Durarara!! (2010) s01e18 Episode Script

Out of Your Control

1 DURARARA!! The gloomy cloudy sky looks like a tearful face Nakidashi sou na kao de ureu hikui sora I spit out saliva mixed with frustration Iradachi majiri no tsuba wo haku As I fear tomorrow, embracing an anxiety Nanimo kamo ga koware sou na That everything is about to fall apart Fuan daite asu ni obie I know I'll never get any answers Asatte bakka mite tatte By looking only to the day after that Kotae wa denai koto datte wakatte What will I paint on the limitless pure-white tomorrow? Kagirinaku hirogaru masshiro na ashita ni nani wo egaku What will reality paint Genjitsu ga someyuku On the pure-black tomorrow it stains? Makkura na ashita ni nani wo egaku In my struggle, I shine Mogaki kagayaku He comes by sometimes.
At least, up to there It's been a while, Masaomi Kida.
What the hell? They got in a fight with another gang and then vanished.
Can't ask Izaya Orihara about that, yeah The bastards dragged me back, damn it.
Damn it all! What will I paint on the limitless pure-white tomorrow? Kagirinaku hirogaru masshiro na ashita ni nani wo egaku What will reality paint Genjitsu ga someyuku On the pure-black tomorrow it stains? Makkura na ashita ni nani wo egaku In my struggle, I shine Mogaki kagayaku SAKI MIKAJIMA SAKI MIKAJIMA Your friend was hospitalized? Who told you? I saw you from the window.
You were here every day.
I assume your friend is a girl, right? A quirky, charming high school girl, with a hot body and glasses.
You love her? Yeah.
It's a love triangle with my best friend.
If you add me, it's a square.
We're over.
Finished! All finished.
Right? Then why are you here? You felt like you wanted to return to old times? Sorry.
I'm heading out.
You'll come back.
Because that's how it should be.
So you can love all the other girls you want, and I don't care.
In the end, you'll love me more than you love them.
I didn't need to hear the rest.
The same thing, over and over.
Even if you date tons of girls, you'll still come back to me.
Then you'll love me, more and more than any other girl you ever loved.
But I didn't want to hear her next words.
Because Izaya said so.
When I look at it like this, I feel like I became a god.
It feels pretty good.
Three-way struggles are nice.
Especially when all three leaders are so closely connected.
God attack! The hotter the honeymoon, the higher the flames of despair.
Look! The pawns burn like garbage! Now, then How will each of the non-pawns move? Kadota and his gang, Shinra, Simon I guess Shizu-chan would be the king.
Celty's the queen.
So the joker's Who cares? It's gotten fun.
You think so, too, right? OUT OF YOUR CONTROL RAIRA MEDICAL UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL RAIRA MEDICAL UNIVERSITY HOSPITAL - One Year Earlier- I heard she hadn't died.
Good to hear Long as she's alive, the rest'll work itself out.
Izaya You're smart.
You know what happened to her is your fault.
I think it was pretty wise, not letting your feelings overwhelm you and trying to punch me.
Right answer.
It's natural to direct your anger at me right now.
I was deliberately provoking you.
She's in a coma? Hope she wakes up.
Or would it be better for you if she never does? What do you mean? You know what I mean.
You're scared, aren't you? If she wakes up, she might blame you forever.
But what if she dies? You gonna spend the rest of your life feeling guilty? In other words, whether she lives or dies, it won't affect the guilt you feel at all.
You can't get away.
The past will follow you, wherever you go.
Forever and ever and ever and ever You know why? They're lonely.
A person's past and memories are very lonely things.
I don't believe in god.
There's no proof of his existence.
In a world where there isn't even proof of the future, the past does exist.
Even if it's tainted with misunderstandings and delusions, if the people themselves believe it, the past is the truth to them.
If you behave or decide how you want to live based on the past, well then, the past itself may become some kind of "god," don't you think? I have no idea what you're getting at! Sure you do.
You can't get away from her, ever.
Your guilt will become your past, and she your god.
But isn't that fine? Because you love her after all.
Anri has fully recovered! Glad she and her sexiness are safe.
"Sexy" is not necessary, Masaomi.
But I'm really relieved.
Really.
U-Um, thanks, you two.
No need to thank me.
As long as you and your sexiness are safe.
I'm the same, except for the sexy part.
Hello.
OK.
Got it.
Be right there.
Sorry! A friend needs something right away! Yeah? If you want someone to blame, blame my friend as much as you want! Blaming a person is free, and it doesn't hurt me at all.
It's like two birds with one stone! Viva, polygamy! Polygamy? See you tomorrow! Was it really that important? Masaomi's been acting weird lately, don't you think? Really? Sure you're not overthinking things? I never spoke about the Yellow Scarves to Mikado.
This reality and the one that exists when I'm with him are both true to me, but I feel like there's a huge distance between them.
We spent all our days fighting.
That was the only thing that connected us.
I wanted someone who would affirm me.
That was when I first met Saki.
You look cool with that yellow scarf.
You're much cooler than the rumors say, Masaomi Kida.
What? How did you know my name? You an esper? Maybe like Esper Ito? You keep reading my mind, and I'll stuff you in a bag and take you home! Aw, you're so silly.
But it's not me that's an epser.
The esper is someone else.
Who's that? Got a girl here with the sixth sense? Honestly, the person is amazing.
He knows everything.
That was when I met the man I really wish I hadn't.
Hi, how do you do? Your name is Masaomi Kida, right? Who're you? I am Izaya Orihara, so-called information broker.
I'm kind of her guardian.
Not her boyfriend or anything! Don't worry.
Pleasure to meet ya.
Hey, Leader! I told you not to call me that.
Call me Masaomi Kida.
But that's just kinda We can't find out anything about the Dollars.
Some of our guys used to be members, but they don't know who the leader is.
They say, even at their first meeting six months ago, no one could figure it out.
Any new movement? I've heard the leader issued a request for information on the Slasher.
I wonder if the rumor that the Dollars are behind the Slasher attacks is bogus.
Even if you're right, something about this doesn't seem right.
Anything else? Horada was taken out by the Black Rider.
Horada? A bit back, when I was making fun of some weirdo in a white gas mask, the Black Rider got me The Black Rider? Yeah, some kind of weird black oil enveloped me Wonder who the Black Rider really is.
Some say it's part of the Dollars.
Whatever.
By the way, you guys are older than us, right? Well, yes Don't bring in anyone older than you.
We start seeing names like "Someone of the Something Yakuza," and we're done.
We're kids! We've got a lot of members, but we can't win against adults.
We'll be used and thrown away! Like Izaya Orihara used me.
Hey, stop! From then on, whenever I wasn't sure about something, Every time I didn't know what to do, Saki told me to ask Izaya for advice.
And frequently, she'd get his input on things.
I'm glad this could be resolved to your mutual benefit.
I'm glad this could be resolved to your mutual benefit.
At first, everyone was pretty annoyed, but actually, if you did stuff his way, things went well.
I didn't trust him.
I tried to keep as far away from him as I could.
Izaya's really amazing.
He knows everything and he's never wrong.
So if he told you to jump off a bridge, would you? Probably, yeah.
I kinda pitied her.
I wanted to free her from the spell called Izaya So, you think we're dating? I don't know.
What are you doing with a guy like me, anyway? I like you.
Did this Izaya guy tell you to love me? Just at first, yeah.
He doesn't get involved in other people's love lives.
Then why do you still like me? You're cool! You're cute, maybe.
How about you, Masaomi? Do you like me? If you stopped your fanatical worship of him, I might! I can't! I'd be happy if you overlooked that one flaw.
So you know it's a flaw? Yup.
Not that I'm gonna fix it.
You should try and fix your flaw.
I'll help you.
So we started to date.
No one reproached me for dating Saki.
I was serious, and the Yellow Scarves were too busy fighting the Blue Square to care about us.
They fought dirty.
They'd fight small groups with big ones.
They wouldn't attack unless they were sure they could win.
Over a hundred of my members were hurt.
Everyone was scared.
So was I.
I was afraid of losing my place in life if I disbanded the Yellow Scarves.
So You should ask Izaya for advice.
I ended up relying on him because of the fear.
Welcome! I told myself it was for the others' sake.
Don't just stand there.
I told myself it was for the others' sake.
Don't just stand there.
Come in and let's chat.
Come in and let's chat.
His information changed the Yellow Scarves dramatically.
He didn't just give us information on Blue Square, he also gave us tactics on how to fight.
We'd been losing, but we weren't any longer.
Your information's so awesome! Your information's so awesome! Eventually, I lost my fear of him.
Your information's so awesome! What was even worse, I had a confidence of winning and even enjoyed victories But What was even worse, I had a confidence of winning and even enjoyed victories But I wish you were there to see their stupid faces! What was even worse, I had a confidence of winning and even enjoyed victories But What was even worse, I had a confidence of winning and even enjoyed victories But Masaomi Kida? Who's this? Hello! This is Izumii, head of Blue Square.
I have a quiz for you! Question 1: We've got a special guest here today! Who do you suppose it is? Hint: It's someone very, very, very important to you! Hey! Hint: It's someone very, very, very important to you! Hey! Hey! Time's up, but I bet you figured it out, didn't you? Time's up, but I bet you figured it out, didn't you? Yes, your answer is correct! Bastard! What the hell have you done with Saki?! Question 2: What do you suppose she looks like right now? Question 3: What bone was that, that just broke? Hint: She won't be walking for a while! Final Question: What's going to happen to her if you don't come to the parking garage where you trapped us before, in twenty minutes? I regretted it.
I was taking advantage of the fact that we were nothing more than kids fighting.
It wasn't.
It was a war.
And I was the one that started it.
Izaya Orihara And I was the one that started it.
Pick up! Pick up, damn it! Incoming Call Masaomi Kida The person you have dialed is- What's this? Damn it! 24 Hours Maximum Izumii, the chick fainted.
Boring.
We just broke her leg in a few places.
I ran.
I had to go.
I would go there and kill every one of them who had made her scream.
The person you have dialed So yeah, the Yellow Scarves.
We're gonna beat down their leader.
I said, I ain't down for it.
No, it looks like we kidnapped his girlfriend.
She's a kid but pretty hot.
That alone will be plenty of fun! Kidnapped? I see.
In that case, I'll be right there.
Right? You can't pass this up- You can't pass this up- When you wake up, tell Izumii When you wake up, tell Izumii that "I'm done with you, Bastard!" I froze.
What I had just been feeling was gone.
Why Saki was in danger, and I couldn't move.
Why? Why am I so scared? I thought I could do anything for her! I was just a powerless middle schooler.
You think she'll die if left like this? Not that I care.
She's not bleeding, so it's fine.
Sup! Oh my, my, my You actually kidnapped her! What? It's just you, Yumasaki? Where's Kadota? Thus, unlike in the movies and manga, no help came, and a terrible fate awaited her.
So here's what I'm thinking.
If a hero appeared and saved her, maybe this world would turn into an anime and I could be, like, another world's savior with superpowers, and I'd get all the chicks and have all kinds of fun with them.
To make my dream come true, HERE WE GO!! Dude's one creepy bastard.
Dada! So, yeah.
Here goes the "Make me an anime hero via a happy ending" plan! Banzai! Hurry! Damn you, Kadota! We shouldn't move her too much.
We should get her to a hospital.
You guys sure you're OK with this? We're with you, Kyohei.
We don't care about Blue Square.
Honestly, I always thought Izumii and Horada were a couple of assholes.
Agreed! It'd be cooler to throw it out the window.
I have a policy not to mess up the town.
Eventually, Saki woke up.
The leader, Izumii, was arrested, thanks to her testimony.
A weakened Blue Square was forced to disband.
Hey.
You're Kida, with the Yellow Scarves.
Who are you guys? I dunno how to put it See, my name is Kadota.
I heard you betrayed your gang and saved Saki.
Umm Thank you.
Actually, we just went to see her.
She said you haven't visited her yet.
It's got nothing to do with you.
We were asked to give you a message.
You see, she can see this area quite well from her window.
She said thank you for coming every day.
I told her that you were stopped by the Blue Square and couldn't make it in time.
She wasn't angry with you.
Later.
Why Why did you tell her that? When did I ask for that? I'd have told her that, even if you'd told me not to.
You know what happened, right?! I I ran away I couldn't move! Yeah, I know.
And you're still running from her now.
You want me to lie to her?! After I ran away from her Listen, don't get carried away.
If you feel guilty for running, then for the rest of your life, you must live with the pain of lying to her.
That's how you can make it up to her.
And if you don't want to lie to her, then don't run.
Face her and say it! I'll let you run from the past.
But don't run from the present and the future.
Hey, Kyohei's saying something cool.
Wow! We'll call him Poemer-Poe-tan from now on! We'll call him Poemer-Poe-tan from now on! I never did go.
I tried to go.
I went many times.
Just to tell her I wanted to break up.
But I couldn't.
I left the Yellow Scarves.
Hey, Masaomi, you decide on what high school you're going to? I'm going to take the entrance exam for Raira Academy.
It's close.
I kept talking about how great a place Raira was.
I was lonely.
Mikado Sounds like a good school.
Mikado Sounds like a good school.
Masaomi Yeah.
I will get into Raira for sure.
Mikado Sounds like a good school.
Masaomi Yeah.
I will get into Raira for sure.
When I was talking with Mikado, I felt calm.
You come, too.
And then I met him again.
I met Anri, too.
I thought my peaceful high school life would continue.
But Damn them Damn them for bringing me back.
I was never going to go back.
You can't get away from her, ever.
Your guilt will become your past, and she your god.
He's right.
That's why I'm here.
I'm going to defeat the Slasher who hurt Anri and my friends.
If the Slasher is the Dollars, I'll take them down, too.
I won't freeze up this time.
This time, I will Who's there? What is it? A girl was looking in here! I dispatched someone to get her! A girl? Is it the Dollars, you think? I want to talk to her.
Catch her, but don't hurt her.
Right! I'll go around this way.
My determination was firm.
And that's why I came back.
But why Why am I so uneasy? Why? Why? Why? Why is Masaomi Are there any dreams left in this age? Konna jidai ni wa yume ga aru no ka na? I'm just sick of saying that Sonna kuchiguse wa iiakita kedo And I thought about acting tough Zutto warubutte kita tsumori dakedo But lately, I just don't see the point Saikin sore sae mo munashiku naru n da And "I miss you" "Aitai" to ka Is just as jarring and pointless a phrase in this town Yoku nita machi ni karamawaru zatsuon no phrase I won't be fooled by that (Not by that) Sonna mono de (Sonna mono ja nee) damasarenai My own feelings are all I need to understand Jibun no omoi nara wakatteru n da We're free Bokura wa jiyuu da Somewhere, you're praying that your dreams will come true Kanawanu yume nante nai to dokoka negau n da Because everyone does that Daremo sou yatte Find them yourself, keep running and looking for them Jibun sagashiteru n da hashiri tsuzukete mieta mono ga That's the answer you get Sore ga kotae datte We're free Bokura wa jiyuu da Seeking the light, like butterflies Hikari wo motomeru tatoeba chou no you Our wings shining Hane kagayakase Even if our hearts lose their freedom in the strong winds in the sky Kokoro wa oozora tsuyoi kaze de jiyuu ushinattemo We don't want any regrets Koukai wa shitaku nai We're free Bokura wa jiyuu da Seeking the light Hikari wo motomeru We're free Bokura wa jiyuu da Seeking the highest point Takami wo motomeru This program is a work of fiction.
Any resemblance to people, parties, or situations is purely coincidental.
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