The Hills (2006) s01e09 Episode Script
Love is Not a Maybe Thing
Heidi and Jordan's relationship had its ups and downs.
I didn't do anything! I walked over there, I went to the bathroom.
Calm down.
Next time, I'm beating his ass.
And they never saw eye to eye on anything.
- I didn't do any of that.
- You're ridiculous.
- All right, fine.
- And shut up! - Don't tell me to shut up! - Like, I don't understand you.
Jason surprised me with a romantic dinner for my birthday, but the evening didn't go exactly as planned.
Jason, look at me.
I've told you I would rather stay here - and just hang out - Okay, then we can stay here.
Now summer's around the corner.
I'm so ready for work and school to be over.
But I still don't know what will happen with me and Jason.
And Heidi was questioning if her relationship with Jordan was meant to be.
Oh, what a day.
You and Jordan You guys have been together how long, now? - Like, seven or eight months.
- Seven or eight months.
So, we're kind of over the honeymoon stage.
You guys, like, seem like the perfect couple, like, whenever we all hang out.
I feel like a part of him is, like, jealous or mad that I have this job.
See, I have different boy problems.
Like, I've never been in a serious, long-term relationship.
But I've So, it's different.
I don't know.
We've just been Kind of bickering a lot lately.
- I never have time to myself.
- "Me" time, yeah.
I never do.
I think that might be the problem, too.
Like, I just don't I'm very independent, and I feel like I haven't been, lately.
Like, sometimes, the way he'II, like, snap at me, I'll be like, "Jordan! You can't snap at me like that.
" - Oh, my God.
- I don't know.
It's so frustrating.
I mean, whatever's supposed to happen is gonna happen, and I feel like it's on, like, the verge of a turning point, but I don't know exactly what it's gonna be.
Yeah.
Geplaatst door: Wendelina1987 - Yes, I said that's fine.
- Hi.
Are you okay? Don't yell Do not cuss at me, Jordan.
Don't do that.
Are you okay? Here, sit here.
What do I do when he, like, cusses and yells at me and I don't know what to do? It's okay.
- Why is he yelling at you? - Because I won't go get him.
And then I was like, "Well, I'm with Audrina right now," and then he just started screaming and cussing at me, and I don't know how I can do this any more.
I never do that to him.
I never yell at him.
- I never talk to him like this.
- I know you don't.
You're so good to him.
That's why it's not fair, Heidi.
You deserve better.
I used to be so strong.
I used to be able to do whatever I want, and then I feel like I've been broken down, little by little, and now, I mean, it's just like I don't know what to do.
I can't have him talk to me like this any more.
You need a break from him.
It's just like, I just want to be with someone who loves me so much.
Okay, whatever, I do think I deserve to be a princess.
You do.
You totally do.
I think that every girl deserves to be treated like a princess, like But you don't treat me like crap.
That's not okay, - and that's not an excuse.
- That's not acceptable.
Like, I know what I have to do, and I know what I want to do.
But why can't I get there? I just don't know what to do.
- You look so ladylike today.
- I do? I know, I put on these pearls.
- Wait.
How was your birthday? - It was It was good.
- It was, like, mellow.
- Yeah? In the morning, I had, like, a big thing of roses And it was, like, a little note on it.
And it was like, "Be ready at 5:00.
A car will be there to pick you up.
" I went there, and there was like a limo outside, and it took me to The Standard Hotel downtown, and he had, like, probably like a hundred candles, like, everywhere, and, like, rose petals So he got a room at The Standard? - And roses.
Yeah! - So romantic.
- It was perfect.
It's all I wanted.
- I'm impressed with guys like that, 'cause these guys are so young, but they know what to do.
Seriously.
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Hey, Bella.
- No, Bella doesn't want to talk to you.
- Why? - Jordan, we need to talk.
Of course.
- Come here, Bella.
- Jordan, I've just been thinking a lot lately about how you've been snapping at me, and it's really been affecting me.
So, this was one more push.
It's like the straw that broke the camel's back.
I was just like, "How can he keep talking to me like this? "I don't know what to do to make him stop talking to me like this.
" And that was it for me.
And I just don't I don't know how to make you stop.
- No, no - Because you think you're passionate, - or whatever, but it hurts my feelings.
- Listen.
I just proved to you And I'm not used to being talked to like that.
- No, no.
- Yes, Jordan, it's a combination of the words and how you talk to me.
Okay, but I'm not gonna do that, because that's not who I am.
I'm not gonna completely reconstruct who I am to become this calm person.
Okay, but you can't watch how you talk to me just a little bit? - You can't monitor it a little bit? - I told you I told you I told you that whenever I'm passionate, and I get freaking going like this I'm not gonna I will watch what I say mean to you.
I would think that the more that you love me, the more you'd want to be, like, calm, and understand, and trying to make me feel more comfortable, not snapping at me, and watching how you say it a little bit.
Okay.
Sometimes you have this whole, like, "little princess" persona.
Like, I have to cater to you all the time.
I'm a girl.
I should be a princess.
How you treat me is a big deal.
- It is.
- And I cater to you a lot.
I feel like I treat you like a prince, or however you want to say it, but I feel like I cater to you a lot.
If I wanna do something I'm gonna go do something.
I mean, that's just the way I am.
Bella, come here.
Come on, Bella, come here.
Fine, let's just both think about it, then.
- I'm going to go run and do something.
- To get all your adrenaline out? Look - But I love you.
- See you tomorrow.
- Tomorrow, like I'm not coming back.
- Maybe tonight you're not.
Shut up.
Come here, Bella.
Bella, come on.
Come on, baby.
Fine.
Stay out here.
I cannot believe you are 20.
I will never again be a teenager.
That's kind of gnarly.
That's kind of sad.
Did you like what we did on your birthday? Yeah.
Did you do anything with your parents for your birthday? They really want to go To take you out to dinner.
They do.
They keep telling me.
Like, they keep going, "We'd like to take you and Jason out to dinner.
" - Think about it.
- I will.
I want to get a house so bad this summer At the beach.
With you.
Come here and kiss me.
Ready? You slept over at our place for a change, huh? Tell me what happened, dude.
Dude, something's up.
No, dude, it's like If I raise my voice like this, she thinks I'm being, like, attacking her, I'm being mean, when I'm not.
I think there's something more to this than she's saying, because No way.
She's gonna get mad with the way I talk to her and then want to go on a break.
Yeah, whenever girls get mad at something, it's usually something else that they're really mad at.
But they just don't want to tell you, 'cause you should know.
You know? You should know what you did wrong.
That's how the girl plays.
- Whatever.
- Call her up and be like, "What we argue about is so stupid.
Like, come on, I love you.
"Like, this is ridiculous," you know? You guys will be fine.
You know what you should do? Want to know what would be really cool? - What time does she get off work? - 6:00.
She's having dinner tonight with Lauren.
'Cause I was gonna say, you should show up in, like, a suit and tie With like With With flowers, like when she was getting off work, and just be like, "Please let me take you out to dinner.
" I don't know if I want to do that.
- It's all I can say, really.
- All right.
Let's You want to go shoot around, and just Whatever? Yeah.
Take my mind off that.
I couldn't eat all day.
I was so sick to my stomach, thinking about what was going on.
I don't understand.
Like, what is your You're fighting over, like It started because he's been treating me really bad lately.
Really bad.
And I haven't said anything, just 'cause I was gonna let it go.
Boy problems are no fun.
I think they're like the worst problems you could have.
You know that Jordan loves you.
There's no question.
It's not a question of whether or not he loves you.
It's a question of whether or not this relationship is working.
You know that whatever you do, that me and Jason are gonna be there.
You know that.
Right.
A part of me is like, "This is your chance out.
"This is your easy out, Heidi.
This is it.
" And then a part of me is like, "No, you're really gonna miss him.
" And I don't know the difference.
I don't know what I think.
Heidi, regardless, you're gonna miss Jordan.
- Right.
- I mean You're gonna miss even stupid things.
Like, everything in your room is going to remind you of Jordan.
Love is not a maybe thing.
You know when you love someone.
I love him, but there's a difference between loving someone and being absolutely in love with someone.
Are you absolutely in love with Jordan? No.
Hey, Mommy.
Hi.
Jordan's coming over here.
I packed all of his stuff last night.
I'm, like, so nervous, 'cause it's so hard.
Just seeing all of his stuff makes me want to cry.
'Cause I just feel like I've been broken.
Jordan's here.
I got to go.
I got to go.
Love you.
- Hi.
- Hey.
- I can't do this any more.
- I know, I know, and I can't, either.
I've just completely Just screwed things up, but I love you more than anything in this world, Heidi.
I can't I mean, like, I try to imagine my life without you, but I can't.
I really can't.
Jordan, it's not about if I love you, because you know that I love you more than anything.
It's about us not being the best for each other.
- And I'm done, and we've tried this - You don't think I'm the best for you? No.
I think that we've been bringing out the worst in each other.
It's little comments that we say to each other, and it's little things, and it's just Heidi, I can't live without you.
Like, I will do whatever it takes.
I'm done.
I'm done.
Come here.
I'm taking my key.
Here's your bracelet and your necklace.
Come here, Bella.
Goodbye, Jordan.
It's so hard.
I'm sorry.
- It's done? - It's done.
- I'm sorry, Heidi.
- I know.
Thank you.
I'm gonna go take a nap.
I have the worst headache.
I feel really sick.
- Okay.
We're gonna be here, okay? - Okay.
Thank you.
Come on, Bella.
So, did you talk to her? - Yeah.
- Dude.
Pretty much over, dog.
Hey, you vanished.
I came over here to see you.
- I knew that something was up.
- What happened, man? A lot.
Obviously a lot more than I even thought.
Just seems, like, so out of nowhere.
It is.
I mean, dude.
She packed all my stuff, took all my pictures out of It's over.
Like, she's done.
I mean, you know what? Whatever.
Maybe I do talk to her in a way that I shouldn't, or maybe I I You know, maybe I should have thought about that, but I'm just literally in shock.
Like I just The last thing I would ever expect is for you guys to break up.
I thought you guys were Ken and Barbie.
But it blows my mind, because, it's like, Lauren and I, you know? We always would come to you guys, you know, to like For when we were, like, in fights.
And you guys were doing the same thing.
But we've been back and forth all the time.
I thought me and Lauren would be way done before they would.
- But what - That's what I'm saying.
It doesn't - What happened to us? - It doesn't make sense to me.
Is we used to come to you.
Is you helped us get better.
- And we didn't see - It seemed so picture-perfect, like, on the outside.
We always were like People were always like, "Oh, my God, they're completely in love.
" All the time.
So, what's up? Did you hear that Heidi and Jordan broke up? - No! - Yeah.
- No.
- Heidi and Jordan broke up.
You're lying.
It's just like, depressing to be in our apartment right now.
- Oh, my God.
- Yeah, it was crazy.
Is he devastated? Yeah.
Oh, my God.
I really got to call Heidi.
I mean, I don't want to, like, bring her down, but - Yeah, no, she would, like - She's gonna be here this summer? - Yeah.
- Will you be here this summer? I don't know if I'm gonna stay in my apartment.
Oh, really? Me and Jason were looking at places over in, like, Malibu.
Oh, my gosh.
So, I Just for the summer, I'd like to live closer to the water, not as much in the city.
You're really getting a beach house with Jason? I'm still trying to figure out what I'll do.
As relaxed as summer is supposed to be, it always makes me kind of stressed out, because I feel like I have to get some sort of job.
So what if you were, you know Got your own little beach thing? What will Heidi do? Will Heidi stay in the apartment? I don't know.
You haven't spoken to her about it yet, huh? No, I mean, like She knows that we went looking and stuff, but, like, that was before her and Jordan broke up.
Yeah.
Like when we went to go look at places, so it was kind of like, "Oh, it's fine," like, "I'll just live with Jordan this summer.
" - Right.
- But not so much any more.
- So, what happened last night? - It was so hard.
It's okay.
Like, that's just the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
For the next couple weeks, Heidi, it's gonna be hard.
I know.
It's just so sad.
It's like, it's over.
I just have to be really careful with my heart right now.
Yeah, you're gonna deal with your feelings, and You know? I don't know.
It's gonna be so different now.
I've never seen you without a boy.
I know.
See that crazy Heidi in you.
I just have to stop thinking about it.
Well, at least I got my little buddy back.
I'll have someone to hang out with all the time.
- I can't even imagine.
- We should start tonight.
- I am starting tonight.
- Okay, good.
Tonight is the first night of my new life.
- I haven't been out in so long.
- I'm going out every night now.
I didn't do anything! I walked over there, I went to the bathroom.
Calm down.
Next time, I'm beating his ass.
And they never saw eye to eye on anything.
- I didn't do any of that.
- You're ridiculous.
- All right, fine.
- And shut up! - Don't tell me to shut up! - Like, I don't understand you.
Jason surprised me with a romantic dinner for my birthday, but the evening didn't go exactly as planned.
Jason, look at me.
I've told you I would rather stay here - and just hang out - Okay, then we can stay here.
Now summer's around the corner.
I'm so ready for work and school to be over.
But I still don't know what will happen with me and Jason.
And Heidi was questioning if her relationship with Jordan was meant to be.
Oh, what a day.
You and Jordan You guys have been together how long, now? - Like, seven or eight months.
- Seven or eight months.
So, we're kind of over the honeymoon stage.
You guys, like, seem like the perfect couple, like, whenever we all hang out.
I feel like a part of him is, like, jealous or mad that I have this job.
See, I have different boy problems.
Like, I've never been in a serious, long-term relationship.
But I've So, it's different.
I don't know.
We've just been Kind of bickering a lot lately.
- I never have time to myself.
- "Me" time, yeah.
I never do.
I think that might be the problem, too.
Like, I just don't I'm very independent, and I feel like I haven't been, lately.
Like, sometimes, the way he'II, like, snap at me, I'll be like, "Jordan! You can't snap at me like that.
" - Oh, my God.
- I don't know.
It's so frustrating.
I mean, whatever's supposed to happen is gonna happen, and I feel like it's on, like, the verge of a turning point, but I don't know exactly what it's gonna be.
Yeah.
Geplaatst door: Wendelina1987 - Yes, I said that's fine.
- Hi.
Are you okay? Don't yell Do not cuss at me, Jordan.
Don't do that.
Are you okay? Here, sit here.
What do I do when he, like, cusses and yells at me and I don't know what to do? It's okay.
- Why is he yelling at you? - Because I won't go get him.
And then I was like, "Well, I'm with Audrina right now," and then he just started screaming and cussing at me, and I don't know how I can do this any more.
I never do that to him.
I never yell at him.
- I never talk to him like this.
- I know you don't.
You're so good to him.
That's why it's not fair, Heidi.
You deserve better.
I used to be so strong.
I used to be able to do whatever I want, and then I feel like I've been broken down, little by little, and now, I mean, it's just like I don't know what to do.
I can't have him talk to me like this any more.
You need a break from him.
It's just like, I just want to be with someone who loves me so much.
Okay, whatever, I do think I deserve to be a princess.
You do.
You totally do.
I think that every girl deserves to be treated like a princess, like But you don't treat me like crap.
That's not okay, - and that's not an excuse.
- That's not acceptable.
Like, I know what I have to do, and I know what I want to do.
But why can't I get there? I just don't know what to do.
- You look so ladylike today.
- I do? I know, I put on these pearls.
- Wait.
How was your birthday? - It was It was good.
- It was, like, mellow.
- Yeah? In the morning, I had, like, a big thing of roses And it was, like, a little note on it.
And it was like, "Be ready at 5:00.
A car will be there to pick you up.
" I went there, and there was like a limo outside, and it took me to The Standard Hotel downtown, and he had, like, probably like a hundred candles, like, everywhere, and, like, rose petals So he got a room at The Standard? - And roses.
Yeah! - So romantic.
- It was perfect.
It's all I wanted.
- I'm impressed with guys like that, 'cause these guys are so young, but they know what to do.
Seriously.
- Hey.
- Hey.
- Hey, Bella.
- No, Bella doesn't want to talk to you.
- Why? - Jordan, we need to talk.
Of course.
- Come here, Bella.
- Jordan, I've just been thinking a lot lately about how you've been snapping at me, and it's really been affecting me.
So, this was one more push.
It's like the straw that broke the camel's back.
I was just like, "How can he keep talking to me like this? "I don't know what to do to make him stop talking to me like this.
" And that was it for me.
And I just don't I don't know how to make you stop.
- No, no - Because you think you're passionate, - or whatever, but it hurts my feelings.
- Listen.
I just proved to you And I'm not used to being talked to like that.
- No, no.
- Yes, Jordan, it's a combination of the words and how you talk to me.
Okay, but I'm not gonna do that, because that's not who I am.
I'm not gonna completely reconstruct who I am to become this calm person.
Okay, but you can't watch how you talk to me just a little bit? - You can't monitor it a little bit? - I told you I told you I told you that whenever I'm passionate, and I get freaking going like this I'm not gonna I will watch what I say mean to you.
I would think that the more that you love me, the more you'd want to be, like, calm, and understand, and trying to make me feel more comfortable, not snapping at me, and watching how you say it a little bit.
Okay.
Sometimes you have this whole, like, "little princess" persona.
Like, I have to cater to you all the time.
I'm a girl.
I should be a princess.
How you treat me is a big deal.
- It is.
- And I cater to you a lot.
I feel like I treat you like a prince, or however you want to say it, but I feel like I cater to you a lot.
If I wanna do something I'm gonna go do something.
I mean, that's just the way I am.
Bella, come here.
Come on, Bella, come here.
Fine, let's just both think about it, then.
- I'm going to go run and do something.
- To get all your adrenaline out? Look - But I love you.
- See you tomorrow.
- Tomorrow, like I'm not coming back.
- Maybe tonight you're not.
Shut up.
Come here, Bella.
Bella, come on.
Come on, baby.
Fine.
Stay out here.
I cannot believe you are 20.
I will never again be a teenager.
That's kind of gnarly.
That's kind of sad.
Did you like what we did on your birthday? Yeah.
Did you do anything with your parents for your birthday? They really want to go To take you out to dinner.
They do.
They keep telling me.
Like, they keep going, "We'd like to take you and Jason out to dinner.
" - Think about it.
- I will.
I want to get a house so bad this summer At the beach.
With you.
Come here and kiss me.
Ready? You slept over at our place for a change, huh? Tell me what happened, dude.
Dude, something's up.
No, dude, it's like If I raise my voice like this, she thinks I'm being, like, attacking her, I'm being mean, when I'm not.
I think there's something more to this than she's saying, because No way.
She's gonna get mad with the way I talk to her and then want to go on a break.
Yeah, whenever girls get mad at something, it's usually something else that they're really mad at.
But they just don't want to tell you, 'cause you should know.
You know? You should know what you did wrong.
That's how the girl plays.
- Whatever.
- Call her up and be like, "What we argue about is so stupid.
Like, come on, I love you.
"Like, this is ridiculous," you know? You guys will be fine.
You know what you should do? Want to know what would be really cool? - What time does she get off work? - 6:00.
She's having dinner tonight with Lauren.
'Cause I was gonna say, you should show up in, like, a suit and tie With like With With flowers, like when she was getting off work, and just be like, "Please let me take you out to dinner.
" I don't know if I want to do that.
- It's all I can say, really.
- All right.
Let's You want to go shoot around, and just Whatever? Yeah.
Take my mind off that.
I couldn't eat all day.
I was so sick to my stomach, thinking about what was going on.
I don't understand.
Like, what is your You're fighting over, like It started because he's been treating me really bad lately.
Really bad.
And I haven't said anything, just 'cause I was gonna let it go.
Boy problems are no fun.
I think they're like the worst problems you could have.
You know that Jordan loves you.
There's no question.
It's not a question of whether or not he loves you.
It's a question of whether or not this relationship is working.
You know that whatever you do, that me and Jason are gonna be there.
You know that.
Right.
A part of me is like, "This is your chance out.
"This is your easy out, Heidi.
This is it.
" And then a part of me is like, "No, you're really gonna miss him.
" And I don't know the difference.
I don't know what I think.
Heidi, regardless, you're gonna miss Jordan.
- Right.
- I mean You're gonna miss even stupid things.
Like, everything in your room is going to remind you of Jordan.
Love is not a maybe thing.
You know when you love someone.
I love him, but there's a difference between loving someone and being absolutely in love with someone.
Are you absolutely in love with Jordan? No.
Hey, Mommy.
Hi.
Jordan's coming over here.
I packed all of his stuff last night.
I'm, like, so nervous, 'cause it's so hard.
Just seeing all of his stuff makes me want to cry.
'Cause I just feel like I've been broken.
Jordan's here.
I got to go.
I got to go.
Love you.
- Hi.
- Hey.
- I can't do this any more.
- I know, I know, and I can't, either.
I've just completely Just screwed things up, but I love you more than anything in this world, Heidi.
I can't I mean, like, I try to imagine my life without you, but I can't.
I really can't.
Jordan, it's not about if I love you, because you know that I love you more than anything.
It's about us not being the best for each other.
- And I'm done, and we've tried this - You don't think I'm the best for you? No.
I think that we've been bringing out the worst in each other.
It's little comments that we say to each other, and it's little things, and it's just Heidi, I can't live without you.
Like, I will do whatever it takes.
I'm done.
I'm done.
Come here.
I'm taking my key.
Here's your bracelet and your necklace.
Come here, Bella.
Goodbye, Jordan.
It's so hard.
I'm sorry.
- It's done? - It's done.
- I'm sorry, Heidi.
- I know.
Thank you.
I'm gonna go take a nap.
I have the worst headache.
I feel really sick.
- Okay.
We're gonna be here, okay? - Okay.
Thank you.
Come on, Bella.
So, did you talk to her? - Yeah.
- Dude.
Pretty much over, dog.
Hey, you vanished.
I came over here to see you.
- I knew that something was up.
- What happened, man? A lot.
Obviously a lot more than I even thought.
Just seems, like, so out of nowhere.
It is.
I mean, dude.
She packed all my stuff, took all my pictures out of It's over.
Like, she's done.
I mean, you know what? Whatever.
Maybe I do talk to her in a way that I shouldn't, or maybe I I You know, maybe I should have thought about that, but I'm just literally in shock.
Like I just The last thing I would ever expect is for you guys to break up.
I thought you guys were Ken and Barbie.
But it blows my mind, because, it's like, Lauren and I, you know? We always would come to you guys, you know, to like For when we were, like, in fights.
And you guys were doing the same thing.
But we've been back and forth all the time.
I thought me and Lauren would be way done before they would.
- But what - That's what I'm saying.
It doesn't - What happened to us? - It doesn't make sense to me.
Is we used to come to you.
Is you helped us get better.
- And we didn't see - It seemed so picture-perfect, like, on the outside.
We always were like People were always like, "Oh, my God, they're completely in love.
" All the time.
So, what's up? Did you hear that Heidi and Jordan broke up? - No! - Yeah.
- No.
- Heidi and Jordan broke up.
You're lying.
It's just like, depressing to be in our apartment right now.
- Oh, my God.
- Yeah, it was crazy.
Is he devastated? Yeah.
Oh, my God.
I really got to call Heidi.
I mean, I don't want to, like, bring her down, but - Yeah, no, she would, like - She's gonna be here this summer? - Yeah.
- Will you be here this summer? I don't know if I'm gonna stay in my apartment.
Oh, really? Me and Jason were looking at places over in, like, Malibu.
Oh, my gosh.
So, I Just for the summer, I'd like to live closer to the water, not as much in the city.
You're really getting a beach house with Jason? I'm still trying to figure out what I'll do.
As relaxed as summer is supposed to be, it always makes me kind of stressed out, because I feel like I have to get some sort of job.
So what if you were, you know Got your own little beach thing? What will Heidi do? Will Heidi stay in the apartment? I don't know.
You haven't spoken to her about it yet, huh? No, I mean, like She knows that we went looking and stuff, but, like, that was before her and Jordan broke up.
Yeah.
Like when we went to go look at places, so it was kind of like, "Oh, it's fine," like, "I'll just live with Jordan this summer.
" - Right.
- But not so much any more.
- So, what happened last night? - It was so hard.
It's okay.
Like, that's just the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
For the next couple weeks, Heidi, it's gonna be hard.
I know.
It's just so sad.
It's like, it's over.
I just have to be really careful with my heart right now.
Yeah, you're gonna deal with your feelings, and You know? I don't know.
It's gonna be so different now.
I've never seen you without a boy.
I know.
See that crazy Heidi in you.
I just have to stop thinking about it.
Well, at least I got my little buddy back.
I'll have someone to hang out with all the time.
- I can't even imagine.
- We should start tonight.
- I am starting tonight.
- Okay, good.
Tonight is the first night of my new life.
- I haven't been out in so long.
- I'm going out every night now.