Let's Marry Harry (2026) s01e05 Episode Script

[upbeat pop song playing]
Looking down at the ocean ♪
Feeling things
That I never felt before ♪
Like I'm here for the moment ♪
Friday nights
Waiting through that open door ♪
- [Juliana] You feel good today, babe?
- [Amber] Hey, girl.
- [Juliana] Hey.
- Um, yes.
- I was a little overwhelmed yesterday.
- It was very overwhelming.
[Amber chuckling] It was so overwhelming.
And you know how it goes in here.
One day changes so much.
Yesterday, I'm so glad we got to have
that talk about the elimination.
I'm so happy and excited
that he chose me to stay.
I'm just really hoping
that Harry's confidants take
this decision in him keeping me here
and see everything up
until the next elimination.
Hopefully,
they don't put me out there again.
[Sam sighs]
What do you think we're doing today?
Um, definitely a challenge.
I don't know.
We did compatibility, communication.
Yeah. I think it's, like, based on, like,
I don't know, connection.
[Sam] Mm-hm.
Like in a spiritual,
kind of, therapy… kind of way.
- We're waiting for you.
- [Dannelle] Finally.
- What's happening?
- [Dannelle] Nothing much.
- [sighs] Good morning.
- [Dannelle] Good morning.
There ain't nothing like this ♪
There ain't nothing like this ♪
To make you feel so alive ♪
There ain't nothing like this ♪
There ain't nothing like this ♪
[song ends]
Marriage is about finding that somebody
who you can truly be vulnerable with.
So, today's test,
we're going to push you to go deeper.
[Sonny] Harry has admitted in the past
that he's used humor and charm
to avoid pain.
But to be ready for marriage,
he needs a partner
that can meet him below the surface
and someone who is not afraid to open up.
In today's test, we want to see
who's brave enough to be vulnerable.
We know this may be uncomfortable
for some of you,
but it's an important step to take
in your relationship with Harry.
Especially if you're going to get married
in a few weeks.
We will all read series of statements.
If what we read applies to you, stand up.
There are no right or wrong answers here.
It's just about being honest.
At the end of this test,
we'll select two women
who will get to go
on solo dates with Harry.
[Georgia] Here comes your first statement.
"I've been told
I was too much or not enough."
[gentle music playing]
Amber, would you like to share?
Um, I've been told I'm doing too much
by exes because I'm sassy.
- [all chuckling]
- [Mya B] That's awesome.
It's very-- always
a productive conversation.
But I put-- I lay it on thick sometimes.
I will admit.
Yeah.
Yeah, I think mine's not enough.
There's been relationships in the past
where I haven't given enough,
like, emotionally,
where I've opened up
or said how I'm feeling. I'm pretty--
So a big thing I was working on
is how to figure out
how to speak more on how I feel.
I think that's been the biggest.
Does anyone else want to share?
You can all sit down. Thank you.
Here's the next statement.
"I've tried to hold it all together
when I was falling apart."
Okay. Who wants to share first?
I think this whole situation. [laughing]
That's how I'm feeling.
Just, like, with your emotions right now?
There are so many feelings. So many…
I don't know how to explain it all
in, like, one sentence.
There's just so much going on
and so many other feelings.
[Amanda] But you feel
you're falling apart?
Maybe a little.
I just don't feel like myself, I guess.
That's… Yeah.
[Amanda] Harry, would you like to share?
There's been so many moments
where I've been the man of my family.
To kind of be the one that they lean on
when they have a problem is…
It's kind of a gift,
but, um, it's tough sometimes.
Thank you. You can sit down.
"I've fallen for someone
who didn't feel the same way."
I've definitely dated someone
that, um, I was, like, ready to commit to,
and they didn't feel the same,
so we ended up not seriously dating.
And it obviously doesn't feel good
and sucks a lot,
but I think that's
part of the human experience.
Does anyone else want to share?
[Sam] I had an ex for eight years.
I think that I was very in love with him,
and it was very clear towards the end
and just in general, looking back on it,
that he never really felt the same way,
but, you know,
rose-colored glasses for sure.
The worst.
"I feel like
I haven't truly been in love before."
[Dannelle] I feel like
I kind of want to stand up for that.
I've only had
very few serious relationships,
but looking back on those relationships,
I don't think now it was, like, true love.
Mm. What did you think it was?
Looking back now,
I think it was just comfort.
[Sonny] Okay.
I've had two relationships
where my exes both had cheated on me.
Um, and I think it's kind of like
stuck with me a little bit
'cause it's just the feeling
of, like, "Why was I never enough?"
You know,
I know that I need to learn to trust.
What I've gone through in my past
doesn't need to carry on
to my relationship.
That's not fair.
I'm good enough for somebody. I know that.
All right, so your next statement.
"I've lost someone
before I was ready to say goodbye."
- What the fuck?
- [groans] I hate this question.
My dad passed away,
um, in 2020 from COVID. Um…
[emotional music playing]
I got to say goodbye, um,
because I was in the hospital,
like, taking care of him. [sniffles]
I'm glad that I was able to be in there
and take care of him and stuff,
because, you know, during COVID,
you really weren't… [sniffles]
…allowed, um, to be with your people.
But, I mean,
even though you get to say goodbye,
it doesn't make it,
you know, any easier. [sniffles]
Um…
Obviously, it was way too soon.
[Sam] Um, I grew up
with a lot of tough love,
and there was a woman in my life
that was like a mom to me,
and she was always very soft with me.
And she unexpectedly passed away,
like, three years ago.
- That was tough.
- You didn't get to say goodbye to her?
No.
Um, I'll cry if I talk about it, but, um…
It's okay.
It's, like, the only thing
that really fucks me up still.
Um…
[clicks tongue]
[crying] Yeah, I lost my dad
when I was nine.
That was really hard for me.
He was a water photographer,
and he drowned in the ocean.
For my whole life,
I've made it my whole life, like, thing.
It's our connection.
My mom took it really hard,
so she wasn't really there either.
A lot of hard things were handed to me
the first half of my life,
and it really shaped me to who I am now.
And I feel so, still, deeply connected,
but I definitely think
it was too soon, you know?
I'm still working through it.
It's hard to show people
parts of yourself that hurt.
No matter how much time goes by,
you wish you just had
another minute and another hug.
Um…
[groans]
It's made me hold back
of inviting love into my life
'cause I don't want to lose it.
And it's something I need to work through.
Thank you all again
for being so open and honest.
I know this was really difficult,
and you all did amazing.
[Amanda] For the last part
of this challenge,
we'd like you to write down one word
that represents the deepest insecurity
you bring into a relationship.
Then you will each
throw your tiles into the pot
as a way to signify
the release of that insecurity.
Okay, when you're ready,
please start writing.
["Scars" by David O'Dowda playing]
I don't know. I'm good.
[Amanda] Okay, Amber,
we're gonna start with you.
Please stand.
And when you're ready,
you can read your word
and throw your tile into the pot.
Um, I think "loss" because, um…
[voice breaking] …um…
yeah, I was raised by a widow,
and it was really hard
for her to lose my dad.
Like, they were so in love.
I-- I was always scared that,
like, I don't want my husband to die.
You know, it just--
It's such a weird fear to have,
but it's just a fear of mine.
- I don't want to experience that again.
- Yeah.
I really don't want to.
[Amanda] "Loss."
It's so heavy.
When you're ready, you can take it
over to the pot and smash.
I'm scared.
- [Amanda] Oh yeah. That…
- [women cheering]
Thank you.
Thank you, Amber. That was so beautiful.
[Juliana] I wrote "settling."
There were other parts to my marriage.
Um, I was cheated on, and I forgave it.
And I shouldn't have.
I don't know if… [sniffles]
You know, I just thought that
maybe I just didn't deserve more.
I don't-- I don't know.
So I'm just really cautious
on… [sniffles] …who my next person is
that I do end up with. [sniffles]
Thank you.
[tile breaking]
- You broke it.
- [Emma] Okay.
I wrote "settling."
I wrote the same thing.
[Emma] Having dealt with
a bad relationship as my first,
I don't want to be married
and in 40 years wake up every day
having the same conversations
and being bored
of the person I wake up next to, so…
- [tile crashing]
- [Emma] Whoo!
[Mya B] I wrote "infidelity"
because I feel like
if you choose to have relations
with someone else other than your person,
I think you didn't truly have
a love connection with them.
And I feel like that's
the most disrespectful way to go about it.
- [tile breaking]
- [Dannelle] So I wrote "trust."
Um, I feel like I have
a really hard time trusting people.
Um, it's something I've noticed here.
I'm working on it.
Um, and a little bit
of trusting myself too.
I think I second-guess myself a lot
when I should just let go a little bit.
- [tile breaking]
- [Dannelle] Whoo!
[Sam] Um, my word is "resent."
I think that to truly not be resentful
and love your partner fully
is what I want.
And it's scary to think
that that's a possibility.
- [tile breaking]
- [Sam exclaims]
[Abby] My word is "abandonment."
I've been cheated on before in the past.
When you get cheated on,
they're not choosing you in that moment.
So I'm really scared to get in a marriage,
and then, one day, my husband wake up
and, like, not choose me.
Like, I want him to choose me
every day for the rest of our lives.
[Amanda] Okay, Harry, we're ready.
Okay, my biggest fear
would be to lose love.
One of the last conversations
I had with my dad was about
how much he loved my mom,
and just being sad that
he… you know, wanted to tell her
those were the best 20 years of his life.
And I could just feel that he--
Full of regret.
Just being heartbroken
that he, uh, let go of that.
So I'm worried,
and I've been worried about… losing love
and-- and not having it there
when you need it the most.
[tile breaking]
[Amanda] Thank you so much, you guys,
for sharing pieces of yourself
and being so vulnerable today.
But only two can go
on the solo dates with Harry.
["Trippin' On You"
by Rupert Pope & Giles Palmer playing]
[Amanda] Those two are…
Gonna say, gonna say it loud ♪
Hope my words don't hit the ground ♪
…Amber and Sam.
I wanna sing, I wanna sing it out… ♪
All right, guys,
you can all go inside and relax.
Have a glass of wine, shot of tequila!
Thank you, ladies. Great job, everybody.
[Dannelle] Thank you, guys.
[all saying goodbye]
I've been freakin' out ♪
I'm in trouble
I'm in trouble, trouble now ♪
I can't stop trippin'… ♪
Look at this.
This is sexy.
- Is it?
- Yeah.
- You're sexy.
- Sexy-- You're sexy.
Wow. Oh.
- Are you ready?
- [Amber] Uh-huh.
- Look, you can see the ocean.
- [Amber gasps]
- What? This is the best date ever.
- You see the ocean.
- Isn't this crazy?
- Yeah.
I've been broken
I've been broken, broken down ♪
I can't stop trippin' on you ♪
- Cheers.
- Cheers.
[music fades]
[Harry] Okay, tell me your favorite thing
about your life and your work.
Um, my dad was a water photographer,
and he was a photographer my whole life.
I would go to photo shoots with him,
like, hold the lighting, stuff like that.
Um, so when he passed away,
there was tons of camera gear.
- And I asked my mom, "Can I use this?"
- [Harry] Mm.
And she was like,
"Yeah, go for it. He'd want you to."
So I'd just take pictures
of, like, my cousins, my sisters.
And I love photography.
It connects me to life,
and it connects me to people.
Like, giving people pictures
of the way I see them,
taking people's pictures, that's my thing.
I love doing it.
What do you think
your dad would say about…
[Amber sighs]
…what you've taken
and how far you've taken it?
I think he would be so happy, you know?
My mom was like,
"You're his legacy. Do your thing."
- Hundred percent.
- So, yeah.
It's… it's crazy that I go and swim
in those waves and do that because…
Pretty wild.
…my mom wants me to be careful,
but she never tells me don't, you know?
- [Harry] Yeah.
- Um, so I've overcome a lot of fears.
- Okay.
- What is the perfect guy?
Um, what does he look like?
What does he sound like? Um…
Um, he's the size of a giraffe
and wears cardigans.
[inhales] And there we go…
- Lead you home ♪
- Perfect.
I've never worn a cardigan before.
- [Amber] Really?
- [Harry] Yeah.
Someone to lean on ♪
This love is free ♪
Well, I got something prepared,
and I would love to show you,
if that's okay.
[Amber] What do you mean?
Let's have a look.
[Amber] What is this? What is this?
I'm gonna cry.
[chuckling]
[Harry] Your dad was so handsome.
[Amber] He was so beautiful.
["There Was You"
by Alyssa Bonagura playing]
…about how she fell in love… ♪
- Oh, what a guy, huh?
- So cute.
Wanted all my love songs to come true ♪
The perfect melody… ♪
Look at you.
- Oh, those are my sisters. Oh my God.
- They're beautiful. Wow.
- My mama.
- There's Mama.
There was you… ♪
[Amber] Seeing the old clips and photos
of my dad makes me feel so good.
It reminds me
that my parents were so in love.
If I start a family
and start a marriage,
I would want something
exactly like the love my parents had.
I know that they changed
each other's lives,
and they came together and made life
so much more beautiful together.
And I really am drawn to Harry
because he does have that in him.
Aloha, Amber. We love you so much.
We miss you,
and we hope you're having so much fun.
You are already light and love.
Be exactly who you are.
I know you're making us proud.
- [all] Kia kaha.
- [Amber laughing]
[Harry] How do you feel about that?
Makes me cry. Why am I crying?
- [Amber laughs]
- [Harry] Oh my God.
- [Amber gasps]
- [Harry sighs]
["Never Alone" by Alyssa Bonagura playing]
[Amber] So cute.
- [laughing] Yeah.
- So, so cute.
I will be beside you ♪
Hey, Harry, darling, we love you.
Super proud of you.
Can't wait to meet your wife.
- That's your sister?
- Yeah.
Take it easy.
It's lots of eyes and scrutiny
on you at the moment, but--
- Because it's, like, the epic experience.
- [Harry breathes deeply]
But it's gonna be worth it.
Just keep it light and breezy
and have fun. Okay?
- [Harry sniffles] Aw.
- Aww.
Hi, Harry.
Thinking of you at this time as you're
having this extraordinary experience
with these beautiful women
who are lucky to be in your presence,
and one very lucky one
gets to be your wife.
Of course, you're doing it your magic way.
I'm sure you're carrying Dad's charisma
with you through this experience,
through your eyes and heart.
I can't wait to be there with you.
I love you so much.
And if you get knocked down
I hope you get back up ♪
Heart gets broken
I hope you still love ♪
It's so difficult to watch my sisters
and… videos and photos of my dad back
because he's a big reason
why I'm ready… for a family.
And it's tough.
It's really difficult 'cause, I guess,
he's always been my North Star in this.
- I love you, Harry! Yes, I do!
- Cute!
I love you so much.
[Harry crying]
How beautiful are my sisters?
- They're the best.
- [Amber] Yeah. And you've said that.
- They're so beautiful.
- Yeah.
There's two other sisters,
but me and those two… [inhales deeply]
…really, really bonded
when it was Dad's last couple months.
It was really special.
So I haven't seen them since he went.
And I've been kind of scared
about going back. [sniffles]
- Yeah. 'Cause it's triggering?
- Yeah.
["My Great Escape"
by Ashley Madison playing]
[Harry] I feel a real connection
with Amber.
She's been through
losing a dad at a young age,
and she's definitely
someone I can lean on in this.
- [Amber] You have the best energy.
- You're a dream.
I think you're way beyond more
than what I ever thought you would be.
- Look at you.
- [Amber] No, I really think that.
- Really?
- Yeah.
That's the nicest thing
anyone's ever said to me.
And there, standing in our head ♪
You reach out and touch my face ♪
My great escape ♪
Pulls me back away ♪
[Harry] Okay.
[exhales] Good morning.
Woke up in a really good mood.
Woke up feeling optimistic.
I had such a good night
with Amber last night.
That was probably…
That was probably the most perfect date
I've been on with anyone.
She is really impressing me now.
Kind of caught me off guard.
[sniffles] So sweet,
except I shouldn't have cried so much.
I think I just get emotional
with family stuff,
especially knowing
what she'd been through.
But today, waking up,
uh, it's kind of getting down…
less than ten girls in the house.
So in the next few days,
I really need to take this serious.
I need these girls to take it serious.
And, uh, I'm excited
for the date with Sam today
because, you know, she's just fun
and giggly and sweet and quiet.
And it's just nice
to get her out of her shell,
but most importantly, out of the house.
So I hope we make the most of it.
Hell yeah, brother.
Hold my hand.
[both laughing]
Oh my God,
he looks so fucking good in that outfit.
[Abby] Dude, I fucking love him
in denim-on-denim.
I know.
[Abby] I'm about to crème de la meow meow.
Squirt.
- [upbeat music playing]
- [engine revs]
[Harry] Wow, this is so pretty.
- Know how to feed a horse?
- [Sam] No. There's a way to?
- You gotta keep your hand flat.
- Okay.
- [Harry] Or they bite your finger off.
- What?!
- No.
- He's screaming for it. Ah! [laughs]
- Okay, go. Like that. Oh!
- [Sam laughing]
- What? Oh!
- [both laughing]
Like that.
- [Sam screams]
- It took the whole thing.
[Sam] You remember what I said
my favorite position was?
- Cowgirl?
- [Sam laughing]
Yeah, Sam's a freaky girl.
I just want that girl straight up ♪
- No chaser ♪
- [Harry neighs]
[Sam] Am I gonna be sore tomorrow?
[Harry] In the thighs?
Are you squeezing a lot?
[Sam] I don't think so.
- [Harry] Doing Kegels?
- [Sam] Always.
- [laughs]
- [Harry] Always? Oh my God.
One look, and I'm gone ♪
- Turn it up, they playing my song ♪
- [horse neighing]
Better luck is feeling me on
Just like a lighter ♪
'Cause you shining
Just so much brighter ♪
- [both laughing]
- [song ends]
In the test yesterday,
pretty vulnerable, opened up.
And I know
you were talking a little bit about
your upbringing and being self-made,
but also struggles you went through.
I don't know if you want
to go into detail, but I'm kinda curious.
Yeah. Um…
I mean, just growing up,
I feel like I had a lot of tough love,
and I think that it taught me resilience.
I don't normally share
those things right away
'cause I hate to feel like a victim
in any sort of way.
Is that because you had to be strong
for your family growing up or--?
- Absolutely.
- Or just strong for yourself?
Both, but definitely my family.
I feel like I was everyone's therapist
from a young age, you know?
I was never close with my dad,
and he struggled with mental health.
So it was hard sometimes, you know?
I think it just, like,
made me have to be tough.
And I think that was just like
a way of life for me for a long time.
And then I realized, I was like,
"Okay, I need to fix this
before I have kids
'cause I don't want to pass
anything on to them."
Like, I'm stopping these generational,
you know, whatever, now.
You said yesterday you lost someone
you didn't get to say goodbye to.
- Yeah.
- And I've had that happen a lot.
- If you wanna talk about it, I wanna know.
- Yeah. She was my ex's mom.
And, you know,
I think me and my mom, early on in life,
had a kind of a rocky relationship
for different reasons.
And, um, she was
just a point of comfort for me.
I think I grew up
with a lot of tough love, like I said,
and she gentle-parented me and would
hold me when I cried kinda thing.
Yeah.
And she was just, like,
really a mom to me, so…
[Harry] How did you move through that?
It was a really hard year.
I'm not gonna lie.
It was hard to navigate,
but I found comfort in knowing that
there's people out there in the world.
- Well, cheers to her. What's her name?
- Cheers to her. Maria.
- We love Maria. Cheers to you.
- Yeah.
Wait, your turn.
Tell me about your dad a little bit.
Okay. His real name was Clifford.
- Clifford.
- And he hated it.
- Aw.
- He changed it to Paul.
- [Sam] Uh-huh.
- [inhales] He was really good at painting.
- Ooh. I like painting too.
- Yeah. Very creative guy.
- Okay.
- Very, like, um, cool.
Loved his kids, overly generous.
He was the funniest guy on the planet.
Like, he was so awesome.
He would always tell me,
"Stay with the happy people."
He, literally, taught me
how to be charismatic, how to be funny.
And, um, the last few months
of his… him being here,
I was just so grateful
that… we knew, you know?
We know that this is the day
he's going to go and…
[breathes deeply]
Yeah, he was awesome.
- I love that.
- [sniffles] Yeah.
- That's my guy--
- He'd be so proud of you, truly.
You're an amazing human being. I can tell.
Try my best. It's hard out here
in these streets. You know?
- No, I think--
- [both laughing]
No. I know you laugh through it,
but I can tell you're really misunderstood
in everything that you do.
And that's probably
a hard point for you, you know?
- Yeah.
- And I resonate with that.
How do you see me as a husband?
I think you're gonna be a great dad.
I think you've lived a lot,
and I think that's so important.
I also see you as a career partner,
which I really love.
I own an indoor soccer arena,
and it means the absolute world to me.
I want to, like,
build something with someone.
And it seems like we have
a lot of the same interests,
and, like, you know, habits
and loves for things, you know.
Literally, I get so inspired by you.
The fact that you have
an arena is incredible
because I have a sports team.
Like, just your career mind,
what you think of for your future…
And I think that you carry
all the most incredible qualities.
So… I'm excited.
["Stupid Dream" by Malory playing]
Somebody once told me ♪
I could be something ♪
I think I'm in very strong, like,
with him right now. We're getting there.
It just felt right
to open up after the challenge.
And I didn't expect it
to bring us so much closer because I--
Normally, I hate that stuff.
I hate giving a sob story.
But I think that's what we really needed
to actually get closer
and form, like, a real connection.
["Stella" (feat. Dina Rae)
by Lauren Evans playing]
You can call me Stella
You looking like a nice fella ♪
Hey, I wanna rock your body tonight ♪
Getting close, getting wetter
We might get into whatever gonna go down ♪
- Yep, love the door opening.
- [Mya B exclaims] Hi, cuties!
Who is it?
- [Sam and Harry] Hi!
- [Emma] Yay!
- Oh…
- [scattered applause]
- Hi!
- [Mya B] How was it?
- It was so fun!
- Where is everyone?
- It was great.
- No, it was really good.
I'm gonna go upstairs.
[Emma] Harry, you smell great.
- I smell like a horse. I'll be back.
- [Emma] That's okay.
- Hi, honey.
- [Sam] Hi!
- I feel like I'm stinky.
- [Juliana] No, you're totally fine.
- [Sam] I wish there was…
- Was it hot?
It was so hot.
- Yeah.
- [Sam] It was so fun, though.
[Harry sighs]
Who has kissed Harry the least?
Me.
- [Abby] Yeah.
- How many times have you?
[Abby] Mm…
One, two…
I'm, in my head, trying every day
to not compare my connection with him
with him and other women.
It's hard, obviously,
because they're happening
in front of me every day.
- Do you want to chat somewhere?
- Yeah, wherever you want to go.
- [Emma] I don't care.
- [Harry] Brussels sprout.
I knew I was gonna miss you.
- [Mya B] Just fucking leave.
- [Emma] I'm goin', bitch.
- Let's go outside.
- Can you--? Okay.
I don't know. I'm, literally, thinking
all the possible things
that could go wrong.
And I've convinced myself that they have,
and that he wishes I was dead, so…
I feel like I'm waiting.
I feel like I keep waiting.
And I'm waiting,
and I'm waiting, and I'm waiting.
And it's like…
[pensive music playing]
Can you do something?
- [Mya B] Mm-hm.
- Can you end a chat?
Can you, you know, pull me?
- [Abby] Make me a priority for once.
- Make me a priority.
For once, no, literally, like…
I need to go get a refill, quick.
I'm gonna see how it goes,
if he even lets me fucking talk to him.
He saved you. You're on the way.
- Okay, but--
- He wants you on the way.
[Juliana] This is where I get in my head.
Don't put our fucking relationship on hold
because you, maybe, are trying to get
to that point with other people.
Because that's not fair to me.
Because I'm not trying to be here,
and other people are here,
and you're trying to give them time
to get them here.
Like, you have to continue
to progress with me.
- Or I'm like, "That's not fair."
- [Abby] "This is what you get."
It's not fair that me and him--
we have the connection
and all of that from the fucking get-go.
[Abby] Mm-hm.
- That's not fair.
- Yeah, yeah.
[Emma] I've been saying
this entire time that
I was not gonna… date
another person that was my opposite,
'cause everyone tells me,
"Oh, Emma, you need someone that's, like--
that balances you out."
It's never worked like that.
- I've always wanted someone optimistic--
- Someone ugly and not funny.
Yeah, I just want someone that I know
for sure I'll have a fugly kid with.
And, like, obviously, if I go for another
hot person, it's not gonna work out well.
- Yeah, so you need an ugly guy.
- [Emma] Yeah.
- And a shit one.
- Yeah.
- I hope that I'm not up there tomorrow.
- Me neither.
[soulful music playing]
But I won't be.
- Then, we're good.
- Then, I'll be fine.
Yeah.
You gave me something to lose now ♪
When I'm loving you
I'm losing something ♪
You gave me something to lose now ♪
When I'm loving you
I'm losing something ♪
Okay, dude.
I understand people pull you,
you've got X amount of time,
but, honestly,
I know this process is difficult for you.
It's difficult for me too,
but I think to a certain extent,
I'm doing-- I'm showing up for you.
I'm doing what I can for you
in those moments.
- [inhales deeply]
- [pensive music playing]
Juliana's feelings are valid, okay?
But I'm not here for anybody's feelings
other than my own.
Like, it has to be tunnel vision.
I'm interrupting
when it's extremely uncomfortable.
I've seen you do X, Y, and Z.
I need you to show up for me.
You truly need to tell him how you feel.
[Juliana] After I was
on the chopping block last elimination
and Harry saved me,
he literally said
he doesn't want to love-bomb me.
So I'm like,
"Okay, well… you kept me. You chose me."
I'm gonna get in trouble.
Now I'm sitting here and I'm waiting,
but, like, talk to me about it.
Hopefully I make you feel safe in that,
and you can trust that I feel the same way
towards you, and we can progress.
But, like, you can't do that.
Okay? Because we don't have time
for you to do that.
Okay.
- [music fades]
- Obviously, I have a connection with you.
I felt it as soon as we talked
the first time,
but I don't know
what's going on in your head.
[Harry] I told you, I really like you.
- This is about marriage, okay?
- Uh-huh.
- Husband and wife, okay?
- Uh-huh.
You have to fucking tell me
how you're feeling.
Lead by example. I'm not doing it.
- If I do it, will you do it?
- No, I can't do it.
I'm not doing anything.
Then how--? Should--?
Do you want me to leave?
Do you want me to get out
of this entire process?
- No.
- Like, babe, you have to do it.
I'm not saying it.
- Because you don't mean it?
- It's-- It's-- I can't do it right now.
What does that mean?
There's still so many people here.
That's crazy.
You-- Have you never felt that
for somebody in that short a time?
[pensive music playing]
[exhales heavily] Juliana…
We're going in circles.
I don't want to tell her how I feel.
I can't.
I can't do this.
Okay.
She wants to say, "I love you."
I can feel it brewing up.
I don't want to say it.
She wants to say it.
Babe, I can't fucking do this with you
if you're not gonna be honest
with me and yourself.
I don't think we love each other.
I think it's so nice and fun and playful.
I just think it's the idea of each other…
Honestly, I can't believe
you're not saying it to me.
I'm not saying it
because you're not saying it.
- If I say it--
- No.
No. Don't, don't. I'm freaking out.
I'm gonna freak out.
[breathes deeply]
[music fades]
- [whispering] I love you.
- [Harry inhales sharply]
That is a statement.
[laughing] That is crazy. [inhales]
No! No, no, no.
Nah, you shouldn't have done that.
That's crazy.
- Okay. I'm gonna go.
- No, no. No.
Really? No, you can't say that.
- Could you see me as your wife?
- Yeah. Mm-hm.
- I didn't even finish the question.
- [Harry] I don't even care.
I know what it is.
- Why?
- Yes.
Why? How could you? How? Why?
- 'Cause I love you. [gasps]
- [dramatic music plays]
[groans]
I shouldn't have said that,
because I just, like…
[inhales deeply] I'm not there.
Surprise!
[laughs] I love everything about you.
[laughing]
You can't take that back.
[Harry laughing uncomfortably]
[Abby] You know, I feel really bad.
[sighs heavily]
- [exhales]
- [Juliana] Mwah! Love you, Ab.
- I love you!
- [Juliana] Love you, baby.
This is not the end of me ♪
- [Emma] Here comes the bride ♪
- [Juliana laughs]
Harry loves me.
Like, I know he does at this point.
[Abby squeals]
Yay! Finally!
[Harry] Yay.
To go from friend to foe ♪
You can't be trusted… ♪
I need him to say it again, though,
because that was crazy
because it took me, like,
40 fucking minutes to get it out of him.
And I get it. It's a lot.
[dramatic music continues]
It can't be like that every time.
You've gotta show up for me.
You've gotta tell me how you feel.
How can I love you, and then being in bed
with another girl 30 seconds later?
Like, that's not love.
I was trying to tell Juliana
that like, "Hey…"
"Yes, I feel strongly for you, but I also
feel strongly for everyone else here."
See you soon.
[kiss]
I fucked myself.
Yep. [sighs]
[dramatic music continues]
[music fades]
He kept trying
to get me to tell him how I felt.
I kept telling him, "I really like you.
I have a connection for you."
And he kept trying to pull me.
And I'm like, "I feel like you're trying
to get me to say something that you feel."
- [Emma] Mm.
- [Mya B] Mm-hm.
- "But you want me to say it first."
- [Emma and Mya B] Mm.
[Juliana] And I told him, I said,
"I need you to understand
how serious this is."
"And you know how serious this is."
"So if you're going to be
my husband potentially,
you need to be vulnerable,
and you need to say things
that maybe the other person
won't reciprocate at that moment."
He was like, "You know how
I feel about you." I was like, "I don't."
He goes, "You do." I was like, "I don't."
He goes, "I don't have to say it."
And I was like, "No, actually,
you need to say it because I don't know."
And, um, he was just like, "You know,
I just am trying
not to get ahead of myself."
Then a couple of minutes later,
he finally was like, um, "I love you."
I was like…
Before I could get it out, I was like,
"Could you see me as your wife?"
And he said yes.
[Abby] I think you got a ton
from that conversation.
Like, even the fact that he told you
that he can see you as his wife
is a lot.
But… I do feel like
I am in a good place with him.
[Juliana] Mm-hm.
After y'all's conversation,
maybe not so much… that I thought.
No, he said he feels
a connection with everyone here.
- That's why he's struggling with--
- Yeah, a connection, but not the L word.
I will say… don't second-guess
the fact that that hasn't been
even joked about with you because
at the end of the day,
he will say how he feels when he feels it.
- Yeah.
- It doesn't mean anything.
- Easier said than done.
- Yeah. This is a crazy, stupid process.
- [Emma] It is. It's crazy, so stupid.
- Yeah. It is.
- It's a crazy, stupid process.
- [Abby] Crazy, stupid process.
If what Juliana said is true,
that Harry feels the love word
or… definitely sees her
as his wife, then, like…
Call the shot, dude. You know.
Then you know. Like, why are we all here?
Under a waterfall… ♪
How many people do you think
are gonna go home tonight?
- Three.
- Oh, you think three?
Better not be me.
- How'd you sleep?
- Good.
- How'd you sleep?
- Yeah--
- Did you think about me all night?
- All day.
- No, all night.
- Oh, all night.
Silly. [laughing]
- Yeah, I did. Had a good dream about you.
- [Dannelle] Mm.
- Last night, dude…
- Yeah.
I had a dream
that I, literally, talked to Harry,
and I told him that I feel disconnected.
And he literally told me, in my dream,
I have nothing to worry about,
he's saving me.
Dude, literally,
that's your intuition talking.
You know that when you're with me
The feeling… ♪
- [Abby] What a sad moment, man.
- What's going on?
- [Abby] We're bouncing back.
- [Harry] You feel good?
- [Abby] Yeah, I feel good right now.
- But if you're sad, just talk to me.
[Abby] I know. I needed you last night.
- I needed you.
- [Abby] I needed my person.
This process is
so hard to navigate sometimes.
Yeah, it's just tough.
It's tough. I had a little moment.
Are you worried about going?
Going home?
Well, I wasn't until last night.
I've always felt
that our connection was, like, strong.
[Harry] Mm-hm.
[Abby] And I've always held on to that,
but last night
it was a little more difficult
to, like… hold onto,
when you hear
other people's conversations with you
and, like,
where other people's at with you.
It makes me feel like I'm behind
and we don't have as strong a connection.
Wait, in what way? What conversation?
I don't know, like the conversation
you had with Juliana,
talking about the L word
and that you see her as a wife.
And I'm like, "Well, we're not there."
[pensive music playing]
Like, we haven't had those conversations.
Some… relationships are serious,
some are fun,
some are fun and serious.
I feel like we're in the middle.
It's just difficult to be serious when
everyone's around here and being silly.
So I wouldn't, like, overthink anything.
Just do what feels good for you.
[Abby] Mm-hm.
[Harry inhales]
[groans]
I just feel a bit worried
that little Abby is upset about this.
I don't like that.
[pensive music playing]
I really enjoy
her golden energy and her sparkle,
and I'd hate
for another girl to take that away.
Honestly, I don't think a good version
of myself comes out around Juliana,
and I don't think
there's a good version of her
that comes out when she's around me.
Even though we said that stuff last night,
I don't feel it,
and I feel bad,
and I wish I could take it back.
I just don't want to be toxic anymore.
[grunts]
[upbeat music playing]
- We're gonna go check out the horses.
- Wow.
- [Georgia] Wow, these are so pretty.
- [Amanda] They really are--
- [Harry] Sorry, Rubie.
- [Georgia] Look at that dark one.
- It's so nice.
- [Sonny] I reckon…
[Harry sighs]
All right, Harry. How are you feeling?
Give us a general overall week.
- What are you feeling?
- Yeah.
No, I think it's a good week.
Things have been going well,
making some good progress
with some of the girls.
Yay. I love that.
How were your dates with Amber and Sam?
- Date with Amber was perfect.
- [Amanda gasps]
- [Harry] It was so good. Like, I…
- Yay.
- Did you cry?
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
- So many times.
We had a really, really, really nice time,
and… she kind of surprised me
a little bit.
I mean, even before
she got deep the other day,
I feel like she really knows who she is,
and I like that.
- Yeah.
- I think she stands for a lot.
[Georgia] How about Sam?
- You had a great day with Sam?
- [Harry] Great day with Sam.
It was really nice. She came prepared.
She had questions she really wanted
to know about my upbringing and my life,
and I really appreciated that,
so it was really nice.
We had a real good connection,
and I feel something's growing there.
- Okay. Who else?
- [Georgia] That's nice.
- [Harry] Dannelle.
- Dannelle.
[Harry] Dannelle's like…
You know I've been pretty hot on her
since the start.
Like, she's mature, she's put together.
Um, she does really stay out of the drama
but will also tell me
how she feels about certain things.
We do get along really well,
and we can talk about anything.
I feel like I can trust her with anything.
I like her for you.
Yeah.
Okay, so then last night you see Juliana,
and I feel like
you just went right back to your old self.
[Harry] Okay, so, obviously, last week
I was like, the love-bomb-y stuff,
I gotta course correct and pull that back.
And I was very vocal with her about it,
trying to do the right thing.
We went upstairs, had a chat,
and… essentially, she was just fishing
for me to say, like, "I love you."
She kept fishing for it.
- Did you say it?
- Of course.
[Sonny laughing]
Um, but here's the thing.
We were sitting there, and I was like,
"Look, we don't-- It's not fair."
"It's early on to try
and get to that point," whatever else.
So she came close,
and she goes, "I love you."
And I go, "Wow, that was a statement."
Which-- Then I felt pretty bad.
Because that's the worst thing
to respond to that with.
I was like,
"Wow, that's a statement. Thank you."
And I'm like, "Oh wow, should probably--
Shouldn't do that."
Um, and she, essentially, like,
wasn't gonna leave until I said it back.
Like, was not gonna leave.
And so then I was like,
"What do I love about her?"
And I was like,
"Oh, I was about to say, I love your--"
- "I love the attention you give me."
- No, I was gonna say, "I love your--"
And then I went, "Oh," like that.
And then she was like… [gasps]
So I'm a little bit conflicted because
I was trying to do the right thing.
You guys may have made the right decision.
I may as well have fallen back on it.
- [Amanda] It's okay.
- I tried to do the right thing.
I think it was
a naughty, cheeky version of myself
that's just like, "Let's wrap this up."
And then as soon as it was said,
she's out downstairs to the girls.
I feel like this sounds like you've made
her feel like it's reciprocated.
- I'm a little worried about it.
- [Amanda] You gotta say something.
This is part of this journey,
stepping up and saying what you need to.
There's no shame in saying…
- They talking?
- "Things were heated."
- I don't--
- "Things got carried away."
"I don't think I'm there for you yet,
but I have feelings for you."
- That's not bad to say. It's honesty.
- We need to differentiate the feelings.
Your feelings for Juliana
are not the same as Dannelle, Amber…
That's the thing.
I like that it feels natural,
and it's fun, whatever else.
- I don't like that I know I'll hurt her.
- Okay.
So, what about Mya B?
How is things going there?
I don't know.
It does feel nice and, like, good,
but you guys saw it in that challenge.
She was the only one
that didn't have any--
Wasn't empathetic,
didn't hug or touch the girls.
- Never cried. Everyone cried.
- [Georgia] No. Yeah.
[Harry] You want someone
that, when the going gets tough,
you know how to talk to 'em.
- She's not your wife. That's okay.
- [Harry] No.
Yeah. She's someone's wife, but not yours.
- Not yours either.
- Not mine.
Okay. And what about Emma?
- You've not had one-on-one time with Emma.
- Emma's the sleeper.
[Harry] Emma's good.
No, she's good.
I-- Every time we talk, it's really nice.
She's worried. I can tell
she's anxious about today.
We like Emma.
I think she's great.
I think she's a slow burn.
I think that there could be a point
that something might spark. It might not.
Yeah.
Um, this is the last elimination
that we decide who goes home.
After this, we hand it over to you.
Jesus Christ.
So now you'll have to own those decisions.
It must be a bit more tough.
Yeah, it will be. But I'll do it.
Do you feel ready to walk this alone?
Yeah. I think I've made
the necessary mistakes
to be able to make the right decisions now
and know what's good for me
and what's gonna bring
a bad side out of me.
["The Dark Side of Love"
by Red Means Run playing]
'Cause you're the dark side of love… ♪
I'm pretty nervous because I was
on the chopping block a few days ago.
But I'm trying to trust
Harry and I's conversation from last night
in terms of how he feels.
And I think he does truly love me.
I can just fucking tell
when he looks at me.
[Mya B] I'm definitely the most nervous
going into this elimination
than any other one previously.
I honestly truly think
he would, like, love me.
I want to stay here,
and I want to continue this relationship.
'Cause you're the dark side of love ♪
'Cause you're the dark side of love ♪
'Cause you're the dark side of love ♪
- [song ends]
- [Harry] Hello, ladies.
You all look so amazing,
and I appreciate you all being here still.
I know this has been
a very vulnerable and tough week.
You know, I feel like we made
some really big strides.
You gave me the opportunity
to open up and be vulnerable to you
as you did with me.
And I really appreciate that.
A part of this process
was for me to find a wife.
But the biggest thing is I've been
finding myself in this whole thing.
So I just want to say, no matter what,
I really appreciate you all because
you've helped me become a better man.
Obviously, this decision isn't my own.
My friends, Georgia, Sonny, and Amanda,
have made this decision for me.
No matter what they pick,
I just want to say I appreciate you all.
It's been an incredible few days.
We see so many strong connections,
and we do feel confident that Harry
is on the path to finding his wife.
The three of us have come to a consensus
and have decided that two of you
will not be marrying Harry.
[suspenseful music playing]
Harry, when you're ready,
you can open the first box.
[music fades]
[exhales]
[Harry breathing heavily]
[Harry] No, fuck this.
[dramatic music playing]
Juliana, let's go talk.
Come on.
[Juliana] The fuck?
This was not on my bingo card.
Just got a bit juicy.
You're playing with fire ♪
[Harry] Um…
Look.
Last night, we went through a lot.
We said a very big word and…
It's not fair on you.
- I thought that that was what I felt.
- [Juliana] Mm-hm.
And today,
I was thinking, and I felt so bad.
I woke up and I'm like,
"You do not deserve that at all,
that feeling."
And I've said it in the past
when I didn't feel like I meant it.
Okay.
This is the old version of myself
where, in the past,
I've taken a really beautiful,
amazing girl like you,
and I've made you feel so special
and feel like the world,
and then taken it all away.
I don't wanna do that.
You don't deserve that.
You don't deserve to feel heartbroken.
It's been weighing on my mind all day.
[Juliana] You didn't have to say it.
I said it because I mean that.
But I don't know if I'll get there.
That's the problem.
I don't think I'm in love with you,
and I'm really sorry.
I don't think it's fair on you at all,
and I don't know what they picked.
- [crying] Okay.
- But I just have-- Like, I just…
[Juliana sniffles]
Look, I'm sorry. Come here. I just--
[somber music playing]
I'm just trying
to keep it together right now.
- Um, if you want me to go, I will go.
- I don't wanna…
- It's…
- I'm-- Hey.
- [Harry] I'm just trying to do--
- Hey.
I know-- I knew coming into this,
maybe I was gonna feel something for you
that you wouldn't be able to get there.
But as of right now, you don't know.
[Harry] I don't think…
Okay, then if you don't think
you'll get there, then I can go.
You're saying you don't know,
but you're not saying no,
and I don't know
what you want me to do with that.
[Harry] This is my problem.
I just keep-- I always--
I'm… I'm not good at…
I'm trying-- This is-- I'm trying my best
to just do the right thing.
- I really want to do the right thing here.
- [Juliana] Okay.
[Harry] You don't deserve to be hurt,
but I've seen this happen
in other relationships
where I haven't cared.
[Juliana] Mm-hm.
I care about you,
and I want to do the right thing here.
Wherever this ends up,
I just know for a fact,
in my heart, it's gonna end at some point.
You want the ring back, if you don't think
you're going to get there?
[Harry] I'm sorry.
[Juliana breathing emotionally]
I'm sorry.
- Okay.
- ["To Deserve You" by Lydia Kaye playing]
Okay.
…the words
That I can't think right now ♪
- [Harry] I'm sorry.
- [Juliana sniffles]
I'm trying to hide… ♪
Bro.
- Oh my God, she's leaving.
- Oh my God, she's leaving.
- She's going.
- She's leaving.
These voices inside of me
Getting so loud ♪
- [Emma] Oh my God.
- Struggling mentally again ♪
How do I get out? ♪
Ooh ♪
As much as I feel it igniting my veins ♪
I won't let them tell me
To throw it away… ♪
[Juliana crying]
I don't know
if I can do this right now. [sobbing]
Why would you let somebody go
that you have a special connection with
and that you like a lot?
[sobbing]
I don't know. [sniffles]
But, honestly, it doesn't matter anymore.
[sniffles]
It doesn't matter. I'm done. I'm leaving.
And, yeah, I don't have
anything else to say. [sniffles]
So last night,
we had a really good conversation,
but I said some things I didn't mean.
And I felt myself becoming
an old version of who I was,
where I would say shit
because I think
that that's what the girl wants to hear,
but I don't feel it.
I don't feel it in my gut.
And I just told her
I don't think that she's my person.
And I wanted to make the right decision
before I open any of this,
because I just…
I'm trying to do the right thing here,
and it's really difficult.
So that's what happened there.
["Dusk Till Dawn"
by Nick Johnson & Nino Morro playing]
[Amanda] I am very proud of Harry
for taking Juliana aside.
It was the best thing
he could have done for Juliana.
She did not need to be led on anymore.
I do love these little steps of growth
that I'm seeing as his friend.
And I hope that when Harry has the reins,
that he can make the right decisions.
Okay, Harry, you can open the first box.
[singer vocalizing ethereally]
Juliana.
Through the dark days we walk ♪
Dusk till dawn ♪
Dusk till dawn ♪
Mya.
[Georgia] For the last few days, Mya,
she's not really been herself
in this experience.
It's kind of seemed like she doesn't
really want to be here anymore.
And I understand
the environment is super tough.
And I think it's taking a huge toll on her
to the point where she can't be herself
and connect with Harry
in the way that others are.
Mya, we're sorry.
Please come up here and return your ring.
Through the dark days… ♪
Thank you, guys. This was so fun.
- The best experience.
- Thank you, Mya, for being here.
You are such a beautiful soul.
- Thank you.
- [Amanda and Harry] Thank you.
[Mya B] Definitely my first rejection
by a man.
And I consider that kind of a rejection.
But… I have so much to offer.
Maybe he just wasn't that interested,
I guess, but…
I did everything I could.
I feel… like I tried my best with staying…
true to who I am.
[exhales] Well,
we're down to the final five.
Before we go back up
and enjoy the evening,
I have one more thing to tell you.
As I've said from the start,
without these three people right here,
I would've certainly
messed this whole thing up.
And while I've definitely made mistakes,
I could not have gotten this far
without them.
But as I get closer to finding my wife,
I need to take responsibility
for all my actions…
including deciding who is not my wife.
So while these three
will still be a part of this journey,
today is the last day
that they will decide who goes home.
From here on out,
it will be my decision.
All right, thank you, guys, so much.
Really appreciate you.
I know it's a hard day.
But if you'd like to head on back
to the house, I'll see you guys soon.
Bye, ladies.
- Bye, ladies.
- Bye.
[intriguing music playing]
Watching him entertain that relationship
with Juliana made me stressed.
And I knew their energy wasn't correct.
But he was throwing around crazy words.
So I'm glad that
he did the right thing today.
I do not want him to waste my time.
And I just wanted to make sure
he was staying true to himself.
And that's really
the only thing that matters to me,
is that he's making progress,
and he's having awareness of his actions.
Trust is huge for me.
Okay, how are you feeling? What's up?
Good. I feel good. I feel better.
I wasn't feeling good today.
From me?
- Yeah, of course.
- What?
[Amber sighs]
I just felt like you saved her
on the last elimination, right?
And then kept playing
into the same pattern all week with her.
And long story short…
I want you to say what you mean
and mean what you say.
- I wanna be with a guy who's like that.
- And today didn't prove that?
And that's all I'm trying to say.
- Today didn't prove that?
- No, it did.
So that's why I'm saying,
if it didn't go that way,
I just don't know
if that made me feel good.
[Harry] Good point. Yeah.
But I feel like we're fine.
- Obviously.
- We're perfect.
- I know. We are. We're good.
- We're so good together.
[sultry music playing]
- [Amber] What are you doing?
- I'm hiding.
What do you mean?
Wait, what are you doing?
Where the--? What the fuck is this?
Is this a closet?
Oh, you wanna take a bath?
[Harry] There's no cameras.
- [Harry breathing heavily]
- [kiss]
[water running]
[Sam sighs]
[water running]
[Harry and Amber kiss]
[heavy breathing]
[music turns dramatic]
[Amber] Get naked.
[Harry] Yeah.
[Amber] You gotta drive the car
before you buy it.
[Harry and Amber laughing]
Am I really hearing this right now?
Is this really what's happening?
Is that what we're doing?
Okay. [laughs uncomfortably]
- Guys.
- [Dannelle and Emma] What?
[Sam] Am I tripping, or are they
in the shower together right now?
[dramatic music continues]
[Sam] I might be tripping.
I might be tripping. [laughing]
- No. Come on.
- [Sam] Tell me I'm wrong.
[Dannelle] What do we do if they are?
I didn't think
about this scenario quite yet.
[Dannelle] I wasn't mentally prepared
for this.
Yeah.
- [Harry and Amber kissing]
- [water running]
[Harry] Oh yeah.
[women gasping]
[water running]
[Harry] Oh God.
Oh my God.
They're having sex in the shower.
Is this real?
[whispering] What do we do?
If the worst thing that I'm thinking
is even possibly true,
I immediately feel stupid.
Do we say, "Knock, knock,"
or do we just go downstairs? I don't know.
What the fuck are we supposed to do?
All of a sudden, this exciting night
where there are only five of us left,
we're getting closer
to potentially marrying Harry,
I'm like, "What's even this for?
Why am I here?"
Um…
- So this sucks.
- [Sam and Emma] Yeah.
Runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin' wild ♪
Approaching the edge
Now it's time to fly ♪
Picking up speed, head in to the sky ♪
Down to the wire, it's do or die ♪
We're born to fly ♪
Into the fire ♪
Isn't it grand? ♪
It's pretty astounding ♪
It's weighing on me so bad ♪
Now I'm bracing for the blowback, yeah ♪
Runnin', runnin', runnin'
Runnin' wild ♪
Down to the wire, it's do or die ♪
We're born to fly ♪
Into the fire ♪