Tell Me Lies (2022) s03e06 Episode Script
I Don't Cry When I'm Sad Anymore
1
I just got invited to a group called
"Chris Is a Rapist."
It says that he assaulted Caitie and Lucy.
Did you know about this?
Why are you doing this?
I don't need to force anybody.
Pippa and I hooked up once,
and we're cool.
You think nobody knows
what you did to Pippa?
Do you think Lucy's okay?
Yeah, I think she just wants people
to stop talking about it.
I didn't mean for this story
to become about me.
I was I was just trying to help Pippa.
Don't say anything else to anyone.
I told Stephen.
- [WHISPERING] You what?
- He made me admit it
- [STEPHEN] Go.
- On tape.
I lied about being raped.
When I'm rough with you
You're nothing.
I thought we were just fucking around
and it didn't come from, like,
a place of, like, trauma.
You're not damaging me.
I don't want you to suddenly be different.
[STEPHEN] [OVER
COMPUTER] It's because you are
so completely forgettable.
You're just a pointless fucking cunt!
[BREE] Do you actually like this, or
did he just convince you that you do?
Because I bet you fucking hate it.
I can tell you're trying to hurt me, Bree,
but you're not going to succeed
because I've already felt
all the things that you're feeling.
[AMANDA] Bree, hey.
I think what you're doing is really wrong.
You're sleeping with someone
else's husband. It's gross.
Okay, I'll help you out.
Do this one
like you want to kill yourself.
- [GASPS]
- Please be serious.
- I can't
- This is
- We're talking about suicide here.
- [CHUCKLES]
I'm going to New Jersey to see my mom.
You know, I don't have
any summer plans yet.
Trev and I are house-sitting
for his parents at the shore.
You could come if you wanted.
Hey, do you wanna come get food with us?
I ate already, actually. With Evan.
We're kind of back together. It's good.
[STEPHEN] Are you pregnant?
That you already scheduled an abortion?
It's gonna be the highlight of my
year. I am so excited
to abort your baby.
He's just not someone who lets things
go. I'm actually I'm scared of him.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
[BIRDS TWEETING]
[ALARM CLOCK BEEPS, STOPS]
[INHALES DEEPLY]
Hi.
[YAWNS]
- Happy Valentine's Day.
- Happy Valentine's Day.
What time's the thing?
[PIPPA] It's at, uh, 12.
But I'm gonna get ready
with the girls first,
so I'll meet you there if that's cool.
- Yeah, that sounds cool.
- Great.
Are you going now?
Yeah, I just have
some shit to do first, so
Okay.
Uh, I'll see you there.
Okay.
Hey.
I love you.
You're a good valentine.
Aw, so are you.
["THE GOOD TIMES ARE KILLING ME"
BY MODEST MOUSE PLAYING]
[DOOR CLOSES]
Shrugged off, shortsighted,
false excitement ♪
And, oh, what can I say? ♪
[SIGHS]
Have one, have 20 more "one mores" ♪
And, oh, it does not relent ♪
The good times are killing me ♪
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
Kick butt, buzz cut, dickheads ♪
- Hi.
- Hi.
[DOOR CLOSES]
- Good times are killing me ♪
- Hi.
Jaws clenched tight,
we talked all night ♪
Oh, but what the hell ♪
I feel cheesy saying
Happy Valentine's Day,
so I'm not going to.
[CHUCKLES]
Mm.
[LAUGHS]
Okay, so, are you gonna go
to this anti-Valentine's Day party
at Theta?
- The goth thing?
- Yeah.
I don't know. Um
you're going with Wrigley, right?
Yeah.
Do you think I'm terrible?
No. It's, um, it's just
kind of a mess.
- [CHUCKLES]
- [CELL PHONE RINGS]
- I should take this.
- Yeah.
Hey, Mom.
[MOTHER] [ON PHONE]
Diana, what the hell are these photos
that were sent to your father?
Uh, w-what do What do you mean?
Your father was just sent
some very disturbing photos of you
from some anonymous email account.
I-I have no idea
what you're talking about, Mom.
I just forwarded them to you.
[LIGHT, TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
I don't know why you would let
someone take pictures of you like this.
Mom, I don't
[GASPS] This is insane.
Um, I'm so sorry.
I'm so, so sorry. Is Dad there?
I don't think it's a good idea
for you to talk to him right now.
He's really upset.
Honestly, so am I.
Let's just speak later.
[LINE DISCONNECTS]
Please don't look.
Who sent those?
Stephen.
I forgot they even existed.
They're from freshman year.
You let Stephen have those?
It was early, when I was
still obsessed with him.
What are you gonna do?
I'm not giving him a reaction.
Okay, I don't think now
is the time to be a bigger person
It's not about being the bigger person.
He cannot keep getting away
with this, okay?
There's no justice
with someone like him, okay?
That's not how this works.
Hey, look. Okay, I get it.
He's really scary.
Sorry, um
I just think I need
to be alone right now.
Okay?
[FOOTSTEPS RECEDE]
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
["YOU OUGHTA KNOW"
BY ALANIS MORISSETTE PLAYING]
I want you to know ♪
That I'm happy for you ♪
I wish nothing but the best ♪
I like the tear.
Yeah, it felt right.
Dressing like I'm clinically depressed
actually makes me feel
less clinically depressed.
[BREE] I hope Pippa gets here soon.
I don't want to be late.
You think it's bad that I didn't get Evan
a Valentine's Day gift?
I mean, you guys only got back together,
like, a week ago.
I'm not sure he really earned a gift yet.
Do you Do you not like Evan?
[LAUGHS] What? Wh
Why would you ask that?
Just, like, a feeling I get sometimes.
No.
No, I, I like him.
I like him.
- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
- Hi.
- Hi.
- Where have you been?
Wow.
I didn't know we were going full out
with makeup and everything.
Well, we're running
a little bit late, so
draw on a tear, and then we can go?
I'm not really in the mood.
I'll do it.
It weirdly makes you feel better.
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
Okay.
- Lucy?
- Mm-hmm?
Doesn't this mean that you, like,
killed someone in prison?
[CELL PHONE RINGING]
- Give me a sec, okay?
- [PIPPA] Okay.
Are you drawing two?
[RINGING CONTINUES]
- Hey.
- [MARY] [ON PHONE] Hi!
Okay, so it took a lot of bribery,
but my friend can cover my shift,
so I'll be there
for your exhibit tomorrow!
- Wait, really?
- Yup.
I'll take the train, and then I'll just,
like, get a cab from there.
I actually gotta run now,
but I'll see you tomorrow.
I'm really excited.
- Yeah, me too.
- Bye.
[LINE DISCONNECTS]
So my mom is coming
to my exhibit tomorrow.
Wait, what? Your Your "mom" mom?
Yeah, like like my mom.
- Holy shit! What?
- How?
Uh, it's a long story,
but basically, I got in touch with her
a couple weeks ago
and I invited her and, um,
I wasn't sure if she'd flake
so I didn't want to get my hopes up,
but she's not flaking.
Oh, my God, Bree.
- Bree, that's amazing.
- So, it's really good.
Wow.
Um, but I haven't told Evan yet, though,
so, um, just let me tell him first.
Yeah.
Okay, we should go.
I think he's already there.
[PIPPA] Okay, wait, guys.
Is this, like, goth enough?
- Yes.
- Yes.
Also, being goth is more
about the attitude anyway.
For sure. So just
- Just look miserable.
- Mm-hmm.
Got it.
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
["PSYCHO KILLER"
BY TALKING HEADS PLAYING]
This is super random,
but I have something
I want to talk to you about later.
Okay.
It's good, though.
- Okay.
- 'Kay.
You look amazing, by the way.
Yeah? You like this goth look?
- Mm.
- [LAUGHS]
[LIPS SMACK]
Hey! Hey, you guys gotta cut out
all this cute couple-y shit, okay?
This party is not about love.
I mean, look at me and Wrigley.
We're being very, very appropriate.
[LAUGHS]
I think you're all being
a bunch of smug assholes.
Speaking of, I think Stephen's
coming, and I guess
he's bringing a date.
- Some freshman.
- [PIPPA] Gross.
Of course Stephen's preying
on a freshman.
Should we leave?
No. No, it's fine.
You actually have a date coming, too.
Pretty sure I don't.
I might have texted Alex
and asked him to come.
What? No, why Why'd you do that?
You're too hot to be alone
on Valentine's Day.
- Bree
- Besides, isn't it kind of fun
to rub it in Stephen's face?
No, it won't. I'm really not
trying to piss Stephen off.
Can you Can you text Alex
and tell him not to come?
It's too late. He's almost here.
- Okay.
- Sorry.
I'm sorry, I didn't want you
to be, like, alone today.
It's okay.
- I'm excited for you to meet everyone.
- [TEGAN] Really?
I mean, they're all
fucking embarrassing,
but I'm excited for them to meet you
and see how fucking hot you are.
[PIPPA] Lucy.
Psycho killer, qu'est-ce que c'est? ♪
Fa, fa, fa, fa, fa, fa, fa ♪
Come on, let's go pee.
- Run, run, run, run ♪
- Yeah.
Run, run, run away ♪
Well, that was rude.
[ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Alex, hey!
- [ALEX] Hey.
- I'm so glad you made it.
- Hello.
- Hi.
This person's taking forever, so you
- There's drinks down there.
- I'm good. Just wait with you.
- Oh, you You don't have to.
- Nah, it's fine. I don't mind.
So, where's this ex of yours?
I had to give him the full rundown.
He's, uh
He's the one who's scowling
and kind of looks like a turtle.
Please don't say anything
to Stephen, okay?
Just everyone ignore him. Please.
I'm not gonna say anything, Lucy.
What do you think, I'm like 12?
He's not gonna say anything.
Look, look.
I-I'm sorry if Bree pressured you
or made me sound desperate,
but you really didn't have to come.
No, it's fine.
I had nothing else going on.
Okay.
And I know you're not my Valentine,
so don't worry.
Lucy relax, okay?
You know, just because we have sex
doesn't mean we can't be friends.
You've never been friends
with anyone you fucked, have you?
Uh
No? Okay. Yeah. Well, here we go.
Just Actually, please, don't
Don't say anything to Stephen.
Yeah.
I said I wouldn't.
'Kay.
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Um
What's going on?
- You okay?
- I'll I'll be right back.
- What's going on?
- Yeah. Nothing.
[CHRIS] Hey, Pippa.
Did you change your number?
I've been trying to call you.
Um
No.
I My phone
So, Lucy said that I assaulted you?
I
[LAUGHS] Like, what?
Yeah, it's fucking crazy, right?
I mean, look, we hooked up,
but you don't think that I, like,
did something to you, do you?
No.
Nothing happened.
So, we're cool?
Yeah.
We're cool.
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
[CHRIS] Can you tell Lucy that?
Whoa, whoa, what j what just happened?
What?
You fucking talked to Chris about me?
Pippa, I'm I'm sorry.
It it slipped out.
Hey.
[SIGHS]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Excu
Hey.
Oh, hey.
Hi.
- [WRIGLEY] You okay?
- [PIPPA] Yeah.
Let's go get some water, yeah?
Yeah.
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Hey, Lucy!
Come here!
Hey.
Hey, you don't have to go over there.
Yes, I do.
Okay.
Hey, I just wanted to say hi.
Hi.
Hey, I'm Stephen.
- Alex.
- Alex. Nice to meet you, Alex.
It's Tegan, Lucy. Lucy, Tegan.
- Hi.
- Hey.
[STEPHEN] I was just telling Tegan
you guys would get along
because you both like writing.
Oh.
Cool. It's nice to meet you.
You too.
So, how do you guys know each other?
Uh, Lucy's one of my good friends.
Well, technically, she's my ex.
But we realized we weren't
compatible romantically.
Better as friends. Right?
- Yeah.
- [STEPHEN] Yeah.
Yeah, we were We're better as friends.
[TEGAN] Wow. I mean,
I wish I could still be friends
with any of my exes.
Want to get another drink?
- Mm.
- Hmm?
Okay.
Lucy, what's the deal with that guy?
- You scared of him?
- What? No.
You're all tense.
I'm just cold.
Amanda.
Hey.
Hi.
Uh, how How have you been?
Fine, yeah.
Uh, I wanted to apologize for
snapping at you.
It's fine, seriously.
So, do you have anything fun
planned for spring break?
Um, yeah, I'm going to Mexico.
It's gonna be my 18th birthday.
You're turning 18?
Yeah.
So you're 17?
Um, I-I skipped a year in high school.
- Sorry, I-I got to go.
- Okay.
So, you know what you're doing
after graduation?
[EVAN]
Uh, I think I'll do New York for a bit.
Figured I'd stay on the East Coast
while Bree is finishing school.
My parents are actually setting me up
with a place in Williamsburg.
Yeah, I thought you were
more of a Tribeca guy.
[EVAN] [LAUGHS] Yeah, nah, nah, nah.
- No?
- Nah, nah, I like Brooklyn.
Besides, I think Bree is staying
with me over the summer.
What?
Yeah, there's a bunch of photography stuff
you can get into there.
Yeah, but, like, I don't know
what I'm doing with my summer yet.
[EVAN LAUGHS]
Uh, okay.
Did you have something planned?
I may actually stay with my mom, yeah.
[EVAN CHUCKLES]
What What are you talking about?
Yeah, we, um
we got back in touch recently, and, um,
I went to go see her.
And she Yeah, she's actually coming
to my photography exhibit tomorrow.
Wait, wait, wait. I'm I'm so confused.
Why didn't you say anything?
I was going to later today.
How was it, Bree? Seeing her?
Good. Weird, but yeah, not bad.
Look, I-I just thought, you know,
when you talk about her,
you kind of say she's sort of a mess.
She was, but she's had
a really crazy life, so
Bree, that's great, talking again.
Yeah, no, it's great. It's great.
You just didn't tell me you saw her.
And I was going to.
- [EVAN] I know.
- [CELL PHONE VIBRATING]
Hey, uh, I gotta run some stuff
to a party down the street.
What stuff?
Oh, dr Right.
Yeah, okay.
Hey, I'll be right back, okay?
I literally came up to you.
Hey, your Your jacket.
Thank you.
We need to play a drinking game.
Uh, yeah, no, this group
does not do well with those.
Come on!
I know such a good game,
and it's not scary at all.
Come on!
Okay, the game is called Paranoia.
Everyone writes down
a few questions on a slip of paper,
like, "Who's the loudest drunk?"
Or, "Who thinks he's too cool
to dress up for theme parties?"
- Stephen.
- Stephen.
[TEGAN] Right, but we put
the questions in a pile,
and we take turns pulling them out.
Then we whisper it to whoever we choose.
So, if someone chose that question
and whispered it to me,
I would say, "Stephen."
You have to answer
with someone in this group.
But if you're the person named,
you can only hear the question
if you take a shot.
So otherwise, I'd hear my name,
but I wouldn't know the question.
And that's exactly why
it's called Paranoia.
Okay. Okay.
I'll go grab some shot glasses.
This sounds like a disaster
waiting to happen!
["C'MERE" BY INTERPOL PLAYING]
[TEGAN LAUGHS]
It's way too late ♪
Okay, Stephen, you're up.
Pick one and then decide
who you want to ask.
The trouble is ♪
[STEPHEN] Evan.
Oh, easy. Bree.
I guess I want to know.
You got to drink up, then.
Whoa.
The question is, "Who is the most
beautiful girl in the group?"
[TEGAN] Aw.
Ooh!
Uh, okay, so I am next.
Mmm
Coming for ya.
Oh.
This one is very, very hard,
but I think I'm gonna go with Pippa.
- Okay.
- [LAUGHS]
[TEGAN] Let's go.
It's, "Who's your favorite person?"
[LAUGHS]
[TEGAN] Okay, did everyone
just write down nice questions?
That's not the point of this game.
Yeah, no, these are lame.
[LAUGHS] Yeah.
Th-This is better.
Lucy, uh, come here.
Come here.
[LUCY] Um
Evan.
All right.
Uh, "Most likely to live off
their parents forever."
- Whatever.
- [TEGAN] Okay!
Evan, it's your turn.
Let's see. Uh
I see what this is.
- No, stop it.
- [WRIGLEY] Okay.
[WHISPERS INDISTINCTLY]
Oh, definitely Stephen.
Oh.
"Most likely to end up in prison."
[LAUGHS]
[LAUGHS]
[EVAN] Oh, hey.
Uh
Lucy.
"Most likely to secretly hate themselves."
Evan.
Guess it depends on the day.
["WRITTEN IN BLOOD"
BY SHE WANTS REVENGE PLAYING]
Cut through a crowded room ♪
A look can say a lot sometimes ♪
So, I take all my past attractions
and project on you ♪
Every disappointment and mistake ♪
Stephen.
Some resentment
from a one-night heartbreak ♪
I'm good. I don't need to know.
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.
All right.
- You have to pick, though.
- Mm.
[SIGHS]
There's so much
that we still don't know ♪
But I'm fairly certain
that we just might work out right ♪
Then again, it can all go up in flames ♪
And I'll take you down
in the name of love ♪
You.
- No, I asked the question, so.
- Yeah, I know.
But it the question's,
"Most likely to cheat."
And that's definitely you.
Okay, um, Stephen can't
pull twice in a row,
so Pippa, why don't you just go?
Okay, um, let's see.
[CHUCKLES]
Yikes. Um
[TEGAN] You gotta pick someone.
Okay.
Yikes. Um
["MY HOUSE"
BY BEASTS WITH NO NAME PLAYING]
And I'm doing what I want ♪
This is my house ♪
Do I have to answer that?
Come on, i-it's just a game.
Okay, um
Wrigley.
No, no, don't, don't. Don't drink.
Don't drink.
Now I have to know.
Uh, "Most likely to kill themselves."
Well, because you made
that joke, remember? In
In photography class.
About suicide, remember?
It was funny.
Yeah, no, no, I remember.
- Right?
- [WRIGLEY] I-I remember.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
Let's, uh This game fucking sucks.
Let's, um Should we all
get up and socialize?
He's good.
- [LIPS SMACK]
- Yeah.
- [BREE] Okay.
- [EVAN] He'll be cool.
You okay? You good?
Yeah.
Wait.
Wait. Hey, I'm sorry.
I only said it because
you had made that joke.
You don't have to apologize.
I drank too much and
And today was just a lot. It was
I found out that
that older guy I was seeing,
he's fucking this 17-year-old.
And I screamed at her a couple weeks ago
when it's not even her fault.
He's just a fucking predator.
It was He's getting away with it.
Okay.
And then this stuff with my mom, like,
that put me in an even
weirder headspace.
And And I appreciate it, by the way,
you not saying anything
about visiting my mom.
Uh, okay. Why am I the one
that you're talking to about all of this?
What do you mean?
Just that you should probably
be talking to Evan about this,
seeing that he is your boyfriend.
All right? I'm not the person
that you should be confiding in.
Okay.
I'm gonna go.
Hey, can we talk?
Feel like talking is kind
of your main problem right now, Lucy.
You need to stop having conversations
that are not yours to have, okay?
I'm-I'm really sorry. Hey, hey. Jeez.
I'm sorry, okay? I-I didn't mean to.
Chris cornered me,
and he thinks what he did is fine.
I could I couldn't just
fucking let him think that.
I just I don't
understand why you can't
keep my fucking name out of your mouth.
Hey, hey, hey, hey, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sor
It does not matter that you're sorry.
- It doesn't matter.
- Okay.
No, every single time
you try to make something better,
you end up making it
so much fucking worse.
And I just I gotta go.
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
- I, I told Wrigley
that I have a headache, so
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
[CRYING SOFTLY]
[PHONE LINE RINGS]
[DIANA] [ON VOICEMAIL]
Hey, this is Diana. Leave a message.
[VOICEMAIL BEEPS]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Hey.
Hi.
[SIGHS]
Where did Alex go? He's been gone forever.
Some sorority girls needed some cocaine.
So he just ran off and left you?
Bree, he's a drug dealer.
It's the most normal thing he could do.
It's kind of rude of him to just, like,
leave you here alone.
Bree, are you
Are you the one who told Alex
about the Chris thing?
Okay, yes.
[SIGHS]
I'm sorry. I-I just
I didn't want another guy
to be an asshole with you.
And Alex can be weird or whatever,
but I knew that he
would be respectful about
About the whole thing, and I just
I-I wanted him to just, like,
be careful with your feelings.
[SIGHS]
God, I'm sorry. Please don't be mad at me.
It's okay. I'm gonna
I'm just gonna go get some air.
- It's okay.
- [INHALES, EXHALES]
Hey. Hey, Lucy. Sorry, that took forever.
Hey, you wanna,
you wanna get out of here?
Let's just Let's go back to your place.
Let's Let's get another drink first.
Maybe somewhere in town?
What? There are, like, five kegs here.
Yeah, I need a real drink.
Okay.
[SNIFFLES]
- Hey, you okay?
- Okay, okay.
I need I need you to stop
being weird, okay?
You're being nicer.
It's It's mean.
[SCOFFS]
I'm I'm being nicer. It's mean.
- You know what I'm saying.
- No, I really don't.
I just feel like
whatever Bree told you, like,
now you feel pressured
to be all careful and sweet with me,
and I-I don't like it.
And you have no reason
to feel sorry for me.
[ALEX] Mm.
Okay? I'm a much bigger asshole
than you realize, I promise.
You know, you are
fucking rough on yourself, Lucy.
Why Why didn't you want
to go back to your place?
- Are you trying to avoid fucking me?
- No.
No, I just
I just wanted another drink.
Hey, maybe we just call it.
No.
Let's go get another drink.
[SIGHS]
[MELLOW BAR MUSIC PLAYING]
Hi.
Hey.
I've been, uh
I've been thinking about you.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
[EVAN] What day did you say you saw her?
I don't remember the exact day.
I'm just trying to figure out
why you didn't tell me.
Because I was worried
it was going to be a shit show.
And it was good? It was normal?
I mean, I don't kn
I wouldn't say, like, normal.
I don't know. We had mimosas.
Wait.
Didn't you tell me once
that she was an alcoholic?
She was. She's not anymore.
What? Th-That's not how that works.
Why are you being like this?
Why can't you just be more supportive?
Look, if you're saying
it was good with her, I'm glad.
But even if it wasn't,
I'm the person
you should talk to about it,
whether it went well or not.
♪♪
[LUCY] You look really great.
I look tired.
[LUCY] Well, then you're not
taking enough breaks.
Why don't you come hang out with me?
What's with the, uh
black makeup?
I just remembered what I look like.
Um
I was at a theme party.
[GLASS SLAMS]
[EVAN] I'm not trying to fight with you.
I just don't understand
why you're hiding shit from me.
- It was just private.
- I'm your boyfriend!
[WRIGLEY] Hey, guys.
I'm sorry, I gotta piss.
[EVAN] Look, I just don't want
to see you get hurt, okay?
And I'm sorry, but she doesn't
have the very best track record.
So I don't know why you think
she'll be different this time.
I don't really need your opinion.
Well, if you don't need my opinion,
then why are we even together?
[SCOFFS]
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
Hey, man.
I need you to take her home.
[WRIGLEY] Okay.
[SCOFFS]
[SIGHS]
I'm not even gonna pretend
like I didn't hear all that.
It was so loud.
I think you peed on your shoes.
[LUCY] Okay
I think it's time for you
to do a shot with me.
I think it's time you switched to water.
Sorry. Sorry.
- I got it. I got it.
- No, I can
I got it.
- Why don't I call you a cab?
- No, I don't need a fucking cab.
- [ALEX] Lucy, come on. Let's go.
- I don't
It's okay. Let's go home.
- Now you want to help.
- I'm sorry.
Uh, sorry, man.
You can sit down. I'll just
I'll get you some water.
God, why is everyone
the fucking water police tonight?
[LUCY SIGHS]
[TAP WATER RUNS]
You're not okay.
Why are you so scared
of that guy, Stephen?
Why do you think I'm scared?
Because I know what that looks like.
[CRYING]
Yeah, I'm not okay.
But I think you like me like this.
- I don't know what you mean.
- Just
Just admit it.
You like it.
You don't want to be nice to me.
I'm sad.
And a fucking worthless mess.
And you love it.
["DRAMAMINE" BY MODEST MOUSE PLAYING]
This is how you want me.
It's okay.
[BOTH PANTING]
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
I'm not a bad person.
I know you're not.
Please.
Traveling, swallowing Dramamine ♪
Feeling spaced,
breathing out Listerine ♪
I'd said what I'd said
that I'd tell you ♪
And that you'd killed
the better part of me ♪
If you could just
milk it for everything ♪
[MOANS]
I've said what I'd said
and you know what I mean ♪
But I still can't focus on anything ♪
We kiss on the mouth
but still cough down our sleeves ♪
[GASPS]
Am I in the wrong here?
I'm sorry.
Can you please just say something?
I think wanting a relationship
with your mother is
like an extremely normal thing
for you to want.
Then why is he being like this?
I mean, it's pretty obvious
that he-he's threatened
that you're choosing
to spend time with her over him.
I knew it.
I should have told him sooner.
Jesus Christ. No, Bree, this is on him.
He should be happy that you're
fixing things with your mother.
And honestly, it's fucked up
that he would block it
just so he could have you
in Brooklyn with him.
Yeah, it's fucked up.
Yeah, it is fucked up.
It is fucked up. Honestly, everything is.
Like this, right now.
- What do you mean?
- Wh-What are you
I-I asked you two hours ago
not to confide in me.
And here you are,
you're immediately confiding again.
- I'm I was upset.
- Yeah, well, it's not really my business
if you're upset or not, right?
Because this, you and me
it's not a thing.
I don't even know
what you're talking about.
Yes, you do.
You know exactly
what I'm fucking talking about.
Well, if it isn't a thing
I don't get why you're so mad at me.
I'm not. I'm mad at everybody.
We're all making terrible decisions!
Evan's acting like
a fucking possessive idiot.
And you got back together
with him after he cheated.
And you're You're fucking
You're yelling at teenage girls
instead of the fucking 45-year-old creep
who traumatized you.
And then we got Lucy walking in
with a goddamn drug dealer.
And girls Girls are
Girls are still dating Stephen.
Fucking shit!
Goddamn it. I think
You know what's crazy?
I think Pippa's the only one
who isn't fucking up right now.
She's been, like,
the perfect girlfriend,
and meanwhile, my dumb ass is over here
just fucking taking her for granted
and spending too much time with you.
Well, then don't!
Oh, my God.
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
[SIGHS]
Bree.
I need to talk to Oliver.
He's not here.
Bree.
[WOOD CREAKING]
He's really not here, Bree.
[BREE SIGHS]
He's staying somewhere else tonight.
And you just sit and wait here
while he's with her?
Do you know that she's 17?
Oh, he didn't tell you that part?
I thought he got off on
On giving you all the details.
How much did you drink, Bree?
That's not the What this is.
I'm telling you the truth.
Amanda, she's 17.
Do you know when it started?
- Oh, come on.
- At your Christmas party.
The one that he fucked me at
in your laundry room.
- Okay, Bree, that's enough.
- Well, it wasn't. Not for him.
No, he went after her that same night.
He's dangerous.
He's hurting people.
He's hurting her.
Do you even care?
You've clearly had too much
to drink today, Bree.
Stop saying that!
It doesn't matter if I'm fucking drunk!
[SIGHS] Oh, fuck. Okay.
[CLICKS TONGUE]
I'm sorry.
She's 17.
It's not okay.
And how old are you, Bree?
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
I'm sorry.
Come here.
[MARIANNE SIGHS]
I'm sorry.
- [SOBS]
- I know, I know.
I'm so sorry.
It's okay.
[EXHALES]
I didn't know she was that young.
He's a
[SIGHS]
he's a complicated man.
I mean
it's more than complicated, I know.
It's just
[SIGHS]
It's just gotten all out of hand.
Why don't you leave him?
Can I give you a piece of advice?
It's better to be
with someone who loves you
a little more than you love them.
Otherwise, you end up
going along with things
that you never wanted.
He can't keep doing this.
He's really hurting people.
I know.
[LAUGHS]
I think we both need a cup of tea.
I'm gonna put on a kettle.
You okay?
Yeah.
You?
Mm-hmm.
Hey, Bree said this thing, um
She said that the foster home
she was in with you was a bad one.
Yeah.
Why was it bad?
We didn't have good people
taking care of us.
It was worse for the boys, though.
I should get some sleep, Lucy.
Yeah, I'm gonna get going.
Okay.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
[EXHALES]
[KEYS JIGGLING]
[LAUGHS]
What What are you
What are you doing?
You okay?
I-I didn't mean to
Do you know where you are right now, Lucy?
[GASPS] S-Sorry!
Lucy?
[LUCY BREATHING HEAVILY]
Are you all right?
I don't know.
It was like I was
sleepwalking or something.
Did you drink a lot today?
No, no, that's not it. I'm not drunk.
I mean, I was earlier, but not anymore.
I'm just confused
and nervous, like, all the time.
I can't sleep. I'm
I keep thinking of
Of what's gonna happen next
instead of just what's happening.
Like, I'm not I'm not here.
Do you still feel like
he's under your skin?
Yeah.
All the time.
So what do you do about it?
Nothing.
And neither should you.
He wants a reaction.
Anything you do, he'll do something worse.
You just have to let it go,
and eventually he'll move on.
So, let him win?
It's not about winning.
I pissed Stephen off the other day.
I lost my temper.
And do you know what he did?
He sent nudes of me
from freshman year
to my dad.
What the fuck? That's disgusting.
That's Stephen.
You can't beat him at this.
He'll always find a way to go lower.
He has that fucking tape of me.
That's why you need to do nothing.
Don't give him any reason to use it.
I can't. I can't just let him
hold this over me forever.
It's making me fucking crazy.
I-I have to find a way
to fix this. I have to.
No.
The best thing you can do is nothing.
He wants to have something over you.
He'd rather hold on to it
than actually use it.
So, if you don't give him a reason,
he'll probably never actually show anyone.
Listen to me.
You can be the girl
whose entire life gets ruined by him,
or you can cut your losses,
lay low,
and eventually be okay.
He's never gonna let me be okay.
He's not gonna stop.
It will be over, eventually.
I promise it will.
But only if you let it.
Only if you let it end.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
Hey.
I'm sorry.
It's okay. It's okay.
It's not.
I-I-I just
I didn't know who else to call.
Because I wanted to talk to you.
Because you
you make things better.
And it's confusing.
I think you're making me
kind of confused
about how I feel.
I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry.
- No, stop apologizing.
- I'm sorry.
- Stop apologizing.
["THOSE TO COME" BY THE SHINS PLAYING]
Eyeless in the morning sun you were ♪
Pale and mild, a modern girl ♪
Taken with thought,
still prone to care ♪
Making tea in your underwear ♪
You went out in the yard to find ♪
Something to eat and clear your mind ♪
Something bad inside me ♪
Went away ♪
Quaking leaves and broken light ♪
I just got invited to a group called
"Chris Is a Rapist."
It says that he assaulted Caitie and Lucy.
Did you know about this?
Why are you doing this?
I don't need to force anybody.
Pippa and I hooked up once,
and we're cool.
You think nobody knows
what you did to Pippa?
Do you think Lucy's okay?
Yeah, I think she just wants people
to stop talking about it.
I didn't mean for this story
to become about me.
I was I was just trying to help Pippa.
Don't say anything else to anyone.
I told Stephen.
- [WHISPERING] You what?
- He made me admit it
- [STEPHEN] Go.
- On tape.
I lied about being raped.
When I'm rough with you
You're nothing.
I thought we were just fucking around
and it didn't come from, like,
a place of, like, trauma.
You're not damaging me.
I don't want you to suddenly be different.
[STEPHEN] [OVER
COMPUTER] It's because you are
so completely forgettable.
You're just a pointless fucking cunt!
[BREE] Do you actually like this, or
did he just convince you that you do?
Because I bet you fucking hate it.
I can tell you're trying to hurt me, Bree,
but you're not going to succeed
because I've already felt
all the things that you're feeling.
[AMANDA] Bree, hey.
I think what you're doing is really wrong.
You're sleeping with someone
else's husband. It's gross.
Okay, I'll help you out.
Do this one
like you want to kill yourself.
- [GASPS]
- Please be serious.
- I can't
- This is
- We're talking about suicide here.
- [CHUCKLES]
I'm going to New Jersey to see my mom.
You know, I don't have
any summer plans yet.
Trev and I are house-sitting
for his parents at the shore.
You could come if you wanted.
Hey, do you wanna come get food with us?
I ate already, actually. With Evan.
We're kind of back together. It's good.
[STEPHEN] Are you pregnant?
That you already scheduled an abortion?
It's gonna be the highlight of my
year. I am so excited
to abort your baby.
He's just not someone who lets things
go. I'm actually I'm scared of him.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
[BIRDS TWEETING]
[ALARM CLOCK BEEPS, STOPS]
[INHALES DEEPLY]
Hi.
[YAWNS]
- Happy Valentine's Day.
- Happy Valentine's Day.
What time's the thing?
[PIPPA] It's at, uh, 12.
But I'm gonna get ready
with the girls first,
so I'll meet you there if that's cool.
- Yeah, that sounds cool.
- Great.
Are you going now?
Yeah, I just have
some shit to do first, so
Okay.
Uh, I'll see you there.
Okay.
Hey.
I love you.
You're a good valentine.
Aw, so are you.
["THE GOOD TIMES ARE KILLING ME"
BY MODEST MOUSE PLAYING]
[DOOR CLOSES]
Shrugged off, shortsighted,
false excitement ♪
And, oh, what can I say? ♪
[SIGHS]
Have one, have 20 more "one mores" ♪
And, oh, it does not relent ♪
The good times are killing me ♪
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
Kick butt, buzz cut, dickheads ♪
- Hi.
- Hi.
[DOOR CLOSES]
- Good times are killing me ♪
- Hi.
Jaws clenched tight,
we talked all night ♪
Oh, but what the hell ♪
I feel cheesy saying
Happy Valentine's Day,
so I'm not going to.
[CHUCKLES]
Mm.
[LAUGHS]
Okay, so, are you gonna go
to this anti-Valentine's Day party
at Theta?
- The goth thing?
- Yeah.
I don't know. Um
you're going with Wrigley, right?
Yeah.
Do you think I'm terrible?
No. It's, um, it's just
kind of a mess.
- [CHUCKLES]
- [CELL PHONE RINGS]
- I should take this.
- Yeah.
Hey, Mom.
[MOTHER] [ON PHONE]
Diana, what the hell are these photos
that were sent to your father?
Uh, w-what do What do you mean?
Your father was just sent
some very disturbing photos of you
from some anonymous email account.
I-I have no idea
what you're talking about, Mom.
I just forwarded them to you.
[LIGHT, TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
I don't know why you would let
someone take pictures of you like this.
Mom, I don't
[GASPS] This is insane.
Um, I'm so sorry.
I'm so, so sorry. Is Dad there?
I don't think it's a good idea
for you to talk to him right now.
He's really upset.
Honestly, so am I.
Let's just speak later.
[LINE DISCONNECTS]
Please don't look.
Who sent those?
Stephen.
I forgot they even existed.
They're from freshman year.
You let Stephen have those?
It was early, when I was
still obsessed with him.
What are you gonna do?
I'm not giving him a reaction.
Okay, I don't think now
is the time to be a bigger person
It's not about being the bigger person.
He cannot keep getting away
with this, okay?
There's no justice
with someone like him, okay?
That's not how this works.
Hey, look. Okay, I get it.
He's really scary.
Sorry, um
I just think I need
to be alone right now.
Okay?
[FOOTSTEPS RECEDE]
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
["YOU OUGHTA KNOW"
BY ALANIS MORISSETTE PLAYING]
I want you to know ♪
That I'm happy for you ♪
I wish nothing but the best ♪
I like the tear.
Yeah, it felt right.
Dressing like I'm clinically depressed
actually makes me feel
less clinically depressed.
[BREE] I hope Pippa gets here soon.
I don't want to be late.
You think it's bad that I didn't get Evan
a Valentine's Day gift?
I mean, you guys only got back together,
like, a week ago.
I'm not sure he really earned a gift yet.
Do you Do you not like Evan?
[LAUGHS] What? Wh
Why would you ask that?
Just, like, a feeling I get sometimes.
No.
No, I, I like him.
I like him.
- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
- Hi.
- Hi.
- Where have you been?
Wow.
I didn't know we were going full out
with makeup and everything.
Well, we're running
a little bit late, so
draw on a tear, and then we can go?
I'm not really in the mood.
I'll do it.
It weirdly makes you feel better.
[CELL PHONE RINGS]
Okay.
- Lucy?
- Mm-hmm?
Doesn't this mean that you, like,
killed someone in prison?
[CELL PHONE RINGING]
- Give me a sec, okay?
- [PIPPA] Okay.
Are you drawing two?
[RINGING CONTINUES]
- Hey.
- [MARY] [ON PHONE] Hi!
Okay, so it took a lot of bribery,
but my friend can cover my shift,
so I'll be there
for your exhibit tomorrow!
- Wait, really?
- Yup.
I'll take the train, and then I'll just,
like, get a cab from there.
I actually gotta run now,
but I'll see you tomorrow.
I'm really excited.
- Yeah, me too.
- Bye.
[LINE DISCONNECTS]
So my mom is coming
to my exhibit tomorrow.
Wait, what? Your Your "mom" mom?
Yeah, like like my mom.
- Holy shit! What?
- How?
Uh, it's a long story,
but basically, I got in touch with her
a couple weeks ago
and I invited her and, um,
I wasn't sure if she'd flake
so I didn't want to get my hopes up,
but she's not flaking.
Oh, my God, Bree.
- Bree, that's amazing.
- So, it's really good.
Wow.
Um, but I haven't told Evan yet, though,
so, um, just let me tell him first.
Yeah.
Okay, we should go.
I think he's already there.
[PIPPA] Okay, wait, guys.
Is this, like, goth enough?
- Yes.
- Yes.
Also, being goth is more
about the attitude anyway.
For sure. So just
- Just look miserable.
- Mm-hmm.
Got it.
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
["PSYCHO KILLER"
BY TALKING HEADS PLAYING]
This is super random,
but I have something
I want to talk to you about later.
Okay.
It's good, though.
- Okay.
- 'Kay.
You look amazing, by the way.
Yeah? You like this goth look?
- Mm.
- [LAUGHS]
[LIPS SMACK]
Hey! Hey, you guys gotta cut out
all this cute couple-y shit, okay?
This party is not about love.
I mean, look at me and Wrigley.
We're being very, very appropriate.
[LAUGHS]
I think you're all being
a bunch of smug assholes.
Speaking of, I think Stephen's
coming, and I guess
he's bringing a date.
- Some freshman.
- [PIPPA] Gross.
Of course Stephen's preying
on a freshman.
Should we leave?
No. No, it's fine.
You actually have a date coming, too.
Pretty sure I don't.
I might have texted Alex
and asked him to come.
What? No, why Why'd you do that?
You're too hot to be alone
on Valentine's Day.
- Bree
- Besides, isn't it kind of fun
to rub it in Stephen's face?
No, it won't. I'm really not
trying to piss Stephen off.
Can you Can you text Alex
and tell him not to come?
It's too late. He's almost here.
- Okay.
- Sorry.
I'm sorry, I didn't want you
to be, like, alone today.
It's okay.
- I'm excited for you to meet everyone.
- [TEGAN] Really?
I mean, they're all
fucking embarrassing,
but I'm excited for them to meet you
and see how fucking hot you are.
[PIPPA] Lucy.
Psycho killer, qu'est-ce que c'est? ♪
Fa, fa, fa, fa, fa, fa, fa ♪
Come on, let's go pee.
- Run, run, run, run ♪
- Yeah.
Run, run, run away ♪
Well, that was rude.
[ROCK MUSIC PLAYING]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Alex, hey!
- [ALEX] Hey.
- I'm so glad you made it.
- Hello.
- Hi.
This person's taking forever, so you
- There's drinks down there.
- I'm good. Just wait with you.
- Oh, you You don't have to.
- Nah, it's fine. I don't mind.
So, where's this ex of yours?
I had to give him the full rundown.
He's, uh
He's the one who's scowling
and kind of looks like a turtle.
Please don't say anything
to Stephen, okay?
Just everyone ignore him. Please.
I'm not gonna say anything, Lucy.
What do you think, I'm like 12?
He's not gonna say anything.
Look, look.
I-I'm sorry if Bree pressured you
or made me sound desperate,
but you really didn't have to come.
No, it's fine.
I had nothing else going on.
Okay.
And I know you're not my Valentine,
so don't worry.
Lucy relax, okay?
You know, just because we have sex
doesn't mean we can't be friends.
You've never been friends
with anyone you fucked, have you?
Uh
No? Okay. Yeah. Well, here we go.
Just Actually, please, don't
Don't say anything to Stephen.
Yeah.
I said I wouldn't.
'Kay.
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Um
What's going on?
- You okay?
- I'll I'll be right back.
- What's going on?
- Yeah. Nothing.
[CHRIS] Hey, Pippa.
Did you change your number?
I've been trying to call you.
Um
No.
I My phone
So, Lucy said that I assaulted you?
I
[LAUGHS] Like, what?
Yeah, it's fucking crazy, right?
I mean, look, we hooked up,
but you don't think that I, like,
did something to you, do you?
No.
Nothing happened.
So, we're cool?
Yeah.
We're cool.
[TENSE MUSIC PLAYING]
[CHRIS] Can you tell Lucy that?
Whoa, whoa, what j what just happened?
What?
You fucking talked to Chris about me?
Pippa, I'm I'm sorry.
It it slipped out.
Hey.
[SIGHS]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Excu
Hey.
Oh, hey.
Hi.
- [WRIGLEY] You okay?
- [PIPPA] Yeah.
Let's go get some water, yeah?
Yeah.
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Hey, Lucy!
Come here!
Hey.
Hey, you don't have to go over there.
Yes, I do.
Okay.
Hey, I just wanted to say hi.
Hi.
Hey, I'm Stephen.
- Alex.
- Alex. Nice to meet you, Alex.
It's Tegan, Lucy. Lucy, Tegan.
- Hi.
- Hey.
[STEPHEN] I was just telling Tegan
you guys would get along
because you both like writing.
Oh.
Cool. It's nice to meet you.
You too.
So, how do you guys know each other?
Uh, Lucy's one of my good friends.
Well, technically, she's my ex.
But we realized we weren't
compatible romantically.
Better as friends. Right?
- Yeah.
- [STEPHEN] Yeah.
Yeah, we were We're better as friends.
[TEGAN] Wow. I mean,
I wish I could still be friends
with any of my exes.
Want to get another drink?
- Mm.
- Hmm?
Okay.
Lucy, what's the deal with that guy?
- You scared of him?
- What? No.
You're all tense.
I'm just cold.
Amanda.
Hey.
Hi.
Uh, how How have you been?
Fine, yeah.
Uh, I wanted to apologize for
snapping at you.
It's fine, seriously.
So, do you have anything fun
planned for spring break?
Um, yeah, I'm going to Mexico.
It's gonna be my 18th birthday.
You're turning 18?
Yeah.
So you're 17?
Um, I-I skipped a year in high school.
- Sorry, I-I got to go.
- Okay.
So, you know what you're doing
after graduation?
[EVAN]
Uh, I think I'll do New York for a bit.
Figured I'd stay on the East Coast
while Bree is finishing school.
My parents are actually setting me up
with a place in Williamsburg.
Yeah, I thought you were
more of a Tribeca guy.
[EVAN] [LAUGHS] Yeah, nah, nah, nah.
- No?
- Nah, nah, I like Brooklyn.
Besides, I think Bree is staying
with me over the summer.
What?
Yeah, there's a bunch of photography stuff
you can get into there.
Yeah, but, like, I don't know
what I'm doing with my summer yet.
[EVAN LAUGHS]
Uh, okay.
Did you have something planned?
I may actually stay with my mom, yeah.
[EVAN CHUCKLES]
What What are you talking about?
Yeah, we, um
we got back in touch recently, and, um,
I went to go see her.
And she Yeah, she's actually coming
to my photography exhibit tomorrow.
Wait, wait, wait. I'm I'm so confused.
Why didn't you say anything?
I was going to later today.
How was it, Bree? Seeing her?
Good. Weird, but yeah, not bad.
Look, I-I just thought, you know,
when you talk about her,
you kind of say she's sort of a mess.
She was, but she's had
a really crazy life, so
Bree, that's great, talking again.
Yeah, no, it's great. It's great.
You just didn't tell me you saw her.
And I was going to.
- [EVAN] I know.
- [CELL PHONE VIBRATING]
Hey, uh, I gotta run some stuff
to a party down the street.
What stuff?
Oh, dr Right.
Yeah, okay.
Hey, I'll be right back, okay?
I literally came up to you.
Hey, your Your jacket.
Thank you.
We need to play a drinking game.
Uh, yeah, no, this group
does not do well with those.
Come on!
I know such a good game,
and it's not scary at all.
Come on!
Okay, the game is called Paranoia.
Everyone writes down
a few questions on a slip of paper,
like, "Who's the loudest drunk?"
Or, "Who thinks he's too cool
to dress up for theme parties?"
- Stephen.
- Stephen.
[TEGAN] Right, but we put
the questions in a pile,
and we take turns pulling them out.
Then we whisper it to whoever we choose.
So, if someone chose that question
and whispered it to me,
I would say, "Stephen."
You have to answer
with someone in this group.
But if you're the person named,
you can only hear the question
if you take a shot.
So otherwise, I'd hear my name,
but I wouldn't know the question.
And that's exactly why
it's called Paranoia.
Okay. Okay.
I'll go grab some shot glasses.
This sounds like a disaster
waiting to happen!
["C'MERE" BY INTERPOL PLAYING]
[TEGAN LAUGHS]
It's way too late ♪
Okay, Stephen, you're up.
Pick one and then decide
who you want to ask.
The trouble is ♪
[STEPHEN] Evan.
Oh, easy. Bree.
I guess I want to know.
You got to drink up, then.
Whoa.
The question is, "Who is the most
beautiful girl in the group?"
[TEGAN] Aw.
Ooh!
Uh, okay, so I am next.
Mmm
Coming for ya.
Oh.
This one is very, very hard,
but I think I'm gonna go with Pippa.
- Okay.
- [LAUGHS]
[TEGAN] Let's go.
It's, "Who's your favorite person?"
[LAUGHS]
[TEGAN] Okay, did everyone
just write down nice questions?
That's not the point of this game.
Yeah, no, these are lame.
[LAUGHS] Yeah.
Th-This is better.
Lucy, uh, come here.
Come here.
[LUCY] Um
Evan.
All right.
Uh, "Most likely to live off
their parents forever."
- Whatever.
- [TEGAN] Okay!
Evan, it's your turn.
Let's see. Uh
I see what this is.
- No, stop it.
- [WRIGLEY] Okay.
[WHISPERS INDISTINCTLY]
Oh, definitely Stephen.
Oh.
"Most likely to end up in prison."
[LAUGHS]
[LAUGHS]
[EVAN] Oh, hey.
Uh
Lucy.
"Most likely to secretly hate themselves."
Evan.
Guess it depends on the day.
["WRITTEN IN BLOOD"
BY SHE WANTS REVENGE PLAYING]
Cut through a crowded room ♪
A look can say a lot sometimes ♪
So, I take all my past attractions
and project on you ♪
Every disappointment and mistake ♪
Stephen.
Some resentment
from a one-night heartbreak ♪
I'm good. I don't need to know.
- Are you sure?
- Yeah.
All right.
- You have to pick, though.
- Mm.
[SIGHS]
There's so much
that we still don't know ♪
But I'm fairly certain
that we just might work out right ♪
Then again, it can all go up in flames ♪
And I'll take you down
in the name of love ♪
You.
- No, I asked the question, so.
- Yeah, I know.
But it the question's,
"Most likely to cheat."
And that's definitely you.
Okay, um, Stephen can't
pull twice in a row,
so Pippa, why don't you just go?
Okay, um, let's see.
[CHUCKLES]
Yikes. Um
[TEGAN] You gotta pick someone.
Okay.
Yikes. Um
["MY HOUSE"
BY BEASTS WITH NO NAME PLAYING]
And I'm doing what I want ♪
This is my house ♪
Do I have to answer that?
Come on, i-it's just a game.
Okay, um
Wrigley.
No, no, don't, don't. Don't drink.
Don't drink.
Now I have to know.
Uh, "Most likely to kill themselves."
Well, because you made
that joke, remember? In
In photography class.
About suicide, remember?
It was funny.
Yeah, no, no, I remember.
- Right?
- [WRIGLEY] I-I remember.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
Let's, uh This game fucking sucks.
Let's, um Should we all
get up and socialize?
He's good.
- [LIPS SMACK]
- Yeah.
- [BREE] Okay.
- [EVAN] He'll be cool.
You okay? You good?
Yeah.
Wait.
Wait. Hey, I'm sorry.
I only said it because
you had made that joke.
You don't have to apologize.
I drank too much and
And today was just a lot. It was
I found out that
that older guy I was seeing,
he's fucking this 17-year-old.
And I screamed at her a couple weeks ago
when it's not even her fault.
He's just a fucking predator.
It was He's getting away with it.
Okay.
And then this stuff with my mom, like,
that put me in an even
weirder headspace.
And And I appreciate it, by the way,
you not saying anything
about visiting my mom.
Uh, okay. Why am I the one
that you're talking to about all of this?
What do you mean?
Just that you should probably
be talking to Evan about this,
seeing that he is your boyfriend.
All right? I'm not the person
that you should be confiding in.
Okay.
I'm gonna go.
Hey, can we talk?
Feel like talking is kind
of your main problem right now, Lucy.
You need to stop having conversations
that are not yours to have, okay?
I'm-I'm really sorry. Hey, hey. Jeez.
I'm sorry, okay? I-I didn't mean to.
Chris cornered me,
and he thinks what he did is fine.
I could I couldn't just
fucking let him think that.
I just I don't
understand why you can't
keep my fucking name out of your mouth.
Hey, hey, hey, hey, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sor
It does not matter that you're sorry.
- It doesn't matter.
- Okay.
No, every single time
you try to make something better,
you end up making it
so much fucking worse.
And I just I gotta go.
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
- I, I told Wrigley
that I have a headache, so
[BREATHING SHAKILY]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
[CRYING SOFTLY]
[PHONE LINE RINGS]
[DIANA] [ON VOICEMAIL]
Hey, this is Diana. Leave a message.
[VOICEMAIL BEEPS]
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
Hey.
Hi.
[SIGHS]
Where did Alex go? He's been gone forever.
Some sorority girls needed some cocaine.
So he just ran off and left you?
Bree, he's a drug dealer.
It's the most normal thing he could do.
It's kind of rude of him to just, like,
leave you here alone.
Bree, are you
Are you the one who told Alex
about the Chris thing?
Okay, yes.
[SIGHS]
I'm sorry. I-I just
I didn't want another guy
to be an asshole with you.
And Alex can be weird or whatever,
but I knew that he
would be respectful about
About the whole thing, and I just
I-I wanted him to just, like,
be careful with your feelings.
[SIGHS]
God, I'm sorry. Please don't be mad at me.
It's okay. I'm gonna
I'm just gonna go get some air.
- It's okay.
- [INHALES, EXHALES]
Hey. Hey, Lucy. Sorry, that took forever.
Hey, you wanna,
you wanna get out of here?
Let's just Let's go back to your place.
Let's Let's get another drink first.
Maybe somewhere in town?
What? There are, like, five kegs here.
Yeah, I need a real drink.
Okay.
[SNIFFLES]
- Hey, you okay?
- Okay, okay.
I need I need you to stop
being weird, okay?
You're being nicer.
It's It's mean.
[SCOFFS]
I'm I'm being nicer. It's mean.
- You know what I'm saying.
- No, I really don't.
I just feel like
whatever Bree told you, like,
now you feel pressured
to be all careful and sweet with me,
and I-I don't like it.
And you have no reason
to feel sorry for me.
[ALEX] Mm.
Okay? I'm a much bigger asshole
than you realize, I promise.
You know, you are
fucking rough on yourself, Lucy.
Why Why didn't you want
to go back to your place?
- Are you trying to avoid fucking me?
- No.
No, I just
I just wanted another drink.
Hey, maybe we just call it.
No.
Let's go get another drink.
[SIGHS]
[MELLOW BAR MUSIC PLAYING]
Hi.
Hey.
I've been, uh
I've been thinking about you.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
[EVAN] What day did you say you saw her?
I don't remember the exact day.
I'm just trying to figure out
why you didn't tell me.
Because I was worried
it was going to be a shit show.
And it was good? It was normal?
I mean, I don't kn
I wouldn't say, like, normal.
I don't know. We had mimosas.
Wait.
Didn't you tell me once
that she was an alcoholic?
She was. She's not anymore.
What? Th-That's not how that works.
Why are you being like this?
Why can't you just be more supportive?
Look, if you're saying
it was good with her, I'm glad.
But even if it wasn't,
I'm the person
you should talk to about it,
whether it went well or not.
♪♪
[LUCY] You look really great.
I look tired.
[LUCY] Well, then you're not
taking enough breaks.
Why don't you come hang out with me?
What's with the, uh
black makeup?
I just remembered what I look like.
Um
I was at a theme party.
[GLASS SLAMS]
[EVAN] I'm not trying to fight with you.
I just don't understand
why you're hiding shit from me.
- It was just private.
- I'm your boyfriend!
[WRIGLEY] Hey, guys.
I'm sorry, I gotta piss.
[EVAN] Look, I just don't want
to see you get hurt, okay?
And I'm sorry, but she doesn't
have the very best track record.
So I don't know why you think
she'll be different this time.
I don't really need your opinion.
Well, if you don't need my opinion,
then why are we even together?
[SCOFFS]
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
Hey, man.
I need you to take her home.
[WRIGLEY] Okay.
[SCOFFS]
[SIGHS]
I'm not even gonna pretend
like I didn't hear all that.
It was so loud.
I think you peed on your shoes.
[LUCY] Okay
I think it's time for you
to do a shot with me.
I think it's time you switched to water.
Sorry. Sorry.
- I got it. I got it.
- No, I can
I got it.
- Why don't I call you a cab?
- No, I don't need a fucking cab.
- [ALEX] Lucy, come on. Let's go.
- I don't
It's okay. Let's go home.
- Now you want to help.
- I'm sorry.
Uh, sorry, man.
You can sit down. I'll just
I'll get you some water.
God, why is everyone
the fucking water police tonight?
[LUCY SIGHS]
[TAP WATER RUNS]
You're not okay.
Why are you so scared
of that guy, Stephen?
Why do you think I'm scared?
Because I know what that looks like.
[CRYING]
Yeah, I'm not okay.
But I think you like me like this.
- I don't know what you mean.
- Just
Just admit it.
You like it.
You don't want to be nice to me.
I'm sad.
And a fucking worthless mess.
And you love it.
["DRAMAMINE" BY MODEST MOUSE PLAYING]
This is how you want me.
It's okay.
[BOTH PANTING]
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
I'm not a bad person.
I know you're not.
Please.
Traveling, swallowing Dramamine ♪
Feeling spaced,
breathing out Listerine ♪
I'd said what I'd said
that I'd tell you ♪
And that you'd killed
the better part of me ♪
If you could just
milk it for everything ♪
[MOANS]
I've said what I'd said
and you know what I mean ♪
But I still can't focus on anything ♪
We kiss on the mouth
but still cough down our sleeves ♪
[GASPS]
Am I in the wrong here?
I'm sorry.
Can you please just say something?
I think wanting a relationship
with your mother is
like an extremely normal thing
for you to want.
Then why is he being like this?
I mean, it's pretty obvious
that he-he's threatened
that you're choosing
to spend time with her over him.
I knew it.
I should have told him sooner.
Jesus Christ. No, Bree, this is on him.
He should be happy that you're
fixing things with your mother.
And honestly, it's fucked up
that he would block it
just so he could have you
in Brooklyn with him.
Yeah, it's fucked up.
Yeah, it is fucked up.
It is fucked up. Honestly, everything is.
Like this, right now.
- What do you mean?
- Wh-What are you
I-I asked you two hours ago
not to confide in me.
And here you are,
you're immediately confiding again.
- I'm I was upset.
- Yeah, well, it's not really my business
if you're upset or not, right?
Because this, you and me
it's not a thing.
I don't even know
what you're talking about.
Yes, you do.
You know exactly
what I'm fucking talking about.
Well, if it isn't a thing
I don't get why you're so mad at me.
I'm not. I'm mad at everybody.
We're all making terrible decisions!
Evan's acting like
a fucking possessive idiot.
And you got back together
with him after he cheated.
And you're You're fucking
You're yelling at teenage girls
instead of the fucking 45-year-old creep
who traumatized you.
And then we got Lucy walking in
with a goddamn drug dealer.
And girls Girls are
Girls are still dating Stephen.
Fucking shit!
Goddamn it. I think
You know what's crazy?
I think Pippa's the only one
who isn't fucking up right now.
She's been, like,
the perfect girlfriend,
and meanwhile, my dumb ass is over here
just fucking taking her for granted
and spending too much time with you.
Well, then don't!
Oh, my God.
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
[SIGHS]
Bree.
I need to talk to Oliver.
He's not here.
Bree.
[WOOD CREAKING]
He's really not here, Bree.
[BREE SIGHS]
He's staying somewhere else tonight.
And you just sit and wait here
while he's with her?
Do you know that she's 17?
Oh, he didn't tell you that part?
I thought he got off on
On giving you all the details.
How much did you drink, Bree?
That's not the What this is.
I'm telling you the truth.
Amanda, she's 17.
Do you know when it started?
- Oh, come on.
- At your Christmas party.
The one that he fucked me at
in your laundry room.
- Okay, Bree, that's enough.
- Well, it wasn't. Not for him.
No, he went after her that same night.
He's dangerous.
He's hurting people.
He's hurting her.
Do you even care?
You've clearly had too much
to drink today, Bree.
Stop saying that!
It doesn't matter if I'm fucking drunk!
[SIGHS] Oh, fuck. Okay.
[CLICKS TONGUE]
I'm sorry.
She's 17.
It's not okay.
And how old are you, Bree?
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
I'm sorry.
Come here.
[MARIANNE SIGHS]
I'm sorry.
- [SOBS]
- I know, I know.
I'm so sorry.
It's okay.
[EXHALES]
I didn't know she was that young.
He's a
[SIGHS]
he's a complicated man.
I mean
it's more than complicated, I know.
It's just
[SIGHS]
It's just gotten all out of hand.
Why don't you leave him?
Can I give you a piece of advice?
It's better to be
with someone who loves you
a little more than you love them.
Otherwise, you end up
going along with things
that you never wanted.
He can't keep doing this.
He's really hurting people.
I know.
[LAUGHS]
I think we both need a cup of tea.
I'm gonna put on a kettle.
You okay?
Yeah.
You?
Mm-hmm.
Hey, Bree said this thing, um
She said that the foster home
she was in with you was a bad one.
Yeah.
Why was it bad?
We didn't have good people
taking care of us.
It was worse for the boys, though.
I should get some sleep, Lucy.
Yeah, I'm gonna get going.
Okay.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
[EXHALES]
[KEYS JIGGLING]
[LAUGHS]
What What are you
What are you doing?
You okay?
I-I didn't mean to
Do you know where you are right now, Lucy?
[GASPS] S-Sorry!
Lucy?
[LUCY BREATHING HEAVILY]
Are you all right?
I don't know.
It was like I was
sleepwalking or something.
Did you drink a lot today?
No, no, that's not it. I'm not drunk.
I mean, I was earlier, but not anymore.
I'm just confused
and nervous, like, all the time.
I can't sleep. I'm
I keep thinking of
Of what's gonna happen next
instead of just what's happening.
Like, I'm not I'm not here.
Do you still feel like
he's under your skin?
Yeah.
All the time.
So what do you do about it?
Nothing.
And neither should you.
He wants a reaction.
Anything you do, he'll do something worse.
You just have to let it go,
and eventually he'll move on.
So, let him win?
It's not about winning.
I pissed Stephen off the other day.
I lost my temper.
And do you know what he did?
He sent nudes of me
from freshman year
to my dad.
What the fuck? That's disgusting.
That's Stephen.
You can't beat him at this.
He'll always find a way to go lower.
He has that fucking tape of me.
That's why you need to do nothing.
Don't give him any reason to use it.
I can't. I can't just let him
hold this over me forever.
It's making me fucking crazy.
I-I have to find a way
to fix this. I have to.
No.
The best thing you can do is nothing.
He wants to have something over you.
He'd rather hold on to it
than actually use it.
So, if you don't give him a reason,
he'll probably never actually show anyone.
Listen to me.
You can be the girl
whose entire life gets ruined by him,
or you can cut your losses,
lay low,
and eventually be okay.
He's never gonna let me be okay.
He's not gonna stop.
It will be over, eventually.
I promise it will.
But only if you let it.
Only if you let it end.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
Hey.
I'm sorry.
It's okay. It's okay.
It's not.
I-I-I just
I didn't know who else to call.
Because I wanted to talk to you.
Because you
you make things better.
And it's confusing.
I think you're making me
kind of confused
about how I feel.
I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry.
- No, stop apologizing.
- I'm sorry.
- Stop apologizing.
["THOSE TO COME" BY THE SHINS PLAYING]
Eyeless in the morning sun you were ♪
Pale and mild, a modern girl ♪
Taken with thought,
still prone to care ♪
Making tea in your underwear ♪
You went out in the yard to find ♪
Something to eat and clear your mind ♪
Something bad inside me ♪
Went away ♪
Quaking leaves and broken light ♪