The Gift of Peace (2022) Movie Script
Every day,
we pass strangers around us,
exchanging smiles,
friendly nods...
maybe even a "Merry Christmas"
if we're in the spirit.
And as we smile
and greet that stranger,
you may think to yourself,
"I wonder
what their life is like?"
You might not even
think about it
for more than a moment,
as your paths
aren't likely to cross again...
...yet these complete strangers
would find their way
to one other...
...forming bonds that,
at first,
may seem unlikely.
Sometimes, we discover,
those bonds may turn out to be
the very best kind.
There you go!
Are you happy now?
I am.
Now you can play
1/12th of "Silent Night".
- Wonderful!
- Mm-hmm.
Well...
when we meet our deadline
and deliver these paintings
to the Christmas Gallery,
then you can teach me
the other 11 parts. How's that?
I know you're worried
about us not selling enough
at the gallery to make rent,
but...
God will make a way.
You're right.
Please, God,
let the love of my life
come over here and help me
finish these paintings.
Amen.
Happy first day
of December, Traci!
I got you a little something.
Isn't it a little early
for a little something?
Thought it might
liven the place up.
There's chocolates
for each day!
That'll get you
in the spirit.
Thank you.
I love it.
Is excessive consumption
of sweets
a stage of grief?
Because if so,
then I am really cruising
through that part
of the process.
All right, let's see,
only...
23 more chocolates until our--
...my annual
Christmas exhibition.
Want to see
what I've been working on?
Mm! Great!
You just wait!
This I like to call...
"Silent Not".
Oh, boy.
Yeah.
And this little, sweet gem
over here
I like to call
"Riding in
a Half-Horse, Open Sleigh".
Okay, Trace,
I am your best friend first
and your manager second--
and while the manager side of me
is a little nervous
you won't be done
for Christmas Eve,
the friend side of me...
...understands.
If you need to take
another year off, take it.
No. No.
It's been two years, Joyce.
I have to do this.
I have to figure out
how to work without him.
It's just...
we complemented each other
in...
every way, you know?
I don't know, I...
I see potential here.
I think you can do this.
And I know exactly
what you need to do next.
Plant myself
in front of that easel
until I've finished
my masterpiece?
No, silly...
clear your mind!
I'm taking you
Christmas shopping!
- No!
- Yup!
Yes! 100%!
Can't be sad
at the Christmas market.
It's illegal.
You've just had too much.
I can't help myself.
Hey!
You guys are still here?
Well, we were chatting
after the meeting as usual...
Which then turned into
us getting a three-hour
hot chocolate together...
...Which then ended
in me realizing
I forgot my scarf at church,
so we came back here to get it.
I see.
That's when we noticed
our beloved leader
working away here!
You need help?
No, no, no.
You guys, no.
Look, I've got it covered.
I think I'm ready to deliver
these boxes
to the women's shelter,
and children's hospital
youth center--
so I'm good.
Hey, Mike, I have a question.
Are you the real Santa Claus?
Give us your best "Ho-Ho-Ho".
Ho-ho-ho, Justin!
Oh, but that wasn't a no.
No, No.
Listen--
I appreciate the offer,
I do,
but I really would like
to deliver these solo,
if I could.
All right.
But...
promise us that you will also
do something for yourself.
You spend all your time
helping everyone else.
I know I do,
and I will, okay?
Okay.
Now...
I love you guys, but...
let's go! Out!
Okay! We're going!
We're going, we're going.
- See ya.
- See ya later.
Here we go.
Ah, yes.
Come on! Pick any one
you want, my treat!
All right, um...
Ooh! How about that one?
Hmm.
- Oh!
- Oh, I'm sorry!
No, no, no, no!
You take it!
Please, I insist.
You touched it
one second before me,
so, technically, you had dibs.
Oh.
So those are the rules
for "dibs" then, huh?
I don't make the rules,
I do enforce them.
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
Two strangers insisting
the other gets what they want
certainly beats the alternative
this time of year, huh?
Oh, you...
you should have seen
the tug-of-war I witnessed
between two moms
and a toy car on Black Friday.
I can only imagine.
Brutal.
You know, you take this.
What?
You can have it. I...
I...
I have to go. Yeah.
Have a nice day.
What was that all about?
He looks familiar.
I think he goes to the church
that Greg and I went to.
- Grace Community?
- Yeah.
My memory's fuzzy,
but I think he led
a support group there.
Of course, I haven't
been back since...
You know, when my aunt
passed away a few years back,
I went to a grief-support group
at a local church.
It really helped me.
There's just something special
about healing alongside others
who are going through
the same thing.
And look!
Grace has one, too!
Thank you.
I just don't think
it's my thing.
I don't.
Besides, I'm feeling like
my old self again!
Yeah!
Joy! Happiness! Fun!
Boop-boop-boop!
I'm not fooling anyone, am I?
Who knows.
Maybe it will help you move past
this "painter block".
I'll take this one.
How's that?
It's gorgeous.
We'll take it.
All right.
Thank you.
Here you go.
Made your favorite--
pancakes,
Christmas-style,
with red and green sprinkles.
Dad, you do know I'm not
five years old anymore, right?
Well, you know what...
...they actually
still do the trick.
Thank you.
How's the Christmas painting
coming along?
Well, it's not exactly
coming along quite yet.
There is clearly
something missing.
Well...
we think it is so admirable
that you're choosing
to carry on
the work
that you two shared together.
Maybe you just need
a little inspiration?
My childhood art projects?
Where did you dig these up?
I found them
when I was cleaning
the other day.
Do you remember
the very first art show
that you put on for us?
Yes, I was about the same age
as when you used to make me
these pancakes.
Look, it's Freddy Teddy.
Do you remember Freddy Teddy?
I remember Freddy Teddy.
I stood in line for hours
for a "Freddy Teddy".
This is not bad for a kid.
- Not bad at all.
- No.
Try to remember
why you became an artist
in the first place.
To make people
feel something special.
And isn't that what brought
you and Greg together?
I'm sorry, Trace.
I didn't mean to--
No, no, no, no, no.
Dad, it's...
it's okay.
Just some memories
just hit harder than others.
Well, don't forget
that we are here for you.
We are so...
blessed...
that we're your parents.
And I am so lucky
to be your daughter.
Are you copying me?
- Oh...
- I'm gonna tell the teacher.
No, no. I was...
admiring the colors
and the detail.
It's a lot better than mine.
I don't know.
I think you're in good shape.
Aw, thank you.
I work out.
I'm Greg.
Traci.
Traci Fremont!
Patricia.
It's been a while.
Yes! Oh!
It's so good to have you back
for the gallery this Christmas!
We really missed you last year.
Now, Joyce said
she was working
on the press release. How is--
Press release?
Um... I thought you knew.
You are committed, right?
No. Yes, yes, yes! I am. Yes.
Sorry, it just...
Listen,
if you're still not ready...
I am. I am.
I just...
I need to make a call.
- Okay.
- Okay.
Joyce, hey.
I was thinking about
our conversation at the market.
What time is that next meeting?
- What's her name?
- Traci, I think.
Yeah, I think so.
So we'll just wait.
Hey, there she is. Hey!
Hey.
You... you must be Traci.
I am.
We got your email about
possibly joining the group.
I'm sorry. You look
extremely familiar to me.
Have we met?
At the Christmas market.
Remember the ornament?
Oh, yes!
That's right. Yeah.
Yeah.
That's very...
very funny.
Please! Come on, join us.
Have a seat.
My name is Michael.
I'm sort of
the fearless leader
of our little group here.
Mostly fearless--
except when he sees a spider.
Okay, come on.
You should've seen him
the other day...
he jumped, like,
three feet in the air!
Okay, well, yes--
and I only did that once--
because the spider
was really big.
It was about, like, that.
So, this is--
this is everybody?
Yes. No, it's...
yeah, this is everybody.
We're kind of small but mighty!
Right, you guys?
I'll introduce you.
This is Ethel.
Hello.
We have Regina here.
- Hi.
- Hi.
And Justin.
Hi!
Hi.
So, what do you say
we get started, huh?
Traci, before every session,
we like to bow our heads
in prayer.
Dear God,
I want to thank you
for bringing us
all together tonight.
The team handling his surgery
is the best there is.
So there's hope?
In his case, in particular...
...it's a risky procedure.
I'd be doing you a disservice
if I gave you false hope.
But we've prayed.
Me, our church,
family, and friends,
we've prayed.
He'll be okay.
- Amen.
- Amen!
I'm really sorry, everyone.
I, um...
It was nice meeting you.
Traci! Traci!
Are you okay?
No.
No, I am...
I thought I was ready.
I'm not.
Look, the hardest part
is just showing up.
Okay?
We just want you to feel
welcome here, that's all.
Thank you.
Thank you, but...
...I can't.
I can't.
Okay...
Good work, partner.
Thank you.
Hey, what do you say
we donate this one?
Yeah. 'Tis the season.
God provided for us
and now we get to bless
someone else.
I love it.
I'm lucky...
that you said yes
to that hot chocolate
all those years ago.
Oh, ho, ho.
You're just lucky that place
was stocked
full of marshmallows.
I'm just glad we get to do this
for the rest of our lives.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Excuse me.
Oh!
Oops.
It's okay.
I have a thousand
of these shirts.
Do not worry
about anything, okay?
It was my fault.
I shouldn't have
snuck up on you like that--
especially
when you were in the zone.
- Oh...
- Do you paint?
- I do.
- Wow, really?
Yeah.
That's fabulous,
because I could...
use your expertise,
if you don't mind.
I'm looking for the right paint
for toy wooden trains.
Toy wooden trains?
Yeah, yeah.
It's something the group does
every year at Christmas.
Oh.
This year, we're providing toys
to the youth center
so they can decorate.
Do our work and stuff like that.
- That's really sweet.
- Thank you.
It kinda even sounds like...
- Fun?
- Fun.
- Fun!
- Yeah.
No, it's a lot
of fun, actually.
We like to mix things up.
I mean...
Talking in a circle
is just one of the things we do,
but... yeah.
- Quick recommendation?
- Sure!
- Yes, are you kidding? Please.
- Okay. Great.
Um, I would recommend
the non-toxic acrylic.
Okay.
Especially since
it's kids, right?
They have
every color imaginable.
I'll just pull some for you.
Ah, this is amazing.
Thank you so much.
Of course!
Green, Christmas.
Okay...
It's kind of funny
that we just bumped into
each other again like this.
You know, at first, the market,
then group, then here.
Ooh! Nice catch.
Well, they do say
third time's a charm.
Except that--
not so lucky.
Yeah, well...
you know, people do say
it's either luck, or fate,
or God.
Or a complete coincidence.
Thank you.
Well, I don't really
believe in coincidences, so.
- Uh, hey?
- Yeah?
I just wanted to apologize
again for the other night.
To be honest...
prayer is tough for me.
I don't know
what I was expecting
walking into a church.
Hey, it's okay.
It's fine, it's fine.
My offer still stands.
You know, we'd love to have you,
and no praying required, okay?
All right?
So, how much--
No, no, no.
It's on me.
Because that's on him.
- Thank you very much.
- Yes, of course.
I think the blue actually
does help bring out my eyes.
What do you think?
- Mom?
- Hmm?
What other things
was I good at growing up?
What weren't you good at!
Math, Science,
making necklaces
out of those little candies...
A mathematician and scientist
are probably
more practical careers,
but making candy necklaces
sounds like a lot more fun.
Uh-oh.
Has your creative block
progressed to the point
where you're considering
changing careers?
It's just I kept the apartment
for the art studio,
but now I don't even
want to make art, so.
You might feel that way now,
but you'll get your groove back.
You know,
it just takes time.
Or maybe it's time
I let it go.
You know...
Greg loved
talking about your gifts,
your compassion,
your...
perseverance...
your knack for helping others.
So, before you go make
any big decisions,
think about the ways
that your...
gifts
influence your art.
Whoa!
Did Michelangelo
design these?
Oh, Dad.
Hey, where are you going
with those?
Well...
I am going to take them
to some people...
who could use
a little Christmas cheer.
That looks great, Ethel.
Thank you.
Thank you for taking the lead
on the trimmings.
You're welcome.
So what do you say
we get started, guys?
Huh?
Yeah, sounds good.
It's about time.
All right...
Hi.
I brought cookies.
I hope I don't spoil
your dinner.
Not at all.
Justin already
spoiled our dinner!
But we always
have room for more.
Well...
technically,
they are "apology cookies".
I am--
I'm really sorry
for running out.
No need
to apologize, dear.
We're just happy you came back!
This group
is all about second chances.
Yeah, and third chances,
fourth chances...
however many it takes.
Yeah.
So, since this is
Traci's official first meeting,
I'd like to remind everybody
this is
a judgment-free zone here.
Speak freely, honestly,
but only if you're led,
and keep in mind
that whatever is said here...
stays here. Okay?
I thought we'd start
with some check-ins.
Let's have a seat,
shall we?
Okay.
I took a trip
down to the Christmas market,
where Ron and I used to play
Santa and Mrs. Claus.
I didn't stay for very long,
but I...
I did manage to sit
with the discomfort
for a little while.
That's good,
because I know that you and Ron
have shared
a lot of memories there.
So many happy ones.
Ron was the best Santa
in the whole world.
We married later in life,
so we never had
any kids of our own.
but one year,
Ron had the idea
to volunteer as Santa.
...definitely on the Nice List.
He already had
the look down pat.
Santa sees a toy truck
in your future.
Oh!
What would I do without you,
Mrs. Claus?
Plus the occasional kid
that would tug on his beard
to make sure
he was the real Santa.
Yeah.
His beard was real.
It was real.
My husband passed away
a couple of years ago,
and...
...life has not been
the same since then, but...
...the passing of time helps.
Especially when you're
surrounded by loved ones.
Thank you.
Thank you!
Thank you. Yeah.
May I actually go next?
Of course.
Yeah, I...
I was supposed to stop
by my parents' house
the other night for dinner,
but...
I just told myself
it would end
in another argument.
So I went back to the bakery,
as usual.
I mean, it's just...
I think it's just
where I feel closest to Nai Nai.
Oh! Nai Nai is my grandmother.
Yeah, I've been running
her bakery
ever since she passed away
last year,
hence our weekly sugar-rushes.
Thank you.
I dropped out of law school
to take it over.
And that did not go over well
with my dad.
Well, Justin,
I know you'll patch things up
with your dad.
You will.
When the time is right, okay?
Thanks. I hope so.
Regina?
Would you like
to share anything today?
That's totally okay.
Traci?
And there's no pressure at all.
I feel angry.
Okay.
That's all
I really want to say.
Thank you for sharing.
Thank you, all.
...And the fire alarm
in the kitchen was blaring.
When the firefighters
showed up,
I was mortified.
I mean, it was my first time
baking all those pies at once.
You know, Nai Nai trusted
I could do it all on my own,
but she probably trusted me
a little too much.
But, you know, she still gave me
another chance after that,
and that's
what I loved about her.
She-- she embodied
the spirit of forgiveness.
I think your Nai Nai and I
would have made fast friends.
No doubt about it.
I... I have a question.
Sure.
Does talking about all this...
ever make you feel like
you're just reliving the pain
of the loss of them
over and over again?
I felt a lot of anger, too.
It seemed like everyone
was trying really hard
to say the right thing.
I appreciated their efforts,
but I was so angry
that nobody
could really understand.
They understand.
So...
I just want to say,
before we close tonight,
I need to discuss
one small order of business.
Now, I know we all know
that helping others
during the holiday season,
it's a big thing
of what we do here,
so we are all volunteering
at the children's youth center
this Sunday
for the Polar Express
Christmas Party.
But we have to all discuss
how we can contribute, so...
I've got baked goods covered.
Check.
- I could bring some decorations.
- Love it.
I can handle story-telling.
Good. Okay.
There's one thing missing.
We need somebody who can
actually help paint toy trains.
Man, I wish we knew somebody
with that skill set...
I will be there.
Great! Thank you, Traci!
Yes.
All right, session complete.
See you all this weekend.
Hi.
Hey.
You seem...
happy.
Well, why wouldn't I be?
Look who's sitting next to me.
Traci! Traci!
Hey.
Um...
I just wanted to say
I'm glad you came tonight.
Oh...
All right, listen.
Hit me with it--
first impressions?
Everyone was warm and welcoming.
Sorry my contributions
were a bit...
...minimal.
What are you talking about?
No, they weren't at all.
There are no expectations, ever.
- Thank you.
- I mean, look at Regina.
She's been here
for, I think, a few months
and has only said
a couple of words, so.
Everybody's at their own pace.
So, I will see you
Sunday, right?
Paintbrush in-hand.
Hey, I'll keep
my distance then.
I noticed...
that you didn't share.
Sorry?
I don't mean to assume...
Have you also lost someone?
I mean...
Yeah, I mean...
You know what,
you don't need to answer that.
I should not
have asked you that.
It's okay.
No, it's totally okay,
all right?
It's just, as the leader,
I like to put my focus
on everyone else.
But listen,
I've got to lock up.
I'm glad you came tonight again.
Goodnight, okay?
Yeah.
- I'll see you Sunday?
- Yeah.
All right!
Trace?
Picked you up
some morning motivation!
Peppermint mocha!
How are you so joyful
so early in the morning?
"Joy"-- it's right there
in my name!
- Hi.
- Hi.
Oh!
Oh, no, no, no, no.
It's not there yet, it's not,
but at least I was able
to get some work done
after last night.
Oh! After the group, right?
How was that?
You know what,
it... it wasn't horrible, actually.
I mean, I don't know
how much I'll share,
if at all,
but it was kind of nice
being around people
who understood
what I was going through.
I know, I know.
You were right.
It seems to be having
a positive effect on your art.
I mean, look--
you've gone from half-paintings
to three-fourths of paintings!
I think that's called
deadline anxiety.
Have you landed on a theme?
- Ready for it?
- Mm-hmm.
"Christmas"!
I'm gonna need
a little more than that
for the promotional materials.
I'll keep working on it.
Okay, well, I'll let you be.
Remember, the artists'
meet and greet is next week.
Talking about
what you're planning to present
will really help generate
some buzz.
Greg used to do that.
Hey...
you're not gonna be
alone up there.
I'll be right next to you
if you need me.
Thank you.
I'm gonna work
for a few more hours,
and then I'm gonna meet Michael
at the youth center.
Michael?
Uh, he leads the support group,
and we're--
we're volunteering
at the youth center today.
Great.
Oh, wait--
he's the guy,
the one from the market,
with the ornament.
The handsome one
who got all shy around you
like a boy with a crush?
I think we're remembering
that moment differently,
but yes.
Mm-hmm.
What are the odds
you'd bump into him
at the market?
Maybe that divine meeting
was just meant to be.
I don't know
that I really believe
that anything
is "meant to be" anymore.
But you know
what I do believe in?
Hmm?
- Coffee.
- Coffee!
- Coffee.
- Coffee.
Come and behold Him
Born the King of Angels
O, come let us adore Him...
O, come let us adore Him
O, come let us adore Him...
Christ the Lord
Amazing, guys!
Yes! Yes!
Take five, guys.
I appreciate that.
Thank you, thank you.
All right.
Regina! Hey!
Hi.
Any chance
we'll see you back up here
one of these Sundays, or?
Maybe.
The choir
isn't the same without you.
I miss you.
We miss you!
And I know
she would love to hear you
up there again, too.
I'll... I'll see you soon.
Hey...
All right, y'all.
Round two!
Hello, Michael!
Denise, hey!
Merry Christmas.
So, listen, I've got clothes,
I've got books,
I've got toys galore.
Well, on behalf
of me and the kids,
it's always
very much appreciated.
Well, I appreciate you.
Um, I've got to get
all of these boxes in there
before the group arrives, so.
- Hey.
- Yeah?
I'm a little worried about you.
Yeah, I'm doing fine.
I'm fine. No.
I'm just trying to help out
wherever there's a need.
Just like Melody did.
I've known you and Melody
for years now,
so I think I can say this...
It seems like
you're trying to atone
for something
you had no control over.
Denise, I don't know
what else to do.
Okay?
I know this isn't
going to bring her back,
but it definitely
eases the guilt.
You have nothing
to feel guilty about.
Well, listen...
would you mind helping me
finish all these?
Feel the magic
once again
It's coming, it's coming
Christmas
Gather family
Bring your friends...
- You're getting a workout.
- Tell me about it.
Makes up for all those weeks
I skipped leg day.
Hey, tell you what--
why don't you and I
do some face painting?
And then we give
Conductor Michael here
a little bit of a break.
What do you think?
All right.
All right, come on.
One, two, three-- Oh!
All right, so here's the deal.
The key is you just
have to sit super still--
Cookies!
There she goes.
There goes my subject.
Well, you know what,
I'll be your muse.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Here we go...
- All right.
Are you ready for this?
Yeah. Make me pretty.
All right...
- Okay.
- Okay.
You know,
you're really good with kids.
How can you not love them?
They inspire me
to have "child-like faith".
I guess you're right.
All right.
This might truly be
my best work yet.
Really?
- I mean... yes.
- Drumroll.
Pretty amazing.
Ta-dah!
Oh! Wow!
Oh, no.
I'm not done.
I'm going into Vogue.
I'm not done!
Here we go!
Now you're done.
Oh, that's...
Guys, come look at
Conductor Michael!
I mean, look at this.
- Rudolph the Reindeer!
- Rudolph the Reindeer!
Rudolph the Reindeer!
Those kids had a blast!
I think
the more exhausted we were,
the more fun they had.
That's a good way
of putting it.
I'm spent.
Listen, guys,
I want to thank you
for your hard work today.
It was such
a special, special day.
Good job.
Do you want me
to put it over here?
No, let's just
put all the stuff down here.
The doctor said not to worry.
You've got the best care
in the world.
How are you?
Always putting others first.
I love
your big, beautiful heart.
At least that's one part of me
that's still in good shape.
I'm gonna be home
before you know it.
We're gonna be painting...
eating too many
Christmas cookies.
Singing in church...
Front row?
Best seats in the house.
Yeah.
"Best seats in the house."
- Hey, Trace!
- Hi!
December 15th!
Don't remind me.
The gallery is neigh.
Don't you mean "nigh"?
I like "neigh,"
like the reindeer would say.
'Tis the season, right?
Thank you!
Got a front-page ad
for your exhibit!
Oh, man.
And top billing
on the gallery invite.
"Traci Fremont returns
for a holiday surprise."
You're a genius.
It'll add intrigue,
and give you more time
to pick a theme.
Now, don't forget,
meet and greet is on Thursday.
Think you could have it
figured out by then?
Traci Fremont's Return...
Is Neigh."
- Yeah.
- I'll keep working on it.
Okay.
Oh...
it all looks so good.
How much for one of everything?
Traci?
After all your stories,
I feel like I'm visiting
a historical landmark.
Yeah. Well, in a way,
it kind of is one.
Are you headed to group soon?
Yeah.
I just gotta put
some stuff away.
Did you--
did you wanna walk together?
I would love that.
Cool.
Ooh, one last thing.
Compliments of the chef.
How can I resist?
Let me see...
Maybe this.
Best choice.
- Yeah!
- Yeah.
Mm...
Mm!
Wait, is this chocolate
inside a chocolate donut
with chocolate frosting
and chocolate sprinkles?
Oh, yeah!
That is Nai Nai's
quadruple chocolate donut.
It's about
a week's worth of calories.
Worth it.
That's what they say.
Now...
has your dad tried this?
He...
won't even set foot in here.
I think if your dad
could see, or, rather, taste,
how talented you are...
he'd be more supportive.
Right.
But...
that would just require us
to have a conversation first.
I'll be right back.
For sure...
Um...
I'll see you in there.
Oh, do you mind taking this?
Thanks.
"The Best Seats in the House".
Hey.
Hey!
I'm sorry, what was that?
That's what Greg always called
the front row--
"The Best Seats in the House".
Oh, right.
Well...
he definitely wasn't wrong.
I'm sorry, I'm interrupting--
No, no, no, no.
No. You're not interrupting
at all, actually.
I just--
I always come here early
to pray for the group, so.
Any requests?
Where does one begin?
You know, I have a...
- a deadline...
- Hmm.
...and no idea what to present.
So...
a miracle?
A miracle it is.
Do you ever wonder if it...
if it doesn't work?
Hmm.
You know, I think...
I think a small degree of doubt
is normal.
But I also believe that
God answers prayers sometimes
in ways we don't expect.
Hmm.
I stopped praying.
When I lost him.
It just...
feels so wrong to say that.
Hey, hey, hey...
...it's not.
It's normal.
It's honest.
And it's honest.
Yes.
I hope I wasn't being rude
whenever I asked you
if you had lost someone.
No.
No, you weren't rude at all.
It's okay.
The truth is...
...I have lost someone.
- I'm really sorry.
- That's okay.
We don't have to talk about it.
Honestly, I--
I couldn't really
help you anyway.
I mean, my faith
is not exactly sturdy, so.
Well, in that case...
You know, God says
all you need is to have faith
the size of a mustard seed.
I have a feeling
you have that much.
Why do you think
things like this happen?
I think it's a reminder.
To always live each day
to the fullest,
but also I think it's a way
for Him to show us...
how He restores and heals us.
And all we have to do is pray.
Great photos, guys.
I really love seeing
what you did here.
I think I'm ready to share.
Okay.
Um...
my husband, Greg, and I
met six years ago
in art class.
My parents said that we were
a "match made in heaven".
So, we got married,
and I felt like
God gave me everything
I could have ever wanted.
Yeah.
Until I lost it all.
Greg had a brain tumor.
The doctors tried,
but...
I miss him every day.
You know, Traci,
that takes...
a lot of courage
to open up like that.
I hope you believe me
when I say this...
...that's what healing
looks like.
Can we pray for you?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Heavenly Father,
I want to thank you...
...for a wonderful day.
But also for a day
where you showed us
that,
even within our grief,
we can find joy.
As we leave this place today,
bless us...
...and comfort us.
I don't think
I can do this.
Just be yourself!
You really want me to do that?
I haven't finished my art,
I don't have a theme,
and I clam up
when talking in front of people.
Your art will be finished,
you can tease them
with the element of surprise,
and, most importantly,
you're here.
Okay? You'll be fine.
Ladies and gentlemen,
may I have
your attention, please?
Thank you for coming
to the pre-gallery
artist meet and greet!
Let's start with
our very own Traci Fremont!
Hey, everyone.
Um, it's good to see you again.
You may have noticed
I'm here solo.
Two years ago,
I lost my husband, Greg.
Now he would, you know,
probably warm you all up
with a really great joke.
I don't have one of those
in my pocket.
To be honest,
it has just been--
it's hard.
It's been really hard.
When you feel like
half of you is missing,
how do you move forward?
You know?
So...
you are going to see
a new version
of the Fremont series this year.
One of...
resilience...
...and healing.
And it's probably
going to be messy,
because that's life...
...but I really do believe
that that's where
true beauty is found.
So I hope you come
and check out my exhibit.
Thank you.
What. Was. That.
I don't know what came over me,
it just kinda spilled out.
And it was amazing!
- Really?
- Yes!
The perfect way
to channel your feelings
into your work!
You hit a home run.
I almost ran out of here.
You managed
to pull it together.
It was a Christmas miracle, perhaps?
Whatever it was, it worked.
It was the support group,
wasn't it?
I knew it!
I'm always right!
Calm down.
You're giving yourself just
a little bit too much credit.
Oh, I don't know.
I think someone
is looking out for you.
See Him in a manger lay
Whom the choirs
of angels praise
Mary, Joseph lend your aid
While our hearts
in love we raise
Come adore on bended knee
Christ the Lord
the newborn King
Hi, sweetie.
- Hi!
- Hi!
Wow!
Who did you hire
to make this place
all sparkly and shiny?
Well, I did it all by myself.
With the help of
five to six cups of coffee.
Well, we brought you
some sweets
to fuel your work.
Oh!
Just keep them away
from your father.
Mm-hmm.
Hey, I had a carrot yesterday!
And it wasn't even in a cake.
Oh.
Well, I'm very proud of you.
Huh.
Something tells me
that you guys
didn't just stop by
to give me some sweets.
We heard about
your support group.
Ah, Joyce.
We think it's wonderful
that you're getting yourself
back out there,
and we want to hear
all about it!
Who's this
Michael fella anyway?
Okay, Dad.
He's just a friend.
Friends are good.
Yes...
friends have been really good.
- Hey!
- Hey!
This was on your door.
Thank you!
So much.
Well, this is interesting.
What?
A text from Michael.
He says,
"Meet me in front of the church
tomorrow at 5:00 a.m.
And dress warm!"
Thank you.
Winky face.
Winky face, huh?
Yeah...
It's to the whole group.
Well, I wonder
what he has planned.
It better be good.
5:00 a.m.?
What's his story anyway?
I don't know.
He hasn't told me it,
but I'm sure he will
when he's ready.
Good Morning, everyone!
Who's ready for
a winter wonderland adventure?
I'm ready for a nap.
I second that.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Here you go.
- Lifesaver.
Let me guess,
you're not a morning person?
I'm about to be.
All right, I am
your tour guide this morning
as we head
to a very special location.
Thank you.
All aboard!
- You're in?
- Yeah.
Groovy.
I know it's early
and it's dark outside, guys,
but trust me,
if you look
outside the window,
you'll see this gorgeous--
Okay.
Night-night, guys.
How about you?
You still awake?
You all right?
Yeah... yeah.
Just thinking.
Well, I'll tell you what...
I bet I can make you laugh
by the end of this trip.
What are the stakes?
Ooh.
Okay.
You drive
a hard bargain there, Traci.
The stakes are...
the loser buys the winner
a dozen sweet treats
of their choice
from Nai Nai's bakery.
What do you think?
Deal.
You're on.
Well, we're almost there,
you guys.
Hey, listen,
I want to discuss
this week's theme.
"Finding Peace".
What better way
to experience that
than in nature, right?
What's our task?
You don't have a task, Ethel.
As a matter of fact,
none of you do.
All I want you to do...
stay in the moment.
If you have a memory or thought,
let it be there,
make room for it.
That's it.
Okay.
Yeah, now I see
why you got us up here so early.
Right?
This is where
I feel closest to God.
Right here.
The stillness, the quiet...
the closer proximity to Heaven.
It's a place you can look out
and see something
bigger than yourself.
Go tell it on the mountain
Over the hills
and everywhere
Go tell it
on the mountain...
Can I tell you about my mom?
Go tell it
on the mountain...
She was
the lead singer at church.
Over the hills
and everywhere...
Had the most soulful voice
you've ever heard.
Go tell it
on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born
While shepherds
kept their watch...
And it wasn't just
her voice that was powerful...
O'er silent flocks
by night...
...it was her spirit.
Behold
throughout the heavens
There shone a holy light
Go tell it
on the mountain
Over the hills
and everywhere
Go tell it
on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born
Music was everything to us.
I lost her
only a couple of months ago.
My mother,
my singing partner...
...and...
when I lost her,
I...
also lost my voice.
But now, it's...
it's like she's here.
I love you.
That was beautiful.
Regina...
...you okay?
Yeah, I'm okay.
Um...
I think I'm ready
to go back down now.
- Thank you for sharing.
- Yeah, thanks.
I'm proud of you.
Wow.
She's come so far.
You helped make that happen.
Speaking of help...
You okay?
No, my back--
getting old here.
Think you could carry me
down to the--
I got you!
- No!
- No, no!
I got you.
You owe me.
- That does not count.
- Of course, it counts.
Made you laugh.
Like I told you I would.
Tricky.
Fine!
Oh!
And trust me,
I'm not going to have you
get me any treats,
or anything like that.
Instead, I...
Instead...
you know, I didn't know
if you might want to...
might want to be my partner
at the...
...gift-wrapping contest.
Like, a date?
Uh...
...yeah, I mean,
I don't know--
well, yeah,
I could call it a date, or...
...or not, or...
Can I think about it?
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Okay, I'm gonna just...
- catch up.
- Okay.
Everything okay, honey?
Yeah, yeah. Why?
Well, you've been twirling
that same piece of spaghetti
for 10 minutes.
Michael asked me on a date.
I mean, I think it was a date.
I don't know...
That's great!
Great?
From what we've heard,
he's an upstanding man.
He is.
He's a really nice guy.
But...
what about Greg?
So, what, am I just
supposed to forget him
and move on?
I don't think I can do that.
No one's asking you
to forget about Greg.
But he...
he would want you to be happy,
no matter what.
Yes.
I know that you are afraid
to open your heart again.
But if there's
a little part of you
that thinks maybe
it's time to try...
...maybe that's
what you should do.
One small step...
or a date...
at a time.
You still need a partner?
Oh, hey.
Yeah, I would...
I would love one.
So, what was your plan
if I didn't show?
My plan was,
I was gonna use each hand
to wrap each one of
these presents separately,
and then I thought,
you know, that's not good--
but anyway,
I thought it might work,
but obviously, it's not.
Now, listen, I knew
you were gonna come.
I knew you'd show up.
It's nice to see you laugh.
- So we're wrapping this?
- Yes.
How does one wrap a bicycle
without it looking ridiculous?
Well, you know,
it's an art form.
Don't worry. You'll catch on.
Just follow my lead.
All right wrappers,
are you ready?
- Yes!
- Yes!
Time is important,
but aesthetic is key.
These gifts will be donated
to the homeless shelter,
but our winners
will not go away empty-handed,
because you're playing for...
an all-expense-paid ski trip
to Murray's Lodge!
- Whoa!
- What?
Nice, huh?
Don't worry, when we win,
we'll go as friends.
When we win?
- Really?
- I like your confidence.
Well...
On your mark...
- Ready?
- All right.
...get set,
wrap!
There is old and new
this Christmas-time
As we race toward
the finish line
Like little elves
who know just what to do
All the hustle-bustle's
much more fun
'Cause you're by my side
to get it done
Gettin' all wrapped up
in Christmas with you!
If we hurry
We can get these gifts
on Santa's sleigh
The best part is
It's you I win
And we're laughing
all the way!
So when Old Saint Nick
asks what to bring
I've got to tell him
about my newest favorite thing
Gettin' all wrapped up
in Christmas with you!
And for the news
we've all been waiting for...
...the winners are...
...Michael and Traci!
As we're giving gifts away
I've got joy and cheer
this holiday!
Gettin' all wrapped up
in Christmas with you!
I felt so bad
for Richard and Maria.
Why?
Well, because they were
much faster than us, come on.
Don't feel bad for those two.
Come on, they've won it
the last 30 years in a row.
- What?
- Yeah. Yeah.
Not to mention, I think...
they're a little too proud,
by the way.
Thanks for coming
by the way.
I probably should be working,
but I'm...
I'm really glad I came.
It was fun.
- Yeah, it was, wasn't it?
- Yeah!
What do you say
we procrastinate
a little longer?
I'd say I'd love that.
It's a different kind
of beautiful at night, huh?
Melody loved
coming down here...
at night
and looking up at the stars.
Can I tell you about her?
Are you kidding?
I've been waiting weeks
for this moment.
Please.
Overpack for the hike?
Uh, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, that would--
that would be an understatement,
wouldn't it?
I've seen a lot of first-timers
make the same mistake.
Well, the funny thing is,
I think I brought everything,
I just think I forgot...
Water?
Yeah.
I have an extra one.
- Really?
- Yeah.
- Thank you so much.
- Take it.
Really? Thank you.
I think you just saved my life.
So, do you...
...you come here often?
I do.
It's my happy place.
I like to pray
as I look over the view.
Well, it definitely
is a stunning view, isn't it?
It is.
Listen...
I'm Michael, by the way.
Oh, I'm Melody.
- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
So what do you...
what do you pray about?
- Today?
- Yeah.
The kids at the youth center.
Oh.
Every year, I deliver gifts
to make their spirits bright.
That's--
oh, no, you're Santa Claus!
You are!
You know, I've been wanting
to meet you
ever since I was a kid.
I've got to get your autograph?
Do you have a--
do I have a pen?
I've packed everything else.
You know, the season's
all about giving back.
Plus, giving is
my "love language".
Hmm.
I like that.
I think mine's pizza.
Funny guy.
I try.
No, seriously,
that's very admirable of you.
Thank you.
I've been blessed with a lot,
so...
I make it a habit
of blessing others.
Well, you certainly blessed me.
You know what, I'm glad we met.
Call this a happy coincidence.
I don't believe
in coincidences.
Okay... okay.
You know, after the accident,
they...
they found this ornament
in her car.
It was a gazebo, just like this.
And attached to it was a note.
It said "To Michael.
Merry Christmas."
I tell you, Traci...
If she didn't go
and buy that gazebo for me,
I swear
she'd still be here today.
Michael, you can't
think like that.
No. I do think like that.
Every single day.
It's like I can't let it go.
Look at me...
How sad is this?
Here I am,
a leader of
a grief-support group.
It's better than...
acting like everything's okay.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
Oh...
not to make matters worse,
but when I opened the box...
the ornament was broken.
Maybe I can fix it.
If you want.
Wow.
I can tell you really know
your way around a canvas, huh?
I am... impressed.
That's the...
that's the last painting
we did together.
It's what we think
Heaven looks like.
And it's immune to criticism,
because...
it's up to interpretation, right?
Right.
Wow.
This is beautiful, huh?
May I?
Yeah.
You're not so bad.
Well, well.
Greg was always the...
Anyway...
...here you go.
It still has some tiny cracks,
but I think
it's part of the charm.
You know, it shows that...
things that are broken
can be made, you know,
somewhat whole again.
It's perfect.
Thank you.
Of course.
So you never learned
how to play?
No...
Okay, one song.
- Okay.
- Just one.
- All right.
- All right.
I'll give it a shot.
That's great!
- That's right.
- That's good!
That's really good.
We make a great team.
That's true.
Um...
I...
I think I should go.
- It's getting late.
- It is getting late, yeah.
But...
...thank you...
for this.
Goodnight, Traci.
Thank you.
Yeah, goodnight.
You know, as much as I love
having a newly-minted
expert wrapper
helping me with these,
shouldn't you
be getting back to work?
The gallery is in two days.
I'm merrily procrastinating.
And un-merrily
starting to lose confidence
in myself.
If your goal is...
trying to get people
to feel something,
maybe you should draw on
what you're feeling right now.
Well, it's
a real mixed bag, Mom.
Honestly, my...
...my heart
is just so conflicted.
You have grown so much
since you joined that group.
Maybe the final piece
of this puzzle
is...
opening your heart.
And that doesn't mean that
you have to forget about Greg.
Maybe drawing on
the memories of him
will help you.
God,
I feel lost...
...and I don't know what to do.
I pray...
that I am able to help people
feel something special
for Christmas.
Amen.
All right, I've got you.
Well, being home sure beats
that hospital room any day.
The doctor
is one phone call away,
I will be with you 24/7,
and...
your only job is to rest, okay?
Dance with me.
Did you not just hear
what I told you?
Come on.
After all,
we never know
how much time we have left,
so we have to live each moment
like it's our last.
We are going to have
so many of these moments.
Decades more.
Traci, I need you
to promise me something.
Anything.
Never stop laughing,
and never stop loving.
And never stop living.
Okay?
The world waits
for a miracle
Oh, come...
Emmanuel
Traci! Come in!
Thank you!
What are you doing here?
And what are you wearing?
I know I look ridiculous,
but they said
they also need an elf.
What are you talking about?
The Christmas market
needs a Mrs. Claus,
and I told them I know someone
with years of experience.
Maybe all you need to do
is take one step.
Just try it on,
see if it fits?
Okay...
Okay!
It fits like a glove.
You are rocking that!
But I don't think
I can do this on my own.
Well, you'll have
your trusty elf
right by your side.
I'll be with you in just a sec.
Nothing's changed a bit.
Dad...
What are you doing here?
A friend of yours
left a box of Nai Nai's sweets
at my doorstep.
It's been so long
since I've tried them...
...but I'm glad I did.
You made them?
I did.
They taste just like hers.
So why'd you ask me
to meet you here?
I just wanted to celebrate
your courage
for sharing the other day.
How does it feel?
Like my soul is healing.
I know she's still with me.
You know...
open mic's about to start.
And I just so happened...
to reserve the first slot.
You wanna give it a shot?
I think I can do it.
I came to apologize.
No. Whoa.
No, no. You don't--
you don't have to do that, Dad.
It was a hard time
for all of us,
and we all grieve differently.
I was angry,
and I took it out on you.
It wasn't fair...
and I'm sorry.
If my mother taught me
anything at all,
it is that there is
nothing more important in life
than family.
You have no idea
how much it means
to hear you say that.
The first Noel
The Angels did say
Was to certain poor shepherds
in fields as they lay
In fields where they
lay keeping their sheep
On a cold winter's night
that was so deep
Noel, Noel
Noel... Noel
Born is the King of Israel!
Whoo!
Hey, Joyce.
Yeah!
I...
I think you're gonna like
what I've been working on--
and it will be done
just in time for the gallery.
I just have...
one more thing left to do.
Hey.
Hey.
Happy Anniversary.
Traci...
what are you doing here?
Well, I thought it was strange
that you weren't returning
any of my calls.
Right.
And then I remembered...
that it was December 23rd.
Yeah.
The day we first met...
...and the day we got married.
I hope I'm not intruding.
I just wanted to make sure
you were okay.
No, no, no.
Not intruding at all.
- Okay.
- Thank you.
Yeah.
You know what...
...I'm okay.
Every year,
I bring a flower up here
to remember her.
Listen, Traci,
about the other night...
No, no, no. We do not need
to talk about that.
Today is about you and Melody.
I was sitting here,
and I was thinking...
...I am so grateful
for all the years
that we spent together...
...and from now on, that's...
that's what I vow to hold on to.
It's hard.
It's really hard.
For some reason,
this year, I just--
I don't know, I just feel...
...more at peace.
Sounds like healing to me.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
That's incredible.
That's incredible, isn't it?
I mean, we have made
a ton of progress
these past few weeks.
I have a feeling
you're talking about
more than just the tree.
Um, well,
your feeling's correct, I am.
So, what do you say
we get started?
Is Traci coming?
Actually, I don't think so.
I think she's really busy
with her art show.
- I should have canceled--
- Sorry I'm late!
- Hey!
- Hi!
- Merry Christmas!
- Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!
I waited until
the last possible minute
to invite you to this--
but it's probably because
I waited till
the last possible minute
to finish my art.
Your gallery exhibit? Tonight?
Yes!
And I would love
for you to stop by,
if you can,
no pressure.
- But there will be cookies.
- I'm there.
- Me too!
- You had me at "cookies".
I wouldn't miss it.
I wouldn't.
We're all going.
We're there.
So, while we're all here,
why don't I open things up?
Yeah, actually...
What?
Can I open things up tonight?
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
I'd be honored.
Okay. Okay.
I'm a little rusty,
but here we go.
Dear God...
...in the last two years,
I've...
often thought that my prayers
weren't being answered...
...and now I know
that they were answered...
...just not in the way
I expected.
You led me to this group.
Thank you so much
for the gift of new friendships.
And I ask you, God,
just to bless every person...
in this group tonight...
...and continue to heal us...
...with Your peace,
love,
and joy.
Amen.
Amen!
You weren't rusty at all!
Thank you.
I learned from the best.
Best seats in the house.
Hi, everyone!
Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas!
As many of you know,
the last couple of years
have been...
really hard.
I, um...
almost gave up
on my art completely.
But that would have been taking
the easy way out.
So I decided to take
the hard road...
...and open my heart,
and the creativity followed.
That never...
would have been possible
without the love and support
of my Mom and Dad,
and my friends...
...who are all here tonight.
Each and every one of you
inspired me to seek hope...
...and love...
and joy...
...even in life's
toughest moments.
This is dedicated to them.
Now I would love to present...
..."Hearts of Healing".
Look, I'm wearing
my Mrs. Claus outfit!
- And there's little Presley!
- Adorable!
Is that
the quadruple-chocolate donut?
It is!
I want to thank you all
for joining us tonight.
The theme for this year's
Christmas Eve service
is "Holding on
while letting go".
Now, I'm sure
there's some of you here
that have lost someone
close to you...
...and I urge you to look around
and realize
that you're not alone.
By lighting these balloons,
we signify
that the ones
that we've lost in our lives
will always remain...
...in our hearts.
But before we do,
I'd like to take a moment.
I'd like all of us to...
say a prayer,
recall a memory...
hold them in your heart.
Now...
as we release these balloons
into the sky,
I'd like all of us
to celebrate them...
...as we let them go.
Are you ready?
- Yes.
- Yeah.
Whoo...
Three...
two...
one.
Silent Night
Holy night
All is calm
All is bright
Round yon virgin
Mother and child...
That was beautiful.
Holy infant so...
I have to ask you something.
Okay?
Can you teach me
to paint sometime?
Even after I ruined your shirt?
Oh, yeah, yeah.
That's right.
You did scar me there.
- I know.
- A little bit, but...
Yeah.
You know what...
...I think I'm ready
to move forward.
And we can take it slow...
...just one small step
at a time.
That's right.
Merry Christmas, Traci.
Merry Christmas, Michael.
Holy infant
so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace...
Sleep in heavenly peace
we pass strangers around us,
exchanging smiles,
friendly nods...
maybe even a "Merry Christmas"
if we're in the spirit.
And as we smile
and greet that stranger,
you may think to yourself,
"I wonder
what their life is like?"
You might not even
think about it
for more than a moment,
as your paths
aren't likely to cross again...
...yet these complete strangers
would find their way
to one other...
...forming bonds that,
at first,
may seem unlikely.
Sometimes, we discover,
those bonds may turn out to be
the very best kind.
There you go!
Are you happy now?
I am.
Now you can play
1/12th of "Silent Night".
- Wonderful!
- Mm-hmm.
Well...
when we meet our deadline
and deliver these paintings
to the Christmas Gallery,
then you can teach me
the other 11 parts. How's that?
I know you're worried
about us not selling enough
at the gallery to make rent,
but...
God will make a way.
You're right.
Please, God,
let the love of my life
come over here and help me
finish these paintings.
Amen.
Happy first day
of December, Traci!
I got you a little something.
Isn't it a little early
for a little something?
Thought it might
liven the place up.
There's chocolates
for each day!
That'll get you
in the spirit.
Thank you.
I love it.
Is excessive consumption
of sweets
a stage of grief?
Because if so,
then I am really cruising
through that part
of the process.
All right, let's see,
only...
23 more chocolates until our--
...my annual
Christmas exhibition.
Want to see
what I've been working on?
Mm! Great!
You just wait!
This I like to call...
"Silent Not".
Oh, boy.
Yeah.
And this little, sweet gem
over here
I like to call
"Riding in
a Half-Horse, Open Sleigh".
Okay, Trace,
I am your best friend first
and your manager second--
and while the manager side of me
is a little nervous
you won't be done
for Christmas Eve,
the friend side of me...
...understands.
If you need to take
another year off, take it.
No. No.
It's been two years, Joyce.
I have to do this.
I have to figure out
how to work without him.
It's just...
we complemented each other
in...
every way, you know?
I don't know, I...
I see potential here.
I think you can do this.
And I know exactly
what you need to do next.
Plant myself
in front of that easel
until I've finished
my masterpiece?
No, silly...
clear your mind!
I'm taking you
Christmas shopping!
- No!
- Yup!
Yes! 100%!
Can't be sad
at the Christmas market.
It's illegal.
You've just had too much.
I can't help myself.
Hey!
You guys are still here?
Well, we were chatting
after the meeting as usual...
Which then turned into
us getting a three-hour
hot chocolate together...
...Which then ended
in me realizing
I forgot my scarf at church,
so we came back here to get it.
I see.
That's when we noticed
our beloved leader
working away here!
You need help?
No, no, no.
You guys, no.
Look, I've got it covered.
I think I'm ready to deliver
these boxes
to the women's shelter,
and children's hospital
youth center--
so I'm good.
Hey, Mike, I have a question.
Are you the real Santa Claus?
Give us your best "Ho-Ho-Ho".
Ho-ho-ho, Justin!
Oh, but that wasn't a no.
No, No.
Listen--
I appreciate the offer,
I do,
but I really would like
to deliver these solo,
if I could.
All right.
But...
promise us that you will also
do something for yourself.
You spend all your time
helping everyone else.
I know I do,
and I will, okay?
Okay.
Now...
I love you guys, but...
let's go! Out!
Okay! We're going!
We're going, we're going.
- See ya.
- See ya later.
Here we go.
Ah, yes.
Come on! Pick any one
you want, my treat!
All right, um...
Ooh! How about that one?
Hmm.
- Oh!
- Oh, I'm sorry!
No, no, no, no!
You take it!
Please, I insist.
You touched it
one second before me,
so, technically, you had dibs.
Oh.
So those are the rules
for "dibs" then, huh?
I don't make the rules,
I do enforce them.
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
Two strangers insisting
the other gets what they want
certainly beats the alternative
this time of year, huh?
Oh, you...
you should have seen
the tug-of-war I witnessed
between two moms
and a toy car on Black Friday.
I can only imagine.
Brutal.
You know, you take this.
What?
You can have it. I...
I...
I have to go. Yeah.
Have a nice day.
What was that all about?
He looks familiar.
I think he goes to the church
that Greg and I went to.
- Grace Community?
- Yeah.
My memory's fuzzy,
but I think he led
a support group there.
Of course, I haven't
been back since...
You know, when my aunt
passed away a few years back,
I went to a grief-support group
at a local church.
It really helped me.
There's just something special
about healing alongside others
who are going through
the same thing.
And look!
Grace has one, too!
Thank you.
I just don't think
it's my thing.
I don't.
Besides, I'm feeling like
my old self again!
Yeah!
Joy! Happiness! Fun!
Boop-boop-boop!
I'm not fooling anyone, am I?
Who knows.
Maybe it will help you move past
this "painter block".
I'll take this one.
How's that?
It's gorgeous.
We'll take it.
All right.
Thank you.
Here you go.
Made your favorite--
pancakes,
Christmas-style,
with red and green sprinkles.
Dad, you do know I'm not
five years old anymore, right?
Well, you know what...
...they actually
still do the trick.
Thank you.
How's the Christmas painting
coming along?
Well, it's not exactly
coming along quite yet.
There is clearly
something missing.
Well...
we think it is so admirable
that you're choosing
to carry on
the work
that you two shared together.
Maybe you just need
a little inspiration?
My childhood art projects?
Where did you dig these up?
I found them
when I was cleaning
the other day.
Do you remember
the very first art show
that you put on for us?
Yes, I was about the same age
as when you used to make me
these pancakes.
Look, it's Freddy Teddy.
Do you remember Freddy Teddy?
I remember Freddy Teddy.
I stood in line for hours
for a "Freddy Teddy".
This is not bad for a kid.
- Not bad at all.
- No.
Try to remember
why you became an artist
in the first place.
To make people
feel something special.
And isn't that what brought
you and Greg together?
I'm sorry, Trace.
I didn't mean to--
No, no, no, no, no.
Dad, it's...
it's okay.
Just some memories
just hit harder than others.
Well, don't forget
that we are here for you.
We are so...
blessed...
that we're your parents.
And I am so lucky
to be your daughter.
Are you copying me?
- Oh...
- I'm gonna tell the teacher.
No, no. I was...
admiring the colors
and the detail.
It's a lot better than mine.
I don't know.
I think you're in good shape.
Aw, thank you.
I work out.
I'm Greg.
Traci.
Traci Fremont!
Patricia.
It's been a while.
Yes! Oh!
It's so good to have you back
for the gallery this Christmas!
We really missed you last year.
Now, Joyce said
she was working
on the press release. How is--
Press release?
Um... I thought you knew.
You are committed, right?
No. Yes, yes, yes! I am. Yes.
Sorry, it just...
Listen,
if you're still not ready...
I am. I am.
I just...
I need to make a call.
- Okay.
- Okay.
Joyce, hey.
I was thinking about
our conversation at the market.
What time is that next meeting?
- What's her name?
- Traci, I think.
Yeah, I think so.
So we'll just wait.
Hey, there she is. Hey!
Hey.
You... you must be Traci.
I am.
We got your email about
possibly joining the group.
I'm sorry. You look
extremely familiar to me.
Have we met?
At the Christmas market.
Remember the ornament?
Oh, yes!
That's right. Yeah.
Yeah.
That's very...
very funny.
Please! Come on, join us.
Have a seat.
My name is Michael.
I'm sort of
the fearless leader
of our little group here.
Mostly fearless--
except when he sees a spider.
Okay, come on.
You should've seen him
the other day...
he jumped, like,
three feet in the air!
Okay, well, yes--
and I only did that once--
because the spider
was really big.
It was about, like, that.
So, this is--
this is everybody?
Yes. No, it's...
yeah, this is everybody.
We're kind of small but mighty!
Right, you guys?
I'll introduce you.
This is Ethel.
Hello.
We have Regina here.
- Hi.
- Hi.
And Justin.
Hi!
Hi.
So, what do you say
we get started, huh?
Traci, before every session,
we like to bow our heads
in prayer.
Dear God,
I want to thank you
for bringing us
all together tonight.
The team handling his surgery
is the best there is.
So there's hope?
In his case, in particular...
...it's a risky procedure.
I'd be doing you a disservice
if I gave you false hope.
But we've prayed.
Me, our church,
family, and friends,
we've prayed.
He'll be okay.
- Amen.
- Amen!
I'm really sorry, everyone.
I, um...
It was nice meeting you.
Traci! Traci!
Are you okay?
No.
No, I am...
I thought I was ready.
I'm not.
Look, the hardest part
is just showing up.
Okay?
We just want you to feel
welcome here, that's all.
Thank you.
Thank you, but...
...I can't.
I can't.
Okay...
Good work, partner.
Thank you.
Hey, what do you say
we donate this one?
Yeah. 'Tis the season.
God provided for us
and now we get to bless
someone else.
I love it.
I'm lucky...
that you said yes
to that hot chocolate
all those years ago.
Oh, ho, ho.
You're just lucky that place
was stocked
full of marshmallows.
I'm just glad we get to do this
for the rest of our lives.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Excuse me.
Oh!
Oops.
It's okay.
I have a thousand
of these shirts.
Do not worry
about anything, okay?
It was my fault.
I shouldn't have
snuck up on you like that--
especially
when you were in the zone.
- Oh...
- Do you paint?
- I do.
- Wow, really?
Yeah.
That's fabulous,
because I could...
use your expertise,
if you don't mind.
I'm looking for the right paint
for toy wooden trains.
Toy wooden trains?
Yeah, yeah.
It's something the group does
every year at Christmas.
Oh.
This year, we're providing toys
to the youth center
so they can decorate.
Do our work and stuff like that.
- That's really sweet.
- Thank you.
It kinda even sounds like...
- Fun?
- Fun.
- Fun!
- Yeah.
No, it's a lot
of fun, actually.
We like to mix things up.
I mean...
Talking in a circle
is just one of the things we do,
but... yeah.
- Quick recommendation?
- Sure!
- Yes, are you kidding? Please.
- Okay. Great.
Um, I would recommend
the non-toxic acrylic.
Okay.
Especially since
it's kids, right?
They have
every color imaginable.
I'll just pull some for you.
Ah, this is amazing.
Thank you so much.
Of course!
Green, Christmas.
Okay...
It's kind of funny
that we just bumped into
each other again like this.
You know, at first, the market,
then group, then here.
Ooh! Nice catch.
Well, they do say
third time's a charm.
Except that--
not so lucky.
Yeah, well...
you know, people do say
it's either luck, or fate,
or God.
Or a complete coincidence.
Thank you.
Well, I don't really
believe in coincidences, so.
- Uh, hey?
- Yeah?
I just wanted to apologize
again for the other night.
To be honest...
prayer is tough for me.
I don't know
what I was expecting
walking into a church.
Hey, it's okay.
It's fine, it's fine.
My offer still stands.
You know, we'd love to have you,
and no praying required, okay?
All right?
So, how much--
No, no, no.
It's on me.
Because that's on him.
- Thank you very much.
- Yes, of course.
I think the blue actually
does help bring out my eyes.
What do you think?
- Mom?
- Hmm?
What other things
was I good at growing up?
What weren't you good at!
Math, Science,
making necklaces
out of those little candies...
A mathematician and scientist
are probably
more practical careers,
but making candy necklaces
sounds like a lot more fun.
Uh-oh.
Has your creative block
progressed to the point
where you're considering
changing careers?
It's just I kept the apartment
for the art studio,
but now I don't even
want to make art, so.
You might feel that way now,
but you'll get your groove back.
You know,
it just takes time.
Or maybe it's time
I let it go.
You know...
Greg loved
talking about your gifts,
your compassion,
your...
perseverance...
your knack for helping others.
So, before you go make
any big decisions,
think about the ways
that your...
gifts
influence your art.
Whoa!
Did Michelangelo
design these?
Oh, Dad.
Hey, where are you going
with those?
Well...
I am going to take them
to some people...
who could use
a little Christmas cheer.
That looks great, Ethel.
Thank you.
Thank you for taking the lead
on the trimmings.
You're welcome.
So what do you say
we get started, guys?
Huh?
Yeah, sounds good.
It's about time.
All right...
Hi.
I brought cookies.
I hope I don't spoil
your dinner.
Not at all.
Justin already
spoiled our dinner!
But we always
have room for more.
Well...
technically,
they are "apology cookies".
I am--
I'm really sorry
for running out.
No need
to apologize, dear.
We're just happy you came back!
This group
is all about second chances.
Yeah, and third chances,
fourth chances...
however many it takes.
Yeah.
So, since this is
Traci's official first meeting,
I'd like to remind everybody
this is
a judgment-free zone here.
Speak freely, honestly,
but only if you're led,
and keep in mind
that whatever is said here...
stays here. Okay?
I thought we'd start
with some check-ins.
Let's have a seat,
shall we?
Okay.
I took a trip
down to the Christmas market,
where Ron and I used to play
Santa and Mrs. Claus.
I didn't stay for very long,
but I...
I did manage to sit
with the discomfort
for a little while.
That's good,
because I know that you and Ron
have shared
a lot of memories there.
So many happy ones.
Ron was the best Santa
in the whole world.
We married later in life,
so we never had
any kids of our own.
but one year,
Ron had the idea
to volunteer as Santa.
...definitely on the Nice List.
He already had
the look down pat.
Santa sees a toy truck
in your future.
Oh!
What would I do without you,
Mrs. Claus?
Plus the occasional kid
that would tug on his beard
to make sure
he was the real Santa.
Yeah.
His beard was real.
It was real.
My husband passed away
a couple of years ago,
and...
...life has not been
the same since then, but...
...the passing of time helps.
Especially when you're
surrounded by loved ones.
Thank you.
Thank you!
Thank you. Yeah.
May I actually go next?
Of course.
Yeah, I...
I was supposed to stop
by my parents' house
the other night for dinner,
but...
I just told myself
it would end
in another argument.
So I went back to the bakery,
as usual.
I mean, it's just...
I think it's just
where I feel closest to Nai Nai.
Oh! Nai Nai is my grandmother.
Yeah, I've been running
her bakery
ever since she passed away
last year,
hence our weekly sugar-rushes.
Thank you.
I dropped out of law school
to take it over.
And that did not go over well
with my dad.
Well, Justin,
I know you'll patch things up
with your dad.
You will.
When the time is right, okay?
Thanks. I hope so.
Regina?
Would you like
to share anything today?
That's totally okay.
Traci?
And there's no pressure at all.
I feel angry.
Okay.
That's all
I really want to say.
Thank you for sharing.
Thank you, all.
...And the fire alarm
in the kitchen was blaring.
When the firefighters
showed up,
I was mortified.
I mean, it was my first time
baking all those pies at once.
You know, Nai Nai trusted
I could do it all on my own,
but she probably trusted me
a little too much.
But, you know, she still gave me
another chance after that,
and that's
what I loved about her.
She-- she embodied
the spirit of forgiveness.
I think your Nai Nai and I
would have made fast friends.
No doubt about it.
I... I have a question.
Sure.
Does talking about all this...
ever make you feel like
you're just reliving the pain
of the loss of them
over and over again?
I felt a lot of anger, too.
It seemed like everyone
was trying really hard
to say the right thing.
I appreciated their efforts,
but I was so angry
that nobody
could really understand.
They understand.
So...
I just want to say,
before we close tonight,
I need to discuss
one small order of business.
Now, I know we all know
that helping others
during the holiday season,
it's a big thing
of what we do here,
so we are all volunteering
at the children's youth center
this Sunday
for the Polar Express
Christmas Party.
But we have to all discuss
how we can contribute, so...
I've got baked goods covered.
Check.
- I could bring some decorations.
- Love it.
I can handle story-telling.
Good. Okay.
There's one thing missing.
We need somebody who can
actually help paint toy trains.
Man, I wish we knew somebody
with that skill set...
I will be there.
Great! Thank you, Traci!
Yes.
All right, session complete.
See you all this weekend.
Hi.
Hey.
You seem...
happy.
Well, why wouldn't I be?
Look who's sitting next to me.
Traci! Traci!
Hey.
Um...
I just wanted to say
I'm glad you came tonight.
Oh...
All right, listen.
Hit me with it--
first impressions?
Everyone was warm and welcoming.
Sorry my contributions
were a bit...
...minimal.
What are you talking about?
No, they weren't at all.
There are no expectations, ever.
- Thank you.
- I mean, look at Regina.
She's been here
for, I think, a few months
and has only said
a couple of words, so.
Everybody's at their own pace.
So, I will see you
Sunday, right?
Paintbrush in-hand.
Hey, I'll keep
my distance then.
I noticed...
that you didn't share.
Sorry?
I don't mean to assume...
Have you also lost someone?
I mean...
Yeah, I mean...
You know what,
you don't need to answer that.
I should not
have asked you that.
It's okay.
No, it's totally okay,
all right?
It's just, as the leader,
I like to put my focus
on everyone else.
But listen,
I've got to lock up.
I'm glad you came tonight again.
Goodnight, okay?
Yeah.
- I'll see you Sunday?
- Yeah.
All right!
Trace?
Picked you up
some morning motivation!
Peppermint mocha!
How are you so joyful
so early in the morning?
"Joy"-- it's right there
in my name!
- Hi.
- Hi.
Oh!
Oh, no, no, no, no.
It's not there yet, it's not,
but at least I was able
to get some work done
after last night.
Oh! After the group, right?
How was that?
You know what,
it... it wasn't horrible, actually.
I mean, I don't know
how much I'll share,
if at all,
but it was kind of nice
being around people
who understood
what I was going through.
I know, I know.
You were right.
It seems to be having
a positive effect on your art.
I mean, look--
you've gone from half-paintings
to three-fourths of paintings!
I think that's called
deadline anxiety.
Have you landed on a theme?
- Ready for it?
- Mm-hmm.
"Christmas"!
I'm gonna need
a little more than that
for the promotional materials.
I'll keep working on it.
Okay, well, I'll let you be.
Remember, the artists'
meet and greet is next week.
Talking about
what you're planning to present
will really help generate
some buzz.
Greg used to do that.
Hey...
you're not gonna be
alone up there.
I'll be right next to you
if you need me.
Thank you.
I'm gonna work
for a few more hours,
and then I'm gonna meet Michael
at the youth center.
Michael?
Uh, he leads the support group,
and we're--
we're volunteering
at the youth center today.
Great.
Oh, wait--
he's the guy,
the one from the market,
with the ornament.
The handsome one
who got all shy around you
like a boy with a crush?
I think we're remembering
that moment differently,
but yes.
Mm-hmm.
What are the odds
you'd bump into him
at the market?
Maybe that divine meeting
was just meant to be.
I don't know
that I really believe
that anything
is "meant to be" anymore.
But you know
what I do believe in?
Hmm?
- Coffee.
- Coffee!
- Coffee.
- Coffee.
Come and behold Him
Born the King of Angels
O, come let us adore Him...
O, come let us adore Him
O, come let us adore Him...
Christ the Lord
Amazing, guys!
Yes! Yes!
Take five, guys.
I appreciate that.
Thank you, thank you.
All right.
Regina! Hey!
Hi.
Any chance
we'll see you back up here
one of these Sundays, or?
Maybe.
The choir
isn't the same without you.
I miss you.
We miss you!
And I know
she would love to hear you
up there again, too.
I'll... I'll see you soon.
Hey...
All right, y'all.
Round two!
Hello, Michael!
Denise, hey!
Merry Christmas.
So, listen, I've got clothes,
I've got books,
I've got toys galore.
Well, on behalf
of me and the kids,
it's always
very much appreciated.
Well, I appreciate you.
Um, I've got to get
all of these boxes in there
before the group arrives, so.
- Hey.
- Yeah?
I'm a little worried about you.
Yeah, I'm doing fine.
I'm fine. No.
I'm just trying to help out
wherever there's a need.
Just like Melody did.
I've known you and Melody
for years now,
so I think I can say this...
It seems like
you're trying to atone
for something
you had no control over.
Denise, I don't know
what else to do.
Okay?
I know this isn't
going to bring her back,
but it definitely
eases the guilt.
You have nothing
to feel guilty about.
Well, listen...
would you mind helping me
finish all these?
Feel the magic
once again
It's coming, it's coming
Christmas
Gather family
Bring your friends...
- You're getting a workout.
- Tell me about it.
Makes up for all those weeks
I skipped leg day.
Hey, tell you what--
why don't you and I
do some face painting?
And then we give
Conductor Michael here
a little bit of a break.
What do you think?
All right.
All right, come on.
One, two, three-- Oh!
All right, so here's the deal.
The key is you just
have to sit super still--
Cookies!
There she goes.
There goes my subject.
Well, you know what,
I'll be your muse.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Here we go...
- All right.
Are you ready for this?
Yeah. Make me pretty.
All right...
- Okay.
- Okay.
You know,
you're really good with kids.
How can you not love them?
They inspire me
to have "child-like faith".
I guess you're right.
All right.
This might truly be
my best work yet.
Really?
- I mean... yes.
- Drumroll.
Pretty amazing.
Ta-dah!
Oh! Wow!
Oh, no.
I'm not done.
I'm going into Vogue.
I'm not done!
Here we go!
Now you're done.
Oh, that's...
Guys, come look at
Conductor Michael!
I mean, look at this.
- Rudolph the Reindeer!
- Rudolph the Reindeer!
Rudolph the Reindeer!
Those kids had a blast!
I think
the more exhausted we were,
the more fun they had.
That's a good way
of putting it.
I'm spent.
Listen, guys,
I want to thank you
for your hard work today.
It was such
a special, special day.
Good job.
Do you want me
to put it over here?
No, let's just
put all the stuff down here.
The doctor said not to worry.
You've got the best care
in the world.
How are you?
Always putting others first.
I love
your big, beautiful heart.
At least that's one part of me
that's still in good shape.
I'm gonna be home
before you know it.
We're gonna be painting...
eating too many
Christmas cookies.
Singing in church...
Front row?
Best seats in the house.
Yeah.
"Best seats in the house."
- Hey, Trace!
- Hi!
December 15th!
Don't remind me.
The gallery is neigh.
Don't you mean "nigh"?
I like "neigh,"
like the reindeer would say.
'Tis the season, right?
Thank you!
Got a front-page ad
for your exhibit!
Oh, man.
And top billing
on the gallery invite.
"Traci Fremont returns
for a holiday surprise."
You're a genius.
It'll add intrigue,
and give you more time
to pick a theme.
Now, don't forget,
meet and greet is on Thursday.
Think you could have it
figured out by then?
Traci Fremont's Return...
Is Neigh."
- Yeah.
- I'll keep working on it.
Okay.
Oh...
it all looks so good.
How much for one of everything?
Traci?
After all your stories,
I feel like I'm visiting
a historical landmark.
Yeah. Well, in a way,
it kind of is one.
Are you headed to group soon?
Yeah.
I just gotta put
some stuff away.
Did you--
did you wanna walk together?
I would love that.
Cool.
Ooh, one last thing.
Compliments of the chef.
How can I resist?
Let me see...
Maybe this.
Best choice.
- Yeah!
- Yeah.
Mm...
Mm!
Wait, is this chocolate
inside a chocolate donut
with chocolate frosting
and chocolate sprinkles?
Oh, yeah!
That is Nai Nai's
quadruple chocolate donut.
It's about
a week's worth of calories.
Worth it.
That's what they say.
Now...
has your dad tried this?
He...
won't even set foot in here.
I think if your dad
could see, or, rather, taste,
how talented you are...
he'd be more supportive.
Right.
But...
that would just require us
to have a conversation first.
I'll be right back.
For sure...
Um...
I'll see you in there.
Oh, do you mind taking this?
Thanks.
"The Best Seats in the House".
Hey.
Hey!
I'm sorry, what was that?
That's what Greg always called
the front row--
"The Best Seats in the House".
Oh, right.
Well...
he definitely wasn't wrong.
I'm sorry, I'm interrupting--
No, no, no, no.
No. You're not interrupting
at all, actually.
I just--
I always come here early
to pray for the group, so.
Any requests?
Where does one begin?
You know, I have a...
- a deadline...
- Hmm.
...and no idea what to present.
So...
a miracle?
A miracle it is.
Do you ever wonder if it...
if it doesn't work?
Hmm.
You know, I think...
I think a small degree of doubt
is normal.
But I also believe that
God answers prayers sometimes
in ways we don't expect.
Hmm.
I stopped praying.
When I lost him.
It just...
feels so wrong to say that.
Hey, hey, hey...
...it's not.
It's normal.
It's honest.
And it's honest.
Yes.
I hope I wasn't being rude
whenever I asked you
if you had lost someone.
No.
No, you weren't rude at all.
It's okay.
The truth is...
...I have lost someone.
- I'm really sorry.
- That's okay.
We don't have to talk about it.
Honestly, I--
I couldn't really
help you anyway.
I mean, my faith
is not exactly sturdy, so.
Well, in that case...
You know, God says
all you need is to have faith
the size of a mustard seed.
I have a feeling
you have that much.
Why do you think
things like this happen?
I think it's a reminder.
To always live each day
to the fullest,
but also I think it's a way
for Him to show us...
how He restores and heals us.
And all we have to do is pray.
Great photos, guys.
I really love seeing
what you did here.
I think I'm ready to share.
Okay.
Um...
my husband, Greg, and I
met six years ago
in art class.
My parents said that we were
a "match made in heaven".
So, we got married,
and I felt like
God gave me everything
I could have ever wanted.
Yeah.
Until I lost it all.
Greg had a brain tumor.
The doctors tried,
but...
I miss him every day.
You know, Traci,
that takes...
a lot of courage
to open up like that.
I hope you believe me
when I say this...
...that's what healing
looks like.
Can we pray for you?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Heavenly Father,
I want to thank you...
...for a wonderful day.
But also for a day
where you showed us
that,
even within our grief,
we can find joy.
As we leave this place today,
bless us...
...and comfort us.
I don't think
I can do this.
Just be yourself!
You really want me to do that?
I haven't finished my art,
I don't have a theme,
and I clam up
when talking in front of people.
Your art will be finished,
you can tease them
with the element of surprise,
and, most importantly,
you're here.
Okay? You'll be fine.
Ladies and gentlemen,
may I have
your attention, please?
Thank you for coming
to the pre-gallery
artist meet and greet!
Let's start with
our very own Traci Fremont!
Hey, everyone.
Um, it's good to see you again.
You may have noticed
I'm here solo.
Two years ago,
I lost my husband, Greg.
Now he would, you know,
probably warm you all up
with a really great joke.
I don't have one of those
in my pocket.
To be honest,
it has just been--
it's hard.
It's been really hard.
When you feel like
half of you is missing,
how do you move forward?
You know?
So...
you are going to see
a new version
of the Fremont series this year.
One of...
resilience...
...and healing.
And it's probably
going to be messy,
because that's life...
...but I really do believe
that that's where
true beauty is found.
So I hope you come
and check out my exhibit.
Thank you.
What. Was. That.
I don't know what came over me,
it just kinda spilled out.
And it was amazing!
- Really?
- Yes!
The perfect way
to channel your feelings
into your work!
You hit a home run.
I almost ran out of here.
You managed
to pull it together.
It was a Christmas miracle, perhaps?
Whatever it was, it worked.
It was the support group,
wasn't it?
I knew it!
I'm always right!
Calm down.
You're giving yourself just
a little bit too much credit.
Oh, I don't know.
I think someone
is looking out for you.
See Him in a manger lay
Whom the choirs
of angels praise
Mary, Joseph lend your aid
While our hearts
in love we raise
Come adore on bended knee
Christ the Lord
the newborn King
Hi, sweetie.
- Hi!
- Hi!
Wow!
Who did you hire
to make this place
all sparkly and shiny?
Well, I did it all by myself.
With the help of
five to six cups of coffee.
Well, we brought you
some sweets
to fuel your work.
Oh!
Just keep them away
from your father.
Mm-hmm.
Hey, I had a carrot yesterday!
And it wasn't even in a cake.
Oh.
Well, I'm very proud of you.
Huh.
Something tells me
that you guys
didn't just stop by
to give me some sweets.
We heard about
your support group.
Ah, Joyce.
We think it's wonderful
that you're getting yourself
back out there,
and we want to hear
all about it!
Who's this
Michael fella anyway?
Okay, Dad.
He's just a friend.
Friends are good.
Yes...
friends have been really good.
- Hey!
- Hey!
This was on your door.
Thank you!
So much.
Well, this is interesting.
What?
A text from Michael.
He says,
"Meet me in front of the church
tomorrow at 5:00 a.m.
And dress warm!"
Thank you.
Winky face.
Winky face, huh?
Yeah...
It's to the whole group.
Well, I wonder
what he has planned.
It better be good.
5:00 a.m.?
What's his story anyway?
I don't know.
He hasn't told me it,
but I'm sure he will
when he's ready.
Good Morning, everyone!
Who's ready for
a winter wonderland adventure?
I'm ready for a nap.
I second that.
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
- Here you go.
- Lifesaver.
Let me guess,
you're not a morning person?
I'm about to be.
All right, I am
your tour guide this morning
as we head
to a very special location.
Thank you.
All aboard!
- You're in?
- Yeah.
Groovy.
I know it's early
and it's dark outside, guys,
but trust me,
if you look
outside the window,
you'll see this gorgeous--
Okay.
Night-night, guys.
How about you?
You still awake?
You all right?
Yeah... yeah.
Just thinking.
Well, I'll tell you what...
I bet I can make you laugh
by the end of this trip.
What are the stakes?
Ooh.
Okay.
You drive
a hard bargain there, Traci.
The stakes are...
the loser buys the winner
a dozen sweet treats
of their choice
from Nai Nai's bakery.
What do you think?
Deal.
You're on.
Well, we're almost there,
you guys.
Hey, listen,
I want to discuss
this week's theme.
"Finding Peace".
What better way
to experience that
than in nature, right?
What's our task?
You don't have a task, Ethel.
As a matter of fact,
none of you do.
All I want you to do...
stay in the moment.
If you have a memory or thought,
let it be there,
make room for it.
That's it.
Okay.
Yeah, now I see
why you got us up here so early.
Right?
This is where
I feel closest to God.
Right here.
The stillness, the quiet...
the closer proximity to Heaven.
It's a place you can look out
and see something
bigger than yourself.
Go tell it on the mountain
Over the hills
and everywhere
Go tell it
on the mountain...
Can I tell you about my mom?
Go tell it
on the mountain...
She was
the lead singer at church.
Over the hills
and everywhere...
Had the most soulful voice
you've ever heard.
Go tell it
on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born
While shepherds
kept their watch...
And it wasn't just
her voice that was powerful...
O'er silent flocks
by night...
...it was her spirit.
Behold
throughout the heavens
There shone a holy light
Go tell it
on the mountain
Over the hills
and everywhere
Go tell it
on the mountain
That Jesus Christ is born
Music was everything to us.
I lost her
only a couple of months ago.
My mother,
my singing partner...
...and...
when I lost her,
I...
also lost my voice.
But now, it's...
it's like she's here.
I love you.
That was beautiful.
Regina...
...you okay?
Yeah, I'm okay.
Um...
I think I'm ready
to go back down now.
- Thank you for sharing.
- Yeah, thanks.
I'm proud of you.
Wow.
She's come so far.
You helped make that happen.
Speaking of help...
You okay?
No, my back--
getting old here.
Think you could carry me
down to the--
I got you!
- No!
- No, no!
I got you.
You owe me.
- That does not count.
- Of course, it counts.
Made you laugh.
Like I told you I would.
Tricky.
Fine!
Oh!
And trust me,
I'm not going to have you
get me any treats,
or anything like that.
Instead, I...
Instead...
you know, I didn't know
if you might want to...
might want to be my partner
at the...
...gift-wrapping contest.
Like, a date?
Uh...
...yeah, I mean,
I don't know--
well, yeah,
I could call it a date, or...
...or not, or...
Can I think about it?
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Okay, I'm gonna just...
- catch up.
- Okay.
Everything okay, honey?
Yeah, yeah. Why?
Well, you've been twirling
that same piece of spaghetti
for 10 minutes.
Michael asked me on a date.
I mean, I think it was a date.
I don't know...
That's great!
Great?
From what we've heard,
he's an upstanding man.
He is.
He's a really nice guy.
But...
what about Greg?
So, what, am I just
supposed to forget him
and move on?
I don't think I can do that.
No one's asking you
to forget about Greg.
But he...
he would want you to be happy,
no matter what.
Yes.
I know that you are afraid
to open your heart again.
But if there's
a little part of you
that thinks maybe
it's time to try...
...maybe that's
what you should do.
One small step...
or a date...
at a time.
You still need a partner?
Oh, hey.
Yeah, I would...
I would love one.
So, what was your plan
if I didn't show?
My plan was,
I was gonna use each hand
to wrap each one of
these presents separately,
and then I thought,
you know, that's not good--
but anyway,
I thought it might work,
but obviously, it's not.
Now, listen, I knew
you were gonna come.
I knew you'd show up.
It's nice to see you laugh.
- So we're wrapping this?
- Yes.
How does one wrap a bicycle
without it looking ridiculous?
Well, you know,
it's an art form.
Don't worry. You'll catch on.
Just follow my lead.
All right wrappers,
are you ready?
- Yes!
- Yes!
Time is important,
but aesthetic is key.
These gifts will be donated
to the homeless shelter,
but our winners
will not go away empty-handed,
because you're playing for...
an all-expense-paid ski trip
to Murray's Lodge!
- Whoa!
- What?
Nice, huh?
Don't worry, when we win,
we'll go as friends.
When we win?
- Really?
- I like your confidence.
Well...
On your mark...
- Ready?
- All right.
...get set,
wrap!
There is old and new
this Christmas-time
As we race toward
the finish line
Like little elves
who know just what to do
All the hustle-bustle's
much more fun
'Cause you're by my side
to get it done
Gettin' all wrapped up
in Christmas with you!
If we hurry
We can get these gifts
on Santa's sleigh
The best part is
It's you I win
And we're laughing
all the way!
So when Old Saint Nick
asks what to bring
I've got to tell him
about my newest favorite thing
Gettin' all wrapped up
in Christmas with you!
And for the news
we've all been waiting for...
...the winners are...
...Michael and Traci!
As we're giving gifts away
I've got joy and cheer
this holiday!
Gettin' all wrapped up
in Christmas with you!
I felt so bad
for Richard and Maria.
Why?
Well, because they were
much faster than us, come on.
Don't feel bad for those two.
Come on, they've won it
the last 30 years in a row.
- What?
- Yeah. Yeah.
Not to mention, I think...
they're a little too proud,
by the way.
Thanks for coming
by the way.
I probably should be working,
but I'm...
I'm really glad I came.
It was fun.
- Yeah, it was, wasn't it?
- Yeah!
What do you say
we procrastinate
a little longer?
I'd say I'd love that.
It's a different kind
of beautiful at night, huh?
Melody loved
coming down here...
at night
and looking up at the stars.
Can I tell you about her?
Are you kidding?
I've been waiting weeks
for this moment.
Please.
Overpack for the hike?
Uh, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, that would--
that would be an understatement,
wouldn't it?
I've seen a lot of first-timers
make the same mistake.
Well, the funny thing is,
I think I brought everything,
I just think I forgot...
Water?
Yeah.
I have an extra one.
- Really?
- Yeah.
- Thank you so much.
- Take it.
Really? Thank you.
I think you just saved my life.
So, do you...
...you come here often?
I do.
It's my happy place.
I like to pray
as I look over the view.
Well, it definitely
is a stunning view, isn't it?
It is.
Listen...
I'm Michael, by the way.
Oh, I'm Melody.
- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.
So what do you...
what do you pray about?
- Today?
- Yeah.
The kids at the youth center.
Oh.
Every year, I deliver gifts
to make their spirits bright.
That's--
oh, no, you're Santa Claus!
You are!
You know, I've been wanting
to meet you
ever since I was a kid.
I've got to get your autograph?
Do you have a--
do I have a pen?
I've packed everything else.
You know, the season's
all about giving back.
Plus, giving is
my "love language".
Hmm.
I like that.
I think mine's pizza.
Funny guy.
I try.
No, seriously,
that's very admirable of you.
Thank you.
I've been blessed with a lot,
so...
I make it a habit
of blessing others.
Well, you certainly blessed me.
You know what, I'm glad we met.
Call this a happy coincidence.
I don't believe
in coincidences.
Okay... okay.
You know, after the accident,
they...
they found this ornament
in her car.
It was a gazebo, just like this.
And attached to it was a note.
It said "To Michael.
Merry Christmas."
I tell you, Traci...
If she didn't go
and buy that gazebo for me,
I swear
she'd still be here today.
Michael, you can't
think like that.
No. I do think like that.
Every single day.
It's like I can't let it go.
Look at me...
How sad is this?
Here I am,
a leader of
a grief-support group.
It's better than...
acting like everything's okay.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
Oh...
not to make matters worse,
but when I opened the box...
the ornament was broken.
Maybe I can fix it.
If you want.
Wow.
I can tell you really know
your way around a canvas, huh?
I am... impressed.
That's the...
that's the last painting
we did together.
It's what we think
Heaven looks like.
And it's immune to criticism,
because...
it's up to interpretation, right?
Right.
Wow.
This is beautiful, huh?
May I?
Yeah.
You're not so bad.
Well, well.
Greg was always the...
Anyway...
...here you go.
It still has some tiny cracks,
but I think
it's part of the charm.
You know, it shows that...
things that are broken
can be made, you know,
somewhat whole again.
It's perfect.
Thank you.
Of course.
So you never learned
how to play?
No...
Okay, one song.
- Okay.
- Just one.
- All right.
- All right.
I'll give it a shot.
That's great!
- That's right.
- That's good!
That's really good.
We make a great team.
That's true.
Um...
I...
I think I should go.
- It's getting late.
- It is getting late, yeah.
But...
...thank you...
for this.
Goodnight, Traci.
Thank you.
Yeah, goodnight.
You know, as much as I love
having a newly-minted
expert wrapper
helping me with these,
shouldn't you
be getting back to work?
The gallery is in two days.
I'm merrily procrastinating.
And un-merrily
starting to lose confidence
in myself.
If your goal is...
trying to get people
to feel something,
maybe you should draw on
what you're feeling right now.
Well, it's
a real mixed bag, Mom.
Honestly, my...
...my heart
is just so conflicted.
You have grown so much
since you joined that group.
Maybe the final piece
of this puzzle
is...
opening your heart.
And that doesn't mean that
you have to forget about Greg.
Maybe drawing on
the memories of him
will help you.
God,
I feel lost...
...and I don't know what to do.
I pray...
that I am able to help people
feel something special
for Christmas.
Amen.
All right, I've got you.
Well, being home sure beats
that hospital room any day.
The doctor
is one phone call away,
I will be with you 24/7,
and...
your only job is to rest, okay?
Dance with me.
Did you not just hear
what I told you?
Come on.
After all,
we never know
how much time we have left,
so we have to live each moment
like it's our last.
We are going to have
so many of these moments.
Decades more.
Traci, I need you
to promise me something.
Anything.
Never stop laughing,
and never stop loving.
And never stop living.
Okay?
The world waits
for a miracle
Oh, come...
Emmanuel
Traci! Come in!
Thank you!
What are you doing here?
And what are you wearing?
I know I look ridiculous,
but they said
they also need an elf.
What are you talking about?
The Christmas market
needs a Mrs. Claus,
and I told them I know someone
with years of experience.
Maybe all you need to do
is take one step.
Just try it on,
see if it fits?
Okay...
Okay!
It fits like a glove.
You are rocking that!
But I don't think
I can do this on my own.
Well, you'll have
your trusty elf
right by your side.
I'll be with you in just a sec.
Nothing's changed a bit.
Dad...
What are you doing here?
A friend of yours
left a box of Nai Nai's sweets
at my doorstep.
It's been so long
since I've tried them...
...but I'm glad I did.
You made them?
I did.
They taste just like hers.
So why'd you ask me
to meet you here?
I just wanted to celebrate
your courage
for sharing the other day.
How does it feel?
Like my soul is healing.
I know she's still with me.
You know...
open mic's about to start.
And I just so happened...
to reserve the first slot.
You wanna give it a shot?
I think I can do it.
I came to apologize.
No. Whoa.
No, no. You don't--
you don't have to do that, Dad.
It was a hard time
for all of us,
and we all grieve differently.
I was angry,
and I took it out on you.
It wasn't fair...
and I'm sorry.
If my mother taught me
anything at all,
it is that there is
nothing more important in life
than family.
You have no idea
how much it means
to hear you say that.
The first Noel
The Angels did say
Was to certain poor shepherds
in fields as they lay
In fields where they
lay keeping their sheep
On a cold winter's night
that was so deep
Noel, Noel
Noel... Noel
Born is the King of Israel!
Whoo!
Hey, Joyce.
Yeah!
I...
I think you're gonna like
what I've been working on--
and it will be done
just in time for the gallery.
I just have...
one more thing left to do.
Hey.
Hey.
Happy Anniversary.
Traci...
what are you doing here?
Well, I thought it was strange
that you weren't returning
any of my calls.
Right.
And then I remembered...
that it was December 23rd.
Yeah.
The day we first met...
...and the day we got married.
I hope I'm not intruding.
I just wanted to make sure
you were okay.
No, no, no.
Not intruding at all.
- Okay.
- Thank you.
Yeah.
You know what...
...I'm okay.
Every year,
I bring a flower up here
to remember her.
Listen, Traci,
about the other night...
No, no, no. We do not need
to talk about that.
Today is about you and Melody.
I was sitting here,
and I was thinking...
...I am so grateful
for all the years
that we spent together...
...and from now on, that's...
that's what I vow to hold on to.
It's hard.
It's really hard.
For some reason,
this year, I just--
I don't know, I just feel...
...more at peace.
Sounds like healing to me.
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
That's incredible.
That's incredible, isn't it?
I mean, we have made
a ton of progress
these past few weeks.
I have a feeling
you're talking about
more than just the tree.
Um, well,
your feeling's correct, I am.
So, what do you say
we get started?
Is Traci coming?
Actually, I don't think so.
I think she's really busy
with her art show.
- I should have canceled--
- Sorry I'm late!
- Hey!
- Hi!
- Merry Christmas!
- Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas!
I waited until
the last possible minute
to invite you to this--
but it's probably because
I waited till
the last possible minute
to finish my art.
Your gallery exhibit? Tonight?
Yes!
And I would love
for you to stop by,
if you can,
no pressure.
- But there will be cookies.
- I'm there.
- Me too!
- You had me at "cookies".
I wouldn't miss it.
I wouldn't.
We're all going.
We're there.
So, while we're all here,
why don't I open things up?
Yeah, actually...
What?
Can I open things up tonight?
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
I'd be honored.
Okay. Okay.
I'm a little rusty,
but here we go.
Dear God...
...in the last two years,
I've...
often thought that my prayers
weren't being answered...
...and now I know
that they were answered...
...just not in the way
I expected.
You led me to this group.
Thank you so much
for the gift of new friendships.
And I ask you, God,
just to bless every person...
in this group tonight...
...and continue to heal us...
...with Your peace,
love,
and joy.
Amen.
Amen!
You weren't rusty at all!
Thank you.
I learned from the best.
Best seats in the house.
Hi, everyone!
Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas!
As many of you know,
the last couple of years
have been...
really hard.
I, um...
almost gave up
on my art completely.
But that would have been taking
the easy way out.
So I decided to take
the hard road...
...and open my heart,
and the creativity followed.
That never...
would have been possible
without the love and support
of my Mom and Dad,
and my friends...
...who are all here tonight.
Each and every one of you
inspired me to seek hope...
...and love...
and joy...
...even in life's
toughest moments.
This is dedicated to them.
Now I would love to present...
..."Hearts of Healing".
Look, I'm wearing
my Mrs. Claus outfit!
- And there's little Presley!
- Adorable!
Is that
the quadruple-chocolate donut?
It is!
I want to thank you all
for joining us tonight.
The theme for this year's
Christmas Eve service
is "Holding on
while letting go".
Now, I'm sure
there's some of you here
that have lost someone
close to you...
...and I urge you to look around
and realize
that you're not alone.
By lighting these balloons,
we signify
that the ones
that we've lost in our lives
will always remain...
...in our hearts.
But before we do,
I'd like to take a moment.
I'd like all of us to...
say a prayer,
recall a memory...
hold them in your heart.
Now...
as we release these balloons
into the sky,
I'd like all of us
to celebrate them...
...as we let them go.
Are you ready?
- Yes.
- Yeah.
Whoo...
Three...
two...
one.
Silent Night
Holy night
All is calm
All is bright
Round yon virgin
Mother and child...
That was beautiful.
Holy infant so...
I have to ask you something.
Okay?
Can you teach me
to paint sometime?
Even after I ruined your shirt?
Oh, yeah, yeah.
That's right.
You did scar me there.
- I know.
- A little bit, but...
Yeah.
You know what...
...I think I'm ready
to move forward.
And we can take it slow...
...just one small step
at a time.
That's right.
Merry Christmas, Traci.
Merry Christmas, Michael.
Holy infant
so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace...
Sleep in heavenly peace