Station 19 (2018) s03e08 Episode Script
Born to Run
1
Birds flyin' high ♪
You know how I feel ♪
- [BABY CRYING]
- [INHALES DEEPLY]
Sun in the sky ♪
You know how I feel ♪
Breeze driftin' on by ♪
You know how I feel ♪
It's a new dawn ♪
It's a new day ♪
It's a new life ♪
For me ♪
And I'm feeling good ♪
[KLAXONS SOUND]
[INDISTINCT DISPATCH]
Fish in the sea ♪
You know how I feel ♪
[ENGINE STARTS, SIREN WAILING]
River running free ♪
You know how I feel ♪
Blossom on a tree ♪
You know how I feel ♪
It's a new dawn, it's a new day ♪
It's a new life for me ♪
And I'm feeling good ♪
Yeah ♪
♪
Dragonflies all in the sun ♪
You know what I mean, don't you know ♪
Butterflies all having fun ♪
You know what I mean ♪
[BABY CRYING]
Sleep in peace when the day is done ♪
That's just what I mean ♪
And this old world is a new world ♪
And a bold world for me ♪
[LINE RINGING]
Hey! It's JJ. I don't listen
to my voicemails.
Text me! Bye!
[CRYING CONTINUES]
♪
Stars, when you shine ♪
You know how I feel ♪
Here you go.
Still no word, huh?
No.
You know how I feel ♪
Oh, freedom is mine ♪
And that's just how I feel ♪
Could I schedule an appointment?
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
[DOOR OPENS]
Can I, uh, sleep here?
And I'm feeling ♪
Good ♪
I feel good ♪
I feel good ♪
[LINE RINGING]
FEMALE VOICE: This number is
no longer in service.
[CELLPHONE SLAMS]
I'm feeling ♪
You know I'm feeling ♪
BEN: Hey, Eva.
So, he's out of surgery,
stable, and in the ICU.
[EXHALES DEEPLY] Okay.
- Thank you, thank you, thank you!
- Oh. Okay.
All right.
We'll try to wean Vasquez off
the ventilator in a few hours.
It was touch and go,
but that work you did,
you saved his life.
You hear me?
Hey, um, when Webber was caught
drinking on the job,
how did you
I mean, did you ever consider
not turning him in?
Who's drinking on the job?
[CHUCKLES] I didn't say
Did you not think
I would crack your master code?
I'm not sure it even happened.
But if it did happen, is
Is that how Vasquez got hurt?
What? What, what? No, no!
Okay, look, it's not anyone, all right?
Just It's
It's probably a counting error.
Counting err
As in drugs?
I didn't say drugs.
Well, what else would you be counting?
Okay, you know what? You know what?
N-Never mind. Never mind.
I-I'm probably wrong
about the whole thing.
- I shouldn't have mentioned it.
- [SIGHS]
No, you shouldn't have.
But if whatever it is that you know
puts you in a bed like Vasquez,
so help me God, Ben Warren
[SIGHS]
Is this the longest shift ever?
- Yep.
- Yeah.
I'm ready for it to be over.
Aren't they all 24 hours?
Cereal?
Sorry, princess,
didn't feel like whipping up
omelettes this morning.
Hey, Finch, you know you're a sub?
And subs don't talk?
- Since when?
- Since you became a sub.
Meal rotation for Vasquez's wife.
Warren says he's stable. Thank God.
Hughes. You're on desk duty
the rest of the shift.
I'm what, now?
The rocket incident hit the news.
We have citizens calling in
every loose hubcap they find,
thinking they have evidence
of an alien invasion.
I need someone smart with
people skills to talk them down.
Well, if you're gonna be
all complimentary about it
fine.
I'll do it.
Finch.
What? I don't know
what you think is funny.
I know you and Vasquez were
on B-shift together for a long time.
I can bring in someone else for the O
if you can't be professional.
No, ma'am.
Job first.
Good.
I would give someone ten million dollars
to disable the alarm
for the rest of our shift.
I don't know. We're really close.
- I think we're gonna make it.
- You better not jinx it.
- [KLAXONS SOUND]
- DISPATCH: Engine 19, Ladder 19, Aid 19,
vehicle accident
at 7780 Morris Lake Road.
Yeah! There you go!
EMMETT: [IMITATING SIREN]
- [BABY CRYING]
- Okay.
All right. Hold on a second.
All right, all right.
We got this.
- [CRYING CONTINUES]
- Yeah, that's right.
I know, I know. I know you're hungry.
But crying won't make it come any faster.
Aw, damn it! Damn it!
- [CRYING CONTINUES]
- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
- PRUITT: Hello?
- Yeah, yeah. Don't
Don't shake the baby.
Don't shake the baby.
Don't shake the baby.
I'm not gonna shake you ♪
Special delivery from Station
She won't eat. She just cries. It's
Which means she's hungry,
but she won't eat or sleep,
which means that I can't do either.
And I think she's broken. Is it
possible that she's broken?
- Sit down. Sit down.
- What is wrong with her?
Breathe. I got her.
What's her name?
[CHUCKLING] Son, what's your baby's name?
We've, uh We've been
calling calling her TBD.
I'm staying.
TOM: [SIGHS]
I swear, bro. If I have to
listen to McAllister
complain about my reports one more time,
I might set fire to the building.
[LAUGHS] Right?
[CHUCKLING] Okay.
Can we not talk about work?
For one night. Please?
Aw. Is the boss's son sick
of his cushy little job?
Poor Miller.
Tell us how hard it is to be born rich.
All right.
Um, the diamonds
that I eat for breakfast
they're starting to scratch my teeth.
- [BOTH LAUGH]
- And the gold bars I carry around,
they're giving me backaches.
[CHUCKLES]
I'm not complaining about
my ruby-studded houseboat, dummies.
I'm just saying
I don't like the job.
[ZIPPER OPENS]
And I And I don't like that.
Whoa! Hey, what's your problem, bro?
You're in kind of a mood tonight.
He's peeing off the side of my house,
and my mood's the problem?
It's water to water, bro.
You know, it's actually good
for the fish and plant life.
That's actually 100% inaccurate.
I think I got something that,
uh, might improve your mood.
Hey, come on.
Dude, you know I don't
I don't mess with that crap.
No, I know, but it's never
too late to get started.
Greg, no.
Can we not do that in my house?
But we're not in your house.
We're on the deck.
Yeah. International waters, bro.
[CLICKS TONGUE]
[LAUGHS]
[KLAXONS SOUND]
[SIRENS WAILING]
MAYA: Looks like a pickup
truck sped through, spun out,
hit a bunch of bikers.
Bypasser called it in.
♪
Dispatch for Ladder 19, we have a TC.
Pickup truck versus multiple motorcycles.
We have approximately 6 victims.
Requesting 3 additional Aid Cars,
1 Ladder, 1 Engine, and PRT.
SPD for traffic control.
Have the Engine, Ladder, and PR
approach from the south
on Morris Lake Road,
and tell the Aid Cars to stage
at the north end near Aid 19.
Ladder 19 is Morris Lake Road
Incident Command.
Captain, I count six bikes
and five riders.
♪
Dispatch, correction.
We have at least seven victims.
We anticipate multiple fatalities.
I assume there's a reason
you keep refusing surgery.
It, um, might
complicate my situation at work.
Huh.
If you could give me better odds
than Koracick,
I might change my mind.
I'm a surgeon.
By definition, I like to cut.
But that does not mean
that I will lie to you
to get you on the table.
Yeah, so 50/50 is the best you can do.
I notice that Dr. Koracick
had been prescribing
some pretty heavy opiates.
You should know that I favor
a different approach.
Yeah, I'm familiar with your reputation.
[CLEARS THROAT]
Your reputation is why I'm here.
[TABLET CLACKS]
You're using more than you'd like.
♪
Yeah.
♪
How much are you taking
on an average day?
♪
Uh
♪
Write it down.
All of it.
Is that some kind of
therapy technique or
I'm not a therapist.
But I am a recovering addict,
and I have gotten a lot of therapy.
And I've learned that there is
no getting over pain
of any kind
without telling the truth.
♪
- [SIREN WAILING]
- MAYA: Montgomery, Finch.
Check on the driver of the truck.
Cutler, Dixon,
triage the victims on the road.
Everyone else, recon.
Fan out, walk the scene,
and find every victim.
Herrera and Gibson, take the south.
Aid 19, let them know we have
a mass-casualty incident
and get me ER availability.
Probie color of triage tags?
- What?
- Come on.
Um
uh, r-red for immediate,
uh, green for, uh,
non-life-threatening injury,
uh, yellow for, um
Yellow for delayed
and black for deceased.
Right.
♪
Tag him, Probie.
It does get easier. A little.
I don't need you to baby me.
Okay, then. Enjoy the carnage.
[ZIPPER OPENS]
♪
No fuel leaks.
Hey, Finch! Gimme a hand with this door.
♪
On the count of 3. 3.
[GRUNTS]
♪
Smells like he showered
in vodka this morning.
♪
Thank you.
Let's go.
♪
What do we have?
Diminished breath sounds bilaterally.
Steering wheel didn't collapse.
AKA drunk on a stick?
Prep for intubation.
We have five victims on the street,
one confirmed deceased.
Engine 23, I need a staging area
and treatment area.
Ladder 15, find any critical
victims we haven't located.
I'm getting muffled heart sounds now.
Dude's toast.
Finch, swap out with Dixon.
What?
You want Probie on this?
Bishop, that's really rough to do
to someone on a f-first shift.
♪
O Captain, my Captain.
♪
[TELEPHONE RINGING]
Good morning. Station 19.
How can I help you today?
Well, you'll be happy to hear
that yesterday's crash
was an isolated incident.
No, ma'am.
No, ma'am, ma'am, ma'am. [CHUCKLES]
I assure you there was
no cover-up of any kind.
Oh, yeah, I watched
that Area 51 special, too.
Yeah, there are plenty of people
with red hair, though.
It's not a sign of anything.
No, thank you for calling.
- Mm-hmm.
- [DOOR OPENS]
Sure. Bye.
[SIGHS]
Hey!
- Hey.
- [LAUGHING] Hey.
Marina found a bunch of these
in my back closet.
So I just kind of thought I'd come by
and find out why there's
multiple bags of yours
in my in my back closet.
'Cause it's super roomy. [CHUCKLES]
Uh, right.
Um, well, it's possible
that I may be somewhat
living at your place.
At my place?
Yeah, just in like a habitat way.
Not in a relationship way.
What does that even mean?
Well, a relationship way
is like, "Where is this going?"
And a habitat way is, you know,
"I lost my lease,
and I sleep at the station
three nights a week anyway,
so what is the difference, really,
between that and sexy sleepovers,
which I know you like?"
Okay, you you do realize, though,
you can't move into my apartment
and not tell me, right?
No?
Okay, I'm s I'm sorry.
I know I know this looks bad,
and I'm sorry,
and I should've said something,
but it's only a few nights a week,
and, you know, I did not
I didn't think you'd find out.
How are you making it worse?
I, um
I really like you.
I really like you.
This is just a lot.
It's kind of too much.
- Um
- [TELEPHONE RINGING]
Oh, you know what? Um
- Hold, please.
- [RECEIVER CLICKS]
People think that
there's an alien invasion,
so I actually have to get that.
Okay, sure. Yeah.
Okay, uh, can we talk later, though?
I guess I guess
we can talk later, yeah.
I'll be at the hospital.
[TELEPHONE RINGING]
Can't wait. [CHUCKLES]
[SEA GULLS CRYING IN DISTANCE]
[CHUCKLES]
She's known you for 30 seconds,
and she already loves you.
She doesn't love me. She loves formula.
I've been trying
to give her formula all night,
and she won't take it!
Maybe it's like bees.
She can smell my fear.
The whole block can smell your fear, son.
Take a breath.
JJ left.
For how long?
Forever, I guess?
She's gone. She disconnected her phone.
She left us.
[LAUGHS] Dude!
Look at these creamy calves.
Ah! I could totally make this jump!
Yeah, you could, bro!
Whoa, whoa, whoa! Hey, hey! Wait, wait!
What are you doing?
The only thing you're gonna do
is get yourself killed
and mess up
my homeowner's insurance, man.
- Just chill.
- Holy moly.
Why are you such a buzzkill, Miller?
Yeah! Who made you like this? Your mom?
Hey, I don't care how high you are, Tom.
- Step off my mom.
- Hey, hey, look.
I just got one question, okay?
Why do you hate fun, Miller?
Yeah, Miller. Why do you hate fun?
U-Uh, uh, I don't
I don't hate fun, okay?
I just don't like drugs.
Or lawsuits.
Or either of you, to be honest.
And I'm gonna remember that next weekend.
Hey, okay, what
what do you like, then?
I mean, you hate the job. You hate fun.
So what do you like, bro?
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
Whoa, bro.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah.
My chest kinda hurts.
[GRUNTS]
Oh! Oh, God!
Greg!
How far can a bike throw a rider?
It depends on how fast the truck
was going that hit him.
MAN: [STRAINED] H-Help!
H-Help!
Help! Over here!
Over here!
Sir! Seattle Fire Department.
We're coming to you.
Okay. Thanks.
My wife, I c I can't see her.
She
She was riding behind me.
♪
I got a patient in a tree.
I'm gonna need a ladder and at
least two extra sets of hands.
[GRUNTS]
His breaths have been getting shallower.
♪
IC from Engine 19,
we have three more victims
here in the south end
in need of medical attention.
Request assistance on a pinned patient.
MAYA: Engine 19, Roger.
Engine 23, assist Engine 19
with patient care,
south side of Morris Lake Road.
His chest
- We need to tube him, Probie.
- Me?
Montgomery, lower the seat back
so that Probie can work.
- You're not gonna do an extrication?
- Does he have a pulse?
♪
- Barely.
- GCS score?
- Uh
- Less than eight.
And what do we do when a patient
is minimally responsive?
Protect the airway.
♪
What's your name, sir?
I'm I'm Nate.
Nate, I'm Andy. Just look straight ahead.
You might want to keep an eye
on those breath sounds.
Sir, someone's coming
to help you in a minute.
Don't worry about me.
I'm just trying to help.
Where's my wife? D-Did you find her?
My partner's taking care of her.
Let me help you. Are you in any pain?
Uh, no, not really.
I-I can't even feel my arms and legs.
I must be in shock.
Yeah, that that can happen.
[RADIO CHATTER]
What's that?
That's my partner helping your wife.
You found her?
Lisa? Lisa, can you hear me?!
Hey, I need you to stay calm, okay?
Moving is very bad right now.
We got this, buddy.
Lisa is gonna be fine.
May be a few months before we
can make that Williamsburg trip,
but we'll make it.
She doesn't even like to ride.
I was like, "We've been married
for twenty years.
Half of my friends in the club
think I made you up."
My partner's got her.
They're taking care of her.
She's okay?
She's okay, Nate.
Oh, thank God.
Lisa!
If you can hear me, I love you!
♪
PRT 19 from Engine 19,
what's your twenty?
BEN: On your 6:00.
Two adult males.
I've got a thoracic injury.
Breaths are slow and shallow.
Could be pneumothorax.
And a possible head injury there.
My guess is it's a rib injury,
punctured a lung.
Common injury in older bikers
because of rib position
and bone density.
- What are you, an ER doc?
- Plastics.
I shave bumps of noses.
My ex always hated me riding.
Was always sending me links
about what could go wrong,
saying, uh, "You're not
a young man anymore, Steve.
See attached."
She was big on "See attached."
Steve Charnofsky, M.D.
Dr. Ben Warren.
Doctor?
What are you doing out here?
- Helping you.
- Ah.
Okay.
Steve, you are nice and stable,
but I'm gonna have to go get a gurney
to transport you with that leg.
Just to be on the safe side,
let's get you a, uh
C-Collar.
- You got it.
- Hey.
Let's get this helmet off.
[GRUNTS]
You good?
Yeah. Steve and I got this.
NATE: Can't believe this happened.
We were on a sunrise ride.
There were nine of us.
♪
How many dead?
Command from PRT 19.
We have three patients.
We are handling with Engine 19,
Engine 23, and PRT 19.
How many more do you have?
MAYA: Five, plus the driver of the truck.
We may have one more rider
we haven't found yet.
You Doctors Without Borders or something?
Physician Response Team.
I got a truck up the street
with an entire operating suite in it.
- No way!
- Uh-huh.
I always wanted to join
Doctors Without Borders.
I always figured I'd do it
later, after I retired.
But, oh, sitting here Oof.
I became a doctor to help people.
Now I do butt lifts.
Doctors Without Borders
is an excellent goal.
And you got plenty of time yet.
Just sit tight, and I'll be right back.
Got one more.
♪
♪
MAN: [GROANS]
Sir, my name is Captain Bishop.
I'm with the Seattle Fire Department.
- Is there a fire?
- No, sir.
You've been in an accident.
We're gonna help you.
Can you call my boss
and tell him I'm gonna be late?
[LAUGHS] He hates when I'm late.
Is five minutes
while I get my Pumpkin Spice
going to bring down the company, Dan?
[CHUCKLES]
Why are you looking at me like that?
Is something wrong with my face?
♪
Olson!
He was awake, little disoriented.
Then he went out,
but his vitals are stable,
and his pupils are equal and reactive.
♪
Nice job.
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
[RADIO CHATTER]
You should do this. I-I can't.
There's too much blood.
Okay, this is the job, Probie, okay?
If it was easy,
we wouldn't need the academy.
Come on. Come on.
♪
[SIREN WAILING]
I got it! I'm in!
Good job. Now bag him.
♪
Now can we do the extrication?
Now that you have him
stabilized, it's not a priority.
♪
Okay.
Okay, you are going to write me
another prescription?
There is a meeting in an hour.
A meeting?
Right downstairs.
Oh.
12 steps, huh?
Yeah, I-I got to get back to work.
You came here because you wanted my help.
For my pain.
I was hoping you could help me
treat my pain
before it becomes a problem.
Becomes a problem?
I'm not an addict.
[SCOFFS]
You are using drugs
just to get through the morning.
You are stealing.
You O.D.'d.
I've been where you are, Robert.
I doubt it.
♪
Which story do you want to hear
the one where I stole
my brother's prescription pad
so that I could get high?
Or the one about
the man I loved
O.D.'ing in bed next to me
while I was too high to notice?
♪
Take a sick morning.
Because you're sick, Robert.
Because you almost died.
Because you do not want to live
the way you are living.
Because you went from one problem, pain,
to two problems, pain and drugs,
to three problems,
pain and drugs and lies,
and this road is long,
and it is terrible,
and it ends with the people
that you love hurt
and you dead.
And you are the only person
who can stop that from happening.
♪
Hey, Steve. Got your ride.
[CHUCKLES]
Hey, Flores!
♪
His pupils are blown. He's not breathing.
CLAUDIA: Brain bleed?
We got to intubate him
and get him into the PRT now.
Seeing JJ when that baby was born,
when she held her, that was love.
I know it was.
But now she's gone,
and I'm left with this creature
who knows her mom is gone.
She does.
She She looks at me, and she knows.
Dean. Sincerely.
She can't distinguish you
from that chair.
Having a perfect family unit
doesn't make you a parent.
Loving your kid makes you a parent.
But what if she grows up to hate me?
Oh, she'll definitely hate you.
All teenage girls hate their fathers.
Ah, that's comforting.
I am glad you came.
- [BOTTLES CLINK]
- [CHUCKLES]
But they always come back around.
- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
So, uh So Andy forgave you?
Mm
She forgives me,
she gets mad at me again,
she forgives me,
she gets mad at me again.
It's our thing.
[SIGHS]
With all due respect, sir,
and no offense intended,
but
you literally just told me
you wish you had more time,
but you're not
you don't seem willing to fight for it.
I just
I don't blame Andy
for being upset about that.
I'm gonna close these doors
so the baby doesn't hear
the sounds I'm about to make.
"All due respect
and no offense intended"?
Whoa, sir. I did not mean anything by
I don't give a damn
what you meant, Miller.
Just who the hell do you think you are?
♪
Oh, my God, oh, my God,
oh, my God, oh, my God!
Call 911!
But what about
Do it! Now! Right now! Go!
[DIALING, DIAL TONE]
- DISPATCH: 911.
- Yeah, hi.
Um, my friend fell in the water.
- I think he's drowning.
- Is he breathing?
Hold on.
They want to know is he breathing.
Would I be doing CPR if he was breathing?
No?
Uh, no, no, no, no. He's not breathing.
Bro, are you supposed to be
pounding on him like that?
I was a lifeguard in high school.
This is how you do it.
Just don't break his chest bone!
Yeah, yeah, I'm st I'm still here.
Can you just send help?
[INDISTINCT SHOUTING]
Well, the driver's gone. No shock there.
Probie, did you get
the patient intubated?
W Yeah, but did I screw it up?
Tell him. If you won't, I will.
You took too long. You could've
caused permanent brain damage.
Yep, you might've.
If there was even the slightest chance
he would've survived in the first place.
Wait. You had me intubate a dead patient?
- He wasn't dead.
- TRAVIS: Yet.
The steering column was the only thing
holding his thoracic cavity together.
He bled out the minute
you lowered the seat back.
That's why she had you tube him.
Because she knew he wasn't gonna make it.
Wait. So you had me do
an impossible intubation,
thinking that I was holding
a guy's life in my hands
for what, a-a training exercise?
Would you rather have done it on a
patient you could give brain damage?
[SCOFFS]
Look, you got it done, all right?
You learned how to tube
in the field under pressure.
♪
Right. Yeah. No pep talks.
So, we have a few options
for pain management.
A nerve-stimulation device.
It's given a lot of CRPS patients relief.
Is it an implant?
No, it's a sticker
that you put on your leg,
and it delivers
electrical impulses to the nerve
- to shock it.
- Oh, wow.
This one is mine.
Oh. [CHUCKLES]
I can write you a prescription.
What's great about it
is that it keeps your pain management
entirely in your hands.
And you seem like a guy
who likes to be in control.
There's also a class of antidepressants.
Oh, this isn't depression.
Robert, you are in daily pain
and fighting a drug problem.
If you weren't a little
depressed, I'd be worried.
These are tricyclic antidepressants.
They are a proven treatment
for nerve pain.
♪
[MONITOR BEEPING]
No change.
You couldn't have done anything.
He assessed as stable.
I told him he was gonna be okay.
I told him he was gonna get to do good.
Even if you had transported him
right away
He herniated. I know.
Doesn't make me feel any better
about him being brain dead.
Maybe there's someone we can call.
♪
W-W-Wait. Wait a minute.
He's an organ donor.
I can keep him on the vent,
keep his organs alive.
You stay here.
They need you at the scene.
[BEEP]
Larson, get us to Grey-Sloan right now.
They can do the brain death exam there.
LARSON: Copy that.
- You're gonna do good, Steve.
- [AMBULANCE DOOR CLOSES]
Gonna save a bunch of lives.
[SIREN WAILING]
NATE: I can't feel anything.
W-What's broken?
Everything looks good, Nate.
I can't move anything.
Don't think about that right now.
Lisa's dead, isn't she?
She's She
She's okay, Nate.
You're both gonna be fine.
[FLATLINE]
Starting compressions.
♪
- TOM: He is dead, man! He's dead!
- Shut up, Tom!
Our friend fell in the water,
and he's not breathing!
PRUITT: He take anything?
He grabbed his chest and fell.
We got this.
No!
No.
PRUITT: I don't know
which is worse the dying
or having to hear everybody's opinion
about how I should do it.
I'm sorry, sir. Your decision
about your treatment,
i-it's none of my business.
You have no idea what it's like
to hold that baby in there,
knowing that I will never
meet my grandchildren.
I'm not gonna be
at my daughter's wedding.
I'm not gonna see her make captain.
And I'm not gonna see
that damn fool Dixon fall on his face
which I know is the least
important of all those things,
but it still pisses me off!
And your big problem is
you have a healthy baby
and your whole life in front of you?
Ohh.
♪
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
You haven't decided whether or not
you're keeping her, have you?
♪
[FLATLINE]
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
Gibson.
It's a high spinal injury,
maybe even internal decapitation.
It's been too long. He's gone.
You're beating up a corpse.
Jack.
[FLATLINE CONTINUES]
Jack.
Jack, you have to stop.
- I can still get him back!
- You have to stop!
For what?!
Even if you can get his heart
started again,
his body can't keep it going.
He'll crash over and over and over.
Just being alive
isn't the same as living!
[FLATLINE STOPS]
You You want to make him
keep going like that
so so you can feel better?
Make him suffer so you can have a win?
[SIGHS]
It's
It's
It's not fair.
And it's selfish and it's cruel and
You got to stop.
PRUITT: Son, you got to stop.
I'm not stopping until he
- [COUGHS]
- Until he does that!
- All right, rolling him, rolling him.
- Dude!
Now can I treat him?
Yeah. Sorry, sorry. Yeah.
Is he gonna be okay?
As good as he was
before he went in the water.
[COUGHING]
Okay. On it.
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
Well.
What do you do for a living, son?
I, uh, turn money into
into more money.
[MOTOR WHIRS]
♪
[GROANS]
Well, you ever want
to do something different,
give me a call.
You got a hell of a talent.
You just stay there
and keep looking stupid.
♪
DEAN: In a few weeks,
I went from being a single guy,
to a guy expecting a baby,
to a guy that has a baby,
to a guy abandoned with a baby.
I don't know anything
about being a father.
I work 24-hour shifts.
I live on a houseboat.
Isn't it Isn't it possible
that there is a world
where there are better parents
for her than me?
People who have been
waiting their whole lives
for a child of their own,
who who can make formula
without spilling it?
Who would give anything for her?
I-I don't know
how to answer that for you.
Can you try?
[SIGHS]
The night I met you,
you saved a man's life.
You were all-in.
Whether he lived or died.
You weren't on the fence about
what you were there to do.
It's when you're on the fence
that it's all hard.
Everything.
If you're not sure about
keeping this baby,
every time she cries,
it's gonna be painful.
But once you decide you're all-in,
love replaces the fear.
Then, when she cries, well
she's just crying.
Ooh, ooh ♪
Ooh ♪
WOMAN: Ready for transport!
[RADIO CHATTER]
Get him on the Aid Car.
- What happened?
- There's been an accident.
Oh, the truck. Is everyone okay?
Did someone call my boss?
Sir, I need you to stay still.
You've been injured.
Can you confirm how many of you
were riding today?
- Nine.
- He's the last one.
There's nine of us.
There's Steve, Nate
- Hey. Hey. My name's Travis.
- Lisa.
- What's your name?
- Charlie. I'm Charlie.
Where's Steve? He's a doctor.
He can probably help.
We're not a real gang, you know?
We're just
We ride one weekend a month.
And we have barbecues and shoot pool.
There's nine of us.
- We're not a real gang.
- TRAVIS: Hey, shh.
We're just We Like a family.
Charlie, we're gonna get you
to the hospital now.
[SIGHS] A truck hit us.
Oh, my God.
A truck hit us.
We're family.
- [ENGINE STARTS]
- Is everyone okay?!
[POUNDS METAL]
[SIREN WAILING]
♪
No more speeches.
ANDY: [SIGHS]
Probie. You earned a drink.
It's 8:00 a.m.
Yeah?
♪
♪
Is it weird that we're drinking
to get over a bunch of people
getting killed by a drunk driver?
- Are you driving?
- No.
It's not weird.
You know what is weird?
People who think redheads are aliens.
That is weird.
Yeah.
Wow!
It's for Dean and JJ.
Mm.
Fried food's my love language.
See ya.
♪
ANDY: A year and a half.
Thank you.
[SIGHS]
- To Probie's first rutabaga call.
- Mm.
- [BOTTLES CLINK]
- Wait. What?
A rutabaga is a patient
with no brain activity.
Zero chance of survival.
Vegetable.
Today was a multi-rutabaga call.
- Stacks of rutabagas.
- Yeah.
Big ol' ratatouille.
[LAUGHTER]
How are you guys able
to make jokes about that?
I mean people died.
People always die.
People die every day.
And a lot of the time,
they do it right in front of us.
Look, a thing they don't
tell you in the academy
you lose more than you win.
Even on the days
you're doing everything right,
a lot of the time, you still lose.
So you just, uh
what, you you drink?
Mm-hmm.
You drink a little,
and you make inappropriate jokes
with your friends.
Then you go home, get some sleep.
Next shift, you go back to work
and do everything right again,
and you have a better day.
Hopefully.
And what if you don't always
do the right thing?
What if you screw it up?
♪
Pretty much the same thing.
♪
I have my days where I feel mental ♪
Eva.
I heard Rigo's off the vent.
That's great.
Look, if you need help around the house
or, you know, food brought over
or anything, I
Oh, my God.
Just walk away, Gibson.
No one's here for your apology tour.
Work out your guilt for
putting my husband in the ICU
on your own time.
I have better things to do with mine.
I'm enough ♪
I'm enough ♪
Walk away, little boy.
I'm enough, I'm enough ♪
Yes, I'm enough ♪
Hey.
You okay?
Probably not.
[CHUCKLES] You?
No.
You want to blow off some steam?
I Mm.
It's just
It's too messy.
♪
I thought we were trying
to help each other.
You were helping me
stay away from dangerous women.
I was helping you feel something
other than angry.
You are. You did.
♪
I do.
♪
Thank you.
♪
Be good.
Never.
[SIGHS]
- Thanks, guys.
- See you later. See ya.
♪
So
Look, man, don't [CLEARS THROAT]
make this a thing.
I have a girlfriend, all right?
♪
Take care of yourself.
Chance.
Thanks, buddy.
[DOORBELL RINGS]
[WHISPERING] Shh, shh, shh.
Shh, shh, shh.
- Hi! I brought you some beige foo
- Shh! Stop, stop, stop. Stop.
[WHISPERING] Oh, sorry. Sorry.
[NORMAL VOICE] Hey.
[SIGHS]
How is it going?
[NORMAL VOICE] Uh, JJ left.
She what?
She left me.
Us.
She's gone, and I was thinking
about giving the baby up,
but then Pruitt came over
and did his Mister Miyagi thing,
and now I'm thinking about keeping her,
which is crazy because I work
three overnight shifts out of the week,
and, the rest of the time,
I am on a boat.
So
As you may or may not know,
I recently got evicted.
Oh.
I did not know that.
Yeah, it was a thing.
And now I'm
homeless-ish.
And I was sort of crashing at Jackson's,
but now that's over.
We're over. Jackson and me.
- We
- Mm.
Pretty sure we're about to be
because he said, "Let's talk later,"
which, in my experience,
is never code for a sexy time.
But, uh, point being, I can help you.
I feel like I missed
a transition somewhere.
I move in here
and help you with the baby,
and then I have a place to live
and you have help,
and everybody's problems are solved.
- [CLAPS LOUDLY]
- Oh! Just shut up, please.
No, because you work
the same shifts I do,
so when I'll be gone,
you'll also be gone.
- So not gonna work.
- No, dude, that's what nannies
are for, okay?
And you're super rich so
Okay, and when we're home at
the same time, we do crying shifts.
- Crying shifts?
- Yeah, crying shifts.
- Crying shifts?
- Crying shifts.
You can keep saying it. I still
won't know what you mean.
Okay, so, like, I take 8:00 to midnight.
You take midnight to 4:00 a.m.
TBD cries, you look at the clock.
If it's your shift, you get up.
If you don't, you go back to sleep.
Pru.
What?
She has a name.
It's Pru.
Pruitt Arike Miller.
My eyes are on the high road ♪
And, uh
me and Pru can use the help, so
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
You sure?
- No.
- Yeah!
[SQUEALS SOFTLY]
[WHISPERING] Okay, okay.
Quiet dancing. Quiet dancing.
♪
Something on the horizon ♪
Ben?
[SIGHS]
Please tell me this is not
some fatigue-induced hallucination,
because [CHUCKLES]
I could really use my wife
right about now.
We successfully recovered the organs.
Seven people.
Seven lives saved
because of the work you did
with the PRT today.
♪
Nobody else could've done it.
Seven lives.
♪
And Robert Sullivan's the one
who took the drugs, isn't he?
♪
I-I didn't s
He was at Grey-Sloan today
for a consult with Amelia Shepherd.
You are a witchy, witchy woman.
- Man, how do you just know things?
- [SIGHS]
Man.
Seven lives
saved because of this vehicle.
This vehicle which will be
recalled and retired.
How many more lives can I save?
Which I won't,
because the PRT is shut down?
He holds lives in his hands, too,
and he decides who runs into fires.
- He
- I know, I know, but
I know.
to carry on ♪
But a change is gonna come ♪
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
Well, I am very glad you called.
But I should go back to work now.
[VOICE BREAKING] I'm the truck.
I'm sorry. I'm not very good
at American idioms.
I'm the truck. I'm I'm I'm
But things are getting heavy ♪
I'm the truck that drunkenly
plowed into Station 19
and destroyed an entire family.
Hey.
Hey.
[CRYING] I'm the truck.
A change is gonna come ♪
[SIGHS]
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
It's getting hard to find ♪
I don't want to fight anymore.
I don't want to fight my dad.
I don't want to fight you.
I am so tired
and and sad and sick of being angry.
And I-I just want to feel
and to be in a safe place.
And I don't know why or how,
and I-I can't explain it,
but you're the safest place I have.
And everything would be okay
for the first time in a really long time
if you would just start kissing me now.
So
Yeah, a change is gonna come ♪
Yeah, a change is gonna come ♪
Birds flyin' high ♪
You know how I feel ♪
- [BABY CRYING]
- [INHALES DEEPLY]
Sun in the sky ♪
You know how I feel ♪
Breeze driftin' on by ♪
You know how I feel ♪
It's a new dawn ♪
It's a new day ♪
It's a new life ♪
For me ♪
And I'm feeling good ♪
[KLAXONS SOUND]
[INDISTINCT DISPATCH]
Fish in the sea ♪
You know how I feel ♪
[ENGINE STARTS, SIREN WAILING]
River running free ♪
You know how I feel ♪
Blossom on a tree ♪
You know how I feel ♪
It's a new dawn, it's a new day ♪
It's a new life for me ♪
And I'm feeling good ♪
Yeah ♪
♪
Dragonflies all in the sun ♪
You know what I mean, don't you know ♪
Butterflies all having fun ♪
You know what I mean ♪
[BABY CRYING]
Sleep in peace when the day is done ♪
That's just what I mean ♪
And this old world is a new world ♪
And a bold world for me ♪
[LINE RINGING]
Hey! It's JJ. I don't listen
to my voicemails.
Text me! Bye!
[CRYING CONTINUES]
♪
Stars, when you shine ♪
You know how I feel ♪
Here you go.
Still no word, huh?
No.
You know how I feel ♪
Oh, freedom is mine ♪
And that's just how I feel ♪
Could I schedule an appointment?
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
[DOOR OPENS]
Can I, uh, sleep here?
And I'm feeling ♪
Good ♪
I feel good ♪
I feel good ♪
[LINE RINGING]
FEMALE VOICE: This number is
no longer in service.
[CELLPHONE SLAMS]
I'm feeling ♪
You know I'm feeling ♪
BEN: Hey, Eva.
So, he's out of surgery,
stable, and in the ICU.
[EXHALES DEEPLY] Okay.
- Thank you, thank you, thank you!
- Oh. Okay.
All right.
We'll try to wean Vasquez off
the ventilator in a few hours.
It was touch and go,
but that work you did,
you saved his life.
You hear me?
Hey, um, when Webber was caught
drinking on the job,
how did you
I mean, did you ever consider
not turning him in?
Who's drinking on the job?
[CHUCKLES] I didn't say
Did you not think
I would crack your master code?
I'm not sure it even happened.
But if it did happen, is
Is that how Vasquez got hurt?
What? What, what? No, no!
Okay, look, it's not anyone, all right?
Just It's
It's probably a counting error.
Counting err
As in drugs?
I didn't say drugs.
Well, what else would you be counting?
Okay, you know what? You know what?
N-Never mind. Never mind.
I-I'm probably wrong
about the whole thing.
- I shouldn't have mentioned it.
- [SIGHS]
No, you shouldn't have.
But if whatever it is that you know
puts you in a bed like Vasquez,
so help me God, Ben Warren
[SIGHS]
Is this the longest shift ever?
- Yep.
- Yeah.
I'm ready for it to be over.
Aren't they all 24 hours?
Cereal?
Sorry, princess,
didn't feel like whipping up
omelettes this morning.
Hey, Finch, you know you're a sub?
And subs don't talk?
- Since when?
- Since you became a sub.
Meal rotation for Vasquez's wife.
Warren says he's stable. Thank God.
Hughes. You're on desk duty
the rest of the shift.
I'm what, now?
The rocket incident hit the news.
We have citizens calling in
every loose hubcap they find,
thinking they have evidence
of an alien invasion.
I need someone smart with
people skills to talk them down.
Well, if you're gonna be
all complimentary about it
fine.
I'll do it.
Finch.
What? I don't know
what you think is funny.
I know you and Vasquez were
on B-shift together for a long time.
I can bring in someone else for the O
if you can't be professional.
No, ma'am.
Job first.
Good.
I would give someone ten million dollars
to disable the alarm
for the rest of our shift.
I don't know. We're really close.
- I think we're gonna make it.
- You better not jinx it.
- [KLAXONS SOUND]
- DISPATCH: Engine 19, Ladder 19, Aid 19,
vehicle accident
at 7780 Morris Lake Road.
Yeah! There you go!
EMMETT: [IMITATING SIREN]
- [BABY CRYING]
- Okay.
All right. Hold on a second.
All right, all right.
We got this.
- [CRYING CONTINUES]
- Yeah, that's right.
I know, I know. I know you're hungry.
But crying won't make it come any faster.
Aw, damn it! Damn it!
- [CRYING CONTINUES]
- [KNOCK ON DOOR]
- PRUITT: Hello?
- Yeah, yeah. Don't
Don't shake the baby.
Don't shake the baby.
Don't shake the baby.
I'm not gonna shake you ♪
Special delivery from Station
She won't eat. She just cries. It's
Which means she's hungry,
but she won't eat or sleep,
which means that I can't do either.
And I think she's broken. Is it
possible that she's broken?
- Sit down. Sit down.
- What is wrong with her?
Breathe. I got her.
What's her name?
[CHUCKLING] Son, what's your baby's name?
We've, uh We've been
calling calling her TBD.
I'm staying.
TOM: [SIGHS]
I swear, bro. If I have to
listen to McAllister
complain about my reports one more time,
I might set fire to the building.
[LAUGHS] Right?
[CHUCKLING] Okay.
Can we not talk about work?
For one night. Please?
Aw. Is the boss's son sick
of his cushy little job?
Poor Miller.
Tell us how hard it is to be born rich.
All right.
Um, the diamonds
that I eat for breakfast
they're starting to scratch my teeth.
- [BOTH LAUGH]
- And the gold bars I carry around,
they're giving me backaches.
[CHUCKLES]
I'm not complaining about
my ruby-studded houseboat, dummies.
I'm just saying
I don't like the job.
[ZIPPER OPENS]
And I And I don't like that.
Whoa! Hey, what's your problem, bro?
You're in kind of a mood tonight.
He's peeing off the side of my house,
and my mood's the problem?
It's water to water, bro.
You know, it's actually good
for the fish and plant life.
That's actually 100% inaccurate.
I think I got something that,
uh, might improve your mood.
Hey, come on.
Dude, you know I don't
I don't mess with that crap.
No, I know, but it's never
too late to get started.
Greg, no.
Can we not do that in my house?
But we're not in your house.
We're on the deck.
Yeah. International waters, bro.
[CLICKS TONGUE]
[LAUGHS]
[KLAXONS SOUND]
[SIRENS WAILING]
MAYA: Looks like a pickup
truck sped through, spun out,
hit a bunch of bikers.
Bypasser called it in.
♪
Dispatch for Ladder 19, we have a TC.
Pickup truck versus multiple motorcycles.
We have approximately 6 victims.
Requesting 3 additional Aid Cars,
1 Ladder, 1 Engine, and PRT.
SPD for traffic control.
Have the Engine, Ladder, and PR
approach from the south
on Morris Lake Road,
and tell the Aid Cars to stage
at the north end near Aid 19.
Ladder 19 is Morris Lake Road
Incident Command.
Captain, I count six bikes
and five riders.
♪
Dispatch, correction.
We have at least seven victims.
We anticipate multiple fatalities.
I assume there's a reason
you keep refusing surgery.
It, um, might
complicate my situation at work.
Huh.
If you could give me better odds
than Koracick,
I might change my mind.
I'm a surgeon.
By definition, I like to cut.
But that does not mean
that I will lie to you
to get you on the table.
Yeah, so 50/50 is the best you can do.
I notice that Dr. Koracick
had been prescribing
some pretty heavy opiates.
You should know that I favor
a different approach.
Yeah, I'm familiar with your reputation.
[CLEARS THROAT]
Your reputation is why I'm here.
[TABLET CLACKS]
You're using more than you'd like.
♪
Yeah.
♪
How much are you taking
on an average day?
♪
Uh
♪
Write it down.
All of it.
Is that some kind of
therapy technique or
I'm not a therapist.
But I am a recovering addict,
and I have gotten a lot of therapy.
And I've learned that there is
no getting over pain
of any kind
without telling the truth.
♪
- [SIREN WAILING]
- MAYA: Montgomery, Finch.
Check on the driver of the truck.
Cutler, Dixon,
triage the victims on the road.
Everyone else, recon.
Fan out, walk the scene,
and find every victim.
Herrera and Gibson, take the south.
Aid 19, let them know we have
a mass-casualty incident
and get me ER availability.
Probie color of triage tags?
- What?
- Come on.
Um
uh, r-red for immediate,
uh, green for, uh,
non-life-threatening injury,
uh, yellow for, um
Yellow for delayed
and black for deceased.
Right.
♪
Tag him, Probie.
It does get easier. A little.
I don't need you to baby me.
Okay, then. Enjoy the carnage.
[ZIPPER OPENS]
♪
No fuel leaks.
Hey, Finch! Gimme a hand with this door.
♪
On the count of 3. 3.
[GRUNTS]
♪
Smells like he showered
in vodka this morning.
♪
Thank you.
Let's go.
♪
What do we have?
Diminished breath sounds bilaterally.
Steering wheel didn't collapse.
AKA drunk on a stick?
Prep for intubation.
We have five victims on the street,
one confirmed deceased.
Engine 23, I need a staging area
and treatment area.
Ladder 15, find any critical
victims we haven't located.
I'm getting muffled heart sounds now.
Dude's toast.
Finch, swap out with Dixon.
What?
You want Probie on this?
Bishop, that's really rough to do
to someone on a f-first shift.
♪
O Captain, my Captain.
♪
[TELEPHONE RINGING]
Good morning. Station 19.
How can I help you today?
Well, you'll be happy to hear
that yesterday's crash
was an isolated incident.
No, ma'am.
No, ma'am, ma'am, ma'am. [CHUCKLES]
I assure you there was
no cover-up of any kind.
Oh, yeah, I watched
that Area 51 special, too.
Yeah, there are plenty of people
with red hair, though.
It's not a sign of anything.
No, thank you for calling.
- Mm-hmm.
- [DOOR OPENS]
Sure. Bye.
[SIGHS]
Hey!
- Hey.
- [LAUGHING] Hey.
Marina found a bunch of these
in my back closet.
So I just kind of thought I'd come by
and find out why there's
multiple bags of yours
in my in my back closet.
'Cause it's super roomy. [CHUCKLES]
Uh, right.
Um, well, it's possible
that I may be somewhat
living at your place.
At my place?
Yeah, just in like a habitat way.
Not in a relationship way.
What does that even mean?
Well, a relationship way
is like, "Where is this going?"
And a habitat way is, you know,
"I lost my lease,
and I sleep at the station
three nights a week anyway,
so what is the difference, really,
between that and sexy sleepovers,
which I know you like?"
Okay, you you do realize, though,
you can't move into my apartment
and not tell me, right?
No?
Okay, I'm s I'm sorry.
I know I know this looks bad,
and I'm sorry,
and I should've said something,
but it's only a few nights a week,
and, you know, I did not
I didn't think you'd find out.
How are you making it worse?
I, um
I really like you.
I really like you.
This is just a lot.
It's kind of too much.
- Um
- [TELEPHONE RINGING]
Oh, you know what? Um
- Hold, please.
- [RECEIVER CLICKS]
People think that
there's an alien invasion,
so I actually have to get that.
Okay, sure. Yeah.
Okay, uh, can we talk later, though?
I guess I guess
we can talk later, yeah.
I'll be at the hospital.
[TELEPHONE RINGING]
Can't wait. [CHUCKLES]
[SEA GULLS CRYING IN DISTANCE]
[CHUCKLES]
She's known you for 30 seconds,
and she already loves you.
She doesn't love me. She loves formula.
I've been trying
to give her formula all night,
and she won't take it!
Maybe it's like bees.
She can smell my fear.
The whole block can smell your fear, son.
Take a breath.
JJ left.
For how long?
Forever, I guess?
She's gone. She disconnected her phone.
She left us.
[LAUGHS] Dude!
Look at these creamy calves.
Ah! I could totally make this jump!
Yeah, you could, bro!
Whoa, whoa, whoa! Hey, hey! Wait, wait!
What are you doing?
The only thing you're gonna do
is get yourself killed
and mess up
my homeowner's insurance, man.
- Just chill.
- Holy moly.
Why are you such a buzzkill, Miller?
Yeah! Who made you like this? Your mom?
Hey, I don't care how high you are, Tom.
- Step off my mom.
- Hey, hey, look.
I just got one question, okay?
Why do you hate fun, Miller?
Yeah, Miller. Why do you hate fun?
U-Uh, uh, I don't
I don't hate fun, okay?
I just don't like drugs.
Or lawsuits.
Or either of you, to be honest.
And I'm gonna remember that next weekend.
Hey, okay, what
what do you like, then?
I mean, you hate the job. You hate fun.
So what do you like, bro?
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
Whoa, bro.
- Are you okay?
- Yeah.
My chest kinda hurts.
[GRUNTS]
Oh! Oh, God!
Greg!
How far can a bike throw a rider?
It depends on how fast the truck
was going that hit him.
MAN: [STRAINED] H-Help!
H-Help!
Help! Over here!
Over here!
Sir! Seattle Fire Department.
We're coming to you.
Okay. Thanks.
My wife, I c I can't see her.
She
She was riding behind me.
♪
I got a patient in a tree.
I'm gonna need a ladder and at
least two extra sets of hands.
[GRUNTS]
His breaths have been getting shallower.
♪
IC from Engine 19,
we have three more victims
here in the south end
in need of medical attention.
Request assistance on a pinned patient.
MAYA: Engine 19, Roger.
Engine 23, assist Engine 19
with patient care,
south side of Morris Lake Road.
His chest
- We need to tube him, Probie.
- Me?
Montgomery, lower the seat back
so that Probie can work.
- You're not gonna do an extrication?
- Does he have a pulse?
♪
- Barely.
- GCS score?
- Uh
- Less than eight.
And what do we do when a patient
is minimally responsive?
Protect the airway.
♪
What's your name, sir?
I'm I'm Nate.
Nate, I'm Andy. Just look straight ahead.
You might want to keep an eye
on those breath sounds.
Sir, someone's coming
to help you in a minute.
Don't worry about me.
I'm just trying to help.
Where's my wife? D-Did you find her?
My partner's taking care of her.
Let me help you. Are you in any pain?
Uh, no, not really.
I-I can't even feel my arms and legs.
I must be in shock.
Yeah, that that can happen.
[RADIO CHATTER]
What's that?
That's my partner helping your wife.
You found her?
Lisa? Lisa, can you hear me?!
Hey, I need you to stay calm, okay?
Moving is very bad right now.
We got this, buddy.
Lisa is gonna be fine.
May be a few months before we
can make that Williamsburg trip,
but we'll make it.
She doesn't even like to ride.
I was like, "We've been married
for twenty years.
Half of my friends in the club
think I made you up."
My partner's got her.
They're taking care of her.
She's okay?
She's okay, Nate.
Oh, thank God.
Lisa!
If you can hear me, I love you!
♪
PRT 19 from Engine 19,
what's your twenty?
BEN: On your 6:00.
Two adult males.
I've got a thoracic injury.
Breaths are slow and shallow.
Could be pneumothorax.
And a possible head injury there.
My guess is it's a rib injury,
punctured a lung.
Common injury in older bikers
because of rib position
and bone density.
- What are you, an ER doc?
- Plastics.
I shave bumps of noses.
My ex always hated me riding.
Was always sending me links
about what could go wrong,
saying, uh, "You're not
a young man anymore, Steve.
See attached."
She was big on "See attached."
Steve Charnofsky, M.D.
Dr. Ben Warren.
Doctor?
What are you doing out here?
- Helping you.
- Ah.
Okay.
Steve, you are nice and stable,
but I'm gonna have to go get a gurney
to transport you with that leg.
Just to be on the safe side,
let's get you a, uh
C-Collar.
- You got it.
- Hey.
Let's get this helmet off.
[GRUNTS]
You good?
Yeah. Steve and I got this.
NATE: Can't believe this happened.
We were on a sunrise ride.
There were nine of us.
♪
How many dead?
Command from PRT 19.
We have three patients.
We are handling with Engine 19,
Engine 23, and PRT 19.
How many more do you have?
MAYA: Five, plus the driver of the truck.
We may have one more rider
we haven't found yet.
You Doctors Without Borders or something?
Physician Response Team.
I got a truck up the street
with an entire operating suite in it.
- No way!
- Uh-huh.
I always wanted to join
Doctors Without Borders.
I always figured I'd do it
later, after I retired.
But, oh, sitting here Oof.
I became a doctor to help people.
Now I do butt lifts.
Doctors Without Borders
is an excellent goal.
And you got plenty of time yet.
Just sit tight, and I'll be right back.
Got one more.
♪
♪
MAN: [GROANS]
Sir, my name is Captain Bishop.
I'm with the Seattle Fire Department.
- Is there a fire?
- No, sir.
You've been in an accident.
We're gonna help you.
Can you call my boss
and tell him I'm gonna be late?
[LAUGHS] He hates when I'm late.
Is five minutes
while I get my Pumpkin Spice
going to bring down the company, Dan?
[CHUCKLES]
Why are you looking at me like that?
Is something wrong with my face?
♪
Olson!
He was awake, little disoriented.
Then he went out,
but his vitals are stable,
and his pupils are equal and reactive.
♪
Nice job.
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
[RADIO CHATTER]
You should do this. I-I can't.
There's too much blood.
Okay, this is the job, Probie, okay?
If it was easy,
we wouldn't need the academy.
Come on. Come on.
♪
[SIREN WAILING]
I got it! I'm in!
Good job. Now bag him.
♪
Now can we do the extrication?
Now that you have him
stabilized, it's not a priority.
♪
Okay.
Okay, you are going to write me
another prescription?
There is a meeting in an hour.
A meeting?
Right downstairs.
Oh.
12 steps, huh?
Yeah, I-I got to get back to work.
You came here because you wanted my help.
For my pain.
I was hoping you could help me
treat my pain
before it becomes a problem.
Becomes a problem?
I'm not an addict.
[SCOFFS]
You are using drugs
just to get through the morning.
You are stealing.
You O.D.'d.
I've been where you are, Robert.
I doubt it.
♪
Which story do you want to hear
the one where I stole
my brother's prescription pad
so that I could get high?
Or the one about
the man I loved
O.D.'ing in bed next to me
while I was too high to notice?
♪
Take a sick morning.
Because you're sick, Robert.
Because you almost died.
Because you do not want to live
the way you are living.
Because you went from one problem, pain,
to two problems, pain and drugs,
to three problems,
pain and drugs and lies,
and this road is long,
and it is terrible,
and it ends with the people
that you love hurt
and you dead.
And you are the only person
who can stop that from happening.
♪
Hey, Steve. Got your ride.
[CHUCKLES]
Hey, Flores!
♪
His pupils are blown. He's not breathing.
CLAUDIA: Brain bleed?
We got to intubate him
and get him into the PRT now.
Seeing JJ when that baby was born,
when she held her, that was love.
I know it was.
But now she's gone,
and I'm left with this creature
who knows her mom is gone.
She does.
She She looks at me, and she knows.
Dean. Sincerely.
She can't distinguish you
from that chair.
Having a perfect family unit
doesn't make you a parent.
Loving your kid makes you a parent.
But what if she grows up to hate me?
Oh, she'll definitely hate you.
All teenage girls hate their fathers.
Ah, that's comforting.
I am glad you came.
- [BOTTLES CLINK]
- [CHUCKLES]
But they always come back around.
- Yeah.
- Mm-hmm.
So, uh So Andy forgave you?
Mm
She forgives me,
she gets mad at me again,
she forgives me,
she gets mad at me again.
It's our thing.
[SIGHS]
With all due respect, sir,
and no offense intended,
but
you literally just told me
you wish you had more time,
but you're not
you don't seem willing to fight for it.
I just
I don't blame Andy
for being upset about that.
I'm gonna close these doors
so the baby doesn't hear
the sounds I'm about to make.
"All due respect
and no offense intended"?
Whoa, sir. I did not mean anything by
I don't give a damn
what you meant, Miller.
Just who the hell do you think you are?
♪
Oh, my God, oh, my God,
oh, my God, oh, my God!
Call 911!
But what about
Do it! Now! Right now! Go!
[DIALING, DIAL TONE]
- DISPATCH: 911.
- Yeah, hi.
Um, my friend fell in the water.
- I think he's drowning.
- Is he breathing?
Hold on.
They want to know is he breathing.
Would I be doing CPR if he was breathing?
No?
Uh, no, no, no, no. He's not breathing.
Bro, are you supposed to be
pounding on him like that?
I was a lifeguard in high school.
This is how you do it.
Just don't break his chest bone!
Yeah, yeah, I'm st I'm still here.
Can you just send help?
[INDISTINCT SHOUTING]
Well, the driver's gone. No shock there.
Probie, did you get
the patient intubated?
W Yeah, but did I screw it up?
Tell him. If you won't, I will.
You took too long. You could've
caused permanent brain damage.
Yep, you might've.
If there was even the slightest chance
he would've survived in the first place.
Wait. You had me intubate a dead patient?
- He wasn't dead.
- TRAVIS: Yet.
The steering column was the only thing
holding his thoracic cavity together.
He bled out the minute
you lowered the seat back.
That's why she had you tube him.
Because she knew he wasn't gonna make it.
Wait. So you had me do
an impossible intubation,
thinking that I was holding
a guy's life in my hands
for what, a-a training exercise?
Would you rather have done it on a
patient you could give brain damage?
[SCOFFS]
Look, you got it done, all right?
You learned how to tube
in the field under pressure.
♪
Right. Yeah. No pep talks.
So, we have a few options
for pain management.
A nerve-stimulation device.
It's given a lot of CRPS patients relief.
Is it an implant?
No, it's a sticker
that you put on your leg,
and it delivers
electrical impulses to the nerve
- to shock it.
- Oh, wow.
This one is mine.
Oh. [CHUCKLES]
I can write you a prescription.
What's great about it
is that it keeps your pain management
entirely in your hands.
And you seem like a guy
who likes to be in control.
There's also a class of antidepressants.
Oh, this isn't depression.
Robert, you are in daily pain
and fighting a drug problem.
If you weren't a little
depressed, I'd be worried.
These are tricyclic antidepressants.
They are a proven treatment
for nerve pain.
♪
[MONITOR BEEPING]
No change.
You couldn't have done anything.
He assessed as stable.
I told him he was gonna be okay.
I told him he was gonna get to do good.
Even if you had transported him
right away
He herniated. I know.
Doesn't make me feel any better
about him being brain dead.
Maybe there's someone we can call.
♪
W-W-Wait. Wait a minute.
He's an organ donor.
I can keep him on the vent,
keep his organs alive.
You stay here.
They need you at the scene.
[BEEP]
Larson, get us to Grey-Sloan right now.
They can do the brain death exam there.
LARSON: Copy that.
- You're gonna do good, Steve.
- [AMBULANCE DOOR CLOSES]
Gonna save a bunch of lives.
[SIREN WAILING]
NATE: I can't feel anything.
W-What's broken?
Everything looks good, Nate.
I can't move anything.
Don't think about that right now.
Lisa's dead, isn't she?
She's She
She's okay, Nate.
You're both gonna be fine.
[FLATLINE]
Starting compressions.
♪
- TOM: He is dead, man! He's dead!
- Shut up, Tom!
Our friend fell in the water,
and he's not breathing!
PRUITT: He take anything?
He grabbed his chest and fell.
We got this.
No!
No.
PRUITT: I don't know
which is worse the dying
or having to hear everybody's opinion
about how I should do it.
I'm sorry, sir. Your decision
about your treatment,
i-it's none of my business.
You have no idea what it's like
to hold that baby in there,
knowing that I will never
meet my grandchildren.
I'm not gonna be
at my daughter's wedding.
I'm not gonna see her make captain.
And I'm not gonna see
that damn fool Dixon fall on his face
which I know is the least
important of all those things,
but it still pisses me off!
And your big problem is
you have a healthy baby
and your whole life in front of you?
Ohh.
♪
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
You haven't decided whether or not
you're keeping her, have you?
♪
[FLATLINE]
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
Gibson.
It's a high spinal injury,
maybe even internal decapitation.
It's been too long. He's gone.
You're beating up a corpse.
Jack.
[FLATLINE CONTINUES]
Jack.
Jack, you have to stop.
- I can still get him back!
- You have to stop!
For what?!
Even if you can get his heart
started again,
his body can't keep it going.
He'll crash over and over and over.
Just being alive
isn't the same as living!
[FLATLINE STOPS]
You You want to make him
keep going like that
so so you can feel better?
Make him suffer so you can have a win?
[SIGHS]
It's
It's
It's not fair.
And it's selfish and it's cruel and
You got to stop.
PRUITT: Son, you got to stop.
I'm not stopping until he
- [COUGHS]
- Until he does that!
- All right, rolling him, rolling him.
- Dude!
Now can I treat him?
Yeah. Sorry, sorry. Yeah.
Is he gonna be okay?
As good as he was
before he went in the water.
[COUGHING]
Okay. On it.
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
Well.
What do you do for a living, son?
I, uh, turn money into
into more money.
[MOTOR WHIRS]
♪
[GROANS]
Well, you ever want
to do something different,
give me a call.
You got a hell of a talent.
You just stay there
and keep looking stupid.
♪
DEAN: In a few weeks,
I went from being a single guy,
to a guy expecting a baby,
to a guy that has a baby,
to a guy abandoned with a baby.
I don't know anything
about being a father.
I work 24-hour shifts.
I live on a houseboat.
Isn't it Isn't it possible
that there is a world
where there are better parents
for her than me?
People who have been
waiting their whole lives
for a child of their own,
who who can make formula
without spilling it?
Who would give anything for her?
I-I don't know
how to answer that for you.
Can you try?
[SIGHS]
The night I met you,
you saved a man's life.
You were all-in.
Whether he lived or died.
You weren't on the fence about
what you were there to do.
It's when you're on the fence
that it's all hard.
Everything.
If you're not sure about
keeping this baby,
every time she cries,
it's gonna be painful.
But once you decide you're all-in,
love replaces the fear.
Then, when she cries, well
she's just crying.
Ooh, ooh ♪
Ooh ♪
WOMAN: Ready for transport!
[RADIO CHATTER]
Get him on the Aid Car.
- What happened?
- There's been an accident.
Oh, the truck. Is everyone okay?
Did someone call my boss?
Sir, I need you to stay still.
You've been injured.
Can you confirm how many of you
were riding today?
- Nine.
- He's the last one.
There's nine of us.
There's Steve, Nate
- Hey. Hey. My name's Travis.
- Lisa.
- What's your name?
- Charlie. I'm Charlie.
Where's Steve? He's a doctor.
He can probably help.
We're not a real gang, you know?
We're just
We ride one weekend a month.
And we have barbecues and shoot pool.
There's nine of us.
- We're not a real gang.
- TRAVIS: Hey, shh.
We're just We Like a family.
Charlie, we're gonna get you
to the hospital now.
[SIGHS] A truck hit us.
Oh, my God.
A truck hit us.
We're family.
- [ENGINE STARTS]
- Is everyone okay?!
[POUNDS METAL]
[SIREN WAILING]
♪
No more speeches.
ANDY: [SIGHS]
Probie. You earned a drink.
It's 8:00 a.m.
Yeah?
♪
♪
Is it weird that we're drinking
to get over a bunch of people
getting killed by a drunk driver?
- Are you driving?
- No.
It's not weird.
You know what is weird?
People who think redheads are aliens.
That is weird.
Yeah.
Wow!
It's for Dean and JJ.
Mm.
Fried food's my love language.
See ya.
♪
ANDY: A year and a half.
Thank you.
[SIGHS]
- To Probie's first rutabaga call.
- Mm.
- [BOTTLES CLINK]
- Wait. What?
A rutabaga is a patient
with no brain activity.
Zero chance of survival.
Vegetable.
Today was a multi-rutabaga call.
- Stacks of rutabagas.
- Yeah.
Big ol' ratatouille.
[LAUGHTER]
How are you guys able
to make jokes about that?
I mean people died.
People always die.
People die every day.
And a lot of the time,
they do it right in front of us.
Look, a thing they don't
tell you in the academy
you lose more than you win.
Even on the days
you're doing everything right,
a lot of the time, you still lose.
So you just, uh
what, you you drink?
Mm-hmm.
You drink a little,
and you make inappropriate jokes
with your friends.
Then you go home, get some sleep.
Next shift, you go back to work
and do everything right again,
and you have a better day.
Hopefully.
And what if you don't always
do the right thing?
What if you screw it up?
♪
Pretty much the same thing.
♪
I have my days where I feel mental ♪
Eva.
I heard Rigo's off the vent.
That's great.
Look, if you need help around the house
or, you know, food brought over
or anything, I
Oh, my God.
Just walk away, Gibson.
No one's here for your apology tour.
Work out your guilt for
putting my husband in the ICU
on your own time.
I have better things to do with mine.
I'm enough ♪
I'm enough ♪
Walk away, little boy.
I'm enough, I'm enough ♪
Yes, I'm enough ♪
Hey.
You okay?
Probably not.
[CHUCKLES] You?
No.
You want to blow off some steam?
I Mm.
It's just
It's too messy.
♪
I thought we were trying
to help each other.
You were helping me
stay away from dangerous women.
I was helping you feel something
other than angry.
You are. You did.
♪
I do.
♪
Thank you.
♪
Be good.
Never.
[SIGHS]
- Thanks, guys.
- See you later. See ya.
♪
So
Look, man, don't [CLEARS THROAT]
make this a thing.
I have a girlfriend, all right?
♪
Take care of yourself.
Chance.
Thanks, buddy.
[DOORBELL RINGS]
[WHISPERING] Shh, shh, shh.
Shh, shh, shh.
- Hi! I brought you some beige foo
- Shh! Stop, stop, stop. Stop.
[WHISPERING] Oh, sorry. Sorry.
[NORMAL VOICE] Hey.
[SIGHS]
How is it going?
[NORMAL VOICE] Uh, JJ left.
She what?
She left me.
Us.
She's gone, and I was thinking
about giving the baby up,
but then Pruitt came over
and did his Mister Miyagi thing,
and now I'm thinking about keeping her,
which is crazy because I work
three overnight shifts out of the week,
and, the rest of the time,
I am on a boat.
So
As you may or may not know,
I recently got evicted.
Oh.
I did not know that.
Yeah, it was a thing.
And now I'm
homeless-ish.
And I was sort of crashing at Jackson's,
but now that's over.
We're over. Jackson and me.
- We
- Mm.
Pretty sure we're about to be
because he said, "Let's talk later,"
which, in my experience,
is never code for a sexy time.
But, uh, point being, I can help you.
I feel like I missed
a transition somewhere.
I move in here
and help you with the baby,
and then I have a place to live
and you have help,
and everybody's problems are solved.
- [CLAPS LOUDLY]
- Oh! Just shut up, please.
No, because you work
the same shifts I do,
so when I'll be gone,
you'll also be gone.
- So not gonna work.
- No, dude, that's what nannies
are for, okay?
And you're super rich so
Okay, and when we're home at
the same time, we do crying shifts.
- Crying shifts?
- Yeah, crying shifts.
- Crying shifts?
- Crying shifts.
You can keep saying it. I still
won't know what you mean.
Okay, so, like, I take 8:00 to midnight.
You take midnight to 4:00 a.m.
TBD cries, you look at the clock.
If it's your shift, you get up.
If you don't, you go back to sleep.
Pru.
What?
She has a name.
It's Pru.
Pruitt Arike Miller.
My eyes are on the high road ♪
And, uh
me and Pru can use the help, so
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
You sure?
- No.
- Yeah!
[SQUEALS SOFTLY]
[WHISPERING] Okay, okay.
Quiet dancing. Quiet dancing.
♪
Something on the horizon ♪
Ben?
[SIGHS]
Please tell me this is not
some fatigue-induced hallucination,
because [CHUCKLES]
I could really use my wife
right about now.
We successfully recovered the organs.
Seven people.
Seven lives saved
because of the work you did
with the PRT today.
♪
Nobody else could've done it.
Seven lives.
♪
And Robert Sullivan's the one
who took the drugs, isn't he?
♪
I-I didn't s
He was at Grey-Sloan today
for a consult with Amelia Shepherd.
You are a witchy, witchy woman.
- Man, how do you just know things?
- [SIGHS]
Man.
Seven lives
saved because of this vehicle.
This vehicle which will be
recalled and retired.
How many more lives can I save?
Which I won't,
because the PRT is shut down?
He holds lives in his hands, too,
and he decides who runs into fires.
- He
- I know, I know, but
I know.
to carry on ♪
But a change is gonna come ♪
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
Well, I am very glad you called.
But I should go back to work now.
[VOICE BREAKING] I'm the truck.
I'm sorry. I'm not very good
at American idioms.
I'm the truck. I'm I'm I'm
But things are getting heavy ♪
I'm the truck that drunkenly
plowed into Station 19
and destroyed an entire family.
Hey.
Hey.
[CRYING] I'm the truck.
A change is gonna come ♪
[SIGHS]
[EXHALES DEEPLY]
It's getting hard to find ♪
I don't want to fight anymore.
I don't want to fight my dad.
I don't want to fight you.
I am so tired
and and sad and sick of being angry.
And I-I just want to feel
and to be in a safe place.
And I don't know why or how,
and I-I can't explain it,
but you're the safest place I have.
And everything would be okay
for the first time in a really long time
if you would just start kissing me now.
So
Yeah, a change is gonna come ♪
Yeah, a change is gonna come ♪