Q.
-You're not a sex kitten.
-Big letter Q with upbeat.
-You're not happy
about this decision.
-We take it with an upbeat.
-This is not something that
you're taking pleasure from.
You did not
dance naked for your father
and allow yourself to be raped
by a gang of strangers
-[orchestra plays]
-for some petulant little game.
You agreed to do
this crazy dance
because you desperately needed
to show John the Baptist
that you love him.
Right? And this monster
is taking advantage of that.
And your mother is just
standing there, watching.
You are taking this action
because you want to, somehow,
liberate yourself
from your father
and everything
that he represents.
You need John the Baptist's head
because you need to prove
that you are worthy
of being loved.
You're not just a plaything
for your father's dark need
that he has to fulfill.
This is something that you
now need to do for yourself.
Right?
Is it, is it gonna
make you feel better?
Is it gonna change anything?
You have no idea
what is going to come
of your actions.
[stirring orchestra music]
(emotional)
Nothing is clear to you
right now except your pain.
[music intensity increases]
[music turns sinister]
-Harold: Dance for me.
Dance for me.
Suffer me to touch thy body.
The moon
has a strange look tonight.
Hasn't she a strange look?
Keep following me.
Keep following my voice.
Keep coming, keep coming,
keep coming.
[orchestra fades out,
resumes frenetically]
[orchestra plays quietly]
Slowly, slowly
you start to collapse.
And as you're doing that,
you hear my words
and you remember these words.
They make you feel safe.
[dramatic music]
[rumbling]
-Why would you ask Dimitra
to do that?
-I'm sorry, I shouldn't have
to explain that to you, Paul.
It's always haunted me.
Okay?
-Okay. It's just so...
-It's what? Is it unnerving?
-It's-it's crazy.
-Yeah, it is crazy.
-You know what's even crazier?
I told Dimitra
that I was okay with
what you guys were doing
as long as she did
this one thing for me.
-And you were
sincere about that?
That if-if she does that
to the painting, then...
then you're cool with
what's happening between us.
-Okay. Um...
Okay.
Can you see that, Margot?
-Wh... Oh, dear.
What's happened
to Harold's face?
-Your daughter
asked me to do that.
-Why?
-Not sure, Margot.
She didn't explain.
-So, why did you do it?
-Because.
She doesn't want to see his face
anymore when she comes to visit.
So, um...
can you think of
a reason why?
-Jeanie thinks
that Harold was a bad man.
[tender score]
-Why?
-He loved her.
-What's wrong with that?
[discordant score]
-He loved her too much.
[sobbing]
-Dimitra: What does that mean?
-What does that mean?
You can leave the painting
like that if you want.
[gentle, shuddering inhale]
[exhale]
-I hurt you.
[Margot sobs]
-How can you expect me
to agree?
-Because, Rachel,
you're gonna get to sing
with a real orchestra.
This is what you
always dreamed of. Shit.
-It's blackmail, Clea.
You've blackmailed the company
into letting me perform.
-I've discussed it with Ambur
and she's agreed to it.
-Well, that's even worse.
-Why?
-Is she still getting paid?
-Well, I mean...
normally it would go to you,
but, in this case...
-But, we'll, just, uh,
pay her something.
-No, we didn't get into
to those details.
-Like a kickback?
-No, it's not like that.
-Or go back
and extort more.
-Okay, why are you
looking at this
as though I've done something,
like, criminal?
-Because it's really
the only way to see it, Clea.
Maybe you even planned it
from the beginning.
[bottle clunks onto table]
[clock ticking quietly]
-Rachel, how could you
say that to me?
(voice shaking)
He made a pass at me.
I didn't plan that.
I said stop and he didn't.
-And you taped it all.
-Yes, because the opera company
told me to.
-And he knew
that the camera was on him?
-Yes.
-He was aware
that he was being taped?
-Yes. I just told you that.
Oh, my God.
You sound just like them.
[Clea sniffles]
[Clea sobs]
[sniffles, sighs]
Rachel... [sniffles]
I am doing this...
for you.
It's not about me.
-Clea....
-It's because I love you.
-How can you say that?
He attacked you.
You-you don't feel
-...anything about that?
-Of course I do.
-You knew
the camera was on him.
You knew that you could
use his actions
to frame him and, then,
the whole time it's happening
you-you have a plan?
-No, the plan
didn't occur to me until
after it happened.
-Clea...
what you are proposing to do
is wrong.
What are you going to do?
With the recording?
[applause,
enthusiastic shouts]
[orchestra plays]
-I don't know.
Shouldn't we
go back to the opening?
-It's only a five-minute walk.
We can head out really soon.
-Right, you have to
take a bow.
-Yeah, I have to
take my big bow.
I just want to take a moment
to celebrate with you.
Just the two of us.
-I had a dream last night
that I got to play the part.
-Like one of those
anxiety dreams?
-What do you mean?
-Like when you open your mouth
and nothing comes out
or you're late for an exam
or you don't know
-...the answers to stuff.
-[cork pops]
Ooh. Incredible.
-No, I, uh, I sang well.
-It's not my house. [laughs]
Well, that's unsurprising.
-[glass clinks]
-Good for you.
-Even after I lost my head,
I kept singing.
-Really? That's handy.
[Luke laughs]
-[glass clinks on bottle]
-It was strange.
-Yeah, I bet. Cheers.
[glasses clink]
-It's the toughest part
of the opera.
-What?
-She sings at the head
way too long
before she kisses it.
-Well, there's nothing we can
really do about that now.
[quiet slurp]
[gentle score]
I wanna kiss thy lips,
John the Baptist.
-I will not look at thee.
Thou art accursed.
-Okay.
It is of thy hair
that I am enamored.
[glass clinks onto table]
There is nothing in the world
like your hair.
When the moon hides her face.
-[frustrated sigh]
-When the stars are afraid.
Let me touch thy hair.
[cell phone dings]
[singing continues]
-Can you fill this?
What is it?
[singing continues]
[energetic orchestra music]
[music, singing continue]
-I thought we had
an understanding.
-We did.
-What, she went ahead anyway?
-Obviously.
-Is this already online?
-Yeah, that's how I saw it.
[dramatic rumbling]
[exhales]
-I apologized after this
and I don't know
what else to do, I-I-I...
-Stop, please stop. Enough.
[orchestra playing]
[Ambur singing]
[Beatrice sighs]
-But, uh...
do I still take
the curtain call?
[Beatrice scoffs]
[dramatic drumming]
-Jeanine: An enraged princess
who would extract her price.
Her stepfather begs her
to change her mind.
I know I have sworn an oath,
he says.
I have always loved.
Perhaps I have
loved you too much.
[applause, cheering]
The conductor leaves his podium
and finds his way to the stage.
As the curtain rises,
Salome is there.
Her dress
splattered in blood.
She waves her red-stained hands
to the cheering crowd.
She expresses her gratitude
to the musicians
in the pit below.
I'm taping this all
fully aware
that I'm supposed to be
backstage now as well.
[applause, cheering continue]
I pan my camera
back to the stage
and see Salome gesturing
for the conductor
to take his applause.
[quiet haunting score]
This is where
I'm supposed to now be.
Taking my bow.
But they realize
that I'm a no-show.
They're still applauding
for you, Charles.
Even with
all the changes I've made.
[theatre sounds fade out]
-Will mine be ready in time?
[score fades out]
-No.
We'll have to use
his head tonight.
-That's a bit of a stretch.
-[quiet score]
-Well, we don't have a choice.
We're gonna work on yours,
but it'll take a while.
We should have it ready
for the recording, though.
-The recording?
So, I'll be doing
the broadcast?
[cape flutters]
Wow.
-You're very lucky.
-[snap clicks]
-What if I'm terrible?
What if I can't see
the conductor?
You know, the whole thing
with the blindfold.
-The blindfold's see-through.
No, you'll be amazing.
I know how seriously
you and Rachel were preparing.
-I'd prefer to do it with her.
With Rachel.
-Well, that's not an option.
[sniffles]
[inhale, exhale]
-I'm sorry.
-I didn't mean to--
-No, it's okay.
I can imagine how brilliant
you and Rachel
would've been together.
[tub down
on wooden table]
And she's gonna get
her chance too.
One day.
[cracking]
-Jeanine:
From our conversation
she knew that a sculpture
wouldn't do.
That a cast
was more accurate.
-Ready?
-Even if it was more invasive.
[tearing, cracking]
-Okay, keep your eyes closed.
Just keep 'em closed.
-Don't open them.
-Why not?
-Because some of the plaster
might have stuck
to your eyelashes
and you don't
want it to hurt.
-No, I don't.
-Little bit more.
Okay.
Now, open them slowly.
Mmm.
-She stares at his face
with a sense of accomplishment.
Proud of how
she's created this...
most magical of mirrors.
Herodias sings that Salome
has made the right choice.
Finally, after years
of witnessing her husband
abuse her daughter,
she's ready to inflict
some crazy justice.
This is my interpretation,
Charles.
I have no idea
what you would've made of it.
[dramatic rumbling]
As the empty bowl
is presented,
she has no more than a minute
to fill it with the fake blood.
The tricky part comes next.
She takes the prop,
places it under her arm.
Then, like a proud mother
nursing her child
she feeds the special formula
that looks so real
into the gaping wound
of the severed head.
She needs to fill the cavity
to capacity
so there's enough blood to drip
onto Salome's white dress
for the entire length
of her final aria.
[Ambur sings in German]
He was so beautiful to her...
that if he had only
looked at her,
he would've loved her too.
That the mystery of love
is greater
than the mystery of death.
[dramatic drumming]
[opera music continues]
[phone buzzing]
-Hi. How'd it go?
-Luke: It's still going.
-I would've loved
to have been there.
-I'm in the dressing room now.
She's kissing my lips.
[Ambur sings tenderly
in German]
-She just said
that the mystery of love
is greater than
the mystery of death.
She's about to say
that love has a bitter taste.
-They're calling me to go.
[dramatic loud orchestra]
-Jeanine: I have kissed
thy mouth, John the Baptist.
I have kissed thy mouth.
[dramatic drumming]
[sustained tremolo by violins]
[woodwinds play haunting melody
over violin tremolo]
[flutes join
with hopeful melody]
[volume rises,
score turns darker]
[triumphant score]
[ascending harp arpeggio]
[other instruments play
ascending arpeggios]
[gentle score]
[brass accent]
[string accent]
[brass fanfare]
[frenetic drumming]
[drum flourishes
as credits disappear]
[fade to silence]
[airy glockenspiel score]
[score fades out]
[forest sounds]
[crow cawing in distance]
[rope creaking]
[crows cawing]
[thunder rumbling]
[all sounds fade out]