Insecure (2016) s04e09 Episode Script
Lowkey Trying
1
Hey.
Have you called Molly yet?
- Uh-uh.
- Why not?
Because she hasn't called me.
I know you're upset right now,
but maybe if y'all sat down
and talked face to face,
you could work it out.
(HIP HOP MUSIC PLAYS)
MOLLY CARTER: I just saw Issa.
That bitch ran away from me
like I was an actual job.
Well are you gonna reach out to her?
I'm not gonna do anything.
It was her fault!
I guess I just been thinking, about us.
Us?
What would have happened
if we stayed together?
The towel lady's just being
intense about her job.
Yeah, in a selectively racist way.
Do you really think it was about race?
Dude, don't be dumb, you know it was.
- I'm done.
- Oh, come on!
It's an interesting conversation!
Not for me it's not.
What if I wanted to stay?
I don't know.
I'm not ready for the night to end yet.
So
stay.
(MUSIC CONCLUDES)
("VELVET" BY KIRBY PLAYING)
If I was the president,
I would tax it
If I was a dealer, I would bag it
Get it crackin', I
He wanna leave a stack on the table
My man ain't used to being catered
He say, that for me?
All that and it's free?
They don't make 'em like this
Can't find this on the gram
'Cause I
Nigga, I just got clean.
Keep mine private
Bae, I can't help it
It's just high, high priced velvet
Ooh, the type that you blessed with
Yeah, it's high, high priced velvet
Yo, this is wild, right?
I know.
I guess I'm just irresistible.
Yo, relax. All right, relax.
(SMOOTH R&B MUSIC PLAYING)
- Hey, who is this?
- Uh, let me check.
Hey, uh, did I ever tell
you about my friend Nathan?
The song is by your friend, Nathan,
or is the artist called
My Friend, Nathan?
- Damn, I sound old.
- No. (SCOFFS)
Nathan is a guy I
used to date a while ago
but we're just friends, and he asked me
to help him move into
his new spot this week.
Oh.
But I don't have to if it
makes you uncomfortable.
I got you turnt out like that?
- Okay, now you relax.
- (LAUGHS)
I just I wanna be honest.
'Cause I don't wanna mess this up.
Whatever this is.
What is it again?
What do you want it to be?
I don't know.
Are you still wrapped up?
Any loose ends dangling?
Any loose vaginas flappin' about?
What the fuck? You asking about Condola?
Oh, I mean, since you brought her up.
Yeah, we talked and it's done.
Oh, okay then.
So you gonna move to San Francisco
and be a trolley nigga?
'Cause I can't fuck a trolley nigga.
Well, I still gotta nail the interview.
So no need to put the
trolley before the horse?
Oh, this nani got you so confused.
I'm confused? Okay, all right.
Well, come here then. Un-confuse me.
- Oh, I gotta un-confuse you now.
- Yeah, come on.
- Oh, so much work.
- Oh, poor you.
("WORLD WE CREATED" BY GIVEON PLAYING)
I just wanna stay in
the world we created
I just wanna sink in the
plans that we makin'
I have enough anxiety about fuckin'
up my love life
without her adding to it.
You know, this is the longest
relationship I've ever been in
and it is harder than
I thought it would be.
I just thought that my best friend
would respect that.
I can see how much
this has affected you.
This stress with Issa and Andrew,
his brother.
- What was his name again?
- Who cares?
Victor. It was Victor.
So what is all this bringing up for you?
I don't know. I just been
feelin' so tense all the time.
Like I'm dreading something
but I don't know what.
And you think this stems from Issa.
She crossed the line by going
behind my back with Andrew.
Is there anything you feel like
you could have done differently
in the moment?
Honestly
no. She has to apologize.
(CHUCKLES) Okay,
I'm gonna draw your attention
to a pattern that I've been noticing.
Someone angers you, you put up
the walls, and then you shut down.
But Issa was out of line.
The same could be said of
Victor and Taurean and Dro
and your dad.
They were all out of line at some point.
You're absolutely right, but
you wanna be right or do you
wanna be in a relationship?
Damn, Dr. Rhonda, read me then.
(CHUCKLING)
Look, I'm not saying you
have to make up with Issa.
I'm simply asking the question,
"Does the relationship
with her still serve you?"
(EXHALES)
I mean, it's Issa.
She's my best friend.
Okay, we'll frame it a different way.
Given everything that's happened,
do you want to do the work of
repairing the relationship?
(PJ "ELEMENT" PLAYING)
Can't fuck with me
with I'm in my element
Element, every day, man,
I've been hustlin', hustlin'
Smiling for the times
that I been struggling
Struggling
(PHONE BUZZING)
(PHONE CLICKS)
(LINE RINGING)
(KELLI ON PHONE):
Thank you for calling Kelli Prenny.
I'm unavailable to
take your call right now.
Please leave a message
at the sound of the tone.
(REPEATS MESSAGE IN SPANISH)
- Thanks!
- (BEEP)
Hi, girl. I know you're working,
but I was just calling for some advice.
Uh, call me when you can. Thanks, bye.
Element
Element
Element
Element
(PHONE BUZZING)
What's up? Stanley dead?
No, Ahmal, I just need advice.
Uh, long story short,
Lawrence and I are back.
Oh, shit, really? Does he know?
Yeah, he knows. We're tryin' again.
- Well, that's nice.
- But I'm still friends with
the other guy I used to talk to, Nathan.
AHMAL: Oh, the redbone? Yeah.
I like to keep me a light-
and dark-skin nigga too.
ISSA: No, we're just friends.
My nigga, I warned you.
ISSA: But if I'm seeing Lawrence,
I should maybe
stop hangin' out with Nathan, right?
- That's messy.
- Yeah, it could be a little messy.
ISSA: But I'm trying
to be a good friend,
and Lawrence seems cool with it,
so it's probably fine.
Yes, girl, it's probably fine.
I should chill on Nathan, though.
Am I over-thinking it?
Maybe I'm over-thinking it.
Yeah, you could be over-thinking it.
Okay, this has been very unhelpful.
- Thanks.
- Whatever, you get what you pay for.
- Bye.
- (PHONE DISCONNECTS)
(PHONE RINGING)
(BEEP)
- Hello?
- Hey, girl, you busy?
No, just in the car.
Rollin' with the homies
You not with the homies.
You probably alone.
Anyway, I was wondering if we could
meet up and talk.
'Cause I really wanna
make this work if you do.
And there's a lot of shit
going on with work stuff.
And I started
seeing Lawrence again.
And the only person I want to talk about
any of this with is you.
(CHUCKLES)
Wow.
Typical Issa.
Calling to talk about yourself.
Why am I even surprised at this point?
You are still the same selfish-ass,
messy-ass,
using-ass bitch! (ECHOING)
(SOTJ "THINGS I SHOULD
HAVE SAID" PLAYING)
As I began my day
Started my hustle and bustle
(LINE RINGING)
VOICEMAIL:
You've reached the voice mailbox for
MOLLY: Molly Carter.
- VOICEMAIL: Please leave a message.
- (BEEP)
Hey, Molly. It's Issa.
Can we meet up?
Forgive me
And hear my plea
As I sing these things
I should've said to you
You sure I can't get
anything started for you?
Oh, I'm okay. I'm waiting for someone.
A friend. Well, we used to be friends.
We kinda still are. Maybe. Hopefully.
She might hate me. You don't care.
Y'all have smoked salmon?
Can I get you some alcohol, sis?
Yes, two mimosas, please.
Very light on the orange juice.
Thank you.
(LOUDLY): Hey!
So sorry, that was so loud.
BOTH: Hey.
(CHUCKLES)
I saw your vacation pics.
You looked so good.
Thanks, yeah, we, uh it was fun.
- Nice.
- Mm-hmm.
How's your nephew doing?
- Which one?
- What do you mean?
Oh, Jerome's ex had the baby
and then left him with it.
- But it's not even his.
- No.
Girl, we got a whole-ass
stranger living in our house.
But I guess it's kind of
brought our family together.
Wow, I guess a baby's always a blessing?
Mm, it came out with a mustache,
so now my grandmama thinks it's cursed.
(LAUGHTER)
(EXHALES)
I ordered you a light-skinned mimosa.
You still like it like that, right?
Yeah. One drop, it is still a mimosa.
(CHUCKLES)
How's work?
Good, yeah. It's good and busy.
You know Taurean popped
up on my Explore page?
- That nigga loves to rollerblade.
- Wait, what?
Yo, that must have been
how he sprained his ankle.
(LAUGHING) Yeah,
he was wearing knee pads and everything.
- Lookin' like a Ninja Turtle.
- What! (LAUGHTER)
- Hysterical.
- BOTH: Thank you.
Uh, cheers.
Yeah, cheers.
(R&B MUSIC PLAYING)
(LAUGHS) Wait. Them bitches
really dined and dashed on you?
Yes, never trust East Coast hos.
I do kind of miss 'em though.
(CHUCKLES) Yo, what they look like?
The next time I'm in DC,
I'm gonna pull up.
Oh, no, I got it, I got it.
What? Girl, you sure?
- I mean, I can get the tip.
- No way.
I probably owe you like a
decade's worth of brunch.
Okay, you got it.
Thanks for meeting me.
I love you, girl.
I love you, too. Thank you for brunch.
Actually, if you're
around later this week,
I might help Nathan out with his move.
Oh! Wow, that's really nice of you.
Yeah, I told him I have weak
arms but a strong disposition.
I don't know what I meant by that,
but he took me up on my offer, so
- Okay, cool.
- Cool.
When you say you ride for me,
ride for me
When you say you'd die for me
Die for me, is that a forever thing
Ever thing
(SPEAKING CHINESE)
Yeah, I'll I'll call you back.
- Hey, you.
- Hey.
How was brunch?
It was fine.
Yeah, I mean, we laughed
and joked like nothing happened.
Hm, oh, so you guys talked it out.
I mean, not about the block party
or any of the other stuff
that's been going on.
I mean,
it actually felt kind of superficial.
Well, did you try to bring it up?
It didn't feel like she
wanted to talk about it.
Coulda just at least said something.
I showed up. Okay, I made myself open
for whatever she wanted to say.
I mean, what else was I supposed to do?
I don't know, I
Well, maybe meet her halfway.
I
What?
I mean, obviously, I am on your side.
I just know you miss her.
The only person I miss is LaToya, okay?
'Cause we are about to be best friends.
Oh, actually,
before you get too comfortable,
remember Victor's in town.
Hey, he got us tickets to
see the Clippers tonight.
- Oh.
- I mean, I figured you might be down
seeing as you've told
me several times now
that Kawhi Leonard can get it.
- 'Cause he can.
- That's actually really fucked up
- you say that to me.
- (LAUGHS)
Come on, it is a peace offering.
I
You should go.
Yeah.
I don't wanna get in the
way of you guys having fun.
- Mm-hmm.
- You can make it like, um,
a little guy's night out.
- Okay.
- Thanks, babe.
MAN (ON TV): I knew something was up
when she came in with the white boy.
Mm-hmm, her acting coach.
So are you saying she
was having an affair?
- I ain't no damn snitch.
- Hm.
(GROOVY MUSIC PLAYING)
Always fade on sight
If you do come right
- ISSA: That place is so cute.
- QUOIA: Right?
I'm so glad they're down
for our wellness pop-up.
Signed, sealed, delivered.
Now, I just gotta
learn how to ride a bike.
Wait, no, I don't.
Those bikes don't move. (CHUCKLES)
I don't mess with bikes.
I broke my pubic bone when I was 15
and I had to wear a diaper
cast all sophomore year.
- Ouch.
- Yeah.
Did you just pull those out your purse?
Yeah, I'm on a high-gluten diet.
I'm tryin' to get thick for the weekend.
- You want one?
- No, thanks.
Actually, yeah, they smell good as hell.
Okay, girl, come on now.
- How are they still warm?
- Hand warmers.
It's like a little
Easy-Bake Oven in here.
You know I'm just excited to
get this next event going.
I mean, we don't have a name yet.
Or a space. Or
But we got two juiceries
and we just booked the cycling studio.
We in good shape.
These blacks about to be well as hell.
They are! Okay, I'll talk to you later.
All right, girl.
(PHONE BEEPS)
- Hey, Rice-A-Roni.
- (LAUGHS) Hey.
- What?
- (SINGING): My San Francisco treat.
See, no, that don't fly with me.
We were a Hamburger Helper family.
Oh, well,
it's Roni gang all day over here, cous.
So you better eat with
one eye open, homie.
(LAUGHS) All right.
So how did it go?
It went really well, actually.
Oh, shit. That's great news.
Yeah. So, uh
how's things with you?
What's good in Hollywood?
(LAUGHS)
Hollywood's good. It's eventful.
Um, I actually met up
with Molly for brunch.
Whoa. Really?
- How was that?
- It went really well.
I mean, we didn't really
get that deep into stuff,
but I know how she is.
She's still coolin' off.
In a couple weeks,
I invite her to Self-Care Sunday
- and boom, we back.
- So you feel good.
Yeah, it felt really good to reconnect,
and I missed her.
Yo, that's great.
Maybe you just needed some, uh,
some space before trying again.
Yeah, I guess so.
Look, um, I gotta go, but,
uh, I'll see you soon.
Your San Francisco
You can chill with all that.
You made your allegiance clear.
(CHUCKLES) All right.
Take a look, unsung,
take a look at me
Take a look at two songs,
take a look at streams
Take a look at gang gang,
take a look at teams
Pooty tang, Tat hand chain hang,
real dreams
(BEEPING)
NATHAN (ON SPEAKER): Hello?
Hey, I'm outside.
NATHAN: All right, I'll buzz you in.
(BUZZES)
"Hello, Nathan."
What am I, a serial killer?
"What up, pal?" What
is he, my white child?
"Hey, buddy." He's not a dog.
"Konnichiwa." No, that's appropriation.
My nigga!
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Come on in.
- What up?
What it do?
Still getting everything in order,
but, uh, it's coming together, I think.
Nice. I see the vision.
All right, put me to work.
I mean, I could use some help
unpacking the rest of these boxes.
Okay, that's what I'm here for.
(EXHALES)
Oh, I have this book.
You know what,
I'm gonna start with that one.
Over there.
All right, cool.
So what's new with you, bruh?
Well, the owner from
the shop where I cut at
is retiring, so me and my
boys are buying out the shop.
What? Nathan, that's incredible.
Yeah, thanks.
You know, your hustle
invigorated my hustle.
Please.
So I'ma need you to get your
shit up and running ASAP
'cause I need a shout out
'cause suddenly I got
way more bills to pay.
Well, I'll send you my rates.
And let me warn you,
they are not set yet.
Wow!
- Can I cut a deal?
- Mm.
I mean, we got a space
in the back if you need it.
I'll earn it.
(CHUCKLES) Thanks, I appreciate it.
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
Hey, I don't know if
this is weird to say,
but I feel like I should tell you.
Me and my ex kind of started
seeing each other again.
Wow.
Okay, cool.
The one you cheated on?
Uh, yeah. It's still new.
We're figuring it out.
Oh. (CHUCKLES)
- What's funny?
- Nothing.
I just thought you was over that shit.
He seemed sometime-y.
He's not.
We talked it out and
we're in a good place.
Okay, my bad.
Just hope he keeps his
shit together this time.
Yeah, at least he knows
how to use his words
and doesn't disappear.
I didn't just disappear.
I found out I'm bipolar.
- Oh, shit.
- I know
I just told you that I
was feeling depressed,
but when I went back to Houston,
I found out for sure.
And, um, honestly, that was a relief.
I'm
so sorry you went through all that.
And that I didn't see it.
No, I didn't know how to talk about it.
You know,
I was scared people wouldn't understand,
or they'd call me crazy.
But
I had to get comfortable with it.
That's
Thanks for telling me.
I'm just glad you're doing better.
Yeah, I mean, I had to sort
through a whole lot of bullshit,
but, you know, I got some clarity
on the type of people I want in my life,
and you one of 'em.
No, for real. I appreciate you.
Thank you.
I appreciate you, too.
All right, I mean, don't stop unpacking
just 'cause I got all sincere and shit.
You know, you still got work to do.
- You on the clock, girl.
- Okay, Master Nathan.
(LAUGHTER)
Who can I love when they tell me
I can't love myself
How in the hell could I
possibly love someone else
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
- MOLLY: Hey, babe.
- ANDREW: Hey, baby.
We got bonus Rangoon again,
and a bitch is pleased.
Oh, I thought we were doing Indian now.
Yeah, I know you really like that place,
but last time, their naan was like, nah.
How was the game with your brother?
- Oh, the seats were so good.
- Yeah?
I was right next to one of the Migos.
- No idea which one.
- (LAUGHS)
I mean, I work in music. I should know.
- You should.
- Yeah.
It was kinda awkward you
weren't there though.
- Really? Why?
- I mean, he invited us.
I lied and said you had to work.
Well, I didn't ask you to lie.
Uh, well
are you just never gonna see him again?
I mean, he's my brother.
Okay, I know, but
I mean, honestly,
I don't know why you would ask me
to do something that would
make me uncomfortable.
Well, you could at least try.
- I
- (DOOR OPENS)
Hello?
- Hey.
- Hey.
Hey, man, sorry. We came a little early.
Oh, no, it's totally fine.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, we were
we're just chillin'.
Knew it.
It's so cold in the D
How the fuck we
supposed to keep peace
(ANDREW CHUCKLES)
Yeah,
we'll be real quick and be out your way.
(GRUNTS) Why you pack it like that?
- NATHAN: You all right?
- ISSA: I thought these were pillows.
NATHAN: They're not pillows.
You guys don't have to rush out.
Uh, we don't wanna
Guys, it's totally fine.
I have tons of takeout.
Yeah, I mean, stay for dinner.
It'll be like a farewell celebration.
Oh, that's okay. We are super full.
We ate nothing.
I'm mad hungry.
I would actually love to stay.
Yeah, I, I don't know what the
hell she was talking about.
- I'm starving. I'm about to eat.
- ANDREW: Okay.
I'll pop some bottles.
Pop 'em!
(SMOOTH MUSIC PLAYING)
ISSA: Are you kidding me?
(LAUGHTER)
- You've never had guacamole.
- NATHAN: I mean
No, I got questions.
You are literally from Houston.
- How?
- That shit look like baby food.
- ANDREW: Oh, man.
- I fucks with salsa, though.
- Basic.
- ANDREW: Yeah, actually,
this is the perfect time
for you to move out.
(LAUGHTER)
Y'all are rude.
Wait, but Nathan, how is the new place?
It's small but, you know,
I'm making it work.
I don't know why he's being all modest.
His place is hella nice.
Yo, remember my first
smelly-ass apartment?
Girl, yes. Can we forget it?
(LAUGHS) It had a
window above a dumpster,
but it was really easy
to take out the trash.
She had this one mystery stain
on the carpet that kept growing.
We were all convinced
it looked like a face.
- It did.
- BOTH: Suge Knight!
- Oh, my God, yes.
- Oh, we had fun
at the stink spot.
The game nights, the wine downs.
Oh, my God,
all those silly games we used to play.
Like what, "Mafia."
And what was the other one?
- Ooh, "Celebrity Heights."
- What? What is that?
Just the most fun drinking
game ever that I made up.
You just think of a celebrity,
you guess their height.
When you wrong, you drink.
- All right, let's do it.
- Yes!
Oh, okay.
Oh, well, if you guys are tired,
we don't have to.
No, no, I think they
got to experience it.
- MOLLY: Let's totally play it.
- Okay, I'ma go first.
How tall is Bernie Sanders?
- NATHAN: 5'7".
- ANDREW: 5'9".
Mm-mm, he's 5'6".
- ISSA: Okay.
- I win.
All y'all drinking.
Bernie Sanders is six feet tall.
- Get the fuck outta here.
- ANDREW: Not possible.
He screams like a very short person.
- (LAUGHS)
- I'm seriously rocked by this.
I'ma measure him next time I see him.
- ISSA: Okay.
- How are you gonna measure him?
I'ma get up on him.
I'ma measure his ass.
'Cause y'all run in the same circles?
He comin' to get this drink.
(LAUGHTER)
Bernie Sanders turned up.
Mmm. That is not enough.
There's another bottle in the fridge.
- Alright, I'll grab it.
- Okay.
- Who's next?
- MOLLY: I'll go.
- What about Niecy Nash?
- Ooh, I don't know
how tall she is, but she fine as hell.
- (ISSA LAUGHS)
- NATHAN: Shit, that's my guess.
Fine-feet-eleven.
- Oh, my God, her body is unfair.
- (PHONE BUZZES)
I feel like she did something
great in another life.
NATHAN:
She did something right in this life.
She did a whole
lot of right in this life
'cause she looks blessed
and highly favored.
MOLLY: Yeah, I swear,
she looks like Jessica Rabbit.
NATHAN: She's black,
so Jessica Black Rabbit?
MOLLY: Looks like her. And you
know it's real 'cause her thighs match.
- NATHAN: Match what? Each other?
- (PHONE BUZZES)
Like, in color or size?
ANDREW: And we're back in business.
I just I think I'm gonna go.
- NATHAN: Peace?
- (SCOFFS)
No, hey, I got it.
Issa, hold up. Issa, wait.
Issa. Issa, hold up.
- Yup.
- (SCOFFS)
I'm really sorry you saw that.
- That wasn't meant for you.
- Yeah, no shit.
Okay, but that's the
way I've been feelin'.
I mean, this whole
thing feels so forced.
I was trying to get us
back to where we were,
but I didn't realize it
was so hard for you
to be around me.
And you say you're
trying, but it feels like
I'm the only one who's
putting in any effort.
By inviting me to brunch and
playing old drinking games?
Girl, we haven't even talked
about what's really going on.
Because I didn't know you
wanted to talk about it.
But okay,
let's talk about the block party then.
This is bigger than that.
We have been off for months.
Yeah, I know. That's why I reached out.
But I can't be the only one who
wants to make this work, Molly.
I don't know, maybe
who you are now, and
who I am now just don't fit anymore.
(WISTFUL MUSIC PLAYING)
Okay.
Okay?
I mean, there really
isn't much more to say.
Yeah.
Okay.
I've been trying to be where you are
Could it be that I'm
searching too hard
I wish you'd come and find me
Won't you come and find me
'Cause I'm down when you're far away
When you're gone,
I don't sleep for days
I've been stuck in the darkest age
Can't you see what I'm tryin' to say
I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you
Yeah
You're my missing piece
I don't wanna live without you
You're my missing piece
I don't feel at home without you
'Cause I'm nothing without you
I've been chasing the moon
I've been chasing the moon
And chasing the moon and the stars
'Cause I'm trying to be where you
Trying to be where you
Trying to be where you are
Chasing the moon,
and chasing the moon
Chasing the moon
(OLD SCHOOL HIP HOP MUSIC PLAYS)
What makes a flower a funeral flower
versus a fun flower?
I'm mainly asking for
the price difference.
Get it, get it
Got it, got it
I just wanna surround myself
with things that make me happy.
Everybody, Issa. Issa, everybody.
Hey.
Okay, they're tired.
I let shit go all the time!
I wanna be honest about how I felt.
So, what's the deal?
(MUSIC INTENSIFIES)
Hey.
(MUSIC CONCLUDES)
We are back with a new
episode of the Wine Down
and today we're joined by
Kendrick Sampson who plays Nathan
to discuss 'Lowkey Trying'.
(LOW BEATS)
So Issa and Nathan have a big
heart-to-heart this episode.
Do you think Nathan still has
lingering feelings for Issa?
Yeah, yeah.
(EVERYONE LAUGHS)
I mean you know he he
also has like guilt, you know?
He went away for a minute to
figure his shit out and then
all of a sudden he's back,
and he's in an intimate space with her.
Is it unreasonable of him to
expect that she wouldn't move on?
Like the reaction to hearing
that she was back with Lawrence
was mad shady.
Nah, I think it's one of those things,
especially since he thinks
he has everything together
where you're like 'I'm good'
you know, whatever happens happens,
you know, and when it
actually comes face to face
- you're like hol' up, you for real?
- Yeah.
Also you just gonna move on like that?
But it's also a very dude thing
to put him down immediately.
He's like "Oh, this not
like the dude that's like,
'ain't got no shoes?'" like yeah,
well that's what you're
waiting for. (LAUGHS)
Even if you're like 'over' it,
you still gotta be
like 'but I'm better'.
Also, and from Nathan's perspective,
you gotta be starting
to kick it a lil' bit.
So like in his mind, you say,
I have to hit the Black
Party. I called you afterwards,
you came by my shop. We
kicked it at the game night.
You know what I mean? So it's like,
- There's some hope.
- there's some hope,
that like maybe us kicking
it is like going somewhere.
So it is like a little
bit of a heat throw.
I ain't doing this for you
to reciprocate, but if you do
- I ain't gonna be mad at it, you know.
- Right.
I was like, Nathan was
like droppin' lil' things
like while digging an idea
- (LAUGHS)
- For the Black Party, you know.
(LAUGHTER AND INTELLIGIBLE CHATTER)
How does Issa's perception
of how he ghosted change
when she learns the reason
why is he's also he's bipolar?
Yeah, I think that,
that puts so much in perspective.
I think it goes from
a typical millennial daily
experience of a man not being
able to use his words and then
coming back around all of a sudden
and be like 'we good right?'
Oh, he actually had personal
mental health issues
that he needed to deal with, and
he needed to take the time to do that.
You become more understanding because,
you know,
we start off this season in
a very self-reflective way
with Issa being like 'Self-care Sunday'
and I think in some ways that
might've been a bit superficial.
And here's, you know,
someone who's dealing with
something we actually
need to take care of.
- Real self-care.
- Real self-care.
Is that superficial? I mean self-care,
suddenly, like we actually do
have to take care of ourselves
and sometimes that's kinda the debate
that I'm going back and forth.
Like should she be with him or not?
You know um, what would
I do in this situation
and all that kinda stuff.
It's just like people have
mental health issues.
And, it's not, you know
you know, necessarily as scary
as a lot of people think it is.
Uhm there's a full spectrum
of mental health issues.
But at the same time
we have to factor in
our own health and how
we deal with people.
And just realize it's just
another thing, you know.
True. How do you approach
and how does it feel
playing a char a black man
with mental health issues?
I mean, the way I I see it,
you can't grow up in America
and be black and not have some
sorta mental health problems
whether it's PTSD or something.
So it was important for me to play this.
It was important for me to have this as
a discussion, a conversation starter.
And also amplify those
those issues that are important for me
You know, you and I had conversations.
We had conversations in the room
about, you know, how do we reveal this,
how do we do this
so that it doesn't feel
like "Dun Dun Dun",
- Yes.
- You know what I mean?
As a thing, and how do we honor it,
how do we de-stigmatize it,
how do we play it as like,
this is one thing I'm dealing with
but it doesn't, you know, define me.
You know what I mean?
And I believe we did a good job
in terms of how it comes out and
how we talked about it.
At least on the page and I believe
in the performance of this as well.
So it doesn't feel like
we're doing a might job of a thing,
that we're just saying
hey, this isn't a thing that we need to,
like, make ethos. You know,
- it's an issue but
- It's a plot point.
Yes, it's a giant plot point in
that way. It's a part of his life
that he is dealing with,
like a lot of us are, you know.
- Yeah, it provides nuance.
- (MUMBLES)
- Thank you for your help.
- (EVERYONE LAUGHS)
Well thank you so much again
for joining us for another
episode of The Wine Down.
Please join us next week for
the final episode of the season.
You don't wanna miss it. See you soon.
- Cheers. One more.
- Cheers. Penultimate.
Hey.
Have you called Molly yet?
- Uh-uh.
- Why not?
Because she hasn't called me.
I know you're upset right now,
but maybe if y'all sat down
and talked face to face,
you could work it out.
(HIP HOP MUSIC PLAYS)
MOLLY CARTER: I just saw Issa.
That bitch ran away from me
like I was an actual job.
Well are you gonna reach out to her?
I'm not gonna do anything.
It was her fault!
I guess I just been thinking, about us.
Us?
What would have happened
if we stayed together?
The towel lady's just being
intense about her job.
Yeah, in a selectively racist way.
Do you really think it was about race?
Dude, don't be dumb, you know it was.
- I'm done.
- Oh, come on!
It's an interesting conversation!
Not for me it's not.
What if I wanted to stay?
I don't know.
I'm not ready for the night to end yet.
So
stay.
(MUSIC CONCLUDES)
("VELVET" BY KIRBY PLAYING)
If I was the president,
I would tax it
If I was a dealer, I would bag it
Get it crackin', I
He wanna leave a stack on the table
My man ain't used to being catered
He say, that for me?
All that and it's free?
They don't make 'em like this
Can't find this on the gram
'Cause I
Nigga, I just got clean.
Keep mine private
Bae, I can't help it
It's just high, high priced velvet
Ooh, the type that you blessed with
Yeah, it's high, high priced velvet
Yo, this is wild, right?
I know.
I guess I'm just irresistible.
Yo, relax. All right, relax.
(SMOOTH R&B MUSIC PLAYING)
- Hey, who is this?
- Uh, let me check.
Hey, uh, did I ever tell
you about my friend Nathan?
The song is by your friend, Nathan,
or is the artist called
My Friend, Nathan?
- Damn, I sound old.
- No. (SCOFFS)
Nathan is a guy I
used to date a while ago
but we're just friends, and he asked me
to help him move into
his new spot this week.
Oh.
But I don't have to if it
makes you uncomfortable.
I got you turnt out like that?
- Okay, now you relax.
- (LAUGHS)
I just I wanna be honest.
'Cause I don't wanna mess this up.
Whatever this is.
What is it again?
What do you want it to be?
I don't know.
Are you still wrapped up?
Any loose ends dangling?
Any loose vaginas flappin' about?
What the fuck? You asking about Condola?
Oh, I mean, since you brought her up.
Yeah, we talked and it's done.
Oh, okay then.
So you gonna move to San Francisco
and be a trolley nigga?
'Cause I can't fuck a trolley nigga.
Well, I still gotta nail the interview.
So no need to put the
trolley before the horse?
Oh, this nani got you so confused.
I'm confused? Okay, all right.
Well, come here then. Un-confuse me.
- Oh, I gotta un-confuse you now.
- Yeah, come on.
- Oh, so much work.
- Oh, poor you.
("WORLD WE CREATED" BY GIVEON PLAYING)
I just wanna stay in
the world we created
I just wanna sink in the
plans that we makin'
I have enough anxiety about fuckin'
up my love life
without her adding to it.
You know, this is the longest
relationship I've ever been in
and it is harder than
I thought it would be.
I just thought that my best friend
would respect that.
I can see how much
this has affected you.
This stress with Issa and Andrew,
his brother.
- What was his name again?
- Who cares?
Victor. It was Victor.
So what is all this bringing up for you?
I don't know. I just been
feelin' so tense all the time.
Like I'm dreading something
but I don't know what.
And you think this stems from Issa.
She crossed the line by going
behind my back with Andrew.
Is there anything you feel like
you could have done differently
in the moment?
Honestly
no. She has to apologize.
(CHUCKLES) Okay,
I'm gonna draw your attention
to a pattern that I've been noticing.
Someone angers you, you put up
the walls, and then you shut down.
But Issa was out of line.
The same could be said of
Victor and Taurean and Dro
and your dad.
They were all out of line at some point.
You're absolutely right, but
you wanna be right or do you
wanna be in a relationship?
Damn, Dr. Rhonda, read me then.
(CHUCKLING)
Look, I'm not saying you
have to make up with Issa.
I'm simply asking the question,
"Does the relationship
with her still serve you?"
(EXHALES)
I mean, it's Issa.
She's my best friend.
Okay, we'll frame it a different way.
Given everything that's happened,
do you want to do the work of
repairing the relationship?
(PJ "ELEMENT" PLAYING)
Can't fuck with me
with I'm in my element
Element, every day, man,
I've been hustlin', hustlin'
Smiling for the times
that I been struggling
Struggling
(PHONE BUZZING)
(PHONE CLICKS)
(LINE RINGING)
(KELLI ON PHONE):
Thank you for calling Kelli Prenny.
I'm unavailable to
take your call right now.
Please leave a message
at the sound of the tone.
(REPEATS MESSAGE IN SPANISH)
- Thanks!
- (BEEP)
Hi, girl. I know you're working,
but I was just calling for some advice.
Uh, call me when you can. Thanks, bye.
Element
Element
Element
Element
(PHONE BUZZING)
What's up? Stanley dead?
No, Ahmal, I just need advice.
Uh, long story short,
Lawrence and I are back.
Oh, shit, really? Does he know?
Yeah, he knows. We're tryin' again.
- Well, that's nice.
- But I'm still friends with
the other guy I used to talk to, Nathan.
AHMAL: Oh, the redbone? Yeah.
I like to keep me a light-
and dark-skin nigga too.
ISSA: No, we're just friends.
My nigga, I warned you.
ISSA: But if I'm seeing Lawrence,
I should maybe
stop hangin' out with Nathan, right?
- That's messy.
- Yeah, it could be a little messy.
ISSA: But I'm trying
to be a good friend,
and Lawrence seems cool with it,
so it's probably fine.
Yes, girl, it's probably fine.
I should chill on Nathan, though.
Am I over-thinking it?
Maybe I'm over-thinking it.
Yeah, you could be over-thinking it.
Okay, this has been very unhelpful.
- Thanks.
- Whatever, you get what you pay for.
- Bye.
- (PHONE DISCONNECTS)
(PHONE RINGING)
(BEEP)
- Hello?
- Hey, girl, you busy?
No, just in the car.
Rollin' with the homies
You not with the homies.
You probably alone.
Anyway, I was wondering if we could
meet up and talk.
'Cause I really wanna
make this work if you do.
And there's a lot of shit
going on with work stuff.
And I started
seeing Lawrence again.
And the only person I want to talk about
any of this with is you.
(CHUCKLES)
Wow.
Typical Issa.
Calling to talk about yourself.
Why am I even surprised at this point?
You are still the same selfish-ass,
messy-ass,
using-ass bitch! (ECHOING)
(SOTJ "THINGS I SHOULD
HAVE SAID" PLAYING)
As I began my day
Started my hustle and bustle
(LINE RINGING)
VOICEMAIL:
You've reached the voice mailbox for
MOLLY: Molly Carter.
- VOICEMAIL: Please leave a message.
- (BEEP)
Hey, Molly. It's Issa.
Can we meet up?
Forgive me
And hear my plea
As I sing these things
I should've said to you
You sure I can't get
anything started for you?
Oh, I'm okay. I'm waiting for someone.
A friend. Well, we used to be friends.
We kinda still are. Maybe. Hopefully.
She might hate me. You don't care.
Y'all have smoked salmon?
Can I get you some alcohol, sis?
Yes, two mimosas, please.
Very light on the orange juice.
Thank you.
(LOUDLY): Hey!
So sorry, that was so loud.
BOTH: Hey.
(CHUCKLES)
I saw your vacation pics.
You looked so good.
Thanks, yeah, we, uh it was fun.
- Nice.
- Mm-hmm.
How's your nephew doing?
- Which one?
- What do you mean?
Oh, Jerome's ex had the baby
and then left him with it.
- But it's not even his.
- No.
Girl, we got a whole-ass
stranger living in our house.
But I guess it's kind of
brought our family together.
Wow, I guess a baby's always a blessing?
Mm, it came out with a mustache,
so now my grandmama thinks it's cursed.
(LAUGHTER)
(EXHALES)
I ordered you a light-skinned mimosa.
You still like it like that, right?
Yeah. One drop, it is still a mimosa.
(CHUCKLES)
How's work?
Good, yeah. It's good and busy.
You know Taurean popped
up on my Explore page?
- That nigga loves to rollerblade.
- Wait, what?
Yo, that must have been
how he sprained his ankle.
(LAUGHING) Yeah,
he was wearing knee pads and everything.
- Lookin' like a Ninja Turtle.
- What! (LAUGHTER)
- Hysterical.
- BOTH: Thank you.
Uh, cheers.
Yeah, cheers.
(R&B MUSIC PLAYING)
(LAUGHS) Wait. Them bitches
really dined and dashed on you?
Yes, never trust East Coast hos.
I do kind of miss 'em though.
(CHUCKLES) Yo, what they look like?
The next time I'm in DC,
I'm gonna pull up.
Oh, no, I got it, I got it.
What? Girl, you sure?
- I mean, I can get the tip.
- No way.
I probably owe you like a
decade's worth of brunch.
Okay, you got it.
Thanks for meeting me.
I love you, girl.
I love you, too. Thank you for brunch.
Actually, if you're
around later this week,
I might help Nathan out with his move.
Oh! Wow, that's really nice of you.
Yeah, I told him I have weak
arms but a strong disposition.
I don't know what I meant by that,
but he took me up on my offer, so
- Okay, cool.
- Cool.
When you say you ride for me,
ride for me
When you say you'd die for me
Die for me, is that a forever thing
Ever thing
(SPEAKING CHINESE)
Yeah, I'll I'll call you back.
- Hey, you.
- Hey.
How was brunch?
It was fine.
Yeah, I mean, we laughed
and joked like nothing happened.
Hm, oh, so you guys talked it out.
I mean, not about the block party
or any of the other stuff
that's been going on.
I mean,
it actually felt kind of superficial.
Well, did you try to bring it up?
It didn't feel like she
wanted to talk about it.
Coulda just at least said something.
I showed up. Okay, I made myself open
for whatever she wanted to say.
I mean, what else was I supposed to do?
I don't know, I
Well, maybe meet her halfway.
I
What?
I mean, obviously, I am on your side.
I just know you miss her.
The only person I miss is LaToya, okay?
'Cause we are about to be best friends.
Oh, actually,
before you get too comfortable,
remember Victor's in town.
Hey, he got us tickets to
see the Clippers tonight.
- Oh.
- I mean, I figured you might be down
seeing as you've told
me several times now
that Kawhi Leonard can get it.
- 'Cause he can.
- That's actually really fucked up
- you say that to me.
- (LAUGHS)
Come on, it is a peace offering.
I
You should go.
Yeah.
I don't wanna get in the
way of you guys having fun.
- Mm-hmm.
- You can make it like, um,
a little guy's night out.
- Okay.
- Thanks, babe.
MAN (ON TV): I knew something was up
when she came in with the white boy.
Mm-hmm, her acting coach.
So are you saying she
was having an affair?
- I ain't no damn snitch.
- Hm.
(GROOVY MUSIC PLAYING)
Always fade on sight
If you do come right
- ISSA: That place is so cute.
- QUOIA: Right?
I'm so glad they're down
for our wellness pop-up.
Signed, sealed, delivered.
Now, I just gotta
learn how to ride a bike.
Wait, no, I don't.
Those bikes don't move. (CHUCKLES)
I don't mess with bikes.
I broke my pubic bone when I was 15
and I had to wear a diaper
cast all sophomore year.
- Ouch.
- Yeah.
Did you just pull those out your purse?
Yeah, I'm on a high-gluten diet.
I'm tryin' to get thick for the weekend.
- You want one?
- No, thanks.
Actually, yeah, they smell good as hell.
Okay, girl, come on now.
- How are they still warm?
- Hand warmers.
It's like a little
Easy-Bake Oven in here.
You know I'm just excited to
get this next event going.
I mean, we don't have a name yet.
Or a space. Or
But we got two juiceries
and we just booked the cycling studio.
We in good shape.
These blacks about to be well as hell.
They are! Okay, I'll talk to you later.
All right, girl.
(PHONE BEEPS)
- Hey, Rice-A-Roni.
- (LAUGHS) Hey.
- What?
- (SINGING): My San Francisco treat.
See, no, that don't fly with me.
We were a Hamburger Helper family.
Oh, well,
it's Roni gang all day over here, cous.
So you better eat with
one eye open, homie.
(LAUGHS) All right.
So how did it go?
It went really well, actually.
Oh, shit. That's great news.
Yeah. So, uh
how's things with you?
What's good in Hollywood?
(LAUGHS)
Hollywood's good. It's eventful.
Um, I actually met up
with Molly for brunch.
Whoa. Really?
- How was that?
- It went really well.
I mean, we didn't really
get that deep into stuff,
but I know how she is.
She's still coolin' off.
In a couple weeks,
I invite her to Self-Care Sunday
- and boom, we back.
- So you feel good.
Yeah, it felt really good to reconnect,
and I missed her.
Yo, that's great.
Maybe you just needed some, uh,
some space before trying again.
Yeah, I guess so.
Look, um, I gotta go, but,
uh, I'll see you soon.
Your San Francisco
You can chill with all that.
You made your allegiance clear.
(CHUCKLES) All right.
Take a look, unsung,
take a look at me
Take a look at two songs,
take a look at streams
Take a look at gang gang,
take a look at teams
Pooty tang, Tat hand chain hang,
real dreams
(BEEPING)
NATHAN (ON SPEAKER): Hello?
Hey, I'm outside.
NATHAN: All right, I'll buzz you in.
(BUZZES)
"Hello, Nathan."
What am I, a serial killer?
"What up, pal?" What
is he, my white child?
"Hey, buddy." He's not a dog.
"Konnichiwa." No, that's appropriation.
My nigga!
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Come on in.
- What up?
What it do?
Still getting everything in order,
but, uh, it's coming together, I think.
Nice. I see the vision.
All right, put me to work.
I mean, I could use some help
unpacking the rest of these boxes.
Okay, that's what I'm here for.
(EXHALES)
Oh, I have this book.
You know what,
I'm gonna start with that one.
Over there.
All right, cool.
So what's new with you, bruh?
Well, the owner from
the shop where I cut at
is retiring, so me and my
boys are buying out the shop.
What? Nathan, that's incredible.
Yeah, thanks.
You know, your hustle
invigorated my hustle.
Please.
So I'ma need you to get your
shit up and running ASAP
'cause I need a shout out
'cause suddenly I got
way more bills to pay.
Well, I'll send you my rates.
And let me warn you,
they are not set yet.
Wow!
- Can I cut a deal?
- Mm.
I mean, we got a space
in the back if you need it.
I'll earn it.
(CHUCKLES) Thanks, I appreciate it.
(LAUGHS SOFTLY)
Hey, I don't know if
this is weird to say,
but I feel like I should tell you.
Me and my ex kind of started
seeing each other again.
Wow.
Okay, cool.
The one you cheated on?
Uh, yeah. It's still new.
We're figuring it out.
Oh. (CHUCKLES)
- What's funny?
- Nothing.
I just thought you was over that shit.
He seemed sometime-y.
He's not.
We talked it out and
we're in a good place.
Okay, my bad.
Just hope he keeps his
shit together this time.
Yeah, at least he knows
how to use his words
and doesn't disappear.
I didn't just disappear.
I found out I'm bipolar.
- Oh, shit.
- I know
I just told you that I
was feeling depressed,
but when I went back to Houston,
I found out for sure.
And, um, honestly, that was a relief.
I'm
so sorry you went through all that.
And that I didn't see it.
No, I didn't know how to talk about it.
You know,
I was scared people wouldn't understand,
or they'd call me crazy.
But
I had to get comfortable with it.
That's
Thanks for telling me.
I'm just glad you're doing better.
Yeah, I mean, I had to sort
through a whole lot of bullshit,
but, you know, I got some clarity
on the type of people I want in my life,
and you one of 'em.
No, for real. I appreciate you.
Thank you.
I appreciate you, too.
All right, I mean, don't stop unpacking
just 'cause I got all sincere and shit.
You know, you still got work to do.
- You on the clock, girl.
- Okay, Master Nathan.
(LAUGHTER)
Who can I love when they tell me
I can't love myself
How in the hell could I
possibly love someone else
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)
- MOLLY: Hey, babe.
- ANDREW: Hey, baby.
We got bonus Rangoon again,
and a bitch is pleased.
Oh, I thought we were doing Indian now.
Yeah, I know you really like that place,
but last time, their naan was like, nah.
How was the game with your brother?
- Oh, the seats were so good.
- Yeah?
I was right next to one of the Migos.
- No idea which one.
- (LAUGHS)
I mean, I work in music. I should know.
- You should.
- Yeah.
It was kinda awkward you
weren't there though.
- Really? Why?
- I mean, he invited us.
I lied and said you had to work.
Well, I didn't ask you to lie.
Uh, well
are you just never gonna see him again?
I mean, he's my brother.
Okay, I know, but
I mean, honestly,
I don't know why you would ask me
to do something that would
make me uncomfortable.
Well, you could at least try.
- I
- (DOOR OPENS)
Hello?
- Hey.
- Hey.
Hey, man, sorry. We came a little early.
Oh, no, it's totally fine.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, we were
we're just chillin'.
Knew it.
It's so cold in the D
How the fuck we
supposed to keep peace
(ANDREW CHUCKLES)
Yeah,
we'll be real quick and be out your way.
(GRUNTS) Why you pack it like that?
- NATHAN: You all right?
- ISSA: I thought these were pillows.
NATHAN: They're not pillows.
You guys don't have to rush out.
Uh, we don't wanna
Guys, it's totally fine.
I have tons of takeout.
Yeah, I mean, stay for dinner.
It'll be like a farewell celebration.
Oh, that's okay. We are super full.
We ate nothing.
I'm mad hungry.
I would actually love to stay.
Yeah, I, I don't know what the
hell she was talking about.
- I'm starving. I'm about to eat.
- ANDREW: Okay.
I'll pop some bottles.
Pop 'em!
(SMOOTH MUSIC PLAYING)
ISSA: Are you kidding me?
(LAUGHTER)
- You've never had guacamole.
- NATHAN: I mean
No, I got questions.
You are literally from Houston.
- How?
- That shit look like baby food.
- ANDREW: Oh, man.
- I fucks with salsa, though.
- Basic.
- ANDREW: Yeah, actually,
this is the perfect time
for you to move out.
(LAUGHTER)
Y'all are rude.
Wait, but Nathan, how is the new place?
It's small but, you know,
I'm making it work.
I don't know why he's being all modest.
His place is hella nice.
Yo, remember my first
smelly-ass apartment?
Girl, yes. Can we forget it?
(LAUGHS) It had a
window above a dumpster,
but it was really easy
to take out the trash.
She had this one mystery stain
on the carpet that kept growing.
We were all convinced
it looked like a face.
- It did.
- BOTH: Suge Knight!
- Oh, my God, yes.
- Oh, we had fun
at the stink spot.
The game nights, the wine downs.
Oh, my God,
all those silly games we used to play.
Like what, "Mafia."
And what was the other one?
- Ooh, "Celebrity Heights."
- What? What is that?
Just the most fun drinking
game ever that I made up.
You just think of a celebrity,
you guess their height.
When you wrong, you drink.
- All right, let's do it.
- Yes!
Oh, okay.
Oh, well, if you guys are tired,
we don't have to.
No, no, I think they
got to experience it.
- MOLLY: Let's totally play it.
- Okay, I'ma go first.
How tall is Bernie Sanders?
- NATHAN: 5'7".
- ANDREW: 5'9".
Mm-mm, he's 5'6".
- ISSA: Okay.
- I win.
All y'all drinking.
Bernie Sanders is six feet tall.
- Get the fuck outta here.
- ANDREW: Not possible.
He screams like a very short person.
- (LAUGHS)
- I'm seriously rocked by this.
I'ma measure him next time I see him.
- ISSA: Okay.
- How are you gonna measure him?
I'ma get up on him.
I'ma measure his ass.
'Cause y'all run in the same circles?
He comin' to get this drink.
(LAUGHTER)
Bernie Sanders turned up.
Mmm. That is not enough.
There's another bottle in the fridge.
- Alright, I'll grab it.
- Okay.
- Who's next?
- MOLLY: I'll go.
- What about Niecy Nash?
- Ooh, I don't know
how tall she is, but she fine as hell.
- (ISSA LAUGHS)
- NATHAN: Shit, that's my guess.
Fine-feet-eleven.
- Oh, my God, her body is unfair.
- (PHONE BUZZES)
I feel like she did something
great in another life.
NATHAN:
She did something right in this life.
She did a whole
lot of right in this life
'cause she looks blessed
and highly favored.
MOLLY: Yeah, I swear,
she looks like Jessica Rabbit.
NATHAN: She's black,
so Jessica Black Rabbit?
MOLLY: Looks like her. And you
know it's real 'cause her thighs match.
- NATHAN: Match what? Each other?
- (PHONE BUZZES)
Like, in color or size?
ANDREW: And we're back in business.
I just I think I'm gonna go.
- NATHAN: Peace?
- (SCOFFS)
No, hey, I got it.
Issa, hold up. Issa, wait.
Issa. Issa, hold up.
- Yup.
- (SCOFFS)
I'm really sorry you saw that.
- That wasn't meant for you.
- Yeah, no shit.
Okay, but that's the
way I've been feelin'.
I mean, this whole
thing feels so forced.
I was trying to get us
back to where we were,
but I didn't realize it
was so hard for you
to be around me.
And you say you're
trying, but it feels like
I'm the only one who's
putting in any effort.
By inviting me to brunch and
playing old drinking games?
Girl, we haven't even talked
about what's really going on.
Because I didn't know you
wanted to talk about it.
But okay,
let's talk about the block party then.
This is bigger than that.
We have been off for months.
Yeah, I know. That's why I reached out.
But I can't be the only one who
wants to make this work, Molly.
I don't know, maybe
who you are now, and
who I am now just don't fit anymore.
(WISTFUL MUSIC PLAYING)
Okay.
Okay?
I mean, there really
isn't much more to say.
Yeah.
Okay.
I've been trying to be where you are
Could it be that I'm
searching too hard
I wish you'd come and find me
Won't you come and find me
'Cause I'm down when you're far away
When you're gone,
I don't sleep for days
I've been stuck in the darkest age
Can't you see what I'm tryin' to say
I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you
I'm nothing without you
Yeah
You're my missing piece
I don't wanna live without you
You're my missing piece
I don't feel at home without you
'Cause I'm nothing without you
I've been chasing the moon
I've been chasing the moon
And chasing the moon and the stars
'Cause I'm trying to be where you
Trying to be where you
Trying to be where you are
Chasing the moon,
and chasing the moon
Chasing the moon
(OLD SCHOOL HIP HOP MUSIC PLAYS)
What makes a flower a funeral flower
versus a fun flower?
I'm mainly asking for
the price difference.
Get it, get it
Got it, got it
I just wanna surround myself
with things that make me happy.
Everybody, Issa. Issa, everybody.
Hey.
Okay, they're tired.
I let shit go all the time!
I wanna be honest about how I felt.
So, what's the deal?
(MUSIC INTENSIFIES)
Hey.
(MUSIC CONCLUDES)
We are back with a new
episode of the Wine Down
and today we're joined by
Kendrick Sampson who plays Nathan
to discuss 'Lowkey Trying'.
(LOW BEATS)
So Issa and Nathan have a big
heart-to-heart this episode.
Do you think Nathan still has
lingering feelings for Issa?
Yeah, yeah.
(EVERYONE LAUGHS)
I mean you know he he
also has like guilt, you know?
He went away for a minute to
figure his shit out and then
all of a sudden he's back,
and he's in an intimate space with her.
Is it unreasonable of him to
expect that she wouldn't move on?
Like the reaction to hearing
that she was back with Lawrence
was mad shady.
Nah, I think it's one of those things,
especially since he thinks
he has everything together
where you're like 'I'm good'
you know, whatever happens happens,
you know, and when it
actually comes face to face
- you're like hol' up, you for real?
- Yeah.
Also you just gonna move on like that?
But it's also a very dude thing
to put him down immediately.
He's like "Oh, this not
like the dude that's like,
'ain't got no shoes?'" like yeah,
well that's what you're
waiting for. (LAUGHS)
Even if you're like 'over' it,
you still gotta be
like 'but I'm better'.
Also, and from Nathan's perspective,
you gotta be starting
to kick it a lil' bit.
So like in his mind, you say,
I have to hit the Black
Party. I called you afterwards,
you came by my shop. We
kicked it at the game night.
You know what I mean? So it's like,
- There's some hope.
- there's some hope,
that like maybe us kicking
it is like going somewhere.
So it is like a little
bit of a heat throw.
I ain't doing this for you
to reciprocate, but if you do
- I ain't gonna be mad at it, you know.
- Right.
I was like, Nathan was
like droppin' lil' things
like while digging an idea
- (LAUGHS)
- For the Black Party, you know.
(LAUGHTER AND INTELLIGIBLE CHATTER)
How does Issa's perception
of how he ghosted change
when she learns the reason
why is he's also he's bipolar?
Yeah, I think that,
that puts so much in perspective.
I think it goes from
a typical millennial daily
experience of a man not being
able to use his words and then
coming back around all of a sudden
and be like 'we good right?'
Oh, he actually had personal
mental health issues
that he needed to deal with, and
he needed to take the time to do that.
You become more understanding because,
you know,
we start off this season in
a very self-reflective way
with Issa being like 'Self-care Sunday'
and I think in some ways that
might've been a bit superficial.
And here's, you know,
someone who's dealing with
something we actually
need to take care of.
- Real self-care.
- Real self-care.
Is that superficial? I mean self-care,
suddenly, like we actually do
have to take care of ourselves
and sometimes that's kinda the debate
that I'm going back and forth.
Like should she be with him or not?
You know um, what would
I do in this situation
and all that kinda stuff.
It's just like people have
mental health issues.
And, it's not, you know
you know, necessarily as scary
as a lot of people think it is.
Uhm there's a full spectrum
of mental health issues.
But at the same time
we have to factor in
our own health and how
we deal with people.
And just realize it's just
another thing, you know.
True. How do you approach
and how does it feel
playing a char a black man
with mental health issues?
I mean, the way I I see it,
you can't grow up in America
and be black and not have some
sorta mental health problems
whether it's PTSD or something.
So it was important for me to play this.
It was important for me to have this as
a discussion, a conversation starter.
And also amplify those
those issues that are important for me
You know, you and I had conversations.
We had conversations in the room
about, you know, how do we reveal this,
how do we do this
so that it doesn't feel
like "Dun Dun Dun",
- Yes.
- You know what I mean?
As a thing, and how do we honor it,
how do we de-stigmatize it,
how do we play it as like,
this is one thing I'm dealing with
but it doesn't, you know, define me.
You know what I mean?
And I believe we did a good job
in terms of how it comes out and
how we talked about it.
At least on the page and I believe
in the performance of this as well.
So it doesn't feel like
we're doing a might job of a thing,
that we're just saying
hey, this isn't a thing that we need to,
like, make ethos. You know,
- it's an issue but
- It's a plot point.
Yes, it's a giant plot point in
that way. It's a part of his life
that he is dealing with,
like a lot of us are, you know.
- Yeah, it provides nuance.
- (MUMBLES)
- Thank you for your help.
- (EVERYONE LAUGHS)
Well thank you so much again
for joining us for another
episode of The Wine Down.
Please join us next week for
the final episode of the season.
You don't wanna miss it. See you soon.
- Cheers. One more.
- Cheers. Penultimate.