Spoiler Alert (2022) Movie Script

1
(KEYBOARD CLACKING)
(MONITOR BEEPING)
MICHAEL: This isn't how our story
was supposed to end.
But meeting you in the first place
was the plot twist I never expected.
Mike, what do you got?
Fourteen years ago,
it was a most ordinary Tuesday.
Earth to Mike.
Oh. Yeah. I'm sorry.
Um... I'm working on a piece titled,
"Every Gilmore Girls
Character Ranked from Best to Rory."
-(ALL CHUCKLING)
-Who's Rory?
She's one of the Gilmore Girls.
Which one?
She's the younger one.
Yeah, I don't get it.
Can you give me
something about Fear Factor?
Sure, yeah.
I'll give you something about Fear Factor.
MICHAEL: My job at TV Guide was a dream,
especially as a kid who imagined
his childhood was an '80s sitcom.
(AUDIENCE CHEERING)
NARRATOR: The Ausiellos.
(DOORBELL RINGS)
With Michael's younger brother,
and Michael's older brother.
-(AUDIENCE LAUGHING)
-Starring Michael Ausiello...
as Michael Ausiello.
Hey, kids. I'm home.
MICHAEL: Mom!
NARRATOR: And featuring Mrs. Ausiello.
Come on. Our soap's about to start.
MICHAEL: I remember watching
daytime soap operas with my mom.
Nurse Angelique, how's the patient?
Not good, Dr. Underwood.
MICHAEL: All those sad people
in hospitals.
I was determined that my story
was going to be a happy one.
And for a while, it was.
I fancied myself as the star
of my very own workplace comedy.
Hey, princess.
A little Liz Lemon
and a lot of Will Truman.
Holy crap.
-That's Nick.
-(CHUCKLES)
He convinces me to do things
like go out to a club on a weeknight.
-It is Jock Night at Nublu.
-Oh.
Yeah, so throw on
something like this, and let's go.
I'm gonna get you laid.
-Come on.
-That sounds really fun,
but I have to finish
this piece on Fear Factor by tomorrow.
You work too much,
and you need to get out more.
Come on.
Yeah! Let's do it!
(I CAN'T GET YOU OUT MY HEAD PLAYING)
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, your loving is all I think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, it's more
than I dare to think about...
I don't belong here.
Mmm. Sure, you do.
It's Jock Night, and you're a runner.
I'm a jogger.
I'm not a runner. Jogging's not a sport.
Please. Are you allergic to fun, Michael?
Boy, your loving is all I think about...
MICHAEL: And there you were,
like some sweatband-wearing matinee idol.
I'll just shut up now.
NICK: Oh. That guy is definitely into you.
He was with a woman.
No man in this club
has been with a woman in years,
-if ever.
-MICHAEL: Oh, my God.
-He's walking over here.
-Oh. Ignore me.
-Nick, please. Don't do that.
-Ignore me. Ignore me.
I'm just a random gay man.
(CHUCKLES)
-Hey.
-Hi.
What's up?
"What's up"?
You were looking over, and you waved,
and you were making that face, so...
I know. We were just...
We were smiling at each other, so I...
Uh... you were smiling at me, right?
Well, actually,
my friend Nina was getting me a drink,
so I was just looking.
Oh, Jesus.
So you weren't looking at me.
You were looking behind me.
-Well, I mean, no, I was...
-Oh, my God.
-Okay. That's mortifying.
-Hey, you guys.
-No, it's...
-Hello.
You are so his type.
Okay, she's had a few too many.
(CHUCKLES) No, I haven't.
Yes, I have. Yes, I have.
but you are still his type.
-Well, 'cause you're...
-Oh.
you're, like a dweeb.
-I'm what?
-Tall. She means tall.
-You mean tall.
-Yes. A tall dweeb.
-(CHUCKLES) That is what I meant.
-Oh, my... Okay.
-Wow.
-It doesn't matter. Don't be embarrassed.
Everybody has a type.
My type is very handsome gay men.
Which is why I am hopelessly single.
-I'm dancing.
-It's...
It's truly a tragedy. It's...
-Well, for me.
-I think for maybe both of us.
Did you...
Do you want to dance?
No, I don't...
I'm not gonna dance.
Okay. You prefer to watch?
Yes, I like to watch.
-Okay.
-Okay.
Well, let me know if you change your mind.
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, your loving
is all I think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, it's more than I dare to think about
(YOU MAKE ME FEEL [MIGHTY REAL] PLAYING)
You make me feel
Mighty real...
They're dancing!
-You're a great dancer.
-You're a terrible liar.
Have you been here before?
I wouldn't say that
this is really my scene.
-What's your scene?
-I'm more of
a "work late,
go to bed early" kind of guy.
What about you?
I've been here a lot.
Getting a little tired of it.
Maybe you should try another scene.
-Maybe I should.
-Maybe you should.
Bold.
Oh, you make me feel...
How about... turning the hat?
You make me feel
All the time...
So, you want to get out of here
and go back to my place?
(CHUCKLES)
I don't even know your name.
It's Kit.
-Wait, really?
-You're Kit?
Oh, God. I'm Michael.
It's like Michael and KITfrom Knight Rider.
It's that David Hasselhoff show
from the '80s. Ran 90 episodes.
-So this is kismet, then?
-Uh, sure.
Except that KITT was a talking car
and the show wasn't very good.
Hey, there you are.
-Oh, God, hi.
-Whoa, whoa.
Kit, I need you to take me home
because the room is spinning.
All right. Um, that's my cue.
Oh, yeah, okay. Uh...
It's been good to meet you.
Wow. Come on. Jesus.
Yeah, it's good to meet you, too.
You know what? Actually, here.
This is... This is my card.
It has my number on it
so you can call me sometime.
-KIT: Okay.
-Oh, God. I think I'm gonna barf.
KIT: All right. Let's get you out of here.
Get you out of here.
-NINA: I'm so sorry.
-KIT: Come on.
MICHAEL: I never thought
I'd hear from you.
But then you called.
You do own a TV set, right?
I think my roommate Kirby does.
Is that shocking to you?
Shocking? No, it's not shocking.
I've heard of people
who don't have TVs,
but I've never met one.
It's nice to meet you.
Educate me.
What's your favorite TV show?
Uh, at the moment? Felicity.
They're doing some new things,
but it's also got a traditional...
I don't know,
there's something comforting about it,
and the actors are great.
Um, is she the one whose haircut
almost got the show canceled?
It is a brilliant show,
and you should watch it.
Okay. Should we get a bottle?
This place has an incredible wine list.
Um, I think I will stick with Diet Coke.
I'm not really much of a drinker.
I don't really like the taste
or the empty calories.
What about you? Drunkard or junkie?
-I'm a photographer.
-Mmm. Both, then.
(CHUCKLES)
Well, for now,
I have a day job that pays the bills.
-What is that?
-Cos.
New York's finest
fast-casual restaurant chain.
Cos has
the best flatbread in New York City.
Well, I design
their advertising, store signage.
Did you do the new ads for
the hummus-veggie sandwich?
I did, yes.
-That's one of mine.
-Okay, I'm not even kidding,
that is the most beautifully rendered
hummus and veggie sandwich
I have ever seen.
And I'm a vegetarian. I've seen
a lot of hummus and veggie pictures.
Well, what can I say?
When it comes to lighting bread,
I know what's up.
I do lunch every day
at the Cos on 51st and Broadway.
(BOTH CHUCKLE)
Well, today's
your lucky day, because you...
your next two
flatbread sandwiches are on me.
Shut up! Oh. Marry me.
Oh, God. Is that too soon
-to ask you to marry me?
-(CHUCKLES)
Thank you.
You're very welcome.
Uh, what's your...
What's your take on marriage?
Ooh, a serious discussion.
Well, you know, it's topical and...
Okay. Well...
I consider myself
a bit of a hopeless romantic,
so I guess that makes me pro.
And I'm guessing that
you kind of feel differently.
Well, aren't we supposed to be
more advanced than that?
I mean, it started as
the literal selling of chattel.
I don't know if I want to be
a part of that ritual.
I think some rituals are kind of sweet.
And some rituals
are actually very important.
Hmm.
-What's chattel?
-I don't know.
I think it's, like, cattle that chats.
Talking cows?
(LAUGHS)
Middle child, two brothers.
We're actually very close,
but they live in different states,
so we don't see each other very often.
-Only child.
-Only...
No sisters, no brothers.
Childhood obsessions.
Christmas and soaps and...
Christmas and soaps and...
Nope, there's nothing else.
Christmas and soaps. Period. Go.
Uh, childhood obsession, magic.
My stage name was Kit the Conjurer.
Kit the Conjurer! The alliteration.
-It's, um... You've got...
-What is it?
You've got something behind your ear.
-What? What? Where?
-Uh, it's...
-Oh, my God.
-Oh, Jesus.
It's a dinner roll.
-How did that get there?
-How did you do that?
A magician never reveals his secrets.
After high school,
I escaped to Los Angeles.
-I went to USC,
-Oh.
where I nurtured
my obsession with television,
which led to
my current job at TV Guide.
Which, I am guessing,
you've never even heard of.
No, no, no. My parents had
a subscription to TV Guide.
Oh, thank God.
They're retired now.
My dad is a world-class putterer.
A good guy. And... (CLEARS THROAT)
my mom is a triathlete.
Your mother's a triath...
As in, like, the whole...
-Mmm. Swimming, biking, running. Yep.
-Shut up.
She is exceptionally driven.
-Though not very good.
-(BOTH CHUCKLE)
Wow.
Are you close with them?
Yeah. I mean, it's complicated.
But they're great.
They're essentially great.
What about your parents?
Can I just say that this Diet Coke
is the perfect syrup-to-carbonation ratio?
This is, like, Chipotle-level perfect.
No one does Diet Coke like Chipotle.
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
They both passed away.
My father died when I was very young.
And my mother, she got cancer
a few years after that, so...
Yes, it sucked.
I'm so sorry.
It's okay.
Thank you.
MAN: Watch out.
Maybe we should go inside somewhere.
I don't really want to get gay-bashed.
Okay. Well, then let's go to your place.
I've never been to Jersey City before.
Plus, I have the...
The aforementioned roommate, so...
I would love to go to my place,
but they just...
They just painted
my apartment, and I'm afraid the fumes
might not be safe to breathe in.
Okay. Fine.
Then, let's go to my place.
Okay, let's do that.
I... I'm hoping
my roommate isn't here.
She's very monosyllabic.
Okay.
KIRBY: Kit?
Hey, Kirby.
Hey.
-Uh, this is Mike.
-Hi, Kirby.
Mike.
-Um, we were just gonna...
-You want me to...
-Yeah. Yeah.
-Okay. Okay.
This is my boudoir.
Wow.
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
This is, this is really cool.
Thanks.
So, she's really monosyllabic.
Oh, yeah.
I've never seen her leave the apartment.
I swear to God
she only eats bagels, toasted.
I have to be nice to her, though.
She pays more rent than me.
(NUMBER 1 PLAYING)
You want some weed?
Oh no, I'm okay. Thank you.
Okay.
Walk out into velvet
Nothing more to say
You're my favorite moment...
So, here we are.
So, yes. We're here.
'Cause you're my number one
I'm like a dog to get you
I want it up and on
I'm like a dog to get you
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Sunset only seconds
Just ripe, then it's gone
Got no new intentions
Just right, then it's gone
'Cause you're my number one
I'm like a dog to get you
I want it up and on...
Okay, wait. Wait, wait, wait.
Did I...
Did I do something or...
No, no you didn't...
No, you...
I just... I need to...
I need to pee.
Where's the bathroom?
(SOFTLY) Hi.
(SIGHS)
(AUDIENCE LAUGHING)
Hi, Mom. I'm home.
Hi, honey.
How was school today?
Kind of a drag.
One of the other kids
called me Dead Dad Mike,
the Fat Fudge Packer,
in front of my US history
and geography class,
and they all laughed at me.
Honey, come here.
What have I always told you?
It's what's on the inside that counts.
Someday you're gonna grow up to be
the best TV journalist in the world.
-Mom.
-I love you so much.
(SIGHS)
Enjoy yourself.
'Cause you're my number one
I'm like a dog to get you
I want it up and on
I'm like a dog to get you...
You're zipped up.
I'm sorry. I'll get that.
Just... jump.
(BOTH LAUGH)
Here. Oh, God.
-Just lift your butt up.
-I'm trying.
Just, come on.
Please. Let me do it.
Let me do it. Let me do it.
-Okay.
-I know, it sucks.
I want it up and on
I'm like a dog to get you...
Sorry. I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry. I'm sorry.
-You have nice legs.
-Oh, thank you. I jog.
Yeah, it shows.
Thank you.
Howl under the moon
(MOANING SOFTLY)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Howl...
-No, no. No. Wait.
-Okay. Okay.
(BREATHING HEAVILY)
Am I... Am I doing something wrong?
I don't...
No, it's just...
(EXHALES)
You are so confident.
I mean, you just ripped off your clothes
like you're a stripper
at a bachelorette party,
and you look...
-you look incredible.
-No.
And I'm... I'm an FFK.
You don't know what that is, do you?
-No. No.
-I'm a former fat kid.
So I have some body issues.
-Mmm-hmm.
-Especially around this...
Like, I basically shower
with clothes on, so I...
-What?
-Oh, my God. This is so embarrassing.
-I should leave.
-No.
Should I just leave?
I should leave.
Yeah, you should probably...
you should probably go.
Yeah.
(LAUGHS)
It's okay. We don't have
to do anything. We can...
We can just talk.
We can just talk.
-Or I can tickle you.
-Stop! Don't do that.
(BOTH LAUGH)
-We can just talk. Yeah.
-We can talk?
-Are you sure?
-Yeah. No pressure.
We can just talk.
We could just lay here and... talk.
-We can talk?
-Yeah.
-Okay.
-No pressure.
Okay.
What should we talk about?
(CHUCKLES)
Oh, that's a good question.
Um...
When, when did you know you were gay?
-Oh.
-Mmm-hmm.
-Big question.
-God...
Fifth grade.
I was watching
Days of Our Lives with my mother.
Uh-huh.
And she caught me literally
drooling over a shirtless Bo Brady.
Oh!
And it is awkward to realize you're gay
at the same moment
your mother is realizing
-that you're realizing you're gay.
-You were like 12?
Eleven, twelve...
I don't give a... Yeah, she knew.
Oh, my God.
My parents still don't know.
-I mean, I had girlfriends...
-What?
right up until after college.
-They have no idea.
-No.
Why haven't you told them?
Uh, um...
Because it took a long time
for me to accept it myself, and...
I think it will be tough for them.
And I don't think
I'm ready to tell them. I...
I don't know.
(EDGE OF THE OCEAN PLAYING)
There's a place I dream about
Where the sun never goes out
And the sky is deep and blue
Won't you take me...
This okay?
Yes.
Thank you.
Ooh, we can begin again...
MICHAEL: I changed my outfit
seven times before this date.
You always felt
like premium cable to my network sitcom.
-Hi. Good to see you.
-It's good to see you.
-Hi.
-So you must be Michael.
I didn't realize
I was in "must be" territory.
You've already met him, Nina.
Oh, my God. Jock Night.
-Jock Night.
-You are the tall dweeb.
Is that what I'm gonna be called?
No, no, no. Isn't this place beautiful?
-Can you believe that she works here?
-It's quite stunning.
It really is. It's...
It's an atelier.
Ateli... What?
It's... You know what?
It's just a designer showroom.
-Well, it's beautiful.
-But Kit can tell you
all about it when he starts working here.
Yeah, we need someone
to do some photographs for our catalog.
That'd be cool.
Nina loves to taunt me
with false promises of employment...
Can I get anyone a drink?
A Diet Coke?
I feel very seen. Thank you.
NINA: So, Michael...
-Yes.
-What is your whole life story?
One sentence. Tell me everything.
Actually, you know what?
Let's make it fun.
Life story. One word. Go.
-Basically...
-"Basically."
Oh, I like that. That is fascinating.
-Okay, you. One word.
-Impatient.
-That actually makes a lot of...
-Hold that thought.
Have you seen the black apple?
Well... I don't know what that means.
-Come. Come, come, come. He'll find us.
-I can't imagine that I have. Okay.
It's... Excuse me.
So, I would say that it blurs the lines
between art and produce,
and that it hearkens back
to the Gilded Age.
There's a certain opulence about it.
That's a very impressive analysis.
He's a real pro.
Yeah, well, it reminds us that sometimes
life is just black and white
and that sometimes
an apple is just an apple and it's good.
-Is this good?
-No, it's terrible.
-It's terrible?
-Yes.
At best, it belongs
in a high-end doctor's office.
Stop. You're being generous.
I could see this
in a low-end dentist's office.
I give you an A for effort. Cheers.
Phew. Thank you.
-I hate that.
-You did very well.
Yeah, you should. It's not good at all.
This is the roof garden.
-Oh, my goodness.
-Isn't it amazing?
Yeah, look at this. It's beautiful.
They all really like you, by the way.
I feel like Nina hates me.
No, no. If she didn't like you,
she'd be much more accommodating.
-I promise.
-Oh, that's good to know.
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)
I love this city.
-Thank you for coming tonight.
-Thank you for having me.
It's a pleasure to have you as my date.
So, um, shall we go
to your place tonight?
The last bus is in like half an hour.
I don't even know if we...
Come on.
We could make that, easy. It'd be fun.
Clearly, you've never been
to Port Authority on a Friday night.
Is there a reason
you don't want me to see your place?
I mean, at first, it was paint fumes,
and now you
hiding a dead body or something? I...
No, no. There's no... That's ridiculous.
The whole idea that I wouldn't want you
to see my place, that's ridiculous.
Okay, then. So?
Okay.
Fine. We'll go to my place.
If that's what you want.
-Oh, it's what I want, Michael.
-Okay, then.
-That's what we'll do.
-Mmm-hmm.
-We'll go to my place.
-Mmm-hmm.
-Now?
-Yeah.
Let's go.
-All right.
-Come on.
Let's go.
And this is the hallway. Just...
Eggshell white on the...
-The wall.
-That's a lovely color.
And, um, here's my door.
This is just your...
all-American, typical door.
And so, um, I guess
I'll just open the door
and we can go inside.
Yep. That's, that's usually
how it works, Michael.
Before we go in, I want to remind you
that your friends said
that they really like me.
Oh, Jesus. Just open the door.
Okay.
-I mean, I'm just a person like everybody.
-(SIGHS)
Come on. Let me see your apartment.
Come on.
Okay.
Okay. So, um...
This is where I live.
My apartment.
Home sweet home.
Okay.
Um...
-Oh, you don't want to...
-Oh, my God.
-They're in here, too.
-go in the bedroom.
(GASPS)
Oh, Papa.
What is this, Michael?
They're Smurfs.
Yes, I... I can see that.
Is it... Is it a fetish?
Oh, God, no. This is not a fetish.
No, this is, uh... I guess it's a hobby.
Or... maybe it's a passion.
Uh, I started collecting these
when I was ten.
It was my friend Linda Swzedo's fault.
She got me into them.
She was totally obsessed with them,
and then I became obsessed, too.
Uh, my mother would take me
to Gift Expressions
every Sunday
after I helped her grocery shop,
and she would buy me
a Smurf figurine as a reward.
My favorite was Vanity Smurf,
who I now realize was a total closet case.
Like I was. And then...
I don't know, after my mom died,
I did take a ten-year Smurf sabbatical.
But along came eBay,
and then I just kind of...
all hell broke loose.
I started going to toy shows,
and I went to flea markets.
I was buying and selling and trading...
And I really can't defend this.
Yeah.
I think that they take me back in time.
You know, like...
to before my mom died.
-When...
-(TOY SQUEAKS)
When things were easier.
I think that you can imagine
why I was a little hesitant
to bring you to my apartment.
Say something.
(SIGHS) I...
I fooled around with someone.
At the gym last week.
I know that you and I have never had
the "exclusive" conversation, and...
I don't know. I, um...
I feel guilty about it.
Why are you telling me this?
Because I feel guilty about it.
And that's new for me, Michael.
You know, I've never actually had
a real relationship before.
A... boyfriend.
Just a lot of casual hookups.
And, you know, I don't usually want
more than that, but...
If someone gets too attached,
I get out of there, and this...
You...
It scares me.
(SIGHS)
You scare me, too.
I think you're very cool.
I think your friends are very cool.
And I now know that you go to the gym
for things other than
weight lifting and treadmill.
And I'm worried
that I'm going to fall in love with you
and you're going to break my heart.
That scares me.
I guess we scare each other.
I guess we do.
MICHAEL: Smurfgate almost derailed us,
but by Christmas, we were back on track.
-Merry Christmas.
-(GASPS)
How old is this thing?
1960s. So, it's not
exactly your childhood,
but you know...
It's got the wand and the cups
and the lady that you saw in half.
Where did you get it?
Oh, you could buy anything on eBay.
It's really special, Mike.
You'll be happy to know
that I was able to resist
a super rare
Christmas Carol Smurf that was $300.
-Must have taken a lot of self-control.
-It did.
-I love it.
-Good.
Thank you.
-I got you something.
-(GASPS) You did?
Stand up.
Not as good as yours.
Close your eyes.
-Close your eyes.
-Okay.
-MICHAEL: You better be very careful.
-I'm gonna be very careful.
-I don't like this at all.
-You're very important to me.
MICHAEL: I just don't like
walking blind like this.
Well, okay, I think we've gotten
to the point in our relationship
where you can
trust me a month and a half in.
I do. I just... hate a stubbed toe.
-Your shoulders feel great.
-Oh, thank you.
-Okay.
-Okay.
-Now, you just stay there.
-Okay.
Okay.
-Okay.
-Oh, God.
-Am I going back in the closet?
-Oh, they wouldn't accept you.
(LAUGHS) That's mean.
-Okay. And...
-Okay.
Open your eyes.
Ta-da!
Your very own closet space.
-Did you, did you make that?
-I did.
You can put your sleep shorts here.
And you can hang your pants on a hanger.
Put them here.
And your wallet and your keys
in the sundries box.
That's where the sundries go.
Merry Christmas.
-You're staring at me.
-Yes.
-I love...
-Love you.
-What the hell?
-Oh.
-That was my line.
-Well, you hesitated.
-You snooze, you lose. You did.
-No. I did not hesitate.
I was giving the words room to breathe.
Well, let the record show
I said it first.
(STUTTERS) Kit, at the very least,
we've said it at the same time.
-That's not what the record shows.
-I love you.
I love you, too.
(PA SYSTEM BEEPS)
WOMAN: (OVER PA) Dr. Patel to CCU.
Dr. Patel to CCU.
MICHAEL: Don't worry.
We're not at the bad part yet.
-How's he doing?
-Good.
He's been dozing in and out.
Are you family?
Oh, uh, no. I'm his boyfriend.
(CELL PHONE VIBRATING)
Oh, God.
-Are you gonna get that?
-It's his mother.
He told me to call her
and tell her not to come.
I've never even met the woman.
-Oh.
-Hello?
Hi, Mrs. Cowan.
Yes, this is Michael. Ausiello.
Yes, Kit's doing fine.
Apparently, it was appendicitis,
but he's doing really well now.
Yes, he told me to tell you
there's no need for you to come.
On 10th Avenue.
Between 58th and 59th.
I'll tell him you're coming.
Shit.
I'll be back.
Hey.
How are you feeling?
-Is she coming?
-They're driving overnight.
-Overnight?
-Yeah.
I need you to do me a favor.
-They stay with me when they come.
-Mmm.
I need you to go to my apartment
and clean up.
What do you want?
You mean like make the bed?
No, I need you
to hide anything that looks... gay.
You want me to de-gay
your apartment?
Yes, de-gay my apartment.
My art books, some of my prints,
any suspect clothing lying around.
And you should probably
take down my Christmas gift to you.
Okay.
You're a big baby.
(SCOFFS)
(HERE IT COMES PLAYING)
Could be a tell.
Yeah, cover it.
This is a call
A call to all
It goes out to...
I don't know what to do with this.
Put it there.
Yeah, that's not good.
Maybe once a week on Mondays
You should've seen
What I've seen
She doubles up
And comes back Sunday...
And she will come
Into your heart...
KIRBY: What's gay about this sweater?
(GRUNTS)
(SIGHS)
I'm sorry.
Mom, what are you doing?
Stop creating problems just to fix them.
It is cold outside.
That thing won't keep you warm.
I'm not going onto the streets of New York
wearing a stolen hospital blanket.
-Yes, you are.
-You'll get me arrested, woman.
Yes, you are.
No one will notice.
-Okay, there, there, there.
-There it is.
-Hey. Did you...
-Hey.
Uh, Mom, this is my friend, Michael.
Mike. Uh, you spoke on the phone.
-Ah.
-Mike, this is my mother Marilyn.
-Nice to meet you.
-Nice to meet you.
Watch out.
She's in quite a mood.
(CHUCKLES)
We're just waiting for the wheelchair,
and then we're getting out of here.
Sure. How are you?
Sore. But, you know, Vicodin is tasty.
Got the extra strength, baby.
So... Mrs. Cowan, how was the drive in?
Terrible. I wanted to take
the first bus from Kutztown,
but, oh, no. Oh, no.
Your father wanted to drive.
He was absolutely insistent.
And, of course, he got completely lost.
We were practically in Buffalo
when he had to turn back around.
(CHUCKLES) Well, I hear
they have some good wings up in Buffalo.
Wings? What do you mean, "wings"?
(KIT CLEARS THROAT)
It's Buffalo wing... chicken wings.
Chicken wings?
Chicken wing... I love chicken wings.
Yeah, you know,
I was just referencing Buffalo wings.
(CHUCKLES) That was good. Love that.
So, um, where is Bob?
Bob? You mean my husband?
(STAMMERS) Yes.
I'm sorry Where's Mr. Cowan?
He's parking the car.
I warn you right now,
-he is in a terrible mood.
-KIT: Yeah.
My dad hates the city with a passion.
Bob. Here we are.
-KIT: Ah, there's my ride.
-Christ.
Do you realize
how expensive it is to park in this town?
It is astronomical.
-Hi, Dad.
-Yeah, yeah, yeah...
Hello, Frog Legs. How are you, lad?
Hi. I'm good.
Dad, this is, uh...
this is my friend, Mike.
-Hi.
-Hi. Bob Cowan.
-Nice to meet you, Mark.
-Good... It's... Michael Ausiello.
-It's good to meet you, too, though.
-Michael. Sorry. Yeah.
It's so good to meet
a friend of Kit's, you know.
-Oh, absolutely.
-Yeah. Yeah.
And his dad. It's good to meet his dad.
-Yeah.
-Bob, will you bring the car around?
-We're leaving.
-What?
Christ, I...
Are you kidding, Marilyn?
Bob, get the car. Get the car, Bob.
-I just parked...
-Get the car.
I just...
-Ugh, Marilyn.
-MARILYN: God.
MARILYN: I can't believe
you walked up all those stairs.
We're right at the front door, though.
MARILYN: You need an elevator
in this building,
-for goodness' sake.
-Geez, now, take it easy.
-Too... many steps.
-Hey, Kirby.
Hey.
Uh, you know my mom and dad.
-MARILYN: Hi, Kirby.
-And this is my friend, Mike.
Kirby.
Right.
You know, I'm gonna run
to the restroom. My...
-Are you okay?
-Yeah, I'm fine.
I just need to use the... you know.
MARILYN: Two flights of stairs.
-Honestly.
-Oof.
He seems to be
moving around pretty well,
con... considering.
Yeah.
So, you... live in the building?
Uh, no, actually, I... I live in Jersey.
Oh.
But you work close by?
Uh, well, not that close.
I work in Midtown.
Oh.
So, um, Mike?
Yes.
What do you do?
Uh, well, I'm a journalist.
I write about TV.
-Oh.
-Yeah.
MARILYN: How nice.
Do... you watch TV?
Yes.
-Koppel.
-Koppel?
Nightline.
-Oh, sure. Ted. Yeah.
-BOB: Yeah.
Do you write about him?
-About Koppel?
-Mmm-hmm.
Uh... No, I don't... I don't think
I've written anything about Ted Koppel.
-No? Maybe you should.
-I think you should.
He's not gonna write
about Ted Koppel, guys.
He writes about big TV shows.
Oh.
Okay.
Mike, did you want to...
Yeah. What if I...
Why don't I go get some lunch
or something? You must be famished.
No, no, no, no, no. I've got that covered.
I... made Kit's favorite chicken soup.
All in the duffel.
Uh...
Thanks.
I guess there's really nothing
for me to go get.
Mmm.
(CHUCKLES) Yeah.
How do you guys know each other?
KIT: Um...
I'm gonna...
I'll put that chicken soup in the fridge.
-Yeah.
-MICHAEL: Okay.
Here we go. I'll be back.
-We met at a bar.
-BOB: Really?
You met at a bar?
-KIT: Yeah.
-BOB: I get that.
It's two guys out, catting around.
Meeting chicks.
You know, a wingman needs a wingman.
-Am I right, Kitty?
-Uh-huh.
(WHISPERS) Oh, my God.
Um, Bob and I are gonna sleep
on the futon,
so, um, where are the sheets?
-Uh, they're down the hall.
-You know what, I'll go...
I'll get the sheets for you.
(CLEARS THROAT)
So, your friend from the bar
knows where your sheets are?
Yeah, he's crashed here
a few times on the futon,
so he knows where the sheets are.
A friend?
KIT: Yeah. A friend.
-MARILYN: Just a friend?
-Yes, Mom. Just a friend.
What is going on here?
Who... Who is this guy?
What's happening? Why is he still here?
I don't understand.
You are acting so weird,
and you don't even
look us in the face...
-You're acting so weird.
-He's my boyfriend, Mom.
-Your boyfriend?
-KIT: Yes.
I'm...
I'm gay.
I'm gay, too.
I am also gay.
I am.
MARILYN: Why couldn't you tell me that?
Why did you keep it such a secret?
What, am I some horrible monster?
-You can't say that to me?
-No, Mom.
You have to just hide it all the time?
I didn't know how to tell you.
-I didn't know how you'd react.
-I don't understand
-why you would do that.
-It's not an easy thing to...
talk about. It's not just easy to...
(SIGHS)
BOB: I think it's great, Kit.
I think it's great that you gays...
That you guys have each other and, uh...
We may not look like it,
but we are actually
kind of hip, your mother and I, and...
We were gonna go to Woodstock, you know.
Oh, yeah.
We had the tickets, but we didn't go.
I just don't know
why you wouldn't tell me.
I call you all the time.
I say, "How are you doing?
"What's new? Who are you seeing?"
You could've just said, "You know what,"
-a long time ago.
-It's hard, Marilyn.
-It's hard.
-Like I'm an outsider or something.
Hello, Mike.
Gosh, good to meet you.
It's nice to meet you, too, Marilyn.
Oh, my God.
(EYES PLAYING)
MICHAEL: It wasn't long
after Bob and Marilyn
went back to Millersburg that we moved in
to our first apartment together.
Where should this go?
I don't know.
Where should this go?
That's cold as hell.
-That's so moody.
-Dusty rusty.
And it even had an outdoor space,
which, by New York standards,
made it positively palatial.
BOTH: Whoa!
Why I didn't put myself together
As soon as you
appeared into my eyes
Being just one step from being well
-Cheers. To us.
-To us.
(FESTIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
Never stop believing in Santa Claus
He's alive, of course
Living in the child in every one of us...
Okay. You can come out now.
(BOTH CHUCKLE)
Ta-da. Our very first Christmas tree.
Decorated by yours truly.
Uh-huh. Yes. It's, um...
-What?
-A lot of tinsel.
There's tinsel on there, yes.
Uh-huh. And I see a Smurf or two.
-There are some Smurfs. Yes.
-Yes, of course. Yes.
And an entire solar system with a star.
That's a pretty star.
-You hate it.
-I don't hate it.
-No, you hate it.
-It's very you.
-Come here. Get down here.
-What are we doing?
Get under the tree.
Is this part of decorating the tree?
-It's part of my tradition.
-Okay.
Every year, when I was young,
I would lay under the tree for hours
listening to my parents
moving around,
getting everything ready for the holidays.
(KIT LAUGHS)
-What?
-Mike.
What?
(SIGHS) Your love of Christmas is...
Inspiring?
-Uh, yeah. Yeah, let's...
-It's inspiring.
-Let's go with inspiring.
-It's inspiring. Yeah.
That's what I thought you were gonna say.
I have this fantasy.
Or it's... maybe it's more
like a Christmas wish,
but that, even when I'm older,
I will lie under the tree
like this with my partner,
and we'll just take a moment
to appreciate this beauty.
And even though we're old
and it's getting harder to move
and lying under the tree
really hurt our backs,
we're still grateful
because we have each other.
Well, that's very nice.
-Yeah.
-KIT: Hmm.
I have an idea.
We're taking the first annual
Kit and Mike Christmas photo.
You're not so Scrooge-y after all.
-We've got five seconds.
-You are a pro.
Yeah. Yes.
(FESTIVE MUSIC PLAYING)
-Smile.
-I am.
Christmas!
Just hear those sleigh bells jingling
Ring-ting-tingling, too...
MICHAEL: Years go by pretty quickly
when you count by Christmas trees.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
-NINA: Michael.
-Yes?
You're drinking Diet Coke
out of a wineglass.
-That's pretty chic.
-Oh, actually,
this is wine in a wineglass, Nina.
Oh, he's already had half a bottle.
-Oh, put a cork in it, Kit.
-Is it... a wine pun?
That accidentally was a wine pun.
-Yes, it was.
-(LAUGHING)
I'm Nick, by the way.
Uh, Kirby.
Jo.
-Hey.
-Hey.
Are you two a couple?
-Yes.
-Yeah.
Kirby used to be my roommate.
Cheers.
Thanks.
Well, I would like
to make a toast to Michael and Kit.
You guys are such a great couple.
And you've been a huge inspiration to me.
I mean, 13 years.
It's an incredibly long time
for any couple to be together
but especially for a gay couple.
-Mmm.
-Right? I mean, in this day and age,
it's, um, a really special thing.
-I agree. So...
-And, even though
Nick and I have only
been together for...
like, a couple weeks now...
Three weeks, if you count texting.
Right. Three weeks.
Um, I just...
I'm really hoping that we can follow
in your wonderful example
of togetherness.
(LAUGHS)
Okay, I... Obviously, I've not told him.
-Oh, really?
-NICK: Yeah.
What's wrong?
Did I miss something?
-Yes, you did.
-Yeah.
What brings you here?
-Um...
-You want to say that?
Yeah. Uh...
Well, we've... been having a few...
-minor problems.
-Problems. Yeah.
For one thing, our sex life,
uh, leaves a little to be desired.
By which Michael means
his clothes are dead-bolted to his body.
He was on Grindr
during dinner with our friends,
-and everyone saw.
-No one saw.
I was on it for two seconds.
Besides, that's our agreement.
Looking, but no touching.
MICHAEL: He is never not stoned.
There's a corner of our bedroom
that has started to look like
the pot version
of Walter White's meth lab.
I ask him to join me, but he refuses.
You might actually enjoy it, Michael.
He always asks me this,
and I always tell him the same thing,
"Thanks, Cherry Garcia. I'm good."
It's Jerry Garcia, not Cherry Garcia.
Cherry Garcia is a flavor of ice cream.
Is that true?
When I first met him,
he only drank Diet Coke,
and now he drinks
a bottle of wine a night.
It relaxes me. It takes the edge off.
I think I've earned that.
By the time we've finished dinner
and started Drag Race,
he's well into his second bottle.
Drag Race is only on Mondays.
It's a Monday show.
While I'm doing my bedtime routine,
he carries on drinking and watching TV.
What he's not telling you is that
his bedtime routine lasts 90 minutes.
-What's he doing?
-It's my alone time.
When Kit and I first started dating,
he didn't even own a television,
and now I feel like
he watches more than I do.
How would you know? You're never home.
He never leaves the office,
which is weird.
And how hard can it possibly be
to recap an episode of Grey's Anatomy?
That is a deceptively complex show.
Have you seen it?
I, I know of it.
He has an insane flirtation
with Tom Daley.
The Olympic diver?
His name's Sebastian,
and he's my coworker.
-Hey, Claire.
-CLAIRE: Hi, Michael.
KIT: Let me just wrap up
these things, then we can...
I'll do my best.
-(BOARD BOUNCING)
-(WATER SPLASHING)
ANNOUNCER: Thomas Daley, Great Britain.
-JUDGE: 8.5, 8.5...
-SEBASTIAN: They charge by the hour.
I'm gonna go set up an invoice for them.
Hey.
I'm so sorry I missed the reception.
How did it go?
-Yeah. Yeah, it was good.
-Stupid cabbie.
Took the Manhattan Bridge when I told him,
"Take the tunnel." (CHUCKLES)
Well, you should've just taken it home,
because everyone's left already.
I'm sorry.
Why don't you go home and unpack,
and, you know, I'm just gonna stay here.
-You sure?
-Yeah.
I'll see you at home.
Okay. I'll see you later.
MICHAEL: Okay, fine.
He's Tom Daley's doppelgnger,
if you want to be technical about it.
Are we not supposed to talk
to each other, Michael?
I don't know
if that's all you're doing is talking.
I don't want to talk about this.
You don't want to talk about anything.
He never talks about anything.
You sure?
You don't want to talk about it?
New Jersey police
recently arrested a man
for bringing a doughnut
filled with Xanax pills
to a local high school student...
KIT: Hey, you're still up.
Must have had a lot of cleaning up to do.
KIT: Yeah.
Then a few of us went out
for a bite to eat after.
Who all went?
Just the usual suspects.
-Was Sebastian there?
-Yes.
He was. Is that a problem?
I don't know. Is it?
I work with him, Michael.
Am I not allowed to go
to dinner with a coworker?
You know what, let me just... Forget it.
You're just gonna walk off?
That's not fair.
I'm the one that's being blown off,
and you're acting hurt
like you're the victim?
How is that fair?
-I said forget it. It's fine.
-No. It's not fine.
We don't need to
talk about this right now.
We do need to talk about it. There are
a lot of things we need to talk about.
It's not the first time
you haven't been there.
-It's happened a lot.
-And I apologize.
I'm sorry I have deadlines,
but my readers depend upon me.
It's TV, Mike.
You're not saving the world.
-It's not art.
-What do you want me to say, Kit?
That I'm sorry I make money?
I'm sorry I have to travel
-in order to pay our mortgage?
-Okay, Mike.
And while I'm out there
working my ass off,
you're back here
doing God knows what
with Nina and Sebastian,
going to, what, art openings?
Jerking each other off
over stupid side tables?
Yes, that is exactly what I do.
(SIGHS)
We're just in
very different worlds right now.
Yeah, we're in
very different world right now.
I agree.
So, you want to hear my assessment?
Yes. Absolutely.
I think you guys resent each other.
But you love each other too much
to part ways.
I think you may need to spend time apart
if you really want to come back together.
We're actually
currently living in separate apartments.
-I'm living here.
-And...
I have a place in Brooklyn.
I've been there. It's small.
But nice. But small.
-But nice. (LAUGHING)
-Nice.
So, you're broken up?
We're taking some time
to figure some things out.
But honestly,
to your wonderful togetherness.
-(ALL LAUGHING)
-Okay, let's eat.
-MICHAEL: You put that down.
-NINA: Yes!
-Okay. Now, come back. Come dance.
-Okay. Dancing.
Yes!
(GROOVE IS IN THE HEART PLAYING)
Dig
(INDISTINCT CHATTER AND LAUGHTER)
The chills that you spill up my back
Keep me filled
with satisfaction when we're done
Satisfaction of what's to come
I couldn't ask for another
No, I couldn't ask for another
You know that's right
Your groove I do deeply dig
No walls, only the bridge...
Hey, come dance.
Boring.
No, I couldn't ask for another...
-You guys, so fun.
-Thank you.
And I'm taking
a little cake for the road.
-Yes, I see.
-A little cake? Nick, Jesus.
-Just a little.
-A lot of cake.
-I'm so happy to have met you.
-I'm having people over tomorrow.
-You big bitch.
-Sorry.
-Good night.
-So much fun.
-See you soon.
-Seriously, this was so wonderful.
NICK: All right,
thank you, queens.
-Thank you for being here.
-NINA: Bye. I love you.
-Happy holidays.
-MICHAEL: Get home safe.
-Love you. Bye, guys.
-NICK: Thanks again, really.
NINA: Am I taking a cab or...
KIT: Bye.
(CHUCKLES)
That was a great party, Mike.
It was, right? It was really nice.
You okay?
Yeah. I'm good.
Are you still good
for Tony on Wednesday?
-Yeah, of course.
-Okay.
Did you want me to stay and help you
-with the cleaning and the...
-Oh, no. God, no. Please.
Thank you, though.
-Okay.
-Okay.
(WINCES)
Kit, what is going on?
Are you all right?
There's something not right with my ass.
It feels like I've got
a golf ball lodged up there.
-A golf ball?
-Yeah.
It's probably just
a hemorrhoid or something.
Come down off the ledge, Mike.
I'm seeing a doctor tomorrow.
I've booked an appointment.
Will you tell me what they say?
Of course.
Thank you.
Okay.
-Okay, bye!
-Bye!
Be safe.
I will.
Merry Christmas.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
Okay.
-Michael.
-Kelly.
-It's so good to see you.
-It's so good to see you, too.
Thank you for coming here today.
-Absolutely.
-Yes. Really appreciate it.
Congrats on the launch of TVLine.
Oh. Thank you.
You look incredible, by the way.
Thank you.
You... Ooh. Kelly.
I need to take this
real quick before we start.
-Okay.
-I'm sorry about that.
-I'll be right back.
-Okay, cool.
Hey. What happened?
KIT: (OVER PHONE) They found a growth.
Wait... What do you mean?
They found a growth in my butt.
But the doctor said
there are a hundred things
it could be besides cancer.
I'm having it biopsied on Friday.
Please, don't worry about it, Michael,
I'm not.
I got to go.
I've got to get on the subway.
-Kit, wait. (EXHALES)
-(LINE DISCONNECTS)
(SOUND WHISTLING)
So, Michael, how was school today?
It was okay.
We had to pick teams in gym class,
and they picked me last.
(AUDIENCE LAUGHING)
(COUGHING)
-Are you okay, Mom?
-Totally fine.
I just need to make
an appointment with the doctor.
(PENSIVE TRANSITION MUSIC PLAYING)
Yes. Okay, Doctor. Yes.
Thank you, Doctor.
I'll look at the test results.
Hey, turd ball,
there's a matter baby on your chair.
What's a matter baby?
Nothing.
What's the matter with you, baby?
(AUDIENCE LAUGHING)
(KEYBOARD CLACKING)
Confirm your name
and birth date for me, please.
Christopher Cowan. December 23, 1972.
Allergies?
Hot yoga, shareable plates.
Penicillin.
And what's your relationship
to the patient?
The plan is to get in there
and take a piece of it
and send it of for testing.
There's a chance that you'll go in,
you'll find out it's nothing,
-and then we'll just move on from...
-Michael, relax. Everything's fine.
I'm gonna be fine, okay?
I'll come out
and talk to you right after I'm done.
DOCTOR: Michael?
I'm concerned about Christopher.
The growth was a lot bigger
than I anticipated.
So it's cancer?
It's basically...
It's definitely cancer?
We won't know
until the results come back,
but whatever it is,
I promise you we'll treat it.
Oh, my God. (SIGHS)
(KIT GRUNTS)
Where's my camera?
It's probably in Brooklyn.
We're missing Drag Race.
It's Wednesday, Kit.
Okay. Look, I want you
to stay with me for a couple of days.
You can stay here. I want you to.
Obviously. I live with you, Mike.
Actually, you don't.
(KIT SIGHS)
(SIGHS)
Hey, Michael. How you doing?
-Hi, Paige. How are you?
-Good, good.
All right, so you have
a quick window with Candace
before they set up
for the next shot. That's fine.
-Thank you very much.
-Let me go grab her.
-(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
-There she is.
Hey, Candace.
We're all ready for you.
Come on over.
This way.
Think he's waiting for you,
and you have a very limited
amount of time.
Thank you so much. Hi, Michael.
-Hey, Candace.
-We've got literally five minutes.
-Great. Okay.
-Thank you.
-Hi, Dylan.
-Hi.
-Okay.
-Okay.
(CLEARS THROAT)
(DOOR OPENS)
KIT: Hey, honey, I'm cancer.
I mean, I'm home.
That's not funny, Kit.
Yeah, I know.
Hey.
-Hi.
-What are you doing?
Did you google it?
Of course I googled it.
-I asked you not to, Mike.
-Well...
The Internet just tells you
you're gonna die.
And you're not a doctor,
so you won't understand anyway.
This isn't exactly
my first run-in with cancer, Kit.
Exactly. I don't want this
to freak you out.
And I don't want to jump to conclusions,
so please, hold off.
I found the names of who are apparently
the best oncologists in New York,
and I already made appointments with them.
-They're for next week.
-I don't want to drag you through this.
We don't even know
where we are right now...
I don't care
where we are right now.
I'm not letting you go through this alone.
You don't get a choice in that matter.
And you should stay here this week.
All these doctors are in Manhattan.
Perfectly healthy people
have died waiting on the L Train.
(SCOFFS)
I'm scared.
I'm scared, too.
Generally speaking,
rectal cancer is fairly common
and highly treatable.
Christopher, I was telling
your brother when...
No, no, no.
I'm not his brother.
Oh, sorry.
Uh, there are multiple nodules
adjacent to the inferior rectum
which are presumably related
to the neuroendocrine tumor
that was biopsied.
Well, you sound optimistic.
There's definitely room
for optimism here.
With a neuroendocrine tumor,
particularly with what I see
in the pathology report,
it's very amenable to therapy.
So this is not one of
the more aggressive ones?
Correct.
Neuroendocrine tumors are not aggressive.
So, take a deep breath.
MICHAEL: It was beginning to seem like
we might dodge
a worst-case cancer diagnosis.
And as if to seal the deal,
our final doctor looked like
she stepped straight out
of hair and makeup
and onto the set of a TV show.
A good one.
I was in love with her.
Until she opened her mouth.
You have an extremely aggressive form
of neuroendocrine cancer.
Your tumor is what we call high-grade.
I'm sorry, what?
If you decide to get your treatment here,
I would like to start as soon as possible.
The other doctors that we talked to,
they said that
this wasn't the aggressive kind.
And they're wrong.
And his is already
at a very advanced stage.
What stage
are we talking?
Stage four.
I'm sorry.
How soon should he start treatment?
DOCTOR: Ideally, Monday, uh,
he would start chemotherapy.
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
I need a minute.
(KIT SOBBING)
(SOBBING CONTINUES)
This good?
-Thank you.
-You're welcome.
What are you gonna get?
What I always get.
Okay.
WAITRESS: Here you go. You ready?
Yeah. I'll do the steak tacos.
-Okay.
-Can I get a Diet Coke, please?
-Sure.
-Thank you.
Ooh... (CHUCKLES)
Have you talked to your mom lately?
-No.
-Because she keeps calling me.
And I'm running out of excuses
of where you are
and why you can't talk to her.
And I think she's getting worried.
She doesn't even know
we're not living together.
I think maybe we should
drive down there this weekend.
I'm not ready to tell them.
I think we have to.
(QUIET HOUSES PLAYING FAINTLY ON SPEAKERS)
I love this song.
What?
What?
You're looking at me. (SCOFFS)
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
(SNIFFLES)
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)
(CHUCKLING)
(SOBBING)
Lay me down
Lay me down
Lay me down
Lay me down
Lay me down
Lay me down
Lay me down
Lay me down.
(DOOR OPENS)
-KIT: Mom.
-(EXCLAIMS)
-Ah! They're here.
-Hi.
Hi.
Yay!
-Hi, Marilyn. Hi.
-Hi, Michael. Hi.
-It's good to see you.
-Oh, come in, come in.
-How was the drive?
-Oh, it was good.
-Yeah, it was fine.
-You know, long as usual,
-but I like making it.
-Mom.
-Your hair, it's nice.
-Oh!
-It got so gray. I don't know.
-It's got volume and bounce.
-It's pretty.
-Do you think
-I should color it?
-No, I love the color.
It's beautiful.
Something smells delicious.
Don't you touch that!
I'm cooking something.
-Wait. Wait. Bob!
-Okay.
The boys are here!
-BOB: I'm coming!
-Come...
Come grab their bags, will you?
I'm just gonna take the bag.
It's fine.
You boys must be starving.
Are you starving?
-I'm okay.
-I can make you snacks.
No, I was just checking the fridge.
We got some sandwiches
at the gas station, so...
-From a gas station?
-MICHAEL: They were fine.
You can't eat sandwiches
that come from a gas station.
We didn't want to spend
much time in the...
-It was easy.
-Oh, for... Bob!
-Come on and get their bags!
-Mom.
-Come on. They're here.
-BOB: I'm coming, Mare!
He hears you. He's coming.
Why didn't you just give me
some time to clean up?
-You say you're on your way.
-It's clean.
You just have to give me just a little bit
-of notice, you know.
-It's fine.
Well, look what
the cat dragged in.
-Hello, you handsome devil.
-Hey, Dad.
Hi, Kitty. How are you?
How are you?
-KIT: Good to see you.
-BOB: How are you? Good to see you.
-Hey, Bob.
-Equally handsome devil.
-Thank you very much.
-Hello!
-Michael, I love this coat.
-Thank you.
Is it camel hair? Because I'm hearing
that camel hair is very...
is big this season.
-MICHAEL: I think it...
-MARILYN: Camel hair?
You wouldn't know camel hair
from a hole in the ground.
-I have some style.
-What do you mean, camel hair?
-You do, Bob. You have style.
-Style?
-Thank you, Michael.
-Look at you. My God.
-And you wear it well.
-Totally cisgender.
KIT: Dad, let me help you with those bags.
The last coat you got was from JCPenney,
for goodness' sakes.
BOB: ...like, a camera situated
right on the runway.
See? You can see there.
And then...
I mean, you can just watch planes
take off and land all day long.
-Oh, look at that.
-MARILYN: Which he does.
-BOB: Mare, I do not.
-You do, too.
Well, I mean, it is in real time.
Look, it's... the little Cessna CTT.
-Very nice.
-Hold out... Hold out your arm.
BOB: He's not high-style
like a... like a Learjet.
-You're knitting me a sweater.
-MICHAEL: Right.
Last week was this great,
big race in Toledo.
Which is a really nice town.
I'd never been before.
It's known for glass factories,
but who knows if that's actually true?
Listen, you boys should come one year.
It's so much fun.
-They take over the whole town, too.
-We take over the whole town.
-BOB: Go ahead, Mare.
-MARILYN: Anyway, this woman I know,
Trish O'Neil,
who won the race,
she's in my age-group, but...
-Wins races all the time.
-So, the race starts.
I saw her for the first
five miles of the bike ride,
'cause she and I
were riding fairly close together.
And then after that,
she just kind of disappears.
I don't see her
the whole rest of the race.
Did you like the ros, Michael? Is it...
-Oh, yes, I love this.
-Good.
I love all ros,
but this is very good.
Last mile of the race...
Da-dum! She reappears.
-She cheated.
-You know, with not one single
drop of sweat on her,
she just trots across the finish line,
-the winner!
-Yeah.
And we were all very upset.
So...
You know what, we have been talking
-a blue streak...
-MICHAEL: No.
...ever since
you guys got here.
-Yeah, so... so...
-MICHAEL: Wonderful.
Honestly, what's going on with you guys?
Um...
I don't know where to start.
Uh, about
two or three months ago,
I started experiencing a lot of pain
when going to the bathroom...
And...
(INAUDIBLE) We thought
there were a lot of things it could be.
How many doctors
have you seen?
We saw three.
MICHAEL: It was the longest
20 minutes of my life.
I'll never forget how brave
you were telling them.
Obviously, you're gonna fight it.
And you'll beat it.
Yeah.
MARILYN: Who wants cake? It's flourless.
MICHAEL: I'd love cake.
-Here, let me do it. It's all right.
-Thank you.
I'll just... Okay.
Here.
MARILYN: I didn't sleep
one wink last night.
Not one single wink.
Everything kept rolling around in my head.
-Just racing around and around.
-MICHAEL: I felt the same.
MARILYN:
I kept thinking about Trish.
Oh.
-Right.
-I mean, it's just so insulting.
-Right.
-Like a...
like a big middle finger
to the rest of us.
I mean, there we are,
pushing ourselves
as hard as we can,
and honestly...
Honestly, for what?
For what?
I don't know. For what?
Just to see if we can.
-Oh, sure. Yeah, that.
-If we can do it.
I mean, there's no glory in it.
There's certainly no money in it.
It's killing my knees.
But I just do it.
Well, you should
take it easy on your knees.
And then someone
like Trish shows up,
who hasn't got a clue. She...
Honestly, what race
does she think she's running?
She thinks
she can just bypass all the hard parts?
Well, you can't.
You have to run the race in front of you,
because that's all there is.
-Marilyn, do you want to...
-You do the best you can.
But she thinks...
She thinks you can cheat all of that.
And I'm here to tell you,
if you cheat, you're going to get caught.
I'm not gonna sit around
and let her get away with it.
No, siree, bobtail.
MARILYN:
So, how big is your freezer exactly?
I mean, is it the kind
with the drawer that pulls out,
or with the skinny door on the side?
MICHAEL: Oh, we have
the drawer that pulls out.
MARILYN: Good. Good.
I'm thinking I'm gonna make
a whole lot of soup for the both of you.
-And I'll...
-Oh.
I'll send it to you,
and you can freeze it.
I'm sure FedEx does that kind of thing.
That's very nice of you. Thank you.
He needs to keep eating, Michael.
-Yes, definitely. He does.
-And so do you.
Yeah.
(FAUCET RUNNING)
(MARILYN SOBBING)
(AUDIENCE APPLAUDING)
Hi, Mom. I'm home.
Mom? Mom?
Mom?
NARRATOR: (ON TV)
Previously on Dawn to Dusk...
Apologies for the wait.
Uh, how was your commute today?
Uh, it was fine.
We just came from downtown.
All right. Christopher, you are all set.
So, today you'll be getting
your first cycle of cisplatin
-and etoposide.
-What is this?
It's an infusion chair.
No, no, no, no, no.
We were promised a bed.
The recliners go all the way back.
They're really comfortable.
-Mike, it's fine. It's fine.
-No, it's not fine.
He can't sit for four hours.
It's excruciatingly painful.
-He needs a bed. We were promised a bed.
-Michael.
I'm so sorry,
but we don't have any beds today.
-Okay. This is not...
-It's okay. It's fine.
Thanks.
I'll just sit on my side,
or I can... It'll be all right.
You're not gonna sit
on your side the whole time.
Don't sit.
Hey.
Give my husband a bed.
Sir, I'm afraid we don't...
He has a rectal tumor
the size of the Death Star.
He needs a bed.
We were promised a bed.
All the beds are occupied, sir.
I don't care where
you have to go and find one!
I don't care if you
have to drive to IKEA and buy one.
I don't care if you have
to go to Jennifer Convertibles!
Give my husband a bed!
Okay, sir.
Okay.
We'll find your husband a bed.
Thank you.
Well, that was Oscar-worthy.
It worked for Shirley MacLaine.
I think the "husband" detail
really swung it for you.
Well, "boyfriend"
didn't seem dramatic enough.
-Is this how you are at work?
-I'm a top at work.
(CHUCKLES) Michael.
Well, thank you.
(SPRAINED ANKLE PLAYING)
KIT: Mike.
What do you need?
What's wrong?
What are you doing?
(GASPS) No.
(GASPS)
Kit. Oh, my God.
Look at that.
-It's happening.
-It's happening.
Wish I could write songs about
Anything other than death
But I can't go to bed
without drawing the red
Shaving off breaths...
I'm afraid the news isn't good.
Your body isn't responding to the chemo.
The tumor has grown.
And we also found
nodules in the pelvic region.
(KIT SHOUTING)
Kit. You... Oh, my God.
What... Are you okay?
Jesus Christ. Kit.
Here. Here. Here. Here.
-Take it. Hold that. There you go.
-(GROANS)
-Breathe, baby.
-(KIT MOANING)
Just breathe. Just breathe.
Breathe.
(PANTING)
(WHIMPERING)
KIT: (SIGHS) It's passing.
-It's passing?
-Yeah.
Whenever I'm alone with you can't talk
Isn't this weather nice?
Are you okay?
Should I go somewhere else
and hide my face?
A sprinter learning to wait
A marathon runner
my ankles are sprained
A marathon runner
my ankles are sprained
DOCTOR: We're gonna stop chemo.
Take a short break in your treatment
so you have time
to get your strength back.
Then we'll start a course of radiation.
Five days a week.
It's proven effective in some cases.
It could buy us some time.
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
-Hey.
-Sebastian! Hey.
I invited some people from work.
Oh, thanks.
-RUPAUL: You're all my legendary children.
-KIT: Yas, queen.
MICHAEL: She's so pretty.
-But there's room for just one inductee.
-KIT: Here we go.
(DEEP IN LOVE PLAYING)
Down in the valley
The first of May
KIT: Nice.
Gathering flowers
Both fresh and gay...
Does this mean a drive-in?
MARILYN: Okay.
Give me my bag. I'll take it.
-Somebody get the gate this time.
-BOB: Come on.
MARILYN: This is lovely.
Okay.
-Oh, my goodness.
-MICHAEL: Beautiful.
BOB: Really lovely. My, my.
MICHAEL: It's down at the end.
-BOB: Okay. I see it.
-MARILYN: Bob!
-BOB: What?
-MARILYN: Slow down.
-BOB: This is it.
-MARILYN: Is this ours?
MICHAEL: Yes,
and we're right next to you.
-Guys...
-MARILYN: Who's got the key?
MICHAEL: You don't need a key.
I think it's supposed to be open.
MARILYN: That seems dangerous.
Okay.
No, I do not have the strength
to carry you across this threshold.
I'd like to be picked up.
So, we're gonna see
you guys soon, right?
-Yes.
-Yeah.
-Okay.
-It's... Wow.
Pink flamingos.
I put my hand in
Right?
Into the bush
Finding the sweetest
Sweetest rose
I pricked my finger
Deep to the line
And left the sweetest rose
Sweetest rose behind
Don't you...
We're here in beautiful
Ocean City, New Jersey,
with the folks.
This is my mother Marilyn,
with her 40 library books.
-And my knitting.
-KIT: And her knitting.
Marilyn, wave to the camera.
(EXCLAIMS)
-And we have my dad.
-MICHAEL: Hi, Bob.
KIT: Bob, grand master of mah-jongg.
Did you wave, Bob?
-MICHAEL: Big wave.
-KIT: Mmm-hmm.
That's it. Here we are.
MICHAEL: Oh, yes, bubbles.
That's what the people want.
It's what the people
are gonna get.
Hopefully.
-Huh. Could be better.
-MICHAEL: Not bad.
Well, bubbles are finicky.
She sailed as deep as
deep as she could be
-Okay, bye.
-Okay, bye.
Don't you
(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS)
Break my heart
I will delete it, Michael.
Okay, bye.
Thousands and thousands
All on this Earth
(SIGHS SOFTLY)
Thank you for booking this.
I love you.
I love you, too.
(MICHAEL MOANS SOFTLY)
(KIT MOANING)
(BOTH BREATHING HEAVILY)
(BOTH MOANING)
MICHAEL: Hello.
MARILYN: Hello.
What a morning, huh?
MICHAEL: Right?
How did you ever find this place?
I've been here before.
My family, we used to
take vacations here when I was a kid.
Thank you for inviting us.
No, no. It was Kit's idea.
He wanted you here.
I was vehemently opposed to it.
You brat.
(BOTH LAUGH)
I have a headache.
We found a number of nodules on the brain.
Several of them located
near the brain stem,
which is likely what's been
causing your headaches.
How big are they?
Well, they're small,
but there are a lot of them.
And your primary tumor
has been growing again.
-How long?
-We don't like to predict these things.
Six weeks? Six months?
More than six weeks.
I've been feeling so much better.
The radiation bought you some time.
At this point, all we can do
is address your symptoms
and manage your pain.
I'm so sorry, Kit.
MICHAEL: There are still options here.
There's this targeted treatment.
It's for NETs.
It's being developed in Germany,
and I can't remember what it's called.
-Michael.
-"Affinator" or "Afinator" or something.
-Michael.
-But I just... It blocks...
I think a protein signaling
pathway that's in the...
-It can malfunction...
-Really? Germany?
...and leads to greater tumor growth
or something.
I'm telling you that there are still
experimental things going on out there.
There was somebody
I read about who's from Italy.
-Michael, stop. Stop.
-He had a doctor...
It's everywhere.
It's in my brain.
And actually, I'm relieved.
I know where I stand now.
Come on.
Are you...
Are you afraid to die?
I'm afraid
of what the end looks like, but...
Am I afraid of dying?
No.
I've had a great life, Mike.
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
And I want you to be happy, too.
That includes meeting someone.
-No. Please don't do...
-(KIT SHUSHES)
I really appreciate that,
but I can't talk about that right now.
Okay.
(SIGHS)
Did you have sex with Sebastian?
Yes.
I'm sorry I lied to you.
I'm sorry, too.
I'm sorry that I made you carry
so much of my baggage for so many years
and making you feel like
the bad guy so many times
when you
didn't deserve to.
I'm sorry I never told you
how good your ass looks
in your khaki pants.
-(LAUGHS)
-'Cause it does.
And I couldn't do it
'cause I was afraid
if you understood
how beautiful you are
that you'd leave me.
And I'm sorry you're going through this.
Thank you.
I would like to try some of this pot.
(LAUGHING) Oh, my God.
Don't laugh. I'm not kidding.
If I don't try pot with you...
Okay.
I can't believe it.
-Okay, take this. I can...
-That's the pot?
-Yeah.
-Okay.
(KIT LAUGHS)
-No. Other end. You...
-Oh.
-Gonna eat it.
-Jesus.
That's right.
Now...
Have a hit.
Oh, wow.
Oh, God. (COUGHS)
-(LAUGHING)
-It hurts.
Have some...
Take a sip. Take a sip.
Okay.
I don't feel it.
It's not working.
Well, try again.
Have a... Have another hit.
-Okay.
-You can do it.
Hold, hold, hold.
Exhale.
Exhale my smoke.
(LAUGHS)
So?
I don't know.
-Mmm...
-Oh?
-Maybe I feel...
-Oh...
I don't know.
Welcome to the Stoners Club,
Michael Ausiello.
We've been waiting for you
for a long time.
And now you know how...
Cherry Garcia feels.
(SNICKERS)
Let's get married, Mike.
-Are you joking?
-No, I want to.
We've been through so much.
We're about to go through more.
I want to be your husband.
You're calling me chattel.
(LAUGHS)
-That's what you said.
-Michael.
-Chattel.
-Will you marry me?
Oh, my God.
No rush, Mike, but I feel obliged
to tell you that I'm dying here.
Yes. Yes.
(GRAVITY RIDES EVERYTHING PLAYING)
KIT: They here? You see them?
-NINA: Hi!
-WOMAN: Hi.
NINA: Look at these grooms. Gorgeous.
-Oh, my goodness.
-Oh, my God.
-You look great.
-Oh, my God!
Hey, get out of my shot!
What are you doing?
Cut! All right,
everybody cut! Cut!
Look at this.
You look great.
-Okay.
-NINA: You okay?
Yeah. Yes.
-You excited?
-Yes.
SECURITY GUARD: All electronic devices
in the bin.
What's that writing on your shelf...
Mike, come see this.
Look how pretty this is.
-We're walking fast.
-Yes.
In the bathrooms
and the bad motels...
-Hello. Hi.
-Hi.
-How can I help you?
-So, that is our marriage certificate.
-Oh, marriage certificate.
-And his birth certificate.
Sign... I've got a pen.
I brought one with me. Yes.
-Thank you.
-Sign right here.
Congratulations on your marriage.
It pulls all on down my sore feet...
Do you, Christopher "Cowhan,"
solemnly declare Michael "Auswello"
to be your husband?
I do.
JUDGE: Do you promise to love, honor
and keep him for as long
as you both shall live?
I do.
Do you, Michael Auswe...
"Auswello"...
-Ausiello.
-...solemnly declare
Christopher "Cowhan"
to be your husband?
I do.
Do you promise to love, honor
and keep him for as long
as you both shall live?
I do.
By the power vested in me
by the great state of New York,
I now pronounce you married.
You may seal your vows with a kiss.
Oh, gotta see
Gotta know right now...
(BOTH CRYING)
It isn't anything at all...
We have news,
and, and this time, it's good.
-MARILYN: Okay.
-Uh, Mike and I got married.
What?
Oh, wow. Tell me everything.
-Uh. Yeah. We decided last night.
-It was quick.
Bob, the boys got married.
BOB: That's incredible.
Congratulations!
MICHAEL: We got
one last Christmas together.
-Hey.
-MARILYN: Hey.
-Here. Let me take the bags.
-Yes. Yes.
-Where is he? Where is he?
-Hi, Mom. Dad.
Hi, honey. Hi. Hi.
-Merry Christmas.
-MARILYN: Merry Christmas.
-How you doing?
-Hi.
-I'm good.
-Hey, Dad.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
Everything will fall right into place
When we die some sink and some lay
But at least I don't see you float away...
Some tissue paper.
-It's for the tree.
-MARILYN: A bird.
-Oh.
-Oh, that is sweet.
KIT: It's a partridge
in a pear tree.
WOMAN: It's beautiful.
MICHAEL: I'm gonna hang this up right now.
Bob, sing the song.
-Come on. Here we go.
-MICHAEL: Bob, don't you dare.
-Bob.
-Michael says...
-Bob, sing us a little...
-Michael doesn't know, Bob.
MICHAEL: No, sing the song, Bob.
MICHAEL: And we watched
our favorite show, Drag Race.
RuPaul's holiday spectacular.
(DANCING ON MY OWN PLAYING)
Somebody said you got a new friend
Does she love you better than I can?
It's a big black sky over my town
I know where you at
I bet she's around
Yeah, I know it's stupid
I just gotta see it for myself
I'm in the corner watching you kiss her
Michael.
Oh
I keep dancing on my own
(MONITOR BEEPING)
(SOFTLY) Hi.
Hey.
Kit. Hey.
-You have a visitor.
-Who?
Oh.
Sebastian.
Hi.
I'm gonna
go get a Diet Coke, if you want to come.
-Yeah, okay.
-You come and get some coffee?
Yeah, that's a good idea.
(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
MICHAEL: Could you hold that for me?
Thank you.
Hi.
Thank you for letting me see him.
How long does he have?
NURSE: Couple of hours.
Maybe more, maybe less.
He can hear you.
Talk to him.
Tell him you love him.
Assure him you'll be okay without him.
I'm so sorry.
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
I love you, I love you,
I love you, I love you.
I will forever and ever.
Don't be scared, sweetie pie.
Don't be scared.
We're all here.
Kitty.
You go whenever you need to, son.
We'll be okay.
Yeah, we'll be okay.
We'll be okay.
MAN: And cut. That's cut, everybody.
Let's take five.
Okay. That felt good, right?
-Yeah.
-Nice.
MAN: Can I get my sides?
MICHAEL: What if this
didn't have to happen?
-Sorry. Thanks.
-Yeah.
What if this were just
a scene from our story?
MAN 1: Reset!
MAN 2: Resetting.
A scene from
the TV show of our life.
-Here you go.
-Thank you.
How amazing would that be?
If none of this was real.
If I could just go back
to being a TV journalist
and you could be
an actor on a show.
Excuse me, Kit. Excuse me.
Hey. Can I help you?
Yes, I'm Michael Ausiello with TVLine.
I know you're super busy,
but I was wondering
if you wouldn't
mind answering a few quick questions.
-Uh, yeah. Yeah, sure. Go ahead.
-Great.
Hey, Kit, we need last looks.
Oh, um...
I'd love to stay and talk,
but it looks like I've... I got to...
Oh, gosh. If you don't mind,
I'd really like to get
your feelings,
your thoughts on a couple of things.
Hey, Kit. They're calling for you.
Please, this won't take long. I promise.
I just really need a moment with him.
-Okay? Okay?
-It's okay. It's fine.
-Okay.
-It's fine.
-Go ahead.
-First question,
your character on the show
has been very popular,
and everyone hates
to see you go, so what is next for you?
I... I don't know. Um...
There are a lot of
possibilities out there, so...
I don't know what's next for me, honestly.
Um... You know, it's strange.
Uh...
Everyone will still be here,
and I'll be... gone.
And how do you feel right now?
Ooh. Uh, great question.
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
I guess I feel like I'll...
miss this.
I'll miss this a lot.
Camera's ready.
Kit, we really got to go.
No. Please, one more second.
Just one more.
-Just one question.
-Shoot. Go ahead.
What about me, Kit?
What should I do next?
You'll know.
Okay, we're back in.
Okay. Got it. I'm coming.
So, have you got
everything you need?
You're gonna be okay.
Yeah.
I'm gonna be okay.
(VOICE BREAKING)
It's gonna be incredibly hard,
but I'm gonna be okay.
Thank you for the past 13 years.
Thank you for giving me a family.
Thank you for loving me.
WOMAN: Kit.
(EXHALES)
You can go now.
(MONITOR FLATLINES)
(MARILYN SOBBING)
MICHAEL: I was always afraid
Kit would break my heart.
And eventually, he did.
But not in the way I feared he would.
He broke it open in a way that
somehow made room for even more love,
both to receive and to give.
And so, I hope that you'll understand me
when I say that this ride
with Kit was, to me, a gift.
It was the greatest honor
I believe I will ever have
to have been
by his side for it all.
(MARILYN BREATHING SHARPLY)
Okay. Hey, Marilyn.
I need to breathe.
I need to breathe.
(EXHALES)
It's a car.
Oh, God. (CHUCKLES)
(EXHALES)
I think he would've liked your eulogy.
I think he would've thought
it was too long.
Well, probably.
(BOTH LAUGH)
What are you gonna do next?
I mean, besides...
(CHUCKLES) ...triathlons.
I've never been to Spain,
and I always...
I always wanted to see
that funny-looking museum.
-The Guggenheim in Bilbao?
-Yes. Yes.
Yes, that's funny.
In the pictures, it looks like a big ship.
It does look like a ship.
-Do you think?
-Yeah, it does.
I don't know,
I'd just like to get away for a while.
MICHAEL: That sounds really nice.
New scenery to run in.
MARILYN: Oh.
Yeah, all the running
stays the same if my knees hold on.
-Race you to the house.
-Okay.
(MARILYN BREATHING SHARPLY)
MICHAEL: The hardest thing
about a story ending
is that you have to say goodbye
to your favorite characters.
To your favorite people.
A good TV show can make real life
seem like it makes sense.
And a good ending
can feel like the end of one thing
and the beginning of another.
Sometimes the hero dies.
Sometimes we only get 14 Christmas trees
when we thought we'd have 40.
And then an old friend reminded me
that sometimes the main character
has to take a leap of faith
that involves packing a suitcase
and traveling across the country.
I don't know.
Maybe that's too on the nose.
-Hi.
-DRIVER: Where we going?
Uh, JFK.
Where you off to?
Los Angeles.
DRIVER: Oof.
That 405, man.
That thing takes no prisoners, huh?
MICHAEL: I wanted our story
to be a picture-perfect,
happy-ending love story.
But what we got was a real love story.
I'm ready.
MICHAEL: I'll just shut up now.
(DEEP IN LOVE PLAYING)
Don't you
Break my heart
Don't you
Break my heart
I put my hand in
Into the bush
Finding the sweetest
Sweetest rose
Saw a ship sailing
On the big blue sea
She sailed as deep as
Deep as she could be
But not so deep in
In love as I am
I cannot whether I
I sink or swim
Don't you
Break my heart
Oh, that's why
I wanted my camera.
MICHAEL: What?
I thought it looked
like the sun.
Don't you...
These bubbles
are very finicky.
-Bye.
-MICHAEL: Bye.
Bye, now.
Don't you
Break my heart
Don't you
Break my heart
Thousands and thousands
All on this Earth